#i am not blaming Lunar one bit.

[piowasthere]

i swear i have a wayy too dirty of a mind for this mf to be doing shit like that 😭 they know what they're doing, they know, god-

i am very, very, very upset to say that Lumini is kind of... dying. ik, it's terrifying it's like half of my entire personality but it's dying, and wtf am i supposed to do with this bro actin' up like that?

i can feed the delusion only so much. if Gemini doesn't find out about this and doesn't do something, i am about to throw somebody's hands.

literally just- 😭

[EP: Kerian FLIRTS WITH LUNAR!! in VRChat (LAES)]

[starlightsams4]

Suns Trauma (Old Moon)

(I’m just gonna add a TW here if I get really pissed or heated up this is a pretty sensitive topic for me and it just pisses me off, also sorry if this becomes a bit of a vent )

ALSO TW FOR TOPICS OF ABUSE 

It infuriates me how much Sun's trauma gets overlooked. Honestly. This rant is mostly about the abuse he endured from old Moon because it disgusts me how easily people dismiss that kind of suffering. Old Moon was a TERRIBLE brother. He called Sun names, threatened to kill or hurt him, blamed everything on him, and put immense pressure on him. He even physically abused him. And yet, people just ignore this. It’s worse then it sounds— Having someone you trust completely threaten you, call you stupid, and actually hit you sometimes is AWFUL. It HURTS. Especially when it’s from someone you love!

I get that Moon had his own issues and needed someone to talk to and let anger out on, but dumping all of that on one person is not healthy. And let’s be real—Sun didn’t have anyone else to turn to. He only had Moon. And Moon had no idea what he was doing. Sure, Killcode influenced him, and he had built up anger and stress too, but Killcode never directly hurt Sun. That was Moon. Moon abused Sun.

And yet, people are more concerned about Lunar’s abuse, which, yes, was terrible, but remember: Lunar was with Eclipse for about a year, maybe less. Eclipse slapped Lunar only once if I right and called him names (also I think he threatened him a couple times). I’m not saying Lunar’s abuse wasn’t bad—abuse is abuse, and it’s always horrible. But Sun was punched, yelled at, threatened, and called names FOR ALMOST 10 YEARS (edit, it was confirmed Sun and moon were made 9 years ago. So athst around 7-8 years of abuse.). And somehow, Sun’s trauma gets ignored. It pisses me off. Lunar atleast had support too after the Eclipse situation. IT REALLY IS THAT BAD TO HAVE SOMEONE YOU LOVE CALL YOU NAMES AND THREATEN TO HURT YOU. It’s not something to shrug off! And this is only a fraction of what Sun went through.

(I am honestly finding out how much I kin sun by typing this WTF 0.o)

edit: it was just confirmed sun and moon were made 9 years ago. Meaning sun has suffered almost 8 years of moons abuse

[vinestaffery]

traffic x gender-neutral reader

content: fluff; travelling other places; idk what else to really say its purely just fluff with traffic; potential ooc? im not used to traffic

authors note: so there was a valk post i made last night that actually responded to the WRONG person and i am so SO sorry to you lunar. i tried my hardest to push this out as i do school work at the same time. do not take history trust (i blame my teacher for torturing me with this bullshit). anyways!! enjoy this mega fluff oneshot....

[Y/N] stood at the crossroads, the sun casting a warm glow on the busy intersection. People hurried past, lost in their own worlds, but [Y/N] felt a sense of calm in the chaos. The contrast between the bright sunlight and the shadows that were cast across the tall buildings created an interesting play of the chaotic dance below the tower.

They waited for Traffic, who had promised to meet them here, before they set off on another spontaneous adventure in one of the other factions. She adored the fact she was allowed to venture with him, sometimes even with Lightblox.

Traffic arrived a few minutes later, his usual laid-back demeanor evident in his slow, easy gait. His hair, a tousled mess, caught in the sunlight, giving him an almost ethereal look as he soon tipped his cone towards you. "Mi' lady," he commented, chuckling as you looked at him with a smirk. "Really?"

"Oh, c'mon, don'tcha tell me ya didn't laugh?" Traffic elbowed you in the hip. [Y/N] soon smiled, feeling a flutter of excitement. "Suure. Well, where are we heading this time?" You questioned. Traffic shrugged, his eyes wandering to the horizon as he stood and tucked his hands into his puffer- jacket pockets.

"Wherever the wind takes us, I guess. But first, let's sit for a bit. I found a nice spot over here to prepare." He pointed to a grassy patch under a free area from the chaos, away from the bustle of the cross-roads. Traffic held your hand, walking through pedestrains and endless crowds as he finally reached the area he had found, settling you down.

Pulling out a cigarette and lighting it, he took a slow drag before exhaling a thin stream of smoke. He leaned back into the chair. His eyes were half-closed as he soaked up the moment while you brushed the smoke away. You could hear him chuckling as you let out a cough.

There was a soft smile on their faces, something ever so comforting about Traffic's presence—a sense of peace that was hard to find elsewhere. They reached over, fingers brushing against his hair as she caressed it, laughing softly. "Your hair is really soft."

Traffic opened his eyes with a playful glint in them. "You think so? I never really paid much attention to it."

They nodded, their fingers gently threading through his hair as much as possible, trying not to knock his cone off his head. "Yeah, it's nice. Kind of like you."

Traffic chuckled, a deep, warm sound. "Flattery will get you everywhere, you know."

They sat in companionable silence for a while, Traffic smoking his cigarette and [Y/N] playing with his hair. The sounds of crossroads faded into the background, leaving only the soft rustle of leaves and the distant hum of traffic. "You ever think about just staying in one place?" [Y/N] asked, their voice quiet.

Traffic shrugged, a wistful smile on his lips. "Sometimes. But then I remember all the places I haven't seen yet and all the roads I haven't traveled. It's hard to stay still when there's so much out there."

[Y/N] nodded, understanding his perspective. Though he isn't the type to get sentimental or emotional, it seemed that they had captured them in a moment. "I get that, but it's nice to stop and breathe every now and then."

He turned his head, his eyes meeting theirs. "Yeah, it is. Especially with you." He winked.

They shared a smile, the kind that spoke of unspoken words and uncharted paths. In that moment, under the shade of the tree, the world seemed to pause, and all that mattered was the simple, quiet connection between them.

Traffic took one last drag of his cigarette before putting it out. "Ready to go?" he asked, his voice soft. [Y/N] nodded, feeling a sense of contentment. "Yeah. Let's see where the wind takes us."

The walk through the bustling city streets was filled with the usual charm of Traffic's unpredictable antics. He made strange and juvenile suggestions, like stopping at a fountain to toss in not just coins but small trinkets he found in his pockets, claiming it would bring them "extra special luck." [Y/N] couldn't help but laugh at his illogical ideas, enjoying the lightheartedness he brought into their lives.

As they approached a small park, Traffic's eyes lit up with a mischievous glint. "Hey, [Y/N], let's climb that tree!" he exclaimed, pointing to an old oak tree with sprawling branches. [Y/N] raised an eyebrow, amused. "Why?"

"Why not?" Traffic countered, already heading towards the tree. He began to climb, his movements surprisingly agile for someone like him. [Y/N] followed, shaking their heads with a smile. Traffic always had a way of turning mundane moments into spontaneous adventures.

They settled on a sturdy branch, the city noise fading into the background. Traffic leaned back against the trunk, his legs dangling freely. "You know, sometimes I think about just disappearing into the wild, living off the grid," he mused, a dreamy look in his eyes. [Y/N] glanced at him, curious. "You really think you could do that?"

Traffic shrugged, a wistful smile playing on his lips. "Maybe. But then I'd miss seeing the smiles on people's faces and making them laugh with my weird ideas. Life's too short to take seriously, you know." [Y/N] nodded, appreciating his outlook. "Yeah, you do have a way of making things fun."

Traffic grinned, his eyes sparkling. "That's the spirit! Now, let's get down from here before someone calls the cops."

They climbed down, with Traffic making a dramatic leap from the last branch and landing with a flourish. [Y/N] laughed, feeling lighter and more carefree than they had in a while. Traffic's apathy towards his own life was balanced by his desire to make others happy. It was a paradox that made him uniquely endearing.

As they continued their walk, Traffic suddenly stopped in front of an old, abandoned building. "You know, I always wanted to explore a place like this," he said, his voice filled with nostalgia. [Y/N] looked at the building, then back at Traffic. "Are you serious? It looks dangerous."

Traffic shrugged, a mischievous smile on his lips. "Danger is just another word for adventure." Despite their initial hesitation, [Y/N] followed Traffic into the building. They wandered through the dusty halls, finding remnants of the past scattered around. Traffic picked up an old, tarnished mirror, holding it up to [Y/N]. "Look, it's like we're in another world."

[Y/N] laughed, seeing their reflection in the cracked glass. "Yeah, a world where we need tetanus shots." Traffic chuckled, his eyes crinkling with amusement. "Always the realist, huh?"

They spent the rest of the day exploring the building, each room a new discovery. Traffic's antics kept [Y/N] laughing, his carefree nature infectious. As the sun began to set, they made their way to the rooftop, where they sat side by side, watching the city below.

"You know," Traffic said softly. "I'm really glad we met. You make all these crazy adventures worth it." [Y/N] smiled, their hearts warming at his words. "Me too, Traffic. Me too."

They sat in comfortable silence, the sky painted in hues of orange and pink. Traffic reached out, brushing a strand of hair from [Y/N]'s face. "Your hair is really soft," he murmured, a tender look in his eyes.

[Y/N] felt a blush creep up their cheeks, their hearts racing. "Thanks," they whispered, their fingers entwining with his.

[ayyy-imma-ninja]

this is a theory, and an inspiration from an audio i heard (i dont remember where tho) that gave me ideas for how fairy eclipse life was before the imprisonment.

{It reveals that young individuals who were treated poorly by their caretakers will often, rather oddly, blame themselves instead of their caretakers for their injuries (like emotional, psychological, even physical if it got to that point). They hate who they are rather than directing their hate towards those who have wronged them. Young individuals immediately notice when they are not loved as much as they might need to be. They understand nothing of the reason for this hardened attitude, but they feel all the pain. Yet, they need to locate some kind of explanation nevertheless. So, they quickly and intuitively settle on one that almost always feels most compelling to them—that they have done something wrong. "why is moony so agitated?" Because they have done something wrong. "why does moony always yell at me when I didn't even do anything wrong?" Because they have done something wrong. "why did moony push me away when I wanted to hug them when I was crying?" (most likely when eclipse was like really new to the world) Because they have done something wrong. "Am I the reason why you guys argue? am I the reason why moon is mad?" (probably eclipse asked sun and they probably said yes) Because they have done something wrong. "why is sunny being so cold?" Because they have done something wrong. "Why aren't they being treated kindly?" Because they have done something wrong. "Why is lunar being preferred to them?"(if they met lunar and saw how they are being treat now, and before the twins started to treat lunar better) Because they have done something wrong.}

this is how i imagine eclipse felt when he was new to the world and living with the twins but i still think he still thinks like that, poor thing.

(sorry if that's a bit much- there is a little bit more. ok not a little there is a lot more =_=; but i hope you like it! :D )

"Young" minds are certainly shaped by those around them :)

[strwbrryvagabond]

wanted to get on here and yap about American Girl for some reason today

I'm far from a brand loyalist, and honestly, I was shocked I didn't grow up with the off-brand dolls you could get at Walmart or Target since I grew up poor until recently when my mom informed me that I would save money up for months and months at a time so that I could buy the dolls, and my parents only even actually purchased one for my birthday once we started to do a bit better financially, and after they saw how much I loved and took care of the dolls

I bought accessories for them myself as well, both from the actual company and from other brands like Target and Walmart ones, and even paid my mom to order me a bunk bed for them off of Etsy or something because I was so distraught that they didn't all have their own beds.

Anyways, I know brands are bad and stuff, and American Girl is not without faults and controversies, but tbh those dolls really shaped me as a kid, like I intentionally bought Rebecca Rubin as my first doll when I was a kid after seeing her in a catalog that we got sent by mistake because she was Jewish and looked like me. I had never seen a doll or character, or pretty much anything at that age who was Jewish like me and looked like me, and she wanted to be an actress, and at the time, I also wanted to act

I took that doll very literally everywhere, half the pictures of me from that age, she's tucked under my arm in a different outfit, her hair as well taken care of as I could manage for being so little. I accidentally messed up one of her curls while trying to fix her hair, and I cried for like a solid half an hour until my mom helped me fix it. even after I got other dolls, all of which I still loved and took care of religiously, Rebecca was the one who came everywhere with me

I'd already been a big reader before that, which is a whole other post, but I devoured those books, and I totally blame them for my current love of learning history and historical fiction. and the different dolls were all depicted as activists and feminists, and do not get me wrong here (I say on the 'taking things out of context' website) they were far from perfect with their diversity and activism, like oh jeez they did some very questionable things sometimes, but for the early 2000s and 2010s? revolutionary

the store closest to me closed a little before my birthday last year. I didn't know that it was even happening, and honestly probably still wouldn't have known if I hadn't been shopping with my friends at that mall like two weeks before my birthday since that was the only day we could all make work. Despite not having touched my dolls in a while, everything was super on sale, and I had been planning on taking Rebecca to college with me, so I figured I might buy her an outfit or something.

while the store was pretty ransacked, I was shocked and, no joke, teary-eyed over how many things they had for different cultures, different religions, and how many little girls I saw in there with big starry eyes looking at a doll that looked like them

I ended up buying a Channukkah outfit, and one of the friends I was with convinced me to, against my nature, let them buy a Lunar New Year outfit for me as well, which almost made me cry again. What really did it was seeing one of the previous Girls of the Year, Corrine Tan. Oh my gosh if they had had her when I was a little girl, she would've gone right beside Rebecca with how obsessed I was with her. I don't think I've mentioned it here before, but as a kid, I LOVED Mulan, and when I went to Disney World and the dress up boutique they had, I was DEVASTATED that they didn't have a Mulan costume. I latched onto her so hard for a very similar reason that I latched onto Rebecca so hard; because even though she wasn't the same ethnicity as me, Mulan was Asian, and so am I. I wore out I think three burned copies of that movie I watched it so often

I'm just weirdly sadder than I expected that American Girl is closing so many stores and not making as many sales I guess. I'm really fighting being a brand loyalist right now, because there are about a million other brands that make super similar dolls that I'm sure little kids all over loved, it's just always stuck with me that they at least seem to care about representation in the stories they make for these dolls

I mean, it clearly impacted me growing up, and I think it was for the better. I remember reading Addy's book being one of the first times I was exposed to the idea of children being slaves because they obviously didn't talk about that in an elementary school in the 2010s. I really just wanted to get all of my thoughts out, I've been thinking about it a lot recently since I took Rebecca to college, and I've now been hearing stories from girls who see her in my room about what doll or what toy shaped them as a child. Very excited to dress her up for Channukkah when it comes around, and tbh I've been looking for more outfits for her online. I just want her to be something I take with me throughout my life I guess. I mean, I took her everywhere when I was little, so it kinda feels wrong not to take her with me on this super big part of my life.

yeah anyways uh, if you had one of these dolls go... idk kiss em on the forehead or something. remind the toys that shaped you that you love them for what they did for you and all that. yap session over

[foreverformula1]

Chain Bear put the words I have been struggling to come out with quite gracefully.

It is one thing for drivers like Alonso and such to do this as they were born and little when Senna passed away, but it gets a tiny bit weird when drivers born 20+ years after his death do this. It feels “forced”. I don’t blame them for this, especially not individually. I am referring the broader aspect of it.

And surely I do not want the F1 community to forget about it! But the more time passes, the more this level of dedication gets weird. By “this level of dedication” I mean multiple drivers doing this almost every anniversary (or similar milestones of Senna).

I also want to add that although it is very much reasonable for companies and brands that once were affiliated with Senna to do this, it is…interesting when it’s a regular yearly thing to make projects to show respect to him. I indeed suspect that many brands in general (not just F1!) do some stuff to make it look like they have something going on for them, to look nice and respectful and I believe that some are genuinely wishing people a good Chinese lunar year and care about Bees, Earth, Friendship day etc or even I understand if they do these things “just because, but with a innocent nice thought behind”; but why would brands/people that have nothing to do with Chinese lunar year or Ramadan other than MAYBE affiliations with countries that believe in those make multiple posts, projects and products? Weather they sell merch/products with this concept or not, it feels first of all an excuse to “celebrate” and public display of “You see? We have things in our calendar, we are not a doormat company”, in this case of gratitude, sometimes it feels like a way to remind people that at least at some point, they had things going on within themselves, and they still can come back; I assume it’s maybe for the workers there, not just the public. Also to remind others of their own greatness and legacy. When products are involved it gets more obvious; they use the opportunity like a party+to release limited edition designs when they could do that any other day but they want to bank money from minimal red T-shirts for CLNY. Just to make the designers do something different (good for them) and showcase versatility. But no concrete belief or thought behind. -Assuming none o few of the people in the board don’t share the culture one bit and are just being nice. But you can be nice without making it your image for a week when don’t care that much deep down. That’s what performative means. Surely, it is different for individual people, but you get the message.

I don’t blame anyone one bit, especially it is the 25th (?) anniversary since he passed away. And it is public knowledge that the multiple of 5 are milestone years for ANY brand or person. So the emphasis this year is normal, especially considering the Netflix documentary about his story coming out soon.

I have been wondering this for at least the past 2 weeks: Would X person would want to be remembered to THIS length by individual people twice a year every single year? Because it’s kind of okay and “personal” if not every year.

In general, many public figures have been doing a lot of public over gratification. Especially the more famous the other person is. Sometimes they enhance it in the period in which the other person is getting “viral” again. Over gratification is a problem beyond late celebrities. I have been seeing it a lot in MANY ways. A lot of times pushed by the expectations of the public, seeing as the result in not publicly displaying it to them, results in nasty responses from them. This is a broader discourse for another time. But yes, in (I think) all of these many cases of different types of over gratification which has risen in the past 7 years, it feels performative. Even if they genuinely care, it always seems a bit performative for the public, to “humble” themselves. (Nowadays, people seem desperate for celebrities to get humbled-but once again, this is another long topic for another time on another blog).

An example in F1 which I can give though, is exchanging helmets. Probably some like it as it could be fun to keep a memory of the other with themselves but…If it were me, I would rather give away my trophies than helmet; helmet tell my history + I basically wore them + I wouldn’t care less of other people’s sweaty hats, I know that if I were a driver, I would customize my helmet each GP, therefore they would be collected in my home. The trophies can all stay to the team (not other drivers), except first and last and the aesthetically pleasing ones…returning to the original line of thought, maybe indeed because some drivers might not care, I would feel less confident to do this. They don’t care if they switch their own helmet for another, will they admire my helmet like I do and polish it every month or hide it somewhere because it is less important than their owns but more symbolic/pricy and delicate? Those are all theories. Take it with a grain of salt. But yes, helmet switching is a sign of mutual gratification. I wouldn’t do it but I am neutral-positive of the thought is there for drivers. Beautiful thought though, to whoever started this recently.

[ikamigami]

Oh I want to yell at Nexus so badly, him talking about how his family didn't love him when they all did, "Sun was grieving the brother he killed" and yet Sun loved Nexus more than Moon and admitted that more than once, "Lunar was just missing the old me" Lunar never indicated he missed Moon more and it's only when Nexus went off the deep end that he got angry, "Earth was only being nice to fulfill a purpose because dad didn't love her" she wanted to help everyone because she's a kind person and she loved Nexus more than anything hence why the two were so vulnerable with one another, I am glad Solar had the reasonable response to that nonsense but I am anticipating certain people twisting this the wrong way, especially with Nexus's whole "you're the only one I cared about Solar", since that's an argument a lot of people make to justify Nexus, how Solar didn't compare Nexus to Moon

Ha ha ha ha ha 🤣

I only want to laugh at Nexus' attempts at lying to himself that he never cared about anyone beside Solar..

He cared..

But also I really don't believe him.. cause why he didn't say that he will kill Sun? 🤨

I get it most of you probably don't see it like that.. and that's fine..

I don't mind being in the tiny itty bitty group of people who are sure that Nexus still cares about Sun.. (I said group of people cause hey! I think that I'm not the only one who thinks that, right?)

Also I'm proud of Solar and I'm glad that I was hoping that he'll react the way he did.. cause I'm serious that I'd lost every bit of respect towards him if he sided with Nexus.. 😬

Also wow Sun can sense star energy now? Or maybe.. just maybe he can sense Nexus cause he's also his Moon? :)

But I agree with you, dear anon and I'm afraid that you're right that certain fans will twist this situation into something else.. 😮‍💨

And also well.. no one is really comparing Nexus to Moon that much.. I remember Monty doing it..

And well Sun didn't mean to compare them and in fact he wasn't comparing them but I'm not surprised why Nexus felt like he was..

But the truth is.. we can't blame Sun for this.. because it's not his fault that he was grieving and that couldn't explain himself when no one allowed him and that no one helped him with trauma caused by Moon back then..

I think that in situations like that.. it just happened.. it wasn't Sun's fault.. and it wasn't Nexus' fault that he had existential crisis because it's understandable considering circumstances..

Things just happen sometimes..

Nothing justify Nexus' actions though.. because like I said.. he wasn't even lashing out..

And even if he might have been more cold and uncaring because of psychotic episode or something like that.. it doesn't justify him almost killing Earth..

Also cause I almost forgot.. it's obvious that it hurt him that Sun locked him in the cell.. but Nexus doesn't know full story.. cause Sun never planned on leaving him there alone.. and he'd definitely visit him again if it wasn't for Puppet, Foxy and Monty.. and I'm sure that if Sun knew better way to stop Nexus from trying to do something bad he'd do that..

Because I get it that locking Nexus wasn't the best idea.. and that it made Nexus' mental state worse.. but I swear that Sun wouldn't do that if he had better idea.. or if anyone else would help him..

I understand Nexus' feelings.. but it doesn't justify his actions..

And I can't wait for the day when he'll realize that he screwed up big time.. but not in a way that "oh I know that I did bad" but that he'll regret it and finally start getting some help.. and also atone for what he's done..

But the thing is that we don't know what VAs planned for Nexus.. but we shall see I guess..

[staytinyville]

Heuning Kai

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↣ Summary: After an accident leaves you terrified, you subconsciously conjure a monster that feeds off your anxiety. However this monster begins to grow feelings for you. 

↣ Characters/Pairing: Huening Kai x gn!reader

↣ Genre: fluff

↣ AU/Trope info: anxiety monster!Kai, depressed!reader, sorta jujutsu kaisen type deal

↣ Word Count: 1.3k

↣ Warnings: anxiety attack, sorta PTSD, this might make some of you guys uncomfy because of the things going on atm around the world, if you need someone to talk to I am open.

↣ A/N: THE LAST OF MY STORIES MAN. THE JOY I FELT. I was really trying so hard to finish these quickly and I feel like I rushed them too much to the point where they kind of sucked. I hope you enjoyed reading them all if you did. And if not I do hope you got the right tarot reading! Do tell me if you did. I love to know if it resonated. 

THE MOON

Illusion, Fear, Anxiety, Subconscious, Intuition

When the moon comes out in a reading it is meant to signify that you are projecting your fears into your everyday life. You might have some kind of trauma with a painful memory or experience that left you unsure about yourself. In order to understand these better you have to connect yourself with that part of you you might not be willing to see.

This card can represent a time where you are not sure about things. You are second guessing things, so with that in mind make sure you pay attention to the signs. Do not allow yourself to fall pray to a fast decisions without checking out all the options.

Pay close attention to the lunar cycle in how it plays roles in your everyday life. Connect with it's spirit wanting to help you navigate through a time in your life where you might not be sure of yourself.

XVII THE MOON

There was a time when you had enjoyed going outside into the world, but as of late it was hard to want to do that. There was something preventing you from going out and it only festered your anxiety and depression more. 

It gave itself the name Kai. 

It sucked to have him glued to your side but you had no one else to blame but yourself. Ever since that accident you were in things took a turn and you became scared of everything around you. Because of this your fears had manifested something that would haunt every other living soul on the earth. 

You could remember the first night you had met him. You were curled up in a fetal position as a nightmare was plaguing you and causing a cold sweat to run through your body. You woke up startled when you felt cold hands stroking your shoulder that had been uncovered by the blankets. 

Whimpering, you wanted to think it was nothing, but it continued its ministrations. So you slowly opened your eyes, and were met with glowing eyes. He looked like such a boy with a goofy grin on his face as he faced you, one hand tucked under his head. 

Your breath got caught in your throat as you began to shiver from being in the same bed as someone else. Who was this man and why was he in your bed?

“I’m not gonna kill you.” Were his very first words to you. “If I kill you, I kill myself and that’s just a dumb idea.”

He gave you a grin. “I’m Kai. Your anxiety monster.”

And so you spent the next couple of months with the man who manifested from your own feelings and fears getting to know him. He tired you out a lot but you guess that was just his job. You learned he was clingy and loved to torment you.

However for you, you had learned to live with him. He was a bit annoying but you knew it was only you who created him. He was your own imagination come to life. A part of you might be scared of him but for the most part, you were quite happy because he was almost like a friend. 

A toxic one that seemed to find joy in your misery but there were good things about him that you found yourself feeling happy about. 

He would always watch over you, like a guardian angel, making sure you wouldn’t walk into traffic or go down the wrong alleyway. He also would sneer at any person who got too close to you like a jealous boyfriend.

Everytime you would ask him about it he would explain to you that if you found someone to occupy your time, you wouldn’t be sad anymore therefore he would go away. But you knew that your anxiety wasn’t going to go away anytime soon. If at all. 

“Good morning, my sweets!” Kai’s goofy grin was the first thing you saw every morning and the last thing before you closed your eyes. 

You had asked him once why it was he looked the way he did. An attractive man who had a baby face that would make anyone swoon. He explained to you that he looked that way because he was meant to embody your dream man. You frowned at his answer but as he continued you understood his reasoning. 

You were worried one day the man of your dreams would come up to you and all you would feel is anxiety over acting like a fool or looking like a fool. You guess it made sense seeing as Kai would be seeing you at your best and your worst. 

“Good morning, Kai.” You sighed, turning onto your back. 

He began to pout, feeling something bubble under your chest that made him squint his eyes. He shuffled closer to you, trying to curl into your side. He frowned when you didn’t reach over for him like you usually did. 

He raised his head to look at you. “Something is wrong.” He told you.

“I feel like today is going to be a bad day.” You spoke softly. 

Kai’s pout deepened, feeling a bit bad for your problems. He was meant to feed off of them but as the time went on he quickly fell in love with how strong you were even with everything going on. 

You would try your best to get over your fears, even if they came back. You had mottos you told yourself over and over again to keep pushing forward. Kai had never met a host like you and it made his non-existent heart beat just a tad. 

For the rest of the day, he kept a watchful eye on you. You were sluggish in everything you did, nearly breaking things. You barely had any energy to move to your couch or reach for the remote that was on the other side. Kai kept grunting when you wouldn’t do anything and he would have to take over for you. It would get small smiles, knowing that the monster cared for you in some passive aggressive way. 

However when you turned on the tv and saw that there had been another natural disaster in some part of the world, your mind began to shut down. All you could see were the buildings knocked over or fallen completely. 

You suddenly felt a weight on your chest, tightening around your lungs. You could feel sweat on your skin as you were reminded of the long time spent in a small space under a collapsed structure. The dust that stuck to your skin and made your eyes burn. 

Kai’s eyes went wide as he too began to feel the tightening in his stomach. While it was something good for him, all he could feel was remorse as he turned to watch you. Without thinking about his own health, he shut off the tv and was quick to take you into his hands. 

The moment you felt someone touch you, the breath you were holding came out in a choked sob and they wracked through your body loudly. You clung to Kai as you were reminded of those people who helped to take you out of the rubble.  

He tried to shush you, tightening his hold around your whole body. Maybe it wasn’t the best way to calm down a survivor of a disaster, but for you it wasn’t about the way he tightened your hold on you, it was about how you weren’t alone in a hole. 

You could feel his breathing on your body, could hear his whispers in your ear, could see the color of his shirt. You weren’t someone dark without help, you were sitting on your couch with the monster that was supposed to be feeding off you. And yet here he was, trying to calm you down. 

And when you pulled away to fall onto the couch all numb, he didn’t hesitate to keep you on his chest and allow you to unravel on your own. Your voice was hoarse and quiet but he was able to hear you just fine. 

“Kai, what are you doing?” You whispered. 

“I’m your anxiety monster. I feed off your anxiety.” He answered, looking up at the ceiling. 

“Then why did you calm me down?” You asked him. 

“Because I don’t like that kind of anxiety.” He began to massage your scalp. “It tastes bitter.”

You smiled softly, your lips moving as you gave his covered chest a kiss. “I’m sorry for tasting bitter.”

“It’s okay. I’ll accept the anxiety you get when you’re trying to open a can of biscuits.”

You laughed out loud and swatted at his chest. “It’s a real fear.”

“I know.” His lips touched the top of your head making you go back to laying on his chest. “You also freak out over spiders. Those are the best kind of meals.”

“Thank you, Kai.” You said it so quietly, in such a small voice–it made the monster smile. 

“You’re welcome.”

Tags : @cultofdionysusnet , @sandsofire , @k-vanity

[glade-constellation]

Here’s a TSAMS snippet I wrote on a whim. I feel like some of the canonical stuff about Eclipse was wasted during his last arc and I really wanted to play around with it. Sorry if it’s a little odd to read, I was just writing whatever came to mind.

Possible TSAMS Spoilers : This is happening some time after Eclipse gets the star, not sure quite when but there has at least been time for Sun and Moon to do some bonding after Moon’s memory wipe.

CW : Strong language, canon-typical violence

“How are you all so ‘smart’, yet so fucking stupid,” Eclipse growled out, hands bawled into fists now shaking at his sides. “You just don’t get it, do you? You guys sit on your asses and blame everything on me without thinking for one moment that you could possibly have had an ounce of help in the matter. No, nothing could be your fault, because that would mean I’m right.”

“Eclipse, I don’t-”

Eclipse whirled around, clawed finger jabbing forward. “Shut it, Sun. This isn’t about you.”

Moon stepped forward to pull Sun behind him, giving an audible growl. His pupils were slits at this point as he glared. The visible rage only dropped slightly when seeing Eclipse's own anger bleed into chilling glee.

The taller solar animatronic slowly gave a sharp toothed smile, rays slowly rotating. “Actually, it’s never been about you. You were just the means to an end. I never wanted to hurt you specifically, not really. All of this, every moment of trauma I caused you, was for Moon.” Amber eyes glared daggers in the direction of the lunar animatronic, burning with fury despite his grin.

The slow screeching sound of metal crunching metal filled the air. Eclipse gave a huff of laughter when realized Moon had just dented his own fist in his rage. Moon’s claws dug into his palms as he shook. “You’re telling me that you hurt my brother, not because he may have hurt you, but because you wanted to get to me?!”

Eclipse threw his hands up, “Finally, we’re getting somewhere! That took longer than thought, honestly.”

A roar shook the air as Moon charged forwards, fist raised. Sun cried after his brother, reaching to try and grab him but failing. Eclipse simply gave a cackle before Moon seemingly froze in his spot, suspended just before he could land the hit.

Eclipse stepped forward, around the fist so he could stand face to face with his assailant. His smile dropped again as he stared the other down. “Here’s the thing, Moon. I’m you. I am every bit of your own nasty desires, ripped from your very own head. You hated yourself so much that you tore apart your own coding and left it behind. Every time I’ve hurt him, every time Sun has experienced pain by my hand, it’s because a part of you still lives on with the desire to do so to him.”

Slowly, oranges and reds began to bleed into whites and blues. Rays were retracted to be replaced with a starry night cap, the bell at the end gingling slightly as it swung down. Moon’s optics widened, horrified by the sight before him. Eclipse gave a low laugh, now red eyes turning up in a sharp smile on a crescent face.

“Sorry to disappoint, but you never stopped hurting your brother. Not really.”

[tobiasdrake]

Deeper into Mesa Island, we go.

Uhhh.... Can we help you?

Should we be stopping this? I feel like we should be stopping this.

And they're gone.

Great. They expect me to do all the work of springing the deadly trap on myself. Typical.

This is the Elder Mist all over again. Fucking lazy-ass ambushers.

Fine, I did your yardwork and raised your lunar sigil. Let's go, up and at 'em. Come bite my face off. I don't have all night.

There we go, that's more like it. Consider this hedge pruned! See, the problem with making me set up my own ambush is that it gives me time to prepare for it.

In any case, that happened. Remind me next time we see Dickface Minstrel that I owe them a flute shoved down their throat.

And I pay my debts. Just ask the Numerology Cult.

Oh, I guess it's flashback time. Sure, why not. It's a bit of a hike to Peach's Castle, so now's as good a time as any to reminisce.

Oh, shit. Is this....

It is. This is the Strife cleansing. This is when Momo died. Along with many of her colleagues.

Oh, that confidence. >.< Oh, Moraine. Time will not be kind to you.

Another reminder that Erlina is stronger than Brugaves. She took to the magic more naturally than he did.

No, you don't. Not this battle, you don't.

People keep mentioning the twins. I don't think they're anyone we know. Probably died in the Strife battle.

They have to be important, though. The way they keep coming up implies that the plot wants us to be aware of them.

The sole survivor. I think this is where everything fell apart for our timeline. If Solstice Warriors are Resh'an's pieces and Dwellers are Aeophorul's pieces, then the near-total annihilation of all Solstice Warriors in exchange for a single Dweller, no matter how strong, was a cataclysmic loss for our team.

All that was left of the entire order was one traumatized Lunar warrior and two kids who didn't even really want to be here. This was where the ball began to roll downhill.

The friction was there from the beginning. Erlina never liked Moraine. I can't blame her. I hated his guts too. Sole survivor with PTSD Moraine is not well-suited to teaching the new generations, but he's literally the only option there is.

We didn't survive the Strife battle. We only thought we did. But the Dweller had mortally wounded the order. A wound whose lethality would only become clear twenty years later.

Shades of our own childhood plan to go sail the world with Garl instead. Every kid can feel how suffocating Mooncradle truly is.

I said before that Moraine is not very good at indoctrinating children into the order's belief system. Erlina and Bugraves turned full-on traitor, while Zale and I were out of Moraine's sight for five seconds before we recruited our non-Solstice bro that he explicitly forbid us from recruiting. Nobody cares about what Moraine thinks.

I stand by that remark now, but it's accented with a heavy dose of tragedy. He was never qualified to be a teacher. But who else was there?

Unfortunately, Evermist Island is a fucking prison colony of a place, so it's not exactly easy to escape from. These two had to become Solstice Warriors because there were no other options available. In Mooncradle, you're either born to become a Solstice Warrior or born to serve Solstice Warriors.

That's it. Solstice kids and non-Solstice kids alike, your path is set in stone from birth. Because this isn't a village; It's a factory for mass-producing Resh'an's chess pieces as efficiently as possible.

...oh, the vials that created Mooncradle were TIA's potions. I just got that. Yeah, he probably is the Great Eagle. Or controls it. Or something.

Aww, it's me! I'm so precious. I am the cutest baby that's ever been dropped off by the Great Eagle, and I will bite the shins of anyone who disagrees.

Confirmation that I am, in fact, the older sibling. Chew on that, little brother.

[synthy-sizer]

9 MONTHS AGO

“Why do you need a blood test?” Sofia sits, confused, in the operating seat. The medical office is one of few places you can absolutely guarantee is safe and clean. She looks around, a bit intimidated by the array of medical machinery and equipment, and frankly you don't blame her. You were scared of it at one point too. “There's some genetic traits passed down through Lunar citizens. We want to check your DNA and see if you have them.” You prepare a syringe and turn back to face her. She looks even more confused. “What does that have to do with anything?” “Well, if Heresy is correct, then you might be very important for our mission. Although it's only a suspicion.” You step beside her and gently hold her arm. “This won't hurt much, I promise.” She looks at you hesitantly and nods. You carefully inject the syringe and start taking blood.

“Hey, Violence?” You look up from your work. “Yeah?” “Why do you call Jordan that?” You chuckle a bit. “Would you believe me if I told you it was her idea?” You look back down at the vial. It looks good. You pull the needle from her arm and bandage it up. “Myself and Lust already knew each other. But Heresy was a bit of an outlier. She just cropped up spewing nonsense about some prophecy, and how we were supposed to join her in a mission. Lust and I already had a mission, of course, and although she seemed aligned with it somewhat we were a bit skeptical. So she said, ‘I can prove it, just watch.’ And she predicted the future.” “She what?” You take the sample over to your computer and start typing away. “I know. But she was right. She told us pivotal world events, and sure enough they happened exactly the way she described. I still think she's crazy. But maybe her brain still knows how to do the math.” You plug the vial into a machine and it starts whirring away, processing the results. All you need to do is wait now.

You turn around in your office chair to face Sofia directly. “In the early days, though, we were enamored. What she told us had to be done, we did. And that includes our titles. It helped that somehow she could tell what names fit us even without knowing us. It's like someone told her everything about us before we even met.” She considers for a moment. “I asked Jordan about her story. And she said she died. That all of you had.” There's suddenly tension in the air. She watches you, and you watch her. She fidgets around a little. Maybe she's regretting asking. “I don't believe that.” “But you're not a normal human, I've seen the way you three fight off angels. Something happened to you.” You clench your fist. “I am aware, yes, that something has happened to us. But I don't believe in whatever bullshit Heresy spouts about how we went to heaven and God spoke to us. Apollo did enough weird experiments to justify the results without that.” As you look at her expression, you realize that maybe you were a bit harsh in your tone. She looks nervous. Scared, even. Of you. You sigh and try to calm yourself. “I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lash out. I just need my fate to be in my own hands.” She still looks a bit worried, but she nods quietly. You sigh. Way to control yourself. The computer beeps behind you.

“Ah, there we go. Let's see what the results are.” You turn back around and start examining the results. “Hmm….I definitely see traces of what we're looking for, but not exactly.” You turn back around to face her. “That's a good thing, by the way. It's in our best interests as well as yours that you didn't have it.” As you talk you get a good look at her expression. She's definitely still a bit nervous, but she looks like she has something to say.

“Do you have a question?” She hesitates as if trying to form the right words. “If you don't believe Jordan anymore, why do you still use the name she gave you?” You're not sure what face you're making but she reacts like it was a bad one. “I-I'm sorry..” she stutters. “It's fine. Can you go grab Heresy and Lust and get them in here?” She eagerly takes the out and makes her way outside. You sigh. Well, that could've gone a lot better. “I never did think we would be good parents, I guess.” You would recognize Lust's voice anywhere. “I don't want to talk about it.” She steps by your side and rubs your shoulder. “It's ok. So, show me the data.” “I'm very interested, too.” Heresy's voice rings out as she also walks over to the computer. The three of you lean in and examine the results. “I hate to say it, but it's what you predicted. She carries the gene, but it's mutated.” “Very interesting.” You can practically hear the smug look on her face. “Heresy, this doesn't mean you're right. Just because the strain has mutated doesn't mean she's capable of what you think she is.” Heresy slaps your shoulder in a chummy way. “Ye of little faith. You'll see.” And just like that, she's off. 

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[catflowerqueen]

I feel like Solar and Moon need to sit down and actually have a talk with each other, because they both seem to have a lot of unresolved trauma regarding their universe's versions of each other.

Yes, they acknowledge each other as not being the same as the version from their own universe--and I was very proud of Moon today for reaffirming to Solar that what happened to his Sun wasn't his fault, even though I am still upset about how harsh he was before that--and they do work well together... but it is clear that Solar, at least, is still uncomfortable around Moon.

Though, on that note... I kind of wonder if the reason Moon laid down so clearly that Solar shouldn't blame himself for his Sun's state is because he knows about how Old Moon blamed himself for Eclipse's entire existence due to leaving behind that bit of KC in Sun. So he can extrapolate that something similar was likely going through the mind of Solar's Moon. And also Solar's to a similar extent.

Which in itself is kind of interesting, because I'm not sure that Moon is aware of one of the main differences between him and Solar's Moon is that Solar's Moon is also pretty much an amalgamation of Moon and KC due to whatever went wrong when they tried to get rid of KC in that universe. Remember Solar's warning to Lunar about not trying to separate the two of them, given how his own Moon ended up?

[amphiptere-art]

So thinking about this alternate solar idea.

Solar presumingly must have been found around the time Sun was getting headaches. Since at June 1st to Blood Moon's first appearance of July 16th. It means eclipse was at least festering for 13 months. Adding in an extra 10 months from where he was sneakily controlling Sun every once in a while. So solar must have been found before those 13 months. And definitely was found very early on during the headache phase. Which is the only reason why Blood Moon would be non-existent in his universe. As their creation in the end was not needed.

Given all this information. This alternate solar must be a backup that he put very very very early on in Blood Moon. The backup has to be the first thing alternate solar did. Otherwise this idea doesn't work out as well.

Now I do want this alternate solar to watch the show up until that point. Whether it is a primary thing that gets shot into his brain as soon as he goes online. Or something he feels needs to be done before Moon and Sun catch blood moon.

Now because this solar is watching the show. I still want him to be bitter with Moon. Not really Sun. He honestly probably feels guilty for himself tormenting Sun for no other reason. But he definitely does not like moon still. Sun was the only one who even tried to be nice to eclipse. So alternate solar sees him as better while moon was still bitter and aggressive towards him being our time.

Alternate solar does feel a little bit of imposter syndrome. As he is supposed to be eclipse. He was eclipse apparently. This is a false thinking but it feels the same. I'm not sure if it is quite imposter syndrome, But he definitely feels like being around sun and moon isn't great. I like he will cause bad memories.

Also just as I am thinking about this. This also actually means that moon Is the one who goes into a vegetable state I guess. Not quite vegetable state in the same way as normal solar. But technically moon starts to have kill code problems. And it would be soon after this alternate solar gets released from blood moons grasp, that these problems would occur. It would probably take a little bit longer, But they would still occur.

The feeling will probably still be the same with alternate solar. Where he feels like he is the one at fault for moons craziness. Given it would put a lot of strain with what moon would consider eclipse staying in his house. And so I could do a switcheroo where Moon gets kill coded and Sun is the one who sticks around with alternate solar. I don't think Sun would blame alternate solar the same way solar's Moon does. But he would blame eclipse. Which feeds into that imposter syndrome of alternate solar feeling like he is at fault.

Which I guess plays into the fact that I need to figure out how they get alternate solar. Because he's in blood moon. And if they don't get him quickly, He will fester and turn into the standard eclipse. It's not exactly the hardest thing to do. Blood Moon went to Monty's place. Moon and Sun just got to check with Monty earlier. Which means that They can find a better way to contain blood moon. And therefore see that alternate solar is in him. This is probably a world where lunar and Blood Moon can actually become brothers. Because blood moon wouldn't run away. He couldn't because they have to get alternate solar out.

I think that's the end of this little lore rant? I can't think of anything else. But this is all you need for now.

[alun-ura]

Often writers will have general motifs for their character - whether one embodies the sun, moon, snow, etc. What would you say is your character(s) motif and why? Did they have a motif when you made them that shifted into something else?

I think of all my characters, Alun is the one that gained and lost a lot in this sense across her character growth. At first, she was heavily associated with red, fire, the sea, and sparrows. These motifs kept going while somewhat having extra things added to them as relationships grew, such as flowers, chains, and the sun.

Currently, it gave into the fire, red, and both the sun and moon while their meanings also shifted slightly.

Most are played in positive and negative aspects of her, the fire for example is in a both literal and metaphorical sense; the scarring she was given on her wrists, that spark of desire and curiosity that had her gather up the courage to leave her home which turned into a chain of events all born of courage and boldness that led to the eventual loss and actual fire that destroyed the new home she had found. How such events keep following her yet she refuses to go out and keeps pushing on or still burning.

The color red is related to it while drawing back to the lunar eclipse during her birth, it is also related to blood and her path - things she wanted to leave behind and that showed itself in her life, in her birth name, and in 'her'.

I think fire is the strongest motif when it comes to Alun as it speaks of many aspects of her character throughout everything, and who she is right now. The color red is also associated with it in a way, it plays in similar themes but it is more negative, it speaks of the presage of her tribe and the day she was born, how she thinks she could have left it behind but 'red is always following her'.

The sun and moon too dip a bit into red but it is in a more religious sense, Alun is not a religious character nor relies on faith to keep going, but she feels bound by the gods' will, specifically Nhaama.

"And Nhaama. A name she had not uttered once since she left if not to speak of the goddess’ curses and mockery."

She blames all the misfortune that fell upon her on the gods and has a particular distaste for the moon as if it is the very entity or form of all her grief. In return, she takes the sun with envy as a blinding light, of everything she can't have or will never be able to step into.

"These chains ye speak of are one of the soul, one I know ye wouldn't understand in all ye knowledge. I would put down Nhaama herself if I could, an' for all I care, she's jes' as chained to me as I am to her."

[imadethisaccountforaheadcannon]

You know I'm on the verge/ am actually leaving the SAMS fandom

First with the fandom toxic sun worship ignoring that sun was the primary AI whined and barely did shit until recently and now is acting like he's going threw an ""emo"" phased when it's finally him acting like an adult and being accountable for his decisions instead of just blaming it on moonwho he should have been taking care of not the other way around or their creator who wasn't there but wasn't controlling sun either sun could have stile done more.

The fricken writers for both gaslighting and enabling their own fandom

gaslighting cause earths reveal was deliberately aggravating mady seeing and to me they strait up set her up for failure especially now they they killed the bloodmoons off and the fact she was described as very well what would count as a Mary sue in this show cause even just being purely a good person just makes you stand out so much and make her a Mary sue as well cause moon and lunar and the two most innocent ones on this show

Enabling cause the majority was to busy UWUing sun to see how much of a piece of shit he was being to moon in the past and then they go shove in retcons to his character development by making him actually care enough to comfort him through a breakdown even through whenever moon had called sun out after that supposedly happening sun just yells and guiltrips him and left him in a sewer where moon was maybe contemplating offing himself.

Then they whined constantly about moon hitting sun and causing sun pain tell me do you truely know what it's like to be 2nd place to a Mary sue or even with someone with the universe bending so they don't have to feel guilty about anything now imagine your in moons position and now imagine after you convince the sue traited one to stop treating you like garbage another strait up one shows up. Ironically through by actually trying to be useful sun left him alone with a worst bit of ""perfection""

And there's killcode who I thought would be the saving grace someone to finally fix sun's negligence well after eclipse and all even through he's stile a villan cause I feel like he wants to train moon so he feels like he feels safe and happy in his cage.

And you know what I might as well put this here but there's a chance that moon gets so much attention from KC and his children cause he has the capacity to be ""fertilized" and can be very well interpreted as strait up having lunar and eclipse knows his days are numbered as well cause of that but then again this might be another way to fuck thy mothers again but I'm not sure they'll go that far.

Dammit damn it all

Oh an another thing the sun defenders are allways nitpicking to make everything moons fault so yeah I'm nearly out.

Edit I am actually out this is the firstime I didn't just flow out so yeah not sure how this is gonna go.

[millenniumproductions]

As someone who had been watching since the beginning of the series, I actually ENJOYED it (I still do but ever since I saw the episode where Bloodmoon just killed Earth, I've lost some of that emotional connection). It showed that some people still had love for Security Breach despite how broken it was. And this was probably before RUIN and Help Wanted 2 were even thought about by Steel Wool.

I will admit that some of the characters' personalities are kind of bad, but there ARE still some good qualities that they have, just like a real person would considering all of the trauma they each go through.

And I honestly blame the writers for some of the mischaracterization of the characters, and now they're are just using the characters to slander their own fans, like they do to the people who actually enjoy Bloodmoon.

(Seriously, they used Solar's voice actor to compare Bloodmoon to Jeffrey. F*CKING. Dahmer. Who IS a REAL PERSON and is actually a f*cked up person, while Bloodmoon is just a FNAF OC who happens to be like a modern day vampire, like from Vampire: The Masquerade.)

About the VR models: It's VRCHAT. You can't expect EVERY model to be clean as hell, and the Glamrocks and Sun and Moon are the ones that are basically just sort of copied from the original game.

While I understand that SOME of the non-canon FNAF characters can be unnecessary, like Trash Can Man, The Fangirl (which I now believe was another attempt from the writers to slander the fans), some of the OTHERS actually are important, like Eclipse (the OG before RUIN happened), Lunar, Bloodmoon (the OG), Killcode, The Creator, Earth, Ruin Eclipse, and the Astrals.

Earth isn't a black character because the animatronics DON'T. HAVE. ETHNICITIES. They're not like us humans who can't choose what skin color we're born with.

Don't... F*CKING... Compare Lunar to one of those d*mn Loli Shotas.

The animatronics don't have actual ages like us humans either, so it's possible that Lunar just ACTS like a kid (which is also referred to as Age Regression, which is actually a way to cope with certain kinds of trauma) but is still just as aware as an adult would normally be.

About Monty: I actually LIKE Monty in the Sun and Moon Show. And THAT'S a surprise since I like Glamrock Freddy a lot more in the CANON FNAF. So, in a way, it's like the two have swapped popularities for me.

About Old Moon (Moon before he was reset): I will admit I didn't like Old Moon at ALL in the beginning, but he did get SOME redemption before he died, so he got a bit of my respect back.

While I understand that VRCHAT has some... QUESTIONABLE people on it... I've actually met some people on there who are pretty normal and cool.

I do KIND OF agree that the plot has become a bit stale. But that's mostly because of the writers trying to make some characters as UNREDEEMABLE as possible and they care WAY TOO MUCH about what the fans think.

I DO agree that some of the fans can be a bit creepy since some of them have ships like Eclipse/Lunar (Yes, it's actually a thing and I F*CKING hate it), and I can agree that some fans are a bit TOO obsessed with the Bloodmoon Backup (which I've dubbed the "Blooders"), but there are still some normal fans out there that have made some good stuff like fanart, animatics, and animations.

And the Sun/Moon ship... I think some people accidentally confuse it with the ship from the ORIGINAL Security Breach.

(By the way, I AM a Sun x Moon shipper outside of the SAMS community, but I'm able to differentiate between the two.)

I genuinely wanna know why a lot of people seem to like the sun and moon show cause I could not sit through one full episode of that it was the lamest, stupidest shit ever

(I watched different episodes but could not finish one of them I kept trying different ones like "ok maybe this gets better??" cause I like to give things the benefit of the doubt before a genuine critique but spoiler alert, it didn't get better)

-They miss-characterize the fuck out of the canon characters

-The vr models look goofy as hell

-The non-canon characters are so awful and feel like useless fillers (especially earth and bloodmoon, they serve minimal plot purpose)

-Earth is a black character voice acted and played by a white woman (which is pretty weird, they couldn't have casted a black woman to play a black woman?? and before anyone says "earth isn't black" look at her skin tone and hair texture now be honest with yourself)

-Lunar is basically a loli (shota??) since it's been mentioned he's the same age as Eclipse yet he's short and acts like a child

-They mis-characterized monty and moon SO BAD (and sun but it was less noticeable)

-it's vr chat which that alone is a good enough reason to not fw tsams cause vr chat is like a breeding ground for discord mods

-The plot sucks, a 12 year old could have done better than those grown adults

-also so many of the fans are so weird?? In the show sun and moon are like depicted as brothers but then people turn around and ship them, it's weird

idk if it's just me over-analyzing but I cannot be the only person that finds this show unbearable, I feel like the only reason it's popular is because sun and moon fans are really desperate for content since their time in security breach (both the game and dlc) was so limited

this is a genuine opinion I'm not trying to hate on the show (I am) but I really have nothing positive to say about it and I need to know if it's just me cause I notice so many people like this shit show and the lame ass characters for whatever reason, if you have stuff to prove anything I said wrong and I mean like genuinely explain why (not just "you're wrong 😡😡" and giving no reason) then feel free because I'm genuinely curious about the hype for tsams