#hyanthis speaks

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not enough people in this damn fandom are talking about this saturday's West End enjoltaire kiss and im kinda pissed about it

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Name Change!!!!!1!1!1!! From a-little-fall-of-pain to fruity-pontmercy

Heyyyyy guyssss just wanted to let yall know i changed my username!!! I used to be a-little-fall-of pain!!! I know ive had that name for the better part of 4 years so that’s what you probably remember me by so pls dont forget me!!! I’m still here!!!

Unfortunately I just thought my previous name was a bit too.. chunky?? I also came up with it a really long time ago, and though I’ve grown attached to it I think it’s just really annoying to type out lol

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WAIT GUYS HAPPY VALJEAN ADOPTS COSETTE DAY

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no like you guys don't get it Feuilly means so much to me actually so much so he IS me i AM just like him fr

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ohhhbyes feeling like myself again (writing 3 Les Mis mini essays simultaneously)

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guys is there a way to like come out but as a soft launch... I don't want to make it a huge thing w my mom because frankly it does not matter that much to me but i know it will to her but like UGH the whole "mom i have a huge secret to tell you ive actually known im queer since i was 13" is just so so not me like idk

hot soft launch queerness tips pls

anyway

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Emergency commissions + Redbubble

Hey guys you know I absolutely hate doing this kind of stuff but I’m taking this as a moment to remind y’all that I have a Redbubble. I’ve been uploading some pretty neat designs over the past few months, and I thought y’all would like to see! I’ve put up some examples at the end of this post.

I’m going to start university in a month and I’m in a bit of a sticky spot financially (my mum lost her job, we are struggling to pay rent and I’ll have to move out soon), so I am opening emergency commissions. I accept payments through PayPal, you can see my work on instagram. I mostly draw characters and not much backgrounds, so do keep that in mind!

As per usual thank you guys so much for the support and for all the kindness!

I recommend checking out My Instagram) ;)

Please please do share this around as much as you can cuz I could really really use the help 🙏🙏🙏💫💫💫 thank you

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Need this on a shirt, actually

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It’s kinda crazy to think I was a freshman in hs when I started this silly tumblr acc to talk abt what I thought would be a short lived Les Mis obsession… and now I’m abt to go to study in Paris..

Crazy how life goes lol

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please dear lord someone give me the strength I need to stop procrastinating and start studying for my history final tomorrow

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merry Christmas to all my fellow latinos who celebrate on the 24th, and happy Saturday to everyone else

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Oh also you might have noticed but I may not be posting Les Mis stuff much this week🫡 my brain is currently rotting due to uhm other fandoms I’m in… I’ll try to keep non Les Mis posting to a minimum though. If you want to see my non Les Mis posts u can check out my side blog @fruity-pontmercy , otherwise you can just block the good omens, “hyanthis speaks” or “not Les Mis” tags for a bit :( wouldn’t want to pollute y’all’s feeds

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somebody needs to figure out what chemicals they put in the Maurice (1987) soundtrack to make it so damn good because DAMNNN ITS SO FUCKING GOOD every time I listen to it I feel my soul ascend.

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"submit the three final projects that all individually count for 30% of my grade now that I have time??? NO!!!! Learn about yet another 19th century French uprising!!!!"

-My brain

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the "aesthetic" that built around the Secret History is so fucking crazy to me like did we read the same book bc when I think of Hampden College I think of this

LIKE I DONT SEE THE DARK ACADEMIA AT ALL I JUST SEE A BUNCH OF ANNOYING RICH WHITE KIDS AT AN AVERAGE ASS UNIVERSITY

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(cw/tw: im going to discuss my loss of weight, I won't be giving numbers or anything specific, and I'm not trying to say this loss was good or bad, im talking about my medical diet and my food restrictions due to allergies)

No bc I found out like a few moths ago that im like "allergic" to a shitton of stuff (its actually histamine intolerance but yk) and when I cut all that stuff out of my diet I started losing weight (obviously, it wasn't fat, I was just bloated as all hell at all times) and like the main thing abt it I kinda think abt a lot (aside from how much I miss bread and like, how much better I feel) is like... im into historical fashion right, and that means most clothes are tailor made to my measurements, well... I dont fit into my corset anymore!!! I mean, I do, but its a little too big, so it fits a bit loosely around the bust (which sucks cuz thats the whole point of a corset right, to support the bust)... and the funny thing is I got an Edwardian skirt tailor made for my birthday (back on October) and like,, its too big for me too now, and I only received it this Monday, meaning my waist measurements changed between October and Monday in a noticeable way????n Anyway fuck weight loss I just want to fit into my clothes normally, my god, bodies are so weird