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How does one's inability to connect with ppl irl translate to being able to talk to others online asking for a.friend
#banging my head into a wall what is wrong with me#it makes me feel sick how does anyone do that im so angry at myself#and it never made sense in my head like im horrible at talking to ppl no matter what the medium?? lol is that not how others work???#do ppl just text others like hey 👋? and then what? ???? ¿¿¿‽‽‽‽#i am forever baffled by my own incompetence
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Ruin and Rebirth - Chapter 1
Ruin and Rebirth
Chapter 2
Inspired by @jumpingjoy82 on Tumblr. Thank you for the amazing prologue.
I don’t own the characters, only the plot. Miraculous and Justice League belong to their respective creators
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"It's okay Marinette. Everything is going to be fine. You’re too young to understand, but it was for the greater good."
To young.
TO YOUNG!
It was all the Justice League's fault. If they kept their incompetent asses out of Paris, none of this would have happened.
Apparently, they just spontaneously decided to go through the Watchtower’s recycling bin, and what they found astonished them. Years upon years worth of pleas for help from Paris.
They decide to finally investigate, and it just so happens that it was during an Akuma Attack, and they threw everything the Parisian heroes were telling them out of the window, wanting to do things their own way.
Superman was one of the ones there.
And they learned just how far the Miracle Cure could go.
He decided to use his super strength and threw a car at the akumatized victim, who moved out of the way at the last minute, so the car sailed right through the Tom & Sabine Bakery, promptly, catching on fire, giving no time for the people inside to get out. No one got out alive.
Ladybug froze for a moment, before fighting with more determination than before, knowing that the Miracle Cure would bring them back.
She was wrong, which brings us back to this point.
"I don't give a damn about you so-called 'greater good' and now you’re telling me, that I'm too young to understand, but am I too young to experience it? Too young to actually see everything and everyone I love torn from me because of these heroes?! Why the hell are they here now? Where were they when this first started? What changed? And now, because of them, my entire family is dead!"
After that everything was hazy, but she knew, she hated superheroes.
They never knew when to stop, and just like Chat Noir, they expected to be praised for whatever happens, no matter if there were casualties or not.
The world would be better off without them.
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The sun has long since set over Paris. The fires were still burning in some parts of town. For the first time since Ladybug first appeared, the citizens of Paris felt true fear. It was ironic. They didn’t fear the akuma. They feared the heroes that came to their rescue. For the first time in four years, the casualties were piling up. And the akuma was responsible for none.
True, many of them initially asked for it. With each fight, Ladybug and Chat Noir were taking longer. It’s been obvious for some time that they were slowly being worn out. Some media started to criticize the duo, question their skills, age, their right to act in Paris. They weren’t part of the UN Justice League Charter. Their only real authority came from the trust of the citizens themselves. And that trust was lost. The civilian pleas to the Justice League increased in number and frequency. Under public pressure, the mayor had no choice but to issue an official plea for help.
But then, then… the heroes came.
In retrospection, almost everyone would agree that it was a mistake. Justice League was not used to fighting magical threats. They weren’t practiced in dealing with possessed villains. They didn’t understand. And they treated Ladybug and Chat Noir worse than sidekicks.
That flying chicken even dared to wrap Chat Noir in a metal bar so he wouldn’t get in the way.
Ladybug… tried her best. She allowed herself to trust the new heroes. She stopped saving every civilian from the rubble. She focused on the akuma. If heroes didn’t bother with the lives, it must’ve meant they trusted her cure, right?
WRONG
They were like a tank, riding through the city with a singular goal in mind.
It didn’t help that they deemed the akuma a “world-level threat”. Yeah, right. Stormy Weather was powerful, but the damage could’ve been repaired.
Or so she thought.
The volcanos, the tsunami, the tornadoes, the earthquakes? Those were fixed. The rubble caused by them was put back in place and those who suffered under them were better than new.
But not the damage caused by the heroes.
Not the bakery.
There was no magic in what happened. There was nothing to reverse. Those were human actions. For the first time perhaps, the people could see how much of the damage caused by the fight was the fault of heroes. How many deaths they caused. That is if they admitted, before themselves at least, that it was their fault.
And yet, the so-called ‘heroes’ dared to lecture her about responsibility. About the sacrifice of few for the lives of many. About the innocence of young.
She ran away. She managed to dodge them and vanish. Meld with the crowd when there were no cameras in sight and she was sure they couldn’t track her.
Now, Ladybug stood alone on the top of the Eiffel tower, with her yo-yo communicator in her hand. She sent the message fifteen minutes ago. She wasn’t sure what she was expecting, but at this point, she no longer cared. There was nothing more for her.
“He thought this was a trap.” A voice spoke from behind her. Ladybug twisted immediately, taking a guarded stance. She was still avoiding the Justice League after all. Before her stood… someone. She suspected it was an Akuma. The woman had pale skin and wore a black dress, black gloves, and a black veil over her face.
“It isn’t. I’m alone. The city suffered enough as it is today. I suffered enough.” Ladybug’s voice cracked slightly.
“I see…” The akuma pursed her lips. For a moment, a purple butterfly appeared over her face before the woman nodded. “Fine. Give me your miraculous and I will take you to him.”
“That isn’t going to work and you know it. You would just leave me stuck here. I’m willing to offer a token of goodwill though.” With that, Ladybug pulled a necklace and dangled it before the akuma.
“Is that…?”
“The miraculous of the fox? Yes. No tricks. I want to negotiate. In-person.” She made sure to emphasize the last part.
The outline of the butterfly appeared in front of the Akuma’s face for a moment before she silently nodded. “I can lead you to him, but not before you reveal your face.”
“Fine.” Ladybug didn’t hesitate. She was past that point long ago. There was no hesitation, no doubt… no regret. Not for her actions anyway. No more.
In the flash of light, instead of Ladybug, Marinette stood before the akuma.
“You’re…” the woman’s voice was stuck in her throat.
“I’m Marinette Dupain-Cheng.”
Tikki, floating nearby gasped in fear. The Kwami didn’t get a chance to explain before Marinette resumed her transformation.
“Fine. Let’s go.”
The two leaped from the tower and started to zoom over the city. At first, they remained silent. Neither wanted to speak. It was tense anyway. It was, of course, Marinette who broke the silence first.
“Your… your look. Have you lost someone today?”
The woman didn’t answer immediately. She appeared to be mulling over the question at first. Or wondering if she should answer.
“A… colleague; coworker. He was… a friend of mine you could say. We’ve been working side-by-side for at least a decade.”
“I see…” Marinette pursed her lips into a thin line. “I’m sorry.” She spoke up after a moment. “I imagine you blame me now?”
“No.” The akuma snapped. “You’re just a child. I put the blame where it belongs. With heroes. And with people who chose to invite them.”
“Not hawkmoth?” Escaped ladybug’s mouth before she realized it.
“He… he never wanted this either. He isn’t a villain you believe him to be.” The akuma hesitated for a moment, but Marinette could sense it was her own opinion. She filed it in her brain under interesting.
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When they arrived at Agreste manor, Marinette was surprised.
When they entered the study, she was baffled.
When they went down the secret elevator, she was angry.
When she stood before Hawkmoth, she was furious. And it wasn’t because he was her mortal enemy.
“So that’s why you neglect your only son?!” She screamed at him as soon as he turned to see her. His mouth moved, probably to give some excuse. “I don’t care if you want to rule the world or be a god or whatever. No matter what little sick excuse your brain found to justify your actions. You are not allowed to just ignore Adrien like that! He needs a father. He is a teenager and he needs you!”
“Madmoiselle Dupain-Cheng.” His voice was cold, but in a different way than she ever heard Gabriel Agreste or Hawkmoth speak.
“Gabriel Agreste. And I assume you akumatized your Assistant, Nathalie?” She pointed to the woman next to her.
“Astute observation, Ladybug. You risked a lot coming here to speak with me. I could take your miraculous now, or any other time. You gave me your most precious protection: your secret identity. So… what was that important?”
“I want to know. What is so important to you that you’re willing to go any length to get it?”
“That’s it?” Hawkmoth raised an eyebrow. “That’s all? You’re ready to risk everything over that little piece of knowledge?”
“Yes.” Once more, there was no hesitation. There was no doubt. Her heart had no place for doubts anymore. Her heart was still stuck under three levels worth of rubble.
“And what, pray tell, would you do if I told you?” He asked with a hint of amusement in his voice.
“That depends.” She could see he was now intrigued, so she started to explain. “On whether I like the goal or not. And on whether you understand fully the implications. If you pass, you will get my miraculous and I will deliver you Chat Noir’s miraculous too. If you fail, you still get my miraculous. But you will never get the ring. I made sure that if something happens tonight, he will retire. He will leave Paris and toss the ring into the ocean in a concrete box. You would be left to torture the city all you wish until the League found you, but the ring’s power would forever remain out of your reach. You would be left with nothing but a criminal record. And your son would sooner than later be left without both parents. Of course, you could abandon your crusade, but then I would’ve won. I’m not a naive girl without a plan. Not anymore.” She spat the last part angrily, but her gaze was not focused on Hawkmoth, but far in the distance.
“I… see. Clever. You’re right. This will probably end tonight.” He looked her over top to bottom. It was the first time he stood so close face to face with Ladybug. His nemesis.
Gabriel wasn’t sure if he was impressed with her, or infuriated. Scratch that, he was sure he was both. She outsmarted him. She was willing to make an ultimate sacrifice for the sake of ending the fight. In that very moment, in her determined expression, he saw a reflection of another headstrong woman he knew. It was as if Emilie’s spirit stood before him.
“So? How will it be?” she asked impatiently.
“Follow me.” He simply motioned for her and started walking.
Soon, the group entered a large chamber, lit by several lights. In the center of a platform in the far end stood a glass coffin. Even from the distance, Marinette easily saw there was a woman inside. She was quick to pass Hawkmoth and get there, even as he was trying to grab her.
When the akuma and Gabriel arrived, they watched as Marinette was carefully pacing around the coffin and muttering under her breath.
“She overused the damaged miraculous.” It wasn’t a question, but Hawkmoth answered anyway.
“Yes. Only the wish can bring her back.”
“You’re one of the biggest idiots in this whole city!” The girl screamed. “She is not dead, you moron. There are literally five different ways listed in the book which, may I remind you, you possess!” She continued to yell at him. “Hell! You could akumatize someone and give him healing power. You know… use the butterfly miraculous like it was meant to be used!” She scolded. “But nooo! You’ve got to be an idiot and immediately go for the most dangerous, imprecise, reckless, chaotic, risky solution there was! I’m sure she would’ve been ashamed.”
Gabriel was at a loss for words. Was it really that easy? It couldn’t have been. He checked several times. He would’ve known. The akuma left Nathalie, who collapsed onto the ground. Some tear stains were now visible on her face. “I… I was just… I did what she told me. Only the wish can bring back the dead.” He stammered.
“She. Is. Not. Dead.” Marinette made sure to punctuate each word. “She is in a coma. She is alive you moron. Tikki! Spots off!” The flash of light signaled the end of her transformation. “Be silent, little one.” She said in a caring voice. She couldn’t bring herself to take her anger on Kwami, but she couldn’t doubt now. “Akumatize me. Give me the power to heal her.”
The corruption left the akuma that was floating in the air, only for Hawkmoth to get his hands around the white butterfly and pour a new dose of power into it. It flew the short distance between them and sunk into Marinette’s purse. She smirked as the corrupted energy passed through her, turning her into an akuma. That is until she could see how she looked.
“I’m not sure how you can call yourself a designer and yet dress me in this!” she complained. Her skin was now deep red, the color of blood, and her clothes turned into a white nurse uniform. Still, she walked to the coffin and easily opened the top. From her purse (now medic’s bag) she pulled a needle and injected the content into Emilie.
When the beautiful woman started to move, letting out an exhausted groan, Marinette sighed in relief.
“Wha… what’s going on… the last thing I… Gabriel!” She bolted upright and immediately moaned in pain. Her hand instinctively flew to her back. “Gabriel Agreste! Did you keep me in this coffin for a whole week!?” She yelled at her husband. “And who’re those two?” She pointed at Marinette, who was smiling next to her, and Nathalie, still exhausted on the floor. “You were supposed to only reveal this to Adrien if anything happened to me. There was no talk about your assistant and… um, who’re you?” The woman turned to the akuma, who sighed and tore a strap of her bag. The butterfly left the item and Marinette reverted back to her normal form.
“I’m Marinette Dupain-Cheng. I’m… was… used to be Ladybug.”
“But you’re just a kid. And why was Ladybug active… Gabriel!” She roared and her husband took a step back.
Marinette was… surprised. She didn’t expect Emilie to be like that. From what Adrien told her, she was supposed to be the kindest, nicest person in the world. Then again, he might’ve been looking at it through tinted glasses.
“Yup.” The bluenette couldn’t stop herself from commenting. “He decided that the best way to wake you up was to get the miraculi of Ladybug and Black Cat.”
“You nincompoop. That plan was only for when I was dead.” She glared heatedly at her husband and Marinette couldn’t help but be a bit smug. “And you couldn’t get the items from a kid? How many other heroes are there?”
“Only Chat Noir. He’s my age. And I sometimes call in some help from others.” Marinette supplied quickly. She was having entirely too much fun from watching Emilie tear Hawkmoth a new one.
“Two kids! You couldn’t defeat two kids! I leave for just one second and you start getting your rear kicked by kids!”
“He also neglected Adrien for the last two years.” Marinette decided to have as much fun as she could while it lasted.
“Gabriel Agreste. You’re officially grounded until I sort this mess. Now take your secretary and leave. I will sort the mess with you later,” she ordered. Her husband could only nod and leave as quickly as possible.
Marinette was now holding her sides laughing. ”That was amazing. Merci Madame Agreste. I didn’t think I would get to laugh tonight… But this was too good.”
“Oh sunshine, don’t worry. I will get him in line for you. Whoever decided to let kids fight for them was clearly sick or senile.”
“Master Fu was… he made some mistakes. I… maybe if I wasn’t so young…”
“It’s not your fault. Whatever you blame yourself for. You shouldn’t have been responsible for Paris. Or whatever else my husband did. I think some time on the couch will do him great.” The woman got up and walked over to pull Marinette into a hug. She then led the girl back to the (now half-open) coffin and seated them both on the edge. “Why don’t you tell me what ails you? I’m sure I can help.”
For a moment, Marinette looked the woman in the eyes. Then, she started talking. She told her everything.
About a class full of idiots who believed every lie and actively fought against her.
About Lila, who manipulated everyone and did everything to turn her life into a personal version of hell.
About the teachers, who preferred to let her be walked on then do their jobs.
About her partner, the dorky cat who couldn’t take life seriously and at times was immature. She came to like his antics, but he infuriated her as much as he kept her sane.
About the so-called heroes, who came into the city and ruined her life.
About the destroyed bakery. The four bodies inside.
“It was her birthday. Today my nonna had her sixtieth birthday. We were celebrating when the Akuma happened. Except the Justice League came. Funny thing. The cure can return anyone killed by magic. It can’t return those killed by aliens tossing cars around.”
“Do you have any other family?” Emilie asked, worried about the girl. She walked through so much pain in her short life.
“My uncle… but he lives in Shanghai now. Papa was the only child and Maman moved here from Asia… I’m not sure what will happen next.” The girl revealed.
“Next? Next, you will come live with us. No strings attached. I have no need for your earrings or other miraculous and I can keep my husband in check. I owe you that much.”
“I… you don’t owe me anything, Madame.” The girl quickly protested. “You’re not responsible for what happened. I don’t blame your family. Those were the American heroes who killed my parents. They were the ones that destroyed half the city. They are the ones to blame,” Marinette informed the woman in a solemn tone.
“And that’s why I want you to stay with me. With us. I can protect you. Teach you. You can have your vengeance on those who wronged you. I can make you a queen. They will regret the day they wronged you.”
“I… I accept.” Marinette bowed her head.
#miraculous#maribat#justice league#dc#dcu#dc comics#ladybug#evil!Emilie Agreste#hawkmoth#bamf marinette
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The Diary of Riley Brooks
Entry Two
Wacky Drabble #8: Help me with this, would you?
Coincides with TRH Chapter 13
Some strong Language
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September 7
I'm having a baby!
As I sit here trying to let that statement fully sink in, I think about where I was just one year ago today.
I had always dreamt of meeting my Prince Charming, never really expecting to find him. Liam made me realize that fairy tales do exist and sometimes wishes do come true. That sounds so cliche, yet, I don't know any other way to describe what we share together.
He is my heartbeat, my every breath, my reason for existing. Our love is built on passion and longing, his touch excites me and his very presence heats my core. Our bodies joined together, whether fierce or gentle, is pure, unadulterated magic. Liam is my warmth and sincerity, my goodness and truth.
In the depths of my belly, I am carrying the greatest symbol of that love, a part of him and a part of me, a tiny creature that will forever bring us joy.
I spent much of the reception, anxious to find out if I was indeed pregnant. As I wrote yesterday, Savannah admitted to taking a pregnancy test, as well. For whatever reason, possibly one I don't want to ever know, she placed her negative test in the bathroom drawer. Due to Madeleine's incompetence and unwanted presence for this event, she, too, put my test in the drawer. Is there some kind of weird Cordonian tradition I am unaware of that says these test work better in drawers? And why did Savannah leave hers in there? The damn thing was negative. In light of his objection, I have a strong feeling, Mr. Chuck knows more than he is letting on.
Freaked the hell out by Savannah, I knew then, I was the one who was pregnant. I needed air and a moment to think, far away from all the yee-haw bullshit. I sent Liam a text, asking him to meet me in a clearing by the house, I had a surprise for him. Within seconds, he approaches me with a flirtatious smile, looking as if he was ready to fuck me six ways from Sunday. I love that man and I'm always more than willing to participate in his freakish, outdoor sex fetish, but, this wasn't what I had in mind.
After I tell him we are a having a baby, he sweeps me up in his arms, gently placing me back to the ground. His happiness was written all over his face, until it wasn't. He went into Liam mode, panicking about the need to baby proof every room at the Palace and Valtoria. As much as I loved his cute response, I wanted tears dammit. I wanted him on his knees, crying his eyes out, unable to talk, worshipping my stomach. Mick Jagger said you can't always get what you want, but, sometimes you get what you need....well, I needed a sobbing, shaking Liam, is that too much to ask?
We discuss when to tell our friends and because I'm a petty, evil bitch, I decide we should tell them right in the middle of Savannah and Bertrand's reception. You propose at my wedding, I announce the equivalent of the second coming, in the form of my sacred child, at yours. I couldn't care less for the rest of the wedding attendees, but, seeing Hana, Drake, Maxwell and Bertrand delight in our news was exciting.
Afterwards, Liam wants to celebrate in private, which means, we might talk some, but, he still has every intention of getting off tonight. We head upstairs and I was correct in my assumption, he wants to celebrate making the baby by doing what we did to make it. He is a wet panty dropper for sure. And while some ride Harley's and horses, I propped my little pregnant ass on my own stallion and rode him hard. If Barthelemy weren't already out of his coma, me screaming Liam's name when I climaxed, would have awakened the old coot for sure.
If my panties weren't already off, after he sang a lullaby to our baby, that for sure would have melted them away. If he keeps this up, we'll have our own 20 Kids and Counting reality show.
I should have stayed in fucking bed this morning. At breakfast, Bertrand greeted us in kind, while Stick-It-In-A-Drawer Savannah, reminded us all that we are not at court. Why is she still here and not on her honeymoon? Then Leona tells me I can't have a cup of coffee....bitch, I was downing shots like no tomorrow just three days ago with Liv and Hana in Auvernal. This queen will drink a cup of coffee if she damn well pleases. My baby is probably going to come out with two heads.
Like the lovable, little genius he is, Maxwell suggests everyone buys the baby a gift. Guess who further suggested we get these gifts from the local country general store? The same damn place that was using a priceless saddle as a fucking hat holder. I can't even write her name anymore. I have to wonder, why I have been playing second fiddle on Hee-Haw Hell to her during this trip.
So the gang and I pack into our vehicle and head back to said store, where I can share with all of Cordonia that the royal crib was purchased at Wild Chester's Gear and Steer on Bootleg Road. I watched Maxwell fawn over socks, Hana recreated painful memories of lonely tea parties, and Drake...well, Drake's little wooden horse was quite adorable.
I get a call from Olivia, who somehow managed to escape earlier from this shithole than I did. I thought we were amigas now Liv? She actually cried when I told her Liam and I were expecting. I don't know what the hell she is doing in my bedroom, but, if Livvie needs something there, I'm more than happy to help a girl out. She asked me for the most valuable thing in my room, I lied to her and told her it was the royal sceptre. If she only knew the value of the dildo I had in my nightstand....that better be exactly where I left it when I get back.
Back at the ranch, Liam says the five most beautiful, glorious words I have been waiting to here for weeks.....We're almost ready to go....Hot Damn!
Bianca asked me if I thought I could get away without saying goodbye...I already knew the answer was, no. If she only knew how hard I tried about twenty times since arriving to cut tail and run. And damn that heartless, nazi, Leona, she for real dissed my husband! Bitch, I will snap you in half over Liam.
Just when I think I'm finally in the clear, who in the blue fuck put me on a plane for the next 10 hours with Frick, Frack and Kiara?
Liam, I love you, but, damn you! I'm nauseous, tired, moody, and pissing buckets every 10 minutes, carrying your child, and you thought this was a good idea.
I blame pregnancy brain for my decision to tell these three our big news. I'm not the greatest at charades, Im not even the smartest person in the world, but, I swear to God, these three may quite possibly be the dumbest morons I have ever met. They guessed I was full, I was bloated, gluttony.....fucking gluttony???? Yes Penelope, the big news I wanted to share with you is I'm a glutton. Maybe a glutton for punishment, deciding to interact with you three. More guesses included, American Football, and a common pirate jig....one of these women is an ambassador and the other my communications director. I'm a waitress from Brooklyn, and my word, I'm truly baffled by the sheer stupididy I had just witnessed. I turned to Liam, pleading with my eyes, help me with this, would you?
As bad as those three were, out of no where, the most incompetant, security guard on this planet, appears right before me. I didn't have time to worry about her, because apparently, the bane of my existence just scheduled a press conference to announce my pregnancy. I haven't seen a doctor to even confirm yet, what the hell Madeleine. One of these days, I am gonna beat that green goblin's ass down.
Cordonia, I'm on my way and can't be there soon enough.
Riley
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A Clan Wren Tale Based on Song Number
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I decided to experiment where I write a fanfic to this song number “The Sad Tale of the Beauxhommes” from Once On This Island as a prompt.
Before I get to the story, I will talk a bit of my experience seeing this beautiful, but pretty problematic, love-story musical on Broadway. In the vein of Hans Christian Andersen’s The Little Mermaid, the musical is about a young black Caribbean peasant girl who falls for a biracial wealthy white boy (and unfortunately, ultimately dies for him like in the original tale).
There was a fascinating choice for the “Sad Tale of the Beauxhommes” that utilizes shadow play to tell the backstory of Daniel. The Tale of the Beauxhommes was basically a huge commentary on the chain of colonialism and the barriers it creates.
“I curse my son / Your black blood will keep you forever on this island... / While your hearts yearn forever for France!”
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“Before you go search for your Jedi friend, Sabine, this is a tale I have meant to tell you.”
“Mother, I know it from the books.”
“I am aware of it. But let me tell you the spoken story, which I never had the chance to do. Tristan knows this story, but I fear you may disappear before you will hear it.”
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Centuries before Tarre Vizsla, a faction of Clan Vizsla came upon Krownest to drill into the planet for its beskar, led by Count Abel Vizsla. There was a tribe there and its chieftain. The natives did not know what to do these Mando visitors, who poisoned the lands with their machinery. Although they were a warring tribe, the dominant tribe judged it unwise to fight back.
The chieftain of the dominant tribe planned to assassinate Abel, but she could not go against his blasters. Then after a duel, she tossed down her spear and offered her hand in marriage to Abel, convincing him that if he could marry a chieftain he could inherit a dowry of the land and many soldiers of the tribe. She reached his ego. He wanted to establish himself from the Vizslas of Mandalore and prove self-sufficiency. She made him swear to take on her tribe name, to become a Wren, and to carved her a throne they could both share. He agreed to become a Wren on Krownest, though remained identified as Vizsla to the Mandalorian space.
They married and had their wedding throne forged. She became his Countess. She had two daughters. But she continued her conspiracy to assassinate him. In her wedding bed with Abel, her mind whispered plots. Unwise decisions were made. When Abel found out, he exiled his tribal bride. She uttered a curse to her husband.
He took much of the native Wren tribe into a servitude below their warrior capacities. Still, he did not expel his Krownestian daughters who lived to continue the Vizsla generations.
After the assassination attempt on Vizsla, Abel Vizsla sought to cleanse themselves of Krownestian bloodline, out of shame, with leading members married off to viable Vizsla relatives from beyond Krownest.
About seven generations down Abel Vizsla’s line was yet another Abel Vizsla, Count of Krownestian with barely a look of a Krownestian. He married an off-planet Vizsla warrior who bore him two daughters and sat on the throne with him.
But the Count Vizsla of Krownest took his pleasure in the tribal women beyond the stronghold. And one of his tribal mistresses bore him a fine girl, a young Wren.
Vizsla had enough of a heart to allow his bastards a place in the stronghold, deciding to help them unlearn their savagery, though much to the distaste of his wife.
The young Wren dreamed of the stars, and not knowing what birth pangs her mother endured that resulted in her, she thought it an honor to be a part of a Vizsla household. This tribal mistress gave her daughter a farewell song before her girl was to be molded into a Vizsla.
My girl, my girl
hear the voices from the fog
And you’ll find salvation.
The mistress made sure her Vizsla daughter won’t forget where she came from, she told her daughter about the failed conspiracy against the first Abel. This young Wren trained herself to become a favorite bastard of her Vizsla father, outshining her sisters in skills. Her father gifted her with his blaster. She forged her armor with him and his countess heirs.
She even earned the begrudging respect of Abel’s wife, the Vizsla Countess, who harshly tutored her in the Mando language to purge her tribal tongue out of her. However, Abel’s wife, in an attempt to erase the girl from her life, convinced Vizsla to send his favorite bastard daughter away, “So she could have the honor of fighting true Mando wars.”
Abel sent the young Wren to Mandalorian Space where she received an education, and she fought wars with other Mandos.
The young Wren returned a decorated warrior, loved by off-planet Vizslas and Krownestians Vizslas alike. Her father was thrilled with her self-made status. He rewarded her labors by deeming her a countess equaled to his legitimate daughters, “Because she has earned the advantages of a noble title that her bloodline may invest in.”
For her homecoming education, he and his heir-apparent, her eldest half-sister, taught her to keep the natives at bay, into slavery. The Wren had to investigate rumors of a “returning Chieftain to take vengeance.” Knowing it was a sign that her father’s life was in danger, the Wren sought to get friendly with her own native Wren tribe to find the answers. She passed them rations and aid, convincing her father it could keep them appease from fighting back. She proved to be a useful translator.
She herself was convinced she was doing right. But still the tensions boiled. Despite her Krownestian features, she not understand why Krownestians gazed upon her with hatred.
She would sneak visits to her mother in the village.
I share their face, why do they shun me?
Her mother slapped her daughter.
Are you blind?
Do what you must to keep breathing
Do what you must to keep Vizsla’s love
Do what you must to keep this armor on
But do not expect love in return
for those you have sinned against, young Vizsla.
Young Wren never could weed out the that rumored “returning chieftain” among the natives. But she was at a turning point in her life. The young Wren was shirking her translating duties, feeding her Vizsla households lies about the natives’ feelings.
She asked her father and sister if she could train her own brigade of Krownestians to augment their army. The sister, Abel’s successor, disagreed, but was overruled by the consent of the father. She had her brigade of her native people, trained them to forge their beskar amor, shoot blasters, and pilot shuttles and transports.
Then the faithful day came. She challenged her father to a duel.
It was not out of nowhere, it came at a low point for the economy of Krownestian Vizsla, who were too prideful to accept help from the off-lander Vizslas. She had a case against him.
You poison this land toward longer and colder winters.
You waste the resources of this land.
You are weak, an untrue Mando.
For the principles of Mandalore, I challenge you
She was surrounded by her own brigade of Krownestians.
Enraged and baffled, he accepted the duel so he wouldn’t appear weak in front of native Krownestians. She whipped out the blaster that he gifted her with. Her first shot whipped his blaster out of his hand. Her second and third sliced into his heart through his armor.
When it was clear she was victor,
She ran as her father’s knees hit the floor.
not to strike more blows,
but to gathered her father to her arms,
And she did not emit remorse,
but she asked forgiveness.
And the dying Count said,
“My girl, I cursed you since the day I planted myself in your mother.” And his hand left a bloody handprint on the armor she forged with him and her half-sisters.
“I don’t have to curse you, you were always cursed
Always chained here, while longing for the stars.”
The Wren let her father slip from her arms where his final thud was the killing blow, and no absolution. Blooded hands and all, she reclaimed the seat of Krownest for Krownestians as Chieftain, her Krownestian army bowing down to her.
This was not the end of the epilogue. There were notable disputes and wars. The wife of Abel Vizsla dueled her and lost. She exiled the other two sisters on Krownest to keep them from disputing the throne. Then she shot the younger one when one made an attempt on her life. The elder Vizsla daughter never touched a blaster again and died of old age in a village of Krownest, and it was reported she discovered a peace she had never known.
The Wren had the off-worlder Clan Vizlsas to contend with.
What I have done was in service to Clan Vizsla and House Vizsla
And my tribe,
I have proved my tribe stronger than the Vizslas here.
I will not reject the Vizsla blood, but I insist that we be called by
a different name
One that was had been intended for us
And we will remain in service to you.
She negotiated to prevent further plague on Krownest. She contended in Mando.
She had built a respected warrior name beyond Krownest, so the off-worlders Clan Vizsla did not mind her bowing down to them, when she contended her case for conquering the Krownest throne citing the incompetency of the last leader, a duel won fair-and-square before witnesses of Vizslas, and promising she can train new warriors to ally with Clan Vizsla beyond Krownest, which would later extend to wars fought with Mandalore ruler Tarre Vizsla. Soon they were recognized as their own Clan Wren, spawning back to the first Abel’s promise to take on the Wren name.
My bloodline, a blessing, a curse.
She had children, in that she gathered children from the native villages that Vizsla made orphans. Despite previous courtships with off-worlders, she married a Krownestian woman. Vizslas and non-Krownestians that married into the Wren family were ordered to assimilate into the family name.
My bloodline, a blessing, a curse.
She opened routes for Krownestian children to find their fortune in Mandalorian Space. They came out with Mando tongues but scant traces of there native language.
My bloodline, a blessing, a curse.
She sent soldiers to Clan Vizsla to help them conquer other worlds.
My bloodline, a blessing, a curse.
When her time came, she was burned in the armor with her father’s bloody handprint.
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“Such an ideal Chosen One she was. There were many candidates noted in history, but she was the one who stepped up to the title, resourceful and fortunate all at once.”
“Mother, what do you take from a story like this?”
“That Clan Wren survives.”
“By playing along with the curse.”
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