#i appreciate you sm nonnie 🫶🫶

[heeliopheelia]

awww pookie bear dont worry hes a man.... and if he's worth it he'll come and apologise to you! you got this, love! don't be upset over smth that isn't ur fault.

like i hope he will come around soon cause i miss my precious baby dog at home!! 😭 ig i miss him too but HE BETTER APOLOGIZE FIRST! ! ! stupid stupid man 🚬😑

[an-all-write-life]

"There’s literally nothing else you can give, there’s no motivation, nothing on the horizon to give you hope"

if there's nothing else you can give, then in that moment that's the best you can do. Your best won't look the same everyday. Esp when you have mental illness or those that have physical illness. getting through the day should be more than enough sometimes!

anyway, I hope you have a beautiful day, and a restful sleep. I hope things get better soon, and I know you'll see better days. your life/mental health/happiness matters more than people's expectations of you. It's easier said than done, but its true... anyway, i'll go now and I hope this doesn't seem intrusive. proud of you just because you're still existing!

Nonnie, I just had to let this sit in my inbox for a bit to come back and read over and over

Thank you so much for sending this, it truly means the world to me that you would take time out of your day to share something so uplifting 🥰💜

[nymphomatique]

HEY CONGRATS ON HITTING 1.5K FOLLWER ✊😤😘 YOU deserve it 😆 like ALL NERDY! MIGUEL YOU MADE and for the community as well to take part ! You definitely DESERVE it 😆 ❤💅!

Hope you have a great day and I hope you enjoy getting this far! Bye !

-🐈

thank you my love 🫶🏾 i appreciate you sm i love hearing from you. 💋💋have the bestest day nonnie

[itsmelb]

The ultimate Only Friends The Series resumé

So we are here at the end of the series we all couldn't wait to see the whole year. And I just wanna say some things about the series, the actors, the circumstances, my emotions. U know me I have a lot to say in general but firstly I am just so grateful to have witnessed this kinda evolution of BL series and now let's get deeper into the mess 😆

The series

As I said it was so highly awaited that I was sure ppl would be delulu all the time. I knew that there would be beef because everyone wants mess and when they get it they can't handle it. I know ppl expect things from BLs (me too I don't exclude me) and when it isn't how it (apparently) should be (in their opinion) and it's exactly how life COULD be ppl hate, be shitty and say mean things in general.

I mean I was mad when the directors and writers cut out TopMew scenes just because "fans" hated on them (I still don't get it) but I never once hated on Ray, Boston or somebody else (like hating Khao or sb). I can say we'll that's shitty what he's done, I can say I am mad at Boston for this but as I said before life is not perfect. I also can forgive somebody when I see okay he changes for me, the other one I don't. I think ppl should not watch the series when they can't accept failure and not being perfect then. When you want a BL like in books go watch Lita or Hidden agenda or sth.

This sometimes killed my mood. But well I am obsessed with the actors of this series. And it's what kept me watching. The mess was real.

The actors

Book aka Mew: my beloved Bookie. I think he did so great. And I am not saying this just because I love him sm. He worked his ass off. He never did a role like this (playing so many emotions and naivness and all that we've seen). I am really excited to see what he is up to. I hope he gets to challenge himself again. I wish that ppl see how well he's doing. He deserves the praise for this role and all that are coming. 🍅💕

Force aka Top: I love bad boy Force. I love his smirk his laugh and him. I like how he acted the scenes from asshole to in love like a fool haha. I don't get why ppl hate on his acting. He improved sm I just want that he gets some respect. 🦊🫶🏻

-> Forcebooks chemistry was so good. All the stares and the cries and all the heavy emo stuff. I love them sm it hurts that ppl are so disgusting. They deserve the world and I am so proud to be their fan 🦊🍅💕

Khao as Ray and First as Sand: K is so naturally talented. I like his ways. I love his eyes and his smile. I like the way he and First act and be together. I like how they both cry so beautifully. I love how First can be fierce and soft. Also his expressions are so good. Their characters were a mess and they acted the part so good.

-> I realised that they don't belong on my top list of actors anymore. I mean, dont get me wrong. I appreciate and respect their acting, and their sexyness is beyond good, but I prefer others more. It's just a feeling I can't explain it further.

Neo as Boston, Mark as Nick: They did so good with their messy characters and all their deep shit. I like how it turned out at the end btw them. I like how Nick said, I can't be with u bc u are who u are but that's okay for u not for me though. I think that's so real. Also Boston is Boston, personally I couldn't be with sb like him but some will and it's okay. I can respect that.

-> Neo Mark did so good they grew on me. Especially Neo. He acted so good that we could hate Boston. U have to do that first. And Mark well the emotions were big!!!

Lookjun, Nonnie, Mond, Drake, Jennie as Cheum, April, Boeing, Gap and Yo: I love the mess around them, that Mond was Boeing was such a crazy thing. Also Drakes guest star was so sexy. The girls should have been there more. I don't know... they picked them well.

...and Mix as the first guest lol: holy shit I knew he would be there. I love him sm. And I am here for him to create chaos...and that's why..

My personal emotional ofts rambles

The emotions I had during this series were like a crazy ride. I am happy and sad and angry and a little disappointed and that's just the half of it haha. They did well. They could have done better though. Don't cut scenes just bc ppl want it, let stories tell and let them flow, be more accepting about different love lifes, different ppl different perspectives and last but not least accept failure from characters.

And at the end I would finally say my ranking of my fav characters I did a while ago and now I wanna do it again:

1. Mew (still on top sorry haha)

2. Top (yeah back on top really. All Mew said about forgiveness and that I agree)

3. Nick (just because I like that he looks after himself now!)

4. Sand (If he is there for u u won)

5. Cheum

6. Ray (how the tables have turned. I just don't like that he gets through with everything. Yah)

7. Boston (still last because I personally don't like his motives. And that is just my opinion)

And that's that. 💯 it was a ride. I am sad that this ended..

..but maybe we get Season 2 with Mix? I would watch it for sure 😆

[blkkizzat]

Hi I'm so sorry to hear about your pets. Sending love and support and I'm sure your other followers do too❤️

Thank you sm nonny! I really appreciate that 💖😭. I’ve had a lot of support from friends on here and outside of this app. Definitely feel the love.

Thankful for the wonderful people I’ve met on this app 💖🙏🏽🙏🏽

Edit— sorry nonny! This got stuck in my drafts somehow I def thought I posted it already 🫶🏽

[jinstronaut]

I Love You Emmeline‼️ You deserve the whole world actually!! Take care of yourself always.. your wellbeing is THE MOST IMPORTANT thing. Thank you for being here. I love your creations sm 💘💘😚😚🫂🫂

😭😭😭😭 i lov U nonnie!!! i try to make sure i take breaks when it feels like it’s just not worth it to be here, but it’s hard ! i do, however, appreciate ur kindness and reaching out to mail sure i’m okay 🥺 and i (mostly) am!! i just wish ppl were a lot kinder, is all 🫶🏻

[toffoliravioli]

I need you to know I have never actually watched a game of devils hockey(derogatory atm) I just jump between your blog and the nhl app if I remember and it is frankly just as if not more entertaining than a real game

Consider yourself lucky rn nonnie, you have been blessed NOT to witness this trainwreck

And omg I appreciate this sm 🥺🫶 you have no idea, I just do this blog for funsies but you all make this so much more entertaining !!! love you mwah

[kararisa]

I JUST WANTED TO SAY I LOVE MARIGOLD PROMISES SM YOUR WRITING AND PLOTS ARE SO GOOD?? and you update sm i just wanted to say i really appreciate your writing i’m obsessed 🫶🫶🫶

nonnie you got me blushing and shit 😳😳

but fr i'm glad you're enjoying my silly little smau 🫶

[just-some-random-blogger]

oh hello love! hope you remember me) it's been a pretty long time, sorry. happy new year, btw! how are you? how are your mental state? what about "Waiting For A Lifetime", i absolutely LOVE it! (no it wasn't inspired by that moodboard. i just wanted to see something like modern daemon but with the undying love? and added something to make some plot but your sexy brain made something so much more greater. thank u sm) i really can't describe everything i feel right now in english? it's just SO MUCH more than love and purest adoration! you made something bloom inside of me. i cried and for me it's the mandatory criteria of a good story. you made it feel so real? (if it makes sense) maybe the idea is cliche and cringey but you made the most fascinating fic out of it!! this inner conflict when the reader finally meets daemon? my soul of a person who works with analysing literature a lot is crying. this drama with aegon and him being a really pretty boy? my 'pretty boys lover' soul is crying. this soft daemon who's so eager to save his wife in the beginning? my 'desperate for love' soul is crying. it's the real masterpiece. and how daemon didn't remember the reader but (idk if you were inspired by my ask or it just felt right for you but) felt and this bond that just was felt?? i want to kiss your sexy sexiest brain and praise your writings and you for everything you do. (yes every writing of yours is soso beautiful i'm choking) i was going to ask if you've thought about writing part 2? but realised it's somehow works just like it is? yes i'd still be really happy to read part 2 but it's totally your choice. depends on your mental state, your will and just you? i'd be just glad to know that you've received it and know how much i love this, your sexy talented brain and you! thank you! for writing it! thank you if you want or not to ever write part 2! thank you for just writhing! thank you for you! stay hydrated, eat well and sleep tight! take care <3

NO BUT WHEN I SAW THIS I WAS SO EXCITED AND SO TOUCHED AND I HAD TO HOLD MYSELF BACK FROM HUGGING MY SCREEN LEST I BREAK IT AND NEVER GET TO WRITE FICS ON PC EVER AGAIN

HAPPY NEW YEAR I AM WELL THOUGH ANNOYED BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN HAVING ACNE BREAKOUTS EVER SINCE I MOVED AND I HATE IT I THINK MY DAD WAS RIGHT I NEED TO CLEAN MY ROOM 😭😭😭

MENTALLY i might be sharpay ^^^ but thats just cause im dramatic though lovely loves like you come around and make my heart go

(which is a good Squidward scream btw)

NAH LIKE I HAD TO GRAB MY PILLOW AND HUG IT AND SQUEAL INTO IT AND HUG IT SOME MORE, I WAS IMAGINING IT WAS YOU MODERN!DAEMON NONNIE 😭😭😭

Like you have no idea how invested I was in this prompt of yours when i saw it. Its neither cringey or cliche to me (ok maybe it is cliche but that's fine haters gon hate) You have absolutely no idea how invested I AM in it now i nearly wooshed through the second chapter bUT IT JUST WOULDN'T END and now ive trapped myself into writing a p3 i think 😭😭😭😭 not that im actually complaining im g

Im surprised you weren't inspired by the mood board i reblogged lololol HAHAHA thats cool i was a bit inspired by it so 🫶🤣

Im so so glad you recognized the inner conflict 🫶😭 not to be that person but as a writer, i always assume my readers are dumb, just cause ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ WHAT IF THEY ARE AND NO ONE GETS IT AND IN TURN IM ACTUALLY THE DUMB ONE FOR MAKING SOMETHING ABSOLUTELY NO ONE GETS 😭😭😭 I TAKE I BACK NOT DUMB JUST SLOW NO ONES DUMB HERE so yeah i appreciate that it was clear or evident there was an inner conflict and not that she didnt want to see him idk idk i mean reread the fic again (which made me fall in love with that world all over again) and thought i did a pretty good job explaining everything but like 😭 idk man u never know

IM ALSO SO SO GLAD YOU LIKED MY PRETTY BOY AEGON 😭 to be completely honest with you, he was so crusty inside and out in the show i didnt think much of him, but then i found out his actor was an absolute babe inside and out and i was like HELLO HUBBAHUBBA AWOOOGAAA

Im also really glad you liked soft!daemon. Idk i have been writing really darkly for him that i feel like i have shaved a lot of his humor and his wit and the fiery love he has for his family. Idk idk daemon is not a good man but hes also not necessarily bad thus the morally grey hottie we absolutely simp for. I felt a bit apprehensive with making him so vulnerable but i was like, yeah fine its a fic whatever i am the law here 🤠

I was definitely inspired by your prompt to make daemon not know who reader is!! I actually pondered deeply on whether or not i would go through with that and i think i even spun a wheel for it lol HAHAHHAHA IDK I DON'T REMEMBER. But yeah, they have a magic connection, literally, so Daemon had to at least recognize the feelings his past self had. That'd be too cruel i think to not add lol

So yeah if it wasnt clear, already i definitely am writing (almost finished with it in fact) a p2. I hope you come back to read it. Not to overestimate myself but i might be done with it tomorrow lol.

I am so so happy you came back to tell me your thoughts on my fic. I would love it if you did the same for the next chapter 🥺👉👈 pretty please.

ALSO ITS SO FUNNY THAT YOU SAID YOU WANNA KISS MY BRAIN COS I MEAN ACTUALLY DOING IT IS SO WEIRD I IMAGINED YOU KISSING MY JELLY BRAIN SJSJJSNSN ITS LIKE WHEN I SAID I WANTED TO KISS SOMEONE'S EYES COS THEY WERE SO PRETTY BUT THEN I IMAGINED KISSING AN EYEBALL AND JSJSMMSMSMAMS

I am honored you took the time to express yourself to me at all and in english. I appreciate it sososososo much it was clear enough for me i hear you loud and clear.

I am glad you came around though it has been a while since your request. I dont mind at all. Come back as often as you want my love.

Im also so happy you cried 🤣🤣🤣🫶🫶🫶 i love making people cry 😈😈😈 it means i did something!!!! You and i are alike!!! Crying is a good indicator for.... Enjoyment 👁️👄👁️ ... Lets not unpack that here lol

Also the fact you seem to like all my stories 😭😭😭 my genius brain is crying over the love im such a genius arent i? I love you so much

Gosh this reply is so all over the place i hope it makes sense 😭 im on mobile and woke up early and now its late and my brain is frazzled but i hope i went through everything you said and i hope you know i love you

xxx

[yuanvei]

Long message 💌 Hello Yuan! This is 🍋 anon! I woke up this morning and saw that you finally posted xo lvl 2 right when I fell asleep lol seeing the 23k wc, I knew I was in for a long ride so I rushed to do my chores in order to read it right away!

Damn, this fic was darker than I thought it was gonna be. The intro got me so hooked, it was so so good. I can’t help but feel pity for the protagonist :( I’m so invested in this story and I really felt like crying whenever she struggled.

Minji is so kind, I’m worried what will happen to her. I have a theory about Minji but I could be wrong and just overthinking it. Also, I love Hee’s character! His conversation with the protagonist was kinda funny to me. When he stayed behind after Minji and Jungwon left, I already guessed what the poll was going to be about and DREADED it. This is so hard! What if we choose the wrong thing?? Also, I loved the song references you sneaked in there 👀

Iirc, you said back then you wouldn’t write for Enha anymore (maybe excluding Jungwon), but seeing your recent posts, I guess you changed your mind. You’re my fave writer fr. I love Jungwon so much and I’m thankful he’s your muse (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) Have you seen En-Drama? It’s how I imagined the members throughout the whole time reading. XO (and your works in general) would be a huge hit if it was a drama, you’re THAT good.

I also wanna say that your layout is immaculate. And please don’t ever doubt or downplay your writing because it’s beyond just amazing. Trust me. It’s so immersive and really draws you in. Magnetic, if I may say. I aspire and strive to be a writer as good as you are. You’re definitely gonna be a successful mangaka someday.

I’m already excited (and nervous!) for the upcoming levels even though we have to wait for a while. I know this fic took a long time to create and you said you’ll do your other film projects so I hope you get some good rest and good luck with your studies as well! Keep safe always, and we love you 💓

🍋 nonnie !! :(( i cried lol- u have no idea how my heart dropped when i saw this ask from my notifs cuz like i was rlly sad bc there's barely any anon ask beside yours, so i thought ys;xo flops bc no one is interested enough to talk about it.. but your ask RLLY MADE MY DAYY THANK YOUUU SM FOR THIS SWEET MESSAGE<33 im vv grateful for u for taking your time to write this 🫶🫶

i'm so glad you love the intro as much as i do!! and the fact that u feel sm for the protagonist too, she is prob one of my complex protagonists as of now. and it's only going to get rlly rlly dark w the upcoming levels.

you can tell me more bout your theories hehe but i won't be able to tell more bc no spoilers 🤫🤫 im glad hee's character was lovable bc i keep giggling as well while writing his scene w mc >< ALSO IM HAPPY U NOTICE THE SONG REFERENCES

oh about enha, yep tbh I've kind of lose interest in them n and jungwon was the only reason why im still around but i have to say this comeback w xo and brought the heat back is def my fav !! not to mention that jake is looking too good recently—very much influenced by a cantonese film i've watched recently. 🤭

and about en-drama — i don't rlly catch up w enha's updates apart from their mvs & comebacks, I've seen en-drama many times on my yt but it doesn't rlly catch my interest, however i might watch it one of these days to get an inspo for ys;xo :D BUT YOU'RE SO GOOD TO ME THANK YOUU ,, i'm very happy that u think so :((

i'm glad u like my layout btw !! 😭 and once again thank you thank you VERY MUCHHH for all these encouraging words, i appreciate it from the bottom of my heart 🫠🫶 it's so sweet of u to spend sm of your time writing this and it's making me emotional lol ,, and yes you're going to become an amazing writer too, maybe even more better than me ! >:)) it's going to be a journey, but fighting and ik u can do it !! 🫶 and the mangaka part PLS ill keep these words forever in my heart I WILL ALWAYS COME BACK TO THIS THANK UUU

you're very kind 😭😭 im so happy you're around 🍋 anonnie,, i'll make to sure deliver a more better story thru xo level 3 !! have a good rest too !! stay safe, and take care 🥹🫶

[cheolhub]

Hii I came across ur blog and im OBSESSED. Especially w ur DK fics please i love it sm omg ur one of the authors I’ve come across w fics that just make sense like i literally couldnt stop thinking ab it for DAYSSS 😵‍💫 there’s just smth ab ur writing that captures their essence and idk its just so satisfying to read all ur works 🥹 thank u for ur service soldier u really are talented pls keep doing what makes u happy 🫶

DAYS? U THOUGHT ABT MY FICS FOR DAYS? what the hell, im shocked 😭 thank you so much nonnie!! i appreciate this message so so so much 🥹💘 i love you and im really happy u enjoyed reading !!

[fairybinie]

hihi 🫶 anon here !!! omg the new chapter kai is back 🥹🥹 so happy he is !! now literally everyone but yeonbin are back..,,,,, i need them to get it together Immediately frfr. i do kinda hope that once they recognize their faults though they arent forgiven like immediately tbh?? like so they have to work to actually rebuild a level of trust and earn forgiveness, bc even though y/n misses them they still were def hurt by the stuff they said and did and the way they’re Still acting 💔💔 and taehyun and sieun deserve friend of the year awards each bc they’ve both put up w stuff and yet do their best to solve as much as they can theyre seriously so real 🫶 siehyun supremacy!! also this is very off topic but i LOVE the way u characterize beomgyu hes so funny while still being well developed omg i just love your writing. i loved the new chapter sm as always !! have a wonderful day :D 💖💖

hello my beloved 🥹 and you’re definitely onto something with the first thing, they really do need time to heal before things go back to the way they were </3 i’ve been seeing so much love for sieun and taehyun and well deserved honestly i would k1ll to have friends like that!! AND STOP i don’t think anyone’s complimented me like that before??!:3$&/&: how do i accept this compliment sjsjsnsns but thank you oml!! tbh i didn’t even realize but yes beomgyu can be our comedic relief while still adding value to the story 🫶🏻 i love seeing your messages thank you so much for the love nonnie i appreciate it sm and i hope you’re having a wonderful day too 💙

[cemeterybrat]

THANK U FOR MONSTER HIGH CCC UR CC IS THE BEST

aww omg thank you sm!! appreciate you nonny <33 i loved doing the corsets 🫶🏻

[fairybinie]

HI VAL!! 🐱 ANON IS BACK!!! I’ve been so bz with assignments I only caught up to the latest chap of copyccino😭😭 HOW ARE YOU!! I hope youre doing fine my dear🫶🏻

THAT TAEHYUN CONTENT AAAA MY HEART IS ALL WARM AND FUZZY🥰 i love it sm its so wholesome💗 youre an amazing writer, i’m not sure if anyone has said this but you are! Your content is amazing its so realistic and wholesome its what i love to read🥺 hands down one of the best and i’ll be here to support you✊🏻

🐱 Anon~

MY NONNIE i’ve missed you omg 🥹 and no worries!! i hope you’re doing well with your assignments and you’re not working yourself too hard bc you need breaks too 🤬🤬 IVE BEEN WELL!! haven’t done much this week but i have some big assignments coming up so i’m just hoping for this semester to end </3 AND DONT WORRY ABOUT NOT CATCHING UP i haven’t updated since that chapter i believe but i’m working to get one out by monday! omg pls this comment means so much to me the way you worded it i’m so 🥺🥺 thank you so much for reading i appreciate your support so much <3