#hsy: okay now Im mad

[ineffectualdemon]

Shen Qingqiu and Kim Dokja need a joint intervention but I think Shang Qinghua and Han Sooyoung should be drinking/murder buddies

Like no. I really want them to get drunk and have a long discussion about writing and selling out and their relationship with gender

They can also kill some people

As a treat

[mae-i-scribble]

okay listen listen i am actually going to go insane listening to love like you while in the pits of my orv madness bc like,,, bro,,, bro the way you can imagine this as kdj and the company im sobbing on main

If I could begin to be Half of what you think of me I could do about anything I could even learn how to love

the way kdj thinks everyone thinks of him too highly, the fact that he’s never had friends, never had companions but he’s trying his best to be there for them in the midsts of the apocalypse as best he can

When I see the way you act Wondering when I'm coming back I could do about anything I could even learn how to love like you

the company in their despair having to watch him die over and over for their sakes, the way that he accepts their pain and bitterness and truly does regret making them feel that way but also fundamentally doesnt understand why they feel the way they do about him but he wants to yknow?

I always thought I might be bad Now I'm sure that it's true 'Cause I think you're so good And I'm nothing like you

Look at you go I just adore you I wish that I knew What makes you think I'm so special

you could relate this to kdj and yjh specifically but it also holds true for like,, nearly him and all of his companions besides for maybe hsy just cause they are mutual bastards. but again that disparity between how he sees himself and how everyone sees him, its the first scenario where the blood is on the mirror but kdj assumes its staining him. the evil person causing everyone pain vs the person putting his best foot forward to save people in the apocalypse. but also again its the admiration and love kdj has for every single person in their company

If I could begin to do Something that does right by you I would do about anything I would even learn how to love

okay spoilers incoming!! but but but this but its kdj staying behind on the train and going back to watch their story, to watch all the stories, its him being able to meet 0th round yjh because now he’s become the person who wants that happy peaceful ending. he just wants to be with everyone but he cannot because of how the universe is structured

When I see the way you look Shaken by how long it took I could do about anything I could even learn how to love like you

Love like you Love me like you

and then more spoilers bc this is post epilogue kdj waking up and meeting everybody and there’s tears and anger and joy and celebration bc at long last theyre finally together and kdj is off the train forever, he can live out his life in one big house with everyone. and if you really wanted you could just have a shot of kdj and yjh focus for the final line after zooming in on a shot of the company all together bc i am joongdok stanee  but also this isnt about them this is about everyone and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh