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@vulpixisananimal sifstem art jumpscare!! more specifically i got bored and decided to mess around with sif and mal's outfits.
#my art#this is how I think theyd present themselves either in person or in headspace. the slouchers <3#sifs outfit is simple; the boots i always give them (but with star laces for funsies); loose sweater; simple pants#the pants are Meant to be jeans but isat doesnt Specifically Have Jeans so. theyre just Pants.#the sweater is slightly looser bc sif doesnt seem like a Form Fitting Clothes kinda guy to me but hes Trying to be more open#on particularly good days theyll roll the sleeves up or wear a sleeveless one methinks#even if everyone Knows abt the self-harm scars its hard to Look at them.#i also associate them being more open with them not wearing an eyepatch. esp bc hes the only one of the three to go without it#for mal (or 'ami' as i like to call it) i wanted smth reminiscent of a mourning outfit bc mal du pays means homesickness#and i picked 'ami' as a nickname bc ami means friend :] at least according to my basic translator. i dont speak french <3#ami's outfit being dark is also reminiscent of the inversion thing its got going on in canon.#ik the veil is starred in the original but i think ami would want the fewest reminders of home. on account of The Issues#(actually if i can come back to sifs laces sif also has issues with reminders of it bc of the memory loss but the shoelaces are His Choice—#—which gives them a form of control over it and they can keep it subtle or undo it if he wants. which makes it easier)#anyway. i put amis hair in an updo and smoothed the hat bc i think ami wants to be Unremarkable. Unknown. so it keeps its silhouette Simple#(it still keeps the pins. theres smth comforting abt them. they shine like stars and theyre not stars and theyre not Home. but theyre You.)#and i kept the long hair i gave loop. dont ask me why its so long when the canon hair is short. maybe their hair kept growing over the loop#OH and i drew ami in a side profile bc Silhouette and also bc i think itd make an effort to keep people away from its blind spot#andddd i think thats about it? plus i actually managed to keep this one within a reasonable timeframe.#if their hair changes lengths/the proportions change between drawings. no they dont 💛 peace and love and body craft#OH AND YOU FINALLY GET TO SEE WHAT I MEAN ABT SIFS BOOTS BC THESE ARE THE BOOTS I GAVE THEM ON MY REGULAR DESIGN ARENT THEY NEAT#i did actually try to give sif a different font but nothing Works for them like the pixel font. i cant explain it.#i think 'ami' would be a nickname that mira gives it. bc. shes Fantasy French. and its a sort of 'youre more than your yearning/loss' thing#me every time i think abt sifstem: yeah they just rotate in my head. nothing major#me every time i talk abt sifstem: oh hey im almost at tag limit again#au Good what can i say
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how concerning is it that your doctor responds to your MyChart message in 30 minutes and has you in for an office visit two hours later? asking for a friend
#ive been informed my allergies are 'robust'#poor little med student looked at me like it was crazy when i ran them through how i control my allergies#mask outdoors wipe off pollen everytime i go inside change clothes and shower as soon as i get home#that doctor also has me on actually five different allergy medications not including the epipen#and i cant even be mad about it because they're very competent#oh yeah and allergy shots#people around me really dont seem to understand the severity or how much this impacts me#allergies just seem to be especially brushed off#ive been a little bummed about the whole allergy thing tbh#it sucks#disability#chronic illness#salt baby talks#oh yeah and i was mysteriously tachycardic at rest again#120 bpm after sitting for a while is NOT my normal
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I'm sick so I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense, but I've been thinking about the nature of myths recently as I've been exploring hellenic polytheism.
For context: I'm ex-Mormon. I was raised in the church and, because of that, was taught biblical literalism but in, like, a more subtle way than most? I was raised believing that Adam & Eve and Noah's Ark, etc., were literally true, but that the story of Job specifically was not; I also always knew evolution and the Big Bang to be correct, despite there being a verse in the Doctrine & Covenants (a Mormon-specific religious book) where God apparently told Joseph Smith that the world is 6,000 years old- a passage I didn't know existed until my senior year of high school. I didn't realize I had believed in biblical literalism until I'd left the church, actually.
Now that I'm aware of it, it's a mindset I'm actively trying to combat while I explore Hellenic polytheism. It's definitely been a task to separate the nature of the Gods from their myths, as brutal as they often are. And it's something I've noticed within the community, too, which I think is interesting. It makes sense: Christianity, at least, has had a chokehold on much of the world for a long time, and so many of us have experienced literalism as our first interaction with any sort of holy text (though, of course, Greek myths as a whole aren't that) alongside our first experience with divinity as a wrathful God whose flaws are waved away, or ignored, or twisted into positive attributes. This also means that I'm trying to re-approach several deities with an open mind (Zeus, Hera, and Ares in particular, but many of them to some extent) while also trying to un-condition myself. I was already in the process of doing this, of course, but trying to figure out how to interact with a completely different pantheon has made that especially clear.
It extends to things like prayer and offerings, too. Prayers were very formulaic growing up, even though most of the time there wasn't a strict script to follow. There was always something you ask as part of the prayer, even if it's just 'please help me do better tomorrow' (alongside giving thanks, of course), so trying to craft a prayer without adding *everything* I'm used to including in makes it feel incomplete and, therefore, disrespectful. And daily prayer is something I'm resistant to because of prior experiences with it. I don't want to offend any of the gods by asking for something or asking for too much, especially so early on, and there's always a promised offering the few times I *have* asked. Add worries about exact obedience on top of that and it's proving to be a difficult thing to untangle. And I know that the gods are difficult to offend, figuring out how to do this takes trial & error and that's okay, it'll get better the more I do it, etc., etc.; this is more an issue with my own overthinking than anything else (hooray for ✨ mental health issues ✨). I'm not really asking for advice here, necessarily, just thinking out loud because I'm not comfortable talking to people in meat space about it yet.
#also: the whole thing about cleanliness? as someone w/ mental health issues? Rough. very rough. what counts? how individualized is it?#if i cant get my room (where my shrines are/will be) clean does that mean i cant give any offerings?#is just washing my hands and/or veiling actually okay most of the time? even when ive been struggling to shower?#when does something require a change of clothes? or do i have to do that every time i offer something at any point in the day?#including meal/drink (ex steam from tea) offerings? i dont have that many clothes besties#if im pouring out an offering to hermes on my way home from work do i have to somehow wash my hands first b/c i just got off public transit#can i pour it directly from my water bottle or do i have to keep a little separate bottle of water just for libations?#and like. i know logically the answer is 'do whatever you can and you'll figure it out' but it hasnt sunk in yet#it's always...interesting when a new layer of religious trauma tm gets discovered#also. maybe it's just the 'tism but 'just jump in!' and 'go slow at the beginning' seem contradictory to me#like. you cant do both??? i dont think??? 'just jump in' is the answer ive been getting when i do tarot so im trying to do that#also. doubts? not offending a deity??? wild concept. just. the hardest thing to wrap my head around. mormon god's ego is FRAGILE fr#hellenic pagan#helpol#hellenic polytheism#not adding exmo tags b/c i dont have a good enough handle on the community here & im too sick to deal with people being weird about this#my post#coriander says#seeing people get into the theological weeds is cool from the outside (see: that 'can spiderman do superhero stuff on the sabbath' post)#but very stressful when there's not centuries on centuries of detailed information to draw from & everyone's just trying to figure shit out#in a world that's *very* different from the one the information we *do* have was written down in#christianity cw#mormonism cw
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Important poll please pick what applies to you
#🗨️#important question because i personally NEED to like. wake up in the morning and change out of my pajamas even when i stay at home#because otherwise i just feel like I'm sick because i only wear pajamas during the day when I'm sick#but i also cannot wear outdoor clothes to chill at home because i get concerned about hygiene and also i hate how stiff they are#so i have to have basically day pajamas and nigjt pajamas#and i was wondering how common this was
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everything sucks so hard rn idk
#mischa isnt eating again all while screaming because shes hungry and pulling every single piece of plastic out of my shelves#all my bags straps and backpacks have saliva stains from her#she will jump into shelves and pull out dvds to lick#and there's no other food i can try#my paycheck lacks 500 euro because i was sick and im still 200 euro in the red after getting my paycheck today#and tomorrow is the tooth surgery and ive been trying to call my dentist because he only applied for 2 of 3 teeth#at my insurance#and these 2 will be over 1k already after my insurance will pay their part#at least the sedation isnt as strong as i thought so i can go home by myself and dont have to rely on any unreliable people#after my mom accused me of making mischa have diarrhea on purpose because the food company changed the recipe and i gave her 1 bag#she hasnt talked to me and im definitely not going to be the one to start a conversation with her because im usually better off without her#so its nice that i dont have to ask her for her assistance tomorrow#just gonna do everything alone like usual#also work is so UUUGGGHHHHH and sucks so hard all my coworkers ignore what i say and just go to other people behind my back to do my job#im stress eating so much all my favorite clothes dont fit anymore and i hate looking in the mirror#i wanna go swimming but i just dont have the energy i just wanna curl up and dont have a body#also i have a comic idea written down for several months now and i wanna finish it for mothers day but i feel so discouraged#wehh#im also so stressed i clawed so much at my face its full of bloody spots i look so bad#every morning my neighbors i dont even share a wall with turn on their super broken washingmachine at 7 am#and it sounds so broken and its so loud it sounds like someone is drilling a hole into the wall for 40 -120 ?>#mins#i haven't been able to sleep properly for like a month#when i go into work everyone is just like oof you dont look good#thanks i know
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Couture
#the pumpkin speaks#Little Baby Hashbrown#she went#‘today I shall open my spay incision’ and had to be stapled shut#tw animal injury#tw medical#whoops#anyway#i had to take her to the emergency vet where my last cat died#tw animal death#whoops again#IT WAS THE VERY SAME ROOM#i rlly wanted to take her today but it became fully open at the vet so it wouldn’t have been safe#So I socked her when i got home bc she’s a menace#But not before my dog also hurt herself and sparked a full meltdown#i thought she broke her leg and i was going to have to go BACK to the emergency vet#she’s probably fine but both are going to the vet tmrw#Baby is getting real baby clothes too bc the staples need more dressing changes#the real journal entry is in the tags
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This was my outfit at the Ashnikko concert at the Philly Mann Center last night so if you saw someone dressed like this sitting in the wheelchair section that was me! I may have looked slightly more like a wet rat when you saw me because, despite having a rain poncho and a blanket that I could have used to stay dry, I just resigned myself to getting soaked
#we did get hella rained on but I checked the weather ahead of time so I had dry clothes to change into for the ride home#it was kind of a cool experience because Ash has big mystical forest being vibes#so seeing her outside in a foresty area on a rainy full moon#night was pretty magical#also thank you to the very nice people who helped me untangle my rain poncho from the wheel of my wheelchair#when it fell off my lap and I ran it over
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Bleugh gotta go shower before I can lay down to nap but dont have the energy/motivation to get up and do that
#i gotta wash my hair thats why im like ugggggh i cant go another day without washing it and i had my hair down so it's yucky with outside™️#germs which is also why i have to shower in general bc my germaphobic ass will not even sit on my bed without at LEAST changing my#clothes out from my outside™️ clothes#i literally have to lay a beach towel down on my bed before im allowed to sit on my bed sgdggddg usually after work i dont#sit on my bed until i shower but if i have therapy or other phone call i have to sit THERE but i am GRUBBY feeling#ive had many a therapists try to help me with this and uh we managed almost all my most disabling ocd symptoms but my germaphobia is still#prominent (i wipe not only the handle of shopping carts but the top of the sides bc thats where people also grab it so ew and i wipe the#plastic seat flaps bc um accidents happen... diapers get full... ect... anyway i use one for work so... and my dermatilomania#or however you spell that and my trichotillomania but those are bc i dont want to get those fixed sggdgdgd i need the dopamine okay??)#anyways germs. and i wont let mom touch shared food when she comes home until she washes her hands bc gross things like chex mix and chips#and my current dr is like well thats reasonable i guess. i mean you should work on it emotionally but it is a compulsion/fear rooted in#a valid thought especially in the pandemic#marquilla
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Very proud of myself, I went through all my clothes and threw out anything I no longer liked or wear. 2 boxes are now empty (yes I'm still partially living out of boxes, since I'm gonna move again soon). It amounted to 3 trashbags worth of stuff
#sam's rants about life#the 2 empty boxes are now home to a chunk of my huge stuffed animal collection#thats the next big thing Im gonna take care of. reducing my collection#but I'm gonna wait til I have all of them together to go thru them (the other half of my collection is in storage)#but this was a good thing#I only have one third of the clothes I did before#and everything I saved I wear#or plan to wear and can't rn in fear of the items smelling like/getting stained by my family's smoking#I will probably go thru them one last time when Im in my new apartment#because I plan to change up my fashion style when I get my own place#I've decided to get more adult/grownup looking clothes for out of the house (for work shopping dates etc)#while for home or for fun activities (going to the mall or an amusement park or smth) I'll wear my more quirky stuff#cause I still love my graphics shirts and more quirky looking/alternative clothes. but I'm gonna be 25 this year so I have to#embrace adult stuff a little. just cause I keep getting treated like a kid still because of both my mannerism (the autism) and style#and I don't like that#and I also feel ready to start having a mature wardrobe
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Tfw u do smth that causes U discomfort, Knowing it will cause u discomfort, and yet when it causes discomfort ur just like 🥺🥺🥺 the discomfort...
#speculation nation#today is technically my day off but i went in to cover#not... the worst though. it's a beautiful day outside.#so being forced to experience the wind and the birds is a net positive#but i did not want to get up :/ pain and suffering except not actually#i just did not want to change out of my lounge clothes lmaoo#i'm. trying to have a good day. i'm being gentle with myself. i listened to classical music at work today.#maybe i'll listen to some more when i get home. i want the gentleness of it.#i think... im going to take the scenic path home today#i haven't since that dog bit me. in part bc the river keeps fucking Flooding#but also just. idk. it hasnt happened.#but it's so nice it'd be criminal not to. and so. i shall.
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"give me a beer, a lullaby, and a word in my ear" -guy at a speed dating event in my dream
#dream log#also had a dream that this green alien came up to me on the street and like wanted me to pick it up and take it somewhere#the like video game objective changed to#changed to go home#but i didnt know where that was so i just started running#but as i. running the alien is like bouncing and it starts blushing#and later when i put in down to kind ageg my bearings its like super wet#between the legs and im like. oh man i think i need to fuck this thing#and i know theirs a game mechannic where you can have sex in bushes and stiff but im like 'no ill just go home first' but when i pick the#alien back up i get a 'failed objective' notification cause i never made it home i guess :(#and another dream. i was back in middle school math. there was a seat that was right infront of and right next to two people i was friends#with plus super close to my crush (other side of my friend) and there was a guy sitting there#but he was like. literally a fly. so i snapped and he just dropped dead.#and i got to sit there. my friend then was like “see this?” and pointed to her lip#and i wa slike “yeah” even though i didnt see anything#and she was like “you can hide a lot of your burdens but you cant hide a hickey” and i was like. man. am i supposed to do somehting sbout#that? idk im pretty sure this is a dream. did she actually say this to me before? am i supposed to do somehting now?“. but then the dream#ended#THEN these are out of order but then i had a dream i was in some sort of summer camp thing? people kept going home. my friend M. went home#home and left me a bunch of her clothes. one of the guys asked some sort of question about sleeping with him. and i was like “no? lol.”#then i invited a different guy to come watch me change and that first guy was i guess also in the room and was like “you know people can se#you through the window right?“ and i was like ”duh. its ohio. thats kinda the point.“#so. whatever that one means.#THEN last one THEN my cousin drove me to an abandoned trailer to explore and it had “too lo” or something spray painted on it or somehting#so then he finished the word to say “too long” or somehting of that nature. and then spray panted the handle of the door blue#and we went in side but the inside was all done up? like really fucking fancy#the kitched was completely lainted in this van gogh style and my cousin goes “this isnt haunted... its fixed up.”#so wel left. i think be showed me something else before that too but i dont remember#in the summer camp one i spent a long time trying to find these snake/pomegranate earings? they were blue abd green
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The room in question:
#seventh talks shit#dallas stars#(technically)#animal crossing#I'd just changed my characters clothes to go take the bottom image when Whitney walked into my house 😭#I was trying to get her to leave when she said what she did and I had to do it#shoutout to the guy on reddit who made the original jersey designs on his 3ds and shared them#he's the mvp and I'm just stealing his work#fun fact: it's usually a home otter jersey in the middle#but after “yesterday's” win#(it was today for me because of time zones)#i kind of had to do it#also shoutout to anyone using a screenreader who sees this#you're getting an essay in the alt tags on the second image
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can u make headcannons on sub!yan’s tendencies in the relationship?
also can i be 🉑 or 🌝 anon?
dating sub!yandere boys hcs ♡
sub!yandere boys when they date you.
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dom!fem!reader, unhealthy relationship, mention of killing/murder, both sfw and nsfw!, mention of feminization, bondage
note: yes you can be 🌝 anon!
— your yandere would be possessive of you, even more compared to when you two were just friends
— well, you thought you two were just friends. he already assumed you two were together sometime earlier during his friendship with you
— he would do anything for you in order to make sure you're happy and safe
— a friend of yours is getting too touchy with you? well the next day that friend is ignoring you and when you confront them, they look at you scared and quickly scurry away from you. did your yandere do something to them? surely not
— a weird guy keeps following you around your neighborhood? well a couple of days later you see on the news that his body has been found near a river and weirdly enough, you havent seen your yandere on the days before the guy's death
— you complain to your yandere about how a teacher gave you a bad grade on something you worked so hard on? suddenly your grade changes to a A and that same exact teacher suddenly resigns from the school
— he'll try his best to know where you are most of the time and try to follow you back home to make sure you're safe (though its really obvious, you don't acknowledge him so he thinks he's actually doing something)
— but no matter how scary and possessive they are of you, they just want to be good for you, really
— its almost as if they're a puppy for you, always there for your beck and call
— give them a simple command and they'll do it immediately, no questions asked
— ask them to buy you a snack from the nearest store? he'll return back with a bagful of others that he thought you would like
— they're super clingy and always want to be near you
— somehow they manage to have the same exact classes that you have and at the same time. maybe you guys are just lucky? little do you know that your yandere hacked into the principal's computer to change his schedule to fit with yours
— if you're sick, they would immediately fetch you some medicine and make so many bowls of your favorite soup that you're not sure you could finish them all
— they would be so sad when you're sick cause that means they can't be as close as they usually are with you :(
— in bed, nothing changes at all. rather, he becomes even more infatuated with you
— they're still so good and obedient for you, always following your commands. its cute
— like what i said with him doing it with no hesitation, your yandere is eager to do what you say
— tell him to get on his knees? say less as he's already doing so, staring up at you with such innocent eyes
— tell him to open his mouth for you to stick your fingers inside? he opens wide and sticks out his tongue in such a sinful manner, hazy eyes absolutely begging you to make him choke on your fingers as drool drips down his chin
— order him to suck your strap and get it all wet? he's quick to get in between your legs and get his hands on the fake dick, his mouth going straight to bobbing it up and down and gagging as it hits the back of his throat. he'll try to subtly grind his hard on against your foot without you noticing but you do anyways but he's being a good boy so you allow it
— and oh my god is he so shameless in public
— no hesitation in telling you what he wants you to do to him when there are people around
— you'll be at brunch with some of your friends and suddenly you'll feel a hot breath on your ear, such sinful words coming soon after
"im wearing lingerie under my clothes, your favorite set too. wouldn't you like to just ruin me right here and now? make me cry and look so pretty while you show everyone im yours?"
— safe to say that you immediately dragged him to the family bathroom and fingered him until he was gripping onto you for dear life, begging and crying out for you to stop and take pity on him (he's lying about wanting you to stop)
— when you're out with errands or just at work, he'll take such sinful pictures of himself to send to you randomly
— the pictures would include his legs spread out, a obvious bulge in his underwear, and something adorning his body whether its lingerie, a maid outfit, or rope that's tied so tightly on him
— if he's feeling like teasing you even more, he'll send whimpering audios that beg you to come home and fuck him and if you listen close enough, you'll hear some wet noises that let you know that he's masturbating
"f-fuck, [name] come back s-soon, please? i-i miss you so much! i- ah! i-im wearing your favorite outfit right now! i'll be a g-good ngh boy waiting for you ♡"
— itll end up with you rushing home after you're finished to fuck him dumb in that outfit, making it stained with his tears and cum
— he knows you can't really get him pregnant but your yandere just loves those straps with cum in them that you can just shoot inside him whenever you're fucking him fast and rough
— that'll make his eyes roll back and head throw backwards as he lets out such a loud mewl at the feeling of your fake cum filling him up
— and afterwards he'll tease you by using his fingers to push the cum thats gushing out of his hole back in before licking his fingers
— although your yandere is a good boy for you most of the time, theres times where he's a brat
— he'll talk back to you whenever you command him to do something or cum without permission
— but just some long edging or overstimulation will break him and turn him into a sobbing mess
— tying his hands to the headboard and keeping his legs spread apart whilst a vibrator is inside him on the highest setting is his favorite punishment
— your yandere thinks you don't know that since you do it all the time but you actually do know it, you just love the way his face is stained with his drool and tears while his chest and the sheets underneath him is covered in his cum afterwards
— such a slut but we love him for it
ty for reading to the end! ❤ - chaepink
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That Aoki already has his arms open for Oda to jump into when they win against Miboshi… It’s not that Oda leaps at him and Aoki hurriedly catches him (or else gets his arms pinned to sides), caught off guard, nope, he’s waiting for it.
#you idiots you're already best friends!!#also oda regularly lets himself into aoki's house without ringing the intercom or anything#just walks in like he lives there#'not much of anything outside of volleyball' my ass#i mean sure all they do is homework or strategizing or club admin stuff but still#oda goes home and changes into casual clothes and then goes to aoki's place#and aoki cooks for him and gayly admires him in the streetlight when he leaves#(that scene was very much Not Straight)#gods i can't wait to get to the college arc#ebw.op#2.43 seiin koukou danshi volley bu#odaoki#aoki misao#oda shin'ichirou#2.43
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thinking about kenji coming home to you after he lost a game. he doesn’t even want to come home; he’s so embarrassed, that he lost infront of you—you, who took a cab personally to see him play, and you, who’s probably waiting for him back at home right now. he doesn’t want to think about what else he could’ve done, because he knows he’ll just blame himself, not his strategy. he should’ve been better. he’s ken sato! he’s supposed to be the greatest living player! he’s ken sato.
what is he if he’s not the greatest living player?
when he does come home, he gets an answer. instead of cringing at his state, you smile and you kiss his cheek. “i prepared an ice bath for you.” you prepared an icebath for him? you chose to go through the work? you wanted to? kenji’s confused. you only pat his cheek and push him gently to the direction of the bath tub. he notices, then, when he walks inside of the bathroom that you decided to go through the work for a reason. candles are lit next to the tub; his favorite scent, too. you know him so well. he doesn’t even notice you’re behind him, but he does once you tap his shoulder and gently pry off his shirt. ken isn’t in the mood, and he tells you that, and you look almost offended.
“i don’t want to fuck, ken.” you say, simply, “i want to help you get into the bathtub. you must be sore. come on, shimmy out of your clothes or something already.” you chide, and kenji cracks up, but he lets you take off his clothes and get him into the bathtub. he could’ve done it himself, he would’ve—but he just wanted to have this moment. you take care of him in ways that no one else can.
“i lost the game.” he whispers. “you did.” you reply, “so what?” you continue, sitting on the closed toilet seat; you didn’t want to leave him alone today, it seems. “so what?” he repeats, astounded. you did have a knack for being concerningly nonchalant, but now kenji feels like he’s overreacting with all his moping. “yeah, so what? you’re still a fantastic baseball player.” you make things seem so simple, and it makes him feel so dumb sometimes. your eyes soften. “what i mean is, you’re still a fantastic base ball player—one bad game, or even twenty in a row— won’t change that. you’re still commendable, and you’re also still my precious baby, ken.” you add the last part teasingly, but that doesn’t change the effect it has on him.
kenji beams. he was right on one thing, you made things so simple, but he didn’t feel dumb anymore. he felt lighter now. so much lighter. infact, he couldn’t wait for his next game. he couldn’t wait to see you in the stands, either. he felt blessed, to have someone who he knew would cheer for him; win or lose.
yes, he supposes he did have his answer. what is ken sato but the greatest living baseball player? easy. he’s your ken sato. he’s yours.
💋 kisses, v <3
#kenji tots#kenji sato#ken sato#ken sato x reader#kenji sato x reader#ultraman#ultraman rising#ultraman rising x reader#kenji x reader#ultraman x reader
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I need to stop adding more designs for unit swap 25ji throughout the timeline but. But. What if Mafuyu eventually grows comfortable enough with their identity to finally form a personal sense of style and finally be able to ditch the hoodie as they no longer have anything to hide
#rat rambles#sekai posting#unit swap au#currently they mostly only wear the hoodie because its the only piece of clothing theyve ever bought for themself#it wasnt even because they liked it they just hated hanging out with the others in their current clothes#its also easy to take off and put on quickly for when they go home and leave home#poor ena only one who doesnt get multiple design changes 😔#she gets the one during their initial story but as of now Im not planning on giving her more#like I Could have her do smth with her hair as the side grows back out#but also what if. I just kept it buzzed.#plus Im already going to have to design like 5 hair styles for kanade and mizuki so let me have this#yknow thank god kohane exists because if I Only had 25ji have design changes throughout the story thatd be so sad#oh also touya but thats more of a general hc thing than just au stuff#I could in theory add more but thats probably get too into wxs territory which I am low key actively avoiding at this point fndbdjd#like nene and rui exist in my head and I do rotate them but emu barely has a base concept and dont get me started on tsukasa#anyways fuck its late gn
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