#i am fighting for my fucking life
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learning irish while severely dyslexic is not for the weak
#i am fighting for my fucking life#i just got 72% on a class because i spelled cork (in irish) wrong five times in a row#nox.txt
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My pmdd symptoms aren’t nearly as bad as they used to be but they’re still so bad
Like before I was getting treatment for it I tried to kill myself for a week straight every month and mom finally got fed up with taking me to get hospitalized so she forced me to go to the doctor.
These are MILD symptoms and that SCARES ME!!!! What’s worse is pmdd gets brushed off because “oh it’s just a woman’s disease it’s hysteria 🙄🙄🙄🙄” bestie I almost killed myself for real during a mood swing I’m terrified of who I’ll be before my period every month
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truly controversial take, but headcanon that logan and wade have sex
#i'm so so so fucking close to being finished with chapter 2 of my most recent#it's getting posted tonight#there is so much sex happning in this thing i am fighting for my life with vocabulary#poolverine#headcanon#fanfic
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update:
working on another big piece lets see where this one takes me 😬👍
#larry time#i like how it's turning out. but#i am fighting for my fucking life#should be done sometime tomorrow if not tonight.... guh
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Woe, have a scrapped wip of a thing I was working on a few months ago
#nebula art and doodles#wip#i forgot. the fucking wip tag again#oh well we ball#i still wanna finish this thing cause god DAMN I WAS COOKINGGG#not now tho i am. fighting for my life (classes)
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I am honestly so tired of the world being so fucking complacent with ruzzia's bs
Like, hello?? ruschist pigs have been killing us, killing civillians, bombing cities and villages, erasing our culture and our language, treating our POWs like utter garbage in their prisons (meanwhile ruzzian POWs are treated super well in our prisons), torture our soldiers and civillians
They attack our cities with missiles that have western components, meanwhile we are not allowed to strike back and defend ourselves with western weapons
That is so fucking ass backwards, it's like telling a victim of SA to just let it go or let the r*pist do what they wanna do because if you fight back you will be escalating the situation and it's better to just grit your teeth and get defiled in silence
Very fucking cool of the world to just sit idly on its ass while a whole fucking nation is getting genocided
People need to open their fucking eyes and act
#cardi rambles#russian war crimes#russia is a terrorist state#stand with Ukraine#support Ukraine#I am so fucking sick and tired#I don't wanna be afraid for my life every damn day because the world can't fucking fight a terrorist country#I am really pissed off and rightfully so#fuck russia#fuck everyone who supports it#it needs to fucking go up in flames#only then will we Ukrainians be safe and sound#let Ukraine strike back#arm Ukraine
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remember when i had that dream where you [Y/N] have a sleepover with tumblr sexyman tony and sketchbook where you guys just end up in a polyamorous relationship ??? well . i tried to find a fanfic that would even slightly line up with the description. even if it was only vaguely
but uhhh ....
there were none . so i had to do it myself
#have i ever told you how fucking scared i am of tumblr sexyman tony and paige ?#actually . im not scared of them – but seeing them just makes me go into a fight or flight state#i hate my nine year old self for being obsessed with them . and i think they'd hate current me for being obsessed with digitaltime#so . really . i think we're even#can you tell which one i hate less ? [hint : it's not the blue twink]#anyway . im doing this more for you – the people who follow my account – than i am for myself#i tried to make it believable for the 2014 era of padlock but like i dunno how good or bad of a job i did (~_~;)#i hope they all get obliterated ; blown up to smithereens#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis fanfic#dhmis tony#tony the talking clock#dhmis sketchbook#dhmis paige#paige the sketchbook#dhmis padlock#apparently there are no tony x reader or paige x reader tags on tumblr . so whoops#x reader fanfiction#x reader fic#for the first time in my life . i hope one of my posts / fanfics absolutely flops#my fanfiction#archive of our own#pls ignore#its not finished btw#and i don't know when ill be updating it#shrug
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the thing that really gets me in mha is that like. before deku gets his quirk everyone is like you cant be a hero at all. which at the time makes sense bc all might is number one but like at all??? thats crazy. and then woah he has a quirk and he can be a hero and gets into the top class of the top hero school and we immediately meet a guy whose power is just tail. his name is tailman. and another who i kid you the fuck not is a diaper wearing misogynist whose whole schtick is he has sticky balls. and they’re like these r the top students ever!! the future of japan!! and deku is like i could have never gotten here without all might!! meanwhile ojiro is sitting there like a singular fucked up backflip away from being in the same boat as him hello?? looking at him straight on he’s just man?? are you serious right now. and then deku loses his super cool quirk whatevs and has to wait forever for his super powerful best friend/lover/enemy? to buy him a super cool gadget thingy whole time fucking tailman is over here on the same level as the kid who makes lightning bolts strong enough to fry the human brain come out of his hands
#this is not ojiro hate its just truly baffling#like that entrance exam you want to tell me ur furry tail got u in??#literally fuck off#me on my way to fight giant robots with my dog tail#mha#my hero academia#i mean i get that ojiros whole character is to show you dont need a flashy quirk or whatevs#but then#WHY CANT DEKU BE A HERO WITHOUT SUPER EXPENSIVE SUPPORT GEAR#maybe not the number one obvi#izuku midoriya#bakugou katsuki#bkdk#but in a like historical i am a mere historian recounting a tale way#not in a shipping way#a factual one#mineta minoru#denki kaminari#if i was deku and spent my whole life being told i would never get anywhere in life and then miraculously got powers#and walked into the top class of the top hero school#and a red haired mohawk fuck came up to me and was like#hey im kirishima my superpower is i get hard#i would lose my shit#completely#AND THEN#THE GUY WHO BULLIED ME FOR BEING QUIRKLESS (my lover)#DECIDED THE HARD GUY WOULD BE ONE HIS BESTIES#NAHHHH#kirishima eijirou#i just cant
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saw fight club in the cinema…i think i died
#i literally cant even process it#i saw it last night and i still am not over it#THE FUCKING SOUND DESIGN AHH#Fincher’s films (with Ren Kylce’s sound design) are literally MADE for the theatre#EVERYTHING WAS SO LOUD AND SICK OMG#also ed norton is so pretty on the big screen oml#anyway#i was dressed as the narrator and had fake blood on my face and multiple people asked me if i was okay lmao#i had to awkwardly explain that it was just a costume but it was so worth it#i was so excited i felt nauseous the whole time#i think my life has peaked and i won’t ever get over it#fight club#david fincher#tyler durden#the narrator
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Wait going off the idea that Athena keeps things from her favorite people:
What does diomedes give her?
#epic the musical#The odyssey#Greek myths#Athena#Diomedes#On one hand I would love to see diomedes gifts up on the same shelf of odysseus's carvings#But on the other hand diomedes and Athena have a much more traditional mentor relationship#Verse her absolutely batshit insane relationship she has with odysseus and the love she has for the rest of the family#And diomedes prays /interacts with Athena in a much more traditional way too#So I imagine he gives her proper sacrifices instead of yeeting random wood carvings at her#Maybe this is something that happens later in life for diomedes after he's retired and founded a couple cities#He finally has time to 1. Discover what he actually likes to do and 2. For his relationship with Athena to soften into actual friendship#Diomedes (now forty): carefully placing his first actual gift (instead of sacrifice) on Athens alter#Diomedes: goddess Athena i hope this indulgence is okay. I made this for you as a gift for all the time you have spent helping me#Diomedes: now that my fighting is done i hope you will grace me with you presence from time to time. Thank you goddess for everything.#Athena: who didn't realize she was upset that her and Dios relationship never developed into friendship until this second#Athena: clutching the gift to her chest and using quick thought to scream internally#Athena: voice cracking : It's FINE#(Later Athena dragging odysseus from his bed at 3 am screaming at full volume diomedes finally gave me a gift#He's never given you a gift proof that he likes me better than you get fucked#And then disappears before odysseus can retort because she has to spend hours finding the perfect place for her gift)
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How it feels to be a Landoscar girlie with access to twitter and a tendency to scroll rn:
#I am in distress#someone check in on me in 5-7 business days#fighting for my life#grabbing both Lando and oscar duck taping them together and locking them in a room with no access to the internet#george russell#Kimi antonelli#why is no one talking about how McLaren fucked Oscar over with the pit decision AGAIN#gr63#oscar piastri#Lando Norris#Italian GP#monza#fuck you mclaren#fuck mclaren#fuck Zak Brown#fuck em all
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#fucks me up that there are two whole new animals in the house that i barely know#who depend on me for everything#barely recognize me as a friend or helper#and are so incredibly incredibly fragile#i got worried for junie today because her spay incision had some swelling#and it's normal to have some and i have seen it before#but after what we just wemt through i got upset and rushed her to the vet#who said it was fine and thankfully we have free office visits#but i was so upset even though i knew it was probably normal#i look at them and i see adorable cuddly sweet TEMPORARY things and i feel like something inside me got broken somehow#and i was right all along that after it was all over i would come back but not quite as myself#i just hadn't fully understood the extent#we are keeping them and it sort of had to happen when it did but i think it was too early for me#they are so cute and when they do cuddle it's so sweet and obviously i would fight for them as hard as i would for Fancy#because that's just how the deal works and it isn't about you at all it's about how they each carry a little world inside them just as we d#and that deserves equal respect and care regardless of my personal affections#but i look at them and i see little creatures that don't belong here and are foreign in some fundamental way#and that they will be gone in just a little while and things will go back to how they were#which is impossible#we will settle in and i doubt anything i am feeling is abnormal but I'm really struggling and i feel so bad about that#i don't know#it's just a lot to deal with#and i feel very lonely and sad about it#and under it all the sick feeling of having JUST held all three lads as they passed and the VISCERAL reality of it#and knowing one day if everything goes just right i will be holding them too#dear god life is so fragile and every living thing is just as mortal as any other
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"im not homophobic but..." "i accept everybody..." "its not any of my business" > proceeds to tell a horrifying story about threatening to beat up a child for saying they're gay.
#fighting for my fucking life at work i swear#i am being soo fucking nice and patient i should get a cookie for this shit
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something something having a new hyperfixation and now having several new WIPs about it AND just starting to draw certain characters from it just yesterday uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah-
#something something UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I fell into the lifesmp hole#and so now I'm very attached to Scar as a character because man. Man he's got me so fucked up#also that headshot reference is very much referenced from a drawing of Ru's that the public has not seen cause I am feral over it- it was a#very good starting point of how I wanted to draw Scar and like yeah#am I saying these are 3rd life designs? I mean they're on my 3rd life doodle page and Scar definitely has a lilac soooooo#WHICH GOD LILAC SYMBOLISM IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#anywho I can be normal I swear#also vaguely Flower husbands because Jay may have gotten me a little attached to them slightly#just wait til I draw Tango and flood you all with Flower Ranchers it'll be over for everyone#the minute I draw more scar I think it'll be over for everyone#dangthatsalongname#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#goodtimeswithscar#fanart#life series#life smp#traffic smp#trafficblr#should I technically be drawing Scar shirtless? Yeah but I did not wanna deal with muscles for a base reference drawing#so like hey he gets a shirt for the moment- If I draw any canon 3rd life stuff I'll draw him shirtless#I'm also watching Bdubs's pov of the Life series because one of my friends recommended it and like god he's a little chaotic#good on him! He tried to fight a wither with Etho in last life! And died from falling! Again! This man can not stop dying from falling#someone needs to make sure he has a water bucket in his inventory at all times because he died by falling in 3rd life and died by it in las#life so if he dies by falling in double life I'll lose it#also I just like the idea of Jimmy in Overalls no one can stop me from drawing him with them okay okay#I dedicate these doodles to Ru Hatt and Jay because they have to share in my insanity of me losing my mind over this silly series#Madi's art :>#OKAY I'M STOPPING NOW I GOTTA PUT THE LAPTOP AWAY
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i know ive made jokes about it before but being serious for a second. daniel's willingness to accept arthur's objectively batshit confession also just. gets me right in the fucking heart, man. because, like.
yeah. of course he does.
seven is a Big Number, but daniel's never met any of those other people. they don't actually mean anything to him, they obviously weigh on arthur but they're stories he doesn't know and doesn't really care to. they're just, accounting. they're a bunch of guttering candles in the face of the fucking solar flare that is The Reason daniel has to hate arthur. what the fuck does he care about a bunch of people he's never met, that died some reactionary death in self-defense or however arthur wants to justify it? when from daniel's pov arthur's already stolen two of the most important people in his world away from him. everything left of his family, his blood, for no defensible reason. out of nothing but self-absorbed youthful stupidity.
and he's already decided that isn't enough to drive them apart permanently.
so sure, fuck it, seven people. you probably had your reasons. i've already decided to move past worse. add them to the fucking list, or whatever.
because, y'know. he can't lose another person.
#the nemesis speaks#mv liveblog#malevolent#i just. auuuugh!! daniel and arthur are like almost diametric opposites in terms of their backgrounds and beliefs and all that#but at their core. when you drill down to what Makes Them Tick. i just think they are SO fucking similar#(head in my hands) fambly.......#and. this is kind of a completely separate rant. but i am also thinking abt how all the way in s2. loooong before you ever Meet daniel-#when as far as arthur talks about him he's just bella's asshole father- he still managed to burn some words into arthur's core#yknow. ''life is loss. but you don't have to let it win.''#like you can tell that Meant Something to arthur. they aren't even on speaking terms but they still share that mantra#(grabs you and shakes you) DO YOU GET IT#but also bringing jokes back into the room like i said i do think it's VERY funny just from an outsider pov#that this. deeply DEEPLY Normal Ass Man. finds out his son in law is a serial killer and he basically just goes (deep breath) ....ok!#honestly an icon. thanks daniel love you daniel#almost as funny as ''not much about you surprises me''#arthur shows up beat to shit severely underweight looking like he lost a fight with a woodchipper with a fucking throat slit scar#and daniel's just like. yeah that seems about right#malevanalysis
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What's this? My skin, cleared? My crops, watered!? My heart, soaring!!??
Callowmoore softness, comfort and sleeping beside each other my FUCKING BELOVED!
#at the same time Zathuda motherfucker you BACK THE FUCK OFF#kill that bastard! kill him dead! or let me kill him: I'm ready I'll fucking do it!#is Fearne on 2 or 1 points of Exhaustion now? Kiki got rid of 2 but was it a long enough rest?#if 2 maybe sneak in some Ashton carrying Fearne next ep since she'll have half speed - also returning the favour from her carrying them#regardless both still need a rest to get rid of the last one before Aeor - another chance for cuddles#Essek glad you're back but you need to be very calm about the dunamancy in Ashton's head a lot is going on rn#maybe gently inform him that the hells have like 7 potions of possibility too...#damn I wish my skin was clear in real life XD but I got all the comfort I wanted from the two and more#Zathuda interruption and shadow fight with evil Fearnes though was not ordered#this is still the same night as FCG exploding let them rest Matthew!#I am not normal about them and I don't want to be normal about them I'm just AAAAAAAAAAAAA#callowmoore#fearne calloway#ashton greymoore#fearne x ashton#ashton x fearne#rockwild#ashley johnson#taliesin jaffe#critical role#cr3 spoilers#cr3e94#bell's hells#bells hells#cr3#cr campaign 3#thank you tal and ashley#tag reader bonus hc: the hells all get FCG's grass logo tattooed on them
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