#hyanthis speaks

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not enough people in this damn fandom are talking about this saturday's West End enjoltaire kiss and im kinda pissed about it

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no, I have technically 3 native languages and I think in none of them: I used to think in French up until I was like 13... then, I got sucked into the endless (anglocentric) void that is the internet and started thinking in English lmao

multilinguals rb and tag if you think in your native language or not

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Name Change!!!!!1!1!1!! From a-little-fall-of-pain to fruity-pontmercy

Heyyyyy guyssss just wanted to let yall know i changed my username!!! I used to be a-little-fall-of pain!!! I know ive had that name for the better part of 4 years so that’s what you probably remember me by so pls dont forget me!!! I’m still here!!!

Unfortunately I just thought my previous name was a bit too.. chunky?? I also came up with it a really long time ago, and though I’ve grown attached to it I think it’s just really annoying to type out lol

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no like you guys don't get it Feuilly means so much to me actually so much so he IS me i AM just like him fr

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so I made a SpaceHey profile bc i was yearning for some sweet sweet oldschool social media platforms aside from tumblr... and like... wow... holy shit... what I mean is, wow, I'm not even that old now, I'm 19 now, I know I'm quite young for the Les Mis fandom (ik a lot of you guys are already in your mid 20s-30s since you were og movie fans) and i just got absolutely WHIPLASHED by the amount of KIDS on there... What I mean is, there's a lot of 13-15 year olds (which, to be clear, I don't think is a bad thing at all, if anything it seems like a fairly safe and anonymous platform for them to explore their identities, I find it quite sweet), but just.. wow. I was sort of convinced I hadn't changed much, but I was 13-14 when I joined tumblr, I was their age, and honestly I see myself a lot in the way they act... and... man... was I also so.. childlike???? Did you all also see me as a clueless little kid just exploring the interwebs for the first time??? I feel like I've just been confronted with my own, slow aging in a way I wasn't necessarily prepared to.

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ohhhbyes feeling like myself again (writing 3 Les Mis mini essays simultaneously)

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guys is there a way to like come out but as a soft launch... I don't want to make it a huge thing w my mom because frankly it does not matter that much to me but i know it will to her but like UGH the whole "mom i have a huge secret to tell you ive actually known im queer since i was 13" is just so so not me like idk

hot soft launch queerness tips pls

anyway

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Emergency commissions + Redbubble

Hey guys you know I absolutely hate doing this kind of stuff but I’m taking this as a moment to remind y’all that I have a Redbubble. I’ve been uploading some pretty neat designs over the past few months, and I thought y’all would like to see! I’ve put up some examples at the end of this post.

I’m going to start university in a month and I’m in a bit of a sticky spot financially (my mum lost her job, we are struggling to pay rent and I’ll have to move out soon), so I am opening emergency commissions. I accept payments through PayPal, you can see my work on instagram. I mostly draw characters and not much backgrounds, so do keep that in mind!

As per usual thank you guys so much for the support and for all the kindness!

I recommend checking out My Instagram) ;)

Please please do share this around as much as you can cuz I could really really use the help 🙏🙏🙏💫💫💫 thank you

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Need this on a shirt, actually

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It’s kinda crazy to think I was a freshman in hs when I started this silly tumblr acc to talk abt what I thought would be a short lived Les Mis obsession… and now I’m abt to go to study in Paris..

Crazy how life goes lol

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please dear lord someone give me the strength I need to stop procrastinating and start studying for my history final tomorrow

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Oh also you might have noticed but I may not be posting Les Mis stuff much this week🫡 my brain is currently rotting due to uhm other fandoms I’m in… I’ll try to keep non Les Mis posting to a minimum though. If you want to see my non Les Mis posts u can check out my side blog @fruity-pontmercy , otherwise you can just block the good omens, “hyanthis speaks” or “not Les Mis” tags for a bit :( wouldn’t want to pollute y’all’s feeds

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WAIT GUYS HAPPY VALJEAN ADOPTS COSETTE DAY

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I was talking about this with a few moots the other day about this and isn't it funny how there is basically just one big Les Mis fandom that is vaguely divided into several????? Like you have the strictly musical fans, the book fans, the movie musical fans, the Amis de l’ABC fans (which are a whole thing of its own creation and frankly so fascinating) and the apparently newly rising 2019 BBC Les Mis fandom (thanks to white boy of the month Joseph Quinn) .... like isn't it funny how we’re all sort of lumped together and not divided into separate fandoms which have little to nothing to do with each other??? idk I think its kinda neat and interesting. 

( @alcoholsoup @yourpigeonwife thx for making me thimk about stuff lol) 

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IS THE ABBREVIATION FOR WAR AND PEACE WAP PLEASE I NEED TO KNOW

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Y'ever get a thought that makes no sense but that you cant shake away and that you cant explain???? Anyway this one's for my Salinger enjoyers, I dont know why, but I feel that Franny Glass would absolutely despise Dead Poets Society, not necessarily because I think she wouldn't like the message of it or anything, rather I think shed go on a tangent on ego and elitism or something, whether it actually relates to the film or not... like it would just have that one small detail that would remind her of her own college or something etc.. yeah....