#i blame dragons and jelly for this

[thatartiststudios]

TDP S6 spoilers below

So... Sorpeli fans... how are we doing?

(I'm so delusional rn...)

[jamieontheroof]

Random things I noticed while playing What Remains Of Edith Finch

There was a poster of the cannery that Lewis worked at on the boat.

2. Edith Jr wears what appears to be an engagement on a necklace. Whether this is her ring or her mothers is not mentioned.

3. At the start of the game, Milton's missing posters are EVERYWHERE. There is even a giant pile of them in a nearby lake.

4. The dragon slide that crushed and killed Sven is still outside.

5. As you walk toward the house, the music gets louder.

6. The swing that Calvin flew off decades ago is still looped around the branch.

7. There was a spare peep hole in the garage that didn't have any names or dates on it.

8. At multiple points throughout the game you can hear a train in the background, despite the fact that the train tracks are clearly destroyed.

9. There are multiple pots throughout the Finch house that looks like they have eyes.

10. One of the books the Finches possessed was 'King in Yellow', a book known for making anyone who read it insane.

11. The house sounds alive, or like there are people constantly moving around it.

12. Walters bedroom is painted with both ocean and train designs. One of the paintings is the old house that Odin tried to bring to America.

13. There are drag marks on the ground of Walters bedroom (most likely made when his drawers were taken out of his room.)

14. The entrance to the tunnels is hidden by a book called 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea, a classic sci-fi story about a sea monster.

15. Molly's room is filled entirely with animal books.

16. There is a jelly fish on Molly's bed (possible connection to the monster??).

17. Molly has a chalkboard in her bedroom where she is a princess in an underwater castle and Sven is about to get attacked by a sea monster (slightly resembling the dragon slide).

18. As shark!Molly starts falling down the cliff, she passes a road where headlights are briefly scene.

19. When the monster gets back to Molly's room, the window that cat!Molly jumped through is still open.

20. There are still Christmas decorations in Molly's room.

21. The curse is 500 years old. That is a lot of dead people.

22. In Odin's viewfinder, it states "His [Odin's] daughter, Edie, is already dreaming of new Finch house" showing that even though her own father died not even a week ago, Edie has already moved on.

23. The house is filled head to toe with books about death, including two that Odin wrote.

24. Sven's shrine does not have a log painting like the rest of the family. His portrait is painted on a simple canvas.

25. Edie has a number of strange tapes in her room including one titled "conspiracy now".

26. The toys from Gregory's final bath are still in the bathroom.

27. There is an old bottle of alcohol in the bathroom bin.

28. A lot of Sam's photos are based on Calvin (a swing, astronauts).

29. All of Milton's drawings are based on the death. (Molly = cat, Barbara = pumpkin)

30. There are cigarettes and gin on Sam's side of the room he shared with Calvin.

31. Calvin already had bruises, Band-Aids and a cast on his leg when he died.

32. Sam blames himself for challenging Calvin.

33. In the story, Calvin doesn't fall. He keeps flying.

34. Barbara's birthday cake is still in her room.

35. Barbara is holding crutches in her portrait.

36. There are totem-esc styles statues of both Calvin and Molly

37. Barbara's outfit is over the railing.

This is the same way the Hook-Man falls

38. "Performance of her life" can also mean that it is the performance she is known for.

39. There are spare portrait logs in the basement.

40. There is a fake window in the basement.

41. Edie's grave is finished despite her dying and then nobody else going to the house.

42. There is no grave for Milton.

43. Lewis' grave has a crown on it.

44. There are times wear it seems like you can hear sobbing (this one may just be me).

45. There is a box of Kay's old stuff in Sam's bedroom.

46. Odin has a park named after him.

47. This isn't a fact but I think this may be one of the funniest photos of the game (LIKE SIR? YOUR DAUGHTER IS SOBBING!).

48. Both Calvin and Dawn are on Sam's shrine.

49. Gus has a skateboard over his name.

50. Gregory has the soap bottle from his final bath in his shrine.

51. The music cuts out when Gregory isn't moving.

52. Same also blames himself for Gregory.

53. Gus never met his step mother.

54. Gus was crushed by the (totem) statues of his deceased relatives.

55. Dawn's light switch is the only one on

56. Most of the rules are about past deaths. (No playing outside without permission : Calvin, No answering door for strangers : Barbara, No messes after dark : Molly (???)).

57. Milton's garden has a castle (reference to the Unfinished Swan)

58. There is a small Sanjay shrine in the classroom

59. Edith JR did an assignment on her family history.

60. Lewis drew on his desk.

61. There is no death date for Milton on his peephole.

62. Edith JR wrote Milton's death date as 2003 (the year he disappeared).

63. The door from the flip book is in Milton's room.

64. Lewis' dream Palace is decorated with fish.

65. The gnomes scattered around the house are outside the original house in Edie's story.

66. The credits roll in reverse order.

AND THAT'S IT!! I had a few others I thought didn't need to go in.

[jhuzen]

// spoilers for dan heng IL ( and long thirst / ask hehe)

… .. .. back again with thirsts of deflowering the pretty dragon king… THE NEW LEAKS OF HIS ANIMATIONS MAKE HIM EVEN MORE ETHEREAL, I AM GOING FERAL. HIS EXPRESSION DURING HIS BURST…. THE ELEGANT SMUG LOOK. HE DESERVES TO GET HIS BACK BROKEN, LEGS TURNED INTO JELLY, TEAR MARKS STREAKING DOWN HIS BEAUTIFUL FACE.

i imagine the first time of "making love" to ( ahem. breeding. ) danheng il could go two ways, starting softly with gentle kisses on his forehead, slowly slipping off his intricate garments, murmuring adoring words of praise as you worship every inch of him… aeons, he'd probably start crying from uncontrollable emotions of feeling so loved after all the shit that has happened ( and arousal. the old dude would probably find "being taken in the most 'purest/bare state'" so exciting )…

…before slowly wrecking him as you grab him by his tiny waist (whore.) or intricate horns and pound into him while he screams, scrambling to grip any surface to stabilize himself before he goes truly brainless from your actions, undecided whether he should try bucking forward to 'get away' from the overstimulation or lean closer to you to experience more of that addicting pleasure. ( he'll probably end up choosing the latter. dragons are such greedy creatures. can you blame him for wanting more? )

.. throw in some dirty words about how he'll look so lovely when he's with child, how he'd be such a great mommy ( the logical part of his brain wants him to argue that it's not biologically possible, but he's too cock-drunk for that part to even work so he nods dazedly, letting out a whimper at your vulgar words [ and jokes on him, by the end he'll be bred so good that he bends biology ] ) … call him your mate to scratch that primal part of his brain… and maybe press the bulge on his stomach that's slowly forming as you continue to make a mess out of him.

Or you start off the session immediately acting feral and ripping his clothes off and going to town on him lmao.

EXCUSE ME?? THE ABSOLUTE AUDACITY. TO KNOCK ME OFF MY SOCKS AS I READ EVERY WORD. I AM. LICKING. THIS. UP. TOO GOOD. I LOVE IT.

just dan heng getting so impossibly flustered. imagine if this mf actually gets addicted to it, the subsequent sessions after-

DUDE. him desperately spreading himself open for you with his shaking hands to “help” you because you said you’re too tired to fuck him. oR HIM RIDING YOU, letting out these soft desperate whines because hOW THE HECK CAN YOU REACH THAT GOOD SPOT IN HIM AND HE CANT DO IT HIMSELF?

i’m addicted at the thought of him being such a helpless pillow prince. so dumb yet so eager. there is charm in every sloppy head he gives you, his inexperience showing because he’s an old ass virgin. he’s willing to learn but he just fucks it up every now and then, but he’s trying!!!

and i am here to spread my agenda about the motorcycle joke. his back completely bent because you’re holding his horns while you ruthlessly fuck into his cute little hole ajdisjdkc my mind is broken.

and i don’t want to be that guy but-

ajsijwdkc suckin on his tiddies while lactating if he ends up breaking his race’s biological code is giving everything.

[writermai05]

Arsonist's Lullabye

Chapter 4: Build Again

Summary: Zuko has a crazy day at work 

Pairing: Zuko x fem! reader (Live Action or Animated) 

A/N: Surprise! Another chapter, before Friday. I may or may not post two chapters this week, but no promises LMAOO. Not revised because we die like men. As always feel free to leave comments or constructive feedback, as it helps me grow. 

Word Count: 878

Disclaimer: I do not own the rights to Avatar: The Last Airbender, I am merely a nerd who hyperfixates a lot. Lots of divergence from the canon story lol. 

Warnings: None I think. 

Today started like any other, utterly uneventful. 

Zuko had gone downstairs into the shop at eight in the morning to prepare for opening. Iroh went into the kitchen in the back and handled most of the cooking. Zuko had previously asked his uncle many times if he needed any help, but Iroh consistently refused. Although, he didn’t quite blame his uncle for that. The first, and last, time that Zuko had been let into the kitchen ended up in flames: literally. He had burnt dozens of fruit tarts and muffins. Admittedly, he was much better at understanding the science behind food, rather than actually cooking it. 

He mopped the floors, wiped the tables, restocked straws and napkins, and prepared the various toppings, boba, jellies, and syrups. He found the process of opening quite therapeutic, no one was around to distract him and he was able to focus on the tasks at hand. 

Fridays were usually their busiest days. The tea ceremony room often had large parties coming in, businessmen having meetings, clubs from the University having events. and of course the front open seating area was full. The Jasmine Dragon was a place where people came and felt welcome, regardless of who they were, and the idea warmed Zuko’s heart. He felt immense pride in his Uncle’s shop. 

Today was busy, but there was no afternoon rush like there usually was. Students sat quietly, typing away at their laptops and wearing headphones to keep any distractions at bay. The tea room had absolutely no reservations for the day. Zuko kept himself busy by grabbing more pastries from the kitchen to sell. 

As he ducked below the counter to put the pastries in the warming oven, he heard the chime of the door’s bell. 

“Welcome! Give me one second..” He called out from below. Once he had finished, he got up slowly, keeping his attention on the warmer before finally addressing the customer. Making eye contact with them, his eyes widened. 

It was Aang. 

Zuko attempted to compose himself, before opening his mouth to speak.

“Hey…What can I get for you?” He said in a rigid way. He cursed himself for his inability to just act normal. 

Though,  Aang wasn’t doing much better. He stood there, eyes also wide. 

“My bad...I thought Iroh would be working the register today.” He said, wincing at his confession. 

“Oh. Well, I…Do you want me to go-” He asked gesturing to his left where the kitchen was. Aang shook his head, eyebrows scrunching. 

“No! No, it’s okay. I don’t want to make this harder.” Zuko nodded, in response, walking back over to the register. 

“Yeah. Um, what would you like to order?” Zuko hasn’t sounded this unsure while taking an order since he was 14. 

“I’ll just get one wintermelon milk tea and a brown sugar boba.” Aang was definitely ordering for himself and Katara. 

“Alright. Any toppings with that?” 

“Just tapioca in both, please.” 

Zuko nodded stiffly, punching the order into the screen. 

“That’ll be 7 silver pieces.” 

As Aang ruffled through his bag pocket and placed the coins on the counter, Zuko waited, hands anxiously moving around. 

“Thank you, I’ll get those out shortly.” 

He turned away as fast as possible, getting the to-go cups, and preparing the boba like Aang asked. ‘What are you doing! This is literally your chance to apologize.’ He thought to himself. He debated what to do for a while before settling. He finished up Aang’s order, ducking below the counter once again to retrieve some pastries for the boy. One egg custard tart, and one red bean cake. He knew Aang liked Egg tarts, but he had no idea what Katara would like. He grabbed a red bean rice cake, considering that it was probably a pretty safe option. 

“Order for Aang!” He called out, placing the pastries onto the counter with the drinks. Aang hurried to the counter, looking at the things Zuko had laid out for him. 

“I didn’t order any pastries…” He said confusedly. 

“...I know.” Zuko said, with a nod, making strong eye contact with Aang. This was his chance.

“I’m sorry. For everything. I know this is not nearly enough for what I did but I hope you at least accept it as a peace offering.” Zuko intently watched Aang’s face, trying to get a read. 

Much to Zuko’s surprise, Aang smiled. 

“Thank you Zuko! This means a lot, really.” Aang smiled, grabbing a bag and straws for the drinks. 

“Hey! Next Friday is Toph’s power disc game. Suki and the Kyoshi colorguard are performing too, with the band. You should come! You can talk to the others.”

Zuko pursed his lips and squinted at Aang. 

“Respectfully, I don’t think that’s the best idea Aang.” He said, helping Aang with the bags. 

“Come on, it'll be fine! I’ll be there and so will one of our new friends Y/n. I think she said that she met you here before.”

Zuko perked up at the mention of you being there. Maybe if he had the support of both you and Aang, it would be easier to get through. 

“Yeah, okay. I’ll be there.” Zuko said. 

“Great! I’ll see you then. Thanks again Zuko!”

Zuko hoped he wouldn’t regret this. 

[goldendoodledenny]

Adamai x gn reader- dragon cuddles hcs (sfw)

Reader is gender neutral and referred to as y/n

Hcs for you and Ad cuddling

• first of all, he loves to hold u

• like, LOVES to

• doesn't matter if ur big or small

• ur prolly always the lil spoon

• he'll cuddle u from behind

• or he holds u close to him

• like, "protecting u from all that is bad" kind of holding u

• BUT (yes, an ✨exception✨),

• he secretly likes to be held too

• so picture me this:

• y'all are cuddling

• and ur like

• "babe... Can I hold u?"

• he blushes, it's hardly noticeable

• and responds with

• "uh... W-well, sure..."

• u prolly didn't know beforehand that he'd actually wanna be held

• but there he goes, moving so u could hold him

• adorableeeeeee 😍 our ✨somft✨ dragon boiiiii

• anyways

• if u keep holding him, or he holds u (doesn't matter which one u choose)

• he'll prolly start purring

• u might be surprised at first

• and start giggling, or u cuddle closer to him, in both scenarios, u smile and say

• "thats so cute, Ad! U purr!"

• he's like

• "uh, yah... Thank you..."

• and he smiled back, while blushing

• you guys fall asleep together A LOT

• there are so many times that Yugo, Alibert, or Chibi and Grougal walk in while y'all are asleep on the couch

• fun fact: Chibi LOVES joining one on cuddle sessions!

• the only bad part is: Grougal gets jelly

• he'll come in, breathing fire at you, just for "stealing" his bro

• and you have to give Chibi back

• (nooooooooooo! 😭)

• anyways

• besides random naps

• sometimes y'all share a bed at night

• and, like I mentioned earlier

• he'd prolly big spoon you

• and wrap your legs together

• his tail wrapped around your waist

• but occasionally

• your the big spoon

• especially if he has a nightmare

• like, one where you DIED

• and he accidentally woke you up

• and when he tells you what happened

• two things can happen

• one of which, is:

• he doesn't want you to see his face

• and he's rolled over

• or maybe sitting up

• so you hug/cuddle him from behind

• and tell him it's ok

• that you're fine

• and two:

• he's fine with you seeing his face

• so pull him into your chest

• let him listen to your heart beat

• whisper sweet nothings and say your ok

• let the sound of your heart and voice remind him your not going anywhere

• in the second scenario

• he'll cry a bit

• burrying his face into your chest/neck

• can you blame him tho?

• no!

• so don't!

• (I'm watching u, y/n!)

• in the first scenario

• he might eventually warm up a bit and turn around

• burrying his face in your neck

• and also crying

• but what can I say?

• man loves you

• alright

• that's all for now

The End💙

(our somft boiiii)

[quibbs126]

Hi, i originally asked to see if you needed any help with fankid names and then I went insane for a little bit but I have returned!

Twizzly gummy/Currant Cream, is a bit tricky but I think a simple Gooseberry Jelly or Gelatin should do the trick.

Longan/Dark Enchantress, is a fair bit difficult too I’ve got Dragon Eye and Longan Syrup but nothing else.

For Kumiho/Werewolf, my Brain is giving me Marshmallow Tanuki but I’m not sure why.

Raspberry/Caramel Arrow, is also a bit difficult though I guess that’s why they’re a struggle but I do feel like Raspberry *Weapon Name* would work well.

Longan/Timekeeper, is giving me Longan Muffin or if you want to be more subtle soapberry muffin, though that’s due to my personal headcannon of TK being breakfast sandwich flavored.

Peeled carrot/Host, Your best bet is an occupational name if you ask me, I have no recommendations for what it could be but a Carrot in front could do wonders to spice it up!

Werewolf/Crowberry, Mountain Pepper, I cannot explain why.

Affogato/Licorice, Anise Gelato.

Clotted Cream/Madeline, Madeline batter, it’s a liquid Madeline I can offer nothing more.

Mala sauce/Timekeeper, Peppercorn Oil I cannot explain this one either

Mystic flour/Frilled Jellyfish, Egg Yolk Jellyfish. It’s a real Jellyfish based on simple ingredients!

Pitaya/Mala Sauce, Flaming Pepper or speckled pepper.

Twizzly gummy/Half Avocado, Twisted Avocado.

Smoked Cheese/Affogato, Charcoal Gelato, they serve it near me so I know it exists.

Dark Choco/Peach Blossom, Peach fondue. I plan on sending name suggestions for the OCxCannon kids later

Alright, first part now

Yeah, I think Gooseberry Jelly works. Though I’m still open to other suggestions

I know it’s difficult to come up with names for this pairing so I don’t blame you or anything, but the problems here are that Dragon Eye is just sort of another name for longans, so I don’t think it’s that different (though I mean suppose I could if I had to), and then with Longan Syrup, I already have a kid to make based off of the same thing, Longan Honey (Longan/Sea Fairy). I suppose again, I could make the name different, considering the name Longan Honey might be too normal for a double Legendary kid, but still

Given that Kumiho and Werewolf are both named after their creatures, I think just Tanuki would work best. Though I don’t know if tanukis would be the best fit, since they’re Japanese raccoon creatures, as opposed to Korean fox creature and probably European wolf creature

I think somebody else sent in an ask for these flavor suggestions, I just haven’t gotten around to reading that one either, but I recall they had a solution to the Raspberry/Caramel Arrow name. But I get your suggestion, it makes sense

I like both Longan Muffin and Soapberry Muffin honestly. Might have to change the name specifically since it’s another “not Legendary enough” name, but the ingredient still works

Alright, so wait until I come up with an occupation, got it

Not sure about Mountain Pepper, but alright

I suppose I could do Anise Gelato, seems to be a semi real thing. And I’m also not using Gelato for the Affogato/Cream Unicorn kid

I get where you’re coming from with Madeleine Batter, but I’m also not sure they’d name their kid that, so I don’t know

Peppercorn Oil I think works fine

Ooh, Egg Yolk Jellyfish sounds cool

Yeah Flaming Pepper works as a name

Not sure what a twisted avocado is, most I can find is twisted avocado caesar salad, but I kind of like the name

Charcoal Gelato also sounds pretty neat, so I might use it

Peach Fondue sounds nice, but I’m not sure I know what that is

Sorry I think I rejected a bunch, but I am grateful for your help, thank you

[august-anon]

Tie-Breaker

Tickletober 2022, Day 11: Competition

I think after tickletober is over and i have time, i might rewrite/write an extension to this one! As it is, it's very rushed and i just spat it out right now because i wanted to get it out before midnight and i did not have it written lol

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Fandom: Dragon Age: Origins

Ship(s): Alistair/Warden (F)

Characters (lee/ler): Switch!Warden/Switch!Alistair

Word Count: 576 words

Summary: The Warden intends to win their tie-breaker that night. No one ever said she couldn't fight dirty.

[ao3 link]

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It wasn’t often they found themselves without their weapons. The Warden almost never put her’s down, and she didn’t think she’d ever seen Alistair without at least his sword, if not his shield as well. The rest of their companions were much the same, Sten especially. The Warden was almost certain she’d seen him sleeping with his scabbard still on after they’d recovered Asala, though she couldn’t blame him after everything he’d gone through.

Still, they had to be prepared for the worst-case scenario and keep their skills sharp. Which was why she and Alistair had decided to end the day with a few rounds of sparring, setting their weapons aside to rush at each other with fists and elbows and feet. The others had watched them for a while. Sten had called out critique, Leliana and Zevran had cheered them both on, Wynne scolded them for not pulling their punches, and Oghren had– well, he’d been Oghren. The Warden was glad Zevran had noticed her discomfort with his hungry eyes and led him away under the guise of conversation.

One by one, their companions had dropped away from watching them, going to tend to their own needs: making dinner for the group, doing laundry, bathing, cleaning weapons. The only one still watching them avidly was Barkspawn, barking excitedly every time they tumbled past in their attempts to win.

They’d been sparring for some time now. Long enough that the sun had dipped most of the way below the horizon and their muscles were beginning to feel like jelly after their combined workout and day of intensive travel. But they were tied for rounds won, and the Warden refused to quit until a winner had been decided.

Then again, they’d never made any rules about fighting dirty.

The Warden fought down a smirk, not wanting to give away her plan too soon, and rushed toward Alistair again, using her smaller form to dart inside his space and slip around his form. He cursed under his breath, but she could hear the amusement in his words. She grinned as she slipped behind Alistair completely, then reached out her hands to squeeze at his sides.

Alistair jolted and let out a laugh, stumbling forward to escape her hands. “Now that’s cheating!”

The Warden let out a laugh of her own, jumping back out of Alistair’s reach as he turned and made a grab for her. “Sorry, darling, but I don’t recall us making a rule against it. Do you?”

A slow grin spread over Alistair’s face. “You’re going to regret that.”

“Oh, am I?” He lunged for her again, and she jumped back with another laugh. “I think you’ll have to catch me first.”

With that, she darted back into his space, giving a few quick squeezes to his sides and stomach before trying to make her escape. This time, she wasn’t quick enough, and Alistair managed to grab her with a triumphant sound through his laughter. She let out a quiet squeal as he dug his fingers into her ribcage.

“Regret it, yet?”

She threw an elbow back into Alistair’s torso, earning a startled grunt as he released her, and danced out of his range. “Gonna have to try harder than that. I still intend to win this one.”

“Oh, we’ll see about that.”

Needless to say, Sten had quite a few words for them about professionalism and vigilance when he came to fetch them for dinner.

[winterfollows]

GET TO KNOW THE MUN .

what’s your phone wallpaper : a photo of my family's dog, Piper.

last song you listened to:  The Chain - Fleetwood Mac

currently reading : catching up on my tumblr dash

last movie : The Last Unicorn (it's a comfort movie. one of my favorites since I was small)

last show : if streams count, Secret Sleepover Society. Otherwise Moon Knight (I blame @normaltothemax <3)

craving : iced matcha latte + lychee jelly

what are you wearing right now : my pajamas; black star print pants and a Hades t-shirt

how tall are you ? : 5'1''

piercings / tattoos ? : just single ear piercings for now, no tattoos. I'd love for that to change! I have a wishlist.

glasses ? contacts ? : both; I change it up depending on needs or if I'm working an event with a historic dress code. I'm -very- nearsighted.

last thing you ate ? : a bowl of cereal and a mug of apricot oolong.

favorite color(s) : green, silver, wintery blues.

current obsession : tumblr rp, D&D (I need a group so bad y'all), playing with colorful eyeshadow.

any pets : my partner's dog (Toko, husky mix with a side of Creature) who lives with us and my family's dog who lives with them, Piper (corgi and queen of all she surveys). I've been pining for a cat.

do you have a crush right now ? : I'm engaged to @faelty but, like, don't tell him I have a crush on him. Gawd. Embarrasing. <33

favorite fictional character :  Zevran (Dragon Age), Yennefer (Witcher), Elrond, Haldir, Erestor, Glorfindel (Lord of the Rings), but lately I've been REALLY into everyone's OCs! Let me love them <33

last place you traveled : I was a vendor at the local fairy festival/renfaire two weeks ago.

tagged by: stolen from @dalishflame

tagging: steal it from me!

[worn-lambpajamas]

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ My top 5 Jellycat Wishlist˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

Hello darlings! ~ I’m at home sick today so why not share some of my most wanted Jellies!

5.) Bashful Blush Bunny

I am a very avid lover of pastels and non-magenta/hot pinks, however, even then, I think pink is a hard color to truly nail with plushies. Especially when the plush is meant to be easy on the eyes and suitable for babies.

I think a blush is the perfect way to go! A good blush color is usually a soft pink with a peach/orangey undertone to it, of which this bunny nails perfectly. ~

I chose this bun over the petal bunny because I like the pink a bit more- So with that said let’s move on to four!

4.). Bashful Twinkle & Stardust Bunny 

I know I have two plushies on #4- but I plan on getting these two at the same time one day! I love celestial bodies, anything dreamy and especially the night time! And these two bunnies are the dreamiest of the bunch! 

They’re also the perfect bunnies for any ageres who particularly regress at night like me! <3 

What I also love about the Jellycat bunnies is their long floppity ears and huggable bodies as well!

3.) Jade Dragon

This absolute beauty of a dragon is very popular, for a very good reason indeed! It is just gorgeous, and yes I’m kind of redundant with my descriptions, but can you truly blame me?

I’ll get into the structure of the dragons later in the list! (Spoilers lol sorry TToTT)

2.) Smudge Lamb

Yes yes I know I already have a fuddlewuddle lamb, but I. need. more. I want this flippity floppity baby so bad. The only reason I got the fuddlewuddle first is because the smudge lamb on any site, is a lot more expensive and would take forever and a half to arrive and I’m impatient. TToTT

But one day... one day...

1.) Snow Dragon

Ahh the darling snow dragon!!! I just adore this baby so much! 🤧💕

The Jellycat dragons are just so floppy and chunky! I love their little fat bellies and muzzles. This one is my favorite because of its beautiful beige and white coloring!

ʚ Conclusion ɞ

Thank you all for reading this far! Be sure to give me a follow and reblog if you so feel obliged!

[girlbossminerva]

Jellal is mentally slow, and I like him, good guy I guess, but how did he not get the idea that there could be two time travelers from before and you got him asking, "Lucy came back in time to warn us but the other time traveler what's their reason?" Pretty obvious. TO KILL THE ONE WHO'S TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING, Jellal has probably never seen a movie before when he was a evil bitch, all the good plot twist movies that have you on the edge of your seat but your well aware of what will happen next.

The fact that Ultear and Meredy were worried about what was going on and were willing to help Lucy and the others makes me question that mf fr, I find it odd that Ultear wasn't willing to believe Lucy was the problem but Jellal is sketch of her, and I don't blame him (Yes I do, I'd jump him, I find the Future Lucy death scene sad but unnecessary, Natsu literally has speed, Tony the tiger has speed(Loke) and Future Lucy got hit ) Mashima made Jellal's only real concern being towards Erza (Y'know the girl he tried to kill in his possessed form, says he has a fiance to drive her away only for her to know he's lying and they start a stupidly set up slowburn relationship)

I hate the dragon arc, burn it, gave us time travel that lasted for ten episodes, got rid of the best character ( Ultear "That Bad Bitch" Milkovich)

Justice For Lucy.

#ErzaDateMe

#Natsuisactuallyslowasf

#Ulteardeservesbetter

This is completely bias, I know everyone had their reasons, this is from my irrational view point.

#Youlookgoodfutureroguebutstayfuckingirrelevant

It's not poor jellal's fault is the bad writing. I mean he was also manipulated for half of his life and the other half was spent in prison/running from justice, and finally lost all his character for a "romance" so maybe he doesn't have the best instincts.

The compelling element of future Lucy's death hinges completely on our love for the normal lucy and also on nalu fodder. Also, do you ever think if seeing herself die in her own arms was even a little traumatizing for lucy? it would've been interesting to see if she was troubled by that fact.

I will be forever bitter about Ultear's death. I *do* understand that it was necessary because dammit this series has like 5 actual character deads or something, we needed some stakes but fuuuuuuck just kill jelly man instead. At the very least her death had an impact on the plot, although it is a stupid move having her show up later in whatever frozen time state she's in, it's both just a tease and another example of how mashima doesn't respect character death.

Also i'm living for Ultear "That Bad Bitch" Milkovich. Canon nickname now.

[sciencestyled]

Moon Boots and Martian Masterpieces: The Art of Spacecraft Chic

Alright, Earthlings, buckle up, because we're blasting off into the cosmic couture of spacecraft and space station design! Picture this: you've got the suave engineers in one corner, crunching numbers and ensuring nothing goes kablooey, and in the other corner, you've got the avant-garde artists, turning these metallic beasts into floating galleries of galactic glam. Together, they create spaces that not only function but also make your eyeballs do the cha-cha.

First, let's talk about aesthetics, baby! If you've ever seen the International Space Station (ISS), you might think it's a jumble of Lego blocks thrown together by a kid hopped up on sugar. But, au contraire, mes amis! That hodgepodge is a testament to design finesse. The ISS is like a high-stakes Project Runway challenge, where functionality meets flair. Those solar panels? They don’t just power the station; they’re the space equivalent of a dazzling Elton John costume, catching every bit of that sweet, sweet solar spotlight.

Now, you might wonder, how do these space-age Picassos make sure astronauts don’t lose their marbles while floating around? Enter ergonomic design. You see, when you’re hurtling through the void at 17,500 miles per hour, comfort is king. It’s like designing a luxury RV that doubles as a high-tech science lab, minus the threat of interstellar potholes. Astronauts need to eat, sleep, and, um, do other things in a zero-G environment, so every button, knob, and Velcro patch is placed with the precision of a cat stalking a laser pointer.

Speaking of ergonomic marvels, let’s take a moment to appreciate the Cosmic Latte Lounge, a hypothetical haven I just invented because, let’s face it, space needs a touch of bougie. Imagine a coffee shop where the barista is a robot named Mocha-2000, and the chairs are designed by the lovechild of IKEA and Salvador Dalí. You float over to order your double-shot espresso (extra-terrestrial blend, of course) and then hover in a gravity-defying bean bag while gazing out at the swirling beauty of the Milky Way. It’s the ultimate blend of form, function, and frappuccinos.

But, dear space cadets, it’s not just about comfort and style. Oh no! The collaboration between engineers and artists is where the real magic happens. Think of it as the ultimate buddy-cop movie: one’s a by-the-book rule follower, the other’s a rogue creative genius, and together they solve the mystery of making space habitable and Instagrammable. Like, if Michelangelo and Tony Stark had a baby, it would be the mastermind behind the chicest space stations.

Take SpaceX's Crew Dragon, for instance. This sleek beauty looks like it rolled straight off the set of a sci-fi blockbuster. The interior is all minimalist vibes and touchscreen interfaces, like a Tesla for the stars. You half-expect an AI voice to say, “Welcome aboard, Captain. Shall we play your favorite Spotify playlist for liftoff?” It’s a spacecraft so stylish, it makes you want to slap on some Ray-Bans and strike a pose for the ‘gram.

And let's not forget the cultural impact! Space and art go together like peanut butter and jelly in zero gravity. These floating fortresses inspire everything from futuristic fashion to cutting-edge architecture back here on Earth. Remember that wild time when Balenciaga dropped a space-themed collection? Yep, blame it on the ISS. Or when Elon Musk shot a Tesla Roadster into orbit, making it the most extra car commercial in history? That’s the kind of bonkers brilliance that happens when space invades our artistic consciousness.

Now, if you’re wondering how all this plays out on a practical level, let's dive into the nitty-gritty of design collabs. Imagine a brainstorming session where engineers and artists hash out the next big thing in space habitat chic. Engineers are all, “We need to optimize the air filtration system,” while the artists are like, “Can we make it look like the Death Star, but, you know, cozy?” And boom, you get a space station that’s as functional as it is fabulous.

One classic example is the planned Lunar Gateway, a future outpost that’s like the lovechild of a Swiss Army knife and a luxury yacht. The Gateway will serve as a staging point for missions to the Moon and beyond, but it’s also designed to be a swanky hangout spot. Picture a space loft with panoramic views of the lunar surface, complete with mood lighting and a sound system that pumps out David Bowie’s “Starman” on loop. It’s the ultimate crash pad for astronauts with a taste for the finer things in life.

But why stop at mere function and aesthetics? Let’s add some next-level entertainment. Space tourists, you’re in for a treat! Imagine zero-gravity karaoke nights, where you can float around belting out “Rocket Man” while dodging floating disco balls. Or how about a Martian art gallery, featuring paintings done with meteorite dust and Martian soil? The possibilities are as endless as a black hole’s appetite.

And speaking of black holes, let's not forget the pièce de résistance of space and art: the Starship Enterprise. Yes, Trekkies, I’m talking about that iconic vessel from Star Trek. While it’s a fictional beauty, it’s influenced real-world design in ways you wouldn’t believe. Engineers and designers alike have drooled over its sleek lines and functional beauty, incorporating those elements into modern spacecraft designs. It’s like the Beyoncé of spaceships, inspiring generations of designers to say, “We can make space sexy.”

So, next time you gaze up at the night sky and imagine the silent ballet (oops, banned word!) of satellites and space stations, remember that each one is a masterpiece of design and engineering. It’s a cosmic collaboration that’s as vital as it is visionary, blending the rigors of science with the whimsy of art to create something truly out of this world. And who knows? Maybe one day, you’ll be sipping a latte in the Cosmic Latte Lounge, marveling at the artistry of space while floating in zero-G.

In the meantime, stay curious, stay creative, and remember: in space, no one can hear you scream... but they can definitely see your fabulous design choices!

[versadies]

Hello~! Can i get pile 'em up bamboo shoot soup, imported poultry, mint jelly and mustard, please?

I hope im doing this right..

‿୨♡୧‿︵ BON APETIT MY FELLOW CUSTOMER ! ︵‿୨♡୧‿

name of order: EVERMORE

date: zhongli, diluc (w/ gn!reader)

receipt: pile ‘em up (diluc ragnvindr) and bamboo shoot soup (zhongli) + imported poultry (fairytale au) + mint jelly (fluff) + mustard (drabble)

spices: angst/fluff, beauty and the beast au, diluc doesn’t appear here but is mentioned (THIS IS ALL ABOUT ZHONGLI AND HIM ONLY 🤬), zhongli in half dragon form bcuz hes hot yes !!!, mob

ingredients: consent is seggsy. so is zhongli in his dragon form.

vip list: @scaraslover

chef’s note: you did it right anon dw !!! hope you enjoy this <<3

zhongli could only stare at the view of the snowing forest, letting out a longing sigh.

when will you come home? he wonders, his dragon-like tail laying still on the ground instead of moving back and forth just like when you used to be here with him.

“i’ll be back,” you whispered, your forehead against zhongli’s cold, scaly ones. “i just need to settle with my father about the arranged marriage. i’ll be back once the marriage is rejected.”

zhongli nods in understanding, ignoring the way his heart sinks. “i understand. i shall wait for you even when many full moons had passed, just come back safe and sound, love.” he said, the way he sounds so loving and sincerity that it made you feel even more guilty and sad that you had to leave.

if only that ragnvindr man wasn’t so head over heels for you… then maybe you wouldn’t have to leave.

he feels his heart wrenched. just the thought of you not coming back because of another man doesn’t sit right with the cursed prince. do you know the things you do to him that he hasn’t experienced back when he used to be human like you?

“my lord,” xiao calls, his bird form landing on one of the railway of the balcony. “there’s a mob coming it’s way towards the palace. everyone’s already at its formation ready to fight back—”

“no need, xiao.” zhongli interrupts, eyes lowering down to his feet. “this is probably… y/n’s doing.”

the bird says no word to his lord’s response, bowing down slowly before he flies away. perhaps it was evident to xiao now that prince lapis alongside the rest of the people in the palace is bound to be cursed eternally, and there was nothing to hope for in the beginning when you first arrived the palace.

ganyu, in her goat form, couldn’t blame her fellow comrade and others for hoping. for the first time in her years of working in the palace, the woman has never seen the cold half-dragon prince being so… enthusiastically happy about a person — even back when he was nothing but a human. it made her hope as well that she’ll be back to being human.

it was a shame that there was nothing to hope.

and yet, when she alongside every single animals that were once humans suddenly hear the sound of the doors opening, followed by the sound of familiar footsteps, they couldn’t help but hope again.

meanwhile, as the chants of an angry mob started to suddenly grow faint, zhongli slowly kneels down to the ground, closing his eyes in defeat.

why did he foolishly think you’re in love with him? when he has a face of a beast.

he didn’t notice how a certain red-haired man stops the mob that was close to the entrance of his palace that he calls home. he didn’t notice how a certain rose that stands in his chambers glowing vividly like a candlelight that reminds him of cor lapis. he didn’t notice how a certain person rushing in his palace towards his room.

he didn’t notice, for he shuts the world away just like when he was suddenly turned into a half-dragon.

but then, he finally noticed.

he notices the doors to his chambers opening, causing him to slowly turn around — only for his breath to hitch at the sight of you standing outside.

has celestia finally heard his prayers?

“zhongli,” you called out his name, his heart flutters the way you call him so lovingly and sweetly like what a lover does.

he slowly stands, his tail now moving side to side.

“is that… really you my love?” the prince asks. he prays — in a desperate manner — that this was not another trick made by his cruel mind into making him think that you’re here.

the moment you rushed towards him and tackled him, causing him to stumble on his steps but prevented himself from falling in fear of hurting you.

“you came back..?”

“of course i did, you foolish prince.” you said and let out a small laugh. “i said i was coming back to you, didn’t i? how else would i say i love you?”

he smiles, leaning his forehead against yours as the both of you smile from ear-to-ear. “how foolish of me… i love you too.”

you then cup his cheeks, making him now look at you. “is it fine if we… kiss?” you ask, feeling your cheeks starting to warm from your boldness.

it took a second for the prince to feel his breath hitch in realization from your question. was he hearing that right?

it took a silent moment before he closes his eyes and hums, placing his large hands on top of yours as well. “i thought you never asked.”

it took one kiss before he finally feels the weight on his shoulders finally lifted.

it took one love with someone he thought would never be considered as his lover, for the prince to finally be cured from his curse.

[am-i-space]

Picnic with adoraburrs 🍓

A short story about some dragon prince fluff  based on an idea of @official-weasley and me (bare with the punctuation I don't know how that works in English xD)

It was a warm sunny day in Xadia, so Rayla and the princes decided that having a picnic would be the perfect way to spend the day. They were quick to convince Runaan and Ethari to join them since neither of them could say no to their daughter nor deny that they themselves would love to enjoy this beautiful day out in the forest with their friends. While Rayla and Callum helped Ethari prepare the food they wanted to take with them, Ez and Zym went to find Amaya and Gren to convince them to join their picnic, prepared to play the “i'm the king” card if necessary. 

Amaya would still be tired after only returning to the moonshadow village during the night after spending a few days with her girlfriend Janai but she always had a hard time saying no to her nephews especially with what they both went through the past few months bringing Zym back to his mother.

An hour later the food was prepared and Runaan just finished packing it, Ez finally convinced Bait to jump into his backpack for the walk and Gren gently forced Amaya out of bed and into fresh clothes. They all met at the edge of the forest ready to leave the village for their little adventure.

Zym and Ez were the first to run into the forest, chasing after a brightly coloured bird that seemed to be playing with Zym moving gracefully through the branches of the old trees while Zym, still not used to flying, used the branches of younger trees and big mushrooms to jump and glide to follow the bird. Ezran ran along on the ground, his eyes focused on his scaly friend, shouting encouraging words mixed with laughter up into the sky. 

Rayla grabbed Callums hand and pulled him into the forest running after Ez, shouting something about how she had to show them where to go if they wanted to see her favourite meadow. 

The adults followed them at a relaxed pace, all smiling softly seeing the children finally being just children, able to enjoy some time with their families.

They passed mushrooms as tall as themselves, beautiful flowers, moss and tiny mushrooms in all shapes and colours, even some purple flowers that played music and swayed like they were dancing. The sunlight creeping through the dense treetops and small glowing seeds floating through the air made everything look even more magical.

Despite having spent some time in Xadia by now, Gren and Amaya couldn't help but stare at their surroundings in awe, a big smile plastered on Grens face as he inspected all the new plants and animals they came across. And even Amaya couldn't help but relax and enjoy the peaceful walk while admiring the beautiful xadian nature surrounding them. 

Runaan and Ethari were walking hand in hand showing their new human friends the way, since the children were out of their sight, only hearing the occasional excited shout from one of the boys or Zym squealing happily about something new they discovered. 

After about a 30 minute walk they reached a meadow where Runaan and Ethari used to take Rayla as a kid quite often. 

It was a beautiful hidden opening between the giant roots of the old trees surrounding them covered in tall, soft looking grass, with the sun shining through the gap in the leaves above them, illuminating the meadow in a beautiful golden light. 

The kids were already there playing in the grass laughing, many tiny blobs of what seemed like different coloured fur balls hanging on their clothing, in their hair even on their faces. Small squeaks and chirps coming from their direction and Grens face lit up in a curious delight. 

He quickly made his way through the tall grass towards the children, extending his hands, letting them glide over the soft grass until he felt a small weight pulling his long sleeve down and putting just the smallest amount of pressure around his wrist. When he looked down he saw a brightly purple coloured ball of fur sticking to him, that after closer inspection suddenly opened two curious little eyes.

Gren squealed in delight when he saw the adorable little creature and softly pried it off his sleeve and held it in his hands with the utmost care. He looked up when he felt a presence next to him and saw Ethari looking at him with a slightly amused expression in his eyes and a soft smile on his lips. 

Runaan couldn't suppress a smile, silently shaking his head at how excited both humans stared at the tiny creature as Ethari explained to them that it was an adoraburr and that there are hundreds of them living on this meadow.

Their little moment of wonder was interrupted by a happy Zym jumping around them with at least 30 of the small colourful animals stuck in his mane and on his scales, happily squealing while Zym was bouncing around.

They turned and walked towards the children to lay out their picnic when Gren overtook them, excitedly running past them which earned him a chuckle from the other adults. 

They couldn't blame him, he was barely an adult and Amaya smiled fondly at him, happy to see her closest friend carefree and enjoying life after what he had to endure during the war.

When they arrived in the middle of the meadow next to the children, Gren already started building his own fortress out of the stackable, sticky furballs, grinning happily. Ez was providing him with more adoraburrs he was picking off of Zym, who was more than happy to run through the high grass to collect more.

Callum and Rayla were throwing the adoraburrs at each other counting points of how many sticked to the other, Rayla had a few sticking to her shirt and hair while Callum was nearly entirely covered in the colourful animals. 

Runaan and Amaya who were carrying their backpacks were setting them down and Amaya pulled a soft looking, blue blanket out of hers. While Ethari helped her spread out the blanket, Runaan already pulled out some pillows he then placed on it. 

Rayla´s attention was immediately pulled from her fight with Callum when she saw Ethari unpack Moonberry surprise, her favourite dessert.  She ran over to join the adults, who were all already sitting on the blanket. With Rayla and Callum´s screaming stopping Gren, Ez and Zym also looked up from building their colourful, living fortress, which already looked pretty impressive. 

They all got up and walked over to the others to squeeze onto the blanket which turned out to be a bit too small for all of them to sit on and have the food laid out in the middle, which meant they had to slightly cuddle up but none of them seemed to be bothered. They all enjoyed being close to their loved ones and their new friends and were content with being able to enjoy such a peaceful, happy moment after they had to fight for such a long time.

They shared stories about their lives outside the war with their new friends, telling stories about how they grew up, how they met each other and funny little anecdotes about things that happened to them. 

Ezran excitedly retold one of his countless heists into the royal bakery to steal jelly tarts for him and Bait, while Gren and Rayla were stuffing their faces with delicious, sweet strawberries. After Amaya told a story about her and her sister taking Callum on his first ride out, Runaan who up until now was mostly listening and letting Ethari and Rayla talk for him spoke up. He started telling a story about his imprisonment by Viren and what an amazing entertainer Gren was. He went into great detail about how Gren kept trying to make conversation and was rambling on about everything that came into his head for hours on end, until he got bored and started singing to pass the time.

When Runaan even tried to imitate his singing Gren buried his, now bright red face in his hands hearing everybody laugh about Runaans´ retelling but he couldn't hold back a small smile himself. He wasn't able to hide his embarrassment for long though because Amaya decided to pull his hands from his face and hold a crimson red strawberry next to it and point from his face to the berry and back. The action made Gren blush even harder and by now his freckles looked light in comparison to the rest of his skin, like the seeds of the strawberry next to his cheek, which after Rayla pointed it out to him put a smile on his lips and he couldn't keep himself from joining the others´ laughing anymore. 

Zym who noticed the sudden change in demeanor tried to join their excitement and started to run from one person to the next wiggling his tail like a dog and nearly knocking over their drinks while Bait seemed to be more interested in the food Zym pushed into his direction when he got up. 

After everybody calmed down and Callum held Zym secure in his arms to protect the rest of their food they all fell into their own little conversations.

With Gren translating, Amaya and Runaan, both excellent fighters, talked about the differences in their training and how that influenced their fighting style. 

Ethari, Ez and Rayla had a quite serious discussion about what was better, jelly tarts or moonberry surprise while Callum was watching, throwing adoraburrs at Zym who was trying to catch them in his mane. 

Hours passed and they were now all lying next to each other on the meadow looking up into the treetops around them. Gren and Ezran had built new fortresses since their old one walked away while they were eating and this time there were small hills of the tiny creatures left, still stacked on top of each other but now cuddled up closer together and peacefully sleeping. 

The darker it got the more colourful the forest became. Different types of moss, flowers, mushrooms and even some animals started to glow in the most beautiful bright colours. 

They saw some glowing blue birds flying through the dark forest and even a few three tailed squirrel-like creatures with vivid blue spots in their fur.  Bait was hungrily eyeing a glowing moth that was flying above them just outside his reach, while Zym was napping on Grens' chest.

When it started to get cold they decided to pack up their things and leave for the moonshadow village. With Runaan leading them they made their way back into the forest, the way back looked nearly unrecognisable, at least to the humans, with how much the colours of the forest changed. They passed flowers and bushes they didn't notice on their way to the meadow that were standing out now due to their glowing leaves and flower petals. The elves were watching their human friends with amused smiles on their faces as they were watching them look around with big eyes, taking in the beauty of the forest at dawn. 

Zym was sitting on Amayas shoulders, looking like he was going to fall asleep any moment now and Ezran was stumbling next to them, Amayas hand on his shoulder as he wasn't really paying attention where he was going anymore, too tired and too busy looking up to the moths that were following them. 

Rayla and Callum were holding hands, staying mostly silent enjoying the quiet way back, from time to time one of them pointed something out in the forest. Callum knew he soon needed to come back here to draw all those amazing plants and animals he saw that day, that he didn't even know existed a few weeks prior.

When they reached the village the sun was almost gone and they decided to retreat to their houses and slowly get ready for bed. While Rayla and Callum stayed in Runaan and Etharis' home, Ez settled for staying with Amaya and Gren in Raylas parents' old house.

All of them went to bed with a small smile still painted on their lips, thinking they definitely have to do this again, thankful that they had the opportunity to do this and the kids' idea that started this beautiful day. Zym, who was lying in between Ez and Bait moved in his sleep, twitching as if he was still running around the meadow with his friends and Bait looked so content that he was surely dreaming of the beautiful moths they saw in the forest. 

(this was the second time I seriously sat down and tried to write something so please let me know what you think!)

[official-weasley]

Meant to Be (Charlie Weasley x OC)

What happens when Bill brings home a girl and Charlie is completely awestruck by her?

WARNINGS: mentions of alcohol, curse words, angst

Chapter 9

Charlie

On the Saturday after the week Rhylee found out about the trial, I woke up early. I looked through my window and saw a cloudless sky. It was the perfect opportunity to hike up to my favorite spot and watch the sunrise. I have been so busy all week that I simply didn’t find the time to do it and I missed it so much.

I got dressed and made myself some coffee. I stretched and went outside. I took a long whiff of fresh air. It does wonders to the lungs. I loved that it was getting warmer. The Summer breeze was just around the corner. I started walking toward the hill.

I loved living here because it wasn’t as hot in the Summer as in most places. After all, we were surrounded by mountains but at the same time, we didn’t get that much rain and it was rarely windy because we were in the valley, hidden from the rest of the world.

Surrounded by nature, magic, and dragons. What a perfect life.

I felt so energized this morning. I don’t know why, but I was in a better mood than I was most days this past week. I slept well and I was excited to watch the sunrise. I wish Aami was still just a baby, I would love to bring him along.

I did it once. Nobody knows about it because Peter would probably kill me but since Aami can’t fly, I couldn’t resist. He walked around, his eyes on me as I explained why I liked to sit on a rock and stare at the sun. It was one of my fondest memories of him.

I came to the top and put my hands on my knees, panting. A week without hiking or going for a run and I was already out of shape.

Come on, Charlie!

I looked up, to see how the sun was progressing and wanted to take a step closer to the place where I usually sit when I stopped.

I stood frozen on the spot as if someone stupefied me. It was Rhylee. She was sitting on the same boulder, waiting for the sunrise as I usually was. Why was she here?

Wasn’t it enough that I was spending so much time with her already? I know I brought it on myself when I offered to help her with the case but I couldn’t say no to her. I couldn’t gaze into those beautiful eyes of hers and tell her that I won’t help her.

But I was not okay with this. She can’t take this away from me too. This was my happy place. The place where I came to empty my head and forget about my worries. The fact that I had feelings for her was one of my biggest concerns these days and her being here meant I can’t let go of that.

There is no way she saw me. If I turn around and sneak away she will never know I was here and I can go find a new spot from where to watch the sunrise from.

Yes, that’s what I’ll do! I turned around and started walking back down the hill.

“Charlie? Is that you?”

Fuck. How did she hear me?

I slowly turned back around, cursing my heart for not obeying me to just beat normally, and waved at her.

“Hi.”

Could I be more awkward? Charlie, you’re such a git!

“Is this the place you were describing when you told me you go sunrise watching?” She said gently. I can’t believe she remembered that I told her that. I just nodded. “Want to join me?”

Not really, Rhylee.

I would rather roll myself back down to the village than sit next to you and watch the bloody sunrise.

Did I do that?

No.

Her smile won. It always does.

I can’t resist her lips curving into a hopeful expression, indicating that she would love to spend time with me. I’m too weak and I didn’t care. I hated myself for it but I couldn’t help it. Most days it felt like an invisible string was drawing me toward her and I couldn’t get away.

I wanted to be around her all the time. I wanted to talk to her and make her laugh. I wanted to hug her and touch the soft skin of her cheeks. I wanted to kiss her forehead and hold her hand.

I wanted to be with her.

“Charlie?” I blinked at her when I heard her say my name. “Join me.”

She said, more determined this time, and patted the spot on the rock next to her. I moved as fast as my legs allowed me, which wasn’t very fast at all. They felt like jelly. I wanted to melt, that’s how beautiful she was.

I awkwardly sat down next to her, looking straight at the sunrise. I know she was scanning me with her eyes, waiting for me to look at her but I couldn’t. Every time I did, I started overthinking. She always looked at me differently than the rest of our friends.

I always felt as if she was trying to read me, to know what I was thinking. I constantly felt like she wanted to talk about everything else with me but our job or dragons but she always stopped herself as if she was afraid she would say something that she isn’t supposed to.

I know I was an idiot but I didn’t do anything about it. I felt the same way for Merlin’s sake! But I couldn’t talk to her. I can’t. She’s my co-worker and it’s been more than 2 years since we slept together.

It’s also been two years since I saw Bill.

Just thinking about it made me sick. I despised myself for the fact that I didn’t visit him. That I couldn’t talk to him. That I couldn’t tell him. I don’t even want to know what my family thinks or if he said anything to them about me.

I went home for Easter last year just because I knew he wouldn’t be there. How horrible does that make me? I think I reached rock bottom a long time ago and I was terrified that I wouldn’t be able to come back up.

I think about taking a few days off and visiting him every single day.

Every. Single. Day.

And yet I never bring myself to do it. After 2 years, what would I even say to him? He was the nicest and the most forgiving person I know but he wouldn’t forgive me and I wouldn’t blame him.

Why would he?

First, I sleep with the girl he likes, and then I disappear off the face of the Earth for 2 years. I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs that’s how much it hurt. I basically tore my family apart.

My family. People who meant more than anything to me in this world.

“You’re quiet today.” Rhylee’s gentle voice and nudge to my shoulder brought me back to reality.

“Huh?” I turned to her. “Yeah. Sorry. A lot on my mind.” I smiled weakly, feeling the heat on my cheeks.

“Anything you want to share?” She asked, concerned.

“No.” I said quickly. Too quickly.

That wasn’t the word I wanted to use. I wanted to say yes. I wanted to tell her how I feel about her. I wanted her to know that I still feel guilty about what I did to Bill. I wanted to tell her that I wish we would’ve met under different circumstances. How much I wish I was the one who met her first. How beautiful she was and how she takes my breath away no matter what she wears or what she does. I wanted to tell her all of that and so much more but instead…

“I usually come here to clear my head, that’s all.” That’s what I said instead.

Because I’m an idiot.

Because of all the guilt that I can’t let go of.

Because I don’t deserve her.

Because I am absolutely and without a single doubt in love with her.

“You want me to leave?” She started to get up.

“No.” I grabbed her wrist to make her stay. “I’m just not used to anyone else being up here.” The first truth that came out of my mouth today.

“I can’t believe nobody is.” She shook her head in disbelief. “I felt like exploring this morning and I stumbled upon this place just as the sun started to rise. It took my breath away.”

Like you take mine?

“It’s just so calming. Makes you forget about all your troubles, you know.” She glanced at me but quickly looked away.

She took a deep breath and I could feel her moving a bit away from me.

“Thank you for putting so much of your time to help me, Charlie.” She said with a husky voice after I didn’t say anything back. “I wouldn’t be able to do it without you. You give me so much hope.”

Don’t say that, please.

“I…”

I turned my head to her.

There it was. That look in her eyes. The look that told me that she had so many things to say but no words to express herself. She had moments like this every now and then when we were alone. As if she remembered something and wanted to talk about it but couldn’t for some reason. As if something stopped her. As if she was afraid of what I might say back.

“I just wish life was easier, you know.” She sighed and leaned on my shoulder.

I tried hard not to react to her touch. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling of our bodies touching. It was the most I will ever get the chance to experience.

I hummed in response. I didn’t know what she meant by that. I didn’t know what she was referring to. To be honest I don’t think I wanted to know. I wasn’t ready. I don’t think I’ll ever be.

“I asked around and there is a big library in the village over that mountain.” I pointed my finger to our left.

I could feel her head moving to see where I was pointing but she didn’t pull away from me. It felt as if she wanted to be even closer.

“I was thinking of going there on Monday during lunch. Perhaps find some books that could help our case. Your case.” I quickly corrected myself.

“Thank you for being such an amazing friend, Charlie.” I felt something shatter inside me when she called me her friend but at the same time, I felt relief.

I can finally stop questioning if there is something between us and stop overthinking all of her gestures and looks. I can relax around her and just be myself because I know she sees me as a friend. No more pressure. No more feeling guilty. Who knew I would love to be in the friendzone. Now that she said it, she can lean on my shoulder and hug me as much as she wants to.

I have been stifling my feelings for 2 years. I was used to it by now and this was my sign that I was doing the right thing. At least someone didn’t hate me.

“No problem and right back at you.”

Seriously, Charlie? This is the best you can come up with?

We sat in silence and admired the sunrise until we had to go to work. We walked down the hill in silence too. If I think about it, I don’t think we said a single word to each other the whole day.

I joined the boys in the tavern after work and she wasn’t there. I had this strange feeling that it had something to do with this morning but I have to stop thinking about it. I have to change some things about myself. I was too young to go through so much bullshit and I only got myself to blame for it. I have to stop beating my head over her. I have to stop bringing myself down. I have to stop feeling so guilty and own up to my mistakes.

I have to get my shit together and talk to Bill. I need my brother back. I need my best friend back. I have been so selfish, feeling sorry for myself that I didn’t even think how he must feel about all of this. Who goes from spending Christmas together to not seeing his brother for 2 years?

“Charlie, you alright, mate?” I turned my head to John, sitting next to me.

“Yeah. A bit tired.” I yawned. “Been busy with Rhylee’s trial case.” I lied.

The last time I talked about my feelings to them was that night when Rhylee started working here and if I have anything to do with it, it will never happen again.

“You two have been spending a lot of time together.” Theo winked at me, moving his glass from his right to his left hand.

“As I said, we have been working on the case together.” I acted unphased by his mockery.

“Come on, Charlie! We’re not blind.” Andrew joined in.

Great. I love when they corner me like this.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I sighed and gulped down my whiskey.

I didn’t drink enough to have a conversation of this sort and I will do anything to stop it.

“Right.” Peter rolled his eyes. “Let’s all pretend like Charlie does that nothing is going on between him and Rhylee.”

“You mean how they look at each other when they think the other person isn’t looking?” Evan smirked.

“Or the fact that they keep blushing every time they see each other?” Added John.

“Or how they just can’t stop their smiles from spreading across their faces when their eyes meet.” Theo made a kissy face.

“Are you done?” I poured myself another drink.

“Oh, we can go on all night, that’s how much is going on between you two.”

Peter, you might be my boss but I will strangle you. Next on the list was my heart which was now beating so fast that I started shaking.

“As I said…are you done?” I said without a single ounce of interest in my voice.

“Why do you keep denying it?” John cried.

“I didn’t say anything.” If they can mess with me I can mess with them back.

“You really like to torture yourself, don’t you?” Evan frowned at me.

“Mhm.” I said with a clenched jaw.

I was a rat’s hair away from standing up and leaving.

“Charlie, this is not some silly crush anymore. We know you have feelings for her.” Peter never sounded so serious before.

“We know you like her, Charlie. A lot.” John put a hand on my shoulder. “It’s all over your face, mate.”

“Like her.” I scoffed.

“You’re seriously going to deny it?” Andrew rolled his eyes. “You’re going to say you don’t like her?”

“Like her?” I raised my voice. “I don’t like her, Andrew! I…” Damn, they made me mad sometimes! Why do they have to be such noisy gits and why do I feel like talking about Rhylee to them? “I’m in love with her.” I said under my breath but I know they could hear me.

“Then what are you doing here sitting with us and not telling her that?” John said gently after a long pause.

I think they were shocked that I admitted it.

I looked up at them. They were patiently waiting for my response. They weren’t serious, were they?

“I can’t just knock on her door and tell her how I feel.” I shook my head and chugged down my whiskey.

“Yes, Charlie. You can!” They said together.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I poured myself another glass of whiskey. I drank it as fast as I could, their eyes following my every move.

“Fuck it.” I stood up and they started clapping.

I was already miserable and at this point had nothing to lose. Might as well try right?

I walked over to her hut as fast as I could before I would change my mind. I stopped on her front porch and I wanted to bang my head against the wall.

Can I do this?

Am I really doing this?

Am I actually that insane?

I knocked on the door and turned on my heel. I wanted to run. I can’t do this. My chest was rising and falling fast from my heavy breathing and my heart is going to jump out of it any second now. This was taking too long. She’s obviously not home. I’m leaving.

I put my hands in my pockets, ready to head home when…

“Charlie?”

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金継ぎ | KIN-TSUGI [ A Fruits Basket Fanfiction ]

Chapter 8

Upon hearing news that Isuzu was once again admitted to the hospital, Tsubaki went to visit. The hospital did not have fond memories for Rin yet she always ends up back here.

"305...305..." Tsubaki walked through the hallways as she check for the room Rin was in. Upon finding it, she smiled as she knocked the door and opened it. "Isuzu, I came to visit-"

However Tsubaki noted that she was not alone, she was visited by Honda Tohru. Tsubaki beamed at the visitor. "I see that you came to visit, Tohru-san!"

"Yes!" The girl twirled as she smiled. "I brought some jelly for Isuzu-san. Please help yourself with some if you want."

"I'm good." Tsubaki refused as she looked at Isuzu. Their relationship was rather awkward but there wasn't a doubt that after Tsubaki jumped after Isuzu when she was pushed by Akito, the zodiac member warmed up to her. "I bought some puddings as well."

Isuzu perked up as she looked at Tsubaki immediately. The woman smiled at her nervously. "You loved them a lot as a child. Do you still like them...?"

Isuzu pinked as she turned away. "I don't mind them." Her response made Tsubaki laugh as she put the puddings in the fridge.

"Actually...." Tohru started in an unsure tone. "I actually came here to ask something."

Noticing Tohru's hesitant voice, Tsubaki could guess what she was going to talk about. "Why don't we talk as we walk outside?" Tsubaki looked at Rin. "I'm sure Isuzu can use some fresh air."

As the group walked along the nearby park, Tohru started. "Akito-san told me that her existence is equal to that of God. I also heard about your story from Yuki-kun as well, Tsubaki-san. And that all zodiac members and Tsubaki-san will live with Akito-san. "

"Live in the same place, enduring. Is that bond the curse?" Tohru asked.

"We have no memory of the curse but God made that promise...many many years ago." Isuzu explained as Tsubaki simply listened quietly. "A promise to be together for eternity."

"No matter how many times reborn, we continue to be together, never to be separated, forever and ever." Isuzu explained. "We're bound by that promise. It may seem beautiful to others but to us it is nothing but a burden."

"That's why it's a curse."

"Is there no way to break the curse?" Tohru asked.

"I doubt even if Akito knows how." Rin replied. "Even if Akito knows, he has no reason to tell us."

"I expected someone close to Akito might know so I asked Gure-nii..." Upon hearing Shigure’s name Tsubaki stiffened, the said man was indeed very intelligent. Tsubaki doubts that he already suspects Kureno's curse being broken. "But he said he doesn't know."

"What about Kureno-san?" Tohru asked.

"He is no use." Rin huffed as she turned away. "He's no use since he only follows Akito's orders."

"Please don't say that he is no use." Tsubaki smiled at Tohru's reply but it only further irritated Rin as she said. "I'm only saying what is true."

Then the two became quiet as they slowly turned to Tsubaki, making her laugh. "I don't know how to break the curse as well." Making both Tohru and Rin droop in disappointment.

"But I'll tell you this...Not once has there been an occasion where all of the zodiacs, servant and God been born in the same era, till our turn there was never a complete banquet after the very first one." Tsubaki continued. "Also some of our forms are quite different. Hatori is a seahorse rather than a dragon...Kureno is a bird rather than a rooster."

"Slowly but surely the bond has been weakening. Sometimes I think to myself, if the reason for a complete banquet for our nearing farewell." Tsubaki smiled, her heart hurted as she explained. She wondered if it was the sound of the servant saddened. "Maybe not in this lifetime but this bond is sure to break..."

"That's not alright! If that happens then... Then..." Kyo-kun will leave...  Tohru then flushed as she apologized. "I'm sorry for acting rude."

Tsubaki chuckled. "Don't worry I didn't mind." She then tilted her head. "But then why do you want to break the curse?"

Isuzu as turned to look at Tohru. "The curse has nothing to do with so yet... what is it that you can't give up? What is it that is most important to you?"

Tohru opened her mouth to reply yet no words came out. She stood still as if even she was shocked at her hesitation.

Isuzu quickly noted Tohru's hesitation. "You don't have to tell me..." She continued. "Just don't go running off to see Kureno by yourself."

"If you're going to tell me not to overdo on my own." Tohru smiled at Rin. "Let's team up!"

Rin's eyes widened before she turned away and walked away from Tohru. "I don't need an unreliable partner like you."

Tsubaki smiled at the two girls, as her heart warmed. Isuzu has become much more kind...

 ......

 When people hear the word servant, in the Sohma family, it was to be looked with pity. Mainly due to the fact that the servant, if their God was not born, lived only till their fifties.

They would die very young since their soul's owner did not exist with them so they would desperately try and leave to go back to their God. They would die by accidents, take their own life or simply die a natural death. The servant was more fragile than anything else.

Imagine the uproar when people learned that the servant was born into the head family. Tsubaki heard that her father cried day and night, apologizing to the newborn baby who was yet to understand the world.

"I'm sorry I gave you a life where you would leave before you could fully enjoy the beauty of life." How ironic it was that he was the one who died young.

Her mother frowned but she did not weep like her father. "That's unfortunate."

The family who the previous servant belonged to was deeply insulted. The reason being the previous servant had died by hanging himself. The young servants born prided themselves and felt immense joy as they waited to serve their master and when they knew their God would not be born their heart will fall into abyss.

Tsubaki continued to play the instrument as she finally came out of her thoughts. Maybe it was due to the fact that they were in their new year’s banquet, Tsubaki felt quite sentimental as she pulled the last string of her kōtō, ending the beautiful performance of Hatori. After that their feast commenced and after they were done eating ,the banquet became less formal as the zodiacs members indulged themselves in small talks.

Tsubaki who was looking at the group noticed Yuki was in deep thoughts even though he was sitting beside Akito.

Akito turned to look at Yuki as she smiled. "You didn't run away this time? I'm happy you returned back to me so I'll forgive you..."

"It’s not the matter of forgiving or not." Tsubaki heard Yuki say, as her eyes widened. Did he just say Akito was wrong? "I'm sick of blaming others. I have become aware of my faults and areas I can improve."

"If I always blame someone or something, I’ll never change." Tsubaki stood up from her seat as she could feel those words meant Yuki has changed. And change meant leaving a part of ourselves behind so we can embrace a better part. Change meant leaving...

Before Tsubaki could interrupt, in a blink of an eye Akito stood up and hit Yuki with the sake bottle making it break into small multiple pieces.

"Yuki!" Tsubaki ran to Yuki who had blood dripping on his face as Kureno stood up and immediately restrained Akito who kept shouting at Yuki.

"Apologize! I said apologize!" Akito would have sure hit Yuki if Kureno had not retrained her. Tsubaki stood up to get Hatori who went outside.

"Sorry..." Yuki did as told. Apologizing to Akito was always the easy way out. Tsubaki returned with Hatori as they both went to Yuki's side.

"Because of you, my head hurts." Akito let go of the broken sake bottle as she walked away.

"Yuki, press this on your head!"

Akito turned around hearing Tsubaki's voice. Did she not hear me? I said my head hurt... Her older sister sat beside Yuki with a worried expression on her face. Shouldn't you be prioritizing me, Tsubaki?!

Akito winches as she feels another throbbing pain due to her headaches as she walks away

 .....

 "I don't want to talk with those people ever again...." Akito complained.

Tsubaki sighed beside her. "It can't be helped, we have to keep this up for formalities." Akito and Tsubaki had returned from a meeting with some of the people belonging to the main family. There, the head and the rest would have some tea simply for the sake of formalities. Akito hated these things.

"We'll return to you room now as Hatori will be coming soon for your checkup." Tsubaki explained as she walked behind Akito.

"Is there anyone I will be meeting after that?" Akito asked as she kept walking. Upon receiving a 'no' as an answer, Akito continued. "Then bring Kureno to me after that."

Tsubaki ignored the sudden pain in her chest as she nodded. "Of cour-... Hatori?"

Akito stopped walking as she stared in Tsubaki's directly. Along the long hallway, there was Hatori standing as if he was talking to someone and the next moment a hand reached out for Hatori making both Akito and Tsubaki stiffen.

"Hatori!" Akito cried in panic as she immediately rushed his side as she pushed him away. "How many times do I have to tell you to keep your distance from her?"

Hatori shook his head. "Akito, it’s not like that. She was only saying hello."

"That's right, I was only saying hello. What's so wrong about it?" The door further opened as the owner of the voice walked out. It was Sohma Ren.

Akito glared. "You leer at any zodiac man you see..." She took a step forward as she shouted. "Go back into your room!"

"If you continue to speak like that they won't like you anymore." Ren ran her hands through her hair as she something caught her attention. "You're here too, Tsubaki."

"Good evening, mother..."

"Mother is sorry for saying those things last time... So come to me later, we can catch up okay?" Ren took one step towards her, as her hands reached out to cup her face. But then it was slapped away.

"Stop meddling with our bond!" Akito once again stepped in. "We are connected in a world that you can't reach!"

"What nonsense!" Ren scoffed as she mocked Akito. "How many time do I have to tell you that those bonds aren't real love? That eternally unchanging concept you cherish is fake! It's just a fantasy..."

"I pity Tsubaki and the zodiac members who have to put up with you..."

These words snapped something within Akito, as in a flash she grabbed Ren by her collars pushing her through the numerous sliding doors and into the rough courtyard.

Hatori and Tsubaki ran after them. Akito glared at Ren as she sat on her, strangling her mother. "How about you tell me what real then?! Parental love?!"

"That is not perfect! Lots of parents abandon their children like most of the Sohma parents! Like you!" Hatori successfully pulled Akito away as Tsubaki held Ren who was coughing from the lack of air. The maids nearby upon seeing the commotion ran in.

Akito kept shouting as she tries to pull away from Hatori, ready to kill Ren. "Who are you to define what's real or not?! No has the right to deny the bond between me and the zodiacs or our eternity!"

Ren glared as she walked towards Akito, however Tsubaki quickly grabbed onto her but then it did not stop Ren from shouting. "The real thing exists! Akira-san and I have the real bond."

Akito tightened her jaw as she shouted on top of her voice. "I'll kill you!"

"Go ahead kill me." Ren opened her arms. "When I die, my soul will be in heaven with Akira-san! I have no need for any of you!"

"What are you doing?!" Tsubaki shouted at the maids who were nearby. "Do you think this is a show for you to spectate?! Take mother away from the head of the family!"

At Tsubaki's raised voice, every one stiffened. The maids gulped as they rushed in and escorted Ren away.

"She is cruel..." Akito cried. "Why is she so cruel...?”

Tsubaki walked towards her and embraced Akito. "We are here Akito...The bond still exists with you being in the center of all of it."

She felt Akito grip onto her kimono as her little sister kept crying. "We didn't leave you. We never will since our bond is for eternity..." After a while, Akito calmed down.

Tsubaki stepped away as Hatori then picked up Akito and carried her back to her residence.

 .....

 When Akito was young... When Sohma Akira was still alive, Akito was a lively child who really adored her sister.

Young Akito would always cling onto Tsubaki and Tsubaki would always tend to spoil Akito a lot, often she would get lectured by the head maid for that. This was a memory from way back...

So why was Akito acting like that in the present as well? Akito refused to let Tsubaki out of her side, often making her work in Akito's room.

A ring of a phone intruded the silence between Tsubaki and Akito. Akito looked up from her book as she stared at Tsubaki. "Answer the phone. Don't leave the room..."

Tsubaki was confused but nevertheless she nodded as she looked at who was calling her. It was Rin's homeroom teacher.

"Hello Sohma-san?" The person from the other side of the phone spoke. "This is Sohma Isuzu's teacher. I wanted to inform you that Sohma Isuzu did not attend her graduation ceremony."

Tsubaki's eyes widened. Akito clicked her tongue as she approached her. Rin's teacher continued. "I wanted to ask if I could get-" Akito snatched the phone away from Tsubaki as she then turned it off and went a step further to delete the contact.

"Akito, this was an important call." Tsubaki frowned as Akito went back to her seat as she flipped through a book.

‘'You know how I feel about Rin..." Akito muttered. "I don't want to hear about her so better also not call that person back!"

Tsubaki sighed but she listened. A few days later Tsubaki got another call. It was Hatsuharu.

Tsubaki was still with Akito. The latter raised an eyebrow as she muttered. "Who is it?"

"It's Hatsuharu." The answer gave satisfaction to Akito as her attention was no longer on her.

"What is it, Hatsuharu?" Tsubaki went straight to the point. "It’s rare for you to call me."

"Tsubaki-nee." Haru started. "Do you know which Hospital Rin is admitted in?"

Isuzu? Hospital? What was he talking about? She was totally confused. Tsubaki was never informed on such matter. "What do you mean?"

"Huh? You didn't know?" Hatsuharu was even more shocked. Tsubaki always kept tab on the zodiac members whereabouts more focused on Rin as the girl was reckless.

He sighed as his final hope was gone. "If you don't know then never mind. See ya~"

"Wait! Hatsuharu-" Before she could even inquire more, the call ended. Tsubaki then immediately stood up as she walked towards the door.

Akito shouted. "Where are you going?!"

"Akito..." Tsubaki let out a breath. "Apparently Isuzu has been hospitalized. I haven't gotten any words on the matter so I wanted to go check."

"Ahh~" Akito smiled. "I heard about it. I was told to inform you but I forgot. Apparently she is fine so you don't need to go check on her..."

Tsubaki turned to face Akito. "But still, I think I should visit her once-"

"Are you leaving me?"

Tsubaki bit her lips. "Of course not! I'll return as soon as I check up on her..."

"So you are picking her over me..." Akito walked up to Tsubaki as she slowly wrapped her arms around her. Akito then whispered close to her ears. "How cruel..."

"Stay with me... You know I love you more than anyone else. My heart breaks that I'm no longer your top priority." Akito spoke in gentle a gentle manner. "Choose me, Tsubaki Onee-san..."

Tsubaki's hands fell beside her all limb. Inside she knew she needed to go, something about this situation was weird and even Akito was acting suspicious. But then every time she tried to move, her body felt heavy as she ultimately fell into Akito's submission.

Days after that as similar to the day before. Akito still held Tsubaki close to her and would not let her go anywhere along. As Tsubaki flipped the pages she was reading, the door to the room was suddenly opened gaining the attention of both Tsubaki and Akito.

Hatsuharu stood by the door with a furious expression. The head maid showed up a second later as she shouted. "Hatsuharu-san,you may be a zodiac member but you can't barge in like that."

"Shut up." Haru muttered. "Get out of here, hag"

Tsubaki immediately stood up as she approached Haru. "Hatsuharu, you're being rude!"

Akito smiled as she then stood up from her seat. "It seems that Haru is here for me to speak something important." Akito dismissed the maid. "Now go ahead."

Haru lowered his eyes as his hands tightened to a fist. "Why did you push Rin?"

"Me? Push Isuzu?" Akito asked. "First time I've heard of it. Who told you that?"

"An oracle."

Hearing his response Akito giggled to herself. "As usual you're being stupid."

"Stop laughing." Akito in return glared at Haru. Haru seemed to get more furious as time went by. "Why did you do it? Were you trying to kill her?"

Akito hummed as she then turned away. "You believe in an oracle yet you don't believe in me, your God. You've always been kind to her. Why? Do you pity her?"

Tsubaki flinched as Haru punched the wall. "Because I believe her!" As he kept shouting. "You already know that yet you purposely keep asking me that. Where is Rin?"

Akito scoffed as her back faced Akito. "What a worthless conversation? Where did you get such ideas?"

"You always treated Rin coldly... not only her but to all girls." Haru asked as he took a step towards Akito. "You say and do cruel things without blinking. If you’re supposed to be God then-" Haru raised his voice as he walked towards Akito.

Tsubaki stepped in as she stood in between Akito and Haru. "Hatsuharu, back off. “ Tsubaki glared.

Haru stood his ground. "Why are you still by Akito's side? She always tormented you as well."

"I said back off, Hatsuharu!" Tsubaki raised her voice.

Hatsuharu let out a breath. "Just tell me where she is..."

"How persistent..." Akito muttered. "Stop asking. Stop always making me the bad guy every-"

Akito was cut off as someone entered the room. "We sent her to the hospital." It was Kureno. "Hatori nii-san took her by a car. She wasn't fully conscious but don't worry. I was told it wasn't life threatening."

"Huh?" Tsubaki let out a sound. "But Akito you said she was already in a hospital few days ago. What does Kureno mean by this?"

Kureno walked towards Akito. "You mustn't do things like that. No matter who you are there should be a limit to what you shouldn't do."

"Where was she?" Haru asked.

Kureno turned and looked at Tsubaki who had her eyes still widened with her face getting paler. "She was locked in the Cat's place." Akito gasped as she grabbed Kureno claiming her had betrayed her.

Before anyone could move, Haru grabbed Akito by the collar. "Cut the bullshit, you little bastard! Were you trying to kill her again?"

"What I was! It's because you choose her over me." Akito hissed. "You're the one who dug her grave."

Wordlessly Tsubaki placed a hand on Haru's as she separated them. Akito gleamed. "Tell him I'm right Tsubaki...Tsubaki?"

Tsubaki was crying. Tears were falling through her empty eyes. She shouldn't have trusted Akito so blindly. All she got in return was betrayal. She shouldn't have loved Akito.

"I'm sorry..." Tsubaki said as she walked away from the group. "I want some time alone."

Akito gasped as she quickly held onto Tsubaki's waist. What if Tsubaki left and never returned back to her. "No! Don't go Tsubaki..."

Tsubaki pulled herself away as she turned to Akito one last time before she left the room.

"You can't expect love in return when all you do is hurt others, Akito..." Tsubaki cried. "I'm tired of this...I'm so tired..."

 Next Chapter: "You Fought Well..."

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More Sapphic Yearning Namaari, and Oblivious Raya inspired by @moon-spirit-yue with a dash of their OC’s, Charanya, and Charanya’s Fang soldier girlfriend, Tien, thrown in for fun. ;) Seriously, go check them out, they’re wonderfully real and I love them. PLEASE DON’T SUE ME FOR USING THEM @moon-spirit-yue It’s out of love I swear XD

Raya: *casually washing her face in a stream after a long day* Can you believe it Tuk Tuk? A whole day with absolutely no sign of- Namaari: *pops up out of the stream* THERE YOU ARE DEP LA! SURRENDER! *manages to get control of Raya and ties her to a tree* Raya: AAAAAGGGHH!! WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU COME FROM?! WERE YOU HIDING UNDER WATER!? *low key impressed by Namaari’s lung strength* AND HOW IN THE HELL DO YOU KEEP FINDING ME?! Namaari: *grinning* Ah well I’m so glad you asked, because you see Raya...  Raya: *looking all around as music starts to play and a stage rises from the water* Oh not this shit again...wait...is that the same stage as before? Namaari: *jumps on stage* All your questions will be answered momentarily. Just watch, Dep la. *starts singing* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMOGaugKpzs Atitaya: *whispering to her during the song* Actually it is the same stage as before. Thanks for noticing. I’m not even going to BEGIN to get in to what it took to set all this up this time, and to get it underwater like that in the first place. Phew. Not easy.  Raya: 0.o *totally creeped the fuck out*  Namaari: *finishes her song and looks hopefully at Raya, as she slowly walks towards her* S-so...do you understand now? I’ll always find you, no matter how far you run, or how fast, or where you try to hide. The lowest valley, the deepest, darkest caves, the loneliest islands or the highest peaks. I. WILL. FIND. YOU. *staring at her unblinking* Raya: ...You know what...I think I get it now. Namaari: *lighting up like a Christmas tree with happiness* You do!? :D Raya: *smiling seductively as she drops her voice to alluring levels* Yes I do. In fact...why don’t you come over here- Atitaya: *sensing the usual Raya shenanigans danger vibe* Princess Namaari don’t- Namaari: *waves her off* Hush General. My future wife is speaking. :P Atitaya: Hmmph. *crosses her arms* Fine. Don’t blame me when she inevitably escapes somehow.  Raya: *continuing as if she was never interrupted* So I can tell you exactly what I think in a far more...private... *leans in to nose against Namaari’s neck as she moves in to Raya’s space* intimate... *breaths lightly against Namaari’s ear* setting. *nibbles Namaari’s earlobe*  Namaari: OOOOONNNNMMMNGGGGGGGGGHHHHH!! *biting her lip as she moans and shivers, legs turning to jelly* Raya: I...think... THAT YOU’LL NEVER MURDER ME ON MY WATCH, YOU STRANGELY ATTRACTIVE BINTURI!! *hauls back and headbutts her* Namaari: *lying on the ground smiling up at the sky like an idiot* Raya: *chews through her ropes like a gopher and sprints off* HA HA!! FREE AGAIN!! YOU’RE NOT GONNA KILL ME YOU CREEPY, THOUGH APPEALINGLY MUSCLED, STALKER!! TUK TUK, GO!! *rolls off* Atitiaya: Well I’m not gonna say I told you so...but I told you so. She got away again, Princess....Princess? Namaari: *giggling* She called me attractive...and she likes my muscles. Tee hee. We have such an unbreakable bond. *a giant lump is beginning to swell on her forehead where Raya headbutted her*  Atitaya: Princess please, must you enter the Gay Yearning State every time Raya defeats you and gets away? We could be using this time to chase her down or plan our next move. Namaari: *still giggling* Our children are going to be so amazing. Hee hee. :3 Atitaya: ...*sighs* Why did I expect any different? I’ll set up camp then. Come on soldiers. Fang Soldiers: *busy debating who is the better performer from what they’ve seen so far, Raya or Namaari, and what they’d sound like if they performed together*  Atitaya: *lowkey wondering that as well* Raya: *meeting up with Charanya back in Heart later* She did it again ‘Rayna! I swear she’s getting weirder and weirder every time we meet! But hey! That ear nibble thing you taught me really paid off! She basically turned in to goop! Thanks bestie! You saved me again! Charanya: *grinning like mad* Of course! Who else would I hang out with if you got captured? If nothing else, you keep things from getting boring! *punches her* Raya: *rubbing her shoulder but grinning* Oh, well I’m glad to be of service. *mock bows* Anyways, I gotta roll! Things to do, Dragons to find, statues to bring back to life ya know?! Later! *Waves as she rides off* Charanya: *grinning after her* One day she’ll realize that Namaari is totally in to her. One day. And when that day comes I’ll TOTALLY be all, ‘Nyah nyah nyah nyah nyah nyah! I knew before you! I totally called it!’ :P *rubs hands together* MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!!  Tien: *reaching out of the tent and grabbing the back of her tunic* Darling, what did we say about maniacal laughter? Charanya: *blushing hard* Uhh maniacal laughter later, kisses first? Tien: Bingo. ;) *yanks her in to the tent* Charanya: EEP! 0.0