#i ALREADY AM

[sunlit-mess]

Hi, i wanted to ask how's going?

I'm going insane

[kokoch4nel]

How bad you want it?

Truly, how bad you want it?

Enough to get up from your bed? Enough to get out of your thoughts? Enough to get out of your overthinking? Enough to forget what people said? For a moment, even? Enough to do something about it?

When you want something, you wish something, desire, crave, who's stopping you?

Who is stopping besides you? Huh?

When we truly desire something, we'll fight for it. We will get up from our beds even if the day seems as dark and lonely as an abandoned cave: as if the day or even our lifes were the empty box no one wants to open or even grab, all old and dirty. Is that what you fear the most? Being in that box? Well, if you feel like that, let me tell you no one is gonna come to save you.

No one can save you. No one except yourself.

No one is gonna get up from the bed for you. No one is gonna start the day for you. No one is gonna go to therapy for you. No one is gonna tell all your feelings like yourself. No one is gonna heal it but you.

Yeah, it's completely true we all need professionals as therapists, but they aren't gonna make the process for you. They're gonna help you, give you a place and even some pills, but they can't do the process for you.

You always have the choice. Always.

There's no real necessary time to start. But truly, if you don't start now, then when?

Are you gonna keep telling yourself is okay? Telling yourself is fine to live a miserable life and not doing anything about it? Really, is that what you want?

So after all, what are the limits?

What people tell you? Pff, what do they now about it, honestly?

What socials tell you? That isn't even realistic.

What your inner, bad intentionally voice tells you?

Are you gonna keep listening to the others? Is that you want? Being 73 years old and regretting about all your life, wishing you have done something? Anything?

They can't tell you how to live. Not even me, that I'm just communicating with you through this text. After all, I can't do anything to change your life. That's your responsibility.

So tell me, what you fear the most? Actually doing something, Or getting nowhere?

[vanmccannsfridge]

this it’s making me go insane BUT he is dressed like 2016 but he doesn’t look like 2016 van im so confused if this is new or not like he looks older (in a good way) and his hair is so different to that 2016/2017 era

[0uimonami]

same

[d0llfilth]

Eating a whole cucumber low-key sounds real good rn

[ashley-the-pirate]

I just finished the ending to final fantasy 9. I am not okay.

If you need me I'll be drawing Zidane and crying in my room.

[raniamich]

I've been thinking about this "I'm looking forward to getting to know you better" from Rajan all day. I adore him and Elsie but I am also an average Savagrimm enjoyer and it just breaks my heart that they didn't get the time they needed. Thinking about Oscar spending eternity in the same place he perished hurts me but the thought of him still being out there, somewhere, somehow just makes it even worse

I'll be right back, need to cry in the corner

[oobbbear]

I’m going to be so annoying about my hyperfixation

[frnkiebby]

f u c k~🎃

[heartz4shauna]

if i could edit… TRUST i’d be the most annoying bitch ever

[paridayjah]

Just finished DBD, I'm OBSESSED.

Look at these too! I NEED SEASON 2.

Honestly I didn't have a clue what this show was about, I just knew it was weird, and I'm a Neil Gaiman fan. So I just went for it. And it DID NOT disappoint.

[thypickles]

Fully vibrating thinking about getting to cosplay Charles dead boy detectives I love that man so much

[astarlitpumpkinpatchofshadows]

Call me heartless but I can’t wait til my brother is out of the house he makes everything so much worse always sides with my parents and just makes life living hell

[tangential-hooligan]

This man right here is sexyman material! He loves cats but is allergic to them, he loves baking, he loves his little brother oh so much and just wants to understand him better, oblivious af when somebody is interested in him, easily flustered, a dorky sweetheart who tries to place literal demons under arrest, I love love love him!! Look at him!! ♥️✨

[seieifsetsuna]

[rexscanonwife]

I've been a little tired today but here's one thought. Hozier teased a new song and it's just one VERSE but....why is it so fitting for me n Charles already