#i also always regret that i was such a picky eater when i was younger

[ryuseitai]

ii quite enjoy cooking although i dont know a whole lot about it but it is fun and i like to experiment and just wing stuff.. i also dont have a lot of like, resources bc my house is fucked up and nothing works and we own one pot, ive wanted to try baking out for a long time but the oven doesnt work yadda yadda yadda But well one day, whenever i live somewhere else, i can try it out.. but i liike doing what i can do here and it is so nice when i make food and its yummy :] esp if other people eat it too and also like it. i made cinnamony soft apple thing and my momma said is really good she liked it

[miguel-owhora]

i love making miguel ooc. i love projecting onto him.

yeah miguel's trans. he's also gay, mlm flag and everything. he's never been a believer of catholicism, even though he's tried to believe in order to appease his mom but eventually gave up; but he still has a couple of rosaries and mal de ojos bracelets he keeps stored away. he was a picky eater when he was younger, and while he eventually grew out of that, there's still some thing he refuses to eat. don't give him mole, he'll gag. when he was a child, when he was growing up and figuring out who he was, he struggled. there were times where he believed he was something else when he wasn't, where he tried to be a girl so bad so he wouldn't have to struggle - it was all for nothing. he's a boy. he's always been a boy, always will be a boy. born afab, die a man. sometimes, the burden of carrying the world on his shoulders make him feel like atlas - sometimes he gets crushed, sometimes he stands tall. but he'll always get back up on his feet. he did well in elementary and middle school, but high school was his downfall. well, it tried to be. miguel forced himself to make it to the top - and he did. the burnout still lingers in his soul like smoke; it never truly leaves. he likes cats. loves them. but not as much as he loves hia daughter. sometimes he can't get out of bed and cries from all the mistakes he's done, the guilt gnawing on him, the remorse and regret of being unable to change anything eating away at him. he cries like a little boy who just wants his mama - but his mama has never really been a mama, has she? more like a mother.

miguel.

i love him.

ill slit him open and curl up inside of him and zip it shut, and ill curl around his beating heart and keep it warm.

[roughlytwentytwofrogs]

It's a late night/early morning autism thought but i feel the need to scream at the void tonight for reasons.

A little context, I'm afab and I'm not diagnosed. I've been having doubts since i was ~14 years old, I'm 24 now. A detail i feel is important before i start: when i was a kid, my mother was the director of a centre social (i can't find the translation, it was basically a daycare for children with disabilities), and she worked with low functioning autistic kids for a good few years. I have a little brother who is 7 years younger than me.

We're around the table for dinner, and we're exchanging anecdotes. My mother's is: I'm 8 years old, my teacher recommends my mother to screen me for autism, but since i do not behave like the kids she had at work, she doesn't take the question seriously. Of course, I'm not autistic, I speak well and I'm actually really good in class! They consider putting me a grade above. They don't, because they think I'm too dependant on my sister, who is a year older: i only hangout with her and her friends, and it would be better if i managed to get my own friends in my own class, for a change.

I will spend the rest of my school years reading books and doodling in class, bored, and still struggling to make friends. And that teacher will simply stay silly for bringing up autism about a child who doesn't have a meltdown when she's touched.

Fast forwards, my little brother is 14 years old and since my parents' divorce is acting out: meltdowns, lashing out, refusing to go to school, intense anxiety attacks. My mother accepts to screen him for autism, he gets a diagnosis: he's on the spectrum.

A few months later, I'm talking with my mother. She tells me that she regrets not having noticed his autism earlier; she tells me that she never thought he could be, because he's always behaved just like me! So she assumed we were both just regular kids doing kid things.

Now, of course there's a lot more to the story, a lot of variables and influences I can't get into without turning this into an autobiography. But that is a sentence that crushed me so much, even if it was just a offhand comment.

You were just a picky eater, you were just academically gifted, you were just shy, you were just a loner, you were just really passionate about history. You didn't like to be in public; you didn't like loud noises and eye contact; you ripped the tags out of your shirts; you would put on earbuds and stare at the ground for hours - literally - while muttering stories to yourself. That kid is just in her own little world, in her bubble!

And all of that was just quirky. It was just annoying or funny or looking for attention. Anecdotes! Your friends laugh, then tell their own funny kid stories.

Meanwhile I'm 24 and still wondering if i should get diagnosed. Convinced that I might be making it up for attention, or something. Struggling for an entire decade with feelings of othering and incomprehension of the world around me, but also a fear of being wrong about it. I still rip the tags off, I still only eat canned peas - not frozen - and cringe at bubbles in drinks and don't touch seafood, I still wear those damn earbuds everywhere and stare at the ground, I still don't do eye contact.

And I'm being told that the reason why my brother's autism was screened so late is because I was never diagnosed.

[p1harmonyofficial]

[📰] Get to Know the Members of K-Pop Group P1Harmony With These 10 Fun Facts! (Exclusive)

P1Harmony is a rising global K-Pop troupe, but we wanted Just Jared readers to get an exclusive chance to know them a little better!

The talented six-member boy group first arrived on the scene back in October of 2020, embarking on their international music career with the release of their first mini album DISHARMONY: STAND OUT and feature film, P1H: A New World Begins, which positioned the group as a force to be reckoned with in the music scene.

Amid the pandemic, the group continued to make new music for their fans with the release of their second mini album, DISHARMONY: BREAK OUT, including their slamming, hip-hop infused title track “Scared,”” along with an accompanying music video full of street-style dancing and intense visual effects.

Watch “Scared” and check out these 10 Fun Facts about P1Harmony inside!

INTAK

1. I have more eyelashes on my right eye than my left. Right after my debut, I didn’t really know how to remove eye makeup, so for a while, I used to just rub my eyes really hard with soap and now, I have more eyelashes on my right eye than my left. 2. I used to love oysters, but now I cannot eat it. I was an oyster fanatic, until very recently. I ordered raw oysters after watching a TV show at night with JONGSEOB, and after one bite, I couldn’t eat it anymore. The taste of the “sea” was so pungent. Now, I’m too traumatized! 3. I saved a man’s life. I went chestnut picking with my dad, and found a guy hanging on a cliff and struggling to get back up. We immediately helped him get up. He was really grateful and I remember feeling so proud to have saved someone’s life! 4. I have a small horizontal scar on the right side of my face, and I kind of like it. I got this scar when I was about four or five, and although it’s not that visible now, sometimes I like it because it makes me feel like a charismatic, bad guy! 5. I love dogs. I love dogs, so I have been watching a lot of dog-related videos but I’m terribly allergic. I can’t stop myself from petting them when I see them on the street, and always regret it afterwards because I turn all puffy and itchy! 6. I fantasize a lot about time travel. I even tried and feel like it can really happen one day! I lie down in my bed, put my blanket over my entire body and focus really hard on the idea, but this brings me nowhere but to the future. [Laughs] 7. I have a gold tooth. 8. I have a brown spot (mole) on my middle finger. 9. I love my Crayon Shin-chan character earphones. I get happy just looking at it. 10. I go to the convenient store so much that there isn’t anything I have not tried!

THEO

1. My right shoulder is more developed than my left. I used to play volleyball and would strike with my right arm, so my right shoulder is more developed than my left. 2. I have a red mole. I recently got a red mole on the side of my right neck, but I have no idea where it came from and why but it’s not going away! 3. I can’t burp, literally. I don’t know how to burp and have never burped in my life 4. I only drink carbonated drinks. I rarely drink anything that is NOT carbonated. 5. I don’t like lettuce and tomatoes in my burgers. 6. I had a burst appendix and didn’t know it for a while. I was hospitalized for two months, because they couldn’t find my appendix. Apparently, my organs are shaped and structured differently. 7. I love slippers. Unless I am going to an official engagement or doing promos, I am always in slippers, (even during winter)! 8. I have never cried in front of people until I turned 20. I was watching a very emotional episode of “Animal Farm,” and got caught crying in front of KEEHO, SOUL and JIUNG. Since then, I think I’ve gotten more emotional. I once cried watching JONGSEOB cry, too. 9. I can’t stay still when I’m on the phone. I have to walk around or do something when I’m on the phone. 10. I love singing songs to my friends over the phone.

JIUNG

1. I love Tonkatsu (pork cutlet). I have been addicted to tonkatsu these days and have been eating it almost every day for the last few months. 2. I have the same birthday as my younger brother. My younger brother and I share the same birthday, which is Oct. 7. We were also born around the same time. 3. My younger brother and I have a similar birth time as well. I think he was born like 8 minutes before me or after! 4. I love raw garlic and don’t like kimchi. 5. I only drink flat coca-cola. I purposely decarbonate my coke by shaking it and letting the air out multiple times until the bottle doesn’t expand anymore and the coke is completely flat. 6. I still fit into my hats from my adolescent years. My head is so small that I still fit into all my hats from elementary school. 7. I think too much. I make daily memos and write down almost everything to organize my thoughts. 8. I like to dance and sing when the streets are empty. When no one is around and I’m in a good mood. I love walking down the empty street thinking I’m shooting a music video. I sing, dance and act. Last time, I bumped into someone and I ran away in full embarrassment! [Laughs]. 9. I have a scar on my eye. 10. I may look picky, but I’m not a picky eater! I love trying a lot of different cuisines.

KEEHO

1. I love collecting sunglasses and glasses although my eyesight is near perfect. I love wearing glasses even though I don’t need them to see. I also have been collecting a lot of sunglasses lately. 2. I talk during my sleep, apparently! According to my members, I sleep-talk a lot (almost every night), but I don’t remember any of it and I never have dreams. 3. I have the same birthday as my dad! 4. I can eat salads all day. I love salads! I love eating vegetables, especially celery and carrots, and prefer dressings like ranch and oriental. 5. I am not good at smiling. I have a hard time smiling so I’m still in the process of learning how to smile naturally! I have to make sounds out loud to smile [during photo shoots]. 6. I used to hate wearing sweatpants. I don’t know why but I hated sweatpants and never wore them when I was younger― even if I had to wear something more uncomfortable like slacks or jeans.. Now, I wear them all the time! 7. I rarely cry alone or in front of people. The only person who has seen me cry is INTAK. I was going through something heavy and was alone at a park by myself when INTAK came to pick me up. He started crying as soon as he saw me, and that made me cry. 8. I used to pull all my loose baby teeth. I hated having something loose in my mouth, so instead of waiting to go to the dentist, I used to pull them out on my own. 9. I have a light (barely noticeable) mole on my big toe. 10. I have curly hair, so unless I blow dry it, it goes wild.

SOUL

1. I used to collect beetles. I think I had up to 30 beetles in one big box. 2. I only wear Air Jordans. I only wear Jordans and my favorite design is the Air Jordan 1s. 3. I love dolls! I love buying and collecting dolls. I like anything that is cute and fuzzy. 4. I don’t like taking pictures of humans except KEEHO. I only take pictures of nature, architecture or like a beautiful scenery. The only time I would take a picture of a human is of KEEHO. 5. Me and my younger sister found an important historical stone artifact. We were just digging stuff up and found a stone artifact. We later learned it was a historically valuable artifact, so we donated it to a museum. 6. I wear my pants backwards. 7. I don’t like electric fans. I don’t like when wind blows in my face 8. I once had the same dream three times in a row. I had the same dream three times in a row, but every ending changed depending on the choices I made [in my dream]. 9. A bird pooped on my head while I was on my way to school. Without having much reaction, I just walked to school and waited until I had to go to the bathroom to wash. 10. I don’t get scared or surprised easily. I used to get yelled at for bowing down and saying hi to all the actors playing zombies, monsters or ghosts at haunted houses in theme parks.

JONGSEOB

1. I like books that are thick and with small letters for no particular reason. I tend to buy books that are thick, whatever the genre is. I think it’s because I’m a fast reader. 2. I never had cavities! I love eating sweets like jellies and candies. I can go through a whole pack in one sitting, but I’ve never had cavities! 3. I have something called a “knee hyperextension and/or back knee. My knee bends backwards in a straightened position unlike many people. 4 I love the dark. I usually don’t turn on the lights unless I really have to. 5. I could sleep for long periods of time. I once slept up to 16 straight hours, and I barely have dreams. Maybe like five times a year?! 6. I don’t like/eat seaweed or seagrass. 7. I love walking into a room that is super cold. I turn on the A/C and close the door for about 30 minutes so it can be ice cold before I walk in. 8. I want to learn how to play bass guitar one day! I watch random videos of jam sessions, and one day would really like to play bass guitar. 9. My eyesight is different on both eyes. I am near-sighted on one, and far-sighted on the other. 10. I am pretty good at playing games on my phone.

[roonilwazlibimagines]

after the torture scene

- bellatrix eventually leaves, she gets bored and tells regulus to finish the job. the minute she leaves, regulus locks the door, silences it, and runs to mg (muggleborn girl), he cradles her in his lap, by far the most non-sexually intimate they've ever been, and runs his hands over her back as she coughs up blood on his trainers. her face is bloodied and bruised, her nose is broken and there's a hole in her tongue. bellatrix did a horrible number on her before she made regulus torture her and now regulus is desperate beyond human belief.

- at this point its evident she's going to die but regulus can't accept that, regulus won't accept that. he is pushing her hair back from her forehead and muttering apologies and trying to regulate her breathing but her chest is filling with blood.

- mg tries to grasp at his hand, she knows she's dying. it was mere moments ago that regulus was sneering at her cries of mercy, ignoring her pleas and she knows rationally she should use her last iota of energy to push him away, to salvage her dignity, to wandlessly apparate to st. mungo's but she doesn't want to spend her last living moments angry at the first love of her life, the only man she's ever loved. she knows deep down her death will cause him enough regret and more pain than his indifference caused her.

- on the other hand, regulus also knows that she's going to die, and its going to be painful. he doesn't want to think about that so he's quietly tending to her wounds, trying to calm her down. the blood she's coughing up making him more nervous by the second and he's hoping against hope there is something he can do.

- "tell me about the future you want, when we get out of here i'll give you anything and everything" regulus is trying to distract her but he is so serious, ask him two years ago if he would ever entertain marrying a muggleborn and having half-blood kids and he would've spat in your face, but now he can't think of anything he wants more than a future with the girl he's dragged through the depths of hellfire and back.

- "four kids, I don't want them to be a-alone like i was" even forming sentences exhausted the battered girl, but both regulus and mg essentially were only children, regulus by choice and mg by the fact that she was an actual only child. mg's eyes are trained on regulus' face the way his hands are trained on caressing hers. "regulus has never looked so nice" she thinks, his grey orbs are void of the malice and indifference they carried a mere ten minutes ago, his eyes are void of the cold glare they are accustomed to, they now contain so much love and tenderness that she feels like she's intruding into his deepest psyche. what she doesn't know is that regulus is struggling to hide his own fear.

- "four kids is perfect baby" regulus kisses her on the head, a gentle gesture he reserves for valuable pureblooded women like his mother walburga or his cousin narcissa, who's more of a sister than a cousin to him. what she notices is that usually regulus never calls her baby, it's always her name or 'sweetheart' when he chooses to be condescending or the occasional 'love' when he feels sentimental, but baby is uncharted waters, baby makes her feel like she means something to him, she just hates that it takes her dying for him to appreciate her. "beautiful home we'll have okay? and no one can tell us anything. we'll have the perfect life." regulus continues, he can't believe his mouth but he knows what he wants, and its for her to have the perfect life come hell or high water with him or without him. but regulus cannot afford to be picky, he doesn't deserve her beggars can never be choosers.

- "regulus my hand pl-ease it hurts" mg is now immense pain, immense pain he's trying to remedy. he wishes he could take the pain he always had a high pain tolerance and she never did. regulus has been on the receiving end of so much cruciatus curses without muttering a cry of pain but he knows that what she's feeling, coupled with the fear of impending death, is worlds worse.

- "i'm not going to hold your hand because you're not dying." regulus sharply insists, quickly apologizing when she flinches at his tone of voice, but it takes one look at her, her battered body and her twisted limbs, the blood trailing from her lips, for him to understand that. he just pulls her closer to him and for the first time in her extremely short life, she sees him cry and break down. he proceeds to take her hands and kiss her knuckles.

- "i'm so sorry" regulus has a lot to be sorry for, he's sorry he didn't treat her better, he's sorry he fell in love with her and pushed her into this world that is against her, he's so insanely sorry and she is staring at him, eyes glassed over, almost incoherent of speech, her body is slowly beginning to shut down. there's so much she wants to say, so much she needs to say, she needs him to tell her that he'll move on, leave the death eaters like they both know he wants to, he'll take care of himself, but she can barely breathe at this point let alone verbalize her deepest emotions.

- "i-i'm col-cold" were the last words she ever spoke, he's glad that it wasn't "i love you" because he didn't think he deserved to be her last words, or to be her last thought. the blood in her throat splattering on her chest as she tries to breath. regulus instantaneously takes off his coat, a plush russian winter coat that costs more than her childhood home, and he puts it on her. he doesn't care for anything at this point. he's holding her body close to his, noting how warm her cheeks are. his tears falling onto her as he sobs in her chest.

- "you're the one, you're all i've ever wanted, i don't care that you're muggleborn or whatever I love you, I love you, I love you. I can't live without you I won't live without you" His words are pointless, she's dead at this point but it still stands. he doesn't know what to do, he cannot even begin to rationalize what it is thag he's feeling. he doesn't hear the door open, he doesn't feel narcissa's hand on his shoulder, he doesn't feel himself falling into her embrace as she crouches down next to him.

- narcissa is a blood purist, her beliefs are amoral and bigoted but her heart is breaking over, and over, and over again as regulus' screams and sobs in her dress, tears running down her cheeks over her favorite cousin's devastation. for the first time in her twenty-four years of life, she questions if blood purity is worth this much heartbreak and sorrow. she partially understands what regulus' is feeling, a part of her died the night andromeda ran off because she knew she could never see her sister again, she wonders if maybe everything her parents ever inculcated into her was incorrect but narcissa will never matriculate that thought, she doesn't have the courage to.

- "reg darling s-she wouldn't want you to grieve like this you have to get up before bella or the dark lord sees" narcissa quietly whispers in her younger cousin's ear. the realization of what could occur if anyone sans narcissa sees regulus keening over a dead muggleborns sets in for regulus, and he detaches himself from narcissa's arms.

- "take her body and go, i'll tell bella you've went to dispose of t-" narcissa stops herself mid-speech, not wanting to describe the dead girl as a corpse and not wanting to remind a devastated regulus but she doesn't need to, regulus picks up his dead lover's body and looks at narcissa, uttering the last words he ever said to anyone.

- "i'll take care of her then take care of work." and regulus arcturus black apparated away, the last anyone ever saw of him.

[sumeshi-t]

the idea of making hc’s of children is sosososo cute. i’ll follow ur steps chloe @akaashit-baeji lolol this is gonna be really self-indulgent buuut my excuse is that it’s my birthday so here it goes... i'm writing the last half of this with a hangover and a bad case of dysmenorrhea... sucks 2 be me

Oikawa Teru (及川 輝)

his name “輝“ means “bright”, and this boi lives up to it because, let’s face it, he’s gonna be like his dad. he embodies this “brightness”, in a way that he’s smart, and he makes sure he and his team’s (or whichever team he’s going to be in) will shine on the court

wavy/curly hair and a victim of my and his dad’s astigmatism. always has this cheeky smile, and he gets my brimming energy so he’s really approachable and charming

very good with words; it’s like he always knows what to say

when he plays he also wears contact lenses

but don’t be fooled. in their generation, it’s him who has to put iwaizumi’s son in check. he knows everything about his teammates too, he knows more than what he lets on (which sometimes, they find creepy, but they all know he means well)

anyway, unlike his dad, he doesn’t really mind having geniuses around. instead, he watches them very closely; something like “mutualism”. he knows what he lacks and he knows he can learn from them too, vice versa.

is into horror games. in his free time, he and his sister take turns playing. and they decide it by seeing who can last the longest without flinching/screaming. he’s annoyed because his sister’s better at it 

has fans, ngl. i mean look at him. however, the female fans especially, are pretty on guard. he’s approachable, but anytime they see him with his sister... they back out. he doesn’t mind, he loves his sister and it actually amuses him. he’s the same when it comes to the boys who hang around her too!

basically protective siblings who are always there for eo

is very neat. can’t concentrate when something is out of place. he keeps his nails short, has a somewhat flowery scent. yes, he uses female perfumes because he despises strong smells.

bug-catching was his childhood hobby just like mine’s was. used to sneak beetles in iwaizumi’s son’s backpack back then

he will never admit it but he actually asks his sister for fashion tips because his taste sucks ass so bad

basically his major problem or issue in life is getting compared to his father (he’s also a setter). he hates that so much, being hidden in the shadow of his dad, and when people just recognize him for being oikawa tooru’s son.

something he and ushijima’s child relate to so strongly. they’re friendly rivals; might end up being teammates in their career hmm

so when he’s the one stressed, he skips practice for a day just so he could recollect his thoughts. usually stays in the library to read books he picked up based on the titles; might either open up to iwa or his sister later on, it depends. then when he’s okay, he doubles the amount of training

Oikawa Rie (及川 麗恵) it’s /ri-ye/ oki

so the kanjis are: "麗" meaning, beautiful and "恵" is blessed. tooru thought of this name obviously

also has curly hair like mine. has that tiny mole below her eye just like i do. actually has lots of moles over her body; one time she fell asleep on the couch her brother drew connecting lines between the moles on her arm and called them constellations. it was nice she thought but still, the next day, teru had to wear a band-aid over his nose bridge.

she’s just a year younger. is less “vibrant” than her brother, a bit more serious. has a resting bitch face and she’s not even sorry about it and i love her for that

she’s actually relieved she looks like that, or else she knows the girls in her class would flock to her just to get in her brother’s pants. usually brushes them off with “ask him, not me” or “do you think that’s any of my concern?” 

her tongue her words damn never get to this baby girl’s bad side she’s gonna burn you alive. like fr when she’s angry, oh she’s gonna show you that she’s angry. but tbh she's very sweet, leaves little notes or little gifts to her friends every now and then

she just doesn’t want her brother’s heart to be broken (she’s heard stories from her mom about her dad’s many hs exes), and she knows teru’s struggles

therefore

doesn’t really like volleyball that much. it’s because she didn’t get to grow up with her dad around, she felt like it separated her from him. she’s not mad at him though. she’s very supportive of him and her brother.

used to play vb though when they were kids. but that’s all it was for her

she’s the team’s honorary manager lol the occasional “i brought you guys sumn” or “something-kun, a girl from my class says she likes you so do your best” etc

the team’s lil sister how bout that

despite being tolerant of horror games, this girl is vvvv squeamish. she cries at the sight of internal organs or blood. biology lab was the worst time of her life 

when she dug up my hs videos she was shook to discover i once did theater. and thus begins her interest in theater too

and??? baby girl is actually???? really really good???? 

the girls she used to shut down nicknamed her “prima”, short for “prima donna” she hates it. hates it more when her closest theater buddy was the one who spread that around

immediately went to the gym to spike some balls from her brother. baby girl was crying because she was just so pissed.

she was given ice cream and sweets afterwards. ugh it’s so cute idk she’s baby to the team skksksk they protecc

in that upcoming play, her first ever performance, the whole team got front row seats and howled when she came on during curtain call; it was vvv sweet and memorable even if the guys were kinda reprimanded afterwards lmao

which is why, in return, boiis also have a hard time approaching her because damn??? the vb team as your knights???? excuse me??? 

oh have i mentioned she has a sweet tooth? mygod. she has a stash of sweets in her room. teru has had to sneak some away because she might get tooth aches or diabetes

her pastel nail polish is arranged by shade, her body clock is fucked up lmao she hates the mornings; has succulents by her window which she names after various characters from books/plays etc she’s for sure gonna be a theater actress tho

asks help from iwa’s son for math. even her brother’s 0% help. teru is smart but a terrible teacher. she’s an above-average student and that’s all that matters for her. she can leave the spotlight to her brother because she only craves one type of spotlight

Miya Seiichi (宮 聖一) and Miya Seiji (宮 聖二)

their names literally mean “聖” sacred then “一” is one, and “二” is two

atsumu thought it was funny. when they were kids, seiichi’s nickname was “juan” and seiji’s was “tutu” (i gave them the nicknames)

when the twins discovered the meaning behind the nicknames, they hated it. especially seiji, he despises it vvv much

so when they were hs, seiichi = chi, seiji = ji for the people they're close with

as we can see here, the twins unfortunately got my curls. seiichi likes his hair as is. he doesn’t like the thought of dyeing his hair just to be differentiated from his twin. in fact he enjoys twin jokes, enjoys tripping people up about it. seiji on the other hand, grew tired of his brother’s jokes and by the time hs started, he sacrifices his soft hair. 

between the two, seiji is the one who has my ugly eyesight. add to the fact that he reads a lot (once he starts he can’t put it down. so he reads in the dark, in a moving car etc)

the piercings was a thing that happened between them, and their cousins (which were also twins wtf)–it was a 2v2 vb thing and they lost

surprisingly, the cousins weren't pleased bc atsumu didn't scold them for getting piercings (but for playing half-heartedly). seiichi wanted the piercings tho tbh it was the perfect excuse. ngl, seiji also wanted them.

first let's talk abt seiichi, aside from the fact he also got my mole (he feels it makes him look cuter tho)

seiichi's into vb, but not a setter. he's the ace. may or may not push through with it as a career. he hasn't decided yet. is actually a bit sad that seiji didn't join the vb club in hs, he wanted them to be like his dad and uncle.

seiichi doesn't have any uh, quirks like shutting the whole cheer squad up like his dad does. but he usually dribbles the ball five times before any serve (this is something i did before) and he likes the 'ooooh hey' thing the crowd does when he goes for a serve

his side of the room doesn't have much stuff going on except workout equipment. he follows what exercise plan i give him as da PT mom that i am, and he is very strict with his diet and with what he eats–he's close to not needing a calorie counter anymore; but not a picky eater. he loves his uncle's cooking very much and he is jealous he can't cook even if he tries

he can do beatboxing, he learned it through youtube lmao his spotify playlists are da bombest; he learns a lot in youtube tho in his free time. his current interest is magic tricks and french (he thinks he can use it to woo that girl from class 4)

he hates insects, and hates mess. he has had to scold his twin about it that it escalated to them having this imaginary line in the middle of the room

anyway, he's straightforward. but not rude. he just doesn't like any pretenses so he says what he thinks or feels is right. may or may not have led to some misunderstandings, but he owns up to his mistakes if he crossed a line

next, seiji

even if he looks like a nerd with his glasses tbh he is not he actually hates studying. you can love reading without having to love studying right? he's that dude

the only time that he regrets dyeing his hair was when he realizes couldn't change identities so his brother could take his exam for him

his side of the room is littered with his sketches, notes from books, pencils everywhere – he drew a bunch of ants one time on a paper and made it look like they're real ass ants and placed it on seiichi's pillow

to solve this problem, atsumu has planned to give him a tablet for his next birthday

quits vb in hs because he kinda lost interest? he still finds it fun but he doesn't wanna be put under the pressure that his dad and uncle left for them lmao

he's in art clubs tho

he designs banners/posters for the team anyway. they use his strategic mind from the shit he's read for any plays and stuff so when he's not drawing, he's thinking

he might look like he has no emotions, but tbh he is more emotional and empathetic than his brother. he cries easily over the simplest things, like those grandparents vids, or rescuing animals and stuff

and thats why he doesn't let people in too much bc he knows he'll be hurt (dw seiichi knows this vvv well, and even if they do have arguments, he loves his lil bro and helps him about this)

has once begged to have a cat at home–seiichi didn't want bc he knows his twin is gonna leave him for clean up lmao

he can cook period.

he's gonna either be an architect or an animator, still hasn't decided.

his music taste sucks lmao. his youtube recents are filled with cooking stuff; in constant conversation with his uncle abt cooking lol it be cute sometimes atsumu is jealous bc he feels his son is closer to his brother than with him

he is forgetful that's why his stuff is messy lol he keeps misplacing stuff, sometimes it's literally in front of him and he's just 'where????'

but remembers dates well, remembers plays well. he's good at nitpicking tiny nearly insignificant details. just anything outside studying? he's good. dw he passes his classes but he hates giving effort for that shit lololol

[borhapstyles]

Hi! head cannon request!! beach day for ben hardy and reader with their three kids! (two older boys and a younger girl)!!!!

i got this request like a month ago im so sorry its late and i’m so sorry if this sucks too ahhhh i tried it’s currently raining outside so i don’t have much inspo but i hope this works, might edit it later on xx 

also this is pretty long lol enjoy darlings

sometimes beach days with the family were planned

sometimes they were spontaneous trips out, when you guys wanted to escape the London smog

this was one of those days

it was a Friday morning, late September,

Ben was set to leave in a week to film a new project abroad

and with your two sons starting school again in a few days

the air around your house was solemn, to say the least

you guys had spent the summer together travelling, with your family having your first disneyland trip together amongst other activities

and everyone was rather sad for the change of pace again, to pick up normal life once again

you tried not to show your sadness with Ben leaving and Ben tried not to show his own reluctance to go

but your oldest son, who was 7, couldn’t mask his sadness and mixed them with pre-school jitters

“what’s wrong, darling?” you said as you approached him, a heavy frown on his face as he played with his toys

“i don’t want daddy to leave.”

you felt your heart break right there and you hoped Ben wasnt anywhere near to hear it cause you know he might just drop the whole film if he heard

“that’s his job though, baby. he needs to go out and do these things for us, so that we can live in this nice big house and so that I can take care of you and your siblings.”

“but I want him here, I don’t want him to go. I’ll never see him anymore.”

even if your 7 year old was a mama’s boy, him and his father had a special bond

which often involved Ben giving him ice cream when he knows he shouldn’t have more sugar and teaching him little things about sports and life in general amongst other things

“you’ll still see him, darling. every night if you want to, we’ll facetime him. and we can always go out and visit him on your school breaks, you love seeing him on set, don’t you? remember how much fun we had when we visited him in Paris?”

“...okay, mummy.”

but you knew he wasn’t fully happy with the idea yet

and neither were you, neither was anyone really

but this was Ben’s career and is also what made him happy, it’s what made you happy, and it was never going to be easy to begin with

a few minutes later though, you ran into Ben just standing in the hallway on his phone

“are you alright?” you poked at him and he looked up at you and sighed

you walked over to him and he wrapped his arms around you, kissed your temple and frowned

“i heard what (your son’s name) said earlier, about not wanting me to leave so i’ve been standing here since on my phone calendar trying to figure out all the weekends I can come home or when you guys can fly out.”

“Ben...”

“why’s it so hard to leave this time?” you felt him melt into you and you rubbed his back gently

“because you have us, and you love us. but,” you pulled back to look him in his eyes, “you’ve also loved acting since you were 15 and you’ve worked so hard to get to this point. this film’s going to be incredible and the most amazing people are on it, yourself included.”

Ben then blushed because he knew how many other famous actors auditioned for his role but it was his to claim, he earned it and deserved it the most

not that he believed that though

for as cocky as Ben could play

he could be quite insecure in his own abilities sometimes, which is when you stepped in with warm arms and reassured him of his talent

“everything’s complete here. you guys are my everything now and i dunno why i’m leaving you all sometimes.” he mumbled into your shoulder.

your hands went to the back of his head and you patted the soft hair gently

“this is part of it sometimes, we both know that so well. and it’s not everyday that you get to work with a director like Christopher Nolan, you’d regret it one day if you turned all this down.” you spoke softly

Ben sighed, knowing you were right

u always right tbh

but anyways

as you held Ben in your hallway, the TV in the background where your two sons played as your daughter slept peacefully in her bedroom

you noticed that it was raining outside

surprise surprise for london am i right

“here, i have an idea that i think will make all of us feel better” you said before pulling out your phone

“are your parents home this weekend?”

aaaaaand eventually the five of you found yourselves driving down to Bournemouth

all of you had little overnight bags packed for when you’d spend the night at Ben’s parents’ house

which they did not mind one bit and already had the guest room set up

“was wondering when you guys would visit, we never see our grandkids enough!” they guilted

but all this was just so that you guys could have your needed beach day

because surprisingly enough, the weather down in Bournemouth was so much more pleasant than the dreary London rain

and the five of you just needed to get out of the house

anyways

once you all finally made it out to the sand

your kids, who had been to the beach a plethora of times before,

still treated it like it was their first time out to the beach

Ben was particularly amused with your daughter who was still having trouble deciding if her two year old self liked sand

he would gently lower her into the soft sand, watch her toes curl and her face twist into one that says ‘i don’t know what this is but i kinda like it’

“darling, look at her face, look” Ben said before bursting into laughter because he’s just so fascinated by her

she’d definitely grow up to be a daddy’s girl, Ben spoiled her like mad

and of course she was wearing the little outfit he had picked out for her whilst you two were out shopping one day

and your sons, they just adored the water

you told them not to go too far out and watched them like a hawk

but loved seeing them splash around

and when they had their fun with the water they came out and were begging for their dad to play football with them

and Ben went around kicking the ball with them while you held your daughter and fake-narrated the game

your sons also insisted on building the greatest sand castle there was to ever exist, at least with the materials you guys had

“daddy, more water for the sand, please.” your oldest son would command whilst helping his little brother form another castle

your heart just melted watching all three of them have a go at it while you held your little girl

they were the perfect mix of you and Ben physically, but they had his determination and his confidence

and when they started fighting over who got to be king of the castle??

Ben stepped in, “alright, alright, that’s enough. if you two can’t share the role as king, then no one is going to be king.”

“but you can’t have just a queen”

“who says you can’t?” you said

“i-i mean, well, you’re the queen, mummy, and-”

“and,” Ben cut him off, seeing this as a valuable moment to teach his children about gender roles and expectations in the little ways that he could,

“mummy can be a queen just by herself, she’s capable of anything, as is your sister. they don’t ever need a king, but they can have one if they like. now what do you say,” he turned to you

“would you like to have a king?”

you laughed and said “sure, but i don’t want just one. i want these two handsome boys right here to be my kings.”

and that’s when your daughter started giggling

and Ben scooped her into his arms and tickled her

eventually when the sun was setting, the five of you would settle atop the beach blankets

eating random snacks that Ben had packed while you got the kids ready

and your husband of course made sure to pack the separate snacks that your daughter loved because she was kinda a picky eater and Ben would do anything for her

but really Ben would do anything for you guys

and while you two watched your kids playing, he leaned his head against your shoulder

“thank you for getting us out of the house” he mumbled, feeling absolutely content with the day you guys had “dunno what i’d do without you”

“mm, it was getting to be a bit much inside there anyways. i think we all needed this, one final goodbye to the summer, till next year.” you replied

Ben then kissed your shoulder and mumbled something a little too nsfw that probably shouldn’t have been said with your kids nearby lmao

and you playfully punched his shoulder and were like “Ben, the kids are here”

and he just chuckled and kissed your temple

“promise me you’ll always do this?”

“do what?” you laughed

“you know, save me, save us, from when things start to feel like shit”

“only if you do the same when i’m down.”

Ben nodded and shrugged, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world

“i’ll always look after you, darling.”

[nadziejastar]

(Sorry if this has already been asked!) Your opinion on Eraqus? (Think he's a bit of a zealot myself)

Vanitas can feel some of what Ventus feels, and he says Terra is the key. Ventus has loved Terra like a real brother ever since he let him keep his old wooden Keyblade.

Nope. Haven’t been asked.Yes, I agree. Judging by the way BBS was written, Eraqus was intended to come across as a bit of a zealot. The relationship between Terra and Eraqus was always one of the most interesting things to me in BBS. It’s one of the relationships that had the most impact on me, because it wasn’t black-and-white (no pun intended). And because the role of most characters’ parents never mattered much in this series. We never learned anything about Sora’s parents for instance. 

Ven longed for a brother figure more than anything. The day his light returned was the day Terra gave him the wooden Keyblade. And Terra was the loose thread in his heart. While Aqua and Ventus’ main priority was always their friend trio, Terra seemed to take it for granted most of the time—at least at first. What he longed for more than anything was a father’s love. I don’t know what the situation was with Terra’s father, but he clearly didn’t have a biological dad in his life. And it seemed like that was the root of his issues.

My brother pupil Eraqus thinks only in absolutes. He has persuaded himself that light is the only way, but forgets that light cannot exist without shadow. I believe a balance of light and darkness is what sustains our World, but too much of the darkness has been stamped out, disrupting that balance. Someone must tear down this tyranny of light and reorganize the World around the darkness which then creeps back in.

When Eraqus was younger, he didn’t seem like he was super serious or rigid in his thinking. He was more playful than Xehanort was, anyway. So, I think his rigidity was due to his upbringing. He was taught to think in absolutes, and that he had a duty to maintain balance in the world. That’s a lot of pressure. 

Upon reflection, my life underwent the most considerable sea-change when I arrived at that place. Yes, it began when I found a Master, and another I would later call my brother—when I found a new home.

Also, I think the trauma of Xehanort’s betrayal played a major role in his paranoia, too.

And on the topic of darkness: we must speak of another matter that concerns me, one related to the upcoming ceremony. When I visited several years ago, your pupil Terra drew my attention. His power is immense, to be sure, but within his heart I could see darkness just waiting to be awakened. I know this is none of my business, but I have reservations about welcoming Terra as a true Keyblade Master without taking certain precautions. The traditional examination, perhaps, to see if he has the Mark of Mastery? The choice is yours, and I will humbly respect your decision.Take care. I eagerly await our long overdue reunion.

Xehanort was like a brother to him. To have someone he considered a brother turn around and betray him—I’m sure that influenced his opinions on darkness. He didn’t think Terra could fall to darkness because he was such a bad person with dark inclinations. He would have passed the test if Xehanort didn’t interfere.

“Not your concern.”

With those parting words, Xehanort strode away. Eraqus slammed a fist into the floor as he watched him go.

Why did I fail to stop him?

Is it my fault?

Where did I go wrong?

Is the darkness itself what beguiled him so?

Must this plague steal my dear friend from me?

Eraqus’ personal experience taught him that darkness can take anyone at any time, no matter how normal and innocent they seem. And Xehanort was not named successor, while he was. Aqua was the successor, while Terra failed. In his mind, that might lead someone to darkness. Eraqus also grew up believing that he has to put aside his personal feelings to protect the world. That’s a lot of pressure on a person, and it made me feel sorry for him. He never felt free to listen to his heart. I wish we got to learn more about his past.

I had not visited this second home of mine for some time, and discovered Eraqus had already found two pupils of his own. Within one of them, Terra, I sensed something. The boy, though well-intentioned, seeks power single-mindedly. And that kind of hunger is a seedbed for darkness.I had found my vessel.

But yeah, I definitely think that Eraqus was the reason Terra was predisposed to darkness. He taught Terra to fear darkness and not show any weakness, otherwise it’ll corrupt you. When Terra was possessed by Maleficent, Eraqus was the personification of his darkness. Disappointing his master was the reason he was so afraid of losing. He lived in constant fear of being a failure. I don’t think Eraqus had any idea he felt that way, though. He didn’t express his love to Terra as openly as he probably would have wanted to, because Xehanort had hurt him so badly in the past. It made it difficult for him to be as affectionate and easygoing as he was when he was younger.

“You’re quite the picky eater, Terra.” Master Eraqus gave his student a light pat on the back as he approached.

“…It’s only sweet stuff that I’m not into. How come you, Aqua, and Ven are so crazy about it?”

“I could turn the question back on you and ask why you aren’t,” Master Eraqus retorted with a smile, then strolled over to the dining hall with a spring in his step.

Terra started after him, a little gloomy.

Eraqus definitely had a special relationship with Terra, so he must have thought his love was obvious. I could tell that he was closer to him than Aqua or Ven. I think Eraqus could relate to Terra in a way he couldn’t with anyone else. Terra had no father and was so eager to please him. And Eraqus had lost Xehanort, who was like a brother to him. He was probably eager to have another person he loved as a family member. He loved Aqua and Ven, too. And it’s not like he wanted to destroy Ven or anything. But…he cried when he thought he would have to destroy Terra.

Eraqus: You must know, I care for you like my own son. If I could have my way, I would name you Master in a second. But, how can I, when you are so obsessed with power? Terra, you mustn’t be afraid of losing. Fear leads to obsession with power, and obsession beckons the darkness. You must never forget.

Terra: Thank you, Master. I swear…I will not fail you again.

He absolutely thought of him as a son. He had been around him for a lot longer than Ventus (not sure about Aqua). I got the sense that he’s been in Terra’s life for a pretty long time. But I still got the impression that Eraqus didn’t raise Terra from childhood or anything.

Eraqus: No, you were right. I failed you, Terra. Perhaps I’ve no one to blame but myself for the darkness inside you. And now I’ve done worse–raised my Keyblade against you and Ventus. My own heart is darkness!

Terra didn’t call Eraqus his father until after he died. I could tell that was a HUGE step for Terra to take. I doubt he ever called Eraqus his father when he was alive. Terra was never too sure up until that point if Eraqus truly loved him. He felt insecure and almost seemed to have abandonment issues. It’s common in people who grow up without either parent. Older children especially will have a very hard time trusting parental figures, like foster parents, for instance.

Terra: No… I succumbed to it. Just like when I stole Princess Aurora’s heart of light. I can never return home now. I’m a failure.

It’s why I would always feel kinda defensive of Terra when I would see people bash him and call him stupid or naive, for trusting the villains like Xehanort too quickly. He seemed to get a lot of undeserved hate from the fandom. It’s true that he didn’t always make good decisions. But…that’s what happens to most young people who are orphaned or abandoned by a parent. They act irrationally at times because they don’t feel lovable, and they don’t feel safe in the world. 

Growing up in the world without parents is tough. It’s why Terra was one of the characters I personally related to the most (after Lea and Isa). Lea lost his childhood and was pretty much alone in the world. He latched on to Roxas and Xion because they provided him comfort and emotional security—something he lacked. Terra latched on to Xehanort because he was desperate for approval from an adult figure. He was Ven’s protector, but he longed to feel protected himself.

Yen Sid: To arrive at the truth, perhaps you should approach things differently–first consider them one and the same problem.

Terra: Master Xehanort and the Unversed are connected somehow?

Yen Sid: I must not make assumptions… Find Xehanort, Terra. That is where you should begin.

Terra: Yes, sir.

He didn’t automatically trust the villains, either. He just wanted to give everyone a chance and tried to not judge by appearances. Yes, the audience can tell that Xehanort is evil. But to Terra, he was Eraqus’ best childhood friend and a respected Master. Nobody told him all the bad things Xehanort had done previously.

“Master Xehanort—I have been to other worlds. I know all about the things you’ve done. I just don’t understand why.”

Though Terra started in with the questions immediately, Master Xehanort shook his head quietly. Now then, how best to guide Terra into becoming his vessel?

The fierce light in Terra’s heart also empowered the darkness within him. The stronger the light, the deeper the shadow, and that would be Terra’s path into the darkness.

Master Xehanort would play the part of a contrite old man with regrets in the past. Exactly like this foolish boy who only believed he stole Princess Aurora’s heart, and never stopped to question the source of his anguish.

It was Terra’s light—his kindness and sincerity—that made him a good candidate for darkness. The stronger the light, the deeper the shadow. Maybe the same principle was at play with Isa as a Seeker of Darkness. Maybe Isa’s strong light in the face of darkness was another reason Xehanort took an interest in him as a vessel.

Terra’s kindness—the intensity of his light—led him to seek strength. Before long, that fixation would beget darkness in his heart. Thus, Master Xehanort’s vessel was chosen.

“Master Xehanort…Ventus has gotten a lot better since then. You shouldn’t blame yourself for trying to save him,” Terra offered.

Master Xehanort looked up. “Well…Thank you, lad. You know how to put an old man’s heart at ease.”

The sincerity of this oh-so-thoughtful boy was plain on his face. Master Xehanort would need to usher him along slowly if he wanted to change that sincerity to agony and stain it with darkness.

Xehanort was grooming Terra. 

“The Unversed!” Terra gasped. He wasn’t slow on the uptake; his light just prevented him from seeing lies for what they were.

“He has no control over the darkness in his heart. The Keyblade is not his to bear. He’s an abomination beyond hope of salvation. Lend me your strength, Terra. Right this wrong that I have wrought.”

Master Xehanort shook his head, playing up his grief. He knew Terra would never refuse the plea of a foolish old man, and that was why he wove bits of the truth into his false tale.

“But I have no idea where to find him,” Terra muttered, contemplating. He was so amusingly ensnared now, and Master Xehanort kept up the pressure.

It’s why I was very disappointed that Eraqus just hijacked Terra’s body as soon as he went to confront Xehanort. I wanted to hear what he had to say to the man who possessed him for 10 years and plunged him into darkness and sleep. Sure, I think Eraqus and Xehanort needed closure and deserved a moment to themselves. But, Terra needed closure as well. He was horrifically abused by Xehanort. But because the full story was never even told after BBSV2 was cancelled, Eraqus’ immediate forgiveness of Xehanort felt totally out of nowhere. 

And maybe Terra’s perspective on Xehanort was something BBSV2 was supposed to delve into more, so his confrontation was just left out (much like Riku and Terra’s relationship). The entire scene honestly left a poor taste in my mouth. Because we never saw their past, it came across like Eraqus cared more about Xehanort than the children whose lives he destroyed. I actually felt really bad for Terra, Aqua, and Ven who had to watch Eraqus warmly embrace the man who sadistically abused them, while Eraqus’ reunion with them felt more lukewarm in comparison. I didn’t feel closure with ANY of these relationships. Not Eraqus/Xehanort, Terra/Xehanort, Eraqus/Terra, or Eraqus/Ven & Aqua.

[starchild--27]

85 questions

I was tagged by @kafkascupcake .  This will be fun, so thanks ^^

rules: answer 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

last

1. drink – water with lemon flavour

2. phone call - my hair dresser (if i ignore the fact that i accidently called my dad a few momnets ago when i wanted to look up my last phone call - ofc this had to happen xD)

3. text message - i told some kid from my spanish class tht we didn’t have spanish class last week

4. song you listened to – Californiacation by Red Hot Chili Peppers

5. time you cried - three days ago i think, but i waas at the verge of crying yesterday evening  

6. dated someone twice? – nope. i never dated anyone 

7. kissed someone and regretted it – nope

8. been cheated on – no

9. lost someone special – i’m so grateful to say that i never lost anyone in my life and i am so afraid of the day this will happen to me

10. been depressed - kind of. i have my depressed moments but everyone has at some point

11. gotten drunk and thrown up – never, i’m not drinking much 

fave colours

12. navy blue

13. black

14. metallic shades of basically every colour

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends – i’m always careful with the word friend when it comes to my real life, but let’s say i got to know some people better that have been around for a longer time but i never really interacted with. on the internet things are a little different, so i can say i’ve interacted with a lot of people here and i can’t help but treat them as friends 

16. fallen out of love – not in the last year

17. laughed until you cried - multiple times xD

18. found out someone was talking about you – i really don’t know and i hate that i can’t say this wouldn’t bother me because i really want to know what people think of me - just to be able to understand why they treat me how they do. 

19. met someone who changed you - oh, i really don’t know. i think i didn’t change that much in the last 365 days

20. found out who your friends are – it was a little more than a year ago, but yes i did.

21. kissed someone on your Facebook friends list – i don’t even have facebook

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl – since i don’t have facebook i’ll do this for instagram and there it is probably a minority since i follow countless art pages, celebrities, fanpages, animal pages, political pages, people i don’t know in real life, …

23. do you have any pets - yes - a black cat with the name Black Pearl, which we gave him before i even knew about the song by EXO ^^ his name referred to the ship from Pirates of the Carribbean first xD

24. do you want to change your name – i did in the past, because my name is very rare where i live. but i started to like it after some time. the great thing is that it’s meaning differs since no one really knows it’s true origin. 

25. what did you do for your last birthday - i invited my two best friends but one happened to be sick at that day (ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ) so we were only two but it was great anyway. since i was born the day after walpurgis night we went to the bonfire and spent some time there

26. what time did you wake up today – 7 am but i slept in again and got at 11:20 

27. what were you doing at midnight last night – reading or sleeping, i don’t know for sure

28. what is something you can’t wait for – vacation with my family and the summer holidays in general (school was … much in the last weeks.)

30. what are you listening to right now – the sound of me slamming my fingers on my laptop’s keyboard while writing this lol

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom – i did, in fact to more than one

32. something that gets on your nerves – that i have to go to school for one more year (i hate this place wholeheartedly) but i don’t know what to do with my life after graduating 

33. most visited website - tumblr and youtube

34. hair color – my natural hair colour is brown but i dye it ginger red and i love it

35. long or short hair – pretty long actually, but i have curls so it’s pretty hard to notice how long 

36. do you have a crush on someone -  if we ignore my celebrity crushes then … i don’t know…probably no. i’m not sure about this one boy though but…yeah, i don’t really know him that well and i probably only like the idea i have of how he could be. (this is btw so typical for me xD)

37. what do you like about yourself – don’t get me wrong, i know it sounds tragical and sad, but i don’t have something i like 100% about myself. i am used to it though because i’ve been this way since forever, having high standards for me (and for others probably too, which is very unfair from me) but the closest to 100% is my talent for music.     

38. want any piercings? – only at my ears

39. blood type – A positive

40. nicknames – the most common nickname for my name is Selmi but hardly anyone except for my mom and my sister calls me like that anymore. other than that i have the feeling my friends and i don’t have nicknames but more like pet names for each other. like, i was called “Flauschebausch” (in english “Fluffpuff”) not that long ago (it referred to my hair). i would also count “squirrel”, “the stars” and all that stuff as nicknames but we don’t really call each other often like that in person xD     

41. relationship status - single 

42. zodiac - Taurus (but most of the stuff people say about tauruses are not 100% true for me)

43. pronouns - she/her

44. fave tv shows – lately i finished Game Of Thrones and i liked it so damn much, especially the ending (i really don’t get why it was so hated, but i’ll not explain further - i don’t want to write an essay here xD). i also enjoy watching Gilmore Girls from time to time, but hardly anyone in my generation knows it. and since i read it at @kafkascupcake ‘s post for this tag i just remembered how much i liked Memories of the Alhambra too (gosh, how i waited for every episode to air … i still remember this impatient feeling so well)

45. tattoos – i’m not allowed to have any yet but i’m thinking about getting smaller ones later since i think tattoos are pretty. buuuuut i’m also afraid because i can’t really imagine the pain

46. right or left handed - right

47. ever had surgery – yeah. unspectecular story tho.

48. piercings - only earrings but one of my friends and i plan on getting helix piercings soon (originally this was planned to be done before last christmas but we never found time)

49. sport – no no no no no. i hate it. i always did. i did some horse riding in my childhood but that’s it. i’m just not able to coordinate my body so a fail at basically every kind of sport. and i am easily frustrated when i fail at something so i never really tried to ace sports.  

50. vacation – my last vacation was when i visited Berlin with my two best friends and m next vacation will be in Denmark with my family

51. trainers – Converse Chucks, always and forever

more general

52. eating – i used to be a very picky eater but it gets better with every year. lately i really like spicy food. but i also have a terrible sweet tooth. i am surprised how i am still like super slim …

53. drinking – a trait i inherited from my dad: i love milk. but i also like juices, tea, coffee (with milk ofc xD) and plain water too

54. i’m about to watch – Avengers Endgame. like today. in 2 hrs.

55. waiting for – my train ride to the next bigger city for seeing endgame. and for me getting an idea what i want to do with my life

56. want – to travel and to make music. my two passions

57. get married – i don’t think it’s necessary for a happy relationship but it depends on the person. to be honest, i like the thought of getting married but i totally understand if someone doesn’t like it.

58. career – the biggest question mark in my life rn

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - hugs. i can’t even explain why. but hugs.

60. lips or eyes - i thinj i look at the eyes first. but i am damned if a person has beautiful lips too

61. shorter or taller – taller

62. older or younger - not important

63. nice arms or stomach – yeah ofc stomachs are great. but let’s be real here: i’m a swooning bitch for nice arms.

64. hookup or relationship – relationship. i am a hopeless romantic

65. troublemaker or hesitant - i am an overthinker, which makes me the epitome of hesitant.

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger – never kissed anyone lol

67. drank hard liquor – only mixed with juice

68. lost glasses - yeah. wasn’t cool.bc without glasses i am literally blind

69. turned someone down - kind of.

70. sex on first date - no

71. broken someone’s heart – i hope not.

72. had your heart broken – yip. my first heavy crush was not that happy. but i am over it since the guy was and still is a jerk and i don’t even know why i fell for him anymore

73. been arrested - no

74. cried when someone died - yes

75. fallen for a friend – never

do you believe in

76. yourself – depends on the situation.

77. miracles - there are moments in which i do

78. love at first sight - yes

79. santa claus -  no

80. kiss on a first date – yeah.. i think itmight happen xD

81. angels - who knows? it would be great though.

other

82. best friend’s name - deer of the sun @swiftfeatherscorner and cat of the moon @fille-de-janvier xD i don’t know if they’d like to have their real names published here but here you ahve their tumblrs

83. eye color - i looked it up someday and it’s called glasz - a strange mix between green, blue and grey with some golden dots and marks. depends on the lightning which colour is stronger.

84. fave movie – impossible to tell.

85. fave actor – also impossible to tell. there are so many good actors in this world

i’m not even sure if 20 people will read this so i’ll just tag everyone who has time to answer 85 questions xD

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Aaaaand all OC questions for Archer ❤

Thank you!!

Which Fallout game are they from?Archer is from Fallout 76!

Which faction(s) did they join and which did they destroy? Why?He joined most of the factions in Appalachia–Brotherhood, Enclave, Responders, even the Free States and Rose’s gang of Raiders–but he’s never destroyed any. In fact, he ended up abandoning all of them for his own mission.

What is their S.P.E.C.I.A.L.?Like his sister, he’s highly intelligent, although his sits at 9. He’s also quite strong and charismatic, durable… but his luck is SHIT.

Give us a summary of their backstory.Archer grew up in Boston, Massachusetts, alongside his younger sister Cristina. He had a rough childhood, with an abusive alcoholic father constantly beating him for not being ‘manly’ enough. He mostly protected Cristina from this, something that allowed him to be strong enough to fight back when he grew older.When he turned 18, his mother died on his birthday, so he packed up and left for West Virginia. This resulted in an extreme argument with his sister in which they both said things they both regret. He never saw her or contacted her again and he hates himself for it more every day.When he arrived in Appalachia, he became a bouncer, then ended up working for Vault-Tec as the money was good and he was trying to save up. All it did was get him locked in a Vault and miserable.

What’s their full name and does it have a meaning? Do they have any nicknames and how did they get em?Archer James Montgomery, and it has no real meaning. Once more, I just liked it. His nickname is Archie, and ONLY Cristina is allowed to call him that. He got it because she couldn’t pronounce Archer.

What’s their sexual, romantic, and gender orientation? Do they feel comfortable telling other people?He’s asexual, homoromantic, and cis male. He’s not comfortable telling others.

Do they have any mental illnesses? How do they cope?Archer developed depression after all the shit with his father, but he copes by dedicating himself to his hobby.

Do they have any medical conditions? Is medicine/ treatment available for them?No medical conditions outside of irradiation from spending time outside in Appalachia, and he’s got plenty of Radaway.

How much do they care about their outer appearance? What’s their “beauty routine”? How often do they shower/ bathe?Archer really doesn’t care what he looks like these days, so he has no beauty routine outside of brushing his hair. He bathes when he can, but it’s hard to when there’s no real source of… well, rad-free water.

What do they fear the most?Archer’s biggest fear is the dark.

They’re biggest flaw? Do they recognize it as a flaw?His biggest flaw is his stubborn nature, and he’s aware of it. It caused a rift in his family.

What are they most insecure about?Whether or not he’s got enough bullets in case he gets attacked by a Scorchbeast. He’s run out before.

What Wasteland threat do they fear the most? (ex. Deathclaws, super mutants, raiders)Scorchbeasts. He’s not equipped to take one on. Ever. MINI NUKES DON’T WORK.

What’s their zodiac sign or which one do you think they relate to the most? What are their placements (if you know them)? (ex. Aries sun, Taurus moon, Aquarius Venus)Sorry, unknown!!

What’s their Myers–Briggs Type? (ex. ENTP, ISFJ)All I know is that he’s extroverted as hell.

What Harry Potter house would they be in? (ex. Gryffindor, Ravenclaw)Gryffindor!

Which Pokemon Go team would they choose? (ex. Instinct, Valor, Mystic)Instinct.

Out of the nine forms of intelligence (rhythmic, spatial, linguistic, mathematical, kinesthetic, interpersonal, intrapersonal, naturalistic, and existential) which one(s) are they really good at and which one(s) is(are) their weakest?I really do not understand this question. I need to do more research.

What natural alignment are they? (ex. Lawful Good, Chaotic Evil)He used to think he was lawful good. But really, he’s lawful neutral.

Do they have any hobbies? What are they?He hunts cryptids. He’s got holotapes FILLED with information and stories on them.

Do they have a favorite holiday? How do they celebrate it?He doesn’t have a favourite holiday. Used to be Christmas, but…

What’s their favorite season?Autumn. It’s pretty in Autumn.

Do they have a temper or are they level headed?Archer is level headed. His temper is… tempered, lol.

Do they express their emotions freely or hide their true feelings?Most of the time he hides his true feelings. He’s got no place for them on the job. When he’s alone, it’s a different story.

Are they a leader or a follower?Naturally he’s a leader.

How do they come off to others? What first impression do they usually make?Archer comes off as reserved and quiet, but a good-natured man who is capable of making hard decisions.

Do they prefer to travel alone or with company? Who have they traveled with if any? Current companion if any?Archer travels alone and that’s how he prefers it. He doesn’t travel with others.

Would you describe them as selfless or selfish? Does it depend on the situation?Selfless, unless he’s going after cryptids or doing his mission.

What do they find most attractive in others? Name at least one psychological and physical trait. (doesn’t have to be romantic attraction)Eyes as a physical attraction, level-headedness as a psychological attraction.

Do they flirt often? How easily do they fall in love?Archer flirts when he’s DRUNK, but he doesn’t drink a lot. He doesn’t fall in love particularly easily.

What’s their love life like? Are they interested in anyone or in a relationship?His love life doesn’t exist.

Do they prefer to solve things diplomatically or using violence?He’s diplomatic and will not take up arms unless he’s attacked first.

What is their combat style? What range do they prefer? Do they sneak?He’s a ranged man first and foremost, sneaks when possible, but he’s not afraid to get up there and fight close combat.

What weapon(s) do they always carry with them?His combat rifle and some frag grenades.

Their most prized possession?A tiny, tattered photo of him and his sister.

Their thoughts on power armor?It helps him survive. He has a Vault-Tec t-51 set locked up in the Vault but he forgot it.

Favorite armor/ outfit?His combat armour, Vault-Tec colours. Or his bomber jacket and budget MacCready hat (the leather cap).

How’s their aim? Do their hands shake while pointing a gun?His aim is decent enough, and his hands shake when he’s stressed.

What are their thoughts on having to kill on a daily bases in order to survive? Does it take a toll on them? Or do they shake it off rather easily?He hates killing to survive, but understands its necessity, so he shakes it off as best he can.

Thoughts on death if any? (ex. Fear it, accept it)Archer both fears and accepts death.

Do they move around a lot or prefer to have a place to call home?He prefers to have a home, but he travels around a lot to settle down. His mission is paramount to him.

What’s their favorite location?Anywhere he can take a deep breath.

Their opinions on ghouls, feral and not feral?He’s never met a non-feral ghoul, so he can’t say, but ferals? NOPE.

Do they scavenge for their supplies or simply buy them?He scavenges mostly, because he doesn’t come across many vendors.

Are they the type to get distracted and go off to an unknown nearby location or do they stay on track?He gets far too distracted.

How do they sleep? Are they picky about where and how or can they sleep basically anywhere?He sleeps with a gun close by, and he is picky, yes. He likes beds. Too much risk of disease otherwise.

What’s their favorite radio station and song? (post-apocalypse)He doesn’t listen to the radio, but he’s impartial to holotapes about cryptids.

What’s their favorite post-apocalyptic food? Are they a picky eater? Do they know how to cook?He can cook to feed himself. He’s a sucker for a starberry cobbler.

What’s their favorite beverage? Do they drink alcohol?His favourite beverage is anything but coffee. He drinks alcohol very occasionally.

Do they have any tag skills?No.

Anything they like to collect? (ex. Unique weapons, Bobbleheads)He collects anything that can help him make things.

Are they good at disarming traps or do they constantly miss them?He’s awful at disarming traps. Someone help this poor twit.

[hobisolostan]

85 question tag thing 🏹

tagged by: @sleepbugs (ilu !!! 😙)

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 (lmao funnyyyy) people

tagging: uhmmmmmmmmmmm @libraop @justinsgf @lilchims @namugf @brightjoon @moon9oddess @joonsgoth

last:

1. drink: h2o 

2. phone call: my mom

3. text message: my yearbook group chat .. its just spams from my friend cause she’s touring Europe ALONE , lucky bitch

4. song you listened to: always you - astro (stan talent !!!) 

5. time you cried: two days ago ish

ever:

6. dated someone twice: no

7. kissed someone and regretted it: what is this kiss?

8. been cheated on: no

9. lost someone special: yea

10. been depressed: is this a question?

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no

12. favorite colours: blues/neutrals 

in the last year have you:

15. made new friends: yup!!

16. fallen out of love: no

17. laughed until you cried: yea ig ?? not like crying with tears streaming down my face but definitely a few tears slipped out 

18. found out someone was talking about you: o yea

19. met someone who changed you: yup

20. found out who your friends are: lets not go there :)

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: nope

general:

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: all of them ??? stranger danger kids dont friend people u dont know irl

23. do you have any pets: skjfl i wish :(( 

24. do you want to change your name: no actually, as much as i hate when it gets mispronounced and not like even a tiny mispronunciation, it literally gets butchered :) , it has a lot of ties and significance to my culture which is important to me

25. what did you do for your last birthday: my friend whom i would die for (the one in Europe rn) invited me over to her place and her and two other friends planned surprised gifts and hot pot ! her mom literally paid for all the ingredients akfdskjl i love her sm :(( 

26. what time did you wake up today: 7 am, my body she just did it ? idk lol

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching a horror movie

28. what is something you can’t wait for: MONSTA X CONCERT TOMORROW AKFSJD;LF IM SO MFCKING EXCITEDDD GONNA SEE ALL MY BABIES 🤩🤩🤩🤩

29. what are you listening to right now: aint nobody takin my baby - russ

30. when was the last time you saw your mom: this morning

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no

32. something that gets on your nerves: narrow-mindedness, arrogance, ignorance, when ppl chew with their mouth open skfsjldfjs

33. most visited website: definitely between tumblr and youtube 

34. hair colour: black

35. long or short hair: short, it’s just below chin level rn sklfjsld

36. do you have a crush on someone: u ask me when hoseok is right ... there ?

37. what do you like about yourself: uh my lips and dimples and the fact that I’m pretty self-driven 

38. want any piercings: more like need ????? ive been wanting double helix piercings for the longesstttt time. might get some this year .. hopefully

39. blood type: i literally dont even know sklfjskd but its definitely a or b or ab since my parents are a combination of those 

40. nicknames: utshee ? just my normal name but instead of the ending ah sound its an “e” as in the letter e lol and then ironically its usa, long back story id rather not get into lol. shira if ur reading this u know 😔

41. relationship status: married to hoseok obviously

42. zodiac: this is virgo solidarity !!! 

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv shows: dont really watch tv shows anymore tbh but the last good one i can remember was supernatural but its .. been awhile lmao

45. tattoos: nooooooo , i want a few small ones tho one day when im of age

46. right handed or left handed: normal regular righty 

47. ever had surgery: nope, i did fracture my arm once tho when i was like uh 2-3 

48. piercings: 2! just regular earlobe piercings, one on each

49. sport: volleyball, lacrosse, and gymnastics i did for a while competitively. i also love ultimate frisbee and long distance running on my free time

50. vacation: i havent been out of country since i came here to the states ksdjsdf my family just isn’t one of those that take family trips, at least out of country 😔ig my last family vacation was 2016 winter break where we drove down to las vegas and arizona to see the grand canyon. it was so damn cold omg

51. trainers: um i have superstars and two pairs of nikes that i wear on the daily. i really want some new van slip ons tho ugh 

more general:

52. eating: i eat literally everything lmao, im one of the least picky eaters tbh but i prefer seafood over meat. i still like and eat meat but sometimes id just .. rather not lol

53. drinking: water !!!!!!!!!! ( i down a good 10 cups at least everyday) i also love boba so much omggg u dont understand but i really do try to limit myself 😔

54. i’m about to watch: perfect man jimin focus skdjfklsdf jimin stans raise up for ur national anthem !!!!!

55. waiting for: college apps to be over even tho they technically havent opened yet akfjds;lfs

56. want: to go into my career field with zero in debt so basically impossible but a girl can dream :( 

57. get married: yea if it happens sure

58. career: medical !!! looking into anesthesiologist but im not set on anything, just wanna do Doctors Without Borders as my end career goal 😔

which is better:

59. hugs or kisses: kisses pls 

60. lips or eyes: eyes bc they just convey sooo much about a person but also pls ... if ur lips are as cracked as the sidewalk outside of my house we’re never smooching 

61. shorter or taller: definitely taller, also wanna be the little spoon during cuddles so yea

62. older or younger: older for sure because i look at the underclassmen and shudder in disgust bc they’re ur typical overgrown yet immature high school students. honestly dont know wtf happened to selecting genuine students to enroll into our school but skfjsdfjs im out of there in less than a year so whatever

63. nice arms or stomach: arms bc i like tummies but if u have abs i dont mind either

64. hookup or relationship: can’t really see myself doing hookups so relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant: depends? i definitely want a playful relationship but they should know when their behavior is verging on immature so ig slightly  leaning on the more hesitant side

have you ever:

66. kissed a stranger: no

67. drank hard liquor: o yeaaa, new years eve and home alone with my in-college cousin lmaoo

68. lost glasses: I LOST MY FIRST PAIR IN 5 MONTHS AND I STILL DONT KNOW WHERE THEY ARE ???? i had to buy another pair after begging my parents for a good 2 months bc the first pair were so mfcking expensive ksfjsld tbh the ones i wear right now are a lot cuter tho so 

69. turned someone down: yes

70. sex on first date: no

71. broken someone’s heart: maybe ? dont know to the extent the other person liked me so

72. had your heart broken: no

73. been arrested: no

74. cried when someone died: yea

75. fallen for a friend: yea 

do you believe in:

76. yourself: love urself right hahha :)) lmao im trying ig

77. miracles: hmm sure 

78. love at first sight: idk depends, im neutral. definitely think theres more to it tho

79. santa claus: no, wish i was still at that age where i did 

80. kiss on first date: hmm depends

81. angels: yea

other:

82. best friend’s name: i have two: one’s andreana and the other is sybil (the one who left me here to die while she went to europe yea, love that betrayer)

83. eye colour: dark brown

84. fave movie: was gonna say black panther but thats too much of a popular opinion so the ritual ?? its a horror movie which i love so much omg fljsd and it was surprisingly good ??? definitely have not said that about a horror movie in the longest time bc the newer ones are always so cringy and predictable 

85. fave actor: mistre kim seokjin of course 🤩🤩

[ask-svt-hearteu]

1 year asks!!!🎉🎉🎉

✨Our 1 year anniversary ask game!✨

Admins: Hi everyone! We’re happy to celebrate our 1(+) year on tumblr!!! Our 1st post was 6/10/17 but that day is also Jun’s birthday so we decided to spend the day celebrating him instead! But with all the admins back we thought we’d celebrate our 1 year together answering any questions all of you lovelies may have! We’d like to thank the 3000+ people who have followed and supported us and made our experience on this site amazing for more than a year✨Seventeen and we admins love you all and let’s walk together on the flowery path from now on! Here’s our little ask game that we made, if you don’t want to see admin answered asks, we’ll tag them with “one year anniversary asks” so you can ignore those :). There are multiple sections so feel free to ask multiple questions if you want :3 (Also Svt will still be answering your regular asks so don’t worry they’ll be responded to soon!)

Send a Seventeen inside joke and ask the admins about themselves!

💎hello john : Where are you all from?

💎kimbap kidding : Favorite food?

💎when guys shower...//gestures// : ______, ______, & ______ FMK? (Fuck Marry Kiss, pick three members of Svt)

💎limited beverage isseoyo? : Favorite drink?

💎f-a-s-h-T-i-o-n : Favorite looks on the boys?

💎human of lesser evolution : Are you on Dab Squad or Anti-Dab Squad?

💎drink water not alcohol : This or That? (Make us pick between two things- ex. water or alcohol)

💎respect what we dislike : What’s a pet peeve you have?

💎egg tart : Do you wanna be friends/mutuals?

💎chicken will heal our hearts : What does love mean to you?

💎power ranger : Favorite superhero?

💎my fav part of seungkwan is... : Favorite svt ship? (Friendship or otherwise haha)

💎mingyu sunbaenim : Do you stan any other groups?

💎“what if i die” “then you die!” : What do you want to do before you die?

��IMMA : What’s one thing you’d say to your bias if you had the chance?

💎“butt slap” : One thing your bias has done that makes you KFDKNSJGIANQJDDKAO (crazy haha)?

💎say the name! Seventeen! : How’d you get into Seventeen?

💎Yo Burger King, I’m the Rap King : Favorite rapper outside the hip hop team?

💎twoteen : How’s your bias list?

💎IJIE WAAKE UP WAKE UP : What’s your sleeping schedule?

💎my life is hamburger : Are you a picky eater?

💎kidney function : use one meme to describe yourself!

💎DANGER! YOU SO DANGER : What’s one fear you possess?

💎oH mY goSH duDe : One thing you’ve done that you regret?

💎AKITA SOUND : One place you’d like to visit?

💎hamzzi : Are you a cat or a dog person?

💎what a... BEAUTIFUL DAY! : Describe yourself using aesthetic stuff.

💎“JEON WONWOO! JOSHUA! i want to be funny like you guys!!” “the two least funniest people though” : One thing that always makes you smile?

💎dino NUGU AEGI : Which svt member would you want as a sibling and older or younger sibling?

💎“i would have lived a very boring life without you guys” “that’s right!” : What is one thing you wish you could do?

💎the choreography was made well... : Is your level of confidence where you want it?

💎you clearly already know where you’re going to be : What’s your Hogwarts house?

💎cool cutie the8 : Describe yourself in 3 words.

💎”hey maknae-yah!” “hey... middle” : How old are you?

💎bag of luck : Do you believe in fate / destiny?

💎WHO DO YOU THINK I LEARNED IT FROM : Who’s one person you look up to/ really admire?

💎”how are you today?” “yesterday’s weather...” : What’s your favorite kind of weather?

💎OH NO JASMINE : One svt member you’d want on your side during the apocalypse?

💎i wAnNa bE yOUr mORnIng BAbY : Favorite vocalist outside the vocal team?

💎coupsttu : Favorite ice cream flavor?

💎This is ‘Ask Joshua’ not ‘Ask Dokyeom’ : Are you an Introvert or extrovert?

💎GO PRIME : What kind of phone do you have?

💎It’s not imfact it’s IMPACT : Which accent do you find most attractive?

💎piggybank : What would you do if you had a million dollars?

💎Seungkwan can you twerk? : Favorite dancer outside the performance team?

💎SVT Energy Skin Care : What’s your skincare/ makeup routine?

💎nyeac nyeac nyeac : A show you’re currently watching?

💎oppa car : Which svt member/s would you wanna go on a road trip with?

💎YOU UGLY THINGS : Svt’s visual rankings according to you?

💎“mingyu makes my ovar-“ “nooooooo” : How’s life?

Talk to the admins about yourself!

💎daebaknaseyo : Ask us (the admins) advice about anything!

💎would you date me??? : Describe yourself (the person asking!) and we (the admins) will ship you with a member of svt!

💎i’m seventeen my fans are my girlfriends : Tell us some stuff you (the asker) love / are soft for about your bias! (Or ask us what’s some stuff we love about our bias♡)

💎sO bEaUtiFuL : Tell us why you followed us!

About ask svt!!! Curious about how the admins answer asks on the blog? Send a number:

55.) How do you decide which admin answers what asks?

56.) Which member do you like answering asks for the most?

57.) Do you remember any particular asks that you absolutely loved answering?

58.) How do you decide which member answers an ask when no member is specified?

59.) What is your process for answering asks?

60.) How do you pick gifs for asks?

61.) What are some asks you wish people would send in?

62.) Which asks are the hardest to answer?

63.) (Ask us any question you may have about running an ask blog!)

Ask one of our characters from our stories a question!

For example: “To Jun from hogwarts! Jun- What’s your favorite date you’ve had with Y/n?”

Or

“To Soonyoung from soulmate! Hoshi- How did it feel when you finally met your soulmate?”

Or

“To Jeonghan from soulmate! Dino- how does it feel knowing your aegi is dating someone now?”

Ask the admins about our aus, scenarios, and future stories!

65.) What’s one of your favorite scenarios that you’ve written?

66.) What’s one of your favorite scenarios that you DIDN’T write?

67.) Are you more an angst or fluff person?

68.) What kind of aus/imagines are your favorite?

69.) What inspired _________(you name the au or scenario)?

70.) Who’s your favorite member to write for?

71.) What’s one of the hardest things you’ve ever had to write for the blog?

72.) What’s your process for writing a scenario?

73.) What’s one scenario you wish you could write?

74.) How often do you read other scenarios?

75.) Give one line of a scenario you’re writing right now?

76.) If you could live in the world of one of your scenarios, which one would it be?

77.) If one of your scenarios could be made into a short film, which one would it be?

78.) If you could go back and rewrite an au/scenario which one would it be?

79.) (Tell us the admins what your favorite au/ imagine/ scenario is!)

80.) What’s your go-to seventeen song to listen to when writing?

81.) Do you prefer mobile or laptop for writing scenarios?

82.) How do you choose the personality of y/n?

83.) Favorite line of a scenario you’ve written?

84.) Favorite line of a scenario you didn’t write?

85.) Do you the read tags when someone reblogs?

86.) Are any of the scenes in a scenario based on a real life event?

87.) Which part is hardest to write, the beginning, the middle, or the end?

88.) Would you ever write for another group?

89.) What’s your process for writing reactions?

90.) Have you ever dreamt about a scenario?

91.) has an idea for a scenario ever come from a dream?

92.) (Ask us any question you have about writing scenarios!)

Story time!!! Send a number and we the admins will tell you a story!

93.)

Tell us how you all met each other

94.) Tell us an embarrassing story!

95.) Tell us how your bias picked you

96.) Tell us about one of the happiest moments of your life!

97.) Tell us a saying / advice that you’ll never forget

98.) Tell us what are your plans for the blog in the future!

99.) Tell us about your plans for life in the future

100.) (Tell us the admins a story!!!)

Thank you again everyone for a wonderful year!!! We’ll reblog this a few times to see if anyone wants to ask but that will be all... We love you all lots!!!!💕💕💕

[healing-baby-witch]

Im bored therefore; I'm going to answer all of these Autumn- Asks!

1)Lantern

How did i meet my best friend, and what were your first impressions of each-other? : we met online (on google plus). For MY first impression i knew almost IMMEDIETLY after talking to them that i wanted to spend the rest of my life with them

2)Frost

If you could give advise to your younger self what would you say: id probably say to spend more time with extended relatives, and dont be afraid of picking up a hobby that someone else is better at

3) Maple

is there a hobby or skill you have always wanted to try but never did:

yes , this goes along with the last question. my cousin played the piano and ive always wanted to but never did because she did it first. whenever i hear beautiful music with piano in it i regret never learning. I hope i will in the future because its never too late to do what you love and be what you admire.

4) Harvest

what fictional character do you most identify with and why:

coraline because my mother never really paid attention to me and im into witchy stuff

(and its a great movie)

5) Fireside

if you had your dream wardrobe what would it look like:

id have several cute dress-up onesies, several pair of black skinny jeans, cute boots for winter, hippie style blue jeans, colorful turtle-neck sweaters that fit well, a pair of both rollerskates and iceskates

And i would keep all my current wardrobe items

6) Cider

what is a food you disliked in childhood but now enjoy:

i wasn't really a picky eater as a kid, but maybe hummus? i never really had hummus when i was young but now i love it!

7) Amber

share an unpopular opinion you have: i dont love billie eilish 🤷‍♀️

8) Fog

how well do you think you would do in a zombie apocalypse scenerio:

emotionally, probably 0/10

9) Jack-O-Lantern

if you could look like any celebrity, who would you choose:

ive always thought that kristen stewart was stunning, but if i could choose to look like any celebrity, i would choose to look like hayley williams from paramore

10) Spice

have you ever encountered a house which you believe to be haunted:

yes! every house i have ever lived in! maybe it is just me that is haunted though! 👻

11) Orchard

share one thing which you would like to happen this autumn:

i would like to be more positive and practice self care, and maybe go on more walks when the weather isnt restricting that

12) Crow

which school subject do you wish you had an aptitude for:

i failed spanish 3 different times in middle/ highschool. im no longer enrolled as a student but i wish i were better at learning languages.

13) Bonfire

describe your dream house:

A cabin out in the woods. somewhere remote where i could grow a pretty flower AND fruit/vegetable garden.

14) Cinnamon

if you had to live in a time period different from the present, which would you choose and where:

My mom's side of the family is Italian, so maybe in Italy ~just so to learn more about it~ As for the time period; maybe 100-300 years ago, anytime that there isnt an active war going on 😊😊😊😊💫

15) Cobweb

(if you've graduated) do you miss highschool?:

i HAVE graduated thankfully! i don't particularly miss highschool, however i moved several states away and i do miss my friends and family dearly 😭❤️

16) Cranberry

what's one physical feature that you get complimented on?:

i sometimes get compliments on my hair when i take care of it, i have also gotten many compliments on how pretty my eyes are over the years 👸 💞🤗 👀

17) Maize

Share the weirdest encounter you've had with someone on the street:

Once, someone under the influence told me that if i ever needed ANYTHING to go to the barber across the street and ask for him.

it was strange but he seemed kind-hearted and generous

18) Quilt

how do you take your tea (or coffee)?:

i take my tea in many forms, although my favorite is peppermint. When i have it though, i sometimes add honey 🍯

As of lately i have been taking my coffee with 4 Tbsp of sugar and a dash of milk, or i order a caramel frappé with extra whipped cream from Mcdonald's, but usually the case is that i take it black! 🍬🥛☕️ 😋

19) Pumpkin

do you think humans are inherantly good or bad?:

i think humans are capable of both, but mostly humans are in the middle and that is okay!

20) Moonlit

Are you a neat or messy person? is your room / house orderly?:

im mostly a messy person, my room is very messy! 😂

21) Flannel

Have you ever gone on a bad date?:

TBH i never really dated people, but a friend and i went and got pizza once with my mom and they later told people we were on a date. So i wouldn't say that that was a great thing to hear from a DIFFERENT friend of mine that i went on a date with our mutual friend .... 👎 😳 😕

22) Cocoa

If you could have any type of hair, what colour and cut would you have?:

i like the hair that i already have the most, but maybe i would like to try having straight blonde or even black hair for a while? or maybe a dark purple or a light green pixie cut? 💇‍♀️ 🧚🏻‍♀️🧚🏻‍♀️🧚🏻‍♀️🧚🏻‍♀️

23) Ghost

Is there someone that you miss having in your life?:

I dont believe i have visited my grandparents enough...❤️👵🏻❤️🧓🏻❤️

That can still change in the future though, thankfully!

🍁🍁🍁

autumnal asks

lantern - how did you meet your best friend? What were your first impressions of each other?

frost - if you could give some advice to your younger self, what would you say?

maple - is there a hobby / skill that you’ve always wanted to try but never did?

harvest - what fictional character do you most identify with? Why?

fireside - if you had your dream wardrobe, what would it look like?

cider - a food that you disliked as a child but now enjoy?

amber - share an unpopular opinion that you may have.

fog - how well do you think you’d do in a zombie apocalypse scenario?

jack-o-lantern - if you could look like any celebrity, who would you choose?

spice - have you ever encountered a house that you believed to be haunted?

orchard - share one thing that you’d like to happen this autumn.

crow - which school subject do you wish you had an aptitude for?

bonfire - describe your dream house.

cinnamon - if you had to live in a time period different than the present, which would you choose and where?

cobweb - (if you’ve graduated) do you miss high school?

cranberry - what’s one physical feature that you get complimented on?

maize - share the weirdest encounter you’ve had with a stranger on the street.

quilt - how do you take your tea (or coffee)?

pumpkin - do you think that humans are inherently good or bad?

moonlit - are you a neat or messy person? Is your room / house orderly?

flannel - have you ever gone on a bad date? 

cocoa - if you could have any type of hair, what colour and cut would you have?

ghost - is there someone that you miss having in your life?

[antarestyl]

You still doing the meme? 12), 18) and 43) for the flames and skeletons, please!

XD well apparently I am. Feel free to ask me, even if the meme is a few days old. ^^

As with everything, @namekian-maoh could have a different opinions on this.

12. Have they ever done something illegal? What was it?

Fellby: A LOT of stuff. He is the head of a gang after all. So if he exclude the stuff he did to survive (killing the humans and then making his way to the Underground) he mostly did stealing and theft of stuff. Also he did got into fights, did some gambling and even had his hands in some gambling rings.

Grillby: He lied about his age to get into the army. Also he regularly lies to the royal guard about where Fellby is. Also he doesn’t like Asgore that much, I am sure there are rules against that. He HISSED at Asgore even!

Swabby: He dealt with information and blackmail material and also did some gambling in the betting rings. He knows all the rumors and usually wins good money because he knows which fights or games are rigged and which aren’t. He doesn’t do that often because he doesn’t have that much money to spare (he only gambles with money he doesn’t NEED for anything just in case it goes wrong) and because he stands out being a yellow flame and it would be suspicious if he wins to much.

Sans: he has stolen mostly clothes and food while on the run.

Papyrus: So far nothing knowingly

Suny: Destroyed some property while on sugar high.

Pyru: like Sans, theft of food and clothes mostly.

Saz: gets into trouble at school a lot but nothing really ILLEGAL so far.

Parz: Well you could count that he killed S4 but that was self-defense. Otherwise nothing so far.

18. Is there a certain flavor that disgusts them?

Fellby: He is a picky eater but… everything that is bitter? He also is very wary of cherry stuff because he always got a sour one. XD (also the taste of pure water without magic to make it safe for flames to consume… he sometimes remembers the taste and it always messes him up)

Grillby: The taste of dog residue, dog salat and Temmie flakes. He had to eat that stuff in the army when there was next to no food around anymore. He likes the Temmies but their food turns his insides to this day.

Swabby: He is not a picky eater.

Sans: He doesn’t have a taste per se that he hates but he most likely ate something rotten while they were on the run.

Papyrus: He really doesn’t like the taste of very greasy food.

Suny: There is nothing he wouldn’t eat. (but he doesn’t like REALLY greasy food too)

Pyru: He had Temmie flakes once. He regrets it to this day.

Saz: whatever Gaster fed him. He doesn’t know and he doesn’t wanna know exactly but somehow Gaster did kept him alive after all.

Parz: Fellby’s cooking. Also Papyrus’s cooking with glitter. Also everything that is super sweet (last one is not that much disgust but the sweetness hurts his skull)

43. Do they wish that they could change their pasts?

Fellby: Kinda yeah but on the other hand, he would fear that he would mess it up even more. And despite everything, he is pretty happy in the moment. (he would maybe kick in Gaster’s door earlier and get the kids out himself… but on the other hand, he would have had no clue what to do with them)

Grillby: Yes. He accepts what happened happened but if he could go back? He would try and save so many people, especially Fellby and Sylvan and would totally be there more for Swabby when he was younger.

Swabby: Not really. There were bad times for him but all in all, it shaped him as he is today and he is pretty happy as he is now.

Sans: Kinda, but on the other hand, he loves his family as it is and wouldn’t want to change anything.

Papyrus: No.

Suny: Not really.

Pyru: He would want to have the ability to help Saz but he would be kinda afraid that whatever he changes would be bad for his brothers. He is just glad all of them are alive and relatively healthy right now.

Saz: Yes. On good days he wishes he could have done more, would have been stronger for Parz. (On bad days he wants to make sure he wasn’t there but usually he throws this thought away quickly. If he was not there, who would have been there for Parz the few times he actually COULD do something?)

Parz: Yes. He regrets a lot of stuff that happened between himself and Saz and what Gaster had done to manipulate them. He doesn’t know WHAT to change but he really wish he COULD change stuff…

[doodleniella]

Part 2 - Jikoshoukai (it’s looooooooong so please bear reading it at your own risk orz)

* I’m in my late twenties, but looks like a teenager; one time a jeepney driver mistaken me for a college student and gave me fare discount.

* Am a Taurus, I think iirc an A+? (have forgotten about it since high school, during our physical examination at the school clinic), and my birth date sounds like a Star Wars phrase pun.

* Height’s more or less a 5’5” (until that realization a month ago, I always go on believing that I’m a 5’3” lol).

* You can describe me as a (kinda) my-pace type of girl, but in my case, more like a girl who does things in a whim and more or less likely to regret doing them.

* Always bullied since childhood, that’s why I hold grudges until now haha

* First impressions (when I see one) are hit or miss. When a person did something that make me, say, cringe... 👎🏻 unless I can see some progress.

* Also cringed at wrong grammar and spelling (gdi so many apostrophe S’s I kennat—), no offense.

* Is a cat person nyaa~

* Always been drawing stuff since childhood, wherever I can set my pen/pencil/coloring materials/etc on....even on borrowed books at our university library. Shh~

* Speaking of books, since the age of two I frequently read and read and read lots of reading materials—ranging from novels to newspapers to magazines etc. Had a collection of them at home btw, paperbacks and US magazine backissues, mostly. Amongst them, had a few Jan Karon books (under the Mitford Years series) and some Lorna Landvik novels.

* Speaking of library, this is like second home to me... lots of books, computer stations, wifi (lol), air conditioning system (another lol), solo study cubicles to take a nap on whenever time calls for it, and you can borrow almost all of the books (max. 5-6 at a time).

* I’m one of the lucky few who are referred to as the Batang ‘90s (‘90s Kids)—because, unlike kids nowadays, we’ve experienced watching Tagalog-dubbed anime during weekday afternoons after school in the 1990’s and 2000’s-early 2010’s, for one.

* An anime enthusiast, always watching anime and reading manga, one of the reasons why I draw until this day—the other because of my dear aunt (may God always bless her soul~ Also am the Secretary of my college alma mater’s anime club for I guess two years idk? Ahaha~

* Cosplayed twice during college: the first one is a disaster and my second one is super goooood xD (One of my club senpais joked about the colors of the cloth used on our maid costumes—during my first year, we’ve managed a Maid Cafe during our annual University Days—being bright and vivid as the colors of the jeepney routes in our province; he called mine the Marisol, after the Marisol-Pampang route—ctto pic)

* Been fascinated with Japan and the Japanese culture since childhood: during Grade 2, I’ve purchased a Highlights Top Secret Japan puzzle set; during Grade 6, my older cousin who now based in Japan with her own family gave me CDs of Hamasaki Ayumi and EXILE, among others.

* Collected anime posters, laminated cards, and stickers during Grade 6 until all my high school years. Dunno where they are now...

* Am picky with what I watch and read, whether it’s anime, manga, or a novel/book/magazine. ‘Cause I have a damn refined taste lol

* I also have multiple fandoms across some of the genres. I’m an Hello! Project fan since 2008 (first oshimen was Morning Musume’s Kusumi Koharu, now it’s the 15th gen’s Kitagawa Rio from Morning Musume ‘20; also a BEYOOOOONDS fan—but I love all of the girls like my younger sisters....even though my real younger sister’s a pain in the arse sometimes), a casual 48G fan since AKB48’s Heavy Rotation hit the Oricon charts—and kinda supported its international sister groups too, like our very own MNL48...but kinda laylowed since late last year. Aside from MNL48, I also supported its similar (but related?) local aidoru counterparts, Aidoru Sozai and CH4U, since 2018. But, ever since that goddamn COVID-19 virus and quarantine started, the need to support the members had gradually lost in my hands (don’t worry tho, I still checked out on their SNS even if not on a daily basis).

* Before, I always listened mostly to idol songs (75% of which are H!P), but when my old phone broke (and we have wifi now) I tuned in daily to Spotify and listened to some of its playlists—to which I select a few songs and gathered them in my own playlist full of J-Tracks and old stuff.

* I’m a huge fan of Takaya Natsuki’s “Fruits Basket”, ever since I have watched the Tagalog-dubbed original/Studio Deen version on TV every Saturday morning during the early 2000’s. Read the almost-150+-ish chapters during my high school and college days, read some of “Fruits Basket ~another~”, and now currently watching the 2019 version. Also have a dog-eared TokyoPop copy of the ~Cat~ fanbook skl.

* Due to the influence of some of my artist collab buddies and a certain redraw challenge (#HaikyuuRedraw), at almost three? months, I’m basically new to the Haikyuu!! Fandom. In less than a month, I’ve watched Seasons 1 until the first half of On The Top!!—including the OVAs, read the full 400+ chapters of the “Haikyuu!!” manga non-stop (because, ‘it’s fast-paced’ as I have told one colleague before), and its spin-offs “Haikyuu-Bu” and “Let’s Haikyuu”, and watched all four compilation movies. (Now rewatching Season 2 btw...) *whispers low* Not to mention countless fanfictions and doujins...... FUN FACT: If you visited my Pinterest page, you’ll be annoyingly (imo) amazed at how many Haikyuu!!-related memes, comic panels, fanarts and stuff I have saved in my two boards. Also made some chibi fanarts (first one being Inarizaki’s Capt. Kita; will post Kenma’s later tonight) and some WIP sketches (one Hinata, one Oikawa—on an UFO, duh—and a Yachi... all of them chibified) that idk when the fuck will I start to work on them again qwq (Whew... my longest paragraph so far, sorry~)

* Created my Facebook art page and began sharing my doodles and drawings to the public since 2017 (more then three years ago), then since early 2018 started doing MNL48 and other local aidoru groups’ fanarts in trad (colored ballpens and colored pencils on cheap bond paper halves). Then early 2020, I started doing anime fanarts as part of a collab for I think half a year now.

* I have been a member of two artists’ collaboration groups on Facebook—MFA48 (specializing in mostly MNL48-related group fanart collabs) and Anime Art Collaboration Group (an exclusive-for-Filipino-artists’ collab group specializing in two-week anime collabs and other art activities, to which I’m a part of its Council as the Fukaichou/Council VP). Also a staff member at a memeposting Facebook page for more than a year now (belated Happy Anniversary to me lol~).

* Did make some padorus, a few memes—including an all-in-one virtual powerbank charger, ‘patent pending’—and stuff.

* WIPs old and new kept on piling up due to many distractions (namely, this phone I’m using rn and its many installed apps) and disturbances (my fam, on the top of the list). And I really hate it qwq hence the frustration and stress...

* A lazy person actually tee hee~ (and a big eater but kinda slim like Miaka from “Fushigi Yuugi”)

...well? Ahehehe~ hope you stick on reading all of these bullshit till the end, tho. Ja~ see y’all again! （＾∇＾）

(Hope it can fit within Tumblr’s character number parameters or something...)

[lou-bonfightme]

Toulouse Henri Bonfamille - Character Sheet

if you get sleep or if you get none / the cock's gonna call in the morning, baby / check the cupboard for your daddy's gun / red sun rises like an early warning / the lord's gonna come for your first born son / his hair's on fire and his heart is burning / so go to the river where the water runs / wash him deep where the tides are turning...

Archetype — The Caregiver Birthday — May 10, 1995 Zodiac Sign — Taurus MBTI — ENTJ Enneagram — 3, the Achiever Temperament — Choleric  Hogwarts House — Slytherdor Moral Alignment — True Neutral Primary Vice — Pride Primary Virtue — Diligence Element — Earth

Overview:

Mother — Adelaide Bonfamille (nee LaBlanc) (Portia de Rossi FC) Father — Hector Bonfamille (Tony Goldwyn) Mother’s Occupation — socialite Father’s Occupation — politician Family Finances — wealthy Birth Order — oldest child Brothers — Berlioz Bonfamille (Matt Hitt FC, 20, Birthday: June 20, 1997) Sisters — Marie Bonfamille (Olivia Holt FC, 17, Birthday: April 22, 2000) Other Close Family — Maternal Aunt: Duchess LaBlanc Best Friend — Hades Other Friends — Sophie, Daisy Enemies — Roger, Perdita, literally so many people tbh Pets — A cat that is not his. Also his plants.   Home Life During Childhood — emotionally manipulative/abusive; argumentative with father; parental disagreements; was put in charge of younger siblings Town or City Name(s) — Paris, France Details of Town(s) or City(s) — loved the river and parks, only place he had refuge What Did His or Her Bedroom Look Like — rather plain, big windows, bright, painted a cream color, not a lot of toys but an easel and paints in one corner, a large desk with art supplies. Any Sports or Clubs — nope, he focused solely on his art. Favorite Toy or Game — didn’t really play a lot of games, but he liked building legos with his siblings, or reading to them. Schooling — did excellently in school Favorite Subject — science (especially biology), though he has a fondness for literature as well. Popular or Loner — loner, but girls liked him alot; he had the broody bad boy thing going on, which annoyed him immensely. Important Experiences or Events — moving to Swynlake Health Problems — undiagnosed manic depressive; some minor PTSD and agoraphobia Culture — french, and proud of it. Religion and beliefs — raised catholic, attending church mainly to keep up appearances, he finds parts of religion very beautiful, but also calls bullshit on most of it; he’s too logical and scientific to really find any sort of comfort in it; respects those who are religious though; has a predisposed inclination to dislike muslims based on rhetoric and a lack of proper understanding about the religion.

Physical Appearance:

Face Claim —  Freddy Carter Complexion — pale and freckly! Hair Colour — Russet Eye Colour — Green Height — 6′0 Build — slight and tall Tattoos — none and never will Piercings — none Common Hairstyle — perfectly styled 90% of the time, if you catch him without his hair styled he really likes you. Clothing Style — the Most fashionable, very flamboyant, lots of colour Mannerisms — tucks his hands behind his back when he’s nervous or being respectful, if he’s embarrassed his ears turn red Usual Expression —

Health:

Overall (do they get sick easily)? — not since he’s become a werewolf, but he never really got sick Physical Ailments — none Neurological Conditions — bipolar II Allergies —  none Grooming Habits — grooms better than some of my girls lmao. takes very good care of himself--when he’s not in a depressive state, then he has more trouble, but if he’s going out he’ll still go through the motions. Sleeping Habits — terrible sleeper. has really bad insomnia. is up late a lot, sleeps in late a lot. wakes up a lot throughout the night. tosses and turns. has trouble falling asleep. Eating Habits — super picky eater. when depressive/manic sometimes doesn’t eat that much Exercise Habits —  lmao what exercise Emotional Stability — off his meds? like a 2/10, on his meds he’s closer to a 6/10 probably.  Body Temperature — normal Sociability — very charming, knows what to say to get people to like him. that doesn’t always mean he says those things lol Addictions — none really?  Drug Use — smokes pot, doesn’t do other drugs thank god that’d be so bad Alcohol Use — drinks more than he should

Your Character’s Character:

Bad Habits — what habits are not bad habits? Thinking he is right about everything, pointing out people’s flaws, getting in fights, generally believing he knows better than everyone else, not feeling out his emotions, withdrawing when things get tough, not speaking to anyone about things that suck in his life, taking on all challenges alone, i could go on... Good Habits — he’s a good brother, he takes care of his siblings, he takes care of himself, for the most part; he’s an excellent studier; he’s very loyal once you win his loyalty Best Characteristic — his unfaltering loyalty Worst Characteristic — his lack of ability to properly communicate his emotions Worst Memory — all the times he had to hide in the closet, or his father sent him to bed with no dinner and kept him there for hours Best Memory — his siblings being born Proud of — his siblings, his art (sometimes) Embarrassed by — not much, honestly. When people catch him having a proper emotion Driving Style — doesn’t drive but he’d be a total soccer mom Strong Points — his loyalty. It’s unwavering and uncompromising Temperament — volatile Attitude — melancholic. Weakness — not being emotionally vulnerable. Seriously, it would solve so many of his issues Fears — not being good enough, being unlovable, worried that he will always be horribly bitter Phobias — pfft nothING (jk he’s lowkey afraid of storms) Secrets — lmao so many where to start? Mostly that he actually does crave affection Regrets — lol everything; probably the biggest is being so hard on ber during their teen years Feels Vulnerable When — he’s having emotion Pet Peeves — god where do i start? People who dont say what’s on their mind Motivation — protecting his siblings is his main motivation Short Term Goals and Hopes — he doens’t really have any im realizing this rn Long Term Goals and Hopes — also does not have many here Sexuality — grey asexual, biromantic (he could be either rly) Exercise Routine  — pfft exercise is for the weak Day or Night Person — night owl Introvert or Extrovert —  introverted extrovert lou really does thrive in a crowd but needs a lot of recharge time after Optimist or Pessimist — pessimist highkey

Likes and Styles:

Music — Classics. Classical. Stuff with not a lot of lyrics. Though, he’s also fond of the Opera. He really likes Faust and Don Giovanni. Also, he secretly likes a couple of musicals--Les Miserables and Cats are probably his favourites, though he very rarely indulges in them. Books — Candide by Voltaire is his favourite novel, he’s read it several times. He is a fan of the gothic period, he enjoys books like The Phantom of the Opera. Is not a huge Victor Hugo fan because he finds him a bit wordy, but he does like Hunchback of Notre Dame. He prefers concise language in his novels, but also likes beautiful imagery. He’s an avid reader. Magazines — He reads National Geographic and TBH probably gets a copy of Vogue, as well as a few museum magazines, just to keep up with the art scene. Foods — Lou is not a very big sweets person, he prefers richer foods. His favorite is frozen grapes--red or green, that doesn’t really matter. He’s almost always snacking on grapes. Drinks — Lou loves champagne. He also is an avid drinker of water. Animals — Lou loves birds, they’re his favorite. He’s also a fan of reptiles. And he has a particular interest in dinosaurs. Sports — Lol. Social Issues — Lou takes a bit of a middle road on these issues. There are things that he is rather passionate about--such as LGBTQIA rights (this is a recent development), but he also has some rather...unethical opinions about things like immigration that he usually keeps to himself because he knows that they are contentious subject. Favorite Saying — “Chacun voit midi à sa porte” Translation: Everyone sees noon on his doorstep. Basically, everyone views the world the way that they view it. Color — Ah, he cannot choose--but he does gravitate to warmer, earth colors in his paintings, oranges and reds and browns. Clothing — Lou is extremely fashionable and he always is dressed impeccably. He loves color and very rarely wears dull ones. Jewelry — Not a huge fan of jewlery, I’m sure he has a nice watch though, that his father gave him. Games — Chess. Puzzles. Things that challenge the mind. Websites — Eh, he’s got a tumblr blog, and he’s #instafamous so. TV Shows — Lou doesn’t watch television enough to have favorite shows but he detests reality shows and probably watches them with his brother to make fun of people. Movies — Lou doesn’t watch movies often, but he loves good cinematography. Also, documentaries. Especially nature and historical ones. (Also loves Legally Blonde on the lowkey.) Greatest Want — To be needed. Greatest Need — To learn to embrace his emotions.

Where and How Does Your Character Live Now:

Home — lives at his mother’s home in Swynlake Household furnishings — very modern, aligned with the latest Parisian fashion. Favorite Possession — his art studio, does that count?? Most Cherished Possession — the drawer of arts and crafts that lou kept from his siblings when they were little. Neighborhood — the woods, very posh Town or City Name — Swynlake Details of Town or City — small magic friendly Married Before — to Anita Dearly, long story. Significant Other Before — none. Children — none. Relationship with Family — close with his siblings, though closer with Marie than Berlioz, a bit of a momma’s boy, and has a cordial relationship with his father, is very close with his life-long nanny, Nounou. Car — none. Career — will probably be an artist; should be a surgeon. Dream Career — surgeon he just doesn’t know it yet Dream Life — a successful magical animal treatment center, where he can also practice his art on the side; very little chance of having a family but deep down would love a wife/husband and children, maybe he’ll adopt. (he does not know any of this.) Love Life — a hot mess; tries not to develop feelings for people. Talents or Skills — painting, obviously Intelligence Level — he’s very intelligent and observant Finances — wealthy af

Your Character’s Life Before Your Story:

Past Careers — he’s been a student. Past Lovers — many; mostly one night stands, very few repeats Biggest Mistakes — being so hard on ber in secondary; marrying anita. Biggest Achievements — uhmmmmm his art has hung in several galleries