#i apoligize

[tansyuduri]

I'm getting self concious and wondering if I write too much whump.

I'm sorry guys I just have had high amonia for the last few days and before that the WORST sesrory meltdown I have ever had. I need somone to tell my anxiety brain to shut up and I in fact do not write too much whump.

[formerlyknownas-delight]

I planned to bring my diary but forgot so here goes

I haven’t been in contact with my grandmother for a couple of years now. And honestly it’s a relief.

But it’s also messy bc she doesn’t accept that boundary I set, and (and this i realized only recently) because it doesn’t fit an orderly narrative of “rightwing relative uninvited queer person from holidays due to homophobia”.

She keeps opening the metaphorical door for me, pressuring me into making peace with her neonazi son, forcing hugs and gifts and conversations about forgiveness and tolerance upon me that I have to perpetually reject. So over and over, I am put in the role of the coldhearted agressor who shuts out family members “for nothing but different opinions”. Meanwhile she and my uncle can be oh so civil and accepting of my lifestyle, because, after all they never “did” anything wrong to me or anyone specific. She did come to my wedding! He would have, too! So why oh why must I be so cruel and narrowminded to shut them out?! Just because he is a literal, electable candidate of a far-right party that works to pull the carpet out from under me and people I love and that wouldn’t have given me any civil rights to begin with if they had a say??? And rationally I know that is bullshit, and that I did my best to explain my position several times and that it is she who just won’t listen to anything I said. That it should go without explanation that I obviously can’t have a positive relationship with people who hold such opinions and do actual hateful activism. And yet, emotionally, it’s difficult to feel in the right if she so convincingly plays the hurt and wronged party. What morally good granddaughter would behave the way I do despite being given so many upportunities to make peace, after all? I myself don’t know how to hold that in my brain, despite being on my side. No conclusion, just my most recent thoughts on why I still spend hours lying awake about this.

[ohnonotthehorrors]

I love the fact that everyone being so accepting of everyone else’s task related quirks is coming back to bite them.

Lizzie couldn’t get a single person to accuse her! Not a single one! And Of Course they didn’t, because they’re trying to help. Just below the surface they want to help Lizzie, or at least not hurt her, so of course they wouldn’t call her out and risk causing her problems.

And Jimmy! In his own words “people were so accommodating” to the point no one would kick him out! Everyone respected weird behavior as ‘being a task’ so no one tried to kick him out. They were literally too nice.

And can I just say how genius those tasks Are? The game is literally punishing people for… being too nice, for working together.

These are tasks that are perfectly reminding players “no, you’re enemies, you’re not supposed to be nice” by twisting that kindness against the person they thought they were helping.

When Grian said ‘okay, no more helping people’ the world decided to Mean It.

[ninaninato]

My love for robots is getting a little concerning :3

EDIT: NSFW VERSION ON HERE 🗣🗣‼️‼️‼️🦅🦅🦅 HOPE YOU ENJOY ‼️‼️‼️‼️ https://www.pillowfort.social/posts/4402152

[localicecreambiter]

as promised, here's the little doodle dump

this au is so dumb and sparked from my want to draw a fairy

pro tip chat, don't insult a great fairy

[anis-sketches]

Doll dca magma doodles from

Doll dca belongs to @strawberrytamii!

sappy y/n stuff below.

:>

[turnipoddity]

Everytime you post a new Chainshipping thing, they get more and more ooc. And we’re all so lost in the sauce we go along with it. You could seriously post Miku binder levels of oocness and everybody would now view it as cannon…. Do youSEE THE POWERS YOU HAVE????

SOMEONE ALREADY DID THAT I THINK LMAO

[yeahiguess3232]

Do y'all ever think about angry Henry 👀

[pink-key]

aaa could you tell us more abt oli?

Oh man oh boy oh man! I don't know how to present him, or what to tell about him. The reason why and how he kills is stated as clearly as I could do it in the story. Feel free to send questions about him lmao. Here are fun facts/summary of some aspects of Oli. Like his personality, style and such. Warning: long very very cringe answer lmaoooo

Since he's a psychopath (has no empathy, remorse, lacks morals), he spent his childhood observing people's behavior so he would understand how to act accordingly, to look "normal".

He understood that he can act in ways that would benefit him. He can act shy, outgoing, cold, etc. with people. Got him out of some difficult situations.

Sometimes he reads the room bad tho lmao

By the way, did you know this computer programmer student really likes the color green???!?

After murdering someone and getting rid of evidence, he feels refreshed, energized and productive for some time..until his anger bubbles up and becomes the desire to kill again.

Oh yeah, his favorite being is his lil tomato plant in his room.

[skitskatdacat63]

2023 Las Vegas Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso

[certified-muppet-enjoyer]

chappell beaker? chappell meep? beaker roan?

what can we call her? <3

[flowiehowie]

Daggerheart monkey boy

So despite having no one to play it with i have been reading the daggerheart open beta materials and took a crack at making a character to see how it feels. And let me say I typically prefer way more crunchier systems like 5e and Pathfinder and Star wars (All more or less the same system which shows how boring i am), so I thought i would find it quick and boring with no real investment. And it was quick, but in a really good way??? I quickly figured out what I wanted and with the tools available to me already feel like I'm making great strides, as compared with dnd5e where it feels like you have to wait till 3rd level to get juicy. This system is just fun out of the gate. I made a Wildborne Simiah named Sage, and he is of course based around Sun Wukong the Monkey King. I wanted him to be hard to hit and hit heard, so I went with Ranger with the Wayfinder subclass, and at level 1 his Evasiveness was 14, and when I bumped him up a level to see what that was like I got it up to sixteen. And instead of giving him a shortbow like suggested I gave him a quarterstaff for the ~~vibe~~ and don't regret it. With my high agility score and I can quickly close distance, hit losers with a 2d10+ instinct weapon, throw on a additional 1d6 with rangers focus from my class feat, and uh oh I still somehow not do enough damage? I spend stress and yesss I did. Apex Predator allows me to never hit below their minor damage threshold. Oh and guess what? With the ferocity feat and one point of hope my Evasion is temporarily increased by how much hitpoints I knocked off an opponent. Meaning I just became that little kid in play fights going 'nuh uh you cant hit me I have super power shield blah blah blah' and then proceed to whack you with my stick. I am level 2 and feel so much closer to the Sun Wukong fantasy with a ranger than I ever did with a 5e monk. Thank you Mathew and the Daggerheart team. I have created a terror that exists only in my mind and thats whats gonna get me through work for the coming weeks. I like to think of him as only 3 feet too. If that helps.

[mostofthingsmostofthetime]

Have some Heartstopper memes

Tao, after getting hit in the face by a ball:

Imogen for no reason:

Isaac bailing on movie night like:

The show trying to be cute by having Nick zoom in on Charlie's face when going through pics of their day together

Me not able to focus on anything except how big Charlie's teeth look:

Nick to Harry:

Nick during the entirety of his & Charlie's first kiss:

Me when Imogen kept asking who Nick was texting:

Me when Imogen starts flirting with Nick:

Nellie in the snow:

Nick agreeing to go on a date with Imogen:

[fernnshxj]

If it’s not too much to ask, how would it be like if Miori was born in modern times or, dare I say, was reincarnated in modern times? Would anything be different from the original and the reincarnation?

(Definitely not asking because I see her being friends with Joan’s reincarnation, noooo-)

dunno if she’d be reincarnated since audra/the y/n from the fic is her descendant so idk how that would work BUUUUUT modern aus are fun so

i think she’d be some sorta librarian/historian i feel like she’d be studious lol

other than that i don’t really see her being tied to the general plot of the fic, if she were to be. idk she’s a silly im outta ideas HRHHDHDHJC

[feelingtheaster99]

Marinette Dupain-Cheng deserves like an EPISODE LENGTH apology from the whole class for not believing her about Lila

Honestly especially Alya for constantly GASLIGHTING her about Marinette’s dislike and disbelief of Lila purely stemming from jealousy when the WRITING WAS ON THE WALL

[dumblemonchickenwing]

@gummy-worms-in-my-brain wanted to draw another one