#i also just prefer to protect them- no one needs to tell the fictives they're fake like people used to to try to 'integrate' us ill skin yo

[soursherbat]

forgor ive never posted abt our system here bc we're incredibly private but uh. yeagh hi

[systemma]

My alters

This post was made on 12/16/23, so things may change. But I thought you might like to know who is here. I won't reveal everything about them as they do not wish for me to do so, but I'll give a basic introduction.

J, short for Jack: J is one of my very first alters who I've had since I was a small child. He went into dormancy when around my teen years. I cannot pinpoint the exact ages, I do apologize. He took the form of both inanimate objects, characters I liked, and now he has chosen to show himself for who he is. His personality has not changed, simply his "body" has.

Shaun: Shaun is a fictive, and that's all he wishes me to say on that. I'm not sure why he was created, so sorry about that, but he's great, and helps calm me down when I need it. He's also there to chat if that's what I really need at the moment.

Simone: He is also a fictive, though he prefers this spelling of his name to how his source spells it. He's a grumpy pants! He has clarified he doesn't dislike me, he just doesn't want to interact with the world.

Heather: Heather is my child alter. She fluctuates between the ages of 4 and 7. She holds my childhood memories. Sometimes a "scene" slips through, but she's always quick to nab it before I can truly see what the memory was.

Bridgette: Bridgette is my teen alter. She is 16. She holds the trauma from my teen years. I think she has some from my younger young adulthood, as I have trouble remembering when I was 20-23. But I don't know that for certain. Someone else might have those. Who knows!

The Sun: I have named The Sun, and they are not telling me their chosen name. Perhaps they don't have one. They are not kind to me, and aren't aware that they share my body. Perhaps I will make a post explaining that more. They are the second alter I've had since childhood, and tried to do awful things to me. J protected me from The Sun. Quite alarming that they're back.

So! These are my alters, and the information they are comfortable with me sharing. I thought this might be interesting, especially if any of them choose to talk.

Peace and Love!