#hyperfixation's been going hard
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mutual i got a math test tomorrow im so cooked
oh boi I'm ass at difficult math, may the lawd bless you with some easy 2nd grader math test questions 🙏🙏🙏
#spuirrel asks#MOOT🫵😮#🙏🙏 may ze lawd bless u moot 🙏🙏#ignore the fact I vanished for 9 days#hyperfixation's been going hard#I'll post about it eventually
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>"winter event with winter themed items"
>look inside
>it's literally just christmas
[insert that image of a cat staring at the camera really close up]
#eido.log#long rant in tags ->#sorry but i unironically hate this with fictional settings that have winter festivities of any kind#This is literally just christmas. you could've made ANY holiday ever. you could've gotten COOL with it#but no it's literally just christmas but recolored slightly#you could've done ANYTHING. LITERALLY ANYTHING#this game has greek mythology influences. why christmas#if it's canon that like “”christmas“” is a thing like ok yeah sure just make it make sense#but plopping down christmas for a “”“WINTER EVENT”“” and nothing else is just. uaahhghhghh#please please please look at anything other than christmas for possible influences into the holiday or MAKE SOMETHING UP COMPLETELY!!!!#sorry i'm not normal about this when i'm currently hyperfixating on the game in question#it's not that hard to make a fictional holiday when you have an entire magic system and—#—historical worldbuilding spanning 1800+ years#just say that it's christmas. it's not a bad word. just say that it's a christmas event#it's ok that you didn't think of literally any other festivities or traditions that happen in the winter ( ig )#but i'm still very very disappointed#if it's just going to be christmas then just say it's a christmas event#because if they said it was a christmas event i probably wouldn't've cared#but i really hoped with “winter” it would've been like. actually winter winter and not just christmas
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fast food on a second (official) date at sunset 💙🤎
my finished piece for @tohmirageandmischief !! the full zine is out and completely free to download 💜 lots of talented artists and writers contributed and i recommend checking it out!
#gustholomule#gus porter#matt tholomule#the owl house#toh fanart#augustus porter#toh mattholomule#mirage and mischief: an owl house fanzine#had to go dig up my notes on this one omg it’s been eight months since i really thought about it#gus said something stupid right before this but it made matt laugh so hard gus has no regrets#and matt gets four alarm demon sauce all over his mouth and gus desperately wants to just kiss it off him#i love them your honor. i may not be hyperfixated on them rn but i still love them dearly ❤️#steph draws#x
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Me: Okay, TONIGHT I'll finally do something productive. Maybe I'll write a little drabble or hum a tune...
Also me:


#iykyk#blakeworth#vincent the secret of myers#vincent edgeworth#victor blake#made them in the sims just to make them go on a date#this hyperfixation is coming back very hard#I will literally take blakeworth writing prompts or SOMETHING#it's been over two years the fandom is disintegrating#but at least I got a friend into these games recently#you hear that vtsom and twdak fans???#we got another one...#anyway wow what a ramble#autism
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man just really not vibing with the fandom at large recently
#it's hard to explain#it's been really frustrating because i love this franchise and want to actively seek content for it#but every time i go into the tags#or even the discord channels#i end up seeing way more stuff that just annoys me than stuff i enjoy#plus there are lore developments that i just. don't like and want to ignore but i'm the only one i guess#hyperfixation-wise i'm still neck deep in it but man. i feel like i just. need to enjoy it by myself for a while#still gonna make art and posts of course#and chat with a few particular friends at least because i gotta fangirl about stuff to someone#but need to make an effort to step back from browsing the fandom because man it's only gonna make me annoyed and bitter#which is frustrating but. man
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mannn being hyper fixated on dndads means that I haven't had a little high int low wis autistic nerd to project on for like . two years . that's so fucked man . you're gonna look me in my eyes and tell me you have three seasons and not one single weird little brainiac who is the biggest dumbass you've ever seen . the closest I've got here is nicholas . and I love him *so* much but he exists for like 4 episodes . maybe Terry but like . that's *all* fanon Terry . he isn't like that in canon . I've been starving out here you guys .
#just blahs#if anyone comes on here and says anything about not liking nicholas im killing you btw#anyways#methinks that's why im latching onto campaign one of rwd so hard now#bcs theyve got TWO of those fuckers in there#god those kinds of characters are fucking drugs to me#and brother im about to relapse after two years of being clean#vr la rwd save me#save me dani rwd#listen as a weird little smartass autistic who is a fucking dumbass when it comes to anything else#it is vital to my survival to have a guy I can think about when im dying out here ok#blaming the dndads hyperfixation for me struggling so bad this last year#surely if idve had a Guy to think about going through this exact thing i would've been fine#i wouldntve#but i mightve written more fanfic
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Yall will never fucking guess what I found every season of
#ITS WILD KRATTS TIME BAYBEEEEEEEEEEE#AUGHH IM FREAKING OUT#i need to calm down but i cant im go8ng to throw up im going to throw up my heart is beating so hard#coyote has been wild kratts posting and i could fuckin. feel the hyperfixation radiation on the posts#so i was like no i must resist. but i cant. i was on youtube at like 1am this morning like 'wild kratts clips'#i fear its all over for me gamers#jet jabbers
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ONE OF MY FRIENDS IS PLAYING OUTER WILDS...... MY PROPAGANDA IS WORKING
#shes in for it now#ive been driving my friends up the wall by saying “you should play outer wilds” every other sentence#but they haven't faced the full brunt of my hyperfixation because of spoilers#once she finishes it im going to yap so fucking hard. the brain worms. the brain worms. the brain worms#outer wilds#personal#frostgnaw talks
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been too long since i wrote a psychonauts mental world fic... it's a good time to go back to that.
if anyone's curious about whose it is, I'll leave one hint... ™
#the owl posts#i love writing yall#i just. it's hard to yeet myself into writing some of these guys#and it's been so long i feel like i should go replay psychonauts but i KNOW how hyperfixated i can get...#i won't maintag it but i am thinking about doing that.#if anyone guesses who: it's not from That au. I know the au. it's not with that au.
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so uh.... i like this thing now.....
#Ive been playing for hours everyday for the past couple weeks send help#hyperfixations go hard lmao#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl red crown#i actually dont know what they're doing#might be preaching a sermon but idk#also i tried something new with the lighting and sketch process and im lowkey proud of it
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what drugs did they put in sonic that attracts autistic people cos oh my god this shit has taken over my life in the span of a week how did they DO THAT
#like i can feel it deeper in my core than regular hyperfixations#this has put its roots in my brain like its gonna be around for a fucking while i can tell#WHAT IS IT WITH TRAINS AND SONIC THAT HITS THE AUTISTIC POPULATION SO HARD. IS IT THE FAST? THE GOTTA GO FAST?#guys this is bad it took like actually 2 seconds of shadow being on the screen for me to be like yeah thats my baby forever#thats my little guy HES SUCH A LITTLE GUY HAVE YOU SEEEN HIMMMM#i dont usually get cuteness aggression for anything fictional but holy FUCK#you do NOT understand how fast i rinsed the ao3 'shadow the hedgehog & maddie' tag so i could vicariously hug him through maddie like#YOU DONT GET IT#anywhat thats where i've been guys. also jealousy fucks me up bad and seeing stays be able to touch hyunjins hair made me need a break. /hj#very literal half joking. like im exactly 50% joking i could teeter either way at a moments notice. anyway im fine#been busy consuming 24 years of shadow fan content#sapphicminho says things#not skz#IM NOT DONE. im just in awe at how they managed to make a character so badass and cool but so baby like#hes unironically cool as HELL#but then u look at him and its like holyshit. maria girl i get it i'd adopt him as a little bro on sight as well#anyway prior to last week all i knew abt sonic was the VAGUE memories from playing unleashed when i was like 10 and the snapcube fandubs#penny parker ily best streamer. one of the like 2 streamers i gaf about
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Me then: I’ll never become one of those fandom based art accounts. I want people to like my own original content.
Me now: Guys check out my latest Fallout oc! And here is how my two other Fallout oc’s know eachother. *more fallout hyperfixation things*
#fallout#fo3#fo4#fnv#fallout 3#fallout 4#fallout new Vegas#hyperfixation#this hyperfixation going so strong#it’s been a while since somethign grabbed my attention so hard
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Sometimes writing is like pulling teeth because you just need to step away for a bit and rest and recharge
and sometimes writing is like pulling teeth because you've written your way through the hyperfixation and there's nothing more to say and you want to move on to other things
and sometimes it's easy to tell the difference and sometimes it isn't.
#i'm GOING to finish dead man walking because i refuse to let that one be abandoned#but i've been trying to finish all my other WIPs for months and now i'm thinking that i just need to post them incomplete and move on#the problem is that i don't have a new hyperfixation to come fill the void yet!#so maybe this is a false burnout! i don't know!#writing is hard#imp is writing
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I hate how my Kikaider brain rot has actually worsened since watching the sequels because I thought it would put it at bay since it’s been putting me off from doing other stuff but I just keep ROTATING all the stuff about 01 funnily enough.
01 is just so *weird* because it’s not like I’m having a relationship where I hate it and I think it ruined the original but then become obsessed with wanting to fix it-I have had rewrite ideas but it would come with their own problems nor are they really striking me-no, I don’t actually feel super negative towards it, even if it’s objectively so flawed for multilayered reasons but I keep hyperfixating on WHY it’s so flawed because the OG show and even the crossover are not nearly as flawed in comparison. They do have their issues but they serve their purpose.
The original show having a recap ep was a odd decision and unfortunately the ending feels rushed/unsatisfying due to they had to make a up a ending since they couldn’t do 01s yet, but also as a self contained story it’s still incredibly solid and works for 12/13 episodes. Where as crossover despite being a single episode works for its runtime since it ties perfectly back to both the OG show and 01 + gives Jiro a ending that’s the closest thing to closure he’ll ever get, it’s biggest flaw is just the Inazuman characters are something you won’t have full context on if you don’t read the manga because they sadly didn’t get a anime-which yes I am also reading the manga, didn’t get far but I like what I have read-but that also does not actually effect the Kikaider side of the crossover.
But then you have 01 which absolutely FAILS at using the 4 episodes it’s given in almost every way: It doesn’t tie back to the original despite the originals ending being the way it was for 01, with plot holes being caused from it and it’s tonally different as it leans more on action than story which is not in its favor as it takes up most of its short runtime leading to the new characters and the story not being as developed as the original despite having incredibly interesting plot points, just the execution is not there.
It’s the one Kikaider show that needed to be longer, either the episodes needed a 45 minute runtime or it needed to be 6-7 episodes which is at least half the length of the original if it also couldn’t get the 12/13 episodes treatment. It just baffles me how 01 was given such little time especially as a OVA yet was still made likely due to the first show doing decently, yet they didn’t use their time wisely at all to make it actually tie to the original.
But I still can’t find myself to actually hate it or deem it as bad because maybe I appreciate the fact it existed just so the crossover could happen and we could also see the 01 characters animated, or just again, it doesn’t ruin the original so you could honestly pretend it doesn’t exist even if I don’t because I like the crossover and it’s important there. It’s something I don’t feel strongly for and I will always just advise the first show to people, since it being so flawed for so many reasons that’s it’s baffling at least makes it interesting to think about rather than boring or god awful.
#meg text#android kikaider the animation#kikaider 01 the animation#literally I haven’t been able to get this thought out of my head even if I HOPE I didn’t come off cynical#because I again don’t think it’s bad it’s at worst mid but there’s still enjoyable aspects of it#and I can at least see why people would like it more then the crossover even if I’ll always think that has a purpose#I just can’t see anyone thinking this is better then the original show unless they actually do not care for story#but I’m also not gonna be a dick to them cause maybe the story didn’t resonate with you and you want action#plus 01 does HAVE substance the entire ending is RICH with themes- but it’s just not like the original#it still feels more like a action heavy show that wants to have a interesting story but doesn’t prioritize the story#because the reason next to being slightly longer why the first Kikaider worked is because it didn’t focus on the action#and some people may see it as a flaw but it was too the stories benefit#01 explicitly feels like they just said “fuck it we ball” and it didn’t turn out to be a trainwreck but it’s still messy#also I looked up that each iteration had a different director which is 100% a factor into this tonal whiplash#but also the crossover feels PERFECTLY like the original with added stuff so you’d think the staff would tell the 01 director to do the sam#I wanna say 01 was just really rushed especially because it did came out not long after the OG ended#and ep 3 had the most god awful animation so sadly I can’t say it entirely has better animation the the original#but ALSO even if it was rushed it would not be that hard to send some time to tie to the original#literally just TWO flashbacks are needed to describe how jiro met Rieko and Akira and why gill is fucking alive#the latter being more dire since that’s just going to be the anime’s biggest plot hole#I’m so tempted to read the manga to compare if 01 was always this flawed or if the anime did it worse#even though I know the first arc is way better in the anime and also I need to read more of Inazuman first#just this hyperfixation feels more inclined to compare and contrast JUST 01
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am i going to single-handedly create a fandom about jay holt from the video game "as dusk falls"? i just fuckin might
#i Cant stop thinking about him. ive literally been dreaming about him. i Need to help him. please#hes just a fuckin kid!!! (18?? 19??) hes a TEEN and his family is FUCKED and its not his FAULT#none of this was his fault. he deserves so much fuckin BETTER#also i thought i didnt care about vanessa but then shes got dead brother trauma hi hello hiiiiii#and now jay does too#fuck my LIFE#ive never been one for self-inserts but actually me jay and vanessa hang out regularly in a tree house we built#we laugh and shoot the shit and talk about what losing our brothers have done/are doing to our psyche#as dusk falls#jay holt#vanessa dorland#new hyperfix u say ? this one will be brief hopefully. bc the game is fucking. unfinished. stupid ass cliffhanger ass bjtch ass#plus im rewriting canon so jay has a good young life. no timeskip for MEEE#maria is literally just rambling. hi#.txt#the only fic ive ever written/outlined was about alana bloom from nbc's hannibal & she Deserved a rewrite#but maybe i need to indulge in writing jay holt's better reality TOO#theres a quote. hang on. a quote from a beloved piece of media. why cant i recall what its from rn#but theyre talking about different timelines n shish and one of them says ''maybe this *is* your best reality'' and its SO sad. fuck#is it hannibal. i feel like its always hanniba#no but also i feel like its not???#its like ''this is your best life. youre not getting a better one''#what the eff is that. im gonna be stuck on this forever#EDIT: IT IS FROM FUCKING HANNIBAL. BUT ITS GODDAMN FREDRICK CHILTON OF ALL PEOPLE WHO SAYS IT#''The optimist believes we live in the best of all possible worlds; the pessimist fears this is true.#This is your best possible world Will. Not getting a better one''#fucking CHRIST chilton#lines that go HARD
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Am I fr avoiding leaving the house what is happening to me help.
#it's currently dangerous to be on the street where I live#for undisclosed reasons don't wanna dox myself#and due to those same reasons there's no work this week#which has not been helping my mental state#now I have to go to the cemetery for grandpa's anniversary#which I'm betting will shut me down emotionally even more afterwards#on top of that I'm stuck on processing some awful shit from the past#adhd is making me hyperfixate on it which makes it worse#I'm home 24/7 yet doing practically nothing specific and days are blending in#I'm also finding it hard to take care of my basic needs I'm barely getting by#hoping work forces me out of it next week but March is not looking good#vent#avpd#negative#to be clear this isn't agoraphobia I don't think#avpd tends to worsen and reach this level when very stressed#like I'm afraid of doing and feeling anything and everything#and only obligation forces me to do things and very reluctantly at that
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