#i am GOING THROUGH IT
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I was inspired by one of the prompts from MCtober - genderbend your MC.
Um i have many thoughts about this... rant below.....
Was trying to draw genderbent Tris for funsies and never in my life had i been so humbled 💀
Brother got me so stressed out i had to get up to pace around the room while asking myself if i was even deserving enough to be called an artist
I am being dramatic, i apologize.
I think i was trying hard to make her male version look more masculine but at the same time i also really wanted him to have that girly soft features because well Tris is kinda squishy regardless of the gender.
The problem is i think it is either my art style is too feminine and i genuinely cannot draw men (woe is me) or Tris is already somewhat androgynous enough to be both masculine and feminine at the same time so if i overdo one or the other it just won't look like her???
So i ended up with a genderbent version that was identical to the regular Tris... it's almost like nothing changed, except maybe she got taller LOL (artistically an impressive feat tbh...knowing how i can't even replicate my own style sometimes)
And you know what, it IS a little silly, so i'm gonna make that canon ... she is just a creature .... male or female.......
(i'm one step away from making her a nonbinary im tired of this gender bullcrap......
its my own fault i literally stressed myself out for no reason...
Okay but nonbinary Tris doesn't sound bad........ i will consider it...)
This is a embarrassing i feel like i overshared a little LOL maybe i just think a lot about genders and stuff...
Sorry to the people of tumblr who had to read this ily ill go back to being quiet and mysterious now ♡♡♡♡
#quite literally had a whole introspection slash self discovery slash identity crisis while drawing this its not even funny#what even is gender anymore#hogwarts legacy mc#tiars art#i am going through it
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He said the night was over, I said, "It's forever"
Twenty minutes later, wound up in the hospital
The priest thinks it's the devil, my mom thinks it's the flu
But girl, it's only you
I said, "You're on fire, babe"
Then down came the lightning on me
Love can be frightening for sure
When the sun goes down
I know that you and me and everything'll be alright
And when the city's sleeping
You and I can stay awake and keep on dreaming
All I know at the end of the day
Is you love who you love, there ain't no other way
If there's something I learned from a million mistakes
You're the one that I want at the end of the day
#me outing myself both as a swifty and directioner with tonight's dinner posts#no regrets#because they are everything to me and so personal#i am going through it#jack draper#jannik sinner#tennis
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Alternatively known as ‘when you accidentally worship your enemy’
#dream fanart#rainystressedart#wilbur fanart#dreblr#Wilbur is a simp#and will forever be a simp#i accept no argument#also I am art blocked atm#apologies for slight deviation in quality#I am going through it#villain duo
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hurt feelings is for all the kids who were told they were so "mature for their age" and who truly believed that the only thing they needed to do to finally be happy was move out of their childhood home, only for that day to come and for them to realize that the only reason adults liked them is because of the trauma they suppressed due to how unsafe they felt to show it lol
#personal#halsey#hurt feelings#the great impersonator#I AM GOING THROUGH IT#sorry who gave them the right to write this song halsey when i catch u
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imagine that you're having one of those nights. those nights where you've been bottling everything up even though you didn't mean to, even though you've been trying not to-- and you just can't stop crying. you don't even know what's wrong anymore. you don't know what you're upset about, only that you're upset and sad and hurting.
copia will hold your hand. it's warm in yours and radiating with gentleness as he lets you cling. he's sitting on the bed and you're curled around him as you cry. your head resting on his thigh and turned in hide against it. his pants are wet with tears and snot by now but he doesn't mind.
he's soft tones and quiet murmurs as you let it all out and you can feel yourself trying to stop yourself from feeling. each time you feel your crying stop abruptly, copia will gently squeeze your hand and remind you that it's okay to cry. and so you do until it's all out.
it could take a few minutes or a few hours, it doesn't matter. he sits with you and loves you regardless. he'll grab a box of tissues and a glass of water for you. he'll even help you drink by holding the cup for you if you're having trouble doing it yourself.
he brings a soft wet towel to help you wipe your face and kisses above each puffy eye. he tells you how proud he is of you. how you're doing good and while it doesn't feel like it, you're healing.
he will promise to be with you every step of the way, and you know he will. before you both drift off to sleep, he asks what he can do to help tomorrow be a good day. to be more bearable. you tell him you don't know and he asks if you would like him to make breakfast and you quietly nod. he tells you that he'll make your favorite and you manage a soft thank you. words are still hard but that's okay. he tells you he will protect you while you sleep so you can rest easy.
and you do.
#the band ghost#copia#ghost band#ghost bc#papa emeritus iv#cardinal copia#papa emeritus iv x reader#headcanons#i am going through it#but its fine because i have my silly little fictional man alkdfj
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look at a beautiful painting. isn't that so much more interesting than the relationship drama you're going through? this is how we cure the world
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help 🥹🥹
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Fenhawke. It just hits different. Thank you for your attention.
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Hey gang! You'll never guess what happened ~
These two incidents happened within hours of each other and it's been a lot to deal with and I just have to laugh at it a little. That said, I'm opening emergency commissions with 25% off. There are limited Christmas spots, so get 'em quick and help out an artist. Please let me draw your blorbos and pets this winter!
For more detail: Commission Info I also have a kofi where I accept donations/tips and sell digital zines.
Reblogs are very very appreciated!
#commission#commissions#commissions open#DnD#D&D#What an absolutely buckwild time lol#I am Going Through It#Please reblog#I'm an unkillable cockroach so I'll be alright#eventually#but like I want it to not be utter anxiety hell yknow#Both my partner and I barely inch by the visa requirements before the change#so like. idk I guess but we'll make it work#graphic design is my passion
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What if. I quit my job
(Ignore me I go through this every February because there are always infrastructure projects in February and I hate change. Also the infrastructure changes always give me more work and not less)
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The way I am losing my mind rn is indescribable. I need to learn proper anatomy I can’t do this anymore. I need to BREATH anatomy, so that I can draw Maverick in the most scrumdiddlyumptious way possible. He’s my first proper guy character I NEED to do him justice. I can’t keep going like this I need this man to look like a greek god, I need him to look so fine tears will start flowing from my eyes. I can’t take it anymore WHY ARE PEOPLE SO HARD TO DRAW I JUST WANT MY GUY TO LOOK GOOD AAAAAAAAAA-
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wait wait wait wait wait
Carlos’ last name means oak right
Old Oak Doors.
Old OAK Doors
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Thinking about Joel in that moment. Marlene trying to tell him what Ellie would want. To have the woman in front of him try to convince him to give her up. To give Ellie back to them and let the fireflies do what they want with her. Dig into every part of her, helplessly scraping away at an attempt to save the world. To punish the one life they had a chance with
Marlene trying to convince Joel to give Ellie up
To give this little girl up. This little girl that he loves… so much. This little girl who’s fought tooth and nail. Who’s been by his side through thick and thin. Who’s fought with him like the feral child she is. Who’s made him laugh and made him cry. Who’s sobbed into his chest and clung to him for comfort. Who’s stitched him up and did everything she could and more to keep him alive
This little girl who’s held against his chest. He hasn’t held a girl he loves against his chest in twenty years. And here she is, asleep, just like last time. He can probably feel her breathing against his neck. Her heartbeat against his hand on her back. How small she is held against him. How such a small child has suffered through so much
And here they are. They’re right there. So close to freedom. A town. A community. A house of their own. A kitchen, bedrooms, electricity, food, movies, and so much more. A glimpse into the old world. Hours away settling down as a family. Living together. Bringing this father-daughter love to fruition
#this probably doesn’t make sense#life has been rough#I am going through it#but we’re chilling#the last of us hbo#joel miller#ellie williams
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first frame, besties
#hehehehe#i am going through it#full lair#hyperfixated on rottmnt#rottmnt future leo#rottmnt leosagi#rottmnt usagi#rottmnt leo#donatello rottmnt#donnie rottmnt#leo rottmnt#leonardo rottmnt#future leo rottmnt#rottmnt future leonardo#future leo#future leonardo#Spotify#peepaw leo#peepaw multiverse
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the hand on the back of the head.......
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#rhett and link#rhink#gmm 2454#this gmmore was so chaotic#oh my GOD#i am going through it#link feeding rhett#or force feeding i guess lol#my post
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