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djevelbl · 20 days ago

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LET'S GOOOO MY DANCE RECITAL IS TODAAAAAY!!!

#i am still like. SUPER sick #so that's not good #anyway #demon rambles™#dancers #dancer

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cryptcatz · 1 year ago

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at least im my cat’s favorite person in the whole world, no matter what that will never change

#i always worry abt ppl getting sick of me but you know who won’t? :3 #cats #catblr #cats of tumblr #tinker tag #this is abt her #alll my pets love me obvs but i am tinker’s favorite always #personal #im my dog’s fave too but im havin a Tinker Moment #plus he loves a lot of ppl. im basically the only person tinker doesn’t hate #like just had a cute moment where she got annoyed with me but she got over it super fast #and was all ‘whatever i still love you’ it was CUTR #*CUTE

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thedreadvampy · 5 months ago

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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'

#red said #recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis #like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes #and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not #for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening #i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine #as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital #as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin #ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes #some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am #bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me #like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD #there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife #but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't #tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us #like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well #i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point #anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also #been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them #i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it #most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables #honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk #is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry

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taylorsabrina · 3 months ago

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i wish hating colleen hoover was as universal as hating j.k. rowling.

#*carly chats #anti colleen hoover #anti jkr #mad that that movie is here don't mind me #i'm also still super bummed that taylor gave her the greenlight to use one of her songs #although it's not at all surprising to me that she did either #the moment they announced the project for the it ends with us movie i was like.... 'oh taylor's gonna want in on this!'#however i'm more surprised there's an ethel cain song in the movie #(or at least i think i read that somewhere a little bit ago idk)#this too shall pass but i wish it would pass by faster bc i am already so sick and tired of the gifsets coming out for this film #sorry not sorry

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metathemeta-art · 1 year ago

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specifically for any other celiac dca enjoyers because. look. we gotta cope somehow!! but also this can apply to anyone who has food stuff going on. I think Moon would be super gross about it but he would also not let a single thing poison you ever. special robot sensors or something

#living vicariously through all the y/ns who are written to just be able to eat things #god I wish that were me #disability pride month might be over but dont worry moon will still taste test your snacks #not used to tumblr formatting sorry if this post is super long #ANYWAY tags time #art #artists on tumblr #fnaf #fnaf fanart #moon fnaf #moon x reader #moon x y/n #moon x oc #I really don't know which of these this fits into #let me live I am so sorry #daycare attendant fnaf #also if you're wondering why the drawings look like they're out of practice it is because I haven't drawn properly in ages #sick with the secret third thing (don't know what it is)#anyway time to stop writing an essay goodnight everyone

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thevioletcaptain · 1 year ago

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if you as a fic reader ever become possessed by the urge to do a popularity bracket with the fics other people wrote and shared for fun and for free, consider:

don't ❤️

#just!!!! make a rec list!!!!!!!!!#popularity contests do nothing but drive writers out of fandoms by pitting people against their friends #and invariably result in people being assholes in the comments as if the people who wrote the fic can't see it #like ''oh clearly fic x is better than fic y''#or ''why is fic c even in this poll?''#nobody gains anything by you doing a bracket to see which fic is the ''most popular''#a stat which could be found more easily & less cruelly by simply hitting the sort by bookmarks/kudos button on ao3 #anyway ugh. i saw that one of my fics was being pitted against one of my friend's fics in this bracket that's going around #and i have no idea who is ''winning'' because i refuse to look. but either way it's gonna feel bad!!!#because i want my friend to get his flowers so i want him to win!!! but i also would like to know that people like my fic!!!!#so it's just a lose/lose situation even though i generally don't give a shit about numbers #but this turns it into a schoolyard popularity thing #and the emotional response to having people *vote* on if your work is *better or worse* than other fic is hard to ignore #cannot reiterate enough JUST MAKE A REC LIST #or if you absolutely must do a bracket like this do it in a private chat server or something #don't create a public forum for people to pass value judgements where the authors can see it #and feel bad if they get told their fic is ''worse'' than someone elses #but also feel bad if they get told theirs is ''better'' because it came at the cost of telling another author they weren't good enough #ANYWAY i still feel sick with a super sore throat and a headache & am probably extra cranky because of it #(still testing negative thankfully so it's probably just weather/allergen related)#gonna go make some tea and prep the fic updates i want to post today #cass says things #fandom problems #wank adjacent

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captain-legarde · 5 months ago

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Gotta love how I don't experience a gradual increase of symptoms when I'm sick, it just hits me all at once like a freight train

#Literally THE INSTANT I get home at 5 AM I pass the fuck out on the floor with a brutal fever. That shit sucked #The fever has broken but I still feel weak and lethargic and gross. I think I have the flu #I never get sick so I'm like 'wtf is this shit. this sucks'. Luckily Mal is super patient and didnt even complain about the lack of walk #I think she can tell that I feel bad. She laid down on the floor next to me #personal

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flowey-apologist · 5 months ago

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Ggughg struggling so hard to make anything proper.. Save me Kaze

#art #oc #jjk oc #jujutsu kaisen #Kaze sigh Kaze FUCK YOU Kaze #Jogo looks a little iffy but that's bc I'm still sick and am struggling to draw him. Or anything at all #Ggughug feel like I should elaborate on Kaze's character more but.... hmmhmhghm #Also on the old drawing of Kaze's human form... the curly hairdd person next to him is an oc from a friend of mine!! Hello Sonoko #He's just pretty fun to draw #Kaze do a cool tornado.... Kaze..... Kaze plea #First drawing is also SUPER old like wow ignore those fucked up eye wings😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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ageless-aislynn · 5 months ago

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Friends, my time has come.

I mean, it's a shame there's no option for "you sold me a computer infested with demons and basically your idea of tech support is 'Wow, sucks to be you'" but I made do with what I had. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#georgette #computer issues #computer problems #ohhh dell you did not want to give me a survey about how happy i am with my ~*~dell experience~*~#i told it like it is #ooo but maybe i'll win the laptop!!!!!#maybe it'll you know explode in my face or something super fun like that????? 🤞😖🤞😂#aislynn's cause of death: dell computer #i would not be surprised #i'm more shocked i haven't had an actual literal health crisis over this past half a year of hell #of course i'm also constantly sick these days so maybe that's speaking too soon I DUNNO #ironically though georgette is doing a little better right now but that can change if i breathe her way you know?#but i still gave them my opinion straight to the face #i have truly suffered with this #as melodramatic as that sounds to say #my computer is my way to access the world #not just for entertainment but to help my elderly family members #i'm extremely hampered without it and not being able to know if it was going to crash in the middle of paying a bill or something #has been super stressful #i don't know if i'll ever be able to vid or make GIFs again #i don't know if she'll ever tolerate vegas #it's just a shame because on paper she should be an absolute beast #and instead she can crash with one tab open watching a youtube video #ageless aislynn

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teddybeartoji · 3 months ago

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PHOBIA OF SEAWEED IS AN ACTUAL THING?????????????????? you see i am not afraid of the open waters nor am i scared of the things that live there,, like i regularly spend time watching deep sea videos i think they're so cool but oh my fucking god the idea of KELP IS MAKING ME LIKE ACTUALLY TWITCH EEEEEEEEUUUUUUUGHHH okok actually looking at it is kind of fine but the thought of it touching my feet is genuinely making me wanna throw up😭😭😭😭😭

#this is such a stupid thing bc sometimes it's fine #i live by the ocean i am a fish i have seen seaweed i have touched seaweed but it's different when you grab it on purpose compared to it #just randomly touching you #DOES THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE #OMFG I'M GONNA SPIRAL #like once i thought i was gonna drown #mickey lore time #we were paddleboarding with my family and then me and my brother got off it and we started swimming to the shore and like we're both very #good swimmers so this was nothing insane aaand there were no waves or anything and my parents were still close by #but then at one point i was like oh i wonder how deep this actually is and i went under and i tried to touch the ground and sEAAWEEEDDDDD #EEEEEEEEEEEEEEUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I FEEL SICK JUST THINKING ABT ITTT #and it freaked me out so fucking bad and then i suddenly felt so tired and i just wanted to get out but i was still far away and i couldn't #stop thinking abt how it's gonna touch my feet again lmao #and i was very very very close to a panic attack in the water😭😭#oops #anyway i survived and i never told anybody i thought i was gonna drown bc i am not a pussy like that whewwwww #also. when i played subnautica (i only played for a few hours) i was more afraid of the fuckass kelp forest than anything else😭😭😭#i started thinking abt this bc i saw a video of a man in this dark scary cave (????) and like it was fine i was super intrigued until he pu #his fucking foot on the rock and you can just see the layer of seaweed i almost jumped out of my bed FUUCKKK THATTT

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echoes-lighthouse · 7 months ago

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I’m writing my Hazbin Hotel s/i as a reader insert story with different chapters for different characters and I think I’m going to make it a readers request things on AO3 kind of deal, like you choose who hires the ‘reader’ next as a domme and then you get to read about it

I’m 11,000 words in and I started with Angel Dust because it made the most sense for my character’s starting point, and I’m having a ton of fun honestly (and also kind of traumatized myself but it’s ok that’s part of fanfiction writing)

I’m going to post the first chapter tomorrow: should I link it here as well or just post it on ao3 and see what happens?

#also i’m still super sick #it’s been like a whole week and my head still feels stuffed with cotton balls #and also I can’t talk #so that’s why I’m not blogging very much #I’m tired and sick and writing 3k words a day of my silly hazbin fic #that’s my life #I dunno if it’s any good because as I said I am very tired and sick and perhaps delirious #but maybe it’s my best work #hark I say nothing

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shima-draws · 11 months ago

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Man why couldn’t I have gotten sick THIS weekend instead. I could at least use all that time to play the Indigo Disk 😔

#Free excuse to stay home and play video game. MAN #I actually wouldn’t have been able to anyway lmao I’d be too sick to play #That would have been super frustrating actually so;;#Shima speaks #Anyway it’s 7:30 AM. I have not slept a wink #Called my boss and was like uhh yeah I’m still down and out. I’ll try to work today but no guarantees ;)#She was super chill about it lol #ALSO she said one of my coworkers was out too with the same thing #And she had to go to the doctor’s and got an IV???#Bro. I should have done that;;#Well.#I’m. Gonna TRY to go back to sleep

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enden-k · 1 year ago

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im so tired of being a sleepy boy