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You know it's getting series when I make a febuwhump folder in my drive
i write all my challenge fics in the same document and then finish the month with like 60k and having to scroll forever to find the right fic on the right day
#i am writing a second fic currently#the prompt list is not out#the prompt poll is not finished#i am determined to be ahead of all of you#asks
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Not to be a total asshole here but if I get one more "I need more! give me more!" comment on my Platonic Sugar Baby Buddie AU, it's going away. It has literally been two weeks since my last update, during which time I've been working on another fanfic, finishing up my second part-time job, working a full-time job, and being an adult with a full life.
I have never experienced this amount of whining in my entire time in this fandom and I can only presume that it's new people to the fandom who have an appalling lack of etiquette.
It's literally people just saying "give me more! I want more! hurry up!" And while none of you are at all entitled to my personal business, it sure doesn't help the depressive episode I'm in that y'all are doing this.
I love sharing my fics with you guys, and I love the enthusiasm and joy that you have for my writing. But the sudden influx of demands for sequels, for specific scenes in fics, unprompted fic, smut, and chapter suggestions, and now just outright demanding like a toddler for an update is disheartening, annoying, and the opposite of encouraging.
Please stop. Please. Please stop.
#lincoln writes stuff#lincoln rants#you think I don't feel bad not updating regularly?#you think I don't wish I could post a chapter every few days for you?#I spent two months working three jobs#and JUST wrapped up my second job#I'm currently on my period dying of cramps#what the fuck do you want from me?#if you all want to pay me so I can just write fic for you all then great I have a ko-fi and a Patreon hop to it#I am EXHAUSTED fucking hell#oh! and the icing on the cake?#I'VE BEEN WORKING ON ANOTHER BUDDIE FIC FOR YOU ALL THIS ENTIRE TIME#my muse wanted to work on The Gang Plays D&D so I was#I'M LITERALLY STILL MAKING STUFF FOR YOU UNGRATEFUL BRATS#I will probably delete this later when I have calmed down
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"while under the influence of Wuthering Heights" that's really a real phenomena huh like that's a real thing that just happens to you after you read wuthering heights
#idk who jim stienman is but im going to refer to my current life this way#i am deeply under the influence of wuthering heights#im sorry im deeply unwell#none of you are writing enough wuthering heights fan fiction by the way#fab talks#fabtalks#i can't write wuthering heights fan fic but like someone else should someone should write me a like#idk 100k companion side piece idk about what#something i guess asdfghjk i want more where is more#emily brontë what was your second book about charlotte brontë i want a fucking word with you#idk how im meant to go on gkfkdjdhshsjs#the real gothic romance about idk obsession and what not is the way i keep thinking about this book#also the gothic romance of the book but also that one
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transfem scott getting lots of support from ramona and kim in the early 2000's when shit's very taboo but they all 3 have a fire forged bond and lord if they aren't going to make sure they're all as happy as they can be because they've come this far and I dunno it just makes me happy all three of them
YES YES YES
It makes me very happy as well,,
Like I've said before. General Trans Scott enthusiast here- I love the idea of their little support network *violent coughing* I (we?) mean polycule *violent coughing* so fucking much.
Ramona I think has a bit of a more gentle hand with reassuring Scott with gender issues, but sometimes she just can't help herself from some pointed banter or teasing- how could you with someone so dense? (Said w affection)
And then Kim I think is more blunt. But like, in a good way mostly, you know? The kinda blunt that makes you snap to attention and go "Oh. Yeah that was silly of me." And if Ramona's started some sort of banter? Kim is SO piling on. Maybe sometimes she's a bit TOO blunt with it- but it's only because she's so firm in her support. She wants Scott to Get It Together- and be happier for it. So if some ribbing now and again is in order, then goddamnit she will do so! Anything to crack that shell.
And ohhh can you imagine how they would react to some transphobic bullshit?? Unholy terror would be driven into the offender before they walk off with an absurd amount of coins between them. I can feel it in my bones. Scott doesn't even have to lift a finger (if the transphobe is even noticed/processed at all, bc I honestly can see Scott just. Not realizing someone's being transphobic.) Kim giving someone a lashing with her tongue as distraction and then Ramona coming in with the hammer- BAM! Free Money! Paying literally with your life for your transphobia. A Better And Just World.
And of course (transfem Scott more specifically, here,) the way Scott would start to flourish under their support... cagey and maybe a little (perhaps a lot-) resistant to start- but Kim's blunt affirmations and no nonsense attitude for bullshit (which is what Scott insisting on "being cis" would be, c'mon now,) and Ramona's also low bullshit tolerance but less Stabby (bc I won't lie, that's probably how Kim's comments would feel,) assurances? Ough... My Heart... Be Still-
I would Kill for them, Your Honor-
(Ran out of tags so putting this in the body of the post- I am SO tired someone pls sound off if this isn't as coherent as I am hoping this is. I WAS trying to nap and get the extra sleep I desperately needed but the writing bug... it Bit Me.... only a little but enough to stop that process-)
#for my trans masc scott hcs I am actually so seriously and deeply fond of Kim having been SO supportive of Scott in HS. It's so important +#+to me. it also makes their whole relationship sting a little more but ohhh man. I can just see Kim hyping him up and helping him get more+#+comfortable in his skin. Lisa would definitely help there too imo but just. ahhhhhgshcksjdhg#i need to put some transmasc scott hs stuff on my fic docket. but I have so many wips rn x~x pray for me chat#(literally stopped writing something to answer this dhdjshdjdgw I Am Part Of The Problem-)#as always to people looking for transfem scott stuff I point you towards Scott Pilgrim's Precious Little Egg on AO3- as well as Amy +#+Pilgrim's Precious Little Life (also AO3)#the second has 2 chapters out currently but I believe the 3rd is definitely underway! and then the first has 22 chapters out currently and#+I believe part 3 has just kicked off w that latest one#you've seen some of the authors here before I'm like 99% certain- even if you may not have realized it lol#headcanons#scott pilgrim headcanons#sp comic#spto#spvtw#ramona flowers#kim pine#scott pilgrim#sckimona#(not putting it into ship stuff but like. Definitely what was on the mind)#trans headcanon#trans scott pilgrim#ooc#asks#anon#gmorning all btw. i am still So Tired. I'm gonna try and maybe make more icons today if anyone has any requests? or otherwise I do have +#+some shippy stuff I need to get done. ninjastar edits. vague lukim thing potentially. kinda wanna draw more furry kimona--#i could do furry sckimona..... h m m m m.....#we'll see what happens! admittedly i do also have some Gaming Plans later today and I am helpless but to allow the monopolization of my tim#(fellow lesbians out there will Understand /hj) (if the person i would prefer to have not read that read that Politely Ignore pls-)
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Biannual chamberlain crew posttt
I think they're silly, nay, goofy
#tldc#tldc anders bergstrom#tldc russ#tldc tootega#this isnt as funny as it was a week ago but the second page still makes me cackle#been drawing this piecemeal since monday and i truly did not expect it to take as long as it did#im in hand to hand combat w chapter 3 of the fic rn its getting stupid 💀#what i havent done is finish it. what i have done is write upwards of 20k in three different projects... soo la voo or whatever ig#i am TRYING and itll happen#im looking at the images as im about to hit post and i havent given russ his grey streaks.... imagine them for me 😭😭#tootega being aroace was a joke for me bc hes so poorly written and doesnt have any wants/relationships#therefore i hit him with that aroace beam#(im still catching up on firestar/fire eternal again so i may be proven wrong but he doesnt give a shit about anyone but his family)#i made a joke about it when i was writing him for the current fic and then. well you know how i love to commit to a bit
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if i just like. wrote some short little fics about shinji and hamuko being happy and doing silly cute little things together in a not-necessarily-ship-but-you-can-view-it-as-ship-if-you-want way. would that be cringe
#squishy talks too much#cause like. i could turn this into a series. but like. GRRRAHHHGHHHH I'M so cringe#i also need to get through hamuko's route first i'm currently kinda just. looking at her characterization in fanon comics and going off tha#ok but absolutely nothing on ao3 is like. even close to how i want them to be#i still need to write my p5 fic i prommy i haven't forgotten about that#it's just that p3 is on my mind and this is much more low-effort#bc like. none of this is a canon rewrite it's more of a. canon be quiet for a sec and let them be happy#reminding myself. i can do what i want and write what i want and it doesn't have to be particularly good if i am doing it for fun#but i can't get through 2 seconds of that without being like. NO IT'S CRINGE YOU'RE CRINGE#about shinji <3#about hamuko <3
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Happy dancing. My partner is going to help me beta the first chapter of my soukoku fic tomorrow so I can finally start posting it !!!
#crab says words#crab writes fics#unfortunately i am still working on chapter 3 and have beeen stuck on it for ages now#hopefully posting and getting interactions with it will help to motivate or inspire me !!#the second chapter probably wont be posted until at least a month later despite being finished#im doing that to give myself more time to write so the gap between chapters 2 and 3 isnt as big#currently estimating the fic to have 5 chapters but ive reached the point where i dont have the rest plotted out so it could easily change#ive also been pretty busy lately and will only be getting more busy so it will probably be a struggle to work on#but i absolutely adore this fic and I've been wanting to post it for so long now aha
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could you do a part 2 to the oneshot “Warmth” that’s basically the aftermath of reader escaping? i was thinking that the reader apologizes and tells dabi how hes been right all along.
no <33
#nonnie i don't mean to single you out#but i have had so many requests the past few weeks#and i am so so so tired of them#1) requests are closed and it says that very clearly on my pinned post#2) i don't write follow ups to my fics#3) bnha is not a fandom i'm currently writing outside of commissions#and I think the issue is when you say you don’t write something#and you keep getting asks about it#it ends up feeling kind of insulting#because you won’t take 3 seconds to read a pinned post#or rules#you just want the content#idk#I don’t mean to take it out on you solely#it’s just a frustrating thing
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Hey I was just wondering because your fics are so detailed! How long does it take you to come out with a new fic, like once you get a request - when it's finished and posted?
hello!! :3 so right now i am in like. the worst writing slump known to man and have just started writing a request i received like... a month ago, but once i'm out of this writing slump? it'll take maybe a few days to a week, since i have school and everything!! :>
#first thing i thought of when i saw this in my inbox was “omg theyre tired of me”#NOT IN A BAD WAY#VERY VALID QUESTION#ITS JUST LIKE#wow yeah i am. not writing as much as i should be#which will be solved in a second!! currently sorting through my inbox#be ready for a platonic gaz fic soon!! that i am very excited to write!!#thank u all for being patient with me#at least i hope yall are being patient#and not just punching the air every time i post something thats not an actual fic#python333
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bellissima (read here on ao3)
Moonshine knows she’s beautiful. It’s just that when Queen Ezra opens her mind and shows her her mother in bed with fine hair, fine fingers, high, fine cheekbones on a fine boned face — she can’t think of any other word for it but ugly.
(971 words of some moonshine perspective pining, post the ep 57 kiss!)
#naddpod#hardshine#second fic🙏we r figuring out how to tag correctly boys#i am currently like halfway thru shadowfell but i had to write something about this.#they r driving me insane with their denial. like sure u r just casually kissing each other. multiple times. sure. !!!!!!!!! hello#anyways pls read my fic
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Oh no, there is a Rytlogan story itching beneath my nails for a few days now... throwing a few snippets at ya: AU - no Dragons (but Sylvari still exist - how? - because I said so); human race enslaved not just by Centaurs and Krait, but by Charr as well; Asura did not stop experimenting on Sylvari side-plot; Destiny's Edge era (except they all meet under different circumstances)
main plot, but without trying to tell you too much: Ascalon.
#anyone curious?#thinking about whether or not to put the story snippets in my head to paper and connecting them to a full story#but only if someone is interested - I do terrible with continuing wips if there ain't any feedback)#gw2#guild wars 2#rytlogan#logan thackeray#rytlock brimstone#caithe#eir stegalkin#zojja#snaff#crecia stoneglow#YES I AM CURRENTLY AS DEEP IN RYTLOGAN HELL AS NEVER BEFORE#(my brain has been randomly rotating between rare pairs (and crack ships) for a few months now)#edit: okay I might write this after I finish my other Rytlogan fic#second edit: hnnnnnngh so what if I add Canach/Trahearne as well
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Why can't the 5ds timeline be cleaner when it comes to duels. It makes coming up with a feasible timetable post Yusei's duel with ZONE an absolute pain in the neck.
If you catch the time display on any runner/d-wheel in the second half, the time is always 0:24. The middle of the freaking night. Even when it's broad daylight. Can't use that.
Supposedly it IS the middle of the night when Yusei duels ZONE though. You can see stars in the sky in multiple shots so it's not like the Ark is just blocking the sunlight or something.
But then you have the end of that episode when the Ark disappears. The sun is already VERY high in the sky, in the east, so supposedly morning but, like, 10am already judging by how high it is, and you cannot convince me it took, like, four hours for Yusei to travel back the sun gear, ZONE to literally yeet him away, and the Ark to disappear.
All we know is that they have twelve hours until the city is destroyed. From when? Who knows!
Hazy timelines will never not drive me insane.
#yugioh 5ds#ygo 5ds#the same can be said the duel against godwin too tbh#that starts not long after sunset and somehow ends at sunrise#i could call out other series' for this kind of thing too tbh#but i'm not currently trying to write a fic for those where this is semi-important information either lol#and yes i DO have a timetable laid out for this already#but i'm TRYING to do one final read over this chapter before i post it and i am second guessing myself YET AGAIN if this actually works lol#if i've missed something that hints at a time for ANYTHING in those episodes please let me know lol#i probably wont change the timetable of this fic because i've already got it figured but still
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I think I finally have my first draft done for chapter 4 of my Wanderer series. It took so much work to figure this out.
#it's still messy though#like I have parts that say 'describe setting here'#'describe how this thing works here'#so I still need to figure those things out#but I'm actually making progress now#why am I writing such a complicated story#I mean I know why but still#my word choices in the second half of it currently suck as well lol#but that's what editing it for#so I need a break now#and edit another time lol#mimi's updates#oh! Nilou has an appearance :D#I hope you'll like it#even if it might feel short#I mean it's about 2k words but I know some people were waiting for a while for this chapter#I might continue to have slow updates too#and kind of want to write my cute Aether fic as well
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omg im finally active on here again 😦
Almost a month later but so am I!
#ask#i missed ya buddy#ive been rereading my fics and jumping around which ones to pic back up and honestly I need to remember I don't just need to write one at#a time currently going back to my dsaf au cause sadly I am a fnaf and fnaf fan game enthusiast first an every other fandom second#then human a very distant 3rd#genderqueer-spamton
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no i just. i just need a few weeks to recover from this.
Like A Melody | ljh x f!reader
Rating: M (18+) | WC: ~3.9k | Pairing: ljh x f!reader | genre: smut
Jihoon has fucked you in his studio before, but never like this.
Warnings: dom!jihoon, studio sex, biting, hair pulling, grinding, cumming in pants, multiple orgasms, oral f. rec., fingering,, recorded sex (just voices), male masturbation, praise kink, piv sex, creampie
Reader Notes: chubby, has breasts and a vagina, subby
Jihoon needs to take a break.
He desperately needs to take a break, and he knows this, so why can’t he do it?
He’s been working on music for hours; his fingers are starting to cramp from plucking guitar strings and pressing down piano keys, his throat is sore from trying lyric after lyric, and his hair is a mess from his fingers running through it every other minute. His eyes are exhausted, the blue light lenses in his glasses only doing so much. Even his back hurts, which rarely happens now that he lifts so heavy.
But he just can’t make himself quit, which is why he breathes a sigh of relief when he hears the knock. It’s soft, just like you, and he calls out a quiet, “Come in,” feeling the smile stretch his lips as soon as your sweet face peeks through the slowly opening door.
“Are you busy?” You ask apprehensively, your eyes darting between his face and his computer.
He can’t take a break for himself but he can for you, so he says, “Not at all, baby,” and pulls his glasses off, minimizing his music production software. Pushing away from his desk, he turns his chair to face you and holds his hand out, waiting for you to come closer and take it. He just holds your hand for a minute, staring up at you with tired eyes and letting them blink closed when you lean down and press your lips to his.
Kissing you is as easy as loving you. It’s one of the few times in his life where he can shut his brain off and just feel, because every movement comes naturally to him. Dancing and singing do too, of course, but he has to count beats and remember words and keep every next move in mind.
With you, Jihoon can just do what feels right. Like taking hold of your knee with his free hand and pulling until you give in and straddle him in his chair. He loves how plush and perfect you feel against him, all of his sharp edges rounded out by your curves, and he loves even more having your weight on him.
He can take it, he can take you, and he likes to remind you at every opportunity.
Sliding lower in the chair, he pulls your hips into his to let you feel his hardening dick, his hand flexing in yours when you grind down. He can feel how hot you are through your little pajama shorts, and if he knows you at all, you’re wet already. He works his fingers free of yours to slide them between your legs, pulling your shorts and panties to the side so he can feel you through his thin athletic pants.
Your arousal soaks the fabric as soon as he thrusts up into you, making him let out a small laugh against your lips. You pout in response and mutter, “Shut up,” still working your hips against his.
“Didn’t say anything, baby,” he teases, smirking up at you and squeezing your lush hips with both hands. You sink yours into his hair and pull, and suddenly, nothing is funny. His hips buck against yours as his cock twitches, precum leaking from the head adding to the wet patch on his lap.
Your hips roll into his and he starts to throb, his dick pulsing in time with his heart. He can’t let you keep going or you’ll make him cum in his pants, or maybe… he could?
Should he?
It makes you feel good to make him feel good, and you always have a little pep in your step after he lets you make him cum first. He’s also desperate to get his mouth on you, and you’ll be more inclined to let him take care of you if he’s already taken care of.
With his mind made up, he pulls you down onto his cock and grinds into you, exhaling a moan against your mouth when you tug on his hair again. You love it this length, you’ve told him, and he’s going to keep it like this for as long as he possibly can. Partially for you, mostly because he fucking adores having you brush it and play with it and braid it.
He gets to be so close to you, and your fingers in his hair feel heavenly, even (especially) when you get a little rough.
His scalp stings with the next pull and it sends a shiver down his spine, ending in a sharp buck of his hips. He stretches his thumbs out to pull your pussy apart so he can grind into your clit, hoping to take you over the edge with him.
He’s getting close already, and you’re so wet, he can feel every inch of your cunt like there’s nothing separating him from you. Soon enough, there will be nothing, and he’ll be able to lick and suck and kiss you as much as he wants.
You bite his lip and drag your nails over his scalp, and that’s it for him.
His brain goes offline and his hips stutter against yours, a low groan leaving his open mouth as his dick twitches and jerks, streaks of cum splattering the inside of his pants. Your hips don’t stop moving until he stops them himself, his harsh grip dimpling your flesh.
“Fuck,” Jihoon sighs, blinking his eyes open to find you beaming at him.
He can only smile wryly at you in response, shaking his head and letting go of your hips to grab you by the waist.
“Up you go,” he pushes, hefting you up to sit on his keyboard, discordant notes filling the studio until he leans forward and presses mute.
“Are you su-”
“I’ve literally dreamed about this,” he tells you, for the first time.
“You have?” You almost sound like you don’t believe him, and Jihoon simply can’t have that.
“Yes. I’ve dreamed about spreading you out on my desk just like this,” he shoulders his way between your legs. “And kissing up these thighs,” he presses his mouth to your soft skin, digging his teeth in only once, though he wants to leave you covered in bite marks.
“And feeling them squeeze my head when I finally get you on my tongue,” he leans in and licks from your cunt to your clit, fighting a smile when your thighs snap closed just like he knew they would.
He wants to talk to you more but he can’t pull himself away from your pussy, can’t make his mouth form words when he’s so busy using it on you. And honestly, his priority is keeping it on you, for as long as he possibly can.
Between work and sleep, he doesn’t get to taste you nearly as often as he wants to, and now that he actually is between work and sleep, he plans on making the most of it. By shoving his tongue inside you over and over, by wrapping his lips around your clit and sucking until you cry, by groaning and humming into you both so you can feel the vibrations and to voice his obsession with your pussy.
And Jihoon is obsessed with your pussy, make no mistake. If he didn’t love his job so much, he’d quit and spend all his time worshiping you, taking care of you, loving you. He honestly thinks he’d make a killer house husband, and someday, when he retires, he plans on becoming one.
He can imagine it now, cleaning and working out and sleeping until you come home, then feeding you and fucking you till the sun sets, reading to you and massaging away any soreness before wrapping you up in his arms and falling to sleep together. He can still make music while you’re gone, but he won’t be jetting off or practicing for hours on end anymore.
He’s not ready for that now, but for a distant dream, it’s pretty enticing.
Even more enticing is the paradise between your thighs; the taste of you, the scent of you, the feel of you clouding his mind. He can barely breathe but that doesn’t matter, not when you’re moving with his tongue like this, grinding your hips onto his face as he sucks and sucks and sucks at your swollen little clit.
He wishes he could record the sounds coming out of your mouth, wishes he could play them back to you, watch you squirm and feel you flush at the sheer debauchery of them. It occurs to him that he could, but he’d have to pull away from you enough to ask and he’s unable to do so at the moment.
You’re just too hot and wet and perfect for him to stop for even a second, so he’ll save that idea for another time and focus on making you cum for him now. He can tell you’re getting close, by the way your thighs shudder against his ears, by the keen you let out when he sucks hard enough to hollow his cheeks, by the hand you sink into his hair to hold him to you, as if he’d ever want to leave.
All it takes is a groan and a shake of his head and you’re cumming, your arousal leaking all over his chin and dripping down his throat to soak into the neckline of his t-shirt. He’ll take it off as soon as he gains the will to detach himself from you.
It doesn’t come to him until his eyes travel up your body and catch on the way your tits heave in your sleep tank. He wants to see them, feel them, taste them, bury his face in them.
Finally, he stands and rips off his shirt, leaning over you and waiting for you to raise your arms before tugging your top off and throwing it to the side. He takes a second to appreciate your bare breasts, the shape and weight of them intoxicating, and then shoves his face between them, licking over to one nipple and opening his mouth around it with a groan.
He fucking loves your tits, and he shows you just how much with his lips and his teeth and his tongue, one thigh between yours to hold them open for his searching fingers. They find your clit with practiced ease and start to rub staccato circles, chasing you when your hips buck in sensitivity.
He covers your other breast with his free hand, squeezing and brushing his thumb over your pebbled nipple as he sucks at its twin. You must have already showered, your skin tasting like your honey and cocoa butter lotion, and he can’t get enough, his head filling with clouds and images of you dripping wet and running your hands all over your body.
He’s gotten you messy again, but he’s sure you knew what you were doing when you knocked on his studio door. This is almost always how you end up when you come to check on him, his hunger for you insatiable, incurable.
How could he ever get enough of you when you’re this luscious, this sweet, this perfect? His mouth strays from your breast to your stomach, his lips tracing your rolls and stretch marks and cute little belly button before he sinks back down into his chair. He pushes your legs apart with a firm hand and replaces his fingers with his tongue, gliding it over you and sliding his fingers down to your entrance.
He fills you with them slowly even as your cunt flutters and squeezes, wanting them deeper already. He’ll give you what you want, he always does, but first he’ll tease you a little bit. Not to be mean, or to punish you for something, but because he fucking loves to hear you beg.
It always takes you a little push to lose your shyness, to find your voice, and this time, his push comes in the form of three fingers stretching your entrance open, sinking in only to the first knuckle. Your hips roll into his hand and his free one flies up to hold them still, his arm banding over your lap to hold you down so he can fill you at his pace.
He goes much slower than he knows you would prefer, and he presses his smile into your clit when you finally break down.
“Jihoon, please, I’ve been so good for you,” you whine, and he feels the heat spread from head to toe as he realizes it’s one of those nights. The kind where you need him to take control, to be rough with you, to reward you when you’ve earned it.
And you have earned it, so he lets his fingers fill you, pushing them in all the way and murmuring into your clit, “You have been good, baby. I’ll give you what you need, promise.”
You just whimper, your head tilting back on your neck when he scissors his fingers apart and your walls clinging to them as he pulls them out to the tip. “Eyes on me, baby.”
He waits for you to return your gaze to his before pushing his fingers back inside of you and beginning to fuck you with them, his lips pursing around your clit and sucking with every thrust. Your pussy is so fucking hot and wet around his fingers, it makes him moan into you, just the thought of feeling you wrapped around his cock enough to reawaken it.
It twitches in his damp boxers when a curl of his fingers beckons forth a rush of wetness and a sharp keen, one that echoes in his mind like a looped track.
“Baby, can I record you?”
He asks before he can stop himself, but now that it’s out in the air, he won’t take it back. He rests his cheek against your thigh as he waits, his heart pounding and his dick throbbing.
“Um, sure?” You don’t sound certain, and Jihoon doesn’t want you to regret anything. He can always delete them, but he doesn’t want you to do something you’re not comfortable with.
“You don’t have to say yes, Y/n. I just think it would be… really fucking hot. Having your voice on file, being able to listen to you whenever I want, using your sounds in songs that will never be heard by anyone but us.”
You squirm under his forearm and clench around his fingers, and he believes you when you say, “Do it, Jihoon. Record me.”
His lips stretch in a broad, genuine smile and he reaches for the computer mouse, opening his recording software and clicking the red button.
He watches little waves form on the baseline, curls his fingers, grinds them into the rough patch inside of you, and arches an eyebrow. You gasp weakly, seemingly shy now that your noises are being picked up by something other than his ears.
Jihoon can be patient though, knows that soon enough, he’ll make you forget all about it.
You’re still being good, holding eye contact and keeping your thighs spread for him, so he rewards you with his mouth around your clit, a heavy suck startling a moan from your parted lips. He fights a smile, his lips pursing and pulling at the swollen bundle of nerves, and starts to hum, knowing you love the vibrations.
He can’t see the software from here but the wave must spike because you let out a sharp cry, your nails scratching at the edge of his desk until he takes your hands and puts them on his head. Your fingers delve into his hair and you pull his face into your pussy, and he knows he’s got you.
He didn’t really consider the mic picking up his own noises but he’s sure it is, his grunts and groans audible even with your thighs pressed to his ears. He can’t stop though, can’t hold them in when you taste so fucking good, when your cunt is searing hot and soaking wet under his mouth, when your nails are scratching at his scalp and sending zaps of electricity down his spine.
They all end in his cock, and he feels it jerk against the waistband of his boxers. He’s tired of them, removes his arm from your hips to shove them and his pants down, groaning loudly when his cock pops out into the open air. It’s sticky with cum and hard enough to hurt, and he can’t resist taking hold of it with his free hand, squeezing hard at the base to ease some of the ache.
His fingers thrust into you as he strokes his dick, the slick sounds loud in his studio, and you crane your neck, your eyes searching until they find his hand at work.
“Fuck, Jihoon, I want you inside of me,” you whine breathlessly, trying to pull him off your cunt by the hair. That just makes him moan into you, makes his cock jump in his grasp, makes him fuck his fingers into you harder.
“Cum for me first,” he demands, determined to get at least two orgasms on this file for mixing purposes. It seems he’s still a producer even when he’s trying to just be a boyfriend.
You pout but listen well, your cries reaching a fever pitch as your pussy flutters around his fingers, arousal spilling out of you and dripping between the keys of his keyboard. He may have to buy a new one, but that’s a problem for future Jihoon, and a problem he would be lucky to have.
“Perfect, baby, that was perfect,” he murmurs in a low tone, wanting your voice to be the focal point.
“Will you fuck me now?” You pant, reaching down to smooth your fingers over the head of his cock, making him shiver and swallow a groan.
“Yeah, baby, I’ll fuck you now,” he whispers, standing from the chair and pulling away from you to tug you off his desk. Your knees shake when you get your feet under you and he smirks, cupping your cheek and pressing a kiss to your lips before taking you by the hips and turning you around.
He squeezes your shoulder and starts pushing you down, letting you bend over the rest of the way by yourself. You fold your arms under your head, resting your cheek on them so you can watch as he guides his dick to your cunt and sinks inside.
You’re stretched out enough to take him easily, your walls forming to his cock and gripping it tightly. You’re such a perfect fucking fit for him, it’s like you were made for one another, like your bodies were designed to match. It blows his mind every single time he has the privilege of being inside of you.
He’s reluctant to leave you and you’re reluctant to let him, but pulling out means he can thrust back in. He keeps one hand on your shoulder and drops the other to your hip, clutching at it like a lifeline as he starts to fuck you in earnest.
His hips smack into your plush ass rhythmically, the sound causing sharp spikes on the waveform graph and acting as the perfect percussion to the moans and whimpers escaping you. The mic is right by your mouth and he knows they’re being picked up beautifully, butterflies gathering in his stomach just at the thought of getting to hear them through his headphones.
“Sound so fuckin’ pretty, baby,” he grunts, angling his hips up to hit your g-spot and smirking when you yelp at the sensation. Your back arches, your stomach pressing into his keyboard and your hips pressing into his, and he just holds you tighter, fucks into you harder.
Your pussy undulates around him as his hand slides from your shoulder to join the other at your hip, both of them gripping your ass and spreading you apart so he can watch his cock enter you again and again. It’s a sight he’ll never get tired of, a feeling he’ll never get used to, a gift he’ll never truly deserve.
It’s what will send him over the edge, just as long as he makes you fall first. He already came before you once and he doesn’t plan on doing so again for a long time, but he needs to get you there soon or he won’t have a choice.
One of his hands slips around your waist to dive between your legs, his fingers finding your sensitive clit and starting to strum it as he fills you over and over. You whimper and tremble against him, your cunt fluttering wildly around his aching cock and your hand flying down to grasp his wrist like you think he’ll pull away.
He doesn’t intend to, honestly wouldn’t mind being attached to you like this for the rest of his life, knows already that he wants to spend it with you.
His fingers get rougher on your clit and his hips move on autopilot as his brain empties, his balls aching to do the same. “Please cum, fuck. Baby, please fucking cum.”
Jihoon should have known he’d be the one begging you at the end of the night.
Thankfully, you like to indulge him, your pussy locking him in place as you cum with a loud cry, followed by gasping sobs of his name when he doesn’t stop fucking you. He’s right there, he’s right fucking-
“Jihoon, cum inside me. Fill me up, I want it,” you whimper, pressing your ass into his hips and squeezing your inner muscles around his throbbing cock, and that’s the end for him.
He drops down to cover your body with his as he breaks apart, his own moans and whimpers registering on the graph alongside yours and his cum flooding into you in pulses. His hand leaves your clit so he can wrap his arm around your waist in a hug, his cheek pressed to your back and his other hand finding yours.
He tangles your fingers together and rises up, pulling you with him and sitting heavily in his chair. He’s still hard enough his cock doesn’t slip out, and he leans you to the side so he can cup your cheek and turn your face into his, pressing his lips to yours in an openmouthed kiss.
“Love you, baby,” he whispers into your mouth, waiting for you to say it back before kissing his way to your neck and biting down gently, just enough to leave an indent of his teeth behind.
“Will you come to bed with me?” You whisper in a small voice, and he returns his lips to yours, kissing you deeply and responding, “Of course, baby.”
He reaches a hand out and stops the recording, saving the file to his private hard drive, ideas filling his head already. They can wait until the morning though, you asked him to go to bed with you and go to bed he will.
Jihoon thinks this might be the most productive break he’s ever had.
AN: this one's for all the jihoon stans who have been thirsting with me lately 💖
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#j recs.#woozi rec.#j’s favs.#yk those fics you just know are gonna be delectable. yeah. i can feel it in my bones#<- well slap my ass n call me susie i was right. I WAS RIGHT.#you really did not need to devour this hard emily ohhhhh my god. oh this is the most deranged i’ve felt in a long time especially over him#this was so??????#okay wait let me sit. let me be seated.#the way you write is so fucking addicting. it scratches this itch in my brain i swear your sentence structure and your prose is soooooooo#satisfying and i can read your work more smoothly than like 85% of the books currently sat on my shelf. i mean that with my whole heart#secondly. this was so hot i can feel myself burning up in real time what the hell 😭😭😭😭😭#and yet it was SO sweet and full of love? i could feel their adoration for each other so strongly the whole time???#god im such a sucker for hardworking jihoon and the fact he couldn’t force himself to take a break for him but the second reader appeared he#DROPPED EVERYTHING?????? good god when will that be me. WHEN WILL THAT. BE ME.#i want to eat a house you don’t understand. no one understands. this has broke. me#i am a changed woman after this genuinely#THE MOMENT HE LIFTED HER UP ONTO HIS KEYBOARD???? THE BEGGING???? DESPERATE SOFTDOM JIHOON???? clutching my pearls. kissing your brain#when the fic was so juicy you don’t HAVE the ability to express how good it was? currently felt#i also have to say. your chubby reader pieces mean so much to me deep down because they’re always so well done. and it’s not just that you#make the descriptions vague so it’s more viable that reader COULD be bigger. you explicitly throw in these gorgeous little#descriptions in that make you (me? the general you) feel so seen and yet still so appreciated and it’s so.#anyway tldr i am so in love with this and with your work and i physically cant think about anything but this anymore 🫠#excellent beautiful stunning wonderful gorgeous fantastic breathtaking magnificent remarkable perfect etc etc etc 🩵#queue minus one.
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thinking about charlando hallucinatory hate sex again. it is worse than a problem
#viv.txt#everytime i catch the thought and thtink abt it for more than ten seconds a voice in my back of my mind appears and screams#''WHY DO YOU COMPEL ME''#like. the hallucinatory factor of the hate sex is what Compelled me fully into this. spiral#cause. okay so the original reason as to why i even started considering writing charlando is bc of my fic im currently drafting right#and then. i started thinking about it more#and now i am being dragged away to mandaluyong
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