#i absolutely LOVE her voice in it too omg!!! it's sooo emotive

[skyes-sunset]

Percy Jackson Review/My Thoughts

SPOILERS FOR THE PERCY JACKSON SHOW AND BOOK SERIES!!!!! READ WITH YOUR OWN CAUTION!!!

I Accidentally Vaporized My Pre-Algebra Teacher

The opening scene is absolutely perfect. 10/10 Uncle Rick.

Please, please, please, pleeaaassseee tell me the Pegasus on the rooftop was Blackjack. I am begging.

Sally told Percy, "Not everyone who looks like a hero is a hero. And not everyone who looks like a monster is a monster," foreshadowing to Medusa.

Gabe is more of comic relief and I'm not sure how I feel about it.

Sally Jackson listening to Logical by Olivia Rodrigo is the best because 1. I love that song and 2. she's listening to it in the rain.

d'Angelos sandwich shoppe?? Like Nico di Angelo? Please, please, please, please, please.

"You fell in love with God? Like Jesus??!" crying laughing. "A God..." followed by Sally sloppily trying to tell Percy he's a half-blood

No, mom, I'm not a God's kid there's something wrong with my brain. OMG I didn't know whether to laugh or cry in this scene.

"Grover, why is there half a goat in your PANTS?!?!" "So the important thing is not to panic."

"Is that the (voice crack) Minotaur??" Oh my, Walker you are perfect.

"I'm actually 24.." This had me rooollling.

Sally is already badass and I can't wait for The Last Olympian when Mama Jackson is shooting monsters with a GUN.

Grover swearing to Sally that Percy would be safe made me sad but it would have been 100000x worse if he swore on Styx.

"You are not broken, you are a miracle, and you are my son. Hold fast Percy."

Sally evaporating into dust hurt watching a lot more than reading, and

OMG OMG OMG baby Percy holding riptide and it glowing and my heart is crying I can't tell if it's tears of pain of joy but my heart and my eyes are crying.

"He's the one." "Hush, Annabeth." I was hoping to see her but we don't see her yet lmao

The end credits scene looks a lot like the same illustration for the covers of the paperback books.

When I saw this ep was only a half hour I was genuinely disappointed.

Dior's acting in this and her emotion when Clarisse's spear broke is perfection.

Never picked up on Annabeth calling Percy Sunshine

2. I Become Supreme Lord of the Bathroom

My first thought: scary lightning and delirious Percy.

My second thought: "You drool in your sleep," Annabeth said, arms crossed and glaring at Percy while Percy is confused.

My third thought: this is the scene in the books where Percy notices Annabeth looks like an actual Princess lmao.

Camp Half-Blood t-shirt!!! I want one and it looks soooo cooollll

PETER JOHNSON !!!

Dionysus and Percy already getting into it lmao

Dionysus is funny.

"Actually, I think I can, son." "Dad?!?!"

Chiron is sooo tall I never realized how tall a centaur is.

Chiron telling Percy he isn't his son is the funniest thing.

But imagine Mr. D doing that to all the kids lmfao

I love the waterfall that is shown

I want to see the strawberry fields...

Never surrender riptide, Percy. Never

12 cabins for 12 Olympians (for now; the Gods banished Zues and he doesn't have a cabin which is completely unfair. And only a few would be occupied. Zeus, Hera, Poseidon, and Artemis are empty).

OMG Luke I hate that you're going to betray Percy like thatttt

Who tf is the wood nymph Grover talks to? And will she be the one to introduce us to Juniper?

Introduced to the Cloven Council early and we find out about Sally Jackson really early.

"I don't want to lie to him anymore," and we love you for it Grover. You are a schmol bean too pure for this world.

Luke comforting Percy

Percy already wanting to Gods to pay their child support is the best thing in the world.

Clarisse is so pretty and I love her.

Percy not being able to be good at archery is a great detail from the books.

I can't tell if I'm more in love with Luke, with his morally greyb self, or Chris Rordiguez because Damn he's fine.

Percy praying to his mom :'(

"He can ignore me but he doesn't get to ignore you."

The Ares kids are so mean and then they got their butts kicked by Karma lol

Clarisse def knew that he was a Poseidon kid or that she was gonna kill him.

I love Annabeth and how Luke is always on her side.

The Yankees cap !!!!

Literal war between red and blue lmao

Luke saying "When it's time, he's gonna be ready. I know it," immediately followed by Percy flossing, peeing, petting a lizard, and laying doing nothing is the absolute best.

Percy being naturally good at sword-fighting is the best.

Dior's acting when Percy breaks Clarisse's spear is great and Walker said in an interview that when the camera pans back to him he was actually scared.

Annabeth: Offers Percy her hand. "Listen, Percy... I'm sorry." And then him immediately being claimed

This is a change from the books because she didn't know who his father was and wanted him to be a Zeus kids.

Everyone else: OMG you're Poseidon's kids.

Percy: I'm Sally Jackson's kid, actually mf

"I am Sally Jackson's son!"

Percy immediately going from "good luck finding three idiots to complete this quest" to "When do we leave."

3. We Visit the Garden Gnome Emporium

Walker's voice cracks are so adorable.

Am I the only one who was confused when Gabe showed up as the Oracle???

I love that Percy immediately chose Annabeth bcuz "I don't see us ever being friends"

Grover talking to a Pegasus is the best thing ever.

Why does Poseidon's cabin have a pool in the middle of the floor? Seems like a hazard in the middle of the night.

Yayy, Golden Drachmas.

And the shoes, curse those converses.

We actually get to see Luke's scar in this ep and i feel like in the books it seems a lot more... seen rather than just a thin line.

Thalia's treee

I hate that Grover often talks about himself in third person when he's not proud of something.

"Does she think she's in charge?" "Who else would be in charge?" Smart answer, Grover. Smart answer.

And we all already hate zeus

CONSENSUS SONG!!!!!!

"I really hate to be the tie breaker" lmao

Annabeth getting all the snacks.

And then immediately noticing a fury is how we all knew she was Athena's kid before we were even told.

Yayy, Alecto is back. And she went after Annabeth? Not Annabeth, Luke, and Thalia?

Annabeth's knife hits another Fury in the chest and dies.

I love Jessica Parker Kennedy's Medusa. she's both flawed and the victim and I couldn't decide whether to hate her or root for her. Like I love her outfit.

I would eat the hell out of the cupcakes lmao.

"Do you think it's safe to eat?" "Percy, I'm not gonna lie to you I'm really hungry and I'm willing to take that chance." Grover, I stan you.

I absolutely worship Medusa's story. It's so sad. And while she is telling the story, if you focus on her hair, you can see the snakes moving on her head.

Oh, Percy, my sweet, sweet boy. Of course you would help. Future wifie is like "Uhm, no. We need to leave."

I love the color of Medusa's eyes

Ohhh, these pre-pubescent kids fighting and making up is adorable <3

"They will see this as impertinent." "I am impertinent," another quote from the book.

Percy singing consensus is everything.

Min Manuel-Miranda is Hermes!!!! I love that man. "You guys are not gonna believe this."

4. I Plunge to My Death

This episode caused the most of my tears

Baby Percy is sooo cute I swear he is my life. I love the flashbacks. Except when they turn bad like this

Annabeth's story is identical to the books from what I remember

We find out Grover's interest in Pan a lot earlier than in the books. We don't see that until at least book 3.

We get to see the echidna. I really wanted it to be the Chimera to look like a poodle.

I hate Athena because she sent the echinda into her temple because annabeth "embarassed" her. Like really? Worst mother of the year.

Percy looking deathly ill breaks my heart.

Grover is literally me when I don't get enough sleep LMAO

The start of Percabeth's bickering and joking!!!

"It's like you need me to make fun of you."

The Policeman looks familiar.

Annabeth looking legit offended when she was called a little girl

The male police officer is played by Alessandro Juliani who plays Sinclair in the 100 on the Cw, another great show 9/10, highly reccommend

Percy and Annabeth bonding over Grover and their parents is adorable.

"careful I think you were about to call me a friend." more bickering and joking

Percy pulling a reverse uno card lmao

The fight with the chimera was terrifying but so worth it. Also why do you out my bby boi through this torture Uncle Rick???

Also the naiad?? what was with that? Why can't Posei-don't-wanna-pay-my-child-support just face Percy himself. That's gonna be a fucking emotional scene.

5. A God Buys Us Cheeseburgers

Percy climbed over the rail and was like : Hi :D

Thought Annabeth was gonna punch him not hug him but my percabeth heart was a puddle of fluff.

OOH. What's in Santa Monica?

Our baby is a fugitive.

Our three babies hiding behind the cement block from Ares: No we're good, thanks :D

Percy freaking out bc he thought Annabeth was freaking out she hugged him.

In the books Grover was always on Percy's side, but I love seeing him not choosing.

Ares is not as terrifying as I thought he was in the books lmao

"That's my cousin?" Percy said it with such disgust in his voice lmao.

Ares and his Twitter fights lol

Annabeth is fearless. I love it

Ares and Percy immediately having beef is the funniest thing because (in bellatrix voice) I KNOW WHATS GONNA HAPPEN! I KNOW WHATS GONNA HAPPEN! I KNO-

First use of Celestial Bronze!!

Annie geeking out over the mechanisms after trying to make a joke lol

WHAT IS LOVE? BABY DON'T HURT ME, DON'T HURT ME. nO MORE!!

Hephaestus was not at all ugly like Rick made him in the books. Or like Greek mythology made him.

The whole Tunnel scene was beautiful and sad and I love it

Grover and his psychological gaslighting is my world

"Percy stand up, I mean it!" and then him repeatedly saying he was ok broke my fragile heart.

Annabeth "I'm not leaving for my friend" is my favorite Annabeth.

Annabeth just likes to tell off Gods. Go off Queen!!

Percy likes to fight Gods lmao

"So thank you for the emotional abuse and the cheeseburgers."

6. We Take a Zebra to Vegas

Have seen TikToks where Nico and Bianca's names are called out and I will keep an eye and an ear out for it.

Why did they have to make Hermes an obstacle? He wasn't at the Lotus in the books!

Kronos is kinda creepy ngl

Iris message to Luke! In Chiron's office??

"Toss it, Seaweed Brain!" EEEKK

"How do you know" Luke had a Panic attack.

"When did you turn into an old married couple?"' Luke is the best and the worst.

Grover is the empathetic one, poor animals.

I wish we got the scene where Percy talked to the Zebra like in the book.

WISE GIRL !!!!!!!!

The satyr Agustus was not in the books. I actually think he was in the Cloven of Elders in the 4th book.

12:37 we hear Nico calling Bianca's name, faintly in the background so the tv has to be on full or almost full blast.

Lotus nectar in the air??

Hermes playing Blackjack?

"Hey, demigods! Welcome!"

Hermes eyebrows arch makes Lin Manuel look so evil.

"We're friends of Luke's!" and it looked like Hermes was gonna help but nooooooo!

Percy is so proud of his wifey for pick-pocketing Hermes

"Man, Grover got really old. How long have we been here?" hahahaha

"To the Dumb Kids" Damn, Hermes that hurts.

I love that since Grover is 24 they think he's qualified to dribve.

Percy driving is the best thing. I don't know anything about driving or New York or driving in New York but I do know about road rage and Percy hitting the horn after almost getting t-boned.

Percy finding out that they were actually late for the summer solstice was sad. Like he was freaking out.

"save the world. And then save your mother."

7. We Find Out the Truth, Sort of.

Underworld time!!!

Okay, but what the hell happened between the ending of the last ep and the beginning of this one??

Crusty is dead.

"You've got dad's eyes," reminds me of "You look exactly like James. Except your eyes. You've got your mother's eyes."

"It's either the realm of the dead or someone left a carton of milk in there in the 1990s.' LMAO

I wish the demigods' ADHD and dyslexia was more openly discussed.

I love Cerberus

Poor Grover. Loosing his pearl

I want to see Annabeth flashbacks

Seeing the flashbacks are so, so sad.

I will forever be in awe of Hades's Palace.

What were the regrets that Annabeth had to get her bound to Asphodel? I think it has something to do with her dad and step mom. Or Thalia.

"I trust your dad" says a lot coming from Annabeth because in the books, she hated Poseidon at first.

Why is there sand by Tartarus?

(Sarcastic gasp) Percy had the bolt? No way.

"Is this--?" "NO!" "This looks" "It absolutely is NoT!!" Grover my precious angel.

Another flashback. Poor Percy doesn't understand the situation and poor Sally can't tell him.

I love Hades. He's perfect and fruity and I can't wait to see him interact with Nico.

Poor Hades just wants his helm!

And Percy had decided to think without the wifey and decided to get Hades helm after figuring out Kronos was behind everything. And Grover is so insulted at being called a goat lmao

POSEIDON!!!

I want to know the science/mythology behind how Sally conjured Poseidon and why she put a match in an empty milkshake to do it.

We actually see how much Poseidon loved and cared about Sally.

What happened between when he was 7/8 to 12 that made Sally not want to drop him off at camp like she had discussed with Poseidon?? She wanted to, to keep him safe but then it seems like Poseidon talked her out of it?

Sally believes in Percy so much even from such a young age.

Ares with the sword and the final scene.

8. The Prophecy Comes True.

Dramatic instrumental music and Luke talking in the intro?? Yes pleaSe!

And then flashback to Luke training Percy.

Ares laughing at Percy when he offers to spar with him is the funniest thing because he's about to get his ass kicked!!

Did Ares work with Kronos in the book? I can't remember.

"when you die, say goodbye to your mommy for me" Low blow Ares!!!

Go Percy!! Fight with water! And Ares is pissed. Even more!

Riptide and Percy in one corner, Ares and another celestial bronze sword in another. And Percy wins!! By a mudslide! LMAO

I thought Alecto died? When she was turned to stone??

Alecto saying "Good luck on Olympus," is scary. Like hella scary.

Percy calling Zeus a monster is so, so, so fucking fitting like I swear.

We get to see Annabeth's dad's college ring!!! On her camp necklace! That she gave to Percy.

"I'm here to see Zeus. I don't have an appointment."

My roommate is watching this ep with me and when Luke said "You don't want to be small and scary" she said "like spiders! :D" he said "cus things that are small and scary get squished" we both laughed out loud.

RIP Lance Reddick but Zeus is an absolute DICK

and scary (said in meek voice)

Poseidon fighting Zeus is amazing!!!!!

Zeus: "He's a forbidden child"

Poseidon: "So was Thalia"

Me: "What about your Roman form Jupiter with JASON GRACE!!!!"

I squealed and clapped my hands

I wanted to see who they cast as Athena

Like will she be white or black?

Percy and daddy bonding over Sally has my hearts in pieces.

"Do you ever dream about mom?"

Percy run away from Luke! He will hurt you!

Why is Luke crying???

We get to see Backbiter!!!!

ANNABETH WAS THERE?????!!!!

"I heard everything!"

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

Percy got his first bead!!!

The third seaweed brain!

Percy calling Kronos grandpa is freaky

And Sally saying no absolutely fucking not

And Sally seeing right through Percy's bullshit lies

Sally is divorcing Gabe!! He is turned to stone LMAO

How long until season 2????

[a-iya]

Sooo what are your favorite characters? (*・ω・)ﾉ

omg!! i'm so sorry it literally takes like 4 business days for me to reply to stuff x_x favorite characters like of all time? this is an impossible question to answer 😩

i have too many and one simply cannot choose just one character from any show to pick as a favorite ugh. i guess i can start with the main shows my blog consists of/the shows that have a lot of different kinds of characters (each one has at least 4 omg 😭)

demon slayer

rengoku (the literal love of my life, the one who started it all, the main reason i got into anime, the cure to my depression at one point?? i get emotional just thinking about him sometimes. i go back and listen to the mugen train soundtrack just to hurt my own feelings)

shinobu (🦋 [can't add my blog tag for her cause it's an emoji but she has some of the prettiest fanart ever], gorgeous character design, color scheme, overall aesthetic, classy. she deserved more out of her life than being in a constant state of anger 😭)

inosuke (i have no tag for him but he is my fav from the main squad. he is chaotic as hell and caveman-ish in the most hilarious ways. his pretty face makes it that much more ironic)

nezuko (the cutest baddie ever. so pretty. protective of tanjiro and comrades. how can you not love her)

zenitsu (his cowardice is actually really relatable. his expressions are sooo funny in the show they've got to be one of the best)

obamitsu (i love them so much individually, i love them so much together, i literally love them so much. literally black cat and golden retriever energy in the best ways. the last episode with iguro's jealousy was so funny and such a treat omg)

jujutsu kaisen

the main trio's dynamic (i enjoy them all as individuals, but when they're together the silly antics and the chaos that ensues is so dear to me. gege was so wrong for what he did to each of them. if i ever see him it's on sight)

nanami (my man, her man, everyone and their mom's man...! literally impossible to not like him. the miserable corporate life is just so relatable. but the fact that he's still such a good man at the end of the day and wants to protect the children ;-; WHERE are the men like him irl 😭 i will never forgive gege for what he did to him,,, gege,.., when i cATcH you gege.,.,..)

ino (my ABSOLUTE FAV underrated man?? his skater boy aesthetic makes me wEAK!! and correct me if i'm wrong but he just gives off major himbo energy. he's such a puppy, i love him so much 🥺 also fun fact i met his VA, who also voices tanaka from haikyuu [i don't think i will ever shut up about this])

gojo (for obvious reasons. handsome, funny, good at everything. at the same time he cares so much for the youngins it's really touching. but also he's just so unserious about everything i wish i had even an ounce of his confidence fr. an uncontested king, he deserved better 😭)

geto (oh geto (be forewarned: only depression posts in this tag). it hurt me so bad to see his descent into madness. i think his story and especially his relationship with gojo is beautifully written. the visual symbolism is also heavenly in the most melancholic way. he reminds me a lot of eren from aot. i felt his exhaustion and hopelessness from the depths of my soul. i think about rengoku when i want to be hurt in a good(ish?) way, but geto is my go-to when i'm in the mood for straight depression)

yuta (a blorbo if I've ever seen one. so precious. very sad about his current state. if gege kills him off there will be no one left 😭)

choso (normally i don't care for emo boys but he's so 'i am onii-chan,' it's endearing and also kind of funny. other than that he's really quiet for the most part but also like responsible and cares a lot about people he's close to. i ship him and yuki. i remember finding out about his death when i'd first logged into tumblr one day and i was devastated. how does gege manage to kill everyone 😭🤡)

my hero academia

shoto (see tag: SHOTOOOOO. my favorite boy. i love how the angst just completely left his body after deku forced him through his inner turmoil during the sports festival. competent. obviously one of bones' favorites given he's always drawn so handsomely)

kaminari (he is so dumb and i love him for it. good vibes only and even if a bit perverted, still super respectful and funny. bones always animates him with the most hilarious expressions. love him and jiro. also love him and mina as last in the class. and him and kirishima for being able to handle bakugo's difficult personality in stride!! he is so stupid and happy and i love him omg)

kirishima (a himbo!! the friendliest and most encouraging jock ever. i would've appreciated if i had a presence like him around when i was in high school. so manly!! i love how he just gets along with everyone. him and tetsutetsu are such an iconic duo. i also love how silly him and kaminari are [and sometimes bakugo too lol])

jiro (she is just so cool. introverted and operates mostly on the sidelines/behind-the-scenes, which i relate to and am also most comfortable with. she's like me if i was cooler and musically talented and had a rocker girl aesthetic)

most of class A (you can't hate any of them!! except for mineta maybe but the rest are all so cute and quirky [haha 🤪] in their own way)

mirio (energetic and positive and caring and such a bright light. also very hardworking. i'd love to have someone like him around in my life)

recovery girl (funny and sweet and a badass!! we love to see an advocate for the wellbeing of young heroes in training)

present mic (he is just such a funny announcer and narrator. always has something to say and i love his energy)

vestiges kudo and en (they are just..,., so handsome..,.)

love their character design/color scheme/aesthetic: nejire, hawks, shiozaki, shinso, lady nagant, the green arrow girl from world heroes mission

attack on titan

jean (a motherfucking STALLION. the man that he is ugh 😩 shoutout [and rip] to marco who is honestly the reason for his amazing character development. truthfully, i think he could've done better than mikasa at the end [and i love her but it's so obvious that she only ever had eren in her heart] but i appreciate his consistency)

hange (just wants to be left to her own devices and be her true, unhinged self. i respect it. i love how everyone also just accepts her eccentricities and no one really makes fun of her for it [except levi of course but i love their dynamic so much])

erwin (the kind of leader we all wanna see!! intelligent, competent, respectable, pragmatic but also caring and inspiring. knows how to and is capable of make difficult decisions. a charismatic pillar of the military fr. i get so emotional when i listen to eren zahyo [hiroyuki sawano the goat fr] because of his scene at the end of S2. i search it up on youtube sometimes just to feel something honestly)

bertholdt (my poor boy. got absolutely nothing except wronged 😔 it hurt me so much to see him have to be the villain in S2. another blorbo who deserved the world and was literally thrown out the window once he was killed off. justice for my boy! 😭)

sasha (i miss her so much!! she was so funny and wholesome. a simple gal with simple needs. her and niccolo were so (;´༎��Д༎ຶ`) tragic ugh. it breaks my heart)

pieck (her voice!! she also voices nakamura in assclass which i talk about here later. as for her character, she is super intelligent, respectable, and admirable as a female soldier. i'm a sucker for good covert ops and she's definitely one)

colt (handsome, caring older brother to the death. i wish we saw more of him. he deserved better ;-;)

avatar: the last airbender (and korra)

toph (a badass. witty, funny, also really smart. does whatever she wants and gives no fucks)

azula (cunning. gorgeous. a crazy bitch and i love her for it. i wanna be her so bad)

asami (gorgeous. smart. talented. hard-working. literally the whole package. you wanna hate her but you just can't??)

airbending kids (jinora, ikki, meelo. all their voices match their personalities so well?? jinora is so smart and respectful, ikki is so sociable and good at interacting with people, and meelo is hilarious. i literally want to be all of them)

mako/bolin (i love them as a duo. they balance each other out and as siblings they just make so much sense)

wing/wei (they had so much potential for content as twin himbos 😭 so handsome too. i wish we saw more of them in the show)

assassination classroom (not a big anime but 10/10 would recommend this series. it's like a shorter mostly lighthearted version of mha with the wholesome school stuff)

koro-sensei (how could you hate him ;-; the more the show goes on the harder it is to accept his fate)

kayano (she's so cute. secretly crazy but for good reason!!)

kurahashi (she's literally sooo cute!! 😭 so fluffy)

nakamura (just the coolest girl ever. if i knew her irl i'd probably be intimidated by how cool she is)

takebayashi (he's kind of lame [i believe the current term for it is 'boyfailure'] but i just like him!! i can't explain why)

isogai (our fav poor class president!! he is such a nice and respectful boy)

maehara (a flirt and a playboy. i mostly only like him because he's handsome and he reminds me of kaminari from mha. i also love his friendship with isogai)

chiba/hayami (iconic sniper duo. very low key. i enjoy this introverted ship so much)

mashle

finn (the most normal™️ boy in this series. i'd love to be friends with him irl. he seems to be the only reasonable one in the group lmao. i guess he's considered kind of lame? but only cause his friends are wack jobs *affectionate*. his power is really cool and i think he deserves more interactions with his brother.)

lemon (my fav kooky girl. she'd host such a good girls' self care night imo. i feel like she deserves more attention but she's all good vibes and just so lovely)

dot (kinda crazy. almost the boy version of lemon? they give off the same chaotic energy but he's a good boy at heart and very golden retriever. he deserves the love he so wishes for!!)

abel (i don't care much for his character but aesthetically with the purple hair/clothes and his eyes i just. also his voice is nice and deep)

animal crossing

clay (my son. my bagel boy jr. the cutest baby boy to ever exist. he is never leaving my island)

ruby (my daughter. my fav rendition of the moon rabbit. also never leaving my island)

flurry (my emotional support hamster. got me through some tough times. my coping mechanism before anime. i let her leave my island and i regret it so much 😭)

julian (gay best friend i've always wanted and never had. he's too cool for me and he knows it. probably also knows he's too good to stay on my island but i will not let him leave)

dizzy/papi (literally so adorable. my sons who have since left my island)

marina/cheri (my daughters who have since left my island)

diana/whitney (they are just gorgeous and they know it. that is all)

aesthetically just love their character design: roscoe, spike, apollo, cyd, fang, hopper (do not ask me why i have no idea), tiffany, cleo, coco, aurora, roald

celeste (the nicest most adorable astronomy owl ever!! gives you the cutest star/space-themed items)

flick (sullen emo gay with a rocker aesthetic. hyper fixated on bugs. what's not to love)

pascal (hippie otter that's just vibin'. high all the time and i respect it. i love the way he looks. i wanted to buy a phone case off etsy with him on it and i still regret not getting it to this day [it is no longer for sale 🥲])

timmy and tommy (the cutest twins!! ...twins!! [iykyk lol]. happy and hardworking and literally the cutest tanukis ever.)

[woodswallow]

Rammstein in Berlin, 16.07.2023

My second Berlin-concert this year - and my very last one of the tour!! I have to say, I was a bit sad on one hand that I won't see them again this year, but on the other hand it was also a relief. Attending Rammstein concerts is always quite stressfull, thrilling and exhausting for me. Of course I could come into the stadium totally relaxed about an hour before the show starts - but that's not how my brain works, not with this band and especially not if I have tickets for Feuerzone, which could also mean "first row" - you just have to work hard for it ^^

I thought, I would be at the stadium a bit later than the day before, because saturday was very exhausting...but again, my brain... Woke up early, couldn't go back to sleep, so why lying around longer... I was at the stadium at about 9 am, just 30 min later than saturday XD The waiting wasn't as pleasant as yesterday. The security decided to narrow down the amount of gates where they let people in, so it got very crowded already at 10:30 am -.- Getting into the stadium was easier and worked better though, I was with the first 50 people entering - which is absolutely crazy! A split second before the running began I thought "OMG, it is possible! 1st row is possible!!"

I ran like crazy the last 50-80m and DAMN, I MADE IT! Fucking first row, in their hometown Berlin, on my last concert - and right in front of Paul!!! This was such a gift for me, a huge reward and I couldn't believe it - I was so happy!! I also let the security take a picture of me with my phone, but I'm not comfortable with showing my face online, so - enjoy the view I had :D

Time in the stadium went by incredibly fast, I had a lovely lady named Kim next to me, time flew by with her. I enjoyed the fantastic atmosphere in this beautiful stadium one last time, heart balloons and laolas, it was soooo cool!

The show was so good, all technical aspects worked well this time. I decided to not take many pictures (just of my favourite situation during Mein Herz brennt :D) and just enjoy the show to the fullest. I rocked so much, headbanged, jumped, screamed and totally destroyed my voice - worth it :D It was so cute to see Schneider, Paul and Richard running around Flakes Keyboards during Mein Teil - how Schneider hurried to join them! :D It's just so heartwarming to see them having fun on stage <3 The fire during Sonne was even hotter in the first row and the last blast of fire was definitely too hot, ouch :D I got sprayed with water from Till's bottle (refreshing on one hand, eeww on the other :D) and another time he threw the bottle in my direction and it landed 1 m in front of Kim and me on the floor. Kim and me were just staring at it (both obviously no Till fans - my reaction would have been completely different if that was a drumstick XD). A security picked it up and threw it in the crowd behind us - good :D

Sadly I didn't see that Paulchard-Kiss on the Engel stage with my own eyes, just later on tumblr - but that was incredibly sweet <3 Again I could touch and help carry the boats, even got a glimpse of Schneider and Till during leaving the boat! Paul caught a heart balloon and pressed it to his chest until it popped :) In the end, he also made sure a fan got a pair of Schneiders drumsticks - he's such a lovely human being!

The show ended with a big bang, as always - and I felt pure happyness! Again, no stickers for the first row - I was SOOO lucky to get one during my 1st time 1st row in Bern!! :)

So yeah, that was the tour for me - startet out quite mellow and emotional in Munich (1x), was absolutely wonderful in Bern (2x) and got an absolutely perfect finish in Berlin (2x)! I always managed to get 1st or 2nd row, which is mindblowing for me - but it was earned the hard way :)

I also caught THE bug during my time in Berlin (or maybe on the train home, that's also the reason this review is so late), luckily it broke out when I was back home. BUT: Absolutely no regrets, would do it again!

Thank you Rammstein and also a BIG thanks to al the amazing fans I met - the solidarity and helpfulness among the hardcore fans was incredible! Sharing sunscreen/blankets/umbrellas, giving out ice cream and food, sharing information...that was truly overwhelming. Best fans ever <3 Thank you!!

[huffledor-able541]

This story was such an emotional roller-coaster that I even got the touchy feely from just your Author's Note. This is breathtakingly beautiful. Beautiful. Beautiful. Do I wish this fix-it fic was canon? Yes, obviously and it perfectly could have been. The plot and immaculate details of pretty much everything is what makes it such a masterpiece. I LOVE every friendship detail and connection in every interaction. And omg, don't even get me started on the main relationship.

Idk if I've said this in my other reblogs, but I ABSOLUTELY ADORE how Eddie calls the Reader: Monster Slayer. It's sooo freaking cute!

They are soooo meant to be together and I love that you can actually feel the chemistry through the words and the screen! It feels so natural (as I've said a bunch before😅)

Now to talk about specific parts from this chapter:

But there couldn't only be warriors. There had to be healers, too.

Those who mended the wounds from the battle field, who waited with open arms and calming words at the sidelines, who took charge to defend and mend.

Eddie was a healer.

And so were you...

This here broke me. Realizing how they fit into the little monster slaying family and how important each person and role is😭

AND OMG THEN THE PART WHERE EDDIE IS FEELING LIKE A KITE (after being revived and after they come back from the Upside Down) AND THAT THE ONLY TETHER IS MONSTER SLAYER'S VOICE and then MONSTER SLAYER READING THE HOBBIT HOPING HER WORDS GO THROUGH HIS CONSCIOUSNESS AND HOLD HIM FIRMLY.....I'm not okay😭

Eddie telling Monster Slayer that he would've done the same thing for her and not a hesitate for not even a second, like boy we know😭 we know 😭😭😭❤️

Also, 10 MINUTES!? THAT'S HOW LONG EDDIE WAS "DEAD"? It felt like too much and so much longer just reading those parts😭

"That's the beautiful thing of being together. You don't have to do things on your own anymore. And neither do I"

Monster Slayer...you're so right😭 I want and neeeed what they have, please.❤️

"He's on the run Robin," you whispered, the words choked by a silent sob.

"So's your makeup."

The comment did nothing to soothe your heartache.

Don't worry Robin, I found it funny. I like and may do those type of puns/jokes whatever they're called😂

AND CAN I SAY, I love the running gag about Monster Slayer running Eddie over with her car.😂 It's so petty yet bring so much to the writing. It makes their friendship even more believable because you bet I would be the same if this ever happened to a friend of mine (or my friends would definitely keep reminding me if it happened to me😂)

AND OMG-EEEE, forgot to mention this is the previous reblog, but the fact that Eddie told Mind Slayer he WON her heart and didn't STEAL it. Way to make my standards higher than freaking ever.😭

NOW this part:

A wreath of daisies.

Eddie couldn't go into an actual flower shop but it's okay...BECAUSE MY FAVORITE FLOWERS HAVE ALWAYS BEEN DAISIES SO YOU BET I SQUEALED IN THIS PART!😭😭😭

Anyway...the green ribbon and guitar pic are held together by an invisible string😭❤️

Also, I love the part where Monster Slayer realizes that the Upside Down might not have been poisonous, but it was Hawkins all along. The Upside Down just lifted the curtain into the ugly truth of how poisonous Hawkins is.

OVERALL 100000000/10. MASTERPIECE. THE LIGHT OF MY EYES. THE REASON I WANT TO BE CALLED MONSTER SLAYER.

Excuse my memes/gifs...I had to. I really did...

Anyway, again, I LOVE THIS SERIES! You did an amazing amazing masterpiece! ❤️ Thank you for sharing your talents with the freaks from the internet🖤

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝𝐬 𝐀𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 - 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟔 (𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫)

▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏   ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐     ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟑  

▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟒    ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟓    ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟔  

▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟕    ▹ 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟖   ▹ 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟗

▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟎  ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟏  ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟐

▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟑  ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟒  ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟓

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 |  Eddie Munson x female reader

𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 |  THEN. You’re the only survivor among the Mind Flayer’s victims, thanks to your friends - but after the Battle of Starcourt, you find yourself adrift in a sea of nightmares. Until an encounter in the woods with Eddie The Freak Munson offers an unexpected life line and turns your world upside down. NOW. Four months have passed since the winter night you walked out of Eddie’s trailer and his life for good. But when the mysterious headaches and nightmares return full-force and something wicked stirs in sleepy Hawkins, starting a witch hunt against Eddie, you realize that there are two things in this world  that might be more persistent  than you’d thought: Evil…and love. The story is told in two timelines: the past (after the Battle of Starcourt) and the present (during the events of season 4).

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭 | angst with a happy ending (I PROMISE!!!), fluff, smut, it turned into a fix it fic for ST4

𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 | SMUT (you need to be 18+ to read this story!), angst with a happy ending, attempted assault, bullying, canon-typical violence  

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 | ~ 1 hour

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 | spiders, canon-typical gore & violence, blood, mention of a syringe (brief), SMUT (oral, m!receiving; p in v; unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it and stay safe in real life!)

𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐄𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭.  

𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 & 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 ♡

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 | The day I started writing this story was May 27th - the day I fell in love with Eddie Munson, like so many others did as well. By the end of the first episode, I knew I loved this sweet, tender-hearted, sometimes-brash-and-loud-but-always-genuinely-kind dork with all my heart, and by the time the credits of the second episode were rolling I knew Eddie was my One In A Million, my forever-character. Nothing I’ve ever felt for a fictional character comes close to the love I feel for Eddie Munson, and I know it’ll forever stay that way. I remember how I paused Netflix during the intro to season three, opened a blank word document, and started writing. It was the first chapter of Worlds Apart. Back then, I prayed with all my heart it wouldn’t turn out a fix-it fic - but it did. I promised I’d fix it, and I did, though I’m convinced Eddie will be back and we’ll see him again, alive and happy. Until then, this story will give him - and all of us - the happy ending Edward Munson deserved. This story crossed the 200k-words-mark somewhere in the middle of Chapter 15, and while I have so many more ideas for series and oneshots for Eddie, for so many more 200k-word-marks to cross, Worlds Apart will always hold a special place in my heart. And I can’t thank you all enough for sticking with me, for waiting patiently for the next chapter and laughing and crying alongside Eddie, Monster Slayer and me, and I hope that this story was able to bring you the same amount of joy as it did for me, that every single one of you might have been able to find a piece of themselves in monster slayer. Thank you for all the support on this story, the comments and reblogs and keysmashes and tags and fanart and asks. I don’t know whether I could have done this without you. This isn’t goodbye, I promise - just the final chapter before a new story starts because I’m planning to give Eddie Munson the million happy endings he deserves. So…Eddie, this is for you. I will always, always love you, Eddie Munson.

▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏   ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐     ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟑  

▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟒    ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟓    ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟔  

▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟕    ▹ 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟖   ▹ 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟗

▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟎  ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟏  ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟐

▹𝐂𝐡𝐚����𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟑  ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟒   ▹𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟓

[Friday, September 12th, 1986.

Six months later.]

The water was warm as it swirled around your feet with a happy little gurgling sound nearly drowned out by the sound of the waves.

The breeze carried the scent of salt.

The scent of the ocean.

It smelled exactly like you’d always imagined it would.

Dawn was still a while away, the first gentle blush creeping over the clear skies arching above to make the stars slowly fade away and herald the first rays of the morning sun, the promise of another beautiful hot day.

The moon overhead was a full moon, hanging in the sky like a silver dollar coin.

Like the display of a clock.

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[certifiedceraunophile]

Hi! A fan of your writing here. I just love the way you write Caroline. An Avoidable Heart is my comfort fic and I am constantly in awe with the way you write and craft the dynamics in that story. Caroline's inner monologue is just priceless and God! I just love that intro scene where Caroline is walking into the Mikaelson compound with vampires and hybrids in the surrounding ready to pounce on her.

I would love to hear how you would have visualized Caroline crossing over into TO or not? Like in what season and why? How it would have likely gone?

Thank you!

First of all lovely anon gimme a moment to breathe, asdfghjkl why are people so lovely 😭😭🥺✨ It means sooo much to me that you’d take the time to jump into my inbox and send these kind words, like please I’m not worthyyyyy, But you make me smile and feel really freaking warm so *handcuffs your hand to mine* you aint leaving 💖✨💞🙃

But OK ALSO oh my god dude THAT CAROLINE WALTZS INTO THE COMPOUND AND TAKES ON A COUPLE HUNDRED VAMPIRES BY HERSELF SCENE???? Ughhhhh I’m sorry but I have SUCH a boner for Caroline in that, like my badass -I admit kinda op- QUEEN IS HERE and she’s fucking shit up, I’m sorry but I love that scene so much it’s so dear to me I was killing myself over how self-indulgent and grossly Over powered Caroline is but like idgaf man it’s such a hot scene and Caroline is practically invincible and we just love to see that, so seriously lovely anon, you telling me you LOVE that scene??? Puts the biggest smile on my face and reassures me a LOT bc I was whining and cribbing over how absolutely unbalanced that scene is to literally everyone BUT LIKE YOU JUMPING OUT OF NOWHERE and pointing that exact scene UGHH…...meant to fucking be the both of us 💖💞✨

And ALSO Caroline’s monologue is quite honestly the easiest inner monologue out of the three voices I wrote for that work, Klaus’s is the real pain in the ass tbvh like it is NOT easy writing pretentious besotted losers with a Kardashian complex especially when you need to make them sound cool when they’re the lamest OP dude bros to ever exist - and no I don’t hate Klaus although I seem to try my darndest to convince ppl I do- I just personally believe that a feral fucker like that with a thousand years of existence under his belt can grow a pair and graduate from his kindergarten level of emotional maturity to adult sometime soon, But then on the flipside he’s so grossly adorkably smitten and feral for Caroline plus hella horny for her all the time that its usually easy to write the trashed and devoted idiot he is into something pretentious and powerful and potent when relating to his unflappable arrogance and his narcissism, but sometimes I also need him to be *deep* and ffs profound for the sake of the plot and jfc my muse just wont work with me on that, she’s like I’m sorry I’m not about to bust my ass to make this mongrel intelligible like no sir all I wanna do is make him uncomfortably horny for Caroline and leave him like that.

So smh yeah the struggle is real….but lmao Caroline is just so precious and fiercely protective and just so achingly lonely in that story, so desperate for connection and trust and intimacy yet so guarded and impervious to everyone like it hurts me to write her like that but it really challenges me as an author to balance out her inherent light with the “void” I create in her and through her, so yeah it’s a very fulfilling task and I wouldnt change it one bit, and also I had to balance out her physical op-ness w half a millennium of the ugliest emotional trauma lol so I guess that figures, but the point being….once again I am overjoyed knowing that you liked a facet of the story that I tried so hard to make as authentically Caroline and achingly real and moving as I can and I cannot possibly feel more accomplished than rn for it so ty ty ty ty for reaching out to me and telling me *tackle hugs* It makes me GIDDY knowing that you enjoyed that particular part of the story like ugh stab me please you're too sweet.

And ok NOW, coming to The Originals part of the ask, (also please note that when I say TO headcanon; Hope does not exist, Hayley is a dead in a ditch and ofc Klaus will stop being that lil bitch they tried to pawn off as Klaus in TO) 

HEADCANON 1

Honestly my biggest headcanon when it comes to TO crossovers somehow always include non-humanity!Caroline like it’s just so perfect to me?? The opportunity to make shit BLOW UP b/w them like imagine the DEBAUCHERY, the heat, the SEXUAL TENSION, the repression of one Klaus Mikaelson, the EXPLORATIONS, and omg the role reversal when Klaus has to be the voice of moral reason between them and not bc he believes Caroline would not be able to stand herself if she does something heinous and monstrous but bc he wants her to be completely and utterly herself, and yk *aware*, when she DECIMATES ppl to the ground and is in full-on predator mode, like he wants her monster to come out and play with him when no part of Caroline is locked away or suppressed, so obviously when she is w/o her humanity KLAUS exercises restraint on her behalf, like can you imagine that, Klaus restraining himself and being the vague, extremely broken and just largely inaccurate moral compass between the two of them for ALL the wrong reasons- and the entirety of NOLA just standing there watching him herd this baby vampire who seems to be intent on riling him up and angering him when all she is doing is giving him a massive hybrid hard on, like IMAGINE THE GOODNESS of non-humanity Caroline wrecking NOLA and Klaus letting her wreck it bc he is helpless in the face of Caroline Forbes and also bc he is quite honestly *enjoying* the debauchery himself so why put a damper on the festivities.

-I might wanna add that I favour this headcanon a lot bc I genuinely do not even remotely *like* the idea of NOLA as Klaus's chosen place to set his roots so like I would love Caroline going to NOLA and destroying everything there just bc I detest NOLA and the storyline behind it in TO. (yes is it petty? Obvi, but like I am a petty soul and I make no apologies ma’am)

HEADCANON 2

So yeah that’s my main TO headcanon, but my other one being, one I talk about very frequently, scream about in tag rants to an obsessive level, and like this is a cracky one but still very valid, where Caroline rolls up to NOLA humanity intact and all, finds Hayley preggo and is just laughing her fucking ass off bc anybody ANYBODY, with half a brain and a two minute convo w klaus would know how UTTERLY stupid the entire baby shit is especially when it’s with an immemorable one night stand, and Caroline’s just losing her shit about how like an entire city is obssessed w this baby and she just straight up tells Klaus he’d SUCK as a dad (which he really does tho like he was a shitty fucking dad canonically too) and Klaus is just like *sigh* girl tell me about it. I mean basically he’s finally relieved that someone is on his side about the whole baby thing and how he definitely does not want his entire millennium of life to finally sum up to this one squalling leaking stinky infant/unicorn Hayley is apparently baking in her oven, and I say this headcanon is cracky bc klaus would never have put up w this mess long enough for Caroline to come in and sort it out, there’s this preferred method of disposal of his called heart ripping that would've been employed quite early on and honestly saved us all a lot of brain cells and minused years of life, bc let’s be real any Klaus who’s NOT a lil snivelling bitch wearing a Klaus skinsuit would’ve yeeted the baby and the mama first chance he got, and that’s just how I see it.

Lmao I really hope I didnt scare you away w my *strong* opinions Ik they can be a bit much but I enjoy having them so theyre not going anywhere, anyways this ask answer got WAYYYY too long but I’m hoping I answered your question well with this or atleast left you slightly confused and bemused over my feral screaming....either ways I’m really really really happy to have got your ask and the chance to rant so much bs, Twas cathartic and honestly I had nothing to do today so I was more than happy to dish this baby out for you. Thank you so much sweet anon for putting a smile on my face today I am absolutely HONOURED by your words you’sa cutie 💖💞✨🗣🗣

[sweetandsavageautistic]

Hey, this shit’s back. Apparently the NTs aren’t done with thinking we’re sinless children.

So who’s ready to lose more brain cells? No one? Too bad. Here we go.

(CW: Ableism, infantilization, functioning labels, Trump, extremely bad grammar and spelling)

-Every day, in every way!

It broke my heart last night.

My kiddo's 28, but she's an adult with Autism. Though her IQ is through the roof, she doesn't want to believe some people are bad. But last night, we talked.Trump's evil broke through to her & It was like innocence lost!

-I have a soft spot for people with Autism.  We aren’t worthy of their creativity, intelligence and innocence

-The innocence of people with autism is truly incomparable, it's their raw emotion that's sets them apart from the rest of the world.

@realDonaldTrump

hope you can meet Ganesh. #helpganeshmeettrump

-I love being around people with Autism. They radiate pure energy and innocence.

-Well, as someone who lives with people with autism, I often feel many such behaviours can be traced to a lack of social awareness rather than actual stupidity. I'd always rather assume innocence and unawareness than stupidity. (Though a few spam us deliberately, granted!)

-One thing I know about people with Aspergers is, they dont lie, they are often shy at 1st, but once they know you, they arent the type you ask "does my butt look big in this" coz they'll tell you outright that if does with such innocence & charm.

-So cute. It portrays the Child like Innocence that people with Autism, tends to have

-“Children with autism are angels who lost their way to heaven and fell down on earth.”

For thousands of angels on this planet, music might be a therapy.  

A 16-year-old ocarina performer with autism touches people’s hearts for his clear eyes and smile. https://bit.ly/3uJ5rGw

-hello  My granddaughter has ASD , autism and adhd, I will always talk to special angels . I use to work with special Olympics children. special angels are a beautiful bunch of people.

-Sometimes angels are disguised as kids with special needs to teach us how to be better people. . #autism #autismparenting #autismawareness #autismmom #autismfamily

-Thank you so very much! My son is now 25 and there was zero support for parents of children with autism.We were told we were cold mother’s and that was the http://reason.So we stood up spoke with ferocious love we have for our angels &changed the way people understood it

-People with Autism are extremely intelligent, they are incredibly humorous, genuine, kind and adorable

I see you being strong and talented everyday, simultaneously inspiring everyone else around you

-Heartbreaking I work with young people with autism! They are probably the most adorable human being who doesn’t deserve this!

-My first time as well from rain man which I loved ,now I know there are so many different issues with autism and they have very complex needs but are adorable people just different.

-Taking things literally is a common trait in people with Autism. Also, yes. It's absolutely adorable.

-“I’m a psychiatrist for people with learning disabilities “ #psychiatrist

I provide voice to the most unheard , unseen but most adorable group of our community.

#choosepsychiatry #DownSyndrome #Autism

-People with Autism are so pure man

-So nice and I’m sure he had a good day with you! Autism victims are so pure and innocent! Wish more people understood! I have no one close to me with Autism but I do promote Autism Awareness as my Aspie friend

@NASCARSammy

. Follow him at http://nascarsammy.com he is amazing!

-When I was in school I usually helped the kids with autism or just playing with them they are so pure and the most kindest people on earth they literally have no hate to others they are just so fun to be with and it angers me when people use it as a joke..

-kids with autism are so pure, they are so smart and deserve to have support to keep on going just like any other kid. Also all the people that make autism jokes.. I do get offended and I’m not afraid to say it. To know that people are saying it as an insult breaks my heart

-Omg

kids/adults with autism brings me joy to my heart

their so cute and adorable

-you work with autistic adults? My little nephew suffers from autism, he's so adorable!

-Lmaooo i teach a virtual class targeted for teens and young adults with autism but the class usually ends up being for the adults

but they’re so cute I love them

-I’m watching love on the spectrum and it’s so cute. I miss working with adults who have autism or a learning disability. They made work sooo much fun

-Love on the Spectrum about adults with autism trying to find a partner. So cute

-I challenge them to care adult  children with autism for a week. Can see how cute & fun this special identity is.

-So cute. But seriously, check the child for Autism. I ran a group for adults with Asperger Sydrome. Nearly every one liked playing in puddles. I'm not a parent though, not sure if this is true for most children.

-My precious friend Hunter,++cursed with the disease autism I hope we all pray for all the little children who are sick and affected by any disease and adults too GOD bless them all+++++++++++++(((

-Hello to Mr.&Mrs. Richard Engel.

I to. Have a special needs son.

He is a low functioning Adult Toddler with Autism and Retardation. So believe me when I say. I know what you are going through especially Mrs Engels. I pray God’s blessings on your precious child.

-Worked with pure little souls like this, and now with DD adults who are just as much without guile and 2 grandsons with autism ..I see that The Good Lord hand picks VERY special parents to entrust His precious most vaunerable lil ones to! What u love reveals who you are, Ryan!

-The Champion’s Club Walk and Roll Sat. Was so precious. Children and adults in wheelchairs and some running and playing on blow-ups. So sweet and amazing what God can do with a child with autism or Down Syndrome’s or a birth  defect. I salute the parents. Some are single.

-Those are the most amazing moments. I’ve taught kids and young adults with autism for over 11 years, and it’s those little snippets in time that are the most precious.

-Kids with Autism are precious angels. The adults too.

-My adult son with #autism loves Christmas. He's not little, doesn't run around, but believes in Santa. Precious. #memories

[loseyoutoloveme]

will you do a song by song review for life support? i really liked the ones for sweetener and thank you next!

oh absolutely, i’d love to! thank you for asking and being interested 🖤 all thoughts below.

the beginning:

this was such a great way to open this album, it’s so cinematic and really sets the mood so perfectly. one of my fav instrumental intros i’ve ever heard.

9/10

good in goodbye: “you put the over in lover, put the ex in next.”

the lyrics are so wonderfully corny and i’ll love this song forever, like the chorus is literally just so fun to sing along to.

i do think it feels a little... shallow compared to the rest of the album, and the album being released so long after this song came out makes it feel disconnected from the rest. but i love it so i don’t care.

7.5/10 

default: “i know, i know this must be coming for me, i swear, i swear i will be the end of me, the end of me.”

this song is just sooo...... OUCH!

i’m obsessed with the way the chorus just SOUNDS like an emotional spiral, like her life falling apart, like falling into a deep depression, and then the outro builds like destructive racing thoughts.

also i never noticed the wave crashing and the bubbles at the very beginning until really recently, and i love that little touch. the whole song feels so underwater. cloudy and fuzzy. it does a good job of depicting certain symptoms of various mental illnesses.

8.5/10

follow the white rabbit: “is it haunting, baby, that i’m wanting, baby, that i’m wanting, wanting you?”

i actually was fully not expecting to like this that much based off the snippets she’d shared, but omg this left me WEAAAAK on first listen, which was the best surprise

there are definitely so many layers to these lyrics too, despite it being just a bombastic sexy toxic love song on its surface, particularly when thinking about the album as a commentary on mental illness, and some of the breakup/love songs as metaphors rather than straightforward love songs. definitely about infatuation and toxicity and perhaps knowingly entering a bad relationship as a bad coping mechanism, a way to avoid dealing with your pain or (as we see in effortlessly) a way to just feel anything at all.

9/10

effortlessly: “i hold my breath to breathe, hurt me so i feel, used to do these things so effortlessly somehow.”

oh god this song is just a punch in the stomach

i ALSO didn’t really expect to love this one based on snippets but the lyrics are just devastating and perfect and i hope speak to anybody who has struggled with self-harm and medication.

i don’t even have thoughts on this song, it just makes me go jsn*@(#nkdasdnkasd7*@U#j2k3n

love that this is such a fan favourite. it deserves!

10/10

stay numb and carry on: “truth is it was never love, your fault if you thought it was.”

the reverse “i’ve become emotionless” at the beginning >>>

also love the “i was gin and you were toxic . . . wish we’d just stayed plaTONIC” like a platonic relationship would be the opposite of toxic. it’s such fun wordplay.

also “i don’t feel like anyone” makes me emo, she really just slid the most simple but heartbreaking lines in everywhere and you don’t notice them until they hit you out of nowhere one day and you’re like ...OH

AND THE WAY HER VOICE STARTS TO GO MONOTONE AT “i’ve become emotionless” 

in conclusion, madison beer is a vessel for god

10/10

blue: “you could be as sweet as honey but i knew the darkness in your mind.”

this is my least favourite on the album but it’s still fantastic

the lana influence is clear without being too copycat, like it’s still SO madison. sorta like lana’s video games modernized and adapted into something truer to madison’s vibe.

love love love the whole outro

glad that this wasn’t a single like it was planned to be

7/10

interlude: “would you do that shit for me too?”

VOCODER RIGHTS

this album in general is just not really for people who don’t like vocoders and lots of technical effects. i looove that she leaned into it so hard bc it’s so HER.

this song also has so much depth for an interlude, relaying the experience of feeling SO hard about people, and realizing like you’re putting in way more than you’re getting back.

the post-chorus is like... 🤩🌌💫☄️🌠

7.5/10

homesick: “these humans speak my language, still don’t understand it.”

THIS SONG...... IS MY BABY......

oh god it just breaks my heart on every listen. the image in my head is of a little girl talking to the stars.

and why does the line about her mom and dad make me wanna cry every time? i have no idea.

I BELONG IN SPACE...... FLOATING WITH DEBRIS.......

i’m sure she’s not the first person to ever use this metaphor for mental illness, expressing the alienation of mental illness (especially one as stigmatized and misunderstood as bpd) by talking about LITERAL aliens sdkjfsdfksd, but she does it SOOOOO well and sincerely that it feels like it’s uniquely hers.

the rick & morty sample is so funny and so weird and so madison. i will probably never watch an episode of that show in my life.

10000000000/10 this song is the loml

selfish: “shouldn’t love you but i couldn’t help it, had a feeling that you never felt it.”

my absolute favourite of all of the singles, noooo question about it. it’s a perfect, perfect, perfect song.

two years, alone on new years’, nightclubs, gemini... women writing lyrics with very specific details about the shitty men that the song is about... it’s everything to me.

this song will just NEVER age. every time i listen to it, it’s like the first time all over again.

10/10

sour times: “don’t know what song of mine you heard that made you think i’d want to spend the night with you.”

home with you’s big sister<3 

not the strongest lyrics, but the concept and production are more than strong enough to carry the song.

she came on this bitch mad as hell

also love that this have been another fan favourite, seemingly??

men gross

9/10

boyshit: “don’t know how to talk or communicate, we’re so on and off, to you it’s a game.”

it took me awhile to get into this when it was a single ngl, probably because it came out the same night as evermore sjdknfsfnkjsd, but once i got into it, it became the best song ever

she’s soooo reliable with her “men ain’t shit” songs ugh

8.5/10

baby: “i’m a handful but that’s what hands are for.”

when this came out as a single it was the only thing i listened to for a solid week and a half. just an excellent song. the chorus is evvverrryttthhhiiinnnnggg.

WHAT IS IT SO CATCHY FOR?

9.5/10

stained glass: “my life’s a still fading memory of what i can’t have, and everything ’round me is starting to fade into black, but black and white is so much better, i’m learning how to hide my colours.”

i’m so surprised by how much non-stans seem to love this omg, it’s never been a fav of mine, as much as i still love it

but i’m obsessed with how different and distinctly madison it is

also this is a much more genuine take on the “pls stop being mean to me just bc i’m famous / you don’t know what people are going through” type of song than most of the others i’ve ever heard. her pain is evident, and the soft “i just might break” is just..... </3

the glass breaking and little scream are so good

she loves a good metaphor and so do i!

7.5/10 

emotional bruises: “how do i word this? was about to write you this letter, but it was just curses in cursive, you probably deserve it.”

this was definitely my most anticipated song along with everything happens for a reason, like i listened to the snippet on repeat CONSTANTLY lmao. and the full song definitely lived up.

the scribbling sound is so fun, i love her obsession with little real-life sound effects

10/10

everything happens for a reason: “i still can’t find a reason you’d wanna hurt me so bad.”

THIS SONG IS VERY MUCH EVERYTHING

again, this was for sure one of my most anticipated songs and just kjsadsdkajsm god i love love love it

i think she posted a video one time of the song over a clip of the mermaids from peter pan and it was so pretty and i still picture that video when i hear this song. it’s just soooooo hazy and dreamy and retro and perfect.

also the song on the album where she got to show off her vocals the most. she found her niche with this song, truly.

100/10

channel surfing/the end: “YOU’REBADFORMYHEALTHISHOULDPROLLYKEPTSOMEHELPICANTCONTROLMYSELFIMADDICTEDOTHEHELL”

oh my god i was FLOOOOOORED at the dear society clip. dear society was and is one of my FAVOURITE songs, and i appreciate her reasoning for not including it on the album (just wanting some space for a new song instead of one we’d already had for so long), but it did hurt a lil. i was so happy she found a little way to include it :’) rip to hurts like hell tho since she didn’t get the same treatment sjdnksd.

the channel surfing is also just such a fun concept for an outro.

and her laughing with her producers at the end followed by such a sweet calming tropical instrumental...... oooo it’s so nice, it feels like the calm after the storm.

10/10

overall, this album was just SO worth the wait, it’s so fantastic, it’s the loml, one of my favourite albums ever. i LOVE that it’s helped anyone with BPD feel seen and understood, and as someone who doesn’t have bpd but has a couple of loved ones who do, the emotions she expressed in these lyrics have helped me to understand this disorder more too. just such a special album.

most of the criticism i’ve seen of the album has been that it’s overproduced, and that’s definitely criticism that i understand, bc it IS heavy on the technical side and some people just don’t like very heavy production, buuuut... some people do! i do! madison does! and heavy production does not automatically make an album bad. this type of production isn’t something that i expect her to move away from, because it’s clearly her thing, and maybe that just means her place in the industry will be more with the heavy heavy pop fans and maybe even in more hyperpop circles. i also think it’s SUPPOSED to be overproduced; it’s supposed to be a mess of emotions and sometimes a little chaotic. she executed it very well.

i hope by the time her next album is out, people will stop comparing her to like every single artist out there. some reviewers seem determined to pigeonhole her and compare her to every female artist under the sun, which feels like an absolute disservice to me. she is influenced by many different people and they comes out in her music, as it does any artist’s because everybody has their inspirations, but her sound is VERY much her own. as someone who has liked her for years, i can absolutely feel her essence in each song and nobody else’s.

a 10/10 album and such an amazing, promising debut<3  

[enchanted--realm]

When Calls the Heart Live Ramples

S8 ep 11 Changing Times or something like that

Omg the opening!! Nathan at Elizabeth's house in the morning. First of all, kind of scandalous (even my mom was like 😉) And then all those lowkey kinda highkey sexy inclinations. 'Take off your red serge' 'warm you up'. That was a heated scene, I-- 😏I loved it. And yes he did the most adorable thing with the flowers! That was so cute how he presented them. I also loved the easy references about Jack. It's become much easier for E to talk about him in passing without all the emotion hitting her and it's especially nice that it doesnt cause lots of discomfort between her and Nathan. I loved the way she automatically went to button his serge. They are so married. Ugh that scene was just the best and I can't believe that we actually got something like that. I was not expecting anything remotely similar to that so it was real treat tonight.

Lucas definitely sees the love between her and Nathan. And from his talk with Carson I suppose he's already started to move on. And yo Lucas finally took himself out of the equation and told Elizabeth he's setting her free! Boy beat her to it and left with some dignity. I felt for him though in this episode and want him to find happiness with someone else. Hopefully when they write Lucas as a romantic interest with someone else (as they most likely will do at some point) they wont write his character to be so rude like he's been lately.

Moving on, I like how with the school inspector, he isnt some enemy that's easy to hate. It's actually very clear that he's a man who likes his job in the education system and he just wants what's best for the students. Honestly, when he was walking with E and explaining his point of view, I had to agree. I mean, Angela would require so much more attention from E and she's only one person. There's no way she could teach her class at the speed she's been doing, while also teaching Angela and at the same time learning how to read braille herself and teach a blind student for the first time. That's too much for one teacher to handle. I wonder, since Ned's daughter is a teacher in Hamilton, would she come and assist Elizabeth? I doubt it since she seemed to really like her life in Hamilton, but it's a theory. I guess this school inspector drama will be s9 plot bc how can they solve that in one episode left of the season? It's being set up very well I must say.

Ok. Clara. Very quickly, her shirt was way low cut for the times. Quite the scandal that was. Second, I really liked her crying scene when she was talking to Lee. The way she took those sharp inhales, and her change in voice. I really believed it. 👏 Applause for Eva, well done. That whole plot with the business man wanting to build a factory!! It was really good. I mean, how annoying, but it makes for good plot so I like it.

Ah! And Rosemary! The way she fell off that horse! I was kind of scared for her when she was facing those men alone. Ohhh I was really feeling for Rosemary in this whole episode. I thought it was so funny the way she was taking over Lee's office. And oh yay she wants to start the newspaper that's wonderful. I really need her and E to make up. I dont like watching either of them being sad and hesitant around each other. And omg the police that Rosemary ran into at the property. I mean, wow. That man. He was so BIG. Don't mess with him. You run into him down the street you go the other way bc that guy looks like he can take anyone down lol. His face and voice were so intimating too, just overall, dont mess with that guy.

So glad that Carson is moving on from Faith. Omg I couldnt take anymore of them. It was kind of annoying the way Faith kept saying she didnt want Carson to propose, and yet whenever she was with him she was all smiley, like. Girl, talk to the man and tell him you dont want to be with him anymore. Yeah that's my only complaint. Glad that's all done with.

I loved how Elizabeth asked for Bill's help with the school board situation. That whole plot is looking really good and well developed. Oh and the way Elizabeth looked at Nathan from a far when Lucas visited her at the school *spoken in true Hope Valley fashion* 'Oh!' She so loves him.

And I absolutely LOVED the late night rainy scene with Elizabeth holding baby Jack and singing to him😭 That was so beautiful and loving❤ one of the best parts of the whole episode and there were many tonight. I love it whenever people sing on this show, especially when it's a truly heartfelt moment. I just---* deep sigh* It was a good episode tonight.

Quick last thing, where's Ned? He didnt come back with Florence? Weird. Also Florence looked beautiful in that outfit, I loved her shirt. So beautiful.

Overall, such a good episode. So many scenes central to Elizabeth and her plotline, which apparently even though she's the main character I need to be grateful for bc she doesnt get enough screentime normally. That preview for next week was just too much. Omg the way they present the love triangle I-- how cliche and cringe could they be. Whatever I'm still so so sooo excited for the finale!! Hearties for the win! Team Nathan for the win!!

[karaslluthor]

supercorp fanfic masterpost pt.2

this has been in my drafts for over a year so here ya go and hasn't been updated since then but if u haven't read these then ur welcome. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

its literally a big ass list jsyk and i did all the tumblr tags back then so idk if they are still the same users but hopefully lmao. 

original part 1 is here boysss

MULTI FICS

somewhere i have never travelled (http://archiveofourown.org/works/9268886/chapters/21008012)

kara and lena visit all different places lenas lived and then they find a home together and its super cute and fluffy I cry

Paranoia Incarnated - @justmickeyfornow

mickey is my fucking supercorp spiritual guider with the best fucking fic and ive read it about 322934 times and still is sooo good. Also the whole heartbeat thing KILLS me. SO MUCH ANGST but literally its worth the death u go through trust me

Transcendent Interactions 

Kara and lena share this bond thing from birth and can feel each others emotions and they finally meet and its so great like im actually fucking in love with this fic and kara gets herself off all the time thinking lena doesn’t know idk just read it u wont regret I stg

Closer and Closer (Until We Collide) - @hallow777 

Im a slut for bed sharing tropes and this is so CUTE like lenas all freaking out because she keeps waking up cuddling kara and alex is oblivious to everything and its just soooo good

So, This Happened?

Drunk kara leaves drunk alex for a more suitable cuddle buddy aka lena lesbian luthor and lena sleeps in a supergirl t shirt bc of course

Sojourn 

Holy mother of fuck as if this fic didn’t absolutely ruin my fucking life??? Lena has to go to London for a month so she invites kara to come with her and lena has a gay awakening and realises shes in love with kara and its SO FUCKING GOOD

just one wrong move (baby, baby)

lena is having karas baby from this alien tech accidentally! And lena is so loved and its so cute like honestly and obviously they fall in love bc duh

hold me, my dear (and don't let go)

kara is a professional cuddler and lena hires her services bc shes a sad touch starved young lady and deserves to have some hugs in her life hello fluff my old friend discovering the moon 

alex and lena brotp and holy fuck does it deliver!!!! Alex is like a wingwoman we all need and kara and lena just need to communicate tbh but AMAZING

Focus on Something You Love, and Breathe

Lex is a little shit as always and wants to kill lena bc he thinks shes in love with supergirl (which she is) so kara says she can stay with her and obviously the angst is juicy and ruined my life. So. Good. Read. It.

Offstage 

College theatre au but like literally one of the best college aus ive ever read!!!! Lenas just a big lesbian and karas confused and they bang secretly and its glorious

it's a boy!

lena takes in a super powered alien baby that falls from the sky and gets a weird neighbor in the form of kara danvers and theres not many chapters yet so im not sure whats happening with kara yet but im super excited for this!!!

Break My Fall 

Kara dates monel but kisses lena as supergirl and its angsty and smutty and all round a good fucking time

carefulness can be damned 

Post 3x7, literally smut with some plot need I say more??

A Foolish Wit - @seabiscuits-us​

if you haven’t read seabiscuits fics are you even a supercorp fan?? Lena needs a husband and Clark Danvers is positively charming and also actually disguised as a man, I mean.. quality content

In My Veins

im soooo excited for this fic because the lena/alex brotp is written so well!!! Basically lena and alex become really good friends bc they both deal with their issues by drinking obvs and kara thinks they are secretly dating and gets upset and im SO READY FOR THIS ANGST

Would You Catch Me If I Fall For You ('Cause I'm falling) 

This is absolutely amazing and so captivating and I was honestly on edge the whole time kudos to the author!!!!! Kara goes back in time to warn lena about her dying on the venture and lena falls in love with her but she disappears and then when real kara and lena meet, kara doesn’t remember knowing lena and ughsalkdhsla its so good.

We Need a New Song

Oh my good golly gosh this fic ruined my life. Ballet au that has barely any ballet and an abundance of GAY and I had to take a moment after reading this to collect myself tbh

and stick it into someone else's heart 

Rhea infected lenas boobs in a cage dress with some weird alien stuff and her and kara have to bang or THEY’LL DIE pretty much but they love each other

The Laws of Fate 

soulmate au where everyone has a red string and lenas points to the sky and shes confused af but it’s a gay slow burn and the angst is good for ur soul

My Sun 

Lena gets into a car accident and kara thinks she died but lex is a maniac and wants lenas help and fdjsaklfs it’s a rollercoaster let me tell you

Mercy on Me 

lena falls under black mercy and in order to bring her back karas has to break her poor little gay heart bc lena thinks her and kara are in looooove AWWW heart shatters

Be your own Hero 

Collection of supercorp one shots!!!!!! Quality content lemme tell yaaaa

pick a blossom and hold it to your breast (honey, you know that’s my love bursting loud from inside) 

kara and lena rely on their late night phone calls with each other and get the feels and go on a date and they are just cute adorable dorks that are nervous  

your voice is pretty, baby (but i’d rather have your pretty skin instead) 

part 2 of pick a blossom ^^^ still adorably cute and a smut chapter I mean come on, treat yoself

Firsts 

kara and lenas first told in the cutest wayyyyyyyy

Whispers 

lena works with lillian to save supergirl and its oh so angsty and kara always believes her girl bc that’s canon

My personal Santa in heels 

Kara loves Christmas almost as much as she loves lena, almost

Timer 

Soulmate AU where everyone can have a device installed to tell them the time until they meet their soulmate, kara and lena love each other but kara cant have a timer installed obvs kryptonian skin and its so cute and soft and angsty

The Fatal Flaw 

Super cool and different fic and keen to see more chapters from this!! Kara doesn’t have her powers (yet) and she meets lena at a party at college and then clark tells her shes actually an alien ooooo im keen

Stay the night 

Lena inherits the national city womens basketball team and star player kara danvers is a muscly babe and they try not to fall in love BUT ITS JUST TOO HARD BECAUSE THEY ARE SOULMATES also I love jack in this such a wingman

1865 

MATTTTTTTTEEEE lena is the daughter of the governor and shes a little rebel. She falls in love with kara but her family has arranged her marriage to monel BUT LIKE THEY JUST LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH btw they are aliens but like in 1865 so cool. Pls update I love this so much

All Our Bodies in the Grass - @seabiscuits-us​

fuckkkkk this fic honestly, amish au and lena knows nothing but kara is down to help her out while also sharing lovely girl mags ;)

B.F.F.W.E.B

Kara and lena are friends with benefits but feels get involveddddd, lenas a useless lesbian

All the little lies 

Kara comes to earth and falls in love with lena but she has to go back to krypton and breaks lenas heart in the process, but she comes back and its only been like 7 months but its been like 3 years for lena!!! (I cant remember exact dates don’t judge me)

half melted m&m's 

lena needs a fake wife to stay in the country so kara is ever so helpful and agrees to be her wife, oh I do love a fake wife trope and this delivers!!!!

The Wrong Superhero 

Lena gets saved by batwoman and supergirl thinks she is super jealous because of superhero-related reasons but shes just in love with lena

We'll Take on the World 

College au, just useless fools in love that need to communicate and make out more

And they call me from beyond the stars 

Omg I LOVE THIS FIC SO MUCH ok so kara is a ghost (still from krypton and stuff) but no one can see her except lena so lena works on trying to get her back into the physical plane of existence so she can find alex but they FIND LOVE WITH ONE ANOTHER oh my god so angsty let me tell ya be warned

Wait for me to come home 

https://lostariels.tumblr.com/

idk where to even start on this fic honestly, im pretty sure most people have read this bc it’s a rite of passage but fuck it gets me everytime!!!! Army au and there is so much angst and I love it

An Unexpected Surprise 

supercorp baby au!!! Kara and lena bang and kara ends up preggers. Iconic  

Days in a Lifetime 

Kara and lena grow up together, massive slowburn but worth the wait!!!!! ACTUALLY GO AND READ ALL OF STENS BECAUSE I JUST REALISED HOW MANY I PUT IN HERE AND THEY ARE ALL FUCKING GREAT

Do you wanna (like you know I do) - @seabiscuits-us​

another seabiscuit, I couldn’t not put this in!!! CAPE COD and sharing of bunk beds!!! Pls update this my soul is withering away

Purple and Black are my Favorite Colours 

Kara gets in contact with kryptonite that makes her gp! And her and lena b a n g    

ONE SHOTS

danishes and other sweet treats 

oh my fuck this is so cute and its like a long one shot so I mean get on it because kara and lena go to a conference and share a hotel room need I say more  

Sun Kissed 

Kara takes lena on a roadtrip to the science museum for her birthday and my good golly gosh its so cute I could ascend to heaven

Only Human 

A one shot with two chapters in different POV but lenas jealous of monel and then supercorp bang and its all angsty and lena protects kara and tbh they need to communicate but happy endings and love all round

The Right Thing 

Lena freaks out because lex knows her and supergirl are dating and does the most dramatic thing (of course) by distancing herself from kara and did I say angst???/ also I cried multiple times in this

funny how the stars crossed right 

Kara and lena keep meeting at parties and have super dorky costumes and fall in love (literally love anything written by you btw, im going to go ahead and say I would have all yours bookmarked so everyone just check them ALL out)

Accidental Text

kara accidentally sends a love confession to lena and its short and cute!      

Unspoken Promises

supergirl and reign battle and lena finds out about kara being supergirl and supercorp are just obliviously in love

Green (Kara loves it and hates it in equal measure)

Im a sucker for a jealous trope and boy does this deliverrrr. Karas hella jealous of lena having other friends but realises its because shes super in love with her

Crush

Karas jealous because lena is flirting with supergirl but lena knows kara is supergirl so shes actually flirting with kara, nice!

My Donuts

Karas really jealous of sam and lena spending heaps of time together and then kara walks in on them having donuts and she fucking loses it because its their thing duh.

when we get there 

Lena invites kara to her beach house to chill and they obvs fall in love because they are cute af

Have a Break 

Lena is determined to work out how to use a vending machine to get kara her candy and kara and winn are watching it all unfold via cameras in catco, basically lena vs. the machine (himym singing voice)

Self doubt and comforting talks 

Drunk kara, comforting lena fluff and adorableness

Shopping carts and a beautiful girl 

Kara crashes into lenas car in a shopping cart and they go on a date and its SO CUTE

Distractions 

lenas oblivious to kara being supergirl even though kara slips up all the time!!! #nicehalloweencostumekara

Lip Bites & Long Gazes 

lenas a big gay flirt and kara gets frustrated and flustered and calls her out and they make out

Off the Record 

kara spots lena at a gay club and they dance and make out *lizzie mcguire voice this is what dreams are made of*

Not so secret 

the superfriends take a weekend away and kara and lena bang pretty much smut but its cute

come be my lover, be my getaway car 

How many amazing tropes can you fit into one fic (aka the fic that made me lose my fucking mind oh my god its so good, had it include)

A one time thing

Kara and lena end up banging in a motel and kara has an internal meltdown its great

This is Home 

Listen here, this is the most adorable thing my two eyes have ever witnessed. Lena doesn’t really have a home kara the sweet soul she assists her in finding a home with her (aka its kara, kara is her home get it)

Her Biggest Fan 

lena is apart of the supergirl fandom, aka shes me

Drunk Puppy

kara being a drunk gay mess wanting to hunt seashells with lena

Act Natural

kara and lena have hickies and try to hide them on a beach trip with the gang  

Like a date, date 

kara asks lena on a date and lena has a gay panic attack pretty much

Datable 

everyone thinks kara and lena are dating so they just start dating? Amazing

Stop following me, creep 

Please clarify 

Lena tries to tell kara she loves her and wants to date but karas an alien and just doesn’t get it, so cuteeeee

Fate is Written in the Ink (part 1) 

Fate is Written in the Ink (part 2)

Soulmate au!!!! Any ink on your skin appears on your soulmates and omg its so cute like kara draws all this art on herself and lena gets to see it too!!!!!

Muddle my heart (then add a dash of lime) 

Kara keeps going to the bar because punk/bartender Lena is a babe and she has a big lesbian crush on her

be hopeful, don't get broken (stay caught up in the moment) 

angsty dog au and I mean PUPPIEs and SUPERCORP need I say more?

The makings of a family 

Clark is the one who arrives after being stuck in the phantom zone and kara has to look after him and lena helps her out and wow new baby for supercorp

Let Your Guard Down 

Lena in a DEO uniform sparring with kara and its so angsty because lenas mad at kara for not telling her the supergirl secret and then they bang and did I already mention lena in a DEO uniform???  

Do you not like the service here?

Thirsty kara and waitress lena, lenas jealous of alex l o l

here is where time is on our side (part 1) 

our corner of the universe (part 2) 

long oneshot but fuck me its so good. Post daxamite invasion/mon-el coming back and both are healing from everything and go on a roadtrip just wherever the map takes them and oh my fuck its so cute and everything u want in a fic. Part two is the follow up

The Uncanny Valley 

cadmus replaces real lena with a robot version and kara didn’t know but then kara finds lena and its cute  

put these battered bones to rest 

soulmate au (you should know by now im a sucker for a good soulmate au), lena has a foreign name on her hip (its kara btw)

pain

another soulmate au hhehehe soulmates feel each others pain obvs both these babies have a lot of paiiiiiin in their lives

Love is Garbage 

Literally a garbage truck au, im not even going to say more

i know you're out there somewhere waiting (i know the stars can hear us praying) 

Whats this??? Another soulmate au!!! Classic lover one arm, enemy on the other, honestly lena deserves more and just waits for kara to love her and I love this fic, also they help sam!!  

Monster in the Mirror 

Supercorp reveal in the middle of the lena/edge poisoning children episode oooooooh so angsty but happy love ending

Safety 

Supercorp first ever sleepover!!! This is so cute stop

Please Clarify 

Lena tries to ask kara out in every single way possible and kara is an oblivious alien

love is a flower, you gotta let it grow 

Unrequited love makes u grow flower petals in your lungs but when ur love is returned it clears up, this was dope and I love ur work

where our hands hurt from healing - @seabiscuits-us​

its seabiscuit do I need to say more?????? I will tho. Alex and lena match on tinder and become besties and I live for alex/lena brotp so….

blessed be (the mystery of love) - @seabiscuits-us​ 

*dj Khaled voice* ANOTHER ONE, look I love every single fic this one does not disappoint and nothing like a good light hearted first date fisting hahahahahaha

The Luthor and the Super That Saved the World 

Fit it fic for the season three finale where there is more supercorp and less shit writing, LOVE STENS WORK

Kara Danvers and the Brown Belt of Lesbianism 

Karas gay brown belt that she always wears that makes her look like a big ol lesbian drives lena mental bc she so gay

SIN

ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING BY JAZZFORDSHIRE IM NOT FUCKING JOKING LET YOURSELF FALL INTO THIS SMUTFEST AND LIVE UR BEST FUCKING LIFE AND IF YOU HAVENT READ THE CAMPING AU UR NOT EVEN A SUPERCORP STAN

Pleasure 

like sweat dripping down our dirty laundry 

What Happens in the K Room Doesn't Stay in the K Room 

green-eyed monster

Kara shows Lena what makes her Super 

Supergirl, Kara, and a Luthor walk into a bar... 

Late Night Heroics 

Good Vibrations 

Two Lena Luthors and a blonde walk into a bedroom... 

Her perfect match 

Girls' Night 

Happy Halloween, Supergirl 

What She Wants 

make the rules then break them 

an animal within an animal 

THE WILDEST THING IVE EVER READ, STRAP THE FUCK IN (youll understand my pun when you’ve read it)

[fangirling-throughlife]

I finally have a second to truly process the whirlwind of emotions of yesterday. 

It started as a shitty day, for real. I had a minor panic attack in the car, then changed my insulin pump to this new device I never really wanted (but I have to because they don’t have my old one in this hospital), causing me to almost cry because, hey, I’m losing ties to my life back home. Then I had to wait like half an hour to get through to the doctor’s office. I had told the TV people that I’d be home at 10, and it was 9:50 when we left the hospital (and it took 38 minutes to get home, AT LEAST, because of this weekend’s snowstorm). But as I was leaving, I heard a message where they told me they’d had a problem with the garage door and that they’d be half an hour late (so, just in time). I got home, had a coffee, put on some more layers and I was ready to go. They didn’t get to my street, but they ended up like 20 minutes away walking, so my aunt had to drive me there. Pretty shitty so far, right?

So, I get in the car, and I see there’s a guy driving, and she’s on the phone, so I can’t really say anything. They weren’t wearing mouthmasks (but I was, and I was sitting in the back seats), and when he turned completely to check behind him, I fell hard. This guy, I’ll call him J, is GORGEOUS. 100% my type physically (dark hair, a large-ish nose, full lips, extremely tall...). I notice he doesn’t answer much, and that he always speaks Spanish (instead of Catalan, which is the language of the network and, well, the language I speak most fluently). What follows is just too good to be true. 

J is the camera and sound guy, so he kinda goes looking for good shots as the reporter/producer and I are talking, figuring out our talking points. He joins us at one point and starts debating 1984 by Orwell and the movies with the museum guide, and I’m making heart eyes. Then he just drops a fact as he enters this other room about a historic event in 1975, one that I should know but I don’t recall ever knowing. And then, he has to mic me up. Just to be clear, I haven’t touched a guy/been touched by a guy in 6 months, and he is supernice about it. He hooks the mic to my sweater, hides the wire inside of it, hooks the transmitter (I think that’s what it was) to my jeans, hides the wire inside of my back pocket. At this point I’m sweating, and it’s NOTHING. We start filming, and he is just amazing, trying out angles and other producer stuff, but also making very witty comments here and there. 

Once outside, they invite us into the cafe next door and give us coffee and waffles, and he just starts stuffing his face. We finish up and move to another location to film. Everything is going great, until they’re done with my part. And, because we’re on the bridge where my best friend and I made a billion selfies, and next to where we had lunch last year, so I start sending her messages. We’re chatting, and I start sending voice messages, and (because she wants me to find a guy) I say “OMG, the camera guy is sooo hot”. With my mic on, which means he could hear everything. 

We don’t talk at all going to the next location, and the reporter and I go to a praline shop. She goes completely crazy, so she adds it as an indoor location to the list. The shopowner was so thankful that she gave us chocolates to try. She asked us our preference: black or milk chocolate. J says black (same as me). Point to him. Then we’re done there and we’re talking about Bitcoin, and I say something about Big Bang Theory. She doesn’t get it, but he does and just starts talking about it. Again, heart eyes. I stupidly say something about being a complete idiot in front of beautiful boys (because, yeah, I’m stupid). But I think that it’s fine, because I’ve been witty in front of him. NOT. Next 4 tapes are ruined because I apparently can’t remember 3 simple steps, nor do I know how to walk backwards. 

In the central square, J leaves to get images of the typical houses, and I’m left with the reporter, who tells me he had heard me talking about him. I’m mortified, and I see him taking off his headphone so we can have a bit of “privacy”. I tell her I think J is gorgeous, and she kinda laughs at it. She’s so nice that I end up telling her about my ex (¿?), and how I haven’t been with anybody since he left for 2 years. She tells me it’s fine, he hasn’t heard what I said about him, just that I mentioned “the camera guy”. I feel so guilty that, as he approaches us again, I just blurt out “I wasn’t saying anything bad, just that you’re very handsome”. He felt embarrassed, but apparently he decided to mess with me. Next we have hours of slight flirting. 

First when we’re at the “bridge of love”. The myth says that the first person you see when you cross the bridge is the love of your life. We talk about the set-up and all, and we start. As I tell the myth, she jokes “well, we’re the only ones here, so it’s either me or J”. I’m mortified, he’s surprised. We need to do another take. Again, I don’t know what to do. She says, we’re not repeating that, it’s not funny anymore, but he insists on doing it again, and when I ask what I should answer to that, he goes, “you could say, Who knows? that way, people don’t know if you’re talking about her or me”. Fuck this dude.

When we’re getting lunch, he has a hamburger without tomato (just like me). In the car he turns a few times. I’m dying at this point. Finally, we get home, and they’re filming inside. He starts looking at pictures of me throughout the years, which is just awkward. My aunt lets them know that I don’t like to kiss or hug, which apparently is just a cue to start teasing me. And the absolute worst point was when he takes the mic back and says “now you’re free”, and I reply “now I can say what I want again”, and he goes like “yeah, you can”. We just talked for a while, staring at each other. 

My mum says it’s funny, my neighbour says I’m going to dream about him, my best friend is proud of me because I was pretty straightforward. 

Fuck Covid. I would’ve made a bold move. I so wanted to check if those lips were as soft as they appeared.

[deedee-sims]

+1 replies :)

Thank you so much guys for all the comments! It makes me sooo happy! ❤️

@hystericallytragicsimmer replied to your photo  “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

Omg the moment you answered the anon I was hyped all day waiting for the chapter. I loved that it was a long chapter because I always get immersed and the chapter ends too early for me. Does that make sense? I know it takes longer to make longer chapters, but I loved it anyways. And yes we finally see a new side to Rhett! No shade, but he's the epitome of the funny kid meme. I voted for Oliver to leave Rhett alone. I feel like he needs to collect himself after his meeting with Callum. Please, please give us the Rhett pov chapter 🥺🥺🥺 in conclusion, I loved the chapter and thank you for taking the time to write it ✨❤️ Oops I meant the class clown meme

I’m glad you enjoyed the long chapter! I also don’t mind long chapters, it just takes an eternity to make XD Rhett is definitely a class clown lol. I said that earlier, but I promise there will be stuff from Rhett’s pov!

@themeasureofasim replied to your photo “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

I've voted "try to enter and talk to him" because I didn't see any option like "enter and reassure him by telling that of course he's much more than "good enough" despite whatever his family thinks, and that he's the only one he desires to be with". Is that too much to ask, Oliver?

themeasureofasim replied to your photo “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

I've loved this chapter, it didn't feel long at all, and Rhett deserves all the love, and you deserve all the love for creating these characters, you're an awesome storyteller <3

Aw! Ollie is too confused to be able to word his feelins like that... yet at least. I’m glad you enjoyed the chapter! (Rhett definitely needs a big hug!)

@persimmonsimmer replied to your photo “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

Ahhh new chapter! After reading your end notes I feel kind of bad about voting for the kiss and making you build the festival lot, but you did a great job with that build (and with all your sets) and I really did enjoy that scene. What did a lollipop ever do to Oliver?? Like others have said I also loved seeing a different side of Rhett, and look forward to learning more about that soon!

persimmonsimmer replied to your photo “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

Comment 2: I voted for Ollie to leave Rhett alone, however. I think sometimes you really do need to be left alone when upset, so I voted for Oliver to give him some time. I trust the truth will all come out eventually. :) On a different note, I also enjoyed all the Minecraft references, and "minecrafting my own business" cracked me up. Love my nerdy Ollie.

Haha, no worries, I just had to download a crapton of stuff, but it was okay in the end! Ollie just really doesn’t like anything that tastes too sweet! (he even drinks his coffee without sugar, what a moron XD) And I enjoyed (finally) showing a different side of Rhett, because he has a lot more in him than what meets the eye. I love how differently everyone voted XD Ollie is just a cute nerd haha! :D

@episims replied to your photo “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

I can't get over how well you posed Rhett for this chapter. Obviously Ollie too (his expressions during that phone call are especially brilliant) but damn how much there's happening on Rhett's face constantly. And seeing him that down just breaks my heart :(

Aw, I’m glad to hear that! I spend a lot of time on their expressions, and I even try to show stuff that’s not in the text (if that makes sense?) Rhett really needs a hug!

@mdpthatsme replied to your photo “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

I voted to leave Rhett alone. He needs time to decompress before he talks to Oliver or it'll be an argument and I don't want that for our boys XD

Well, I would definitely need time, so that’s valid! :D

@hexagonal-bipyramid replied to your photo “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

That was an intense chapter! So good! I had a hard time deciding what to vote for! xD

Thank you! Yeah, I’m trying to make the votings difficult :P

@jeweloftheworld replied to your photo “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

Oh my gosh, so many feels!!! This chapter, like all the rest, is absolutely wonderful. I’m hooked on every word! My absolute favorite picture was the one you took of Rhett testing his head on Oliver where you can see their faces in the mirror♥️so sad to see Rhett hurt :( I really am looking forward to the next chapter and hope we can find out what happened during his lunch with his brother!

jeweloftheworld replied to your photo “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

As much as I want the boys to talk things out and for Rhett to have Oliver’s shoulder to cry on, I hope Oliver leaves him be for now until Rhett is ready to open up 💕

Thank you so much! I absolutely love mirror shots, I just hate the lighting on that bathroom XD I promise we will find out what happened (sooner or later)!

@nostalgiastardew replied to your photo “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

Aww, poor Rhett. :( I get the vibe that Callum is the favorite in the family, and everything Rhett does is overshadowed by his brother. It would explain the strain in their relationship, though there very well could be more to it than that. I’m with jeweloftheworld; I loved the mirror picture. The expressions are top tier, and you can really tell how much Rhett adores Ollie. <3 Now if only Ollie would take Lainey’s advice for once in his life and talk to Rhett about his feelings. :’)

nostalgiastardew replied to your photo  “Plus One - Chapter 7: Skeletons in the closet on my DW! Don’t worry,...”

(That said, I did vote for him to leave Rhett alone. Some people - myself included - get overwhelmed with emotion and need time to cool down before opening up. Pushing it could make things worse.)

Well, yeah, that’s true about Callum. I’m glad you liked the pictures and expressions, I’m trying my best! :D Yeah, Lainey is the voice of reason here, and Ollie should definitely listen to her!

[meetthefatess]

Persephades HT moments -

I loved every bit of the show but this will be a bit of a long post focusing on Hades/Persephone! As is the theme of like everything I do

Feel free to skip this, this is as much for me to put down all of the stuff I remember as it is for anyone else who is interested!

Act 1:

Guys Amber Gray is so attractive & I almost gasped when she walked out the doors of that balcony in Road to Hell I.

During Epic I Persephone stands up and leans over the balcony smiling, & fanning herself. After a moment she looks over at Hades grinning but he doesn’t even acknowledge her so she scowls and takes a swig from her flask. Babyyyyyy

At the beginning of Living it Up Persephone kisses Hades on the cheek, puts on her coat and drinks from her flask again before leaving. He doesn’t acknowledge her but when her back is turned and she goes down the stairs he looks up for a second & I didn’t think that that usually happened but it made me sooo sad.

Persephone pours Hermes a drink from her flask in Living it Up & he sips it before wincing & looking really concerned for Seph. AH

During All I’ve Ever Known Persephone is sitting off to the side with Hermes & watching Orpheus & Eurydice being tender & looking like she’s about to cry. My heart shattered.

In Way Down Hadestown Persephone fucking chugs that flask and collapses in the middle of the stage. She is pissed when Hades comes down but Hades is smiling & I kinda wanted to punch him.

Chant. Lemme tell you. Hades sounded more sad than angry live & I kind of felt for him & you could tell Persephone did too. He reaches to touch her face & she shakes her head and he looks upsettt. The second time he reaches for her face she nods & he touches her cheek w/ one hand & then takes her other hand & kisses it. She kind of leans toward him & then she seems to realize what she is doing & pulls away abruptly. Hades is not happy about that & I feel like that moment speaks for itself. Godddd.

Brief interlude, Hey Little Songbird was soooo good. Like I always love that song but seeing it live was something else. Patrick Page & Eva Noblezada slayyyy me.

When they both walk out for Why We Build The Wall Persephone is glaring at Hades and looks so crushed when Eurydice comes up through the elevator.

When Hades brings Eurydice up to the balcony he ushers Eurydice in first then looks back down to make eye contact with Persephone who is still standing on the stage & very slowly loosens his tie. OH i was so ready to march up there that stupid fuxkinf-

Act 2:

Hermes comes out with Persephone for Our Lady & before he stands off to the side she kisses his cheek for a good 5 seconds while Hermes goes 😳. & like gd if Hades saw that...

Persephone is very drunk for Our Lady & seems to be very obviously making fun of the fact that Hades is trying to make her jealous. It’s played up for laughs but it was really sad. She finishes her flask once she’s done singing & kind of stumbles away. Babey...

When Hades says “Stay out of this” in Papers he doesn’t even bother to look at Persephone & she is pissed.

At the end of If it’s True all of the workers are getting up to stand behind Orpheus & Persephone goes to join them before stepping away at the last minute.

I just- HOW LONG. God this song always makes me emo but seeing it live was something different. First, Persephone is crying for her first three lines and keeps reaching out to Hades but he doesn’t look at her until he starts singing. AH I just needed him to hug his wifeee. And god they’re both so sad.

During Chant II Hades is looking at Persephone the entire time even though he is singing to Orpheus. She is NOT having it.

Persephone stands next to Hermes & looks very nervous @ the beginning of Epic III.

When Hades says “where’d you get that melody?” he gets up & starts walking towards Orpheus. there’s a long pause & Persephone steps forward before Hades can get closer and raises her hand before saying the “let him finish” line. This is the first time Hades looks at Persephone in this song & this time she is looking at Orpheus instead & he is so confused omg

At the end of Epic III Hades and Persephone are staring at each other and Persephone is crying when she takes the flower and tucks it into his vest. Yeah. Fuck.

In the Lover’s Desire dance Persephone starts out grinning & Hades is smiling too, but she starts crying like halfway through AND THE CHEEK TOUCHING AT THE END. OMG I DIED.

After Promises when Hades and Persephone separate, Seph takes his hand in one of hers and is smiling while she wipes her eyes. It is so fucking cute but makes it hit harder when Hades says “I don’t know” and Persephone pulls away from him to stand behind Orpheus & Eurydice looking super upset.

When she pulls away Hades looks down at the hand Persephone had been holding before the fates come foreword to sing Word To The Wise.

Okay His Kiss The Riot made me so emo?? Hades takes the flower out of his vest & looks down at it while he sings. At the end, he looks down at the flower again & there is a really long pause before he says in the quietest, saddest voice “and doubt comes. Doubt comes in.” I actually have never cried during a show I’ve seen live but that moment made my emotional ass tear up out of nowhere.

Persephone is so shocked when Hermes tells them that Hades agreed the let Orpheus & Eurydice go.

Wait for me II. AH. When Hades says “it’s time for spring” he hands Persephone the flower & they hold hands and take a very long time letting go (like at the beginning of the HT tony performance).

Persephone holds the flower to her chest while she sings in Wait For Me II and yeah. fuck.

Unrelated but my heart fucking stopped when Orpheus turned. The set opens up in Wait For Me & closes again at the end of Doubt Comes In which absolutely convinces you that they’ve made it out. AHHH

In Road To Hell II Persephone comes up the elevator w/ the tables and chairs & a new bouquet in her bag looking v wistful and pretty omg. But Hades walks down from the balcony when they’re singing “with a love song” and he’s so watching Persephone and I just thought that was cute.

That’s all! I love them sm & I’m so emo idk what to do

Sorry this is so long lmao

[cute-ace-mess]

so ahh, masterlist of my favourite artists/albums time bc I’m bored

Hozier, esp. Wasteland, Baby! bc that whole album is a bop. Also like,, cherry wine and take me to church are god-tier songs don’t @ me

Elton John! amazing artist, and really amazing live! also like, mum loves him and so emotional connection ig

Queen! AAAA love love love Queen! Again, emotional connection bc Dad loves them and many childhood memories with their best hits albums

ABBA! ,,, I am now realising how much my parents have influenced my music taste. We used to listen to their greatest hits album a lot too

Starkid. Just,, Starkid man. But like,, TGWDLM is god-tier

oooo Curtains! such a good show! But I can’t listen without crying rn, sooo

YUNGBLUD! omg,, this man is soo cool! Love his music, love his persona, love his voice! 

Hamilton - man I can’t even explain how much I love this show! 

on that note, Lin-Manuel Miranda! AAAA his mind. like,, his writing abilities and also his ability to tell a compelling story are incredible 

In The Heights. do I even have to say way, bc DAMN this show is a m a z i n g

Pentatonix! These guys inspire me so much! I have so many amazing memories linked to their songs and covers, and everyday I’m grateful for acapella groups like them who make it so that we can exist and compeat 

Billy Joel! this man is another one of my mums favourites and I can’t hear “she’s always a woman” without almost crying. (my mum’s not dead y’all, she just used to sing me that song a lot and I really love her). Also like, Piano Man is excellent and I may or may not know almost all the word to We Didn’t Start the Fire

Ben Platt! Hngggg his vibrato and his voice are heavenly. also he’s an amazing actor and singer and I really admire him, ok?

Mike Faist! His voice make me smile,,

Grease! yeah,, I know its story is absolute dog-shit,, but man! so many bops! still can’t listen without crying tho

Mary Poppins! I,, yeah. it’s so good, y’all. And every single song slaps. Also you guys are sleeping on the bird ladies song! AND brimstone and treacle, both the original and the reprise are amazing! Yeahh,, ooo and step in time and playing the game are both really good!

Wizard of Oz! kinda sad it got cancelled but I’ve done it before so,, it’s fine! Go and watch it if you and haven’t, and if you have, watch it again! it’s really good

The Sweet! this band is kinda unheard of now, but they were a glam-rock(?) band in the late 60′s and 70′s and their music is kinda cool but also kinda lame. Anyway, my dad loves them and i actually don’t mind their music, so yeah

John Williams! His soundtracks are amazing and I love them! they’re actually really good to study to! 

If i think of more I’ll add them but,, reblog with some of your favourites

[nad-zeta]

Match up! (◠‿◠✿)

hiya!! can i pls get a matchup for ikesen, if its ok? 💞

bi girl i prefer guys! ambiverted intp, gryffindor, n true neutral. i have an older twin sis n i love/hate her sm lmao!!

i have medium-length straight-ish black hair (w/ a side bang to the right) & dark brown eyes!! im 5'5-ish, fun fact: im a filipina!

sooo im a complex daydreamer!! i NEED attention/affirmation or ill feel unwanted/sad. emotional scorpio, im quite sensitive. anxiety, i overthink too much! quiet w/ people im not close w/. easily annoyed but guilty after ‘cause im soft-hearted. im like half funny/playful/kind & half deep/mature/awkward- hopeless romantic! i have a way w/ words, sorta poetic? i wanna be the best! sorta socially anxious, i have a fear of judgement. im not innocent but ppl think i am at first. i look fine but deep down im a big mess. rlly smart & knowledgable. vv passionate, big nerd actually! im like a kid w/ my twin but w/ others im more mature. im the type to do fun stuff and loosen up but would also just cuddle and have long convos. im vv good w/ technology! very imaginative, i come up with stories a lot- around others im very quiet because i literally have no idea what to say. actually a big history fanatic, hehe. i act confident but im not rlly, actually vv insecure and i regret a lot of things.

a habit of mine is that i tend to drift away and just… think? i also tend to care a lot abt my appearance! i get competative but there are also times when im just chill. i get vv embarrassed when i lose control tho n i regret it sm :(( i have loads of trouble asking for help even if i like to help others a lot! i like being organised but i tend to be… chaotic.

hsjsh- fun fact: there are times where im just,, super hyper n say the weirdest things? im good in school but,, im lazy yknow- i love math (surprisingly, i got a natural talent?), science (esp abt stars n space), history, and english (actually my 2nd languange but im very fluent) the most. bilingual but im also learnin french! wanna learn latin too tho but id break down- i have the fear of the unknown, failure, n loneliness! im scared of the future cause its beyond human ability to know,, the only guys ive rlly talked to r family members so my awkwardness goes 100x hsjsjs

oh, i rlly love affection, but i need a lot of space too, tho! girls gotta have privacy- games r a hUge part of my life, so is technology and the modern era! i actually like sports too- not very good at em tho :((

some likes: gaming, jokes (esp corny/stupid/puns), space, stars, weapons (esp swords/guns), philosophy, psychology, testing myself, affection, animals, doing exhilirating things, music, movies, books, writing, astrology, astronomy, learning new things, & mythology.

some dislikes: too much heat, school presentations, creepy dolls, being under pressure, dirty things, blind faith, & annoying people.

tysm! omg i hope this isnt too long- i think this is too long?? yIkes i hope that this is ok!! love ur writing btw! stay safe 💞

Hi hi love! thank you so much for the request! You sound like a wonderful person and omw it soooo cool that you have a twin! I actually think she sent in a request right after you did lol! Anyways sorry for making you wait sooooo long and i hope you enjoy it! @x-joie-x

 So i match you with...................... Mitsuhide

The first time you meet this sneki boy, you were quiet and reserved. War council had just ended and you were named as a princess of the Oda forces. You were super socially awkward, and anxiety was slowly starting to creep in, as the curious warlords started to surround you. It wasn’t until Mitsuhide had pulled you away in a teasing manner to save you from the crowd that you finally started to calm down. He had noticed this new little mouse had been on edge since arriving. However, he didn’t suspect you of being an assassin or spy as, during the whole council, your hands shook, and you could barely speak up against Nobunaga’s demanding and commanding tones. 

Mitsuhide had found you incredibly amusing from the first moment you walked in, you caught this foxes eye. He didn’t know if it was the innocence or naïve purity that just seemed to radiate from you, but for some reason when he was looking at you, he found that he simply couldn’t look away.

It took all of one day for all the warlords to officially drop all suspicions of you. You were just such a sweetheart how could they not instantly love you and feel the need to protect you. You had started helping a few of the maids that first morning after you were named princess. You didn’t want to be a freeloader, so you worked hard to earn your keep and soon, the maids were fighting over who would get to work with you cause all of then just loved and adored you so much. 

You got annoyed with Hideyoshi when he first found you helping the maids, as he was 100% started micromanaging you. You lost you cool and raised your voice at him, TBH Hideyoshi didn’t think anything of it, but it wasn’t until you had pitched up at his manor an hour later to apologize for being so rude to him that he realized what a sweet and sensitive person you truly were. Of course from that moment onward you had gained yourself a big doting brother.

All the Oda forces agreed that you were too sweet and naïve for your own good, so Mitsuhude was assigned to give you princess lesson to prepare you for your new life as Oda princess. You were super excited when Mitsuhide had told you that he was going to teach you a variety topics such as economics, politics, history and self-defence. You even managed to impress the sneki boy, by getting all the questions correct on the first test he had handed you. You had found that first test incredibly easy as you were a bit of a history buff, and all the questions had been based on Nobunaga’s history. This low key shook the sliver kitsune a little bit, as this proved that not only were you pure and naive but you were also super smart. You kind of reminded him a little bit of Mitsunari, a cleaver professor with their head in the clouds. 

Mitushide praised you for your ability to pick up on concepts quickly and work diligently as a student, “I dare say little one, you are the best student a teacher could ask for.” You spend masses amount of time with sneki boi, and through that time you realized just how sweet Mitsuhide truly was, although he was a massive tease leaving you a blushy mess almost every day after lessons with his teasing comments. And naturally, the more time Mitsuhide had spent with you, the more in love he fell. It was also noted by the fellow warlords that, Mitsuhide always wore a soft gentle expression when it came to you, and in your experience he had been a kind gentle patient teacher. SO naturally you found yourself more and more drawn to this mysterious man.

Through all the time spent with the kitsune, you found yourself opening up more and more. He was one of the few people that got to see your playful side. You now would make the puniest, corniest jokes he has ever heard, leaving this kitsune in a fit of laughter mid-way through a lecture. Not only that, but he loved loved loved your competitiveness side. 

This side of you slowly started to surface after the 3rd or 4th self-defence lesson when you started challenging the kitsune to rematches whenever he would pin you down, ultimately beating you in your little makeshift sword fight. Boy oh boy, don’t even get me started on the shooting lessons, once you were able to fire the rifle, you were straight-up challenging this boy, the best marksmen around to a shoot-off. “Come on Mitsuhide, the first one to get 100 bulls-eyes in a row wins, and the loser has to buy tea.” Needless to say, you always lost and even though every day you would make that exact bet, Mitsuhide would always insist on sticking you for tea and lunch as reward for being such a good student. 

He really enjoyed spending time with you and would absolutely insist on holding your hands whenever the two of you were on your way to the tea house together after your lessons. “I can’t have my clumsy little mouse tripping and falling now can I.” Every day without fail, he would say that to you as he wraps his big hand around your small one, while leading you to your favourite tea house.

The two of you would talk about everything and anything over tea, these topics ranged from you making stupid jokes, to talking about random topics such as philosophy and psychology. Either way, Mitsuhide loved to spend time with you. He would always listen to and hang on to every word you said, storing every word in his memory. 

You were his precious little mouse, and he knew you were an extremely sensitive creature. If anyone dared say a single bad word to you or make you sad, they would face the wrath of this very protective kitsune. Like one time, one of the visiting daimyos had talked down to you for accidentally bumped into him. You were busy cleaning the windows when you accidentally lost your balance and bumped into him. He was so disgusted that a mere maid had touched him. He started yelling at you and insulting you, this escalated to such a point that he even had his hand raised ready to hit you for getting dirty window water on his shoes. That’s when sneki boi decided to intervene. Mitsuhide legit stood protectively in front of you with his rifle pointed at the man’s heart, with the full intention to shoot. “Golly me it appears like you are quite the troublesome little mouse, my dear.” He then turned his sharp gaze towards the daimyo “I do suggest you apologize to the Oda princess, lest you want to answer for your crimes directly to Nobunaga.” The man simply scoffed and walked away. Mitsuhide then turned to you and enveloped you in a warm hug while kissing the top of your head, “Are you alright, my dear little mouse?” Mitsuhide looked into your beautiful eyes and gently took your hands in his, “Come little one, I have something I wish to show you.”

The two of you walked hand in hand to Mitsuhide’s manor, Mitsuhide led you out into his garden, where you saw something so beautiful you could cry. The garden was filled with flowers and candles and in the centre was a table set up, with a feast laid out op top of it. 

Mitsihide had told you that night that he was hopelessly in love with you. He was overjoyed when he had discovered that you like him, was also a hopeless romantic and that you had an incredibly poetic, romantic way with words. You handed him a letter in which you had expressed your feelings for him in the form of a beautifully written poem. You were actually intending to leave the poem on his desk as a way of confessing your feelings. This instantly melted sneki bois heart into a giant puddle and he couldn’t help but pull you in for a sweet kiss. 

After diner Mitsuhide had led you deeper into the garden where a fluffy blankie was sprawled out on the grass, he guided you to sit down and the motioned for you to lookup. Above you, a thousand stares were shooting across the sky in a big meteor shower. Mitsuhide pulled you into his arms and kissed your cheeks as the two of you watched the sky. He always remembered every detail you had told him about yourself, so when you revealed that you loved the sky and the stars, he knew he had to incorporate this rare meteor shower in your date somehow. 

This had sparked a new tradition between the two of you, to stargaze and spend the whole night in deep conversation. These nights were full of love and affection as Mitsuhide would pull you into his lap and just hold you there for hours and hours as the two of you talked and watched the sky

Of course sneki boi also had a bit of a spontaneous side, and would take you on exhilarating trips around Nobunaga’s territories. They were mostly missions but after you had nagged Nobunaga to give you permission to go along on the missions, you and Mitsuhide would finish the official work asap so that the two of you cuties had plenty of time to enjoy yourself in the new environment.

Mitsuhide loves everything about you from your slight messiness, to your love of learning new things. He also knows that his sweet little mouse sometimes needs some space and alone time and will be sure to give you as much alone time as you need to recharge. He knows that you will seek him out when you have had enough of your own company. He will always welcome you back with outstretched arms when you have had enough alone time, and shower you with endless amounts of affection.

Whenever you are feeling insecure or worrying about the future Mitsuhide is right there by your side, whispering words of affection and reassurance in your ears. He makes sure to remind you every day just how perfect you are and just how much he loves you. 

Often you can be found in sneki boys lap with your head resting comfortably in the crook of his neck as he soothingly strokes your hair. Don’t be surprised if this sneaky kitsune drops a few kissed on your nose, cheeks or lips during these quiet and peaceful moments, just as a way to convey how much he loves and adores you.

Other potential matches……………..Masamune 

I hope you enjoyed it dear and i hope you have the best day! 

[marvels-writings]

Ah omg idk what to request! All your work is so good, keep it up! The sister reader with Carol was super cute so could you do one with that pairing where they get into a fight or r gets in trouble with Carol & they’re distant for a while, then make up and cuddle + fluff + ahhh thx! :)

A/N: I made it so that the reader is the adopted sis for extra angst. This might be my last drabble before exams, so so sorry. And i gave so much of a backstory for this, sorry. But this backstory is going to be the backstory for any and all Sister!carol x reader drabbles.

Not learning how to walk without making a sound might be one of your biggest regrets. The fight you just got into half an hour ago, your worst regret now.

It was honestly one of the dumbest fights, some idiot was shit talking all of the avengers, he blamed them for Thanos, the snap, everything. All because it cost him his girlfriend, he decided it was alright to blame everyone who died so he could come back.

Needless to say, you couldn’t keep a hold on your anger and got into a fight. Ignoring the fact he had 3 people with him, so it was a 4 v 1. Not the fairest of odds, you got out alright thanks to some police coming by. Only a couple of punches were thrown, not too bad, but Carol was going to overreact.

You knew for a fact she was going to overreact. Carol, Maria and you had known each other since Air Force times, you’d practically become siblings. When they found out you were homeless, Maria took you in almost instantly. Carol would help you with practically everything. After the snap, you’d moved in with the avengers, helping them the best you could. You were closer with Carol than you were with Maria, so the two of you had bought a shared house in the suburbs near the compound. You visited Maria and Monica often, but this was your home now.

“Hey you’re home!” Carol said, walking into the kitchen where you were hastily washing your face of the blood. You froze up, you thought she would be at a mission. SHit.

“Um yeah.” You replied, burying your face in the towel, the towel came away a little pink. You quickly put it behind your back as you saw Carol head over you your things.

“This, this is blood,” She faced you, the sleeve of your jacket in her hand. Her eyes went wider, her shoulders tensed when she saw the bruises on your face. “What the hell happened?” She demanded, letting the sleeve of the jacket fall.

“Some idiot, I just-” You began to explain, avoiding her gaze.

“Look at me.” Carol growled, you complied. If you were honest, you were absolutely terrified, this was the angriest you have ever seen her. Well, you were the most beaten up she’s ever seen you.

“How, why?” She asked, her voice cracking at the last word.

“They were shit talking my family.” You stated, trying to look in her eyes with some confidence. The two of you knew you referred to the Avengers and Maria as your family often, this time you were trying to soften her by calling the avengers your family.

“They?” Carol raised an eyebrow, you winced slightly. “How many?”

“Four.”

A few seconds, there was no reaction, Carol’s hard face didn’t flicker, you stood where you were, keeping your weight off your bad leg. Her eyes flicked down to your bad leg, then sighed deeply, sitting down at the table.

“y/n/n, we’ve been over this.” She buried her face in her hands, refusing to look at you.

“Yeah, but-”

“NO!” She yelled, you couldn’t help but flinch slightly as you saw her hands start to glow slightly. “There are no buts y/n, how many times do I have to tell you not to get into fights!”

Getting increasingly scared of your sister as she continued practically screaming at you angrily didn’t help you. A few times, you tried to justify your actions, but it led to Carol becoming even more frustrated, her hands glowing brighter. You ended up backing into the counter, intimidated by how angry she was getting.

“Car, I’m really sorry,” You tried apologizing for the millionth time, your chest starting to constrict as emotions swirled in your head.

“No y/n, I can’t leave you alone for a week without you getting into some sort of trouble.” She yelled angrily.

“Well, you left me for months on end before so why do you even care?!” You accused, sick of being shouted at. Carol visibly flinched at your words, something was telling you to stop, but you ignored it.

“Because you’re my sister y/n/n.” She said, slightly softer once she realized she had pushed you too far.

“No you’re not.” You seethed, the emotions swirling in your chest going to your head in the form of anger. “You’re not my sister.” You growled, then marched out of the living room into your room.

Carol followed you, but you had practically sprinted into your room, refusing to talk to her.

Slamming the door shut, then sitting down in front of it Incase carol tried to break it lose.

The tightness in your chest got too much, it came out in the form of tears. They streamed down your face as you buried your head into your knees. You vaguely heard Carol whispering to you from the other side of the door for some time.

You really were sorry, you didn’t want to argue with Carol, especially after getting punched. You loved her like a sister, and she loved you just the same. Carol couldn’t stand to see you or Maria hurt, so she would always overreact but, it was just too much

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It had been a week since this last happened. The two of you had barely spoken, despite living in the same place. What you’d said had hurt carol too much, but you wouldn’t apologize. As much as it hurt you too, you didn’t want to apologize.

Hearing loud thuds the second you walked in the door was NOT what you expected. It sent you in a state of panic almost immediately.

A million different scenarios flooded into your mind as you headed towards where the sound was coming from, throwing your things on the table. You rushed to where the sound was coming from, it sounded like the basement.

It sounded like, well skin hitting leather, repeatedly, hard. You walked into the basement, to find carol being the one hitting her punching bag over and over.

She was wearing a oversized t shirt, your t shirt. And her usual sweatpants. Her hair was tied into a messy bun as sweat glistened off of her body.

This wasn’t an unusual sight, it had happened before when something went wrong or she was angry. But she always did it with gloves, even if that meant just a piece of cloth wrapped around her hands.

This time, her usual blue and white punching bag had red stains.

“Carol what the hell.” You muttered, running over to her.

You checked over her knuckles, they were bleeding badly and a bit bruised everywhere. Carol looked almost shocked as you checked over her.

“Cmon lets,” you took in a breath. “Let’s get you cleaned up.”

You gently pulled her towards the staircase and into the living room. After telling her to sit on the couches, you ran to the bathroom to get your first aid kit, then sprinted back to clean her up.

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Once her knuckles were bandaged, you thought it was about time you apologized or at least talked about your relationship.

“There.” You said, after wrapping the gauze around her hand.

Carol looked at the gauze, gently turning her hands to see the wrapping better. You sat there slightly awkwardly, then quickly put the equipment back into the first aid kit.

“Carol, can we talk?” You asked timidly, sitting cross legged on the couch facing her. She looked up at you and nodded slightly. “Look, I am.” You took in a deep breath.

“I’m really sorry for what I said,” You apologized, thought of taking her hands, then decided against it and pushed Carol’s hair out of her eyes instead.

She looked up at you with a look of pure guilt. Then pulled you into a hug without warning. It wasn’t the bone crushing I’m sorry hug, or the “I’m sorry too” hug, it was just an “it’s okay” soft hug and it felt nice.

You wrapped your arms around her as well, nuzzling your head into her shoulder. Carol squeezed you slightly, she hadn’t said much since you’d helped bandage her but you got the idea this was an explanation.

“Forgive me?” You asked, pulling away from the hug with a soft, apologetic smile on your face.

“Of course,” she answered softly, mirroring your smile. “Sister.” She added with a small smirk.

You returned the smirk and gave her a high five, instantly regretting it when you saw her wince. Carol put on a movie to distract the two of you, but you were lost in your thoughts.

Even though you said Carol wasn’t your sister, you knew she actually was. She was there for you no matter what happened in a way no one else was.

You couldn’t help but think of a quote, “When everything goes to hell, the people who stand by you without flinching -- they are your family. ” -Jim Butcher.

Carol was your family, she was there for you and you for her. You snuggled into her slightly, she wrapped her arm around your shoulders as you continued watching the movie.

You made a promise to yourself to never hurt carol like this again. Well, hurt your relationship like this. Because whenever life was down, your family always had your back.

A/N: this was sooo sappy. Anyway I’m sorry if it’s bad (only child, not sure how to write siblings) but I tried. And this might be my last drabble since exams are tomorrow. Wish me luck, anyway feedback is amazing, thank you!

[having-a-freddie-time]

save me

summary: Y/N is trying her hardest to get out of an abusive relationship without telling anyone. However, she can’t always hide the bruises, especially from her best friend since childhood, Ben Hardy. Once he finds out, he tries his best to help her out without her getting hurt.

a/n: so this part will actually be a little filler chapter. just some sweet stuff with gwil and ben. i have so many ideas for this already i just need to stretch this fic's timeline out first bc i dont wanna drop the bomb just yet ;)) (ALSO PLS REBLOG OMG)

warning: mentions of blood, slight angst, fluffy ben and gwil, mentions of physical abuse, cussing

word count: 1.5k

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You, Ben and Gwil all left the cafe and separated to your vehicles. Gwil had gone to the market to get snacks and movies for a relaxing movie day at Ben's house. It sounded like heaven to you because you haven't had too many relaxing days in a long time.

You and Ben got into the car, Ben sliding into the driver's side, you hopping in the passenger side. The car drive was silent, but not uncomfortable. Ben gently held your hand as you stared out the window, a small smile pressed on your lips. Music was playing softly in the background from Ben's phone.

You didn't really listen to the music until a particular song started playing. 'Who Needs You' by Queen. This had been your fucking anthem and perfectly represented how you have been feeling lately.

"I make it half by six, you come at seven. Always trying to keep me hanging round." You softly sang under your breath. Ben knew this has been your favorite song for awhile now. He turned his head towards you, a grin peeking on his lips. He brought his hand to the radio, turning it up just for you.

At this point, you were belting the lyrics, the both of you. It was a calming song but you and Ben were singing like it was a heavy metal song. You really took this song to heart and sang with a taste of anger in your voice.

"WHO NEEDS, WELL I DONT NEED, WHO NEEDS YOU!"

You belted the last lyric, not even feeling the angry tears flooding down your face. Luckily you had arrived at Ben's, so there wouldn't be such an awkward car ride.

As soon as you felt Ben's car come to a safe stop, you bolted out of the car, running to the door. You unlocked it with the key he had given you a while back. You left the door open for him and sprinted upstairs. You spotted the familiar door and ran into the room. Locking the door, you slid your aching and shaking body down the wooden door.

Who knew just singing a simple song from the 70's would have your emotions attacking you. Anger, rage and sadness boiled inside you, threatening to spill out. You locked yourself in the guest room, hoping to prevent you from saying or doing something you'd regret.

Your back was stinging, causing you to bite your lip harshly. Tears slid down your cheek, a mix of pain and anger. You stood up gently, holding onto the wall as support. Slowly making your way to the vanity mirror, you noticed blood peeking through your light blue jumper.

Your eyes went wide at the sight, causing more salty tears to spill. You dropped the material from your hands and fell to the floor, sobbing uncontrollably. With each sob, pain shot through your back, making you weep more.

Ben chased after you, worry filling up inside him. Gwil had shown up not even a minute after the two of you did. He noticed Ben rushing into the house, so he knew something was up. He jogged up to the house and walked in, closing the door behind him. He set the bags on the kitchen table and followed Ben upstairs.

Ben stood in front of the guest room door, an ear planted on it to hear you. Both of their hearts broke with each sob that left your mouth. Your bawling filled the silence that lingered throughout the house.

Ben and Gwil looked at each other, sadness and worry caked on their face. Ben bit his lip and knocked gently on the door, hoping you'd open it. You heard the knock and slowly retreated from your position on the floor and opened the door.

Mascara streaks covered your under eyes, resembling a raccoon. You sniffled and moved out of the way so Ben and Gwil could walk in. As they did, Ben noticed the blood stain that was once a few little spots was now EVERYWHERE.

Ben turned towards you and lifted the blood stained material above your head, taking it off for you. You were going to yell at him, but you couldnt speak without wanting to bawl.

"Y/N, what happened...?" Gwil asked so gently and obviously heartbroken.

Ben looked to you, asking for permission to tell him. You simply nodded and looked to the ground, embarrassed for some odd reason. Ben sighed deeply and turned back to Gwil.

"It was her boyfriend, Trevor." He spoke with anger tracing his voice. Saying his name felt like venom on his tongue.

Gwil's expression changed in the snap of a finger from soft and gentle to pure anger and rage. He couldn't believe what he had just heard. He had almost the identical reaction that Ben had.

"That son of a bitch. He's gonna a fucking get it." Gwil growled, causing Ben to nod in agreement. You shifted awkwardly as you were just standing there in your exposed upper body.

"Sooo, are we just gonna talk about Trevor or are we going to clean up my fucking back?" You snapped. You were still riddled with anger, but you were also in fucking pain.

"Yes, Yes I will help you clean that out but it's going to hurt."

"Used to worse." You mumbled as you turned to walk towards the bathroom. Ben and Gwil looked at each other, shaking their heads at your comment.

"Somebody like her, let alone anybody, should go through what she's going through." Ben muttered to Gwil, who nodded his head in agreement and followed behind Ben to the bathroom.

Ben cleaned up the gash on your back and was just about to cover it up. "I think it'd be better if we wrap it up, like around your body." You nodded and grabbed the bandage wrap, handing it to Ben. Gwil removed the shards of glass as he has better handling skills than Ben. There weren't that many pieces, it was pretty easy to clean up. You didn't even hiss when Ben sprayed hydrogen peroxide on the wound, or when he had to wipe all the blood and shit out of it. Really shows how much pain you're used to.

Ben took the wrap and gently placed it on the wound and started wrapping it around your body.

"Tighten it, it won't stay if you don't."

"I don't want to-"

"You're not gonna hurt me any worse."

Ben inhaled sharply and tightened the bandage and sealed it off. You sighed deeply, realizing that your shirt was ruined. You were starting to feel awkward, standing there in your sports bra. You crossed your arms over your chest and smiled sheepishly at Ben.

"I'll grab you your over night clothes you keep here."

You nodded and closed your eyes, heading pointed upwards. Ben left, leaving you and Gwil alone. It was an awkward radio silence until Gwil finally broke it with a awkward cough.

"So uh, how long has this been happening."

"About a year. Started after we hit the six month mark, he started getting aggressive for no reason. Until that reason was because of drugs and alcohol. He cheated on me while absolutely shitfaced. When I tried to leave him, he went in on me. Busted my lip, gave me a concussion and had a bruise on my back the size of fucking Texas," You let out a shaky breath, Gwil was about to interrupt you until you continued. "Ben noticed, and I couldn't tell him. I fucking lied to my best friend of over 20 years because of my manipulative boyfriend. He had me thinking we'd live a better life one day, and he told me Ben would get in the way of that. My dumbass self fucking believed him," You laughed dryly. "I finally told Ben the other day, and God he was so upset with me. You should have seen the look on his face. It broke my fucking heart, Gwil. How could I just lie to him for a year? How could I let myself be such a fucking shitty relationship for two years? How could I be so fucking stupid?"

Tears spilled from your eyes for the millionth time that day. Gwil gently pulled you into his embrace. You couldnt help but lean into his touch, practically melting into him. Him and Ben always gave the best hugs.

"Come on, love. We've got a relaxing day ahead of us. I'll stay the night and the three of us will have a good time."

You simply nodded, your nose rubbing against his chest. Ben walked in, looking at the two of you. He walked over and placed a soft hand on your shoulder and planted and kiss in the top of your head.

"Change and we'll be downstairs, making popcorn and getting ready."

With that, the boys left, closing the door behind them. You slipped out if the leggings you were wearing into the pajama shorts you left here. You slid your arms through a tshirt from some random vacation you and Ben had gone on. You threw the leggings into the laundry hamper and sped downstairs.

The three of you spent the night, joking, laughing, eating your body weight in popcorn and pretzels and most importantly, relaxing. You turned your phone off, not giving a damn if Trevor called.

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