#i bought danger days
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"its FICTION though, and anything in fiction is not real, has no effect and doesnt affect anyone real ever!! you cant criticize this piece of media for its repetition of old harmful tropes bc it doesnt matter!! its not real LOL can you not separate whats real and what isnt??"
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"this piece of fiction is not morally pure!! something that is definitely a real and tangible thing to define and totally doesnt depend on whatever i think it means! if you like this thing i have deemed unpure you are automatically a reprehensible person!!"
are two mindsets that are both wrong and yet somehow still coexist and im frankly tired of it
#ganondoodles talks#having racist tropes be repeated without an ounce of nuance reinforces those tropes some people may believe are true#and can lead to real world harm#liking the piece of media its part of doesnt make you inherently racist or a bad person#a book about a murderer doesnt make you into a murderer but the way it presents itself might impact how you view women#buying merch for a peice of media the author of which is actively spending on policies aiming to murder people is not good#no you dont go to jail bc you bought some when you were young and no one knew the author was like that#etc etc#not the type of post i usualy make but man#its realyl annoying how everythign is tried to be stuffed in two boxes over and over#these days i feel like im in danger of being labeled a puritan when i criticize something#also this is about big movies and games and studios#not random people writing fanfiction#you criticize a company different than random people- if at all really#fiction is not reality but fiction affects reality - soemthign im sure has been said before#been thinking for an hour about posting this or not
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ohhh god I think my brain’s broken or somethin cos at the sight of all the goddamn 9hr shift Saturdays and 4.5hr shift Sundays in my near future I legit bawled. Like I don’t DO that ok that is WEIRD for me. I miss having weekends. I should be BEING A TEENAGER ON SATURDAYS not standing in a small space for NINE HOURS
I genuinely think this is gonna be what makes me lose it
#the worst part of it all is that it’s literally been two days. like that is pathetic whhhy can’t I just tough it the fuck out oh my godddd#it ain’t even HARD work I just feel like a caged tiger#and so damn borrred#my boss is real nice tho and quitting would seriously be a dick move#like she bought me a soda…:(#I wish I had a good reason to hate it other than the fact that it’s on weekends and is time consuming#but I don’t#I worked at the stable all summer and I didn’t hate that at all. It was gross and dirty#and I was so sweaty and all my clothes smelled like horse for weeks after and fuck man I didn’t even get paid minimum wage#but I liked it. It was real fun (even when I got zapped by the electric fence!)#but I’m in retail now#and after the first day last week I went home and punched a wall hard enough to get a giant bruise#and after today-the second day-I cried like 5x harder than I did last time I freaked out. Fuck man I prayed even and im not even religious#I think somehow my brain registers boredom as a bigger threat than actual danger holy hell#…jesus I /like/ the job w/ the electric fence but lose it at the cushy one with free soda -_-#yeah no my brain’s definitely not wired right I don’t think#ugh#rambling#personal stuff#whining#delete later#oh yeah and I was right I didn’t work out tonight cos I was miserable.#I mean I jogged a tiny bit but my biceps man…what abt my biceps…:((
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MiqoMarch Day 23 - Midnight
With their intended voyage into the void only a few days out, Arsay thought it the upmost importance that she steal her partner away to Kugane, that they might share one more fond memory together should things not turn out the way they plan in the thirteenth. It was as they crossed the very same bridge the miqo'te had once sat on together two years prior when Arsay gifted Y'shtola with a bracelet matching that of her own. A token of endearment which, Arsay confessed, she would have given to her fellow scion back then, had nerves not gotten the best of her. While their relationship has undoubtedly changed since the initial purchase of the jewellery, the sentiment remained the same. Y'shtola was someone who Arsay loved dearly and she will forever be grateful to have the seeker's life intertwined with her own. No matter where their free spirits took them, they would always hold each other in their hearts. A promise Y'shtola was more than willing to keep. She slipped the the string of beads around her wrist without a second thought. They were never to come off, not even when the two decided to delay their return to Radz-at-Han in favour of a private bath at the dead of night.
#miqomarch#miqomarch 2024#ffxiv#y'shtola rhul#y'shtola x wol#wolshtola#arsay nun lore#arshtola#thanks to nhaneh for the body mod#i had to do some insane fov to get the moon and them in the same shot so sorry for the distortion#forcing arshtola lore into this prompt since idk when Ill ever get around to gposing the actual scene#this is between 6.1 and 6.2!#endwalker patch spoilers#i had the idea that arsay bought the Dai-ryumyaku bracelets from a vendor between 4.3 n 4.4 when shtola is off to the doman enclave#and arsay is like hey wait you should let me show you around kugane on the way over!#a fun friend date that ends with shtola finally accepting she has a crush on arsay and its terminal#and arsay having a single moment where she starts reflecting on feelings & thinks maybe she missed hanging out w/shtola more than she shoul#only to quickly butt that idea out of her head and continue being super normal#arsay notices these matching bracelets with red and purple string and shes like oh they are so cute and they look like#they belong in a pair it would be so sad if they were ever split up unexpectedly#i know ill buy them and give one to shtola wouldnt that be fun!#so she does that and then cant bring herself to give yshtola the damn thing because she starts second guessing herself#so arsay stashes the bracelets away and she started wearing hers later under her glove#fast forward to two years later and arsay finds the other one in one of her bags#and now shes dating yshtola and they are about to go somewhere super dangerous#what better time to tell your gf how much they have always meant to you#and what better way to do it than with a gift and some words spoken from the heart?#it was a little unconventional since arsay didnt really have marriage on the mind but it was a proposal in a sense#WOL posting#Arsay Nun
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Sometimes ADHD likes to throw you a curveball, and in my latest "I do not control the hyperfixation" development: I was suddenly possessed, at FOUR IN THE MORNING, to buy myself a tamagotchi out of literally nowhere, and now all I want to do is play with it and look at tamagotchi content.
...I also bought a second tamagotchi. Oops.
#about me#apparently I came in at just the right time however#in a few months Bandai is re-releasing the Tamagotchi Connection; and those are apparently a fan favorite#I never had one! as a kid I had an original tamagotchi and a tamagotchi angel (maybe an Ocean? I'm not sure)#the Connection series came out when I was kind of over virtual pets#so I'm seriously considering getting one to experience them for the first time#the one I bought last week is a rereleased original; just like I remember#...and I also bought a Nano; but that's shipping from Japan so it won't be here until late June#.......I cannot stress enough that prior to that moment at 4 am the other day I hadn't thought about Tamagotchi in like 15 years#these neuros sure do be divergent#I am in serious danger of reactivating my digimon phase I can feel it#(if you didn't know: digimon was originally just Tamagotchi but marketed at boys. the anime and all that came later!)
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i once again touched up my cons and this time replaced the laces!
those poor things are starting to get so beat up lmfao. i’m gonna need to get a new pair soon for when they finally kick the bucket~🎃
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#the old laces got so fucking ratty#i’m trying to remember when i bought these#i’m gonna have to check my email#non frank post#kinda#his lyrics make an appearance#frnkiebby#frank iero#my chemical romance#mcr#ls dunes#danger days#the true lives of the fabulous killjoys#famous last words#fever dream#frank iero and the future violents#converse#chucks#decorated shoes#art
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i want to eat fresh fruit so bad 😭 why am i cursed
#but my ocd says they are Dangerous#which is soooo fun#i bought a protein smoothie for days like this though#not mlm#dantes talking again#food mention#tw ocd#ocd
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Mom got me an immortal pumpkin
Well, crafting pumpkin, but still, it's unrottable. I'm very pleased. I might knit it a cap just for it, that sounds fun. 🙂
#rae is such a dork#I like pumpkins but they always rot when I get one for the season because I like to keep them around#So now I have a forever pumpkin#In other news#My great uncle died a few days ago and I'm sort of processing that#I was just thinking last week about the $20 bill in my wallet he gave me about 6 years ago for my birthday that I haven't spent yet#He gave me it for my birthday to buy that Definitively Dangerous Edition book without him really knowing I had already bought the book#So he said that I could just use it to get myself something nice instead#I never found anything I wanted to spend that specific bill on#It's a crumpled old $20 but it's special to me#You get what I mean right?#The moment surrounding it was worth more than the monetary value itself to me#It was a nice day and during a family reunion that took place a couple weeks after my birthday
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im just gonna. put this here.
#this is what they look like in that one fic im writing btw#but why would I write the next chapter when I can draw#maybe it'll cure my writers block#ALSO SHOUTOUT TO MY FREINDS WHO BOUGHT ME THR DRAWING TABLET I LOVE U GUYS FOREVER#my chemical romance#danger days#party poison#soup boy draws#is that my art tag I always forget#the true lives of the fabulous killjoys
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Ugh I was excited for today until I found out I'd have to spend it with people that actively make me hate being alive hate the future and drain me off all energy physically mentally spiritually like a vampire I can't stand to be around her she is the definition of stupidity and even then that's generous as fuck this bitch has filled her brain with so much garbage I watch her brain cells die at alarming rates every single time she uses her vocal cords her giggles make me want to jam a sewing needle into my ear repeatedly so I can never have to hear it again its a friendly reminder that my parents decisions this time my dad's constantly makes me want to die
#i cant even shes just so dangerously stupid#she thinks energy drinks with natural caffeine are safe to give people who have been told by doctor doing take caffeine with thia meds#ahe thinks of a child is CHOCKING to lie them face down n rub their back#she has the evangelical woman voice worse then women I've met n that cult ahe giggles constantly and behaves like the stereotype lil german#boy just got a lollipop over.... everyone and everything whe acts likw an 11 year old I just got the first boyfriend and all they could talk#is how perfect their boyfriend is and they're so pretty good for that I pulled a boyfriend is and it's like a God thing that they met how#SOOOOOOOOOO in love while constantly nonstop touching ahe has to be touching him her hand on his thigh her atm linked with his her heaf on#his chest she has to be in her lap they make out all over the place IT'S DISGUSTING AND EMBARRASSING STOP SWAPPING SPIT#she started a i. hwr words 'love diary of their love journey' they hadn't been dateing 2 months her kids are spoiled fake Instagram bitches#with such shitty views on politics SHE'S A TRUMP FAN GIRL SHENLOVES TRUMP MY DAD BROUGHT IN A TRUMPIE#there's so much i cant even say because even admitting it on tumblr is too embarrassing i wanted.to.likw her i liked her the first day but#THE MORE I GET TO KNOW GET THE MORE N MORE N MISS RED FKAGS#she threw away all my siblings clothes school books toys uniforms for sports their in toys i bought them that week make up jewelry#in the disguise of helping clean house#while i was at the hospital the kids call me in tears i call her beg her to wait and nope.ahe didn't i found the bags by the curb i brought#my dad sided with hwr because 'she didn't mean any harm she didn't know sje was throwing them away'#my mom hasn't bsen dead a year he started dating right after ahe died#hes talking about marrying this woman this woman who has never had an honest educated thought once in her life#WHO ASLO SPEMDA MONEY LIKE A DRUNKEN SAILOR AHE CAME FROM A WITCH FAMILY HER LAST TWO HUSBANDA WERE TOUCH SHE HAS NO KNOWLEDGE OF THE COMMON#SHE SPENDS LIKE SHE STILL HAS MONEY WHEN SHE DOSE NOT AND IT'S LIKE YOU DID NOT JUST SPEND OVER 180 DOLLARS N PASTRIES GOD#SHES SO FUCKIN STUPID AND EVERY HOLIDAY SINCE MY MOM DIED WVERY FAMILY GWT TOGETHER BECAUSE WE DON'T TALK OR.DO ANYTHING WITH MOM'S SIDE#OF THE FAMILY ANYMORE SHE'S THERE EVERY WINGLE MOTHER FUCKIN WEEKEND SHES HERE I'M EXHAUSTED SHES PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY DRAINING TO BE ARO#OUND SHES LIKE IF SOMEONE TOOK A GOLDEN RETRIEVER ON A DIET OF JUST FUCKIN COCAINE LITTLE GERMAN BOY WITH LOLLY AND CRUELLA DEVILLE AND FUSE#THEN TOOK A STRAW AND DRANK ALL THE SMARTS OUT OF THAT BEING#UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGH MY DADS GOIN TO NARRY RHIA BITCH SHES GOIN TO TRY TO BE A MOTHER TO ME AND MY SIBLINGS AND THEY'RE GOIN TO#be so fucked up because her kids are not ok SHE FUCKED THEM OVER BAD SHE HAS FOUR KIDS ALL ADULTS THEY'RE JUST WOW#I HATE MY LIFE I HATE WHAY FUTURE MY FAMILY IS GOIN TO BE THE GOOD THINGS IS I WON'T HAVE TO STAY I CAN GO N MAKE A NEW ONE WITH MY WIFE#FOR ME BUT MY SIBLINGS ARE FUCKED AND ANYTIME I WANT TO VISIT MY FAMILY YANDERE GOLDEN RETRIEVER BITCH WILL BE THERE WORMING HWR WAY IN#SHES CONSTANTLY CALLING N TEXTING MY DAD NONSTOP OF SHE'S NOT NEXT TO HIM AND IF HE CAN'T RESPOND INSTANT SHE FREAKS OUT N BUGS ME
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Finished Christmas shopping without buying one more book for me, success
#I just can't go in a bookstore and not buy a book for me lmao#i did buy one the other day#and today the first book of a long ass fantasy series was tempting me#i reminded myself that i wasn't here for myself lmao#but anyway is Steven Erikson's Malazean (what's the English name?) series any good???#because next time i set a foot in a library i might buy it#since ive been back on reading I've been limiting myself to trilogies#except for like the chronicles of st mary's#but it's like created specifically for me#but now i feel the need to come back to my roots#except I don't want good vs evil fantasy for 12 books#so yeah...#but I've heard it's a good series#anyway#also i've bought an expensive chocolate box that need to survive me till Wednesday#problem is nobody know i bought it so i could eat it without them knowing#buying food as a gift is always a dangerous move with me djdjsnsnsnsnz#anyway i just need to pack my stuff so tomorrow after work I run to the train station
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Sighs I should have bought the Gerard way figure I saw at Newbury Comics😔
#sighhhhssss#its okay cause I bought danger days and collide with the sky vinyls💥💥💥#rambles#Gerard way
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Some results of my earlier adventures with natural dyes. These are dyed with blue elderberry; I had read how red and black elderberry are not very light- or colorfast, but I dyed these two or three months ago and they are doing well! Could be chance, but maybe blue elderberry is more colorfast?
I want to try changing the PH in the future for more colors. These are alum mordanted wool embroidery thread, one is undyed the other is white. In the first photo, the fibers that were originally white are on the top, undyed on the bottom, and the one weirdo off to the side was white and went in late when I decided there was more room in the jar.
No heat added to the dye bath to keep the colors brighter. I prepared it by crushing the berries, adding just enough water to cover the plant matter, leaving them overnight, crushing again and straining out the plant matter, then left the mordanted fibers in for three days; very simple. Washed thoroughly, dried in the window lol.
The white fibers became a sort of soft raspberry color, the undyed became a sort of rose gold. The weirdo is a sort of Pepto Bismal color? To be poetic
#gonna use these in an embroidery project as a gift#was originally going to be a pansy as an homage to the Pansy Project#considering a watermelon now#changing the ph as I am thinking of it sould being more blue out for a purple#maybe even a pale lilac??? possibly#i really want to work with an iron mordant though#I’ve done a sage dye too#will be doing a yellow onion skin dye and i should do that soon since I want to let it fade to the more permanent yellow before I use#i did get some indigo………..#i am scared of it#it will be beautiful but is it good enough for a dye i BOUGHT?#the foraged ones are not as scary#except the lichen dye baths I have preparing because that’s months of waiting#i have several jars of lichen in an ammonia solution sitting around in my apartment like i think that is not a good idea#However i will not stop i just want to get some shelves to put them away on and THEN they can be AESTHETIC SPECIMINS#and not Danger Fluids I have to let breathe every few days so it can form MAYBE a fun color if I am lucky#Oh i need to let my lichen breathe when I get home from work#wait not a solution that isn’t the word#my masters isnt in chemistry so#natural dye#fibers
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did i spend money i don't have on that viral uniqlo bag? yes i did but HEAR ME OUT i'm going on a little hiking/hill walking/wild swimming trip in a few days and i need a bag to take with me that isn't like. a handbag or a tote bag so actually it's a necessary purchase
#them opening a uniqlo shop in [redacted] RIGHT next to the train station is soooooo dangerous#we had like 30 mins to kill before our train so of course we just popped in and. yeah i bought the bag :/#i feel like it'll be so good for a little hike tho bc all u really need is a waterbottle/suncream/phone#and it's the perfect size for that and also it's cute so i can use it on other occasions too#i don't go hiking/do outdoorsy stuff often enough to justify buying anything specifically outdoorsy so it's perfect#i'm borrowing hiking boots from my friend lol bc i feel like none of my normal shoes would really cut it#also i had a super nice day ❤️ i love my friends and i love museums and i love good food ❤️#🧃
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current collection up to 10 albums
#i also bought futct and ioh#as well as danger days#but they all in the mail and such#i've been collecting since last december- maybe went a bit too fast lol#the albums in order are:#-the rise and fall of ziggy stardust and the spiders from mars-so much (for) stardust-take this to your grave-dreamland-unreal unearth#-wasteland. baby!-hozier-three cheers for sweet revenge-i brought you my bullets. you brought me your love-dear wormwood-#vinyl rambles
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I have tickets for a band I wanted to see, but since I don't have anyone to go with I'm probably going to have to skip it :(
#like the area of town in which fun shit happens it also incredibly dangerous#like listen I lived around there are a year I went to school there#this isn't 'I shouldn't be out at night paranoia'#I would just feel better if I had someone to walk back to my fucking car with but alas#I contacted old friends but no bites#I don't know if I can realistically take the risk#when I went to school there I would get notifications about a stabbing or shooting every other day#like only a block down from me#guys used to mean spiritedly play 'spot the hooker'#I should have figured I wouldn't have anyone and not bought them 2 months ago lol
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this song means so much to me
#when i tell you it saved my life i want you to know im not exaggerating#i am a danger days enthusiast first and a human second. i dont understand why so many people hate on this album#i even have a danger days tshirt that my ex best friend bought for me as a gift#🎧
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