#i JUST NEED THEM TO TALKKKKK

[cloudy-moth]

Tonight i will pray for any ashton interactions with anyone but especially fearne more than ever

[ctrlhope]

HOSEOK IS HOMEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

OHHHH MY GODDDDD!!!!!!!!

(updates below the cut lol) (also a sneak peak)

hiiiii!!! long time no talkkkkk my lovlies (＞ω＜)♡

first off-- an apology :(( im really sorry for just disappearing. i hate it, you guys hate it. i know :( it's really my worst flaw when it comes to writing / tumblr in general, haha~ i get rlly into something and hyperfixate on it (fun fact: bound by blood was written in like 3 days bc i got so into it lol), and then a gradual fallout until i feel burnt out. which then leads to the whole "omg i left for so long, now im anxious that everyone is gonna hate me when i come back and cause i haven't updated in so long and yadda yadda" when i actually want to come back LMAOOOO. which i know isn't true, but like, you know AKSNDK. So i hung out on my anime blog for a bit, then on discord, blah blah blah boring stuff!!

either way, i really am sorry for just dipping for so long. i always came back to check on this blog every once and awhile and to read stories. i really love the little community i built over here and i love all of you guys dearly. you really make this blog such a fun and enjoyable space for me so i hope you accept my apology and we can all still be fun and hang out and stuff <33 i missed you guys dearly.

THAT BEING SAID!!

I am back!! I was planning to come back for kinktober, actually, but unfortunately time just got away from me and I wasn't able to complete everything that I wanted to. This semester has been HECTIC!!! Senior thesis's are no joke, man, no joke. Feeding 600 spiders... every week.... BLEH!! (not cause of the spiders aksjhwfkh just cause it takes so long!! like!!)

That being said-- I don't have a current update schedule yet, just because I don't want to put too much pressure on myself again (burnout is a bitch!!) but~~ as of right now, I have plans for a "full comeback" (read: first fic) to come out the first week of November!! A little teaser of it will be at the bottom of this post too <33

Hopefully, if everything goes according to plan I will have a 'ficvember' (lol), where I post a fic every other week of November and December!! It is not set in stone (read as: I want to have a few fics lined up before I start just so I don't feel overwhelmed) but if everything goes according to plan, it will happen!! I'll make sure of it!!

I also plan to have a follower milestone soon, so stay tuned for an announcement post of that. I have lots of different things I want to do for it, I'm just not fully sure what you guys would like to see! I also updated my wips, so feel free to check them out to see what i've been working on!

But yeah!! Those are the plans so far!! To lay it out in a more organized manner:

November 1st: Chasing Tornados -> myg

November 2nd - 8th: Follower milestone announcement

November 15th, November 29th: New fic

Anyway! To wrap up this entirely too long post (I'm sorry, I'm terrible at shutting up), I truly am sorry for just leaving for so long. I have lots of plans in the works-- things I'm very passionate about and need to get out of my head before I explode, so new fics coming soon, I promise <333

Now, here's the reward I promised if you made it this far <33 I love u and we should kiss on the mouth freaky style <333

[natureismynature]

I actually need Foolish and Quackity to talk with each other like. Yesterday.

They'd been in the server together for two days straight and they haven't said a single word to one another. Please. I need them to just talkkkkk. I miss Loanshark duo, they haven't had a proper conversation in MONTHS (Foolish and ElQ's conversation during the Elections Result stream is an outlier and should not be counted)

Please, Foolish would immediately start trying to talk in Spanish with Q. He won't treat him any differently at all because even though Quackity can't remember, he's still Quackity, and that's enough. That's all he needs. Foolish won't ask any questions or try to probe his memories once he realizes Q doesn't like it because he's just like that.

AUUGHHH THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND I AM STARVING.

Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love how much the other Islanders are trying to help Quackity, but I really wanna see how Foolish would approach this whole thing too ><

[thechampagnelovers]

here is your permission to express any kind of incoherent/fangirl/het thought you might have about the rah performance. go.

THANK YOU

okay so where do I begin???? LETS START WITH THE OUTFIT

He looked so bulky and broad and sexy and god damn it we need to build a statue to his personal trainer

But now the real deal, the showstopper tonight: the pants

THOSE PANTS?? I AM A WHORE FOR FUNKY PATTERNS AND THOSE PANTS ARE GORGEOUS AND I NEED THEM RN and you don’t even want me to talk about how his ass looked in those pants 🍑🍑🍑🍑🍑🍑louis you got competition bro

Let’s move on with the actual performance now 

(I’m putting everything under the cut because it’s just too long, even for the tiny font)

The band gave EVERYTHING tonight !!! They did an amazing job and when Niall went around saying their names I clapped and shouted like I was there bro - and it was the first time I got a proper look at them, like the whole arrangement of the scenario not only showcased Niall but all of them too and it was beautiful and it worked perfectly

I need a HUGE shoutout to Conor on the violin, I have a crush on him now (he low-key looks like Paul Mescal)

And if we’re gonna do shoutouts... we need to talk about Ashe.

ASHE

A S H E

EVERYONE TODAY WAS LIKE “ñiñiñi who cares about Ashe?” AND THEN SHE GOES TO STAGE IN A SUIT, BAREFOOT LIKE SHES A FAIRY AND FUCKING SLAYS THE SONG. HER VOICE WAS UNBELIEVABLE. HELEN AND I WERE LITERALLY GASPING. I already liked her but this performance itself made a fan and I can’t wait for her album and I can’t wait to hear her live again

And if we’re gonna talk about voices. We need to talk about Niall- his voice??? HIS VOICE? IT WAS JUST AMAZING, there are no words to describe it. This was one of his best vocal performances, he just gets better and better. At first you could tell he felt a little awkward but he got loosened up as time moved and by the time he got to sing b&w him and the band were already giving it ALL

ACTUALLY

LETS TALK ABOUT THAT FOR A MOMENT SHALL WE?

the guitar, the transition from b&w TO CROSS YOUR MIND??? Emmanuelle I am high key concerned I might be pregnant from that song. AND SMALL TALKKKKK???????? SMALL TALK WAS SO DIRTY AND SEXY AND THOSE GUITAR WERE JUST AKJDAKSHKSHSDH and the he did ntmy and I couldn’t contain my love and then to top it all: SLOW HANDS, HELLO???? That was probably one of his best slow hands performances. I said it

And the ending. Flicker. I tried so hard no to cry because I was FaceTiming Helen and it was embarrassing but bro. It was just amazing. ngl tho at first I was confused when crew got in stage while he was singing but then I understood, and THAT ITSELF WAS THE SEXIEST THING HE DID THIS NIGHT, he reminded us that this whole thing wasn’t for him, IT WAS FOR THEM, FOR THE PEOPLE WHO LOST THEIR JOBS DURING THIS YEAR AND THE GOVERNMENT LEFT BEHIND. Niall is so down to earth, he just cares so much about the music and everything that takes to do those wonderful gigs

I am just. so unbelievably proud of him. I’ve seen him grow since the 1D days, when no one thought he could do it and now he is here tonight, putting an spectacular performance and it was all for charity, not even for him, every single penny. I love Niall so much, he deserves all the love in the world and more than that

[captnbarnesrogers]

Tequila Works Wonders

Pairing/Characters: Bucky Barnes x Reader, The Avengers (mentioned) Warnings: Swearing, drunk reader, fluff Summary: You and Bucky are best friends, the thing is, you’re in love with him. What happens when you’ve drank a little too much? Word Count: 1.2k+ A/N: This was supposed to be a drabble lmao

Bucky had been busy all day, not even being able to glance at you. He was your best friend and usually your only source of attention. You couldn’t exactly blame him, though, work was work and he needed to get things done. You knew how that felt. So, when Tony organised the night off for everyone, you were more than psyched. You could finally wear the new sparkly dress top you bought and pair it with the incredibly expensive leather knee high boots you’d invested in. Although, Bucky didn’t have to know they were incredibly expensive.

Bucky walked into the room, pushing his hair back to reduce the annoyance it kept causing. He sat down beside you and huffed.

“Tough day?” He nodded. You gave him a small smile and rubbed his back,

“I need to sleep.”

“No, you need to be intoxicated,” You chuckled, “too bad being a super soldier doesn’t give you that benefit.” You studied his features as everything went quiet. His eyes were dark, probably with stress, but nevertheless were they blue and amazing. His beard was growing, he refused to shave, telling you that if he couldn’t exactly grow old, he’d let his beard grow so his face looked a bit older. Little did he know, that was something you loved about him. No matter how hard he tried, he’d still look good, no matter what.

“I had some wild times when I was your age.”

“What are you, fifty?” You laughed, “‘When I was your age’ you’re making yourself sound old.”

“I’m a hundred years old, doll.”

“Well, you look like you’re twenty-seven.” You placed your legs on his thighs, laying yourself across the couch as he pulled you closer to him, “You make me feel like I’m a child when you say things like that.”

“Sorry.” He says with a grin, “Are we going out tonight?”

“Yep, Iron Man’s orders, Bucky.”

“It’s eight o'clock so we should get ready.” He suggested. You nodded and got up from your place. As you stood up, Bucky noticed the shirt you were wearing. It was just a plain white shirt but he knew exactly who it belonged to, “You really need to stop stealing Steve’s shirts, he always wonders why he runs out so quickly.”

“But they’re so nice and big and soft.” You exclaim,

“You could always borrow mine.”

“I would but that would require me to sleep in your bed overnight.” You reply in a matter-of-fact tone,

“You sleep in Steve’s bed?” You nodded. This information was new to Bucky, he never even knew you and Steve were friends, let alone sleeping in each other’s beds, “Okay… It’s nice to know that. I think.”

“We’re not having sex, James.” His shoulders relieved the tension dug into them, “Sometimes I just… I don’t know? I feel- I don’t feel so good.”

“Right.”

“Steve just always knows and I don’t know… It’s Steve, you know how he is, he’s kind and he’s loving and he just wants me to feel better, his shirts are just part of that process.” He huffs and continues to walk to your room,

“Y/N?” You hummed in response, “How come- why-”

“You have your own things to deal with, Buck, I don’t wanna add to that.”

“You wouldn’t be.”

“Even if you say that, I don’t see it that way.” You gave him a small smile and entered your room to get changed.

By nine o'clock, you were ready. Your hair was styled and your face had the perfrct amount of make up. Your sparkly dress just stopped above your knees and your boots slipped on perfectly, matching your dress amazingly. You strolled down the hall and suddenly bumped into an almost rock solid body.

“Ow…” You rubbed your arm and your head,

“Sorry, sweetheart, I was just- Woah-” He stopped after taking a look at you, “I was um… I just was gonna get you… Woah…”

“Well, you’ve got me.”

“I hope so.” He murmured inaudibly,

“What?”

“What?”

“You said something.”

“Oh? Yeah, I said let’s go.” You gave him a wide grin full excitement for the night ahead.

The drive to the club was short, almost feeling like seconds. The pounding of the music came naturally when you exited the car, thanking Happy for his patience with everyone’s noise. You and Natasha stood together, playfully dancing to the sound of the music before entering the club, the music within the building almost deafening. Natasha took you by the hand and dragged you onto the tile lit dancefloor. You laughed as you both danced and before you knew it you were both thristy and ready for your first drink. As you got the the bar, your eyes began to wander for Bucky. Your eyes landed on him not too far away from you, a blonde leaning on the bar, her finger tracing Bucky’s arm up and down. You began to felt your blood boil with rage.

“Hey, you want a beer?” Natasha asked, you turned to face her,

“No, make that four shots of tequila.” You huffed. You drowned down all four shots within a ten second span and took the last lime and squeezed it into your mouth,

“Holy fuck, Y/N, what the hell?” Natasha laughed,

“I need a couple more shots.” You thanked the bartender as he placed six more in front of you,

“Babe, I think you need to slow down.” Sharon suggested,

“Relax, Sharon. I wanted to have a good time so, here I am.” And within another ten seconds, the tequila burned your throat. You danced some more, your mind not focused on the music but at the blonde, tight dressed girl trying to press herself against Bucky. Your Bucky.

At one o'clock you were absolutely plastered. Natasha held a drunk Sam, Steve, a drunk Tony and Bucky, a drunk you. You took one step to get into the car and you slipped.

“Whoops!” You giggled,

“You’re gonna regret this tomorrow, doll.”

“I don’t regret anything!” You loudly stated. You took a look at Bucky and began to feel angry again, “I’m all about women empowerment a-and I complimen’ every'un.” You slurred,

“I’m very aware, Y/N.” Bucky laughed,

“Shhh, let me talkkkkk!” He nodded as your finger barely landed on his lips to hush him, “But that blonde girl that was talking to you, I want- I wanted to pull her stupid, weird colored extensions off of her stupid head.”

“And why would that be?”

“I don’t know, you tell me.” Natasha laughed at the sight of you and Bucky. You playfully slapped Bucky’s face and laughed. When you all finally arrived back at the compund, you were more sleepy then drunk. Bucky carried you up the stairs without a complaint. He kicked your bedroom door open and laid you down on your bed, your hair landing on your face. He moved your hair from your face. He smiles at the sight of you and begins to walk away from your bed, when you suddenly whisper, “Bucky?”

“Yes, Y/N?”

“I’m in love with you.” Before he could reply, your eyes had shut and your breathing steadied into your sleep. He chuckled,

“Good,” He walked over to your bed and gave you a kiss on your forehead, “I’m in love with you too.”

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[ais-n]

No spoilers in this but jfc Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler is dark as FUCK but also I think everyone should read it *____* (also sorry for the long post)

godDAMN Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler, you’re getting dark as fucking hell! arrrrgh I LOVE THIS SERIES SO MUCH JFCCCCC it’s so wonderful! Which is a super weird thing to say after the latest, horrifying chapter - but it was also something I’ve been pretty sure for a long time happened so it didn’t come as a surprise, sadly, that it happened, although she did draw a little more of it than I expected her to show on page. Which is actually kind of nice in that this way as readers we know for a fact what exactly happened, but at the same time -- godDAMN BLACK BUTLER/KUROSHITSUJI YOU ARE DARK AS FUCKING HELL JFC

But seriously you guys if you are NOT reading Black Butler/Kuroshitsuji I 100% recommend it. It’s one of my favorite series currently, along with (of course) One Piece, Noragami, Barakamon, Handa-kun, uhh lots. But Black Butler is incredible because the art is just so fucking ridiculously gorgeous, and the attention to detail is goddamn insane. There are so many tiny little things you may gloss over the first read that later when you get more information and you look back you’re like, holy shit, the fucking sweep of hair here is actually really incredibly important, or the way that panel fades into black in this area, or the way this person is standing in this panel hides or shows exactly what you do or don’t need to see at that time of the story.... The official art is just as ridiculously beautiful and detailed. It’s just. Completely fucking insane. I don’t know of any other manga series I’ve followed for so long that is that consistently detailed and gorgeous as hell, like the level of detail and art you usually only get in one-off art pieces because the mangaka has more time to focus on it, not like every freaking panel in every freaking page in every freaking chapter, 135 chapters in. Seriously wtf??

The thing about BB/K is that it has really great characters who are very nuanced (even though half of them at first you’re like, who the hell are these fools?? even if they’re endearing lol) and the two main characters, Ciel and Sebastian, are just, UGGGGGHHH THEY’RE SO GREAT GODDAMNITTTTTTT They’re this perfect mixture of snarky, snipey, manipulative, but also super competent, really intelligent, and sometimes vulnerable and cute. Well, Ciel is always cute but that’s because he’s adorable in terms of his looks, but particularly when you start the series, it’s a delight to see how “evil” he sometimes seems inside because he’s so cute on the outside.

I will say, if you’re anything like me, as you read you’ll be like, “what the hell is with these random ass arcs?? They’re so all over the place with practically nothing to connect them!” I mean, I enjoyed them, but it also seems super wtf?? at times lol 

BUT, when you get far enough into the story, you realize some Big Fucking Shit that makes a HUGE difference in the way you see the story. And when you go back and reread, you notice all these details that tell a whole other story in the background, and suddenly there’s a lot more method behind the madness of the various arcs. I had noticed many of the oddities along the way but the thing that’s so well done about the story telling on this manga is that you always come up with a justification in your mind for this or that, and it makes total sense based on assumptions made about what probably happened in the past to lead to this or that circumstance. But once you know for sure on certain things, some of the assumptions turn out to be absolutely accurate, and other assumptions turn out to tell an even more heartbreaking story than originally assumed. And initial assumptions are already pretty dismal.

I feel like it also does a great job of keeping it always on the line like, is Sebastian more dangerous at Ciel’s side or not? Is he the “person” Ciel can trust the least or the only “person” he can trust at all?

I have SO MANY THINGS I want to talk to people about for Kuroshitsuji!!!! No one else I know is reading it up to date so I can’t theorize with anyone T_T If anyone is reading it up to date and wants to talk about it pleassssssseee I will totally talk to you! I had some newer theories I’d developed several chapters ago and the latest chapter (135) verified a few of them. So now I wonder if anyone else thinks a certain thing I think or if I’m alone on my island on this. But I can’t theorize about it at all with anyone who isn’t up to date because otherwise MAJOR FUCKING SPOILERS AHOY LIKE HOLY FUCK. 

So if you’re up to date on Kuroshituji/Black Butler and want to talk theories message me please!!!! Or some other way let me know! I want to talkkkkk T___T If you reply in this thing with a comment about the series, can you just start it with SPOILER so that anyone else just getting into BB/K knows to avoid your comment? If you message me directly in whatever way you want we can figure out a different way to talk about it.

I already loved the hell out of this series but rereading it recently after the major discoveries/verifications of the past few chapters has only made me love it even more. Fucking TOBOSO Yana is amazing. And I really respect her for how hardcore she’s willing to be in telling this story. Because let’s be real, if you’re writing a story about a devil who’s a butler of the boy whose soul he’s waiting to eat, it should probably be a pretty fucked up story to be as “realistic” as that sort of story can be. And holy shit. She is definitely going that route. jesus.

--OH MY GOD I just found out she’s about my age! She’s like a year younger than me wtffffff that’s so crazy! I’m even more impressed with her talent now, somehow. ;ajsdfjsldfjlsdfjdk I just love her and her series so much ugggghhh dyingggggggg DYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

sorry for the long post btw but this is another one of those things where I get super excited and I don’t want to put shit behind a cut or maybe people won’t see it SORRYYYYYY I just love Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler too muchhhh T_T