THIS WAS THE MOST SHOCKING THING I THINK I'VE EVER EXPERIENCED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE
AND THEN I WAS LIKE:
AND THEN HE WAS LIKE:
AND I WAS LIKE.
AND HE WAS LIKE.
WAHISOAIDPAEIQOEKSIODOWJDJSODBWHEJSBHWRJ I ENDED UP TELLING HIM ABT MY SCARY/TERRI HALLOWEEN COSTUME PLANS TOO AND HOW I ALSO DREW TAYLOR AND SCARY ON MY MIDTERM SJLSJSOSJAOKAK??????????
thinking about the oldest dream and secretive plotter again. what are you supposed to do when you want to die so badly you reincarnate as an outer god, alone in the world, with only yourself as company. and you watch this part of you that wanted to live so badly forget why he wanted to live in the first place, yet still continues the infinite and unending quest for an end-- a happy end, one you know does not exist. and yet- and yet theres someone new, this time. an outlier youve never seen before, in the hundreds of lives that you have lived. and he promises that other you a happy ending. and they fight for a happy ending, together. and you don't really know if you wish you were there too, but that outlier dies because of the person he loves most. and that person is you. and at the end of it all when youre taken to watch this separate you get the happy ending you never got, and you finally face the star that has forced you into this horrible, unending cycle of death and misery, its that very same person. who would one day die because of the person he loves most. you. and it is a child, with too much on his shoulders. and that person - the outlier - he looks at himself like hes a monster, instead of a person, just like the rest of them. and he expects you to do the same. but you can't. that little boy is not a monster. he never was.
OKAY BUT THE END OF ORIGINS OF VAMPIRE MYTHOLOGY IS SO. FUCKING SWEET?? WITH ABED'S STANDUP ACT?? AND ONLY TROY UNDERSTANDS HIS JOKES???? BECAUSE THEYRE ALL INSIDE JOKES BETWEEN THE TWO OF THEM? AND TROY IS HAVING THE BEST TIME?? BYYEEE LITERALLY CRYING