#hwang hyunjin cheater au

[dazed--xx]

💔You Broke Me First💔

Summary: Now suddenly you're asking for it back Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve? Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had. But I don't really care how bad it hurts…..When you broke me first

Member: Hyunjin x Reader

T/W: Mentions of Cheating, Break Ups, arguments, drinking, manipulation, crying, heartbreak, ANGST…, swearing, mentions of being drunk, yelling, sad ending

Word Count: 2.7K

Maybe you don't like talking too much about yourself But you should've told me that you were thinkin' 'bout someone else…

“I know…”

You state stoically, your eyes stuck on the quaint maple table that sat between you and your boyfriend. You brushed your tongue over your bottom lip biting back tears “I know about her..” Your voice is just above a whisper. “Y-Y/N…” His tone is full of pity and guilt, you scoff to yourself shaking your head in disbelief.

“Why?… What did I do so wrong?”

“Nothing…”

“Then how could you?”

“I-I don't know…”

You stare blankly, not able to find the words to express how you feel right now. Your head grew heavier and heavier the longer the silence continued. You could feel Hyunjin’s gaze burning holes into your face. “I do care about you, Y/N…please don't think that I don't.” He sighs, his fingers fidgeting with each other as he bit the inside of his cheek. “She just made me feel…different. I’m sorry…” Another scoff is released from your chest, rolling your eyes at his apology. “I mean you could have told me you didn't love me anymore…” You mutter, trying your hardest to seem strong in this moment. “That someone else was catching your eye…instead of stringing me along for a while just to throw me away,” you growl as anger bubbles in your gut. “Y-Y/N—That’s not tr—It's fine, Hyunjin” you cut off his stammering.

Finally meeting his eyes, you could see the exhaustion and hint of something you couldn't quite place. You take in his image. Allowing yourself for a moment to memorize every single inch of his face, your heart ached the more time passed. You should have known this was coming eventually. He was always just out of reach when it came to you. Hwang Hyunjin was an enigma when you first got together, your relationship was passionate and lustful. Spending every moment you could in each other's arms or beside each other; as the honeymoon phase left your relationship so did Hyunjin. Whilst, He physically stayed beside you; emotionally you could tell he checked out. He was no longer interested in what you were doing, or if you were safe. Your sex life quickly became nonexistent and soon so did you. He was never the most open with how he felt, but you stayed. As the months passed you continued to reach out and try to attempt to get closer to your boyfriend once again, only to be met with unanswered calls and missed dates. You couldn't understand why, that is—until two weeks ago.

You couldn't understand why it had taken you accidentally stumbling upon the two, inside this very cafe, on a date. You had been walking home from your part-time job and in your tiredness you stopped outside of the quaint little coffee shop and contemplated going in. Until you saw that familiar mop of midnight locks. You had seen the way he stared at her longingly. Hyunjin broke your trust and after you avoided him for two whole weeks he was now here to break your heart.

You saw the way he stared at his lap, struggling to find the words he wished to say. You should have known that when he suddenly started paying attention to you again, it was the guilt that ate at him. You know because he felt he'd wronged you he wouldn't just leave you alone, so you decided to do what he couldn't. He released a heavy sigh placing his hands around his cup on the table “Y/N—It's okay, you don't have to say it…” you cut him off once again, giving him a sad shrug. “N-no I do…I-I—Hyunjin!” you stare at him as you reach across the table to take his large hand in yours.

“I don't resent you. Thank you for the memories you've given me…” a small glint of something appeared in his eye, and it looked almost as if his face was about to light up. You give him a mournful smile “But let's stop” you state, your voice cracking at the end. He stared at you in bewilderment as his mouth hung open. “Y/N..” He gasped almost inaudibly the rest of his words not coming to him. You nod in response “I'll leave first…I hope things work out with her and she makes you happy” Your tone is laced with dejection and sadness. You stare at where you had connected your hands, even now as you hold his hand tightly; he sat with his sitting loosely on the table. With a final nod, you pull your hand away and lift yourself from your seat. Hyunjin stared at where your hand once was, flabbergasted. Disbelief decorated his face as you made your way out of the cafe.

You found your resolve breaking as soon as you turned the corner. Your legs finally give way as a sob rips through your chest. You release all the pain, anger, and sadness you held back. You felt broken, forgotten, and useless. You cried and cried feeling deep in your soul, that while Hyunjin will be completely fine you sat here broken.

Your phone's been off for a couple months, so you're calling me now I know you, you're like this. When shit don't go your way you needed me to fix it, And like me, I did But I ran out of every reason….

“Y/N He's drunk!” Felix pleaded as he grunted from the other line. “That's not my problem anymore, Lix” you grumble as you chew on your bottom lip. You hear him whisper something to whom you can assume, is Hyunjin. A heavy sigh is heard through the line “He won't listen to any of us right now!” Felix argues as you hear a shuffle “…You came any other time…He needs your help right now. He's hurting” Felix confesses, his tone is pleading and almost enough to convince you. Almost…and while Felix was correct you had run to help Hyunjin, a lot in these past two months since you had broken up. You no longer wished to do it “I'm sorry Lix, truly I am. But it was no longer my responsibility to take care of Hyunjin and I made the mistake of continuing to help after we ended things. But I don't owe him shit if he needs help then you should probably call his girlfriend.” you state matter of factly.

“Y/N He doesn't—” you cut the call off not wanting to hear any more of what Felix had to say; you toss your phone to the side onto your couch. As Guilty as you felt for not going to help Hyunjin; it was no longer your place to. It had taken these few months to stop running to help the person who had betrayed you. Every time you received a call from either Hyunjin himself or a mutual friend, you always found yourself dropping everything and rushing to assist him. When you finally had enough, you received a text from Hyunjin stating his car broke down and he asked for your help bringing him to the store and then his friend's house, only when you got to the house a familiar face popped out of the door. You scoffed to yourself as you saw the girl he had cheated on you with give him a bright smile as she waved at him. Quickly peeling away from the house, you laughed at your stupidity as well as his audacity. Ever since that moment every call from Hyunjin has gone unanswered and when requests from your mutual friends came in to help Hyunjin with something, they were rejected. You'd finally run out of reasons to continuously correct his mistakes and come running to his rescue.

You were no longer together so you no longer needed to be at his beck and call.

Now suddenly you're asking for it back. Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve? Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had But I don't really care how bad it hurts When you broke me first…

A loud panicked knock against your door pulls you out of your sleep. Quickly checking the time on your phone 3:32 AM. Your eyes widen as another round of raps begins on your door once again. Pulling yourself out of bed ready to tear the head off of whoever has the nerve, the AUDACITY to wake you up at such an ungodly hour. You state out the peephole only to be met with the view of the street, you crack your door slightly. You're met with Hyunjin drunkenly leaning against your door. His arm supported his head against it. His free hand shakes nervously as he attempts to bang on your door again, that's when you hear it.

The most heartbreaking sob tears through his chest. He whimpers inaudible words to himself as he opens and closes his fist before allowing it to fall limp at his side. “Hyunjin?” you question visibly confused. His head whips up “Y/N!” He slurs almost excitedly, and the smell of liquor quickly fills your nose, “You opened the door…” his voice cracking behind his drunk smile.

“Do you know what time it is? You smell like a distillery” you growl at him as he tries to shove his way inside. You roll your eyes pulling the door open fully making him stumble forward. “Why are you here, Hyunjin?” you don't mean to be so hostile but you were very clear with Felix earlier. His hands encase your face, his eyes meeting yours as tears continue to cascade down his cheeks. His eyes are bloodshot, and his lips look swollen and raw, probably from biting them as you notice him repeatedly doing it. His hair was a tousled mess.

“Y/N…” He lets out a sigh of relief, placing his forehead against yours something he always did when you guys were together and happy. Your hands tug on his wrists at the familiar action. “You didn't come...why don't you come for me anymore?” He whines as he squeezes his eyes shut trying to steady his breathing. “I shouldn't come for you. There's no reason for me to…” you respond stoically.

“You just disappeared on me…” his words becoming more incomprehensible as he cried “Why did you abandon me?”

“Hyunjin! We aren't together anymore. You can't just expect me to pick you up or help you out anymore!”

“How else would I see you then?!?”

“You shouldn't be seeing me! We shouldn't hang around each other, it's too painful for me. I understand our relationship didn't mean much to you but it meant a lot to me…” you state sadly, Hyunjin’s pitiful expression now replaced with a puzzled scowl. “Who told you that?” disgust filled his tone. “You're kidding me right?” you counter. Hyunjin bites his bottom lip once again before clenching his jaw “No, who lied to you like that?” you stare at him wide-eyed “You did! With your actions or lack thereof. You cheated on me and ignored me for months” You snap. He can't be serious… you think to yourself.

“B-But I was trying to fix it!” He cried, seeming almost sober at this point. “You-you weren't supposed to find out!”

“So what?” you snarl “You would have continued to just string me along? String us both along?!” He shakes his head rapidly “N-No! I-'m sorry I should have explained better that day…” His tone is laced with regret and panic. “I-I ended things with her…Y/N—I wanted to fix things. I never wanted you to know...” He confessed behind shaky nervous breaths, he finally released you as he steadied himself. Slowly, taking a seat on your couch he quickly buried his face in his hands; his elbows resting on his knees as he took a deep breath “I didn't—I didn't want this to happen...I missed you so much I just—I wanted everything back to the way it was. You loved me so much and when I realized what a huge mistake I was making I ended it. I swear I ended it before we ended things…the last two weeks, when I couldn't see you I was only trying to see you. I only wanted you, I didn't want to lose you. W-When you told me you knew about her…it felt like my entire world was collapsing around me.” He rubs his face and tries uselessly to wipe away his tears. “I just wanted to explain. And when I processed what was going on—what you said…you were gone..” his soft cries turn back into full-on sobs.

“I was trying to fight for us those nights I begged you to come and see me, to talk to me only for me to be ignored while you went and made damn sure you had time to see her. And to make things worse, you used my feelings for you to manipulate me into driving you to her house?! You made me look like a fucking idiot! I'm wondering where the hell do you get the nerve to sit here and act like this?” you snap. He winced at your words “T-that wasn't her house! I-I don't know why she was there that's Seungmin’s new place I swear!” Every second you spent glaring at him felt like another stab to the heart. He knows he made so many mistakes, but he felt like he was dying with you looking at him. He wished he could go back and tell himself how it feels right now. How it felt to watch your hand leave him but deny that it was happening at that very moment. He'd tell himself how embarrassingly hard he had cried when he noticed she was no longer in her seat in front of him. How he'd run out of the cafe not knowing which direction you had gone in but how desperately he felt he'd needed to find you…how dejected and nauseous he felt when he couldn't. How he'd cried himself to sleep every night since you had left his life.

Your blood boiled as you saw him sitting there staring at you apologetically. “Y/N…Please” he swallows his tears “please just give me a chance to fix this…” he pleads. “What did you think would happen?” you question your voice laced with venom as you glare daggers at him. He can't meet your eyes only able to stare at the ground near your feet. He hung his head low “Not this…Not me being without you. Not being this hurt over the mistakes I made. I love you…when you ended things before I could have a chance to fix them, it broke me” He confesses staring up at you. You can't help the genuinely demeaning laugh that rips through your stomach. “Of-fucking-course it did. God, you really are something huh? You have some nerve to come in here to ask me for another chance. You want to know something?” you challenge raising your eyebrow as you cross your arms over your chest allowing all the anger pain and hurt to spill into your tone “I don't care…” you shrug before you throw your hands in the air as Hyunjin stared at you in horror.

“Y-You don't mean that…” He stammers in denial more to himself than to you “Yes, I do Hyunjin. I don't care that you're hurting. I don't care that you're finally opening your eyes. I don't really care how bad it hurts” You confess shaking your head “Not When you broke me first now see yourself out and move on…”

He stared at you for a moment, not wanting to give up on you, on the love he still has for you, but he could see it. You truly meant your words, you wanted nothing to do with him. He sighs heavily as he wipes his hands on his jeans before he lifts himself from the couch and makes his way toward the door; stopping in front of you he yearns to hold you one last time but the way you won't meet his gaze makes him sigh. He continues on his way pulling your door open he stares back at you only able to hear the pain in the words that are now circling around in his mind.

“You broke me first…”

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taglist: @yangbbokari @slayhyunjin

[lyramundana]

Me reading the tags again: //manipulation//abuse of power//unplanned pregnancy// 🤭🤭🤭🤭🥰🥰🥰🥰

Yasss, give me those. Give me the dark content, the fucked up trama, the absolute disgusting behaviour of these people. They're abusing their power over a younger girl and I love it.

She's no victim here either, so it's not like I pity her.

Forbidden (A SKZ Family Secret) Part 2 of 3

READ PART 1 HERE

fem reader // Han Jisung // female Aunty Lina (Lino) //

You are the nanny/housekeeper for Han and Hyuna (Hyunjin), helping take care of their two sons and keeping daily life in order. But what happens when Han and his Sister-in-law Lina take an extra liking to you, and you are caught up in a secret that you never could have imagined?

Word Count: 4k approx (part 2)

A few things to note before you jump in (as this might not be your cup of tea): * Hyunjin (aka Hyuna) and Lino (aka Lina) are female characters in this story (and one of them will be involved in sex). * There is cheating on partners. * There is manipulation and abuse of authority. * Female reader is an adult (in case you were worried)

Warnings: NSFW // Female Lee Minho // Female Hyunjin // threesome (M,F,F) //cheating on partners //voyeurism // sex toys // blow jobs // masturbation // oral sex (m and f rec) // strong mummy(autnty) and daddy kink // manipulation // abuse of power // fantasies // vaginal fingering // unprotected sex // pet names // sub dom undertones // cum eating // panty fetish. // unplanned pregnancy //

You slowly sat up straight and turned to look at him, afraid of what his expression would be. He was staring right into your eyes unashamedly, his expression hazy and lustful behind his glasses. You glanced down at where his hand was still situated on your hip and watched him edge his thumb underneath the waistband of your panties.

“I wondered what these looked like on you.” He lowered his eyes and licked his lips as though he was imagining all the filthy things he wanted to do to you.

You were horrified by his boldness, but also how your body was reacting to his touch. “Han,” you whispered.

“You look prettier in these than I imagined.” He continued.

“Please,” you tried to speak again, but it was futile.

“How did you feel when you found your panties ruined like that?” he asked curiously.

You gulped. His hand moved around to cup the top of your ass where your panties ended and your bare skin began. He leaned his face in close to your ear. “How did it feel knowing what I did to them?” you shuddered at his words. “How did it feel watching me do that to them?” his voice was low an deep. “But the real question is,” he paused, bringing his mouth a centimetre from your ear “how often have you thought about me doing that to your sweet, little pussy?”

Your eyes widened and Han chuckled. “I can see from your expression that you have thought about that.” He stroked your cheek. You said nothing. You were at a loss for words. Your thoughts were cloudy and your body felt drunk with arousal. You were putty in his hands.

“Stand up. Let me see properly how they look on you.” He said gruffly, releasing you and leaning back into the couch. With one foot he pushed the coffee table out of the way and gestured for you to stand up.

You were nervous, but highly aroused. You knew this was so wrong, yet you found yourself following Han’s instructions, rising to your feet and standing in front of him. He stepped his feet wider encouraging you to stand between his knees. “Lift your shirt up so I can see.” You gathered the hem of your shirt and held it around your waist, and tying the fabric in a knot. “Fuck!” he said sitting forward and grasping your hips harshly. He took his time, taking in how you looked in the underwear that had been wrapped around his cock. His eyes skimmed the crotch where he knew he’d plastered his cum. He bit his lip and lifted his gaze to yours. “You wore this hoping I’d see, didn’t you?” he sucked in a breath.

You nodded. “Yes.” You admitted. Han smirked. “Turn around.” He spun you around so you faced away from him. His hot, wet open mouth ravished your ass. His hands squeezed and spanked your meaty cheek, then caressed your hips. He growled hungrily with approval as he held you against his face, the cold, metal edge of his glasses dug into your skin.

It wasn’t enough for him and he stood up flush against your back. He buried his face in your neck and your head fell back against his shoulder. His hands explored your stomach, making their way up to where your shirt was tied. He swiftly unraveled the knot, giving him access to slip a hand up underneath the fabric to cup your breast. His other hand moved down your body to cup your pussy, and he ground his erection into you ass.

“Ah… Han,” you choked. “This is wrong. We shouldn’t be doing this.” You said without the slightest hint of conviction.

“Do you want me to stop?” he purred. “Would you be happy if I took my hands off of you and we just watched that shitty k-drama instead?” He nodded to the television that still had the drama running in the background. “I can feel how wet you are through your panties.” His voice was deadly. “I need to be inside you, baby.” He sucked on your neck. “But you need to use your words before I do anything else.”

That was enough to set you on fire. You spun around to face Han again who looked at you surprised by your sudden enthusiasm. His expression turned to pure excitement when you pushed him down onto the couch and straddled him. Your mouths found each other for the first time. You frantically kissed each other, panting and gasping for air. He reached for his belt buckle. “Hurry, Han.” You begged. Han quickly freed his cock, the sight making you salivate and your cunt clench. “Fuck! Ride me baby.” He gripped your hips as you desperately ground against the length of his cock. His dick was so close to slipping inside of you, and you were sure it would have already if it weren’t for your underwear serving as a barrier. You lifted up off his lap, holding onto his cock and rubbing the pre-cum onto your lace panties. “Oh, so you want me to ruin those again, hmm? Oh fuck…baby…your hand feels so good…after I fuck you I’m going to cum all over your pretty panties like I did the other night.” Han moaned louder as you pumped his cock a little harder. His fingers slid underneath the edge of your underwear running through your soaking lips. He hooked a finger around the lace and pulled it to the side. You hovered over his cock, lining the tip up with your entrance, feeling it prod against your pussy, slightly spreading you open. You were both so needy, aching so bad for relief, when you heard keys in the front door.

You locked eyes in horror. What the fuck? Had Hyuna come home early? You threw yourself off of Han and to the other end of the couch, quickly pulling your shirt down. Han fumbled to get his dick back in his pants and placed a cushion in his lap to hide the bulge.

“Mr Han? Sorry, to disturb you Sir.” A middle aged woman entered the house. It was Jisoo the weekly cleaner. “Oh Sir, I am so very sorry I’ve interrupted you, but I left my purse here this afternoon.” She stopped when she saw you and Han on the couch. Her eyes moved from Han to you, to the the food plates and plastic containers strewn across the coffee table. “Let me tidy up.” She hurried over to the table to gather the dishes.

“Jisoo, no. Please. It’s okay. You don’t need to - ”

She shooed Han away. “It’s the least I can do for disturbing your drama.” She pointed to the television. “Oh this is a good one. Very swoon-worthy. And he’s so handsome.” She sighed when the male lead appeared.

As Jisoo fussed with the plates and empty containers, you took the opportunity to slip away to your room. What had you been thinking? What you did was so fucking wrong. You flopped on your bed covered your face in shame. You reached down between your legs and felt how wet your panties were. Your fingers traced the spot you rubbed Han’s pre-cum on them. Nope, you’re not going to get off on this, and you removed your underwear and threw them across the room. Then rolled over and tried to sleep.

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You avoided Han for the next few days. You could barely sleep. You desperately wanted to talk to him about that night and re-establish boundaries. Get on the same page. Clear the air. Make things right again.

For the third night in a row you laid in bed feeling deeply restless. The longer your were leaving it to talk to him the harder it was to build up the courage. You needed to talk to him right now. Maybe then your mind could rest. Just because your body craved him didn’t make it okay to act on it. You were both adults. Surely he understood?

You got out of bed to look for him, hoping he was still awake. The living area was dark and empty, and so was his office. But a light was coming from the master bedroom, further up the hall. It was probably not a good idea to go to his bedroom to talk, you should go back to bed. You could talk tomorrow. You just probably wouldn’t get any sleep until you did. Anxiety did that to you. But you kept walking towards his bedroom anyway. Stop. You need to turn around. Go back to bed. This is wrong.

As you approached you heard muffled moans and the slapping of skin against skin. Was Han watching porn and masturbating? You knew you should walk away. You knew you should pretend that you were not there and that you weren’t hearing any of this. But you wanted to see. Han masturbating was hot. The image of him in his office that day was etched in your brain. You had even thought about the scenario while you played with yourself late at night, along with those Lina fantasies. Just watching him secretly would be okay, wouldn’t it?

You reached the door, biting your lip. This was so wrong but you really couldn’t stop yourself. He was almost in view. “Hannie!” a woman’s voice moaned. Oh shit. In your surprise, your hand hit the door, pushing it open enough for you to have a full view of what was happening before you. Lina, dressed in pretty traditional clothes laying on the bed, skirt up around her waist. Han also still fully dressed and balls deep inside of her. He was thrusting into her brutally.

The pair were startled by your intrusion, but Han didn’t stop. He was too close to climaxing. He threw his head back and cried out at he released himself inside on Lina, and collapsed on top of her, panting. Lina’s head turned towards where you were standing. You were frozen to the spot. You knew deep down that all along they had been fucking.

“Come, kitten.” Lina gestured for you to come into the room. Your legs had a mind of their own and walked you into the room over to the bed. “Come sit with us.” She patted the mattress next to her and Han. You could smell the scent of sex and sweat. The heavy panting from Han filled the room. Han reached his arm to touch your hand. He looked so fucked out and delirious.

“She’s the prettiest kitten I’ve ever seen, Hannie.” Lina said as she brushed your cheek. “Have you thought about playing with her as much as I have?” she asked Han. “She’d make the perfect toy.” She added.

Your eyes widened in shock. Play with you?

Han grinned a fucked out grin.

“That’s right, he’s already had a little play with you.” Lina added.

Alarm bells went off in your head. This was so fucking wrong. But you couldn’t move. You’re body was betraying your rational mind. You wanted to stay.

Han’s expression softened. “Maybe we can finish off what we started the other night?” Your vagina clenched at the memory of his cock almost penetrating you.

“What if we give you a safe word. That way you can stop and leave whenever you feel you want to? I hope you’ll let us try a few things, though.” His fingers stroked the skin on your forearm. “If you don’t like it you can leave.” You were not sure if he meant leave the situation, or leave properly, completely. Forever. “What do you want your safe word to be?” Han whispered. How the fuck were you meant to come up with a word when your brain had forgotten how to work? “Um… guitar?”

“Kitten. Han was a bit needy and greedy, coming before I had a chance. I need you to help me get there. Will you help Aunty Lina” Lina said soothingly. Aunty Lina?

“W-what?” you were unsure.

“Listen kitten. When Han pulls out, his cum is going to start leaking out of my tight little hole,” she stroked your long hair. “I need you to clean me up, and I need you to help me me cum.”

Han’s hand moved up to cup your cheek. “I’m going to pull out now. Come. Get close.” He gently instructed.

The look he gave you made you melt. Your mind switched off and you felt like your body was being controlled by somebody else. Controlled by Han and Lina.

Han pulled out and moved to the side just enough to give you room to kneel on the floor with you face between Lina’s legs. This was the first time you had seen another woman’s pussy up close, and you took a moment to drink in the sight. Lina looked so enticing with her smooth, creamy thighs spread wide, her puffy, pink lips glistening with her juices, and the entire pretty package surrounded by layers of satin fabric bunched up around her her hips. So fucking erotic. Then you saw it, Han’s cum beginning to ooze out of her hole.

You took a finger and scooped up some of the cum, taking it to your mouth and sucking it. Han moaned at the sight.

“You like the taste of Daddy’s cum do you?” Lina asked, looking down at you.

Daddy’s cum? Lina’s words went straight to your cunt. Why was this turning you on so much?

“Baby, you need to help Aunty Lina.” Han urged softly. “Make her shake all over you.”

Who were these people?

Han grabbed a fistful of your hair and held it like a makeshift ponytail at the back of your head so he could see everything you were about to do.

You were overcome with the urge to please Aunty Lina, bringing your fingers up to spread her engorged lips apart to lick a strip up from her entrance to her clit. Your tongue slid so easily through her pussy. Her moans told you were doing well. The sweetness of her juices and the saltiness of Han’s cum shouldn’t be mingled together, they were married to other people. It was like forbidden fruit. You knew you shouldn’t want it, bit it tasted so good.

You pushed two fingers inside of her while you focused on her clitoris. Her walls were tight and warm, and still filled with so much cum. You quickly moved up to three fingers, directing your efforts to where her g-spot was. You dug your fingers into the spot over and over whilst continuing to suck on her sensitive clit. The wet noises and Lina’s whimpers filling the room were making your cunt ache. You hadn’t even relieved yourself tonight, and you were aching to be fucked.

With one hand still in your hair, Han’s other hand slip up between your thighs. “Given up panties all together, hmm?” he whispered when he discovered your bare pussy. Fuck you hadn’t put any underwear on. “What were you planning coming into my room with nothing on under here? You wanted me to finish fucking you didn’t you?” his fingers slid through your lips. “You’re dripping wet, baby.” He pushed a finger into you causing you to moan into Lina’s pussy. “Help Aunty Lina cum, she’s close.”

You worked your fingers and mouth with a steady rhythm, moaning and humming against her pussy. You felt her walls tighten and her thighs started to quiver as you felt her orgasm build. Lina’s hand grabbed the back of your head, pulling you in hard and grinding her pussy against your mouth and hand. Faster, harder, she rocked her hips until she was a shaking, shuddering, convulsing mess coming undone all over your face.

You worked her through it, only relinquishing your fingers once she had stilled and brought your fingers to your lips to suck them clean. The taste was addictive. Han’s finger was still inside of you, fucking you slowly. Lina sat up and took your face in her hands and gazed at you with a satisfied smile and flushed cheeks. With her thumb, she wiped come of the juices off of your lip only to smear it across your face. “So messy, kitten.” And then her lips connected with yours. She kissed you hungrily, slipping her tongue into your mouth and then biting your lower lip as she pulled away.

“Now stand up and undress for Daddy.” She smirked.

Both you and Han stood to face each other and Lina reclined on her side watching intently. Han closed the gap between you, taking his arms around your waist and nuzzling his face in your neck. At some point he’d removed his glasses and you could just feel the warmth of his skin against your cheek. He pulled away slightly so he could kiss you feverishly and slipped his hand down to tug the hem of your shirt. “Undress for Daddy.” He repeated Lina’s words.

He took a step back so he could watch you as you lifted your shirt up and over your head and dropped it to the floor.

“Do you like what you see, Han? Is she as pretty as you imagined?” Lina asked from the bed. Han nodded. His eyes slowly skimmed over your naked body, widening with excitement when they landed on your tits. The silence in the room was thick as Han and Lina just watched you.

“Now you need to take off Daddy’s clothes too.” Lina broke the silence.

You suddenly felt nervous as Han stepped closer to you once again. You brought your shaky hands up to the top button of his shirt and began unbuttoning each one, slowly revealing his toned chest. Once his shirt was off, you knelt down in front of him to remove his trousers and boxers, leaving you eye level with his hard, leaking cock. It was the perfect length and thickness for your liking, pink at the tip, and straining to be relieved.

Han grasped his dick and rubbed the tip against your cheek. You opened your mouth and he sunk in with a groan. “Fuck…baby…” he cursed pushing on the back of your head, guiding your it further onto his cock and thrusting into the back of your throat. After a moment he released the hold on your head, allowing you take charge. You worked the length of his shaft with your hand whilst exploring with your tongue. “Oh. God… that feels so fucking good… baby… stop… I have to fuck you. Let Daddy fuck you now.”

“Come, kitten.” Lina was helping you stand up. “Let’s get you ready for Daddy.” Lina took you over a low armchair in the corner of the room.

Lina, who was still dressed up (which you later found out she had been to party earlier), sat down in the chair, and guided you to sit on her lap facing away from her. “Here, let’s make it easy for him.” She hooked an arm underneath each of your thighs and held your legs open wide. Lina was strong and you were shocked at how forceful she held your legs apart. You found yourself unable to move, your cunt spread wide open and available for Han to fuck you. Lina’s chin rested on your shoulder, her warm breath on the sensitive part of you neck making you swoon.

You watched Han approach you with an expression of disbelief. It was like he was in awe that this situation was really unfolding. He spat in his hand and smeared his saliva all over his cock and knelt down in front of you, and you watched with anticipation as the head of his cock made contact with your sopping pussy. You moaned when he slid it up and down through your lips, gathering your juices at your entrance and sliding it up to rub your clit, and back down again. The room fell quiet again, except for your whimpers and Han’s shallow gasps, all eyes watching Han’s cock rub against your pussy as though you were all hypnotised by what you saw. But you needed him inside you.

“Please…” you plead.

“Please, what?” Lina reminded you.

“Please, Daddy. Please fuck me. Hurry.” You panted.

Han ran the tip of his penis through your lips once more then pushed it into your needy hole. All the way in. All three of you moaned. Knowing how wrong it was that this man had his cock buried inside of you made you almost come on the spot. He shouldn’t be inside you. But he was, and you wanted him to ruin you. Han lost all self-control once he felt your tight, wet walls around his cock. He pulled out completely and then slammed right back in making you cry out at the impact. Then fucked you hard and fast, frantically trying - needing - to get as deep as he could, and create as much friction as possible. He gathered up some saliva and let it trickle out of his mouth to land on your clit and then used a thumb to rub circles on it.

Lina’s grip on your thighs kept you from rocking your hips up against Han. It was agonising, but hot. The feeling of being restrained and not having any control over how Han was fucking you sent you over the edge. “Fuck!!!” you cried as you walls contracted around Han’s dick.

“Oh god. Oh fuck.” Han pulled out to coat the outside of your pussy in his cum. “Jesus, baby.” He leaned back on his knees to catch his breath. Lina released one of your thighs and brought her hand down between your legs to smear Han’s cum around the outside of your pussy, and even pushing some into your vagina.

They took you for a shower after that, where you were instructed to undress Aunty Lina and wash her body. She was a goddess. One of the most stunning woman in the world, you thought. Soaping up her body turned you on, and you were more than happy when Han and Lina took you back to bed for more fucking.

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For the rest of the time that Hyuna and the children were away, Han and Lina would take you as often as they could. Sometimes they’d have you naked and spread out on the bed for an entire day while they took turns to eat you out and fuck you. They’d make you watch them fuck while you used your toys on yourself. They had you tied up in all sorts of configurations and make you cum over and over again. There wasn’t a room or surface in the house you didn’t have sex on.

Once Hyuna had returned, and the normal routines fell back into place, the pair still found plenty of opportunities to fuck you senseless.

Sometimes Lina would come to visit you in your room and make you do things to please Aunty Lina. You were always a good little kitten for her, fucking her with that strap-on she kept in your drawer.

Most nights Han would visit you in your room, while his wife slept in their bed. Sometimes he’d make love to you, slow and tenderly, telling you how much he loved you. Other times he’d gag your mouth with “those” panties, holding his hand firm over your mouth while he pounded into you hard against the door or your shower wall. He only made you call him Daddy in front of Lina, and it seemed like he was more emotionally attached to you than she was.

The more you thought about it, the more you were convinced that Han suited an open marriage. He loved Hyuna, you could tell. But he loved Lina too. You didn’t dare let yourself believe he loved you though, even though he repeated it to you like a mantra while he took you to the stars.

Hyuna looked at you differently. You were sure she knew something. But she never said a word. You even noticed she stopped pushing Han about his whereabouts or alleging he was cheating on her. It was confusing to you.

Months passed and not a day went by where you didn’t feel fearful of being found out. You were at the end of your tether. You couldn’t continue to live caught up in this lie. For weeks you planned to leave.

But then something happened. You thought it was a stomach bug, or maybe something you ate. Maybe you weren’t getting enough sleep? But it was persistent, this nausea, and deep down you knew there could be another reason for your sickness.

Standing at your bathroom sink you looked down at the test in your hand. Two pink stripes. You were pregnant.

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Writer's Note: Okay, so I want to take this moment to say I absolutely don't support cheating in relationships. Han and Lina (and reader) have not been doing the right thing. Hannie is a womaniser (but he doesn't mean to hurt people), Lina is in a loveless marriage. It's not an excuse, but it is their motivation. Anyway who I to judge? But I will say this... there is another secret in the SKZ family that I haven't explored yet...

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[bangcrizpychan]

Last Updated: 28.04.20

Tainted Daisies [Psychological Thriller, 16+, Stray Kids fic] (ongoing)

Love Is Sweeter The Second Time Around [Fluffy-angst, gang!au, wife!Reader au, Jeon Wonwoo fic] (fin)

Taste of Habit [Fluffyyyyy, Jeon Wonwoo scenario] (fin)

Rap Your Way To My Heart [Fluff, enemies to lovers!trope, Han Jisung fic] (ongoing)

You're the Reason Why I Live [Fluffy-angst, wife!Reader au, Bang Chan fic]

Untitled [Angst, cheater!au, Hwang Hyunjin fic]

Untitled [Angst, fwb!trope, Jung Jaehyun fic]

Angst Prompts

Prompt no. 14 [Johnny Suh] (fin)

Prompt no.11 [Nakamoto Yuta] (fin)

Prompt no.7 [Wong Hendery] (fin)

Prompt no.2 [Seo Changbin] (fin)

Fluff Prompts

Prompt no.5 [Lee Felix] (fin)

Prompt no.4 [Lee Seokmin] (fin)

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- cee

[ohmyuqi]

♡ʙᴀᴅ ʙᴏʏ (ʜʏᴜɴᴊɪɴ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ)♡

Series: Bad Boy (Hyunjin x Reader) ♡

Part: pt.2

Pairings: Hyunjin x Reader

Genre: Humou, Fluff, Angst, Highschool AU,

Rating: 14+

An: this is based of the song Bad Boy by Red Velvet. It’s so good and you’ve probably already heard it, if you haven’t, listen to it before you read the fic. ♡

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“Cause I, I know how to make the devil cry

Break ‘em down, looking in my eyes

That’s what I’m doing here tonight”

“달라 도도한 날 웃게 하잖아

알잖아 요즘 내가 Hot

날 보는 시선 너도 느껴봐”

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desc: started with a bet, ended with a broken heart. ♡

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You’re hands we balled into uncomfortable fists, sweaty with nervousness and anticipation. You didn’t know if this was the way to go about it, but you didn’t care. What happened, happened. 

That’s the spirit.

As soon as your index finger made contact with the doorbell you hid behind your abnormally clammy hands. 

You heard heavy and brisk steps to the front door, everything going as planned. 

“The the hell are you doing at my house?” 

You looked around in the dark surrounding you to make sure you were the person he was yelling at, and to your dismay, yes, it was you he was yelling at. 

You let out a nervous laugh. 

“You know, a simple ‘What do you need?’ would’ve sufficed.” 

He stepped out of the doorway and into his front porch, pointing an angry, slender finger in your direction. 

“I don’t give a damn,’what would’ve sufficed’. You don’t come to my house in 3:00 in the fucking morning and tell me what would’ve “sufficed”.

You looked to his left and into his house and clear as day their was another girl sprawled over his huge leather couch, who for sure was not Jennie Kim.

So that’s why Hwang Hyunjin had a leather couch. 

 Actually, ew, no, let’s not think about that. 

“You know, for guy that has had so many girlfriends, you are terrible with girls.”

You crossed your arms over your chest, it was three am and it was pretty chilly. 

The frigid air  was giving you a cold slap in the face and pricking at your bare legs. You honestly didn’t mind, anything felt better then the little indirects Hyunjin was throwing at you. 

Throwing at you faster than he cheated on his girlfriend, may I add.

“If I was really terrible with girls and treated them like shit, why would so many of them fall for me?” 

He looked as if he was really proud of that one, which honestly wasn’t a surprise. Most thinking he’s done in a couple days.

“Maybe all the girls after you are just brain dead.” 

“Is that why you’re here?”

He got you there. 

You hated this stupid bet. Why were you here again? Oh yeah, cause you’re a little loser who doesn’t like feeling like a little loser and apparently is very susceptible to peer pressure and dumb bets.

“OH MY GOD, I MIGHT ACTUALLY BE BRAIN DEAD-” 

You said this out loud but you were NOT going to let him win. Not after all he said. 

You pushed past him to enter his home, pointing a accusing finger at the body laying on his couch. 

“Correct me if I’m wrong, but that’s not your girlfriend.” 

“Correct me if I’m wrong, but that’s none of your fucking business.” 

You couldn’t tell if he was mad or he just always sprinkled his speech with profanities, either way you didn’t like it. 

His tone made you were really mad, maybe you were dumb but you were certainly not a pushover. 

“I’M GONNA LET EVERYONE KNOW YOU’RE A CHEATER ~ “ 

But you were a child. 

“A DIRTY LITTLE LIAR ~ “

You ran around his large living room and skillfully slipped out your phone from your skirt pocket. 

Opening up snapchat you started recording, you had everyone in your school added, so everyone would know. 

It’s not like everyone didn’t know of his repulsive cheating ways, they did, they just dismissed it. 

Plus Jennie always denied any allegations and claimed everyone was just jealous of her and were trying to ruin her perfect relationship. 

When clearly the only person trying to her ruin her relationship was her own boyfriend. 

“Hey everyone, It’s Y/n letting you know that Hwang Hyunjin is a literal piece of garbage.” 

You ran over to the girl topless on the black couch. Making sure her face was crystal clear. 

“And here is his ugly, cheap, whor-” 

Hyunjin ran over to you and jumped over the couch to get you and your phone in reaching (and harming) distance. 

Next thing you knew, your phone was gone. 

It wasn’t the pretty little iPhone X you once knew, loved, and cherished. 

It was just a mess on his expensive rug. 

“What the fuck, Hyunjin?” 

“What do you mean “What he fuck?” Do you realize what you were doing?”

“I was very aware of what I was doing, yes, thank you very much.” 

Yes, I know, you know, we know what you were doing was messed up in so many ways but who cares, it was Hwang Hyunjin? 

It was like stealing from the rich, or offing a murder. At least that’s how you rationalized it. 

He had it coming. 

He scoffed under his breath and slightly shook his head. 

“God, you are such a bitch.” 

You sat yourself down and put your face in your hands. Purposefully sighing loud enough for Hyunjin to hear. 

“Fuck, what do I do now?” You looked at the sleeping girl beside you. 

Maybe this was a bad idea. 

“Shit, I don’t know. I’ve never had a girl show up at my house at 3:00 am, let herself in, record the girl I was with and then had me have to break her phone so she doesn’t do anymore stupid shit.” 

“You didn’t have to break my phone, you asshat.”

“Now I can’t call Yeri to pick me up. And I sure as hell am not calling my parents.” 

How were you going to explain to your parents how you got here, for gods sake you sometimes even can’t process how you got here.

“Um. hey mom, hey dad, could you get me from this fuckboy’s house? Oh no, we didn’t do anything. Why am I here? Oh yeah, I was just trying to prove my friends I was ‘naughty’ and could get this guy if I wanted. Thanks, love you,bye ~”

Hyunjin walked over to you and sat beside where you were sitting, making sure to stay at a distance. 

                       “Why did you come to my house anyways?”

[kettlewrites]

M A S T E R L I S T

Updated: Feb. 6th, 2019

symbol meaning:

✿ - angst

☾ - fluff

ϟϟ - mature content

♡ - favorites/popular

series:

what i hate like about you - na jaemin ✿☾♡

yestoday - wong yukhei ✿ϟϟ♡

coffee & water paints - huang renjun ☾♡

game over - mark lee☾

cinematic love - zhong chenle✿ (indefinite hiatus/quit)

rich college student - yoo kihyun☾

love me goodbye - huang renjun✿

demons - kim doyoung ✿ϟϟ (quit)

i’ll be your home - nct dreamies☾✿ (indefinite hiatus)

my first and last - stray kids✿☾

___!nct au/texts:

skater!jaemin bulletpoint au ☾♡

boyfriend!jeno social media au ☾

boyfriend!mark social media au ☾

boyfriend!jaemin birthday special au ☾

enemies-to-lovers!jaehyun au ☾♡

enemies-to-lovers!donghyuck au ☾♡

drifter!johnny short drabble au ☾

reverse idol!renjun bulletpoint au ☾♡

doctor!jaehyun bulletpoint au ☾

fireman!yukhei short drabble au ☾

private school!jaemin bulletpoint au ☾♡

boyfriend!mark (disney date) bulletpoint au ☾

prince!yukhei bulletpoint au ☾♡

reverse idol!jisung bulletpoint au ☾

waiter!jungwoo bulletpoint au☾

boyfriend!mark (social media au) ☾♡

boyfriend!jaemin texts (birthday special) ☾♡

soft boyfriend!jaemin texts ☾♡

boyfriend!yukhei texts☾♡

boyfriend!jaemin texts☾♡

dreamies!plan a party texts ☾

best friend!taeyong bulletpoint au ✿

soulmate!renjun ✿ϟϟ (tw: implied death, blood)

yukhei has a crush and nct clowns him for it texts☾

soft boyfriend!jaemin social media au☾

vampire!renjun bulletpoint au☾

boyfriend!renjun social media au✿☾♡

___!svt au/texts:

boyfriend!mingyu social media au ☾♡

accidental confessions!meanie☾

accidental confessions!vercheol☾

jealous!wonwoo confesses☾

jealous!wonwoo ft. jihoon☾♡

accidental confessions!dokyeom☾

97 line!confession to dokyeom☾

song lyrics prank!dino☾

boyfriend!minghao☾

accidental confessions!seungkwan☾

accidental confessions!woozi☾

accidental confessions!joshua☾

accidental confessions!jeonghan☾

teacher!woozi bulletpoint au☾♡

song lyrics prank!jeonghan☾

boyfriend!woozi ft. jajjangmyeon☾

almost lovers!woozi✿

___!skz au/texts:

where is the love;lovers-to-strangers!han [jisung] ✿♡

[pt. 2] break my heart again ✿

negative utopia bad boy!han [jisung] au ✿☾♡

soft boyfriend!bang chan social media au☾

boyfriend!seungmin social media au☾

boyfriend!changbin social media au☾

first kiss!skz ☾♡ chan / woojin / lee know (minho) / changbin / hyunjin / han (jisung) / felix / seungmin / i.n (jeongin)

painted petals;hanahaki!jeongin [i.n] au✿☾

negative utopia bad boy!changbin au✿

boyfriend!chan social media au☾

boyfriend!minho (lee know) social media au☾♡

cardiac surgeon!minho (lee know) au☾♡

the hardest part hanahaki!hyunjin au✿

skz wishes you a happy birthday!txt au☾

boyfriend!jeongin (i.n) social media au☾♡

boyfriend!hyunjin social media au☾♡

boyfriend!jisung (han) social media au☾♡

___!bg au/texts:

boyfriend!wonho ft. kihyun texts✿ϟϟ (cheater tw)

drunken confessions!exo cbx texts [pt.1]☾ϟϟ (alcohol tw)

drunken confessions!exo cbx texts [pt.2]☾ϟϟ (alcohol tw)

boyfriend!woojin [W1] daily texts☾

wanna one finds out you’re dating seungwoo texts☾

accidental confessions!99 liners [W1] texts☾

confessions!woojin [W1] texts☾

___!gg au:

girlfriend!seulgi social media au ☾♡

girlfriend!irene social media au☾

scenarios:

summer’s gone - lee jeno ✿♡

[pt.2] winter starts - lee jeno ✿♡

i am in love with someone else - huang renjun ✿

birthday surprises - na jaemin ☾♡

three words: y, o, and u - wong yukheiϟϟ☾♡

if you ever - yoon jeonghan✿

when i realized - jeon wonwoo☾

running into a breakup - hwang hyunjin✿♡

days without you - kim hyojong (e’dawn) ✿

right here, right now - lee minho (lee know) ✿☾

nothing was the same - insert bias ✿

nightmares - lee jeno☾✿

hold me while i cry - kim hanbin (bulletpoint format)✿☾

composure - bang chan✿☾

eternity wasn’t forever for us - moon taeil✿

out of love - lee minho (lee know)/han jisung (han)✿

smile the pain away - han jisung☾✿♡

in your arms - han jisung☾

operation breakup (bulletpoint format) - bang chan☾

[thick-tatted-therapist]

THIS IS GOOD, I love the ending a lot, I really like Reader finally having a back bone.

💔You Broke Me First💔

Summary: Now suddenly you're asking for it back Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve? Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had. But I don't really care how bad it hurts…..When you broke me first

Member: Hyunjin x Reader

T/W: Mentions of Cheating, Break Ups, arguments, drinking, manipulation, crying, heartbreak, ANGST…, swearing, mentions of being drunk, yelling, sad ending

Word Count: 2.7K

Maybe you don't like talking too much about yourself But you should've told me that you were thinkin' 'bout someone else…

“I know…”

You state stoically, your eyes stuck on the quaint maple table that sat between you and your boyfriend. You brushed your tongue over your bottom lip biting back tears “I know about her..” Your voice is just above a whisper. “Y-Y/N…” His tone is full of pity and guilt, you scoff to yourself shaking your head in disbelief.

“Why?… What did I do so wrong?”

“Nothing…”

“Then how could you?”

“I-I don't know…”

You stare blankly, not able to find the words to express how you feel right now. Your head grew heavier and heavier the longer the silence continued. You could feel Hyunjin’s gaze burning holes into your face. “I do care about you, Y/N…please don't think that I don't.” He sighs, his fingers fidgeting with each other as he bit the inside of his cheek. “She just made me feel…different. I’m sorry…” Another scoff is released from your chest, rolling your eyes at his apology. “I mean you could have told me you didn't love me anymore…” You mutter, trying your hardest to seem strong in this moment. “That someone else was catching your eye…instead of stringing me along for a while just to throw me away,” you growl as anger bubbles in your gut. “Y-Y/N—That’s not tr—It's fine, Hyunjin” you cut off his stammering.

Finally meeting his eyes, you could see the exhaustion and hint of something you couldn't quite place. You take in his image. Allowing yourself for a moment to memorize every single inch of his face, your heart ached the more time passed. You should have known this was coming eventually. He was always just out of reach when it came to you. Hwang Hyunjin was an enigma when you first got together, your relationship was passionate and lustful. Spending every moment you could in each other's arms or beside each other; as the honeymoon phase left your relationship so did Hyunjin. Whilst, He physically stayed beside you; emotionally you could tell he checked out. He was no longer interested in what you were doing, or if you were safe. Your sex life quickly became nonexistent and soon so did you. He was never the most open with how he felt, but you stayed. As the months passed you continued to reach out and try to attempt to get closer to your boyfriend once again, only to be met with unanswered calls and missed dates. You couldn't understand why, that is—until two weeks ago.

You couldn't understand why it had taken you accidentally stumbling upon the two, inside this very cafe, on a date. You had been walking home from your part-time job and in your tiredness you stopped outside of the quaint little coffee shop and contemplated going in. Until you saw that familiar mop of midnight locks. You had seen the way he stared at her longingly. Hyunjin broke your trust and after you avoided him for two whole weeks he was now here to break your heart.

You saw the way he stared at his lap, struggling to find the words he wished to say. You should have known that when he suddenly started paying attention to you again, it was the guilt that ate at him. You know because he felt he'd wronged you he wouldn't just leave you alone, so you decided to do what he couldn't. He released a heavy sigh placing his hands around his cup on the table “Y/N—It's okay, you don't have to say it…” you cut him off once again, giving him a sad shrug. “N-no I do…I-I—Hyunjin!” you stare at him as you reach across the table to take his large hand in yours.

“I don't resent you. Thank you for the memories you've given me…” a small glint of something appeared in his eye, and it looked almost as if his face was about to light up. You give him a mournful smile “But let's stop” you state, your voice cracking at the end. He stared at you in bewilderment as his mouth hung open. “Y/N..” He gasped almost inaudibly the rest of his words not coming to him. You nod in response “I'll leave first…I hope things work out with her and she makes you happy” Your tone is laced with dejection and sadness. You stare at where you had connected your hands, even now as you hold his hand tightly; he sat with his sitting loosely on the table. With a final nod, you pull your hand away and lift yourself from your seat. Hyunjin stared at where your hand once was, flabbergasted. Disbelief decorated his face as you made your way out of the cafe.

You found your resolve breaking as soon as you turned the corner. Your legs finally give way as a sob rips through your chest. You release all the pain, anger, and sadness you held back. You felt broken, forgotten, and useless. You cried and cried feeling deep in your soul, that while Hyunjin will be completely fine you sat here broken.

Your phone's been off for a couple months, so you're calling me now I know you, you're like this. When shit don't go your way you needed me to fix it, And like me, I did But I ran out of every reason….

“Y/N He's drunk!” Felix pleaded as he grunted from the other line. “That's not my problem anymore, Lix” you grumble as you chew on your bottom lip. You hear him whisper something to whom you can assume, is Hyunjin. A heavy sigh is heard through the line “He won't listen to any of us right now!” Felix argues as you hear a shuffle “…You came any other time…He needs your help right now. He's hurting” Felix confesses, his tone is pleading and almost enough to convince you. Almost…and while Felix was correct you had run to help Hyunjin, a lot in these past two months since you had broken up. You no longer wished to do it “I'm sorry Lix, truly I am. But it was no longer my responsibility to take care of Hyunjin and I made the mistake of continuing to help after we ended things. But I don't owe him shit if he needs help then you should probably call his girlfriend.” you state matter of factly.

“Y/N He doesn't—” you cut the call off not wanting to hear any more of what Felix had to say; you toss your phone to the side onto your couch. As Guilty as you felt for not going to help Hyunjin; it was no longer your place to. It had taken these few months to stop running to help the person who had betrayed you. Every time you received a call from either Hyunjin himself or a mutual friend, you always found yourself dropping everything and rushing to assist him. When you finally had enough, you received a text from Hyunjin stating his car broke down and he asked for your help bringing him to the store and then his friend's house, only when you got to the house a familiar face popped out of the door. You scoffed to yourself as you saw the girl he had cheated on you with give him a bright smile as she waved at him. Quickly peeling away from the house, you laughed at your stupidity as well as his audacity. Ever since that moment every call from Hyunjin has gone unanswered and when requests from your mutual friends came in to help Hyunjin with something, they were rejected. You'd finally run out of reasons to continuously correct his mistakes and come running to his rescue.

You were no longer together so you no longer needed to be at his beck and call.

Now suddenly you're asking for it back. Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve? Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had But I don't really care how bad it hurts When you broke me first…

A loud panicked knock against your door pulls you out of your sleep. Quickly checking the time on your phone 3:32 AM. Your eyes widen as another round of raps begins on your door once again. Pulling yourself out of bed ready to tear the head off of whoever has the nerve, the AUDACITY to wake you up at such an ungodly hour. You state out the peephole only to be met with the view of the street, you crack your door slightly. You're met with Hyunjin drunkenly leaning against your door. His arm supported his head against it. His free hand shakes nervously as he attempts to bang on your door again, that's when you hear it.

The most heartbreaking sob tears through his chest. He whimpers inaudible words to himself as he opens and closes his fist before allowing it to fall limp at his side. “Hyunjin?” you question visibly confused. His head whips up “Y/N!” He slurs almost excitedly, and the smell of liquor quickly fills your nose, “You opened the door…” his voice cracking behind his drunk smile.

“Do you know what time it is? You smell like a distillery” you growl at him as he tries to shove his way inside. You roll your eyes pulling the door open fully making him stumble forward. “Why are you here, Hyunjin?” you don't mean to be so hostile but you were very clear with Felix earlier. His hands encase your face, his eyes meeting yours as tears continue to cascade down his cheeks. His eyes are bloodshot, and his lips look swollen and raw, probably from biting them as you notice him repeatedly doing it. His hair was a tousled mess.

“Y/N…” He lets out a sigh of relief, placing his forehead against yours something he always did when you guys were together and happy. Your hands tug on his wrists at the familiar action. “You didn't come...why don't you come for me anymore?” He whines as he squeezes his eyes shut trying to steady his breathing. “I shouldn't come for you. There's no reason for me to…” you respond stoically.

“You just disappeared on me…” his words becoming more incomprehensible as he cried “Why did you abandon me?”

“Hyunjin! We aren't together anymore. You can't just expect me to pick you up or help you out anymore!”

“How else would I see you then?!?”

“You shouldn't be seeing me! We shouldn't hang around each other, it's too painful for me. I understand our relationship didn't mean much to you but it meant a lot to me…” you state sadly, Hyunjin’s pitiful expression now replaced with a puzzled scowl. “Who told you that?” disgust filled his tone. “You're kidding me right?” you counter. Hyunjin bites his bottom lip once again before clenching his jaw “No, who lied to you like that?” you stare at him wide-eyed “You did! With your actions or lack thereof. You cheated on me and ignored me for months” You snap. He can't be serious… you think to yourself.

“B-But I was trying to fix it!” He cried, seeming almost sober at this point. “You-you weren't supposed to find out!”

“So what?” you snarl “You would have continued to just string me along? String us both along?!” He shakes his head rapidly “N-No! I-'m sorry I should have explained better that day…” His tone is laced with regret and panic. “I-I ended things with her…Y/N—I wanted to fix things. I never wanted you to know...” He confessed behind shaky nervous breaths, he finally released you as he steadied himself. Slowly, taking a seat on your couch he quickly buried his face in his hands; his elbows resting on his knees as he took a deep breath “I didn't—I didn't want this to happen...I missed you so much I just—I wanted everything back to the way it was. You loved me so much and when I realized what a huge mistake I was making I ended it. I swear I ended it before we ended things…the last two weeks, when I couldn't see you I was only trying to see you. I only wanted you, I didn't want to lose you. W-When you told me you knew about her…it felt like my entire world was collapsing around me.” He rubs his face and tries uselessly to wipe away his tears. “I just wanted to explain. And when I processed what was going on—what you said…you were gone..” his soft cries turn back into full-on sobs.

“I was trying to fight for us those nights I begged you to come and see me, to talk to me only for me to be ignored while you went and made damn sure you had time to see her. And to make things worse, you used my feelings for you to manipulate me into driving you to her house?! You made me look like a fucking idiot! I'm wondering where the hell do you get the nerve to sit here and act like this?” you snap. He winced at your words “T-that wasn't her house! I-I don't know why she was there that's Seungmin’s new place I swear!” Every second you spent glaring at him felt like another stab to the heart. He knows he made so many mistakes, but he felt like he was dying with you looking at him. He wished he could go back and tell himself how it feels right now. How it felt to watch your hand leave him but deny that it was happening at that very moment. He'd tell himself how embarrassingly hard he had cried when he noticed she was no longer in her seat in front of him. How he'd run out of the cafe not knowing which direction you had gone in but how desperately he felt he'd needed to find you…how dejected and nauseous he felt when he couldn't. How he'd cried himself to sleep every night since you had left his life.

Your blood boiled as you saw him sitting there staring at you apologetically. “Y/N…Please” he swallows his tears “please just give me a chance to fix this…” he pleads. “What did you think would happen?” you question your voice laced with venom as you glare daggers at him. He can't meet your eyes only able to stare at the ground near your feet. He hung his head low “Not this…Not me being without you. Not being this hurt over the mistakes I made. I love you…when you ended things before I could have a chance to fix them, it broke me” He confesses staring up at you. You can't help the genuinely demeaning laugh that rips through your stomach. “Of-fucking-course it did. God, you really are something huh? You have some nerve to come in here to ask me for another chance. You want to know something?” you challenge raising your eyebrow as you cross your arms over your chest allowing all the anger pain and hurt to spill into your tone “I don't care…” you shrug before you throw your hands in the air as Hyunjin stared at you in horror.

“Y-You don't mean that…” He stammers in denial more to himself than to you “Yes, I do Hyunjin. I don't care that you're hurting. I don't care that you're finally opening your eyes. I don't really care how bad it hurts” You confess shaking your head “Not When you broke me first now see yourself out and move on…”

He stared at you for a moment, not wanting to give up on you, on the love he still has for you, but he could see it. You truly meant your words, you wanted nothing to do with him. He sighs heavily as he wipes his hands on his jeans before he lifts himself from the couch and makes his way toward the door; stopping in front of you he yearns to hold you one last time but the way you won't meet his gaze makes him sigh. He continues on his way pulling your door open he stares back at you only able to hear the pain in the words that are now circling around in his mind.

“You broke me first…”

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