#i am.just in Pain

[friedricebunny]

In my struggle to get out of the house to study more and get away from my parents for a bit, I'm learning that libraries always have the worst hours on Friday

[orcelito]

Ok triple vaccine is kicking my ass. Now. I am.now grateful that I scheduled it with a day off after

[renee-writer]

I Hear You Are Always Drunk in the Afternoon Chapter 35

"I am so so sorry." She sobs against her uncle's neck as he holds her awkwardly against him.

"Shhh, my lamb. All is forgiven. Are you sober now?" She looks up tears still streaming down her face.

"Yes, for three months and 29 days."

"I am so proud of you. I knew you could do it."

"It is why I didn't respond. First because I was to drunk. Then because I was in in-patient recovery."

"I do understand. I am.just so glad you got here in time."

"I was so scared I wouldn't. Jamie kept reasuring.."

"Sorry Jamie?"

"Oh, where is my head? Jamie. James Fraser. He is my fiancee."

"Hello sir." Jamie steps out of the shadows where he had been hidden, allowing Claire the time she needed.

"Come closer." He does. "Do you understand what my niece is going through?"

"I do. It is how we meet. I am a paramedic and..." He tells him all. Even about Mary wanting no secrets with Claire's uncle and father figure.

"Well, you seem to be the proper person for her. I am quite happy to see you settled lamb."

"He is everything. We are very happy together."

"I can see. When is the wedding?"

"I want to make a year. That is what is advised."

"I understand." But his sigh says otherwise.

"What is it Uncle Lamb? Are you getting tired, in pain?"

"Always to both. Ii is nothing. You are right to wait. It is just.."

"Yes?"

"I just would love to see it. To be present."

"Ohhhh." She starts crying again and Jamie takes her in his arms. He holds her tight as he asks Lambert Beauchamp,

"How long sir? Did they say?"

"A week at the most. I have been holding out for Claire." Her sobs get louder. "Don't lamb. Don't grief so hard for me. I am dying happy. I see you, settled and sober, with a good man who will see you safe. I have lived a fine , long life. I am so tired. I am ready."

"Don't go!" She calls out.

"No. Not yet. We have some time."

"I've an idea. A.way for you to be present and Claire still wait."

"How?" Claire asks.

"Have you heard of handfasting?"

"I have." Lambert says. "What a brilliant solution. You've a smart one Claire."

"What is handfasting?"

"A Celtic ancient marriage cermony. Involves some Ghaildhig and a blood vow. It won't be legal outside Scottish culture but will allow your Uncle Lamb to be present at commitment cermony."

"Let's do it."

"Will have to arrange a few things. Tomorrow?" He looks to them both.

"I will be here." Lambert assures him.

"Tomorrow works. How much Ghaildhig?"

"Just a few lines. I will teach them to you. I have to make some arrangments. I will be back."

"Okay. I love you Jamie."

"I love you mon ghairde." He kisses her, squeezes Lambert's hand, and slips out.

[alderferamarey1997]

I Want My Ex Back How Do I Do It Eye-Opening Tips

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Take Your Ex Back Or Mop The Sea

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Will My Ex Come Back After 8 Months

[hesocrooked]

There is something wrong with me...or I am.just wrong.

I have been there for 4 and a half years and I am still making mistake after mistake after mistake.

Being belittled in front of colleagues by my supervisors, being laughes at, being made to feel worthless in myself and my capabilities.

Yes I am a fuck up, I am trying, it takes me time, I am not perfect, I am not like the others, I am not strong, I am weak.

But my skills and talents lay elsewhere, but, even my strengths are pulling me down. I am being hated and alienated for it, that I get preference in certain kinds of work than others.

They make me feel like what I am doing right is not welcome, that I am a teachers pet.

I work in a first in first served job with no guarantees, they hate that I am preferred in some aspects and get the most work, they hate me because someone likes me.

Its not healthy, I hate it, I hate the lot of them, it pains me everyday to get out of bed, it hurts me everyday to place on the uniform, hiding my feathers, my colours, my spirit and turning me grey.

They suck the life from me, I used to be strong, I used to be good, now I am weak and sick.

They hate me, they scold me and scorn me, yes I fuck up, yes I am weak but you also made me so, teaching me one thing then saying a week later that what I am doing is wrong and we've never done it that way before.

Theey lie to me, they use my forgetfulness against me, they use and abuse me.