#hyperfixations gonna hyperfixate i dont make the rules

[merle-highcurch]

Drew a little Quackity hehe.

He has been on my mind. Man's revolving around my brain like a microwave dinner.

I can't pick which i like better sigh.

[goldenhour-s]

my sims hiatus is still ongoing, but my stardew valley fever is back in full swing lmao 😭 every chance i get imma play my new meadowlands farm save. it’s the law

[viltey]

ok little about me since im gonna actually try to use tumblr now:

im percy/pabs

he/they thumbs up emoji

i barely know how to use tumblr so if im breaking unwritten rules im sorry

my roblox username is rainbowdiamond99 (please friend me i dont bite) (unless ur a subspace main then im on my way)

im currently hyperfixed on phighting and fisch (mostly phighting)

i also really like pressure

i make tiktoks (username: pabsdisorder) but that app is ab to die soon probably so shrug emoji

i really like scythe phighting

i really like scythehammer

idk what else to say

[szilverer]

hewwo

made this blog primarily to dump oc content & maybe liveblog a bit (its my first time engaging in a fandom space like this so im pretty lost, do lemme know if i mess up with tagging or etiquette or smth. more about me here.)

my main FL acc (Hreisz) is from 2016 but i only really started playing last august! ive finished my ambition in october but theres still a lot i dont know about the lore n stuff. recently made two alts & am slowly getting around to write/draw nice profile pages for everyone.

"H. Reisz", aka The Twilight Phantom // The Clawed Captain | LF (Looked Upon Fondly) | Oneirotect Silverer | ???

Hyacinthe R., aka The Sombre Pursuer | Nem | future Correspondent & Seeker | English-Romanian

"Zé Brito" or "Sev", aka The Zealous Backlander | BaL | future Monster-Hunter | Mixed Brazilian-British

feel free to send a CC or even just random in-character letters & menace help reqs :3c im a lil rusty but i'd love to write more

always open to asks/interactions here as well, just keep in mind i might take A While to respond as i am but an hermit with the barest of executive functions

trying to use this hyperfixation to practice digital art so there'll be random experimental doodles here as i try to find out wtf i am doing. everytime i open a canvas its a surprise. youve been warned

tags:

#chaindoodles -> art tag, #chainrambles -> text tag #fl liveblogging, #flore (fl lore)

#the twilight phantom -> the (main) blorbo

#nightmarriage -> my blorbo hoards trash. block this to be spared from witnessing their arguably most questionable decision (i.e chaining their stalker to themself so they won't be alone)

content warnings:

#light fingers spoilers (also general tag for LF) #nemesis spoilers, #evolution spoilers

just to be safe, i tag eyestrain/bright colours for some art.

#suggestive in case i draw (or write?) smth that can be perceived as saucy, spicy, horn knee, overtly kinky or implied nsfw. there wont be anything Actually explicit here though

i like #blood and injuring my characters both mentally and physically. so uh. that. possibly violence.? jokes aside, i like exploring heavy themes: mental health & psychological issues; abuse; general horror; death & grief; alienation; one's relationship with pain & self-destruction, intentional or not - these are all concepts that are gonna be present in the things i make one way or another. some mild religious iconography as well bc although im not religious i was raised catholic & i like playing w/ the aesthetic.

#body horror (mostly the shapeling arts kind)

??

#poor edward

So who's this "Twilight Phantom"?

I play a strict game with myself when it comes to my main blorbo: 99% of what the FLPC does, in the exact order i do it, is canon. This applies to small things like their possessions/wardrobe, for example - they pretty much only have the in-game items i own in the account to wear.

finding out reasons to explain why they keep the things they own, and why they don't just buy more clothes in-universe is part of the fun. (this game made them out to be a weirdo, naturally.)

It's been lots of fun to see this clean slate (and i do mean clean - i knew nothing about the setting/lore, or who they were as a person, so. well. this guy didn't either) get shaped by RNG, the narrative, And my mechanical wiki-fueled optimization decisions.

another extra rule i made for myself as a treat was making them a sponge to compensate for their inherent emptiness. this means they incorporate something from each important NPC they get involved with. they are a singer because of Clara and her twin. they only own a lab & got interested in research bc of Dr. Vaughan. they got a taste for exercise bc they accompanied Hephaesta's workouts for so long. and so on and so forth.

ill make a better, dedicated profile post eventually but for now have a playlist + an old vague intro + some early refs below:

[last updated: never. this is my self-callout to write abt recent developments bc ohh boy evolution was an entire year's worth of timeline progression.]

The first thing you notice about them is the cowl lazily draped around their head and shoulders, swaying behind their back like a cape in the colours of sunrise-- or, perhaps most familiarly, the velvety twilight that the newest star every so often provides to London.  The second thing is the deep scars covering one side of their face, and the third thing would probably be the heavy eyebags under their sharp, dark eyes.

A relatively freshly-minted Silverer, H. Reisz spends more time in Parabola than London nowadays. Not that they had been in London for too long anyway, and it's not like anyone knows where they were before that either. The surface, yes, but it's a big world out there, right? They don't actually remember seeing the sun, or the sky, but H cannot deny the soft colours of twilight and sunrise have a special place in their heart. They recognise it without the memory of experiencing it, just like they recognised love in the depths of a certain Labyrinth. Hmm, two Labyrinths, actually. There was that one heiress too... and the Orphanage was inside one hell of a maze too... if they had a coin every time they found themself inside labyrinths, they'd... Uh, where were we? Well, anyway, being a new face, they had nothing to be known for so they simply gave out their surname instead. Or well, what they assumed to be their surname. "H. REISZ" were the letters sewn-in on a diminute corner of the tattered black veil that wrapped their head back when they woke up for the "first" time. They were surrounded by near-empty bottles of dried mouldy honey, absinthe, and who knows what else. Ah, the decadence... they couldn't even remember what honey could do at the time but they could recognise the stench of self-destruction right away, haha.  Alas, if things were so bad they got to that point-- maybe this explains why moving on was so easy. Maybe they had somehow lobotomized themself on purpose. Who knows? They sure don't. It was only now, a year or so after waking up, that an epithet has started to stick around-- specifically by their actions as a Silverer and the services they provided. From nightmare-slaying to fishing out vestigial memories (the irony of an amnesiac doing this is not lost on them) to guiding and safeguarding lost dreamers, their glimmering signature cowl and the way it flowed rather phantasmagorically in Parabola started to leave an impression. To many dreamers, seeing a hint of pastel twilight colors signaled safety. It signaled someone you could trust to get inside your head. :)

[apieceoftoastedbread]

i just got in the car to go home. let me yap.

WARNING FOR SPOILERS FOR THE GHOST MOVIE “RITE HERE RITE NOW”

Okay so, the thing at the beginning with saltarian was super cool. was kinda a jumpscare to see his face on the big big screen but it helped me stop disassociating and realize “holy shit im seeing the ghost movie”. Btw!! shoutout to my brother for taking me to go see it since my super religious parents would never take me. anyways uhm it was fucking awesome!! seeing all the ghouls in high detail kinda sparked my ghost hyperfixation again (it never left, just got very, VERY, weak.) i got to see my silly phantom and aurora and all the silly ghouls again and i was stimming very much. the theater was almost empty!! it was shocking how little people there was. I went with my brother and a mutual friend and we were the only ones in our row with small groups spread around us. Since this is my rant and i dont have any rules im gonna rip the bandaid off. i am so glad copia didnt and will HOPEFULLY keep being a reoccurring character as lead of the clergy. im a little upset about the cliffhanger of the new papa but i get it. ALSO,,, COSMO TALKED?? “Arent we gonna do a encore?” EXCUSE ME?? i was so so shocked. The misleading of death and new beginnings was also amazingly portrayed. i am going to miss the character of sister imperator but she had a good run. The show of Her, Papa copia (Father imperator🙏🙏), and Papa nihil being a family and all of then talking warmed my heart. totally didnt cry at that. WHAT DID MAKE ME CRY WAS IF YOU HAVE GHOST!! god the way they did that song and that whole scene tbh was just amazing. i cried a bit and was so touched by that song. The ghoulettes were amazing and i hope this isnt the last we see of them, but i get it if this is it. The singing ghoulete was amazing, she had a truely beautiful voice and make me get the chills a few times. The ones behind the instruments were just as good if not better. they all did great but i applaud the ones playing for being able to focus and play the entire time. The new song(god talk about quick changes) Was AMAZING!! i was up when it dropped and it has already been added to all my playlists. The credits with the song and the meaning of the song touch my heart in a way few songs are able to. I saw people on twitter complaining (as people on twitter do..) about certain ghouls not having much screentime, and i will admit that some had more than others, but i dont think its enough to be upset about. at the end of the day it relies on tobias, the camera team, and the ghouls boundaries. The dancers for Dance macabre and twenties was super cool!! kinda spooked me and make me uncomfy in the beginning but i think they did great. what did make me a little uncomfy was the video for year zero.. I am not a very religious person and do not have a label on what i consider myself, but the video was a bit of a jumpscare and was a little scary for me,. although im sure other liked it. I cannot wait for the album to be out and i will be putting on ghost more since the tism go brrr. expect ghost themed media to be posted by me more!! i think thats all but if theres anything else ill make a part 2 when im able to think again.

Thank you for coming to my ted talk!!

[kaiserkisser]

rules/byf

.・゜゜・rules:

-first off, i want my blog to be a safe space for everyone. this means no hate allowed, in any form. hate mail will be blocked, whether anon or not, and will probably not be responded to. no hate on my mutuals allowed too i will personally hunt you down

-please do NOT interact if you have problematic views/ are engaged in politics discourse a lot. personal reasons.

-this goes without saying, but be nice to everyone! its not that hard.

-dont like what you see? click away- its simple.

-no discourse on my blog. please dont involve me

-i also dont mind friendly banter! for example, smth like 'omg i hate u sm for this' is completely alright if its /j and i can figure that out. if its genuine hate then go away thank u

-please don't ask me for monetary help. I am currently in a position where i simply cannot do that, so it makes me feel incredibly guilty when someone asks but i cannot contribute.

.・゜゜・ things to know byf:

-i come online and go offline sporadically. it is very much possible my activity might show me as online a minute ago or smth, but im not responding to u. that means that ive prolly been forced to keep my phone and go study or smth due to irl stuff

-following from this point, me not responding does NOT mean that i am intentionally ignoring you! please, i know it can feel bad, but i request u to not take it to heart! this goes for if i have replied to one of my notifs and not the others too- its more than likely ive had to leave to do stuff irl!

-i have a tendency to apologize all the time for every small thing no matter how close/distant we are, and i also tend to overthink a LOT before interacting, often deleting stuff i was gonna send out of anxiety, so please excuse that :') it would be great if others could interact with me first, even though i promise ill make my efforts to reach out too <3

-i promise i try to reply to everything asap :( but sometimes i check my notifs quickly and then go, so i may occasionally forget to respond- so u are completely free to remind me anytime! i wont mind :3

-i hyperfixate on fandoms very madly, which is why i make sbs for them and mostly reblog misc stuff or interactions on my main. but you may also often see a LOT of fandom-related stuff on my blog. you can block those tags if u dont want to see them!

-i mostly keep my blog spoiler free, but its not a guarantee. do not blame me.

[dipshit-squad]

anyway i should really try to get like. the blog looking decent at some point. do profiles for all my bitches. not gonna make this an RP blog per say but its nice to have info all in one place

anyway hi im maddie im gay as fuck and bionicles rule my life

my main idiots include the Toa Meya who im realizing i dont have a proper updated group shot of oh well heres their old look

and my newest hyperfixation oc Maihata, a toa of sonics

[leifberry]

OKAY.

INTRODUCTION POST.

IM DOING IT.

Hi! I’m Leif!

I forgot how to make introductions so im winging it rn

have this art i made specifically for this cus idk

i like misspelling my name

OKAY SO

thats my sona!! am i a furry? im gonna be real i have no idea

but heehee lil kity!

i’m audhd (is that how you say it?)

and my current hyperfixations are:

•My own ocs, a story named Abyss!

they’re like,,, the only thing I draw,,,,

(Butterfly Eyes also exists, but Abyss is my favourite child lmao)

•Sky: Cotl! Specifically Season of Abyss!

im planning to eventually make a crossover because i have free will, believe it or not

other mini-hyperfixations include:

•Tpoh

•The Cambrian Explosion, for some reason

•Pokemon (Specifically S/V, if you cant tell by my current pfp as im writing this, gay Tatsugiri)

•My little pony!! I've loved it ever since I was a kid and it's coming back oh god /pos

abyss mlp au when

•A bunch of creators :D

•Generation Loss (woah I wonder who one of those creators from the point above is /j)

•Gravity Falls!! i've loved it for years :3

I like a bunch of other things, but im not hyperfixated on them so they dont get to be mentioned :)

I use any pronouns!! I don’t mind mirror pronouns too!!

I’m finally trying to break out of my comfort zone and actually be somewhat active here?? woah??

im usually a lurker on the internet but like

bro i need an outlet for my interests i am totally normal about (not)

my posts are gonna be mostly about my ocs and sky cotl sorry not sorry

i’m 18 :D

i’m gonna update this post as time goes on :)

uhhh

have my skykid for your troubles

they look like my sona and i love that

i’ve been playing sky on and off since rhythm and i can still never get over how pretty vault is <33

maybe I should add boundaries?? just in case???

I’m a tolerant person, unless it’s people being intolerant to other people! (Basic DNI)

and also please for the love of god, no sexual nsfw of my ocs

they’re literal cats, that’s weird as hell

gore is ok!!! i’m okay with gore!!!

if for whatever reason you wanna make au’s, don’t make them too over-the-top (like mafia au’s or something. Idk, just doesn’t sit right with me)

Same with headcanons, you can headcanon them!! But also keep in mind I designed them all with little projections of myself!! So don’t make them too different from the original or else I will cry /hj

also!!! human designs are okay!! encouraged even!!! but don’t make them all the same, give them some variety!!!

Allium is black :3

only one with a canon skin-tone :3

update: same rules apply to Butterfly Eyes! And anything else I make honestly.

i'm gonna make so many more of these

the magical cat stories will never stop as long as I am here

ALSO RESPECT EACHOTHER FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

[causenessus]

HI NESS!! its like 3 pm rn so good afternoon 😋 i hope you're having/had(? idk when ur school day ends so like..) a good school dayyayay :)) HOPEFULLY YOUVE BEEN DRINKING WATER and ofc eating enough + taking ur meds 🙂‍↕️

when u mentioned some npc named cream cheese i started laughing like an idiot omg 💔 like picture me sitting in the living room next to my roommate bc we're watching a tv show and then i look down at my phone and start giggling out of nowhere.. cream cheese sounded like a real opp 😕🙏 i was the same but with mariokart bc rose gold peach was always hitting me w red shells fr LIKE I CRIED OVER THAT A LOT ACTUALLY (i was 7). and omg mario party!! i still play that whenever i have game nights bc i was able to buy a nintendo switch HAHAHAH and dude just dance hyperfixation goes crazy bc i got insanely good at rasputin solely because i thought i looked cool (i did not.) 😞

ALSO THE VOLLEYBALL GIRLS BEING MEAN IS SO REAL OMG.. lots of the vb girls at my middle school didn't like me for no reason it was crazy actually and that was partially why i didnt start until now LMAO theyre scary af sometimes akwkwnssj

IM GOING BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW and me and my friends were trying to figure out where to meet and its now coming to me that i have nothing planned whatsoever 😋 LIKE I DIDNT EVEN PLAN WHEN TO WAKE UP AND I ONLY REALIZED NOW PLS so today i have to lock in and plan an outfit hairstyle and lunch for tomorrow morning and uhhhhhh i wanted to write and post an akaashi oneshot before i went back to school bc i would probably lose the time to write frequently so... how do u balance out your time omg (DONT ACTUALLY ANSWER THIS ITS OK ITS RHETORICAL IM JUST YAPPING)

also i had no idea but like theres a district rule here that phones CANNOT be used at all in the school day unless u were explicitly allowed to.. like ive been getting intro emails from my teachers and their talking about A CELL PHONE VAULT⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ guys i just want my phone so that i can listen to music while i work on assignments please i swear im an ok kid 💔 i may just keep it in my backpack and always wear my hair down because im desperate.. i think i may have an aneurysm if i have to go the entirety of a day without music so desperate times call for desperate measures i suppose 😕

ANYWAY IM NOT GONNA REREAD THAT AND ATTEMPT TO CORRECT ANY ATROCIOUS LOOKING RUN ON SENTENCES SO I HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND ME,, HOPEFULLY YOURE DOING WELL AND ARE HAVING A GOOD DAY!!

HELLO SAV!!! GOOD EVENING <3 (it's 10 pm rn oopsies) THANK U!! AND I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD DAY <3 today was okay besides the embarrassment of hearing my own playlist being played in public...yk what i'm referring to..BUT also aa yes i will take my meds thank you for the reminder!! since 10 is when i'm supposed to take them 😭 i'll take them next time i get up!! bc i'm kind of comfy rn </3

PLEASE i never actually played mario kart </33 like then the switch came out and my friend had it and i played at her house but then she'd always get mad bc i'd beat her LMAO so i've actually never owned mario kart!! like i ended up get a hand me down switch from my sister's bf's sister who didn't want it anymore but it dies like within an hour of being used so i never play it </33 and DW i didn't look cool dancing to promiscuous even if i got 5 stars on it LMAOAO

but YES idk i think middle school volleyball is definitely the worst bc that's when the toxicity started for my friend in volleyball and i think it makes sense just because of what our minds are like at the state (trying to find ur place and form groups and everything yk </3 not to be a psych nerd or anything but ykwim </3)

AND AA BEST OF LUCK TOMORROW AT SCHOOL!! I'LL PROBABLY MESSAGE U AT MIDNIGHT TO WISH U LUCK AGAIN <3 I HOPE YOU GOT YOUR OUTFIT AND EVERYTHING PLANNED OUT!! i've also been just taking it day by day 😭 like my schedule depends on the day yk so like i've just been setting alarms the night before everytime my schedule changes (IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT I GET U SAV I GET U) and aa!! i know your question was rhetorical but definitely don't stress about too much please <3 take your time and just do what you can manage!!

AND THAT'S CRAZY?? A PHONE VAULT??? MAN YOUR SCHOOL IS HARDCORE I'M SO SORRY 😭😭 i definitely just keep my hair down and use earbuds most of the time bc i CANNOT go without music and like it's fine!!! i have great grades tbh so no one has anything on me 😌 i remember one time i had this math final and we had to put our phones in like a shoe hanger everyday (idk what it's called) but thank goodness wireless headphones exist!! so like my phone would still be connected to my earbuds <3 and my teacher made me lift up a beanie i was wearing to cover my ears LMAO AND I HAD AN EARBUD IN BUT SHE DIDN'T SEE IT BC THEY'RE BLACK like i am not rich enough to afford airpods and i don't want them anyway 😭 they look uncomfortable and ugly and they draw so much attention bc they're bright!! offbrand earbuds all the way <3

YOU ARE BETTER THAN I AM FOR PROOFREADING YOUR MESSAGE 😭😭 I'M GOING TO SEND THIS AS IT IS AND I'M SORRY FOR ANY RUN ON SENTENCES!! I HOPE YOU HAD A LOVELY DAY SAV <33

[spacedhead]

homestuck reread #18: the prologue (briefly) and meat p1

----brief context----

i sorta fell out of homestuck a little after i finished it and its november now but in light of james roach reviving homestuck beyond canon i figured i might as well get the ball rolling on this. i originally started this post in september but i couldnt find it in myself to continue reading due to not liking where the story was going and also finding myself having a new hyperfixation

----end of context----

september 7th:

okay im gonna make a rule that this shit show thats about to happen is NOT CANON to me and in my head they won and then they created earth c and they all lived happily without any of this inane bullshit thats coming up.

ok to start off look at these fucking tags dude oh my god this is gonna be so BAD man what the FUCK did they do to these characters

theres no art which actually sucks! but with these tags maybe its good they didnt show this in images. instead they just describe it in excruciating detail. anyway, here's the first character interaction in here.... they both feel different. even in this brief exchange, something feels... off. maybe its just cause theyre older but they feel distinctly more... angsty? maybe they just seem sad. i dunno. homestuck has its sad moments but for the most part the characters arent like. sad people

/rolls eyes yeah i like the reference but not in this context...

ok so rose just explained what john has to do which is go back into canon and defeat lord english but.... this is really fucked up man . she knows

meat or candy.... fuck which one should i read first.... do i wanna be sad sooner or sad later ... MAN the epilogues SUCK!!!!! FUCK

um okay this is really gross. what is the point of this?? like EW john what the fuck

ok this is fine i guess i mean i like davekat

i guess i also like how he still has this weird obsession with obama

november 10th:

im back . but i think updates to this series will be slower. i need to ease myself back into it yknow? also. if i hadnt made it clear. i DO NOT LIKE the epilogues. especially because homestuck proper is my FAVORITE MEDIA OF ALL TIME. seeing the characters i love ruined like this in what is the most official capacity it could be in is.... just. sad to me. anyway. dave predicts the future about obama . cool.

yeah i do too man. cant have shit around here

yeah like. what even is this plot. jane has become this evil xenophobic cartoon ass villain. and everyones just like. damn thats crazy that shes just like that now. i also dont even understand WHY she wants to be president of earth c. like literally everyone else is just chilling. god whatever

brother he is not coming back

also, this has nothing to do with the epilogues per se. but at the time of writing this tomorrow will be 11/11. i am a little bit expecting a homestuck beyond canon updateeee hehehe . also burning down the house which is a really really good homestuck fan comic is supposed to update too. so awesome. hopefully both of those things happen. or even like. just one. anyway back to this slop

casual dave xenophobia classic dave you know how it is he would definitely be like this for real i believe this

man this would be so cool if it was like. drawn. i wish i could see it instead of having to envision it in my minds eye. not that i dont appreciate my minds eye for what she has to offer me but. imagine this what this panel would look like

noooooo FUCK

stares at you furiously judgementally

okay both of them most likely dont know shit about shit and neither do i but dave at least grew up in a time where there were people around and things happening and dirk thinks he knows everything but he actually doesnt know anything so i wouldnt trust him on fiscal policy

fym nuh uh

average teen roxy adult john interaction

literally down ontologically at this point

blah blah blah ultimate self blah blah evil arc WHO CARES. im bored. can i say that. i seriously D. GAF about dirk rn. monkey d. gaf

bro i fucking HATE JANE. LIKE WHAT ARE YOU EVEN SAYING RIGHT NOW

i dont have much to say about this i just thought it was worth putting here

nah. cause what the hell are you talking about girl. hello. why is she so horny. ong bro u gotta relax

okay well. this is pretty funny . hes dave and im karkat and we are the denial brothers

youre so intolerable is crazy. like hes trying to help you because you are bleeding tf out girl

wow. jane jake kiss. this rules. SAID NO ONE EVER. jake is asexual. jane is a nazi. and I. AM TIRED. OF THIS!!!!!!! I DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING .

wait fuck

marvel ass dialogue

NOOOO WHAT THE FUCK

okay this is the end of the first epilogues post. initial thoughts i dont like it why did i do this i dont wanna do it. but you know what they say in order to ascend first you must descend. little homestuck reference for you all. um idk when the next post will be im sorta busier than i used to be. and also? this sucks i dont like reading it

[pikawarrior]

Welcome back to reaper talks bitches, i just finished my first playthrough of Shadows Over Loathing and have already started on my second and

Oh.

My.

Gods.

I fucking love this game. I mean its made by the people who made of my favorite games ever, West of Loathing so yeah im gonna enjoy it.

But this, this is new, this limits me in sooo many different ways but also opens up the game in ways i couldnt have imagined

[Alot of spoiler filled ramblings of a mad man slightly broken by a weird time/dimension loop that are only vaguely understandable under the cut]

Okay first off, not picking you class right at the very very start is great weirdly enough, atleast for me.

It gave me time to see the world through the basic unfiltered lens of someone who has an idea whats to come cuz of me playing the previous game but also no clue as the game hasnt given me any story yet.

Literally, it starts off with you having a copy of LOOK magazine on your face. You also get to really choose your look or well hair situation mainly, you're a stick person hair and accessories are all you got and its early game soooo

But anygays, it doesnt give you story till thr bus ride and even then you dont know your class or if there will even be classes!

I choose pigskinner or whatever my head is running at a million miles per hour rn cuz this hyperfixation is really new and free so double the speed of thoughts

And yeah i could have tried something new especially since 2 out of my 3 wol saves were that game's pigskinner class (cow puncher(?)) But come on, i like my familiar class also i suck as magic/effect heavy builds outside of my spamming of stuff like bleed or on fire

But anygays, the uncursing stuff is super fun tho pretty confusing. Thankfully you cant mess them up to my knowledge, they really test you puzzle skilss and you remembering that most things in this game are interactable (very very important)

Also omg i love any chance to piss a narrator and there are some great ones, the main ones that i can remember rn is the one about you working at all these different places and even being employee of the month despite you either being super young or not born at that time. And the one about you digging wet globs of hair out of sinks, mainly at frat houses. Gross i know, but i fucking dug through every single spittoon in wol, nothing can stop me anymore

The narrator def regrets following this dumbass (me) around but they cant leave so HA

But back to the uncursing, the sickle curse was actually super scary. Like that scarecrow was after ME, not the person i was currently in the body of, no he was after ME, my character also nick come on buddy you dont take loans/favors from The Shadows, thats like rule #265, your ass deserved a lawnmowing.

Also wtf i got sent the lawnmower i made with a note that said "see you in 66 years" or something like that. Like HELLO???? WHICH BITCH GOT MY ADDRESS AND WHO WANTS A PIECE OF ME AND MY LAWNMOWER

Seriously the sickle curse was hands down the scariest part of a game ive played in years and ive somewhat play resident evil 7

Also gods i love the to do list, don't get me wrong i loved asking my companions for reminders but this is super convenient and go for when my companion cant you know, accompany me somewhere

Plus being able see everything together and whats a main quest vs a side quest helps. And making my own notes in game helps since i still havent gotta a notebook for my gaming notes yet

Also the whole thing with the mob was great, 10/10 i love being chaotic and getting paid the big bucks for it. Seriously its worth it and theres even some more pacifist options in those quest lines to. Im very much a nice person to my core despite my nature darkness and chaos, so being able to handle things nicely or well with limited blood shed is nice. Also helps with you, like me, tend to avoid battles you dont gotta fight. Its also a nice puzzle sometimes cuz i cant just shove like 9 different thing down my throat and kick ass. Its one potion and one food at a time.

The combat is definitely different but more in a "its harder to be able to wipe everyone out in seconds" then a "heres a whole new system to learn good luck"

In wol its stupidly easy atleast for me to become a lesser god and wipe out half the map basically even during early game. Tho thats mainly cuz of my past experience and cuz i was raised really good and weirdly so my skills work with this-

But in sol the fights are actually pretty tough, i found myself really rationing my items out even in late game but also heavily relying on them and effects

Which btw go fucking on items and stuff that cause effects like bleed and on fire, trust me its actually kinda necessary

Also the last(?) fight (and the optional golem fight) are like stupidly hard even with all tbr help (finale(?)) While the golem is apparently a push over yet also god number two idk im working on it, apparently they didnt play test it and honestly it kinda shows (neutral)

ALSP WTF IS THAT BITCH AT THE FUNAL LIKE HOKY HELL DO NOT BE AFIARD MY ASS THAT A BIBLICALLY ACCURATE ANGEL WITHOUT WINGS RIGHT THERE AND ITS ABOUT TO SEND ME TO HELL PERSONALLY

Also i fucking lost, i can go back but i decided to learn from my mistakes by starting fresh instead of fixing them after they've already been made

AND im gonna help more people, im gonna save those two kids from that monster that haunts their family, im gonna help rufus find my past/other self from the first game, IM GONNA HELP EVERYONE I CAN ESPECIALLY THE ONES I FAILED BEFORE

Reaps now signing off to work on MEP parts see yall in like another 6 months

[duawahausa]

I had a dnd hyperfixation recently and was trying to learn the mechanic and rules of the game. Then, my brain just has to mix 2 of my current into one and forced myself into making the Rise boys playing DnD.

As team bonding and a way to working out team dynamic with Leo as a leader, they played DnD as a simulator (not the most realistic but it's way more fun than going out and get beaten around and find out). With Splinter as the DM, the boys began to make their characters.

Note: I'm not gonna think too much about their races so i just make them mutant turtles.

Note 2: I'm very very new to dnd so it's gonna be scuffed and not very accurate but i live for improv and chaos and bending the rules. Feel free to correct me tho

(Apologise for the messy sketch, I need to put my thoughts down on paper)

Donnie's a bard. Like, the man likes dances and music, he's a theater kid so of course a bard is gonna be his class. His instrument is a flute-bo, perfect for impromtu musical session and bonks. The inspiration for his flute-bo is that one scene in Ninjago movie where Master Wu played "Hard knock life" on his staff.

Raph is a Paladin. I know, I know, he's more of a barbarian or fighter but please look how majestic he is in an armor!!! Also paladins have strong sense of justice and that's so Raph. You can pry Paladin Raph out of my cold dead hands :D

Leo is a Rogue. I was tempted to give him bard but I want Donnie to be bard more than him so Rogue it is lol. But hey, sneaky sneaky rogue suits him, although his heels think otherwise. "I dont care if it's impractical! I look fabulous in it!"- said Leo, trying to convince everyone else...

Sorcerer Mikey, who would have thought... I really want to make him a barbarian but considering they are trying to make a character truest to themselves most, I made him into a sorcerer.

Not much else to say since I just wrote down words for this AU in its infant stage. After I fleshed out the design and the plot again, maybe I'll do something with it. If anyone has any ideas/thoughts about his AU, you can scream at me and I'll answer.

[thefourchimes]

got tagged by @hellsfireclub, tyty liv <33

Rules: reveal the titles of the documents in your wip folder and tag as many people as there are documents. Let others ask questions about the ones that interest them and post snippets or explain the contents as you see fit

so technically the titles of the documents in my wip folder are most likely already the titles of the fic themselves, and i keep the chapters usually in one document until i really need a new one, so just a heads up lol plus i have an organized system of keeping track hence the "st" or "st &..." at the start of each

st: please give me a remedy (a remedy to make my frozen heart beat again)

st: revenant slayers

st: the misadventures of ruth and rose

st & gf: stranger weirder

st: spider-robin

st & ut: even stranger down under

these are the ones that im currently working on/want to work on (whenever i can) and the ones im hyperfixated with lmao

but if i try to add everything from all fandoms and the ones that dont even have a doc yet...yeah, we're gonna be here until next week

anywho, tagging people but no pressure at all <3

@lumaxramblings @laurienotteddy @lonesome-witching @willelfanpage @itsanotheridiot @history-of-stories and anyone else who'd like to try

(oh, and i still have some asks from my last tag game which i still havent done asdhfiusdhf i apologize TwT)

[aaaaagaronia]

go on fucker

📌 how did you find your hyperfixation? ✨ what draws you towards your hyperfixation? what is interesting about it? 🎥 do you have any favorite scenes from your hyperfixation? 🎶 if your hyperfixation has songs/an ost, what is your favorite song from it? 💕 tell us about one of your favorite characters and why you like them! 💔 tell us about one of your LEAST favorite characters and why you dislike them. 🏳‍🌈 do you have any headcanons (lgbt, race, neuro, etc) that are important to you? 🍀 do you have any kins or comfort characters from your hyperfixation? 💎 are there any fun facts or trivia that you would like to share? 💢 what do you NOT like about your hyperfixation? is there something you would want to change about it?

join me in the sewers (or do it for that thang or tlou)

[sits on the manhole cover]

📌 how did you find your hyperfixation?

idr 😔just like have had an interest in tmnt for as long as i can remember

though when i met kiri back when i was lik uhhhhhh 11 they were in the middle of their own hyperfix of tmnt and spiked up mine in turn sdnkfds

✨ what draws you towards your hyperfixation? what is interesting about it?

its just v fun :] i like watching the various adaptations though 2003 is my favorite out of all them bc its nsdkfsd what i mostly grew up with

the writing is usually either well done or like silly or both and i just like seeing it

🎥 do you have any favorite scenes from your hyperfixation?

uhhhh honestly like most fight scenes in 2003 and rottmnt theyre so fucking fun and well animated :] also uhhh the bishops "death" in 2003 and raph eating his phone in rottmnt after panicking in a library its just rlly funny

🎶 if your hyperfixation has songs/an ost, what is your favorite song from it?

im so autistic over bishops theme it just summarizes his character rlly well

💕 tell us about one of your favorite characters and why you like them!

quarry/sydney! :] theyre a rlly interesting character and you dont like get to know much abt their other than they were experimented on bc of the shredder but watching them interact with other characters is so nice

💔 tell us about one of your LEAST favorite characters and why you dislike them.

uhhhhhhh 2012 hun tbh?? hes just rlly badly written and not even like a fun bad he just leaves a lot to be desired and he also comes into the show like rlly late to rlly like give room to work on him more

🏳‍🌈 do you have any headcanons (lgbt, race, neuro, etc) that are important to you?

caseys latino coded in all adaptations i do not make the rules

also all the turtles are autistic sdnkfds

🍀 do you have any kins or comfort characters from your hyperfixation?

<<< mfs who grew up getting severely attached to leatherhead and refused to acknowledge it

also rottmnt raph is me frfr waugh

💎 are there any fun facts or trivia that you would like to share?

newtralizer was originally gonna be a toy for the tmnt line back in the 90s but got scrapped his desc was

"Amphibious ally of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, the Newtralizer is judge, jury, and executioner for any criminal that crosses his path.

Unable to undergo regeneration due to a messed-up mutation process, Donatello has fitted him with robotic limbs.

With these new, artificial appendages and an arsenal of wacky weapons, this salamandroid sheriff fights a never-ending battle against the criminal Krang Korporation of Dimension X and helps to serve and protect the turtle's sewer home!"

💢 what do you NOT like about your hyperfixation? is there something you would want to change about it?

like anything else it just has bits that just dont age or sit well though some adaptations have more issues than others dsfkjsd

[otakusheep15]

so about the twst opinions u mention that rook is a total creep and i totally agree in fact if it was real life i probably wouldnt have been able to stop myself hitting him atleast once

but at the same time i sorta admire him because he can see the good things in people even if its twisted and he never gets angry like even in ghost marriage when idia was dissing everyone who went there to save them and its reasonable to get mad at his immature actions but the guy was still positive. He comes of a bit of air-headed( sorry i cant find a better word for it ) the man gives unsolicited advice which even i sigh to and is energetic/passionate to everything that it looks fake and cant keep to himself.  he at times gets too hyperfixated on his interests or acts in inappropriate ways because he’s blinded by pursuit of his passion

but hes not entirely a bad person,if he was,the strict no-nonsense vil wouldnt have kept rook near him if that was the case,why would he be the vice dorm leader which is picked by the dormleader or why would vil follow rook’s advice when selecting members for the VDC team in chap-5? he has a good sense of judging someone's character also proven in jade's vignette that he knew that jade was upto to something sus even if he didnt knew what that was. Its clear vil trusts him despite the impression he gives off. And we’ve seen many instances in which rook fulfills his duties as vil’s second-in-command when vil was kidnapped in episode 6,ghost marriage, endless halloween night.

now onto the next thing vil's lab wear where rook made those comments such as when is he gonna start his diet, and even i was kinda startled for him to say such words to the person he looks up so much he went through the hassle of changing dorms. Its understandable that one might think hes fatshaming,etc

but in the second vignette, vil expresses to trey that what rook said is true, but that Rook failed to express it in a more thoughtful way. He explicitly says that he finds rook’s outside perspective useful, as Rook notices things that even vil doesn’t. And since vil's career requires him to meet the industry's standards and is very appearance-based, his feedback does more good than harm. Rook wants vil to improve and be at his best.

pretty much in all situations, rook fails to express himself in a way that is socially appropriate when he’s communicating his thoughts.

and i think everyone in this fandom knows that his actions(stalking and others) isnt justifiable.

The guy is deeper than he lets on actually we havent really gotten enough screentime of him or even in his vignettes, its never about him.

and everyone in the eng fandom mostly doesnt like him even if they dont express it all the time. The fandom doesnt exactly treat it as a non issue its like a gray area like how leona tried to erase ruggie from existence.

rook is a wonderfully written character that his own strengths and weakness and when i mean wonderfully written i mean that even if theyre not likable, their character and actions makes realistic sense.

and i kinda wish everyone didnt just focus on his negative traits like the dude weird but so is pretty much everyone in the game. Take riddle for example, the guy has serious anger issues and goes through ridiculous rules and punishments like come on, stripping someone of their magic just because they were hungry late at night and ate a tart.

or azul looking down on everyone which still hasnt changed after his OB and even shown in the glorious masquerade event and before his OB trying to take advantage of naive teens who dont know any better. He even buys cheap souvenirs for the twins mostly because it was cheap in the glorious masquerade event.

now neither azul's or riddle's behavior is ok,they all have their own faults even if the fandom doesnt really address them.

Twisted wonderland does a fine job at portraying them realistically and i hope u wont just focus on rooks negative traits or any other characters

Honestly, I think Rook's biggest problem is the writers of the game. He could actually be an excellent character if they just wrote him better. And I know that's the whole point of his character, but it's still uncomfortable seeing how he interacts with others.

Yes, Vil appreciates his opinions and perspectives, but many other characters don't, and they express this heavily, especially the non-human characters.

I agree that he is a deep character with many interesting traits, but those don't really outweigh just how awful he can be in many of the scenes he's in. I know it's unlikely, but I'd really like for him to have some sort of development where he learns to articulate better to avoid creeping people out. Because I agree with you that Rook is actually cool character, but the way he's written really lets him down imo.

And you also mentioned Azul and Riddle, so I just wanted to touch on them as well. Unlike Rook, Azul and Riddle are both based on villains. They're also two of the overblot victims, so it makes sense for them to be not-so-great, especially in the beginning. However, both of them go through their character development and learn from their past mistakes. Riddle's anger issues get better, and he stops collaring students as much. Yes, he's still strict on the rules, but that's because of how he was raised. His mother was very strict about rules, so Riddle clearly has trauma about what will happen if someone breaks a rule. Azul is in a similar state. He was heavily bullied growing up, so much of his personality is just him putting up barriers in order to protect himself. He looks down on others so that they're less likely to look down on him. Their more "negative" traits are a result of trauma that is clearly unresolved.

As for Rook, we aren't really aware about much of his homelife. We know he's from Sunset Savannah, but not much else. So we can't really confirm if his traits are a result of trauma like the others. Plus, unlike the majority of characters, Rook is not based on a villain, he's based on the huntsman from Snow White. So, realistically, he should be one of the morally best characters, and he shouldn't be as bad as some of the "villain" characters.

Trust me, I don't just focus on the negatives. I tried so hard to find more positives in Rook for the longest time, but his negative traits simply outweigh the good for me. However, I love the majority of the characters and I can definitely look past the negatives. I wish that I could like Rook more, I really do, but he just gives me too much ick, and I apologize to all Rook lovers for that.

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