#i built an entite lego set and i will BUILD ANOTHER...!!!
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Ykno they say that grief makes time strange but genuinely everything between February 17th and now, the 29th, is just. Nonexistent.
I could not tell you what I've done on most of these days. They just do not exist in my brain.
#speculation nation#i built an entite lego set and i will BUILD ANOTHER...!!!#done a lot of packing shit at my dad's place. the funeral obviously. more packing. some bg3 gaming.#and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#yeah thats about it. im cycling through packing and gaming and lego building#because i just dont have any ability to engage in my special interests. so it's just the mindless stuff to get me through.#i dont feel like i exist still. none of this feels real.#i think it's bc it was so sudden. even having watched him die i still dont. Get it.#i think it's sinking in bit by bit. with each day that passes and each box of his stuff we pack#i get closer and closer to Getting it.#but it still doesnt feel real. i dont know if it's ever going to feel real.#still feels like i should be able to call up my grandma and she died in 2019. 4 and a half years ago now.#oh well. back to legos i guess.
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