#i am a pyschopath
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deepseadozing · 8 months ago
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oh i'm getting followers?? okay.
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look at the thing i'm making for future leo
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floosies · 2 months ago
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knuck if you buck
rafe cameron x poc!kook fem
summary: rafe tries to stop his gf from mollywhoppin her opp
a/n: for my girlies with ✨rage✨ issues 🤍
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you would think rafe found the female version of himself with his girlfriend. she was spoiled, hard headed, and with a temper as short as a blade of grass.
she was younger than him by year, money driven, and couldnt stand when people talked about her behind her back. which didn't take long for rafe to learn.
they'd only been together for a couple of months when she got wind that one of rafe's friends called her a possible gold digger. needless to say she caught the guy off guard at one of the parties and caught him off guard with a bottle of casamigos to the head. she didnt wait to start swinging on him afterwards, her rings and bracelets started to become from her hits. it took rafe, kelce and topper all together to get her off him.
and as soon as she was off him, her anger landed at rafe, "let your fuckin frat bro friends know that if they wanna call me a gold digger again they better say that shit with their whole chest."
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rafe wasnt intimitated by her at all, if anything her anger made him feel some sort of way. but still, he knew that they couldnt both be wild cards. so he did what he could to keep her peaceful.
unfortunately most of the kook kids were too entitled for their own good. especially the other kook girls who had issues with her because she had her own money and was never afraid to flaunt it, plus she wasnt much into the whole kook v. pogue bullshit.
this led to her getting into it with some girl topper started seeing during the fall. come summer though, she'd warned rafe she shouldnt be left alone in the same room with the girl or else she wouldnt be held responsible for handling business.
he did his best to keep the two far away from each other but topper being topper wanted to talk to rafe privately at some kook event which led to her being left alone with topper's girlfriend who wasted no time talking her bullshit.
getting beside her and taunting, "i dont understand how rafe would wanna be with a girl who associates with pogues. its a bit weird." she rolled her eyes her words leaving her mouth seamlessly, "what's really weird is the way your eyebrows look like they're trying to take over your face. you should also invest in some mints or something halatosis is never cute but i guess topper is always too drunk to notice your bunk breath, whore."
she felt the drink hit her new blouse and as topper's girlfriend started laughing it was cutoff by bejewled fist connecting with her jaw. rafe only had a moment to react as he heard people begin to cheer on the fight, well the sad attempt at a fight. his girlfriend was smacking and punching topper's girlfriend with a force. he knew she'd waited for the day but he didnt need this right now.
all he could do was sigh and say a quick, "fuck" as he pulled her off topper's girl whose face looked a crime scene. now he wondered if this was how his friends had felt all those times in the past. once they were in his truck he cut the silence, "i know she had it coming but people are going to start seeing you like a pyschopath." she rolled her eyes, "i hope they do so they know not to fuck with me. you know how I am rafe, you dont have to be with me-" with a quickness he cut her off "hey! no! i didnt fucking say that either!"
he looked over at her, her hands and rings bloodied, her eyes somewhat sad but looking at him with that puppy gaze, "i love you and your crazy ass way, you know that. but sadly we gotta interact with these people. so try and be good please." she rolled her eyes, but with a sigh nodded, "okay i promise." then she gave him a little kiss as he kept driving, "now take me to your place so you can clean me up. thoroughly." rafe chuckled shaking his head, "yeah baby, i got it. daddy's gonna fix you up real good."
author tags: @xxbimbobunnyxx
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the-arcade-doctor · 1 year ago
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[[ STOP KOSA ]]
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Some context: Text Doctors are a collection of Tumblr-based RP blogs featuring plague doctors made out of ASCII symbols with their own unique lore, they're mostly variants of the first one to don the title, Doctor Screech, a eldritch monster who hails from the abyss and landed in a world of violet occupied by walking fungal-infected-corpses and other such nasties.
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A PLACE OF INTRIGUE AND DANGER, MYSTERY AND WONDER! WHERE GAMES FEEL ALMOST ALIVE AND THE OWNER IS OVERJOYED TO MEET NEW FRIENDS!
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ENTRY #1: THE DENIZENS J:\\ THE MAKER \\\\
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>> Jay. a 5’8, 17 (now 18) year old boy (when he feels like) with tan skin, wearing a black hoodie with a green “87” on it, grey sweatpants, and black shoes, under his hood lies a led visor displaying green animated eyes. He runs an arcade, overseen by a plague doctor suit made out of keyboard symbols, it has a parasitic relationship with his soul that enhances his ego. he runs an arcade as a front to gain more power to cut the strings of fate the gods have cast upon him.
[ jay speaks like this. ]
Jay, he found his way into a mysterious world occupied by a lone plague doctor, a beast who wore a mask of violet, the first ever "text doctor", at least, that's what he called himself, the plague doctor made out of... ASCII symbols? His name was Screech (@the-text-doctor), they got to know each other, the beast was wiser, older, had a family and most of all? POWER. Jay eventually stumbled onto a stray portal, and found a dimension with a lone arcade in it. It was empty, abandoned. It was quiet at first. Then the trials began with new technology Jay founded. His suit. A green, distorted form of the plague doctor made of symbols he met from days before. it was a beast forever crying emerald tears.. It took over the dimension. Slowly at first, but then rapidly, the floors turned black, the walls turned a dark shade of green, the arcade grew, seemingly floating. It was all falling into place. J:\\ THE SUIT \\\\ A green plague doctor made out of ASCII symbols, slashes make up his limbs and torso, and tear streaks fall down his mask. His left arm is corrupted heavily, with claws made of black triangles. He also has one corrupted wing made out of corrupted textures and glitch artifacts, on his chest lies a dark green mantle with two mirroring "J"s. His belt is made of square brackets and equal signs. This suit was made a host of the place it is now known for, but also to fight, and fight it does, it would be unwise to pick a fight with it in it's unnatural habitat.
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thanks to @just-hyper-active for jotette's neck fluff [ J:\\ JOTA SPEAKS LIKE THIS. ] [ ♀J:\\ JOTETTE SPEAKS LIKE THIS. ]
The suit, when worn, made him agitated, angry, violent, egotistical, envious, and any other sense of the words, so much so that it took over his very soul, encasing it in a green hue, and wings, ever since, everyone wanted that exotic, digitized soul for themselves. The Jotette side grade makes Jay feels as if he's the prettiest thing on two legs, still as pyschopathic.
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It was perfect for what he needed. He's been researching other worlds for a while, so they were next, but until then? He needed somewhere to cover up his research... the arcade would do just fine. He'd get to lounge around all day, and work on gaining more strength by night. Eventually, he opened the arcade, and attracted quite a crowd. He didn't feel much for them, just lambs to the slaughter, he thought. but eventually he grew fond of some of his visitors, some he loved seeing, some less so. his power grew... but he needed more. He eventually found other worlds, more creatures like his suit, “text doctors” as he calls them, more forms to take, more things to assimilate into his growing matrix of code and hate. J:\\ THE LESSER GODS \\\ In the world of digital evils known only by "EXEs", there lie creatures who couldn't get their hands on the vessels everybody knows them for, Sonic, Mario, Pac-Man, the like. These creatures have been festering inside unknown and uncared for video games, i.e one-off titles or edutainment games. They all think the ranks of Sonic.EXE have it too easy since they have more recognizable vessels, so they've decided to form in gangs of sorts, Jay has felt pity for them, and built a refuge for some of them called Circuitboard City. ENTRY #2: THE DIMENSION, THE BOARDER BETWEEN THE PHYSICAL AND DIGITAL REALMS
J:\\ OUTSIDE \\\\ A vast, black expanse, adorned with grid-patterned green lines and shrouded mountains that conceal Circuitboard City. Green floating stairs serve as the arcade entrance, the space under the arcade leading to an underground subway entry point for access to Circuitboard City.
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J:\\ SUBWAY \\\\ The Subway, a dark green and somewhat dirty underground passage, links the arcade to the wonders of Circuitboard City, some Lesser Gods have taken refuge here as opposed to Circuitboard City.
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J:\\ CIRCUITBOARD CITY \\\\
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helped by @just-hyper-active The cyber-city sprawls beyond the mountains, initially visible like a distant skybox. However, the true nature of this place is revealed when you journey there through the Subway, unlocking Circuitboard City in it's fullest. Jay shelters Lesser Gods amidst the skyscrapers, surrounded by advertisements for JOTA's Arcade.
J:\\ ARCADE INTERIOR \\\\ Inside the arcade, a surreal extension of JOTA's twisted yet whimsical persona unfolds with moving wall patterns and nonsensical floors. Rows of cabinets, a prize corner, and a maintenance room entrance mark the journey. As one ascends towards JOTA's office, the rooms defy Euclidean logic, with unconventional door placements, and other such glitchy mishaps.
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J:\\ HALLWAY \\\\ A simple hallway stretching to both the left and right of the office. J:\\ MYSTICS ROOM \\\\ A room where Jay's been studying various deities and other such creatures, such as Zalgo, Screech, and more. This room is to the left of the office hallway.
J:\\ JOTA'S OFFICE \\\\ JOTA's office, a dark green room adorned with silver accents. A faux bird rug lies in the center, and a dark green desk bears a lunatic's scribbles. Nearby stands a simple polygon statue of a pixelated emerald-textured plague doctor. Wall sketches depict a green heart with expansive wings and stylized plague doctors drawn from simple lines and shapes. Above, a mounted skull with a "GAME OVER - JOTAPHOBIA" plaque completes the room.
J:\\ JAY'S BEDROOM \\\\ Jay's bedroom, features a beanbag bed, the sole Sega Genesis in the arcade ever since a run-in with Sonic.EXE himself, Sonic posters, and invisible ink-laden posters of the other text doctors, the Cade Crew, and Jay himself. The dark green room houses a simple stand with drawers, holding obscure games, and a basic TV. This room is to the right of the office hallway.
J:\\ JOTA'S THRONE \\\\ On the main floor, JOTA's throne, a giant green chair, stands amidst corrupted textures and computer parts, adorned with a "GAME OVER" banner. J:\\ SUIT JUNGLE \\\\ Behind the curtains of the throne room lies the enigmatic Suit Jungle, featuring towering, unreachable arcade cabinets and one of them stands far above the rest, displaying myriad copies of JOTA's suit, glaring at whoever roams by, amid twisted metal trees and digital leaves, static falls like water and error messages are the closest thing to clouds, more copies of the suit are found crawling around, acting as birds, glitching green messages, seemingly written by Jay himself adorn the place's floors and walls.
the voices I have for all of my anons unless said otherwise: https://tts.cyzon.us EXE
Jay first encountered Sonic.EXE, also known as "X," during an event called Incident X. This voidspawn manifested itself as Sonic and attempted to claim Jay's soul. The encounter took place fashionably late at JOTA's arcade, following the Halloween EXE Takeover in 2023. Since then, X has been engaging in periodic battles with Jay's suit.
X derives pleasure from toying with human souls, leaving Jay concerned about how long he can keep the entity amused before facing potential death. In the aftermath of the incident, Jay discovered the existence of other entities similar to X, collectively referred to as The Lesser Gods or The X Underlings.
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cepheusafterdusk · 2 months ago
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Am I the only one who kinda hates the Felix fathom psychopath headcanon? Not that it can’t be done well just that it never is.
Because anytime someone portrays him as a psychopath they usually have never interacted with a psychopath. Like they don’t see them as people with emotions.
Felix isn’t some master manipulator who’s out to get everyone, he’s a child abuse victim who manipulates people he thinks are out to get him(he’s usually wrong but his perspective is skewed because abuse) because that’s the one thing he knows how to do.
Psychopaths have emotions they just have little no guilt or empathy. We see him have lots of both of these things just with very specific people. He isn’t out to get Amelie or kagami at any point in the series.
As far as manipulating Adrien goes, he’s basically doing the exact same thing Marinette is doing and nobody blames Marinette. Because you shouldn’t.
In conclusion, if you hc him with aspd, that’s fine! But don’t violently steoreotype sociopaths and pyschopaths in the process, they’re human too.
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selenhere · 6 months ago
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Just started My Stand In today, and ep 1 only had me shouting every 5 min
1. Joe you don't give free rides to strangers.
2. Ming when someone introduces themself, you should introduce yourself too. That's a basic manners my child 🙂
3. Please close that damn door before doing your deed.
4.Joe you don't sleep with people you meet like 2-3 hours back and invite them to your house too!!!!!! What if Ming was a pyschopath? I am not saying he isn't one though🤡
5. Man if I was talking to someone and they decide mid way to turn their back on me and suddenly say ' I am gonna sleep' while I am talking to them, I wouldn't be soo good like joe to make sure they have blanket around their back too🙂
6.JOEEEEE you don't give your virginity to strangers, you are not even a teenager joeeeee
7. Ming stop being a love sick puppy every time you see tong, I almost wanna smack your head through the screen
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decomposing-sweetheart · 10 days ago
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Bibi's Intro!
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Hi my name is Bibi! I am part of a system but generally don't get along with my headmates... my Pronouns are she/it!
I am a self identified sociopath and have low to zero empathy normally (i have been called a sociopath and pyschopath as an insult before but I've stopped caring)
I have a fascination with taxidermy, fashion, art, and general cute aesthetics
I am sadistic and get annoyed easily but don't be scared to talk to me you shouldn't care if you get rejected or let down! :3
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flower1622 · 11 months ago
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Clarisse was guarding her team's flag and she feels a move next to her. She points her sword to the side.
- You know that this is cheating, right? - Clarisse asks angry. Annabeth takes her cap off and gets visible.
- Well....games are usually not fair! - Annabeth says and uses her sword to push Clarisse's away and they start a fight with their swords. Always blocking each other. They clash their swords and stay face to face.
- So, Clarisse. Where is your spear? I'm missing it  Usually, you are with your spear almost all of the games....what? Are you afraid that someone breaks it again? -  Annabeth provokes 
- Shut your fucking mouth! - Clarisse says angry. 
- Why? Is the truth isn't it? Your father beat you and you cried like a fucking scared baby... just like me. I used to be so afraid of the world and the people in it. I found two special people who took care of me. One is dead and the other walked away with the other hunters and now....I lost one of the last best things that ever happened to me....for you! - Annabeth says and pushes Clarisse pretty hard making Clarisse fall on the floor and she runs fast to get the red flag and runs away. Clarisse stands up and runs after Annabeth. They get in the middle of a battle between the teams. Clarisse lunges after Annabeth and both roll on the floor in the forest. They stand up and fight with all their anger. Their teams stop what they were doing to look at the scene. Clarisse and Annabeth exchange punches and kicks. The punches were so strong that their lips were bleeding. Both take their swords and start a sword fighting. They clast their swords and stay face to face again, but this time with more intensity and anger. 
- Would you like Clarisse? - Annabeth whispers 
- Would I like what you pyschopath? - Clarisse whispers angry
- Would you like that I tell everybody here that your father beats you? Would you? - Annabeth asks with a devious smile 
- Don't you dare you daughter of a bitch! - Clarisse says angry.
- Why not? I'm pretty sure that your brothers would love to hear about that wouldn't they? They would want to know that the favourite one is not so favourite like they used to think? Or that their sister turned into a lonely and soft girl. Do you think your brothers and father would approve? Can you imagine what the campers would think about you Clarisse? That the most feared girl of the camp is not so scary? Do you think they would laugh at you? They never really cared for you....all of them thought you were the traitor, even me, Percy and...your brothers... - Annabeth continues whispering 
- You are lying! - Clarisse whispers angry
- Am I Clarisse? Am I? Wake up....you were always alone. The only people you really had here were Chris and Silena. But they died, right? Poor Clarisse... everyone fears you and hate you. You shouldn't even be here anymore. This place doesn't deserve you....neither do I... - Annabeth says and Clarisse gets distracted for a few seconds thinking about what Annabeth said that Annabeth uses her strength to knock down Clarisse and kicks Clarisse's sword away.
Clarisse is on the floor looking up at Annabeth defeated. But when Annabeth was about to attack Clarisse with her sword, another sword intercepts between Annabeth's sword and Clarisse's face. Annabeth looks up and looks at an angry Percy without his helmet and with his dark glasses glaring at Annabeth. 
- Over my dead body! - Percy whispers darkly and uses his strength to knock down Annabeth using only his sword to turn Annabeth's sword around. Annabeth falls on the floor and everyone continues watching the scene.
- Why don't you fight with a different opponent this time daughter of Athena? - Percy asks angry. Annabeth stands up and both fight with very intensity. Percy almost hurting Annabeth sometimes. Percy was not being serious with Annabeth....because he knows if he fought serious...things wouldn't end well for Annabeth. Percy nods his head to the side for Clarisse to look at something. Clarisse looks at the blue flag that Percy got from the other team. She stands up and gets the flag and starts running. Annabeth sees and tries to stop her, but Percy holds her back and she screams. All the others from the blue's team run after Clarisse to get the flag but Clarisse's team protects her and fights the people from the Annabeth's team. 
Clarisse runs and arrives near the sea. She was going to put the flag on the right place, but Piper intercepts her.
- Well, well! You really know how to ruin people's lifes don't you? Don't you feel ashamed of yourself? Of bullying people and separating a good couple? - Piper asks 
- Look, evil version of Pocahontas! I'm not bullying anyone else since months and it's not my fault that the couple has a real problem of unhealthy obsession and overprotectiveness over the people they care about...I didn't do anything....they are doing everything by themselves. But I'm not here to chat with the doll Annabelle's lawyer....so, if you could excuse me please? - Clarisse says and tries to pass by Piper. But Piper points her sword to Clarisse's throat.
- Great! Another crazy person... - Clarisse says and sighs. Both start sword fighting. Clarisse ends up knocking down Piper. When she tries to walk, Piper holds her foot and knocks her down. But Clarisse still fights with all of her strength to get close to the flag's spot with her hand still holding the flag. Piper attacks Clarisse from behind her back on the floor. Clarisse elbows her pretty hard and gets some of sand and throws at Piper's face blinding her. Clarisse stands up and puts the blue flag in the spot. 
- WE DID IT! - Clarisse screams and she hears everyone cheering for her from the forest. All of the members of her team stop what they were doing and run to the direction her voice came. Percy and the guys pick Clarisse up to put her above them and they start cheering. Clarisse only laughs along with the other girls from her team. Annabeth runs to Piper and asks her if she is alright and takes her to the infirnary. But then looks back with a murderous look towards Clarisse's direction.
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halt-kun · 1 year ago
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My Hero Academia Chapter 406 - Understand your own quirk !
This chapter seems interesting, will we finally know if AFO is finally done for ?
Is Katchan good ?
I hope soooooo,
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EVERYONE WON
WOOPS
not Ojiro and Ryukyu
they're probably against another tartarus escapee
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MY BABIES ARE ALL SO STRONG AND GOOD
I had completely forgotten Eraser head and Present mic were abducted ?!?!? What's wrong with me ????
Thanks NAGANT, always rooting for the morally grey girls
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Bakugou is now on par with them with ONE quirk
ALL in ONE
he's such a good boy !!! BLOW HIM UP
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LIL' BABY AFO CAN'T KEEP UP
(i'm afraid)
I don't know what you learnt Bakugou but put it into words quick
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INSTADEATH is a problem
I'm afraid for my boy Izuku
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I'm scared
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PLUS ULTRAAAAAAAAAA
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LESS STRONG THAN DARK SHADOW ??????
Endeavor, I can understand why, and All Might, yes
it's true Dark Shadow is a bad match up against Katsuki but still my boy is fast and strong
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Unhinged good boy is my favourite lately
(Not talking about you Gojo)
don't destroy your body though please
it suffered enough Bakugou
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HEHEHEHE HE'S THERE BEHIND YOUUUUU
UNHINGED
hitting the pavement that fast should kill you
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A perfect VICTORY
FLAWLESS
NO DOUBT
I really don't have much to say beside enjoying this character arc of his accomplish
His parents are there, I would also be worried af (in fact I am)
He's reaching Midoriya's level, he's beyond Endeavor's potential and didn't fall into morally bad stuff to reach that. He's still had a few bumps along the road in term of morality but nowhere near Endeavor's level. And it was in middle school which can be rough for a lot of people
ANYWAY finishing AFO now is prone to bring a lot of good
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Because he STRONK without an OP quirk stacking thing and you were so convinced of your superiority when it comes to blood lineage and quirks that you overlooked him and he's in fact leaps and bounds above you
You're like Katchan when he considered Midoriya to be below him but Izuku kept keeping up and showing him how much better he was at being a hero
Yes AFO, you're just a middle schooler in your head (a pyschopathic one at that with fucked up morals)
well now you're much younger than a middle schooler though, pre school era AFO
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Oh nooooo poor second user
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So that's whyyyyyy they look alike !:!!!
NICE
to annoy AFO even more and make him more pissed when he loses (thanks Horikoshi)
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Next chapter, he'll loose
Git Gud Bro
GG ez win
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minusgangtime · 10 months ago
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(Get ready for more AU concepts called the "lucky edition" soon- Why am I doing more? Cuz I'm a pyschopath XD)
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burning-thistles-bt · 1 year ago
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In regard to Silverstream's reaction (the one on your previous post) to Lightningfur's *ahem* brutal attack on Firestar that ended up killing Spottedleaf, and because she's always on Lightningfur's side in these cases...
I think you mentioned that Lightningfur will probably avoid the fact that she killed her mom and seem really apathetic about it (I'm probably wrong but I forgot which post you mentioned it).
I am crying cause like girl-
How do you excuse everything that Lightningfur has done??
Power couple for real, can't wait to meet Dark Forest Silverstream.
Graystripe do us a favor for when you're able to find love again, make sure the cat isn't friends with a confirmed psychopath. I'm BEGGING YOU.
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Silverstream be like "if it doesnt affect me then it doesnt matter" she's so entitled and spoiled i love her <3 baby Karen for real <3 sorry not sorry that's just how she be
Power couple for real, can't wait to meet Dark Forest Silverstream.
same dude same
Graystripe do us a favor for when you're able to find love again, make sure the cat isn't friends with a confirmed psychopath. I'm BEGGING YOU."
*checks notes* uhhhh.... uhm. uh. oopsies. uh oh. uhm. i mean- they're not friends with a pyschopath this time! or the- or after that. yaeh.
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eddieydewr · 11 months ago
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what im trying to say is that all of this probably affected his mental health. a week ago I saw his comment from 2020 on insta, where he said that he “never feels good enough” and his “self-esteem has been ripped to zero” because people said they missed “old Noah.” i wonder how he feels now. also all of the bullying he faced in college and middle school
also there was a vid of him that he deleted some time ago (also from 2020-2022) where it basically said “my sponsor watching me cry myself to sleep wondering which friends will post for me if i die” like??? crying and dying huh
im not even his fan or anything but. yk. also idk if it’s a right thing to talk abt but 🥲
ah, sorry for my tone. i thought you were being mean spirited about it, like “obviously noah needs therapy, he’s a genocidal pyschopath 🤪”
but yeah, it wouldn’t be surprising if noah is mentally or emotionally affected by this whole mess. it’s not even an online controversy now, a war in the middle east has seeped into the western consciousness, and while most of online gobshites are all mouth and no trousers, there are some people who would jump or verbally abuse noah because he is jewish. he’s bound to be on edge a lot, even if he ignores what people are saying about him online.
the comments you speak of, they’re from 2020? what did people mean by missing the old noah then? also, i think i remember that video. i thought it was a weird tiktok thing, no? and having a sponsor usually means you’re in recovery from drug or alcohol abuse… i have no idea if noah struggled with something like that or he was being goofy, as he once said (he’s always goofy online). but… it does sound concerning. and when you’re a teenager, especially during the pandemic, i can’t imagine it’s been easy. it’s not exactly unusual to have low self esteem at times. happens to the best of us.
sorry i’m waffling on and not being concise lol but if noah is struggling, like genuinely, then i am sure he has a therapist. his parents have the means and they love him. his friends too.
you say you’re not a fan but you sound like you care, maybe? there’s nothing wrong with being a fan anyway. and it’s ok to be concerned, especially after what you’ve seen.
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shesholy · 2 years ago
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a list of wanted connections for beckham van buren .
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american  jesus  ,  you  know  all  my  secrets  ,  american  jesus  ,  baby  ,  won't  you  take  me  to  heaven  tonight  ?  you  know  you're  my  weakness  ,  american  jesus  ,  save  me  ,  you're  the  greatest  love  of  my  life  .
to  beckham  they're  just  a  fun  long  -  term  situationship  but  to  your  muse  they  are  so  much  more  .  he  knows  everything  about  them  while  they  only  know  what  he  lets  them  know  what  he  wants  them  to  to  .  maybe  he's  led  them  to  think  there  is  more  there  than  there  is  or  he's  been  very  clear  but  him  always  coming  back  to  them  makes  them  think  his  words  don't  match  his  actions  ,  even  if  he  only  ever  really  makes  time  for  thm  at  night  or  for  impromptu  baecations  .
need  you  most  ,  you  always  get  mad  and  say  what  you  coulda  had  ,  and  that  you  want  me  to  make  it  right  ,  i  couldn't  do  that  to  save  my  life  .
beckham  has  a  laundry  list  of  people  he's  screwed  over  ,  over  the  years  but  this  muse  is  one  of  the  few  to  have  called  him  out  publicly  .  after  he  publicly  humiliated  them  on  his  podcast  they  cut  all  time  with  him  .  he  misses  having  them  around  ,  probably  were  like  something  of  a  partner  in  crime  to  him  or  childhood  friend  but  his  pride  can't  allow  him  to  apologize  and  they  won't  let  him  slide  this  time  around  .    
selfish  ,  i'm  not  ready  for  no  commitments  but  i  swear  i  hate  seeing  you  with  them  .  i  can't  help  how  i  feel  ,  i'm  just  keeping  it  real  .  they  can't  have  you  because  i'm  selfish  .  i  want  you  all  to  myself  ,  i  swear  ,  you  don't  need  nobody  else  ,  i  swear  .
if  there  was  a  one  for  beckham  in  this  world  ,  it's  them  ,  even  he's  convinced  of  this  .  despite  this  he's  always  refused  to  settle  down  and  in  turn  they  have  a  bit  of  an  on  -  again  -  off  -  again  going  for  them  .  anytime  they  try  to  move  on  from  him  ,  he's  somehow  managed  to  ruin  their  new  attempt  at  a  relationship  .  he  refuses  to  see  them  with  anyone  else  ,  while  also  refusing  to  give  them  the  security  they  need  .        
saturday  night  ,  cause  they'll  only  know  what  you  let  them  see  and  all  the  things  that  i  know  ,  that  your  parents  don't  ,  they  don't  care  like  i  do  ,  nowhere  like  i  do  .  
beckham  doesn't  have  a  soft  spot  ,  he'll  claim  that  until  he's  blue  in  the  face  .  truth  is  this  person  is  that  soft  spot  for  him  .  he  tries  his  best  to  look  out  for  them  :  taking  them  under  his  wing  in  many  ways  .  even  with  how  much  he  does  care  about  them  ,  it  manifests  in  a  rather  toxic  way  ,  where  they've  become  a  bit  dependent  on  his  attention  and  help  and  beckham  thrives  off  being  needed  by  someone  .  
 billie  jean  ,  and  mother  always  told  me  '  be  careful  who  you  love  and  be  careful  what  you  do  because  the  lie  becomes  the  truth  '  .  billie  jean  is  not  my  lover  ,  she's  just  a  girl  who  claims  that  i  am  the  one  but  the  kid  is  not  my  son  .
everyone  deserves  a  fun  little  paternity  scandal  .  could  be  from  the  past  or  an  upcoming  plotline  but  i'd  love  for  someone  who  claimed  beckham  fathered  their  child  .  a  big  public  scandal  ,  she  fabricates  some  story  maybe  because  they  had  a  thing  in  the  past  and  he  hurt  her  feelings  or  for  whatever  other  reason  you  could  think  of  .  bottom  line  is  he's  not  the  father  .                
heathens  ,  you'll  never  know  the  pyschopath  sitting  next  to  you  ,  you'll  never  know  the  murderer  sitting  next  to  you  ,  you'll  think  '  how  did  i  get  here  ,  sitting  next  to  you  ?  '  but  after  all  i've  said  ,  please  don't  forget  ,  all  my  friends  are  heathens  ,  take  it  slow  .   
beckham  doesn't  hold  many  people  close  but  these  guys  are  like  family  to  him  .  just  a  group  of  like  minded  guys  who  cause  a  ton  of  chaos  together  and  have  each  other's  back  throughout  it  all  .  likely  his  longest  lasting  friends  .  
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hckstetter · 1 year ago
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@obscurebelief asked:
❛ i am the devil, and i am here to do the devil’s work. ❜
Patrick just stared at the boy, not blinking. He wasn't exactly impressed not that alot of things impressed the pyschopath. He didn't believe in any greater being, after all if there was one it would have to be himself. He was real, while everyone else was just there to keep him entertained. "You make it sound like the devil is real and not just some bedtime story to scare children."
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marluxialarxene · 2 years ago
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Shut up! Like they like a LOSER AUNTIE! Just like in fcking 2014 and 2015! I do not like the Love Potion so much, it's SO NOT MIRACULOUS. I am not fraud! I am not inferior! I WANT TO KILL MY PYSCHOPATH CLASSMATE NERD WHO MADE MY OTHER CLASSMATES LAUGHED AT ME! 🔪
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flower1622 · 3 months ago
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Be Careful What You Wish For
Chapter 12
Clarisse was guarding her team's flag and she feels a movement next to her. She points her sword to the side.
- You know this is cheating, right? - Clarisse asks angry. Annabeth takes her cap off and gets visible.
- Well....games are usually not fair! - Annabeth says and uses her sword to push Clarisse's away and they start a fight with their swords. Always blocking each other. They clash their swords and stay face to face.
- So, Clarisse. Where is your spear? I'm missing it. Usually, you are with your spear almost all of the games....what? Are you afraid that someone breaks it again? -  Annabeth provokes 
- Shut your fucking mouth! - Clarisse says angry. 
- Why? Is the truth isn't it? Your father beat you and you cried like a fucking scared baby... just like me. I used to be so afraid of the world and the people in it. I found two special people who took care of me. One is dead and the other walked away with the other hunters and now....I lost one of the last best things that ever happened to me....for you! - Annabeth says and pushes Clarisse pretty hard making Clarisse fall on the floor and she runs fast to get the red flag and runs away. Clarisse stands up and runs after Annabeth. They get in the middle of a battle between the teams. Clarisse lunges at Annabeth and both roll on the floor in the forest. They stand up and fight with all their anger. Their teams stop what they were doing to look at the scene. Clarisse and Annabeth exchange punches and kicks. The punches were so strong that their lips were bleeding. Both take their swords and start a sword fighting. They clash their swords and stay face to face again, but this time with more intensity and anger. 
- Would you like Clarisse? - Annabeth whispers 
- Would I like what you pyschopath? - Clarisse whispers angry
- Would you like that I tell everybody here that your father beats you? Would you? - Annabeth asks with a devious smile 
- Don't you dare you daughter of a bitch! - Clarisse says angry.
- Why not? I'm pretty sure that your brothers would love to hear about that wouldn't they? They would want to know that the favourite one is not so favourite like they used to think? Or that their sister turned into a lonely and soft girl. Do you think your brothers and father would approve? Can you imagine what the campers would think about you Clarisse? That the most feared girl of the camp is not so scary? Do you think they would laugh at you? They never really cared for you....all of them thought you were the traitor, even me, Percy and...your brothers... - Annabeth continues whispering 
- You are lying! - Clarisse whispers angry
- Am I Clarisse? Am I? Wake up....you were always alone. The only people you really had here were Chris and Silena. But they died, right? Poor Clarisse... everyone fears you and hate you. You shouldn't even be here anymore. This place doesn't deserve you....neither do I... - Annabeth says and Clarisse gets distracted for a few seconds thinking about what Annabeth said that Annabeth uses her strength to knock down Clarisse and kicks Clarisse's sword away.
Clarisse is on the floor looking up at Annabeth defeated. But when Annabeth was about to attack Clarisse with her sword, another sword intercepts between Annabeth's sword and Clarisse's face. Annabeth looks up and looks at an angry Percy without his helmet and with his dark glasses glaring at Annabeth. 
- Over my dead body! - Percy whispers darkly and uses his strength to knock down Annabeth using only his sword to turn Annabeth's sword around. Annabeth falls on the floor and everyone continues watching the scene.
- Why don't you fight with a different opponent this time daughter of Athena? - Percy asks angry. Annabeth stands up and both fight with very intensity. Percy almost hurting Annabeth sometimes. Percy was not being serious with Annabeth....because he knows if he fought serious...things wouldn't end well for Annabeth. Percy nods his head to the side for Clarisse to look at something. Clarisse looks at the blue flag that Percy got from the other team. She stands up and gets the flag and starts running. Annabeth sees and tries to stop her, but Percy holds her back and she screams. All the others from the blue's team run after Clarisse to get the flag but Clarisse's team protects her and fights the people from Annabeth's team. 
Clarisse runs and arrives near the sea. She was going to put the flag on the right place, but Piper intercepts her.
- Well, well! You really know how to ruin people's lifes don't you? Don't you feel ashamed of yourself? Of bullying people and separating a good couple? - Piper asks 
- Look, evil version of Pocahontas! I'm not bullying anyone else since months and it's not my fault that the couple has a real problem of unhealthy obsession and overprotectiveness over the people they care about...I didn't do anything....they are doing everything by themselves. But I'm not here to chat with the doll Annabelle's lawyer....so, if you could excuse me please? - Clarisse says and tries to pass by Piper. But Piper points her sword to Clarisse's throat.
- Great! Another crazy person... - Clarisse says and sighs. Both start sword fighting. Clarisse ends up knocking down Piper. When she tries to walk, Piper holds her foot and knocks her down. But Clarisse still fights with all of her strength to get close to the flag's spot with her hand still holding the flag. Piper attacks Clarisse from behind her back on the ground. Clarisse elbows her pretty hard and gets some of sand and throws at Piper's face blinding her. Clarisse stands up and puts the blue flag in the spot. 
- WE DID IT! - Clarisse screams and she hears everyone cheering for her from the forest. All of the members of her team stop what they were doing and run to the direction her voice came. Percy and the guys pick Clarisse up to put her above them and they start cheering. Clarisse only laughs along with the other girls from her team. Annabeth runs to Piper and asks her if she is alright and takes her to the infirmary. But then looks back with a murderous look towards Clarisse's direction.
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drowseyqueen · 3 years ago
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I finished Strangers from hell but realized that I was so focused on watching it that I didn’t make any posts about it:(( so I’m gonna go change that
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