#i am SO NORMAL

[amaya-143]

Ive always kinda said that I'm a lot like mirabelle, and i am we act a lot alike, but I also feel i understand Siffrin in a way that goes beyond a reader perspective. I think part of the reason i not only relate, but love and understand Siffrin as a character is the way he processes trauma and his feelings around what hurts them. I'm obviously not a psychiatrist, nor am i waving my hand and saying 'Hey hey this fella has THIS i am DIAGNOSING' I'm more just kind of ranting about a character stuck in my brain a lot (along with Basil from omori, i could write about them forever). However i am throwing around a few terms just because that is MY own take on him. consider this a little disclaimer

Obviously, post canon is post canon for a reason WE KNOW NOTHING OFFICIAL ABOUT IT but. I feel as though i can imagine Post Canon Siffrin struggling with PTSD. And i know that's a term that kinda gets thrown around when a character goes through something traumatic, but i mean genuine Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Not every major trauma causes it, but i strongly see Sif developing it post loops. Especially in one aspect. I know a lot of Post Canon Fics, especially Siffrin centric ones, tackle the idea of them having flashbacks or confusion, believing they're back in the loops and reciting the usual script again, and to me that makes sense. i agree. But something i think about a lot is Sif's take on his trauma.

There is no typical reaction or response to your trauma, and there is no set way to describe it, but i believe Siffrin to refer to his life surrounding his trauma as 'Before the loops' and 'After the loops'. This isn't a typical time travel game. LIFE DOESN'T JUST MOVE ON. Frin has experienced a trauma so catastrophic he now refers to things happening before or after the event. THE event. We can already see this happening ingame, when Siffrin Questions if he acted certain ways before the loops, When Mira asks him if they remember last week, the question about them enjoying the journey, Siffrin's inner dialouge says *You don't.*

Which, yeah, they've been in the loops for A WHILE. it makes sense they don't remember, I'm completely acknowledging that, but i think this could also be taken in a, the loops are siffrins whole life, way. its not just a 'wow time has passed and nobody else knows hahahha' moment its also a 'i have forgotten this thing because this event that is currently happening to me is taking up all my thoughts and energy'

Which thats all pretty obvious, right? My point of that is to say that i don't think that would just END after the loops. I don't think Siffrin would recover well at all. I think they'd have Ptsd for even years to come. Their life has literally been altered, yet again. You don't move on from that easy.

i was going to go all in depth about the way they respond to the idea of the loops and also how the north island trauma feeds into the fear of being forgotten but GOD knows ive been writing long enough

[hattersarts]

kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity

[venusbutch]

thinking ab giving a girl slow lazy head… maybe we’re cuddling on the couch and I start nuzzling into her tummy a bit. leaving little kisses on her belly and chest as I use my nose to push her shirt up so I can see her pretty tits. sloppily kissing and sucking on her perky nipples until she’s wet and whimpering for me to relieve her. I’d leave a little trail of kisses as I move down her body and I’d stop to nip at the soft skin on her hips, feeling her aching clit through her soaked panties with my fingers. I can’t help that I love seeing my sweet girl all worked up for me. I’d take my sweet time pulling her panties down and leaving little marks on her thighs before I finally give her what she wants. my tongue and lips and nose slick on her wet cunt, moaning into her slightly because she tastes sooo good and I love eating my girl out. not stopping until she’s strung out over the feeling of my mouth on her and the couch is soaked beneath us <33

[modharvest]

What the hell did I do to you?

[froggielovescoffee]

ruin am iright? hehhehrhedhehrhehehrh

[toucheholland23]

Lots of doodles from today!! Most gifts for my beloveds @follyfaun @lacyoflight 💖💖

GITM and its characters belong to @venomous-qwille

[radioactivegummyworm]

this is the only thing ever in the world btw

[airamfku]

Isn't he so wunderbar

Have some doodles of him (+ Heavy)

I made these so I could learn to draw him lol

( I forgot his suspenders :(( )

I am totally normal about him

I literally changed my artstyle just because I wanted to do him justice

[sidoyaboi]

My dearly beloved…re2 leon…

[meitantei-shitpost]

THEYRE HERE

EAT, MY SON

[posttmann]

fiddauthor is canon everyone can go home

[itriedsohard]

so..ima just leave this here

[ewanmitchellcrumbs]

[faultyvessel]

Genuinely please let me know all of your thoughts. I HAVE A CEASELESS HUNGER IT NEED TO BE SATIATED

[thattoucanartiste]

Jimtim screencap redraw from that one frame in power hour

[captainblou]

Just a normal day, in the life of a very normal person having very normal thoughts about this gorgeous Scottish man, also known as the prettiest babygirl in the world.

Thank you @sabotage-on-mercury for coming with me on this crazy adventure I had sooo much fun today and tonight!!!