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The Tragedy of Hayakawa Aki - chainsaw man, tatsuki fujimoto
grief lessons: four plays by euripides, anne carson // chainsaw man, tatsuki fujimoto // deathless, catherynne m. valente // “untitled,” 2016, ink on paper, kara walker // james, clementine von radics // slide tackle, japanese breakfast // how to cure a ghost, fariha róisín // red glove, holly black // the letter, richard paul evans // interview with james hall, richard siken // ptolemaea, ethel cain // iq84, haruki murakami // the godfather, mario puzo // god's silence, franz wright // crush, richard siken // tumblr user ojibwe // when i was done dying, dan deacon
#csm#chainsaw man#hayakawa aki#aki hayakawa#webweaving#you know your girl is mentally unwell when she makes a webweaving post abt an anime character#web weaving#okay gonna spam every variataion fo teh spoilers tag now LOL#chainsaw man spoilers#csm spoilers#csm manga spoilers#chainsaw man manga spoilers#spoilers#hopefully that was enough#ANW#thinking about him SOOOO MUCHHH#man doomed by the narrative *twirls hair*#his character IS tragedy but i am still conflicted on which tragedy it is#was it inevitable? or was it preventable?#what is the hamartia in this story#is it a character flaw or his circumstances that were out of his control?#honestly think it can be viewed both ways#if he hadnt been so intent on revenge he wouldnt have ended up like this. but it was also circumstance bc makima is basically a god#but god gODD that last quote got me so good bc i was liek THATS LITERALLY IT#TAHTS AKI#anw after volume 9 i cried so many times after during the day and now im rotating him in my mind#my edit#EDIT: JUST READ A POST THAT SAID THAT GOOD TRAGEDY IS WHEN YOU CANT TELL WHETHER IT WAS CIRCUMSTANCE OR FLAW...#DROPPING TO MY KNEES....#thats it thats exactly it
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BRO 😭😭 fruity patootie
#artist watermark over the hand in his pocket#PLSSSSS#☠��‼️⁉️⁉️⁉️#i am aki’s girl i am aki’s girl i am aki’s girl i am aki’s girl i am aki’s girl i am aki’s girl i am aki’s girl i am aki’s girl i am aki’s#yapping
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This is why I shouldn't be near any media because I will find a way to put my ship into different clothes and possibly in different au 😤😤😤
#i was entertaining myself the idea that theyre in those cheesy 00s american teen drama yknow like#which is so funny because why tf are they in america? i am not even american???#but shh mom said i can be cringe on the internet today lol so anyway kotone is totally the popular girl#while shinji is an outcast that skips school to smoke weed#aki is idk some nerd i guess? hall monitor??? but he also in the boxing club because he gets bullied often back in primary-#so he wants to be stronger?? idk this is really just a crack idea in my head#i shouldnt be drawing this tbh i really need to do my homework zzzzz#asukart#sketch#persona 3#persona 3 reload#persona 3 portable#persona 3 femc#kotone shiomi#minako arisato#shinjiro aragaki#shinjiham#foolmoon#00s highschool au
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@ my ocs (please imagine in the meme format from Up)
allow me to bestow the highest honor I can give to an OC
*gives them my exact gender*
#my post#Oc tag#congrats to Aki and Molly#Who funny enough both use she/her (at least for a significant amount of the plot) and present feminine#For those who know more of my ocs#Atsuko is pretty close but probably has more active discomfort with gender and is thus a different gender#Egg (who I haven’t really introduced but is a major oc) has so much trauma wrapped up in being gendered female#That their gender is basically “not a woman” and if they had words would probably be somewhere between agender and demiboy#This will change as they get older and process their trauma but I don’t know what they would use#Btw the highest honor I can give a character I didn’t make is Autism headcanon#Which is very strange because I feel like in the trend that would suggest I am Autistic but I am not.#Oh more OCs: olive is a girl and a creature and both are equally important to the gender.#Liana is close enough to woman to not identify as nonbinary (she is trans!). Myris is very cis and not thought about gender.
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Akishiho
#my art#sasakoi#akishiho#aki x shiho#scribble#if i stare at this any longer the opposite of that german term is gonna happen to me xD#gestalt#im always doing animal girl stuff lmao#another drawing i'll polish in my free time if i feel like it#fun fact: the only reason i picked up AC (the game)#is so i could be an actual player and see how to translate#anime girl designs into the AC design#lmao#anyway what am i doing ww
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when the ship starts looking like "lets open a word doc and just see how it goes"
#I am about to do miserable things to all of my favourite characters#aki and shinji and kotone and mitsuru and yukari girls I am so sorry
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Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of
#writing him has just been like. OOOOWOEOEOEOOE i piss tears i cant handle this shit this gay ass shit#i came up with an idea for just like a cute short one shot i wanna do soon and hnnnghh im so emo about it#very healing its like very hard to write some of the shit im gonna be writing cuz basically#some of it is just a little too real man and while i crave the angst and the drama i am just like#AND THEN EVERYONE HOLDS HANDS AND ITS OKAY PLEASE DONT CRY PLEASE#and ive mentioned how shinji has accidentally become nb to me now because i just kinda happened to write him that way without meaning to#and now another thing im noticing is that in my fic hes kinda bpd coded#it definitely wasnt intentional but now im accepting it as truth no one can stop me#i just really need him to be happy its more important to me than anything else man i need it for me#and he needs to be gay with aki they need to kissy and i think its funny cuz even in the parts where shinji is mad at aki and pushing him#away its like. he kinda has it bad lol and its clear he feels no actual hatred towards aki but more just self deprecation because he doesnt#feel good enough and like idk i just think about their respective roles in society like#aki is an honor student star boxer hero very attractive very kind very popular got adopted by a rich family#hes going places you know meanwhile shinji is a drop out who never had a family ever hes homeless hes sketchy hes on drugs#his reputation couldnt be any worse and he just leans into it and feels he has no future and hes worthless garbage#and aki could literally have anyone he wants you know he has an army of girls pining over him but he doesnt want them#HE WANTS SHINJI AND NO ONE ELSE HE SPENDS YEARS CHASING AFTER HIM#and shinji HATES it hes trying so hard to push him away and be the crusty delinquent and make aki see how worthless he really is#but aki just doesnt stop he loves him so much makes me sick SICK#and shinji really loves him back hes like not gonna shut up ever about aki hes like either doing it in a gay ass annoyed way#or hes like ‘haha omg aki is so cute though hes always trying so hard to be tough but hes just so sweet and gentle you know i hope he#doesnt push himself too hard if he got hurt id fall apart hes so silly i hope hes eating good i desire him carnally’#yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them
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did they end the reboot today ON PURPOSE?????
#fubu rambles#gossip girl#gossip girl hbo max#hbo gossip girl#hbomax gossip girl#gossip girl 2021#gossip girl finale#gossip girl 2x10#i am gossip girl#julien calloway#zoya lott#monet de haan#monet de haan supremacy#luna la#luna la supremacy#max wolfe#max deserved better#max would be better with me come here baby#aki menzies#aki needs to let go of audrey#audrey hope#audrey and kate had some things in common was that just me??
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Takaaki while looking at a box of tampons:...
Takaaki: What the hell is this supposed to do?
Sayaka: *whispers*
Takaaki: *stares at Sayaka, then Aoi who is nodding*
Takaaki, fear in his eyes: YOU PUT THIS UP YOUR WHAT????
#Female products shopping with dad jdhdhe#Takaaki is now terrified#He knows about pads but never understood tampons#He's definitely scared of tampons LMAO#I am as well tho don't worry Aki :)#danganronpa#takaaki ishimaru#sayaka maizono#aoi asahina#The other girls are just doing their own things as they (Takaaki and Sayaka and Hina) look at pads and tampons#He's too old and tired for this damn shit#He's only in his 40s 😭#Honestly this was my reaction too
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Grabs him and shakes him around
HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOSH HIS OUTFIT I WANNA SCREAM... I LOVE THIS SO SO MUCH
#he's so perfect.....#he looks like a princess#is the sword made of ice?! omg#hurls myself at him#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS I AM OBSESSED#MAGICAL GIRL AKI!!!!#ask mags
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okay okay I'm not thinking about the show being canceled, let's talk about the episode, am I the only one that feels weird the fact that they made it a thing not saying I love you back when it sounds like they've been friends since forever? like I was expecting them all to say I love you but then realizing of the difference when you say it to a friend like yeah we've been friends since forever ofc I love you, or when it's because you are in a relationship, I love you changes there to maybe something deeper? they could've gone with the same crisis of aki and aud not meaning the same as max because max means romantic love and they are struggling with the change from friends to fwb to partners and love changing and growing or whatever... I would've loved for them to remember loving each other since before they were dating, like when they were children or something just the perfect end for friends to lovers but instead we got... that
#gossip girl#makidrey#max x audrey x aki#like how are they going to fix this in one episode without making it look exactly like last season's finale#aud and aki feel guilty they apologize they try to make amends try to convince max and max eventually forgives them#this isnt what i wanted for my triad :( i wanted struggle and tears and eventually healing and growth and commitment#what am i gonna do when they end up the season not together or together but not in the right way?
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Gossip Girl (TV 2021) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Aki Menzies/Max Wolfe Characters: Aki Menzies, Max Wolfe Additional Tags: Fluff, Romance, Teen Romance, Established Relationship, Boys In Love, Extended Scene, Fix-It, Flash Fic, Snippet, Missing Scene Summary:
At his dads' vows renewal, Max is happy and shares a secret dream of his with Aki.
#gossip girl hbo#gossip girl hbo max#gossip girl hbo max 2x06#akimax#aki menzies#max wolfe#my fanfictions#I had this ready for months for a reason#because I knew#you have no idea how pissed I am right now
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I don't know what happened but I am somehow watching the Gossip Girl Reboot?
I was watching two vids about how terrible it was and got curious
And it is not nearly as terrible as I expected
It's not great, but it is weirdly entertaining
Obviously the building triad is intriguing me the most and Thomas Doherty is definitely the best actor among the student cast
Could definitely do without the plot of Max pursuing Rafa, because even if they stress that he's 18, that's still his teacher and that weirds me out, always
Edit: apparently Max is 17?? I distinctly remember Max calling himself legal to Rafa before but Aki just said he is 17 (granted I can absolutely see Max lying, but Rafa not even double checking is absolutely making me want to throw him in a volcano)
Edit 2: okay, legal/capable of consent in NY means 17, still really, really, really gross
#shut up ip#gossip girl 2021#i never watched the original so i have no stakes in if it lives up to its legacy#and i do know how aki max and audrey end in s2#but i am still deeply intrigued#they are endgame in my heart#also was deeply amused by aki and audrey both thinking gossip girl wrote about each of them cheating#and the parallel conversation both of them had with max about their encounters#I'm at the episode with zoya's birthday so we'll see how it goes
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Her sisters arrive one after the other, she can't tell if it's a fast process or a slow one. At one point she was here alone, emptiness and cold, only sharp claws made of her own claws and the pain that was going away too quickly, the blood stopped being bright smoothly and her only entertainment was watching it. Bird was the first, so fierce and sweet, all pale skin and disheveled black hair, her reddened face was the sweetest and roundest she had ever seen. Despite a slight fright, Bird accepted her quickly, she compared their hair, skin tone, claws that came out of their skin between their thin fingers, "Mine" was said hoarsely and intermittently, most likely it was the first articulate thing she brought said.
She hugged her, all softness and warmth, and decided that no matter what, the bird would remain her most beloved. Lille was the second, quiet and very smart, with books and beds for them, paper and something bright in color made of tiny thin wood: "reading and drawing in the quality of daily leisure at their age range is enough." They were reading. And they painted. Something they remembered from memories that didn't seem to belong to them. And they didn't understand how they knew the letters, because no one had ever taught them - there was only green liquid and this room. Damian was the only boy, his skin was golden brown in contrast to their whiteness, and his sparse hair was the color of the meat cutlets they were given for lunch. And it's tiny. Very very Tiny. Defenseless. Couldn't stand, couldn't sit, could only lie down and sometimes cry. Baby.
She held him, a tiny lump of a bunch of tiny tissues and soft limbs, hugging him to her and instinctively made quiet soothing sounds strange to herself. But Damian liked it. Then there were loud strange noises, a lot of red that slowly faded and she was no longer interested. And the one who called himself the father. The one who said that he can only give them freedom. Someone who is not good but can find someone good. He had black hair and eyes like all of them, and his skin reminded her of Damian, she felt him as close as her sisters, she believed him and took his hand. Her sisters did the same, Damian was gently tied to him with a long cloth. He was a father and she regretted that she and her sisters, too tiny Damian, would lose him very soon. Her father gave her a name, a beautiful name that was the best sound in the world and which her father pronounced with such strange deep feelings - Itsuko.
AU in which the Batboys, except Damian, he is still a boy, these are girls, Akihiro's genetic children who were born as part of the Weapon X restoration project sponsored by Lex Luthor. Akihiro rescues them and is about to give them into the care of Batman. Akihiro calls the eldest (Fem!Dick) in honor of his mother and adds the ending "Ko", which means child in Japanese, thereby saying: "you are my child and I love you."
Motherfucking yesss to all of this!
I want to know more. MORE I SAY!
Lex starting up a new Weapon X program with using Akihiro's DNA instead? Aki giving the batkids to Bruce? Are the Bat kids also Bruce's kids? Is that why? What is happening? Where is my many many chapters of plot? You must continue this! I need to knowwww
Fuck do the kids inherit the Wolverine Gene? Are we looking at the Sisters situation where only one is a mutant? Akihiro named them and then he LEAVES THEM? Why? You must tell me!
I must see more of this. If you post up this story on AO3 I demand you tag me so I can read this brain genius you have made
#I am screaming#Look at this wonderful AU#I must read more of this#If I didnt have 20+ WIPs that needed my attention my brain would have latched onto this too#Lex luthor funding a new weapon x program but using akihios dna is so interesting!#WOuld they use him because his dna sample is more stable#I wonder because poor aki seems to loose his arm a lot do they use the dna from that?#and where does bruce fit into this? does he want the kids#I love girl bats as an au because it is so much fun to play with#so many nucences when your a girl that I love to project on#Dami being the only boy to a bunch of protective older sisters would be funny#ahhhhhh give me more of this
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guess whos dog almost broke the cables for my drawing tablet <3
#i need to be more careful#anyways theyre okay#if he did break them i wouldve genuinely just taken a whole bottle of pills dawg i am NOT playing about my shit#everyone woulda gotten a goodbye message and yo girl would be visiting aki up in them clouds#im already planning my mf death DO NOT try me you furry fuck
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One thing about chainsaw man is that I’ll defend all of the women I see but as soon as a man shows up I lose all my empathy
#fifitolks#not Denji tho hes babygirl core#to me Denji is a girl#idk how to explain it#and I won’t try#i also do like aki as well but he is a man to me#the way fujimoto writes him makes me not hate him also#i think that he’s just a genuinely good person that got fucked in the ass#by life#i don’t know how to feel about the rest of the men I’m making this post at one am#my fucking keyboard on my phone disappeared and I’m still typing big win
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