#i am In Pain

[ghost-bison]

Do you think in 2012 Martha and Mickey were watching the Olympics on TV and they saw Ten carrying the Olympic flame? Do you think it hurt? Do you think Donna saw him too and Wilfred had to hold back from screaming in joy and that he excused himself to go shed a silent tear in the kitchen?

[holyblanchett]

Aubrey saying in the marvel bts footage that Rio can bloom flowers out of her hand at any time because she can control nature and she would only do that for Agatha. Makes the scene in episode 8 with Agatha planting Nicky's hair and a flower blooming from it hurt so much worse. I'm sending Jac and Marvel my therapy bills wtf.

[sophsun1]

Interview With The Vampire – 2.05: Don't Be Afraid, Just Start the Tape

[animatedjen]

When we were fighting Dagan, those... hallucinations. What were they for you? Our friends, suffering because they followed me. And I couldn't do anything to stop it.

[buckevantommy]

break up so they can make up BREAK UP ONLY SO THEY CAN MAKE UP AND BE STRONGER TOGETHER ON THE OTHER SIDE

[becasbelt]

this art by @qvert has destroyed me. consider this a counterattack.

* * *

Falling asleep at her desk wasn’t new.

The dream was.

It’s easier to push unwanted memories to the back of her mind when she’s awake, when she can keep herself busy. It’s easier to make the past a blurry spot in her mind’s periphery when she’s sparring with Ambessa, strategizing with Maddie. She could hide her internal struggles behind work, has done it before.

Commander Kiramman didn’t run from ghosts. She hunted them.

Unfortunately, the moment she finally allows her eyes to fall shut, when she physically can’t keep them open any longer, the tight control she has over her own thoughts slips away.

Caitlyn remembers the moment vividly, no matter how hard she tries to forget it. The vulnerability on Vi’s face, the exhaustion seeping through her bones, the lingering smell of smoke and blood clinging to their clothes. It lives somewhere deep within her, somewhere she hasn’t been able to find and carve out yet.

But she’s never dreamed of it before.

Vi’s eyes are distant as she talks about her sister. The love she holds for Powder is obvious with every facet of her being; it spills from her pores almost as overwhelmingly as the regret that goes along with it.

Caitlyn watches with hooded eyes, body screaming for sleep that she’s unwilling to give – not when Vi is baring herself so openly. Not when she looks so soft and young and handsome lying in Caitlyn’s bed, fingers tracing her bedsheets as if there were no other place she’d rather be.

She wants to kiss her- has always wanted to kiss her, she thinks. But she won’t interrupt Vi, won’t rob her of this opportunity to talk without burden.

“Then a real monster showed up,” Vi says, eyes closing in deep remorse, “and I just ran away. I left her.”

And Caitlyn doesn’t think- can’t think about anything but easing the pain in Vi’s voice. She reaches out, gently drags two fingers down Vi’s cheek, soft, weathered skin brushing against the backs of her knuckles.

Vi reaches up and stops her hand before it can pull away, keeps it close to her instead. When her eyes blink open, something like amazement shining in her expression, Caitlyn’s heart skips a beat faster and-

Caitlyn doesn’t startle awake. Her eyes open sluggishly, registering slowly that she’d been dreaming. She’s still slumped over at her desk, face buried in her elbow, and through the one eye not obstructed by black fabric she sees her hand extended out in front of her, palm open and empty and cold.

A shiver ripples through her body and Caitlyn pulls her hand back in, curling in on herself.

The warmth of Vi lingers with her. She can’t find it in herself to push it away this time, not when it’s the middle of the night and she’s alone in her office instead of the bed stained with the memory of what she’s lost.

Caitlyn squeezes her eyes shut, presses her palms to the closed lids hard, wills the memory of Vi looking at her as if she was worth her fragile love to stay in her mind for just a moment longer.

Alone in her dark office, no one is around to see Caitlyn cry.

[lostmf]

[thebluestofblurs]

what if shadow was apart of the frontiers story? what if shadow had to watch as sonic slowly endured a painful cyber corruption? and what if seeing someone so full of life and energy suddenly start wearing down reminds him of a certain person he was supposed to take care of who suffered from a condition that put her into remission?

basically i should stop talking because the only words that come out are hurtful

[eldestdauqhter]

it was their first July 15th rain. it hasn’t stopped raining for him since

[sam-reid]

i'm glad so many people have cottoned on to lestat not acting like himself in the sneak peek of the trial.

he never wanted to return to paris because it holds nothing but terrible memories for him (nicki, his turning) and he's being paraded by the coven against his will. he initially goes to armand for help and for blood, to heal him after the events in new orleans, and instead he's locked away, left to starve and manipulated into bearing witness.

and he never blames claudia for it.

[heavenlyantennas]

I have a cold so that means he does too now

[themostdivinething]

when hozier said "the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you" and when halsey said "i know i've only felt religion when i've lied with you" and when sappho said "in the crooks of your body i find my religion" and then when rf kuang said "she's the only divine thing he ever believed in"

[moodyvoid]

“Izuku Midoriya, if Spinner is still alive tell him this: Tomura Shigaraki fought to destroy until the very end"

Deku says that he managed to destroy what he really needed to.

[sivlisart]

“Im really excited for ch120 of tbhk!”

I exclaimed in excitement

Little did I know

It would be a feature

A creature feature

Featuring:

[startuxi0]

Sneak peak of my next comic! Sometimes I wonder if drawing is a personal hell curated specifically for me :)

[pulchritudinousminx]

I AM TWEAKING............

THE FRAME AFTER THIS ONE BROKE ME AND DESTROYED ME AND CRUMBLED ME INTO PIECES........