#i am so tireddd d d d. d d

[netegf]

neteyam vs. ao'nung morning texts......y es.... thinking about this

[despairforme]

      Wakes up like? What year is this?

[violexides]

hell no not today

hi,, i have headache and iam tireddd  ia m going to type now for amusement purposes

update not amusement i think im going to sob in like 2 seconds

you know its good to know that peope arent dead. like thats kinda. preferable. i have not done my biology hw in so long and i really hope she forgives me. why is there a literal chair in my bathroom. why did i put it OH its because im gay. augh. my lipstick so sexy but gives me and the bois Headache. just kididng i would laryed have a hedacehb because i feel so bad. i havent fbullied identity v today i should do that. like affectionate. except mike. i really dont know. i meant like. i dont

no fuck

i really dont like mike

there i go

i am so hungry but i am so small and i think if i open my mouth my perpetual nausea will weave like lions through a forest. i want to make out with someone but only in new hampshire. do you coordinate what flowers people leave at your gravestone once you die. i think i was so busy being depressed i forgot to believe in something. that being said i still don’t believe in something. yes i do. no. what. 

no goddammit i don’t want to open icloud preferences

aaaAAAAAAAAAA

i think i like this. no. what i am in agony what am i liking

oh i have a voice lesson

what if i 

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word of the day 

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bag

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[lupuslxna]

[ditttiii]

Helloooou :3 ejemejemejem I wanted to give you some ideas but it's not like I am good at it nor I really understand what you tried to say 👉🏻👈🏻🤡 And about my life..I've been in my own bubble while studying for my final exams I have this week so I am REALLY lost with everything that is happening around the world (also, my country don't talk about it because our first and only problem is "how we are getting better against the virus :D" we are all 🤡 in my opinion 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️ How about you??

Aww, I think you’re pretty wonderful and I’d love to hear those ideas! I trust your creativity 💗

Also aah studies *tsk tsk* Honestly same? I’ve been spending hours pouring over texts every day and I feel like crying sometimes. When do studies end!?!? I’m tireddd. 

Also as to what’s going on in the world? A lot is one way to put it, but you have finals so focus on them for now 💗

Hahahah, the virus is pretty rampant in my country too so *sigh* 2020 is a shit year. 

I’ve been gooooodddishhhh, could be better. 

Mostly studying or trying to write. Pretty happy that FMTY is complete now, it’s unwritten part 2 had been hanging over my head, guilting my soul for weeks. I can finally breatheeee nowwww 😂

[askthetotallynotsquad]

Can we have the day Michael told Jeremy he liked him?

Ok

———————

Christine: Jeremyyyyy!! *is in play rehearsal duh*

Jeremy: whatttttt?

Christine: Are you ready for the auditions?? *:D*

Michael: *texts up jerem with keyspam ok*

Jeremy: Hell yes- *looks at his phone and calls the michael* I thought you were coming to auditions dude?

Michael: I got nervous? I also had a breakdown? I’m fine though- have fun with Christine or whatever

Jeremy: where are you dude? I can skip auditions if you want

Michael: no just be with Christine I’ll be fine brother

-after auditions-

Jeremy: CHRISTINE YOU DID SO GOOD!!

Christine: you did too!! I gotta go get my brother from daycare so I’ll call you tonight byee!! *hugs Jeremy and runs out of the school*

Jeremy: byee!! *turns around* oh hey Michael!

Michael: um- hey- *:/*

Jeremy: are you okay dude..? From earlier?

Michael: I’m fine- it’s just- it’s nothing-

Jeremy: are you sur- *looks at Michael’s hoodie* is that a new patch? It’s a- wait- are you, gay?

Michael: I thought I told you in like- 9th grade-? I’m pretty sure I told you in 9th grade.

Jeremy: oh right! Sorry, I forgot- heh-

Michael: I- Jeremy- can I tell you something-?

Jeremy: yeah, sure!

Michael: I-I- uh- um- nevermindd-?

Jeremy: okay! Tell me when you remember- oh wanna come over to try and beat level 9 again?

Michael: yeah sure- *hahahhaaa awkwardly smiles at jerome*

Jeremy: cool! I got a whole new room set up too! I have this really cool pac-man light! I got one for you too!- I mean, if you want it

Michael: yeah- cool- rad- uh- are we leaving now or will I meet you there-?

Jeremy: we can go now! *grabs the Michael’s hand and runs outside*

Michael: *rrRRRED BOY* uH- jeremy-? could I like- tell you something- but like- please don’t hate me-?

Jeremy: oh you remembered! And yeah of course! How could I hate my best friend!

Michael: *i nhale* I kinda really really like you but you’re dating Christine and im so dumb and I’m sorry and I’m an idiot *tttalks v fast oop*

Jeremy: jeez calm down! I wouldn’t hate you for that! And you aren’n dumb and you aren’t an idiot, not to me *smiles at the michael*

Michael: *pulls his hood over his face* I wish I was dead *vvvvv red lad oop*

Jeremy: awe don’t say that! *still holding the Michael’s hand*

Michael: I feel like such an idiot you already have a girlfriend

Jeremy: Michael it’s fine, okay? *kisses the Michael’s cheek teehee*

Michael: *v v v v red ouch* jEREMY-!

Jenna: *;0000 epically records*

Jeremy: Chill! C’mon! *lets gonof the Michael’s hand* oh hi Jenna!

Jenna: teehee *ppputs the video on Instagram owo*

Michael: Jeremy can we just go to your house already-

Christine: *calls up the jeremy*

Jeremy: *picks up* oh Christine! What’s up?

Christine: I- uh- jeremy I don’t want to be rude or anything but what was the video Jenna posted?

Jeremy: okay so, *talks quiet so the michael can’t hear* Michael told me he liked me, and I did that just to make him feel better- I love you and you know that okay?

Christine: uh- okay-! Cool-! Talk to you later-! *hangs up*

Michael: Jeremy- I’m just- I’m gonna go home-

Jeremy: oh..okay *sad boye*

Michael: I’m really sorry- I just- don’t- don’t talk to me for a little-?

Jeremy: oh..um- okay..*starts walking away* cya later..player 1

Michael: *oop walks away*

Jeremy: *at home* UGH! *calls up the micheel*

Michael: *i gnore*

Jeremy: whyyyyyyyy! PICK UP MELL OH MY GOD!

Michael: *sister sobs ooooop* *also puts his phone on do not disturb duh*

Jeremy: *walks to the Michael’s house and let’s himself in Bc he has a key?* *walks to the Michael’s room and knocks on the door*

Michael: *sssssobs* leave me alone- I just want to be alone-

Jeremy: oh come on open the door Michael

Michael: jEREMY GO AWAY

Jeremy: I was just going to tell you I like you too..but um..bye

Michael: *cOUGH CouGh* wHat?? *vvvoicecrack epic noob*

Jeremy: nothing..it doesn’t matter

Michael: I might as well just die I’m so dumb i wish I was dead *sObs*

Jeremy: I don’t! I- I love you

Michael: you obviously love someone else more than me-!

Jeremy: I love you more god dammit! Okay? I love you!

Michael: you’re just saying that- *://*

Jeremy: no! I’m not! Christine had my heart in 7th grade but then I fell for you!

Michael: *oooopens the door* I’m sorry- I’m really really sorry-

Jeremy: *hugs the michael*

Michael: *clings onto the jerome* I’m so sorry- *sobs onto jeremo*

Jeremy: *rubs the Michael’s back* it’s okay

Michael: *leach* *sob* I ruined your lIFE

Jeremy: Michael look at me, you made my life so much better, I wouldn’t have made it through middle school without you

Michael: But you have Christine now- and- and- *ssSSSOB*

Jeremy: Michael calm down your fogging your glasses *laughs a little*

Michael: *ssssniffle* it’s the new style-

Jeremy: well the “new style” looks nice on you *smiles at the michael*

Michael: yeah thanks-

Christine: *cccalls up jerome*

Jeremy: *looks at his phone* I’ll call her later *decline haha*

Michael: I’m still sorry- *:((((*

Jeremy: there’s nothing to be sorry for, it’s okay Michael *hug*

Michael: *leach* are you sure??

Jeremy: I’m very sure

Michael: you- um- you can leave if you want- *fixes his glasses bc they’re all moist*

Jeremy: can I um..ask you something?

Michael: of course- what is it?

Jeremy: will you um..bemyboyfriend?

Michael: I uh- I would but you already have Christine-?

Jeremy: I told her earlier..we um.. aren’t together anymore- but! She’s fine with it- she knew I liked you she said “I could tell”

Michael: uh- cccoool?? *clings onto jerome*

Jeremy: I’m gonna do something and just kick me out of the house to stop- *kisses the michael*

Michael: *kisses the jerome uwuwuwu*

Jeremy: *v v v v v red* OH

Michael: ugh it isn’t FAIR *hugs jeremo*

Jeremy: what’s not fair?

Michael: you’re too cute and it isn’t fair

Jeremy: *even more red* you’re really cute too

Michael: you’re the cutest person ever to live I swear to god stop *lEach*

Jeremy: oh stop *big blush man*

Michael: I’ve been wanting to tell you this for like- 100000 years let me tell you how cute you are oh my god

Jeremy: Michael- my face can’t get more red than this-

Michael: or can it? *kisses the jerem’s forehead*

Jeremy: *v v v v v v v red* Michael I swear-

Michael: aww you’re so prettyyy *boop uwu*

Jeremy: *giggly boye*

Michael: you’re adorable *pats jerem’s hair*

Jeremy: *hugs the michael and doesn’t let go* I love you

Michael: *hugs the jerome* I love you more

Jeremy: wait! Can I um- wearyourhoodie

Michael: it’s going to make it more unfair uGH *gives jerem his hoodie* you’re gonna be cuter stoppp

Jeremy: *puts it on* this is huge on me-

Michael: uGH *clings onto the jerome*

Jeremy: whoopssss *plops on a beanbag*

Michael: *jumps on top of jerem*

Jeremy: oh hiiiii

Michael: helloooo

Jeremy: *kiss owo*

Michael: *kiss uwu* jeremy give me hugs n o w

Jeremy: so this is what it’s like dating Michael mell *cuddles*

Michael: yes I am very cold *cling* I’m so tireddd

Jeremy: go to sleep baby

Michael: But I wanna look at my new boyfrienddd

Jeremy: *big blush man* sleepppp

Michael: hhh *clings onto jerome and goes to sleep uwu*

Jeremy: *plays with the Michael’s hair*

Michael: *snatches Jerome’s arm*

-4 hours later-

Jeremy: *SL EEP*

Michael: *awaken* jeremyyyy

Jeremy: *awaken but v tired* yes Michael?

Michael: I love youuu *leach*

Jeremy: I love you toooo

Michael: I’m so tiredddd

Jeremy: *picks him up* I didn’t know I could do that- *puts him down on his bed* s l e e p

Michael: come next to meeee *clings onto jerem’s arm* pleaseeee

Jeremy: okayyy *gets under the blanket and lays down*

Michael: *hugs jerome* warm- *sllleep*

Jeremy: *sleep*

Later: hello

Michael: *sssleep*

Jeremy: michaaaa *kisses his forehead*

Michael: go aWAY I want slEEP

Jeremy: okay I’ll go awayyyy *gets up*

Michael: no I’m sorry come back it’s cold

Jeremy: *gets under the blanket and lays back down and hugs the michael* fineeee

Michael: *l each* it’s so cold jerome

Jeremy: *rubs the Michael’s back* I know Micha, just go back to sleep

Michael: *lea ch* *sleep uwuu*

Jeremy: *sleep*

Later: hi

Michael: *awoken*

Jeremy: *cuddling the michael*

Michael: jeremyyyy *poke*

Jeremy: *awake* whatttt

Michael: hiiii

Jeremy: hii babyyyy

Michael: *kkkkiss uwu*