#i am unmanipulateable

[hero-in-high-tops]

I was not expecting the tag for classroom of the elite to be filled with almost exclusively reader x character fics and the fact that it's all ayanokoji has me concerned for you all

[otomes-and-tears]

i am also glad that you’re a shiloh analysis scholar <333 too many people hate the funniest (and saddest) parts of him!! what do you think of shiloh’s relationship with bae, pran and/or lizzie? i’d like to think he’s being genuine on some level when it comes to liking/disliking them but you never know with that snake :((((

Speculating on Shiloh's true opinions on people is basically as hard as speculating on anything else about him. But I'm here to be delusional so let me put my tinfoil hat on! I'll probably make a full post on him and Elizabeth later because I have a lot of thoughts on that and want some screenshots to accompany them. I'll start with the easiest one: I think he genuinely dislikes Pran, but kind of plays it up. Pran isn't exactly the easiest person to get along with. He isn't popular, so I don't think Shiloh will get any flack for talking shit about him from anyone he thinks matters. Hence, it's the reason why he allows himself to be a hater for once and actually say what he thinks, but he also has an incentive to play up his dislike of him. In Our Life, you can see kid Shiloh kind of identifying Cove as the kid on the bottom of the food chain and making efforts to keep him there, both by altering his behaviour to ensure that he's solidly in Lizzie's good graces (who he sees as a leader) and not making much of an effort do endear Cove to him. I feel like his behaviour towards Pran is much like his childish attempts to social climb-- by playing up his dislike towards Pran, someone he knows doesn't have an interest in the school's social hierarchy and is uninterested in fighting back, he can push him down to appear as someone with a higher standing. I also think that on Pran's route, Shiloh is trying to be a homewrecker AUSHAUS He flirts with JB a lot and is the one most opposed to her and Pran's relationship, even going as far as to continue doing her favours to try and win her over-- and basically, the main reason Shiloh is even interested in JB in the first place is that she's the only girl in the Jerksquad and the person all of them are interested in, at least to some degree. He's so focused on the way he's perceived he'll go to these lengths to get one over people he dislikes. But Shiloh's distaste is also quite natural, I think. The game establishes numerous times that Pran and Shiloh are polar opposites in every conceivable way: Shiloh is bubbly, extroverted and talkative while Pran is quiet, uninvolved and introverted. Pran's backstory is rooted in severe neglect and being so conflict-averse that he'd do anything to try to please both his grandparents and his parents, who were often on opposite sides, only to end up pleasing no one. Later in life, he adopts his contrarian attitude because he simply sees no point in making an effort if it's going to be futile anyway. Shiloh, however, is the complete opposite of that: He lies and manipulates others for his own benefit, he thrives on the attention from others. He feigns concern about them when he actually doesn't care at all. Pran is frustrating to him because he's so fundamentally disinterested in whatever Shiloh can offer him that he's unmanipulatable. It's one, tiny way that Shiloh isn't in control.

Regarding Bae, I don't know if Shiloh likes having him around, but he can certainly benefit from him. And Bae is a predictable enough person that he finds a lot of comfort in their dynamic! Bae is rich, he doesn't have any friends in school-- and isn't interested in connecting with anyone, so isn't someone likely to spread any rumours about Shiloh. Bae wants to be perceived as someone mature and oh so above all the other high schoolers he's surrounded by, so it's a very simple desire to cater to, and he's a lazy wimp that's fairly easy to locate after-hours. Get on his good graces and you might get some help with academics, and he can spin becoming roommates with Bae as an act of kindness on his part, so he can appear to be a magnanimous, patient guy.

I like to think that he grows to, at the very least, genuinely look forward to spending time with him after they spend enough time together. Their Karaoke scenes are so cute I want to believe that at least part of him isn't pretending to have fun in them...

[madchild-dennis]

As much as I've done all this:

I'm still considered insignificant to many.

So, if they continue, God will make sure the next time I swing my sling and I behead them with their own sword. It is seen by MANY more. Therefore changing me from insignificant to important/essential to MANY.

Maybe that is what's about to happen.

Why?

Because IT'S TIME.

(Hahaha, that was a cartoon I grew up on that depicted bible characters as vegetables without hands. This one depicted them right before JERICHO...and it connected to the "IT'S TIME!!!" Statement)

I know, I know.

To those who have been following for a while have seen me say that I say God has been saying "it's time". So it's hard to believe this one don't it.

Well outside of the signs I have that I know is apart of God indicating that I'll be travelling (assuming to Canada as shared with my close friends) VERY soon.

I also know this because of my current tiredness of Jamaican Cuisine, Patty and even KFC. I've had this before. But this was in 2020 & 2019 when I was in Jamaica. When I become tired of Jamaican food, it always happen a few weeks before something works out for me to head back to Canada. For the almost 2 years I've been here, I haven't been tired of the cuisine but curious, learning and enjoying it, until NOW. Like I seriously crave something different or the more authentic options I had in Canada.

But that's just my internal personal reason/evidence.

Let's talk about my Purpose or God's plan as me being Queen and how I KNOW it's time. To be Queen and truly be for the people. It has to be VERY OBVIOUS that I'm uncorruptible, unmanipultable, have integrity and truly led by God.

With time integrity, being guided by God and uncorruptiblity as been obvious, but being unmanipulatable hasn't been obvious. There are many who have integrity, uncorruptible and led by God BUT there's always SOMETHING, that is their weakness that can be used to manipulate them.

As much as I know I can't be swayed. The masses don't know. Because they could say I'll always forgive my parents (because they would) or weakened by who they have sex with/date/in a relationship with/marry (like them) or there is someone she always listen to. NOT ME!!!

In fact, God used flaws, issues or create situations to not just create assurance of this. It is to also assure, hinder or warn (before any fatal attempts) against trying to manipulate me into any decision (other than to follow God's plan/purpose or to do whatever benefits ALL affected persons).

So

My parents can't be a manipulative option because I wish they were dead and even if they fix up and do as God demands, they are NOTHING to me and will only redeem themselves through my children. And that's ONLY if they start with the children I plan to adopt.

Spouse...I have none. If it's the one I don't speak about. Obviously no matter what he or his mother does, once it's not what I ask. I could care less what he does (or they do). NO MATTER WHAT. And if he does what I ask, it is all structured in a way to develop trust and an unshakable unit that is to prioritize the union over EVERYTHING ELSE (other than God and oneself). Therefore not able to create a space for anyone to can manipulate anyone. Not even his own mother could be able to manipulate him or indirectly manipulate me or such. This is ONLY if he does as I ASK within the timeline asked. And OBVIOUSLY I am not settling for ANYTHING LESS, no matter what they try to do to avoid it or anyone else.

My Aunt is currently incapacitated due to illness. As much as I have love and respect for her and know she wouldn't stir me wrong, if she dare to manipulate me against God I will cut her off too. Plus people know I do ME, ONLY. NOT what others think I should do.

My siblings, have no sway on me. I've made it publicly CLEAR. Plus I have and will cut them off if they try. I've done it before.

Sex, loneliness and a desire for romance doesn't rule me. Therefore can't be used against me.

I'm not rules by money.

Food or gluttony is not an issue. I even eat what I dislike when I have to, due to the need for fuel.

Peer pressure never worked on me as obviously seen.

FEAR DOESN'T RULE ME.

It's clearly obviously,

I can't be MANIPULATED

That's after publicly sharing ALL I've been through.

Being that it's abundantly OBVIOUS, PUBLIC and tangible, and the people will see. They can see and freely choose to go with God's plan or the corrupt politician's plan.

To choose between

The lady who rather do crazy things in the name of God while, protected, provided for and seem to care. So crown her Queen as God says

Or

Choose to blindly trust the Prime Minister, Government and system that I CLEARLY flawed and corrupt. To choose a President as Head of State that is to benefit the Government (as the opposition leader said) which clearly doesn't prioritize the people.