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You need to make art that nobody else likes. You need to make art that speaks to you alone. You need to cradle a serpent that eats its own tail and you need to love it until it loves you back
#The best art I've ever made will never be hung in anyone's home#That's not the point#It's not about being good#It's about being real#It's about eating something unpalatable#It's about being consumed#And tasting bitter#It's gorging yourself on crude oil just to feel something different#It's biting your tongue to make yourself cry#I'm saying that I am capable of making you feel good through personal sacrifice but I kind of don't want to cut myself up like that#If you want my heart to taste good you have to prepare it yourself#That isn't my problem
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Honestly, I think as a fic writer you should take other people's opinions on chapter lengths with a really big grain of salt because everyone has different opinions, preferences, and attention spans and you cannot please everyone and you will get hung up on it if you try. Make your chapters the length you think they should be for the story, break them where it feels right, and other people can do what they want.
#writing#fanfiction#i once got myself hung up on someone else's opinion#before remembering that the fic i was writing was some rarepair shit that person probably wasn't going to read anyway
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Getting fucked by a girl that knows all the right spots to hit, how to give me hickeys and pull my hair right to make me moan
Oh,,, how does she know all of that? ..She’s my sister
Truly nobody could know how to fuck you better then your sibling <3
#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#I need this so bad#hmu if ur a hung girl who will instruct me on how to touch myself#sibcest#fauxcest#fauxc3st#siscon#siscest#1cky sister#bd/sm breeding#bd/sm kink
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idk like. jesus did know his time was limited, but for how long did he know it? do you think he watched the sky before he went to sleep and knew it would be one of his last sunsets? did he reach out to the orange wavering sun as if to hold it in his hand? frowning when it didn't burn? did he bite into a fig during supper and cry at its sweetness? kneel down next to a dog running in the road and marvel at the existence of life, whisper to it "tomorrow is my last, please keep me in your mind"? did he try and stay up long past everyone else to savor the night, the light of the stars, the sound of the wind? maybe he longed. yearned. i think he wanted a lot of things very badly before he had the time to say it
#pig originals#im so fucking sorry i think ive been thrown into my mutuals brain. for a hot second.#i dont even remember the bible but i am so so mournful over. when characters understand they have to go Soon but don't want to#lingering. i love the word lingering. that's this!! that's this one!! do you think he tried to linger?#hung around doorways while his friends chatted inside? tried to memorize the sound of their laughter? im getting ahead of myself#ren if you see this. whoops i have to go#pig pens
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Another good reason to play around with the whole “Miko is a glitch” Theory/Headcanon/whatever you’d call it, even ignoring canon’s “evidence” or the fact that if any of the techs were a glitch, Miko would be the most likely candidate, is the fact that out of all of the Techs, Miko is the person that would take learning that information THE WORST out of all of them.
Even ignoring that moment in Going Going Gauntlet where she has a brief existential crisis over if Ally is technically alive or not, think about Miko for a minute.
Practically her entire life she’s been an outsider in some way. Most other kids her age either know her as “that one kid who kicked Ralphie Bear’s head off at someone’s birthday party” or “that weird girl in the arcade with the high score in Rock ‘Em Sockers”. (And it’s slightly implied the series of events went Rock ‘Em Sockers -> Birthday Incident with Miko (having just moved to Bailey) originally getting herself noticed through Rock ‘Em Sockers only for everything to come crashing down when she was invited to that birthday party.) She’s had basically no real friends besides a few people she plays online games with until very recently when she met Five and even in her own family she’s a bit of a black sheep. And Miko is fully aware of all of this.
Miko desperately wants friends and she’s terrified of the possibility of losing the few friends she does have. She’s scared of being seen as “the weird kid” or “not normal” or anything that could potentially push people away from her. Just look at The Glitch Modder for one of the best examples. Mitch’s comments about Miko being weird, everyone else being unnerved by her reset immunity and ESPECIALLY Miko finding out that Five also sees her immunity as something strange sets her off for the whole day because of exactly what I’ve said before.
Miko desperately wants to be viewed as normal (most likely because she’s been othered before for being “weird”) and seeing everyone else’s immediate reactions to her immunity and especially the reaction of Five, her literal best friend, has to be pretty soul crushing to her. That’s also why Mitch’s comments get under Miko’s skin so easily here. It’s a massive pressure point for her.
Even as a much smaller point, we have Miko’s reaction to Five calling her Meeks. She hates it, but lies and goes along with it anyways because she’s afraid of doing anything that could even risk pushing Five away from her. It’s a tiny point, but still worth bringing up because it’s a tiny example of Miko just being desperate have friends.
So take all of that into account, and then look me in the eyes and tell me with a straight face that Miko would take learning that she’s not human but in fact one of the literal MONSTERS that she and her friends regularly hunt down even REMOTELY well. It is maybe one of the worst possible things that could ever happen to her.
#glitch techs#miko kubota#analysis#And that’s before even focusing on some of the really specific things#like Miko getting briefly hung up on if Ally counts as being alive or not#because that’s definitely going to be the first thing that enters her mind the next time she tries to sleep#Or the much much worse realization:#Oh what’s that Miko? You’ve always wondered why you kind of felt like an outsider in your own family?#Bad news: Here’s the answer.#on another note I think Miko may be one of my favourite characters because I can relate to her a lot#viewed as the weird kid throughout all of my time in school#had no real friends for basically all of my childhood#once I got a small group of friends I was desperate to not lose them because I didn’t want to go back to being alone#horrible undiagnosed ADHD#I see a lot of myself in Miko and relate to her heavily
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I need you all to know I'm so obsessed with @muffinpoop1's portrait of Gortash that I had to find him an elaborate frame and put him in my house:
(print from here: https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/muffinpoop/lord-enver-gortash/)
#bg3#enver gortash#was going to wait until I hung him up to post this but#I know myself#I have to redo my entire gallery wall at this point that won't happen for a while asjdlf
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still very much have my anxious attachment style at play but i'm getting so much better at being okay w people leaving
#i used to get hung up on that shit for a month#now i'm over it in like a day. depending on context ofc but that has been my general baseline#i feel so much more emotionally grounded not letting my anxiety ab this stuff fuck me up in the long term#i need to work on my snap judgment reactions but sometimes it's human to be a little messy#so i'm simply forgiving myself and working on being better#p
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azura fire emblem (now fully rendered in digital form)
#mayor doidles#fanart#fe#fire emblem#fire emblem fates#fe14#fe fates#fire emblem if#azura#azura fire emblem#digital art#cell shaded#need to motivate myself to get through my fifth[?] replay of revelations but i got really hung up on planning out everyone’s ships and all#the skills i want to inherit to the 2nd gen units#this is the fe fates way
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In case it’s been a while since y’all have read unlocked, I want to remind you that Keefe wrote the following in his diary:
“Sometimes I worry that some tiny part of [Sophie] holds it against me. That she’ll never fully trust me. That she’ll always see me as the guy who betrayed her and stole from her and ran off with the enemy.
I mean… look at her face…
I make myself remember that expression every time I have to be around Fitzphie. It stops me from screaming, DON’T PICK HIM—PICK ME. Because yeah, Fitz has yelled at her a few times, and said stuff that makes me want to smack him upside the head.
But I’m the only one who’s made Foster look like this… like she’s just lost all hope that there’s actually good in the world.
I did that.
Not sure I deserve to be forgiven.”
Keefe being broken up over the ending of neverseen AND using it to convince himself he is unworthy of Sophie?? Making himself watch her fall for Fitz and telling himself it’s his fault?? Why doesn’t the fandom talk more about this??
#I hung around the fandom a lot right after unlocked came out#and NO ONE mentioned this??#I myself must have skimmed it cause it hit WAY HARDER this time I read it#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#Sokeefe#keefe sencen#sophie foster#team foster keefe
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warmup sketches
#trying to convince myself to draw more outside of big projects#because i get hung up on motivation for practice#think i enjoyed drawing these#creep 2014#creep 2017#mallard’s art#art
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hanging out with a friend who Knows about The Thing today, and very much likes to take advantage when they give massages so….rip me 🫠
#i am so getting ahead of myself#but the last time we hung out they got me pretty good so#….plus i actually do need a massage 🫠#wallflower speaks#tickling blog#tickling community#tickle blog#tickle community
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When a roblox game gives you the feels and you draw fanart of it in two hours.
#fanart#sketch#krita#doodle#digital fanart#drawing#digital art#art#doodles#oobja roblox#oobja#roblox#roblox fanart#roblox art#i should be working on my other unfinished arts what am i doing#if i cant physically hug Oobja i will draw myself hunging Oobja#painting#digital painting
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breaking my silence to say that I would suck the lollipop straight from his mouth (among other things)
#persona 5#persona 5 royal#munehisa iwai#he's an ex-yakuza who adopted a son#OF COURSE I LOVE HIM#the gecko tattoo on his neck 🥵#ALSO kaiji tang voices him#HE'S SO HOT Y'ALL#hanged man confidant more like HUNG MAN confidant#I'll see myself out
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Frisk Month Day 1: Good Morning!
I don't care that I'm late because I GOT IT DONE, I'm so proud of myself.
#frisk month 23#safeutdr#undertale#the lighting was SO FUN to play around with. it was annoying at first but then I just had fun seeing what i could do with it#i think it turned out nice :)#also I didn't put too many details into their room because I didn't want to scare myself out of finishing the thing but I added some stuff#little bunny slippers :3 and cute stickers on their wall#also they hung up the flower drawing from Chara and Asriel's room for Chara :)#and that's it#but like overall this was fun i like just drawing little scenes like this#my art#frisk#frisk undertale#frisk dreemurr#undertale frisk#digital art#undertale fanart#fanart#frisk month 2023#🌼
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Sometimes I'll just be laying depressed in my bed and then I remember these ineffable idiots are watching over me.
#i low-key worry it will fall and crack my head open sometimes#i hung it myself ao it's probably a valid fear#ineffable husbands#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#michael sheen#david tennant#ineffable partners#😈😇#a/c#oh my god#it looks so crooked in this picture
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been doing very not good. honestly think I deserve a medal for not killing myself today. it was getting marginal
#I called a suicide hotline and the lady told me she thinks history is boring when I said I read history books for fun#I should’ve hung up and killed myself out of spite right then
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