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💥📣 BLITZO SUX
#happy apology tour month#happy possible apology tour weekend??? i don’t have high hopes tbh but still#my art#helluva boss#helluva stolas#helluva verosika#verosika mayday#i’ve been so excited for this episode ever since the episode names dropped#honestly been looking forward to this more than the full moon ep LMAOOO#this one and ghost fuckers 💯💯 for fucking real…#stolas goetia hb#helluva fanart#apology tour#artists on tumblr#spiritually:#stolitz#blitzika#helluva boss apology tour
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the crucible (1953) - arthur miller
“ough”
#ough#ok#i know i literally never fucking post#but um#i will not be as active#i am genuinely very sorry#idk#im just kind of having a rough time#who isnt tbh#but anyway#this is my warning and also my apology for this#sorry#blackout poetry
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"it's showtime!"
#art#mcyt#hgcz#hotguy comics zine#hgcz roleswapverse#hgczrsv#grian#goodtimeswithscar#i'd apologize to everyone for the fact that my blog has been nothing but hgcz/roleswap#but i'm not sorry and i'm not going to stop anytime soon#i cannot help that i am simply obsessed with them#there are so many shading/lighting inconsistencies but also this was supposed to be a doodle so i'm choosing to ignore them#also shoutout to grian's tiny hat#most important detail tbh
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so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.
first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.
it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.
and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.
you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.
and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.
your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.
in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.
in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.
so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.
you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.
once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.
and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"
you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?
hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!
you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.
we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?
#where's the word woman in this u might wonder if u suck#good news i am nonbinary and have a uterus so that is something that can happen#im also gender fluid tho which means im immune to certain psychic damage bc if u call me a woman i'll be like <3 okay <3#writeblr#the tightrope of ''ppl need access to this''#and like also#''what the fuck is going on over there'' is like. so difficult as an activist#i was <3 punctured <3 during mine#and almost bled out on the table :) they didn't have anyone standing by bc it's ''just a little insertion''#so i started crashing and i vaguely remember apologizing for the fuss as i heard my heart rate monitor start going <3 tachycardic <3#she wasn't even a bad doctor tbh#ps btw the reason i even HAD a heart monitor is that i have a genuine heart condition and they knew GOING IN that there was a chance#i'd crash on the table#like my heart just likes to do fun little tricks and <3 stop working <3 (i do not want to discuss the specifics ty i am okay im ontop of it#and they were like 'oh u will be fine' and then she did do a puncture thru my uterus . pop!#and im sitting there dizzy and feeling my heartrate start to drop bc it feels almost. beautiful. like. the whole ground just#woosh! out from under you. and shit is like grey's anatomy. i'm looking up at her grey eyes#she's old she wears this nice shawl she's like got Cool Lesbian vibes and people are sprinting into the room#from other parts of the clinic unrelated to me. while the monitor is like a little aria singing#and shes like hey youre okay stay awake stay with me something went wrong we have to keep trying#and i remember thinking - i was trying to think of nice things. i have so many beautiful places that now overlap#with this terrible memory#i became dimly aware that there was too much on her wrists and hands. like#that was too many liters#and then when they had finished all this. i packed up and drove myself home#i have had (bad thing) happen to me. and the same feeling happened after#that numb almost lamblike bleating. you cry without noise. like. ur body is so shocked and ur mind so empty#you just stare at the road and everything everything is happening behind glass and static and you are standing so far away from it#while you hold ur hands at 10 and 2. and something in ur brain is SCREAMING at you - IT WAS BAD AND IT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED#and ur just watching the alarms in your body going off and youre thinking. a little pinch! ha. i think i just lost something important.
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assorted wips again
1. anchan space buns!!
2. emo arisato twins + ryomina and akiham
3. mzen x p3
4. suzalulu sketch dump
5. suzalulu + souyo (eng voice actor joke)
#cat’s art#prsk#an shiraishi#vbs#project sekai#persona 3#ryomina#akiham#kotone shiomi#makoto yuki#akihiko sanada#ryoji mochizuki#code geass#lelouch lamperouge#lelouch vi britannia#suzaku kururugi#suzalulu#souyo#persona 4#hmm i might delete some tags later. too many#apologies i have been on a big code geass kick. i love lelouch#but since there’s like 3 people left that like code geass i feel kinda shy#i kinda wanna just dump any of my future code geass stuff in a separate sideblog tbh#but then idk if it matters that much? is this my everything art blog or most things art blog#anyways. it’s not art block these days just mental ones :/ trying to get over the less-than-kind things i’ve been telling myself#whatever. please enjoy the sketches until i have better to offer
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From Asagiri’s “Reception of Modern Literature” lecture at Chuo University’s Hakumon Festival. It's quite interesting, so sharing it here. It's confirmed that there'll be more arcs after this one is finished!
#(Just to be clear I'm not the author of the translation. I'm not even sure where the lecture transcript can be found tbh)#osamu dazai#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd osamu dazai and the dark era#bsd beast#I can't put the images side by side because otherwise the source gets discarded 😔 So apologies for the long post
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𝐍𝐨 𝐍𝐮𝐭 𝐍𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 (𝐉𝐉𝐊 𝐌𝐞𝐧)
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I can guarantee you that this man can barely get past the 3rd day mark if we're being lucky, he's literally infatuated with you, having to have atleast something related to his beloved around him at all times. It's honestly crazy. Especially since this time you kicked him out of the bed as a punishment for failing last year's try. Only promoting him to lose control quicker.
He can barely even watch you prance around the house without the thought of bending you over and making you pay for kicking him out of the bed. Two ends colliding between each other as he tried to keep calm, but how could he when he had his soulmate In front of him, Gummy walls keeping him locked inside, pumping his thick essence in and out of your poor hole stretching you out to the max as it had been days since he's last done this.
ɴᴀɴᴀᴍɪ
I feel like he'd be the best out of all of them, just because he was trained to be more patient and resistant when it came to his urges, from him opposite from his counterpart Gojo, he's got way more self restraint, taking a whole 2 weeks at maximum for him to start asking more frantically.
ɢᴇᴛᴏ
I can tell you that he's better than his best friend but he's still not on par with Nanami despite how he seems. If anything I feel like he'd have a maximum of a week at best, just because he's more accustomed to having spent long times away from you. I feel like it would be an accident that you two had sex, completely forgetting about the challenge till after the pair of you were practically dozing off.
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That bastard can barley wait for shit, he's got a maximum of 4 days if we're feeling nice, due to his workforce he spends most of his time at home, sleeping, eating or having sex. And after he's don't the first two options he always comes to you, it's really hard to ignore him as he gets so close and physical, hands around your waist, rubbing your abdomen or hands rising your shirt up.
ꜱᴜᴋᴜɴᴀ
That guy never takes orders from anyone but himself, so why would he even bother to start the challenge, he knows he won't be able to finish it. But still wants to give it a go after you dared to say that other people were going to compete, wanting to be the best at everything he started off weak but got stronger through the days, maybe because he was accustomed to it but either way he ultimately failed on the 7th day, the temptation from you was too much, though you would admit that it was slightly rigged as you were the one to get physical with him,
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I feel like he'd be the type to accidentally not do it, just because he's so desperate for you that he resorts to jerking off to nudes of you, not actually realising that he can't cum for the whole month and that it didn't just need to be inside of you.
#i came back for November🥳#tbh i dont have an excuse to why iw asnt posting#apologies#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#jjk x reader smut#satoru gojo smut#gojo smut#geto smut#suguru geto smut#toji fushiguro smut#toji smut#toji zenin#choso smut#nanami smut#kento nanami smut#sukuna smut#sukuna ryomen smut#satoru smut#satoru gojo#gojou satoru x reader#geto x reader#jjk geto#nanami jujutsu kaisen#sukuna x reader#ryomen sukuna#choso x reader#jjk choso#no nut november#𝐋𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚
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wait so someone hacked ur account, sold it so someone, but that someone doesnt have access to the account??? and the person who hacked it is posting the porn bot things? or is it the person ur talking with...
someone hacked my account and then sold it to a different person. that person is now (allegedly) planning to make up the money they spent on my account by posting porn tweets, and once they do they're going to give me back my account (allegedly)
#wolfy tedtalks#i hold no ill will tbh#they were nice enough to delete my art when i asked them to and also apologized LOL
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They're everything to me
#mario#princess peach#mareach#smb#mar10 day#my art#ughajjdhdkahjd this was very self indulgent and tbh im pretty embarrassed abt it lol#also apologies for the long winded dialogue#update: i have grown to HATE this comic >:( i rushed it super bad bc i just wanted to be done with it#and some of the panels suffered immensely and i just want to fix them
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"Be a good mongrel and stay. Down."
#elden ring#shadow of the erdtree#messmer the impaler#messmer#torin#tarnished oc#messmer x tarnished#ace draws#tw blood#was working on other things and suddenly had to draw this in a frenzy#literally the “i'll cut your throat” “you're beautiful” meme#they're both Going Thru It#i'm still v fine and normal abt this man#never had so much fun getting destroyed lmao#i spent entirely too much time on this but anything for my boys :'^)#i may owe hornsent an apology for not summoning him for messmer's boss fight#but tbh there was no way i was going to share lol
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Been playing In Stars and Time and I wanted to learn how to draw Siffrin
#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#my art#a very fun game tbh and Siffrin is so fun to draw#apologies if you cant read my writing i did my best#also this is a Siffrin page so im not tagging the other guys#i need to make doodle pages for them too
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rewatching TOH cause i only got up until s2e10 and then forgot everything that happened / follow for more uh?? this
#tbh i dont have edric and emira headcanons yet but#alador and odalia are bi4bi#check back later once i finish the show#my apologies if this has been done before djbdh i havent engaged with the fandom at all yet#the owl house#toh#amity blight#emira blight#edric blight#odalia blight#lumity#art#my art#toh fanart#toh meme#lmao
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tgcf book spoilers, but one mu qing and xie lian snippet that I think about a lot is this one, at the start of xie lian’s second banishment when he’s surprised to hear mu qing being described as generous and kind:
as opposed to this memory from before his first ascension when mu qing started giving out cherries to the kids in the city:
I think it just really goes to show 1) how deeply mq’s actions truly affected xl and what he thought of him, but also 2) just how different mq and xl are fundamentally in the way that they think and approach things.
I don’t have a lot of commentary on xl that hasn’t already been said, but bc we get the story from xl’s pov, we see a lot of mq’s actions being framed as selfish or suspicious (which is fair, bc again, we know how much his actions hurt xl), but we also see a lot of misconstrued kindness, like in book 8 where it’s revealed that he knocked out fx in order to save him. it’s also pretty obvious how much mq still cares abt xl, with how quickly he volunteers as fu yao and the lengths he goes to protect him when he deems hc a threat, so I also think it’s very likely that mq leaving the trio first was exactly what he said it was — that he thought becoming a junior official, ascending quickly, would be the best way to take care of not just his mother, but also xl, fx, the king and queen, and himself, and so in a way, him leaving was him acting on his kindness. but ofc it doesn’t work out, and he spends the next 800 years fighting w/ fx about it, defending himself, his decisions, and his kindness, and nitpicking the accuracies of his statues while he himself remains completely misunderstood by the two people he probably cares abt the most.
and idk, I guess I just think that’s probably a really lonely way to spend 800 years.
#idk where I was going w this actually#but misunderstood mq who cares so much abt how he’s perceived is smth that I think abt a lot#really resonates w my eldest daughter scapegoat of the family trauma tbh#also to be clear I don’t think xl was in the wrong for chasing him away either#I think they were both just twenty year olds doing their best in a situation that twenty year olds shouldn’t have to face#that said I do think it’s hilarious and incredible that fq spent 800 years beating each other up instead of having one (1) conversation#anyway! I love all three of them! I’m glad they get a happy post canon!#oh also I think mq deserved more than just a ‘just so u know dianxia never thought that poorly of u! just be normal!’#i think he deserves an apology actually#tgcf#tgcf spoilers#mu qing#xie lian#feng xin#xianle trio#yams thoughts
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CLOSE COLLABS with TOM HOLLAND
#tom holland#andrew garfield#tobey maguire#spider-man#thollandedit#marvelcastedit#marveledit#fyeahspiderman#chewieblog#userbbelcher#*#spideycentral#mcufam#HE'S SO INSUFFERABLEKSJKDSF#/j#i didn't even know this was an ongoing discourse tbh#also i apologize for the coloring#the lighting in this video was not that great and i simply did not bother to fix it
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"Rude. (2/2)"
This was a shitpost, but I accidentally made it too realistic.
The shitposty part of this was supposed to be what Ceroba said in the previous comic and how absurd it was but even with it's.. yikes.
My craving for ansgt is so bad when I try to make a shitpost it becomes depressing ... (´。_。`" )
Chapters: One || Two
#LM art#undertale yellow#undertale yellow comic#uty#uty ceroba#uty starlo#uty martlet#uty dalv#uty clover#uty ed#uty mooch#uty moray#uty ace#uty decibat#uty penilla#angst#tw#trigger warning#artists on tumblr#ganna mention when i posted the prev chapter in the subreddit they really wanted ceroba to apologize lol so i rushed in making this#could've been more emotional tbh#I didn't make a storyboard for this unfortunately#also think of this and the prev chapter as filler and it never happened LMAOO HAHAHAHAH#Ceroba never yelled at Clover in Ba Sing Se /ref
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Palestinian Fundraisers - Less than Halfway to their Goals
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Fundraisers that I have donated to and/or who have reached out to me. All have been verified by another blogger (usually Palestinian) or were listed on Operation Olive Branch/another initiative, unless where specified.
Please donate if you can, or reblog/share elsewhere. I would love to see this list get smaller from campaigns reaching their goals! Last Update: 30 Sep
Alaa Sabry Abu Marahil - €180 / €80,000 Last donation two months ago
Marah Atallah - $7,670 / $27,000 USD Last donation two days ago
Hasan Ali Ayyad - kr218,085 SEK / kr500,000 Last donation two months ago
Reham AL Jarrah - €5,214 / €49,000 Last donation three days ago
Samira Akkila - €2,744 / €30,000 Last donation five days ago
Mohammed Hussein Ismaeel - €10,198 / €25,000
Malak Dader - €6,868 / €25,000 Last donation two days ago
Raneen Ibrahim - €9,294 / €80,000 Last donation a day ago
Sarah Zidan (unvetted but likely legitimate) - €3,423 / €35,000 Few recent donations
Mahmoud Halas - €12,299 / €50,000 Last donation two days ago
Waseem Abusafi - €3,335 / €15,000 Few recent donations
Ahmed Helles - €18,819 / €80,000 Few recent donations
Ahmed Jehad - $5,612 / $40,000 CAD Few recent donations
Mahmoud Alkhaldi (shared by 90-ghost) - $15,615 / $50,000
Mahmoud Baalou - $15,445 / $50,000 USD
Mohammed Naser Ayyad (unvetted but likely legitimate) - €5,902 / €38,000 Few recent donations
Mohammed Atallah - €19,325 / €82,000
Eman Zaqout - $31,549 / $40,000 CAD
Nasser Abu Aker - €3,071 / €12,000
Hassan - $8,787 / $60,000 Few recent donations
Fundraisers More than Halfway to their Goals
#i know there's already a lot of lists out there#and tbh this is greatly for my own organisation/tracking purposes#but i hope others can also find use for this too#palestine#gaza#from the river to the sea#gofundme#donations#edit: splitting into two lists#also apologies that i've only provided plain text for the header
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