#i am going through something

[tolerateit]

everyone looked worse in the light

[sceebybeeby]

man likes his hand injuries

[applicationforrelease]

webhead...

[rvspecter]

i feel like everyday im waking up and obsessing over a different body part like one day it’s his hands and another day it’s his hips

btw no one needs a restraining order this post is about harvey specter

I AM BEWITCHED BY HIS LITTLE HIPS

[moonlight-hwa]

I think it was terrible idea for the Ateez members to have individual insta accounts…especially San

Because what is this????? The absolute audacity of this man

Sir please…I am not your strongest soldier…have mercy on me and my weak heart🫠🧎‍♀️‍➡️

[leadyouinthesummer]

once again issuing an apology to all my mutuals for the amount of ted lasso content they will have to endure unless they block the tag

[swampthingking]

I am in the midst of the most flamboyant and obnoxious phase of debauchery of my life. This week alone I have read (and RE-READ) three books where the main characters are a mlm couple. I have watched (and RE-WATCHED) Heartstopper s2 and Red, White & Royal Blue. I am coming down from a high where these forms of media are the only thing I can think about. Conversations are dull unless they include such topics. All I can think about is the Waterloo Vase. The leaves of a silver maple. Rio.

Books I read this month that have become an integral piece of my personality: How to Bite Your Neighbor and Win a Wager, and How to Sell Your Blood and Fall in Love - both written by the brilliant D. N. Bryn. Obviously, Red, White & Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston. (Also, why is there no Oxford comma in the title? Henry would be indisposed). And of course, the Heartstopper comics. I am going to be a shell of myself until the new book comes out. And if there is a sequel to RWRB I am going to have to hornswoggle my way through life as a sane person, and it will tear me apart to behave. I do not know how I will do it, but I will have to.

If anyone might have some suggestions on what I can read to either cleanse my pallet or completely drown it, I would be forever grateful. My life is empty without idiots in love.

My next hyper focus: quite possibly will be American/English queer history. I want to be the type of person that can detect history through a conversation and present facts about the gays from the past. I want to speak in recited letters and literature.

[hwanghyunjinenthusiast]

[girleulogy]

If you see me playing the cabaret soundtrack 100 times just look away

[decadentmousse]

It's really funny to me to imagine people who followed me on Letterboxd seeing me log movies only once or twice a year and then go dead silent for like a couple years and then suddenly out of nowhere,

[xsilkmothxxteaxx]

HE IS IN THE SILLY ZONE

I am in the silly zone!!!!!

[enfinizatics]

dear americans,

as a polish queer woman and human rights activist, i know exactly how you're feeling right now and what to expect from these elections. i lived through the 2015-2023 regime of pis, a right-wing populist party that divided families in the same way trump did. i’ve experienced the rise of fascism in poland, the influence of far-right parties like konfederacja, and their “santa’s little helpers”—ordo iuris, an ultra-conservative catholic organization (banned in many countries, mind you) that helped enforce a near-total abortion ban and runs anti-queer campaigns in public spaces. i supported the black protests in 2016 as a middle schooler when they first tried to ban abortion. as an adult, i actively participated in the 2020 women’s strike, running from police tear gas daily after they finally passed the ban. i supported friends who faced charges.

i’ve lived through intense homophobia in poland as a queer teen and adult. i survived the first pride march in my hometown, where far-right extremists threw stones and glass at us. i endured the anti-queer propaganda spread by the ruling party in state-owned media. i survived the “rainbow night,” poland’s own stonewall moment in summer 2020, when police arrested around 50 queer activists following the arrest of margo, a nonbinary activist. i survived the "lgbt-free zones," the targeted violence, the slurs from strangers on the street, and the protests i held against queerphobia. it was hard as fuck, but i survived.

but just because i survived, it doesn’t mean others did. many women died because of the abortion ban—marta, justyna, izabela, dorota, joanna, maria, and many others who didn’t survive pis’s draconian anti-abortion laws. milo, kacper, michał, zuzia (she was 12), wiktor, and other queer and trans kids and young adults took their own lives because of the relentless queerphobia.

despite all of this, our experience in poland can serve as a guide now. here are some tips for staying safe and how we, polish queers and women, organized under the regime:

safety first, always. if you know someone who’s had an abortion, no you don’t. if you know someone is trans, no you don’t. if you know people who help with safe abortions, no you don’t—at least not until you know it’s 100% safe to share. if you are queer or have had an abortion, only share this with people you trust fully. most importantly, not everyone has to be an activist just because they’re part of a minority. if it feels unsafe to share that you're queer, trans, etc., then don’t. it doesn’t make you any less queer.

use secure, encrypted messaging like signal for conversations on potentially risky topics, such as queerness, abortion, organizing counter-actions, protests—anything that might be used against you.

stay anonymous online. if you want to research or report something without surveillance, do not use regular internet. get a vpn (mullvad is affordable and reliable), download the tor browser (for both onion and standard links), and if you plan to whistleblow, consider using a riseup email account.

organize and build networks. community is everything now. support each other, foster independence, because your government won’t have your back. set up collectives, grassroots movements. create lists of trusted professionals—lawyers, doctors, etc.—who can offer support.

to lawyers and doctors: please consider pro-bono work. this is what got us through poland’s hardest times. your work will be needed now more than ever.

for protests or risky actions: always write a pro-bono lawyer’s number on your arm with a permanent marker.

get to know the anarchist black cross federation and other resources on safety culture: "Starting an anarchist black cross group: A guide"; Still We Rise - A resource pack for transgender and non-gender conforming people in prison; Safe OUTside the system by the Audre Lorde Project;

for safe abortion info or involvement: get familiar with womenhelpwomen.

stay radical, stay strong, stay informed: The Anarchist Library

if i forgot to (or didn't) include something, don't hesitate to reblog this post with other resources.

[prezzelbred]

it’s 3:22 a.m. and I just got done pouring freshly brewed coffee on my head

[wannawriteyouabook]

Spring reminds me that it's been a year since I met you. And spring reminds me of the hot air and the days we laid on the grass together after getting ice cream. Spring reminds me of me, sunburnt, meeting you after a concert, completely red but smiling so bright, telling you about it.

Spring is hurting me this year because it is carrying all of our memories together. Summer is worse. Is it the summer air that I can smell the faint scent of the flowers of the park we've been to together. Then pollen falls from the trees and I wonder if you are sneezing.

Your memory is engraved in me so, so deep I lose my sense of self in it. I hate that you are not here and every single part of me is so tangled with you, it's like you're still around

It's cruel

[lil-lemon-snails]

sometimes you just need to hear it v some stills below the cut v

[lotus-pear]

learning to love