#i am not in the mood for this tonight
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Unpopular opinion: All games should have the option to enable pausing.
And to save almost everywhere.
Yes even in soulslike games.
I am an adult who has a full time job and responsibilities. I get to play maybe an hour a week. I do not want to lose that hour of progress because devs decided 'pause' was not allowed in their game and I had sudden unexpected things come up that meant I had to quit the game without saving/leave it playing and hope enemies wouldn't respawn.
Also it would massively increase accessability. I have fully working non-injured hands and they still need a break after a tough boss fight. I can't imagine how frustrating it must be for people with joint pain, arthritis, etc, etc.
#gaming#accessability#a solid portion of games these days are 18+#so they should be designed remembering that most 18+ people do not have hours every week to do nothing but game#I am in a loquacious mood tonight
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can’t help but think of how, if we choose to go by sirius’ characterisation as a private, arrogant teen who only lets a select few into his circle, sirius’ post-azkaban life just have been such an utterly humiliating experience for him.
especially OoTP. when he has all these near strangers in his childhood house, that he hated and loved and ran away from and couldn’t ever escape. if he spent his entire pre-azkaban existence building a cold and aloof persona, not letting people know what his home life had been like, then to have all of these people get a front row seat to it because of kreacher and portrait walburga’s shenanigans must have been near unbearable. to have the entire order, including snape whom he disliked and mistrusted, hear the kinds of names he’s being called.
not only does he have to deal with the retraumatisation of his childhood, but also the fact that he’s flayed open for everyone to see. it’s not only his freedom, innocence, dignity that has been snatched from him but his privacy also. it’s such a cruel thing to experience, on top of everything else.
to have literal children, his godson who he has been kept away from all this while, whom he presumably wants to be able to look up to him, to have him see into the deepest parts of his soul. to have to be so weak in front of him. not only is he subjected to such vileness but he also cannot do anything about it.
sirius has not had a moment of peace in all the time we knew him. it is indignity upon indignity that is heaped onto him. every other character has gotten a moment of respite but him. it fully breaks my heart.
#sirius black#i am in the mood to sob tonight clearly#i just#was reading a fic#where it recounted walburga ad kreacher’s screams and taunts#and it suddenly hit me how humiliating they are?#like#even if it’s an inanimate object and a house elf#to be called an embarrassment and shame of my flesh and filth#by the only remaining members of your family#and to have it be traced back to your family#to know that your mother was alive but did not care that u were in azkaban#and that everyone else knows it too now#to walk around in every corner of your childhood house and be able to see exactly how u grew up#no boundaries no limits#to have other people keep touching parts of your family with the audacity to throw them out#and move it around#to call your home names#i just. cannot imagine.#the level of helplessness he was operating with#is it really any wonder he was the way he was#hell. he was actually so much better than he should’ve been#lesser men would’ve been catatonic or going off on a rage fuelled warpath#it’s so embarrassing to have your parent even correct u in front of friends sometimes#and to hear all this abuse. shouted at you.#and not one person ever stands up for him#or shows him any empathy#i’m actually amazed that even after all these years i’m able to find new tragedies in sirius life#HAS THAT MAN NOT BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH#pen’s notes
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self proclaimed simps, white knights, and the "she's not going to fuck you" receivers, please form an orderly line so i can fuck you
#have shared this sentiment before but man i am just so grateful to you guys#it makes me significantly less butthurt when someone talks shit about me and one of u calls them a braindead loser 💕💕💕💕💕💕#gonna film a hot video tonight i am in a good mood ily
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So much BTS lore feels like fanfiction and I can't get over it
Two of the members hated each other at first. They argued a lot and one time, they threw folded clothes at each other and the member who folded them had to come scold them. And now they keep reminding everyone how long they've known each other for. They wrote a song together where they said that "respect is a higher tier than love" and then called each other "my respect."
The smartest member of the group (one the previous two morons btw) didn't know how to tie his shoelaces until highschool. He doesn't eat seafood because he loves crabs. He's a literal geniues and he's so clumsy and such a dork (and I relate so deeply). And that body, guys, I'm telling you. This whole guy was made by a fanfic author.
Their company was near bankrupcy when they debuted. One of the members, who was getting offers from so many other companies, joined this one because he admired another member who was already a part of it. When these two met for the first time, member two was only wearing underwear and member one said "wow, thighs."
Another member came to an audition, not to audition himself but to support a friend. He was the only person from that audition round to get in. The friend did not.
Another member, who was studying to be an actor, was street cast on a bus.
One of them lost confidence and tried to leave before the debut, but another convinced him to come back, because they "needed him."
The whole industry hated them when they debuted and now they're arguably the best kpop group worldwide. (Arguably, read: argue with the wall)
(Add your own pls, I want to make a collection from this)
#in order#namjoon and yoongi#namjoon#jungkook and namjoon#taehyung#seokjin#hoseok#i feel bad there's nothing about jimin#but i'm literally just ranting off the top of my head#tf you want me to say about jimin#he's a prince??#he's Tiny but Mighty??#he's the perfect love interest??#click clack of chelsea boots??#bts#bts army#bangtan#like wow i really am in a mood tonight huh#fanfiction#kpop
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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You're doing art requests again! Yay! If you have the time and muse, I'd love some short-hair Katara, please. And/or Zuko and Katara both utterly exhausted just sitting together staring off into space trying to keep awake.
(Projecting? Me? Never met her. :P)
We do a little bit of projecting here, no worries lol
I haven't drawn short hair Katara in a while aaaahhhh I forgot how much I love her. Here they are staring off into space looking so deep in thought lol
#zutara#zuko#katara#atla#my art#art requests#last one for tonight!! will continue tomorrow!!#i think this one's my fav out of all i drew today :>>#this was kinda my mood too while drawing cause this is the last i did and i am a bit exhausted lol
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Tape recorder Sun in a horror setting, like i talked about in the tags of my last post! Guy will record you and use you own voice to taunt you. A La: he records you screaming for help and then tells you "nobody is going to hear you no one is comming to help" with your own scream
But sometimes he has to really search for the right words... and it makes for awkward pauses.
#sundrop#fnaf sun#dca#daycare attendant#tape recorder Sun#my art#i just really like the concept#i also imagine fluff but idk am in a horror-y kind of mood tonight#this isnt even truely horror but idk#also did anyone see the subtle 'help' i put in there or was it too subtle?
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i am manifesting axelle next season.. i need them to be toxic yuri
i wanna see axel try and take charge of her team but nichelle grabs her face and is like "nope we're not having a repeat of lastt ime!" and tries to take control and in that moment axel has a realization.
#i think axel is the type of person to not care for relationships. shes just never thought about her sexuality.#shes got more important things to worry about like the zombie apocalypse#nichelle is hesitant with relationships i think. since she doesnt want all that publicity that comes with her fame#my art#total drama#total drama 2023#total drama island#tdi#total drama reboot#tdr#td axel#td nichelle#total drama axel#total drama nichelle#axelle#nichaxel#nichelle x axel#axel x nichelle#i am in such an axelle mood tonight. if ur still reading feel free to send drawing prompts or headcanons or requests hehehe
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Why do people try to say that Aziraphale always tries to make Crowley do things?
Crowley is literally the serpent who gave Eve the knowledge of free will yet Aziraphale is the only one who is able to control anything Crowley does. Not even God, Satan, the Dukes of Hell, the Metatron, literally any other demon or angel Crowley has ever met has been able to make Crowley do what they want, yet Aziraphale somehow makes Crowley so weak that he never does what he wants because Aziraphale makes him do it with the power of his mind or something I guess. Maybe that's why he's too busy to think of Crowley's feelings 24/7, which is apparently also something else he should be doing. But he's also so brainwashed by Heaven that he only really ever loved Crowley when Crowley was an angel even though he put together a Jane Austen Ball for the demon in order to confess his feelings.
Aziraphale couldn't even prevent Crowley from asking questions despite his warning and concern and Crowley fell, but yeah Aziraphale is just so abusive and controlling and power-hungry.
Look at that demon-hating monster!!!!
#aziraphale defense squad#good omens#aziraphale#i'm in a mood tonight#please understand i am speaking with utmost sarcasm#because i'm tired of shitty aziraphale takes
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I want massive milky titties and a globular sloshy gut and thunderous soft thighs and a protruding wobbling ass. I want to be lounging and drinking and high all the time and I want to be worshipped for it like a queen. Or like a goddess.
I want a line of people a mile long stretching out of my temple with their arms full of offerings, desperate to feed or fuck me. Stuff me full, try to impress me. Bring me a keg of your brewery’s best ale, drain it all into my mouth. If I like the way it stretches my gut and makes my brain fog and spin, maybe I’ll accept your seed, giving you a blessing for the next year.
Acolytes drinking sweet boozy milk from my ludicrous fat tits, gulping desperately to swell their bellies in my image. Desperately and drunkenly humping against each other’s sloshing bellies when they’ve had their fill and lost their inhibitions. Priests to supply and light my eternally present cannabis, to rub my wobbling gut all day and gently help me burp out the gas so I can have more, more, more.
Everyone worshipping at the altar of my body as I worship at the altar of consumption.
#I am in a super feedism mood tonight and my partner is busy lol#.txt#rambles#my writing#intox#intox feedism
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i just remembered that canonically, sirius got to godrics hollow after hagrid.
which means that after he had his godson taken away from him (bc lbr that’s exactly what hagrid and dumbledore’s orders basically did) then he went into the house and saw james and lily’s dead bodies alone. no buffer in the form of harry crying out for his parents or even the godfatherly instinct of making sure his kid is alright.
he was there, with his brother and friend’s cooking body, all alone. stewing in grief and pain and rage and guilt. ALONE.
do we even know how long he was there? for all we know, he could’ve been catatonic right there besides james all day.
#sirius black#james potter#like. it hit me bc we usually do the whole ‘harry’s crying took him out of his shock’ scene#which i love ofc#and what i’ve always read#but in reality#sirius DIDNT have that#he was in his head the whole time#do u hear that sound#it’s my heart shattering in a million pieces#can u imagine????#sirius’ ENTIRE WORLD#LYING THERE#D E A D#and then imagine the onslaught of guilt#that it was HIS fault#is it any wonder he tracked down peter????#that he broke down in hysterical laughter when he was caught#like ‘OF COURSE i fucked this up as well i can’t do anything right’#he lost harry too u guys 😭😭😭#he wasn’t even reckless he was just so so grief stricken#that literally nothing mattered#god i have so many thoughts ab this rn#so many feels#once again i am unearthing more tragic reasons to cry ab sirius blck tonight#i have been in a Mood these days huh#pen’s notes
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Ed meets him on the beach. Well—”meet” might be a bit generous. It’s more 'came across some dude on his beach, was ready to yell this asshole OFF his fucking property, then saw the dude was fucking crying his eyes out, and yelling felt like a dick move, actually'. Now Ed’s sitting next to the guy—all golden and gorgeous and still crying, a fish out of water in the sand with his fucking chinos—and he’s holding his hand out, saying “I’m Ed,” so it’s as close to them meeting as it can be without getting into the whole ‘fuck off’ thing.
Hello, loves! Prouder than I can say to share the fic I got to write for the @becausethenightzine!!!!
Featuring Stede crying on a beach, Ed Teach immediately being down bad for him, and lots of tender affection and care between two men who have, and I cannot stress this enough, LITERALLY just met.
EDITED TO ADD THE LINK BECAUSE I'M A SILLY GOOSE:
#our flag means death#ofmd#gentlebeard#ed x stede#ofmd fanfic#my fic#my writing#I titled this fic after one of my favorite dolly parton songs and I am trying to manifest that mood for myself tonight#EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALL RIGHT DAMMIT
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Early Morning
Ingo sighs, face half buried into his pillow. The morning chill has settled into the home, despite the sun that shines through the window, resting its warm rays across his blanketed body. It's too early, he feels. Too early to do much of anything, besides maybe falling back asleep. He's nearly there, so he tries to relax further, but. . .
Someone slides into the bed with him. The warmth against his back is appreciated, soothing and comforting and protecting him from the autumn chill. Ingo sighs again, happier this time, smiling at the feeling of soft kisses peppering the back of his neck like the brush of a Beautifly's wings.
"Time to get up, handsome." Comes the rumble of a sleep-addled voice. Ingo groans out his displeasure, grumbling out some displeased noises to voice his reluctance instead of any proper words. It earns him a breathless laugh against his neck. He struggles to stifle a smile. "Oh, so now you’re going to be a lazybones? Where was this when I wanted you to come to bed last night?"
Hands drift over his sides, poking and pinching as the weight shifts. The kisses come to decorate the side of his head now, before a weight rests upon his shoulder. Even with his eyes closed, Ingo can feel the gaze on his face, as warm as the body pressed against him.
“I told you.” Comes the tease. His smile grows despite his efforts to keep it down. “I told you how grumpy you were gonna be in the morning when you got up, but nooooo. You had work that had to get finished, huh? Couldn’t wait until the morning!”
A giggle bubbles up in Ingo's throat. He tries in vain to muffle it in his pillow.
“Get up!" Hands push at his shoulder, barely able to make him twitch. "Lazy oaf, you are reaping what you sew!”
Ingo laughs, loud and bubbly. With a burst of energy, he rolls over, your squeals echoing in his ears as he grabs at you.
But his arms find nothing but air.
Jolted, Ingo opens his eyes, and sees that he's alone in his hut. Gliscor yawns at him from where it hangs upside down on the wall, and Tangrowth waddles past the window sleepily as well.
You're not here, Ingo realizes, sinking into the mattress of his bed. You're not here, giggling and teasing and cuddling him. He left you behind, whoever you are. His brain aches, memories fuzzy and fogged, but he could feel you. Hear you!
Who are you? And why does your absence make Ingo want to cry?
#pokemon imagines#pokemon x reader#ingo x reader#submas x reader#i am in a writing MOOD tonight y'all
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Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul?
from my Louis cinemagraph collection
#(i know that you will)#OH I AM IN A MOOD TONIGHT#louis tomlinson#mine*#tq-edit#tq-cine#don't look too closely me and kitkat kate are still learning
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You know what I find interesting?
Dean calls Sam's true crime hobby a fetish as siblings are wont to do: no one bats an eye. Everyone understands it is a joke/sibling banter.
Sam calls Dean's cowboy/Western history hobby a fetish as siblings are wont to do: "OMG DEAN LITERALLY WANTS TO GET FUCKED BY A COWBOY SO BAD HE HAS AN ACTUAL LITERAL FETISH FOR COWBOYS AND THERE IS NO OTHER WAY TO INTERPRET THAT LINE!!!"
And for added interest: this reading (afaik) is not brought to you by Wincest shippers, and if you ask one of them why Sam would know about Dean's sexual fetishes and would seriously talk about it in front of their adoptive father (yes, Sam says that in front of Bobby), YOU get accused of shipping Wincest!
#dean winchester#sam winchester#spn#supernatural#dean#sam#op#evidently I'm in the mood to start some fights tonight lol#ETA#this is not a w!ncest post#can't believe I have to put this#because I thought it was PAINFULLY clear this post was about fandom dynamics#and not the show itself#but I forgot how much some people like to piss on the poor#you know what#while I'm here may as well add#I am pro-Dean Winchester#it's his stans I can't stand lol
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it is almost midnight why am I still drawing art ...
#picrew baby crew#ok i will try to be concise on the explanation lmao#ages ago someone in the discord server im in was like... in the mood to do a couples picrew but asked with whomst#and im like oh oh pick me ! and they did#but the thing is ? they had yet to meet me irl and had never seen me in a picture so like#they just made me look like ferdinand basically#so i have a lot of cute lil picrew of them and my ferdsona as they dubbed it#and it was super fun bc neither of us care to be limited to a gender so in some i was more feminine and in others they were#and so tonight they posted some halloween ones and im like oh man thats so cute#but i asked them in private hi would you be cool if i had a different sona to use ?#bc by now i have actually met them face to face and so they know what i look like irl#and and so i got to describe a new sona and thats the lil blonde buddy#and since i wanted to be a werewolf theme (i had three options) they were like cool ill make myself lil red riding hood then#and it was SUCH A cute lil picrew so i drew the designs#but i have noticed in my games lately if i get character design im like ... various shades of blonde#and i am a freckle addict in games that let me have a freckle option i need freckles in game so#ta da lil blonde fella with freckles !#that was probably not concise but its fine i think ???#anyway shout out to them for being super cool and chill
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