#however i log on online and i have like 5 asks

[finchwell]

The information community I am most active in, though I belong to many, would be the online journalling community.

I made my debut in the community in December of 2013. At the time, the blogging and reblogging Tumblr community was hot, and I was highly influenced to start journalling by a video posted by the official Hobonichi Techo YouTube channel, which was then cross-posted onto their Tumblr. Be forewarned, the song is particularly addictive.

I documented and posted my first entry on my Tumblr and Instagram accounts.

This image is well over a decade old and was taken on my iPhone 5. That along with the multiple filters used at the time had led to significant blurriness in the image, but I’m so glad that I still have it.

For whatever reason, my Tumblr account gained a lot of traction from my initial posts and I found a small community of like-minded bloggers and journalers. Not all of them used the Hobonichi Techo branded products, and in fact, most of the Japanese bloggers I found preferred to use Filofax at the time.

But neither of these communities would likely come to mind of the average person when I mention journalling as a hobby. The Bullet Journal, however, just might. Launched in August of 2013, the bullet journal method was coined by Ryder Caroll. The concept focuses on using a series of symbols and a daily log to keep track of your ideas, hobbies, to-dos, and life events. In a matter of just a few years, the concept took off and Carroll released a book, an official Bullet Journal notebook, and has been credited with inspiring multiple self-improvement coaches like Jake Knapp and John Zeratsky, and Ali Abdaal.

For a while, the Bullet Journaling online community was quite vigilant in its gatekeeping practices. Posts on Tumblr and Instagram that utilized the Bullet Journal hashtag were criticized for not following the method exactly as Carroll had outlined.

In more recent years, the online community has embraced more creative styles of memory keeping and life planning. Influential creators include Meghan Rhiannon, who has recently combined a ring system memory-keeping book and a Hobonichi Techo cover, and Jashii Corrin, who has recently been using her Bullet Journal-styled system to create a video game or tabletop RPG-inspired system to tackle her life admin tasks.

My own system of journalling combines art, memory keeping, and general task deadline management. I tend to document it photographically, but I have put in significant effort over the last year to document it visually and musically on my own YouTube channel. The audio formatting has certainly been the biggest hurdle, and I find myself venturing into the audio/visual information community regularly to ask for help. I’m still learning, but I enjoy being able to blog verbally about a topic that I am also journalling and scrapbooking about.

As time goes on, I am highly interested in how the journalling community will grow. I hope that we will continue to learn from each other’s methods and embrace more creativity.

[babblingstacey]

Gen 4 - Honey Pepper

Full rules here by lilsimsie

Logo by Risshella

Honey Pepper

Generation 4: You grew up in a small town on a farm, and you always dreamed of getting away and moving on to bigger and better things. You know you are destined for greatness, and you are determined to never have your dreams squashed. You care deeply about success, and you will do anything in your power to get it.

Color Theme: Yellow

Traits: Geek, Ambitious Overachiever, Hates Children

(either I missed it but I couldn't add Ambitious as a teen so I changed it to Overachiever)

Career: University Student (You decide major + career post graduation)

Aspiration: Academic, Master Mentor

Additional Rules: Successfully graduate university with at least a B grade. Complete both aspirations. Choose your own career benefited by your degree, and max the career post graduation

Max the Logic, Video Gaming, and Research & Debate skills.

Honey is all ready to go for her generation goals! This ambitious gal has spent her time as a child maxing skills and achieving aspirations, just preparing herself to go far in the world (already finished 2 aspirations, Mind + Body and Wiz Kid). She isn't a fan of nature, unlike her parents & siblings - she's ready to get out of this small town! As soon as she became a teen, she joined the Computer Team as well as becoming Video Game Streamer for a side hustle. She's excited to max as many skills as possible!

I'm excited to start this generation! It's totally different than Cara's but still fun for me. However, I'm finding some bugs with Business & Hobbies and the Master Mentor aspiration since the patch update - I grabbed the mod fix for the white board, but when asking a small business owner to start a class, they don't lecture. Honey was still able to get gold...however apparently getting gold doesn't count as getting bronze in 3 classes. I plan on just cheating it though, because that's just stupid.

ETA: logged in today and the gold level class did count, as did the silver level, and the small business owner did actually start the class with a lecture.

I don't know how many players gotten this far already, because of the Ambitious trait not being able to use for Teens but I'm going to try to gain it and Overachiever fits exactly the type of storyline I have in mind. I didn't see any conversations online about it and I guess I could have just missed it. Not excited about Hates Children but I'm going to do my best.

Also I know her main outfit is more white than yellow but I didn't like the way the others clashed with her hair. And I liked that outfit on her, plus I think it shows how different she is from the rest of her family - wearing white on a working farm.

Also, I plan on skipping gen 5; I don't own Bust the Dust and nothing about this gen sounds fun and I don't want to play that deeply with For Rent. So Honey's child will be Tomato - plus that gen works with the Fairy pack, if i decide to get it.

[asaka-lucy-dr-rc]

English version DR:THH Gameplay Log #4

⚠️ Note that this Gameplay Log contains many spoilers, not only for THH but also for the entire Danganronpa franchise.

[Previous #3]

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In the original, the way he speaks is fairly normal, but in the EN text, some bluntness(?) seems to have been added, perhaps to make his biker gang style more obvious.

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(I failed to take a screenshot of the EN version. Sorry!) When Makoto looked him up online, he said that gangs love him, but it seems that they translated it appropriately here. (The original texts are almost exactly the same, though.)

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hehe, the original text makes it sound like Makoto is very hesitant to talk to him. Yeah, I know it can't be helped, because the overuse of the "..." pause is weird in English.

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It is interesting to see the word "よろしく" translated in various ways in the English version. If they had not made any special effort, I think her line would have been translated as "Hi, I'm Junko Enoshima. Nice to meet ya!" or something like that. But actually her "よろしく" is translated as "Charmed, I'm sure!". I wonder if this translation was done based on the fact that they will be talking about her appearance later.

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Oh, I was surprised to see the word "photoshopped" used, since photoshop is the name of a specific software, and such words tend to be avoided in stories produced in Japan. I was a little surprised to see the word "photoshopped" used so openly. By the way, the word "盛ってる" is used in the original text. This is a slang used mainly by girls, and the act of making oneself look pretty in general, whether the image is edited or not, is called "盛る". ("盛ってる" is the form with -ing added to "盛る" if I were to compare it to English).

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Huh, is it because her name is Junko that she uses the word "junk" so much??? 😂 If so, it is an interesting idea.

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This is also the case the "…" in the original text was difficult to translate, but the original has a bit more of a sense of Kyoko's confusion about her lack of memory, but I feel the EN text makes Kyoko seem simply cold. (I'm pretty sure Kyoko is cold in the original as well, though.)

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Oh, yeah, I finally got to see Chihiro called by "she".

ehehe, the original uses the word "小動物 (little animal)", but the English version is a bit more specific, saying "little bunny". Awww, I like the fact that Chihiro is compared to a bunny, because when I think of a bunny, I think of Usami and Chiaki. An image of Chihiro and Chiaki wearing bunny ears comes to mind. ( ᵕ̤ᴗᵕ̤ ).。o♡

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Ah, I remember that Hina as well as Taka was one of the names that confused me when I saw them in English fandom. When I first saw it, I was like "Hina? .........Who is Hina?" Is this also because Aoi is hard to pronounce?

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haha, in the original, Makoto shows no hesitation in saying the word "プロポーション (proportions)," but in the English version, he seems a little reluctant to say it, which is cute! <3 Perhaps the English Makoto is kinder than the original.

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Uh, this is the part that gets weird when translated into English. In the original she does not know how to write Naegi's Nae in kanji and asks him about it, but in the English version the statement is that she does not know how to spell it. In reality, when Japanese people introduce themselves to each other, it is very common for them to ask each other what kind of kanji their partner's name uses. However, the kanji "苗 (Nae)" is quite simple and should be easy to understand since there are almost no other kanji with the same reading. So, it is a conversation that shows that she is quite stupid... well, I guess it is good enough that she doesn't know how to spell "Naegi", because it also shows that she is stupid.

[Next #5]

[mariska]

i don't usually type out posts directly like this because i am a very very traumatized and anxious and depressed and scared person 24/7. but i have been almost entirely sitting and rotting away from multiple lifelong chronic health struggles for years and years and years and if i'm gonna be direct and channel my absolutely fucking furious anger into one hopefully good helpful thing then im gonna do that now, because we all need to speak the fuck up for ourselves and each other and we will not survive in this world if we don't work together, which brings me to the thing i need to say:

if you are able to, and i know for a fact that many, many people are able to, you NEED to wear a mask when you leave your house. yes, every time. every single time. outdoor events too. anywhere you go where there's other human beings. schools. doctor's appointments. work. taking a walk. by yourself, with friends, with everyone. you do not have another choice. you have to wear a mask and if you're also able to, because there are a lot of us who are disabled to a point of very little to absolutely no independece in our lives who are not able to, you need to be telling, not asking, the people you hang out with, go places with, family that you are in contact with etc to also wear a fucking face mask.

the pandemic is NOT over. there is no post-covid era. it's here, it's been here for years and those of us who have both been disabled long before it was discovered and those of us who have become disabled since have been screaming at all of you for almost 5 years now to give a shit about the other living human beings around you AND YOURSELF!!!!! i am one person who does not and has no intention of speaking for the entire global disabled community (we ARE in every community of people, worldwide, by the way. every single one. disabled people are everywhere and we have been since the earliest days of humanity), and i've tried really really really hard to hold myself back from hating so many of you for not caring about anyone's general health and safety when you step into the world, but i can't anymore. i don't have any spare compassion left for you. get it the fuck together, get your fucking covid and flu vaccine/booster shots and actually make an effort to learn how often you should get the boosters again after that, and WEAR A MASK OVER YOUR FUCKING FACE AND STOP KILLING PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO HAVE BEEN DRAINED OF ALL ENERGY AND STRENGTH THAT WE HAVE BECAUSE WE HAVE TO GO INTO THE WORLD YOU ALSO LIVE IN AND SO MANY OF YOU KEEP GETTING US MORE AND MORE SICK AND YOU DO NOT CARE. you HAVE to care. there is not another option. N95 is currently the most effective mask type as far as i am aware but i don't know everything so do your own research about which masks will work best for you.

my fucking god. so many videos online where i just see so many people talking about the very true fact that we all need to stand up for each other and do what's right and help out however we can WITH NO MASK IN SIGHT WALKING ON BUSY CROWDED STREETS AND BUILDINGS AND CONCERT HALLS!!!!! STOP KILLING DISABLED PEOPLE. please please please please, yes, to those who are able to, continue protesting, logging offline and going into the world to take part in actions of community care, but WEAR. A. MASK. WHEN. YOU. DO. do not put it on your chin 90% of the day. do not put it UNDER your nose. put it on your face. like a mask. and wear it. and make sure the other people in your life do the same. i am literally begging you. none of us can do the work that NEEDS to be done to take care of each other in ANY society if we are all too sick or DEAD to be able to actually do that work.

thanks.

[saharawesturgnet123]

What Insurance Plans Cover Urgent Care

Lots of individuals require urgent care at some point. Maybe you have a sudden fever. Maybe you twist your ankle. Or maybe your child needs quick help. So, you might be surprised if your insurance plan covers urgent care. Therefore, let’s discover it together. Firstly, recognize that urgent care is not like an emergency room. Insurance Urgent care deals with slight injuries and diseases. For instance, they treat cuts, sprains, flu, or minor burns. However, they do not treat dangerous illnesses.

Do All Insurance Plans Cover Urgent Care?

Most insurance plans cover urgent care visits. But coverage can vary. So, you should always check your plan. Usually, health insurance plans have networks. Therefore, you need to visit an urgent care that is in-network. If you go out-of-network, you may pay more. So, always check your network first. This can save you money and stress.

Types of Insurance That Cover Urgent Care:

Let’s look at some common insurance plans. Many people have one of these plans.

1. Employer-Sponsored Health Insurance:

Many people get insurance through work. This is called employer-sponsored insurance. Luckily, most of these plans cover urgent care. Usually, you pay a copay for an urgent care visit. A copay is a small fee you pay when you get care. For urgent care, this may be $30 to $75. So, check your insurance card or call your HR department. They can tell you your urgent care co-pays.

2. Marketplace Health Insurance:

Some people buy insurance from the Health Insurance Marketplace. These plans also cover urgent care. However, your costs can vary. Some plans have low copays. Others have high deductibles. A deductible is the amount you pay before insurance starts to pay. So, check your plan’s Summary of Benefits. This will tell you the urgent care costs.

3. Medicaid:

Many low-income people get Medicaid. Good news! Medicaid often covers urgent care. However, not every urgent care accepts Medicaid. Therefore, you should check before you go. Call the urgent care clinic first. Ask if they accept your Medicaid plan. This can help you avoid a big bill.

4. Medicare:

Seniors often have Medicare. Medicare covers urgent care too. Original Medicare Part B helps pay for urgent care visits. However, you may pay 20% of the cost. If you have a Medicare Advantage plan, your costs may be lower. Many Medicare Advantage plans have set copays for urgent care. So, check your plan details to know what you pay.

5. Student Health Insurance:

Many students have student health plans. Usually, these cover urgent care visits. However, some schools require you to visit the campus clinic first. If the clinic is closed, you can go to urgent care. So, read your student health plan. Or talk to your school’s health office.

Always Check Your Plan:

Every insurance plan is different. So, never assume. Always check before you go. You can look at your insurance card. Or log in to your insurance account online. Also, you can call the number on your insurance card. They can tell you which urgent care clinics are in-network.

When to Choose Urgent Care:

Many people wonder, “Should I go to urgent care or the ER?” Here’s a quick guide.

Go to urgent care if you have:

Minor cuts or burns

Sprains or strains

Mild asthma attacks

Sore throat or flu

Minor infections

Earaches

Go to the ER if you have:

Chest pain

Trouble breathing

Serious head injury

Severe burns

Broken bones sticking out

Sudden vision loss

When in doubt, call 911 or go to the ER. Your health is too important.

What If You Get a Surprise Bill?

Sometimes people get surprise bills. Maybe you went to an out-of-network urgent care by mistake. If this happens, don’t panic. First, check the bill. Make sure it’s correct. Next, call your insurance company. Sometimes they will help fix the problem. Also, you can ask the urgent care for a payment plan. This can make the bill easier to pay.

How to Find an In-Network Urgent Care:

Finding an in-network urgent care is easy. First, check your insurance company’s website. They often have a search tool. Second, call your insurance company. They can tell you which clinics are nearby. Third, you can ask your doctor’s office for advice. They often know good urgent care centers.

Why Knowing This Matters:

No one plans to get sick or hurt. But it can happen anytime. So, knowing your urgent care insurance coverage helps you stay prepared. Also, it helps you avoid big bills. And it helps you get care fast when you need it. So, take a few minutes today. Check your plan. Find your nearest in-network urgent care.

Final Thoughts:

Urgent care Insurance is a good choice for minor health problems. Luckily, most insurance plans cover it. However, costs can vary. So, always check your plan. Know your co-pay. Pick an in-network clinic. Therefore, you can get care without big surprises. And you can feel calm when you need help fast. So, stay prepared. Stay covered. And always take care of your health

[hollowconstructvirus]

The Art of Bankroll Monitoring in Slots Pc Gaming

Introduction

Slots video gaming is a top high roller games thrilling and vivid part of the casino site experience. For several, the allure of spinning reels and the capacity for a big win is tough to withstand. However, amidst the interesting progressive jackpot atmosphere, a vital element frequently gets ignored: money management. Recognizing exactly how to manage your money efficiently can mean the difference in between a fun night out and a discouraging experience. This short article will certainly dive deeply into The Art of Bankroll Administration in Slots Gaming, supplying you with strategies, ideas, and insights that can improve your video gaming experience while protecting your finances.

The Art of Bankroll Administration in Slots Gaming

Bankroll management is a fundamental skill for any type of slots gamer. It involves establishing restrictions on just how much cash you want to invest and staying with those limitations to make sure that you appreciate your time without monetary stress. The art lies not simply in preparation however additionally in adapting as the video game progresses.

Understanding Your Bankroll

A bankroll refers to the complete amount of cash you've set aside specifically for playing slots. Recognizing this number is important since it acts as the foundation for all your betting decisions.

Setting a Budget

Before even stepping into a slots casino or logging right into an online platform, develop a strong budget plan. Ask on your own: Just how much am I comfortable shedding? This number must be an amount that will not influence your necessary expenses.

Income Considerations: Analyze your monthly revenue and expenses. Entertainment Funds: Assign a details portion of your entertainment spending plan exclusively for slots gaming. Stick to Your Plan: Once you have actually established this spending plan, do not differ it, regardless of success or losses. Determining Bet Size

Your bet size directly impacts how much time you can play and eventually dictates whether you'll leave with jackpots or losses.

Percentage Betting: A typical method is wagering just 1% to 5% of your bankroll on each spin. Flat Betting: Additionally, some gamers favor level wagering by betting the exact same quantity every time. Adjust Based on Performance: If you get on a losing touch, take into consideration lowering your wager dimension temporarily. The Psychology Behind Slots Gaming

Understanding the psychological facets can substantially affect just how you manage your bankroll.

Emotional Control

Slots pc gaming can stimulate strong feelings-- exhilaration when winning and stress when losing.

Stay Calm: It's necessary to preserve calmness; don't allow feelings dictate betting amounts. Recognize Triggers: Determine what scenarios lead you to wander off from smart bankroll practices (like chasing losses). The Bettor's Fallacy

Many gamers come down with this misconception-- the idea that past occasions affect future end results in arbitrary video games like slo

[superkittengiver]

How to Choose the Best Platform for Real Money Ludo Games

Ludo has been a household favorite for generations, but in today’s digital age, the classic board game has evolved into a competitive online sensation—real money Ludo. Players across India are now logging into their smartphones to roll the dice and win real cash. With multiple apps and platforms offering cash prizes for winning matches, tournaments, and 1v1 duels, the question arises: How do you choose the best real money Ludo platform?

With a surge in online gaming, not all platforms are created equal. Some offer legitimate, secure, and entertaining gameplay experiences, while others can leave players frustrated or, worse, at risk of financial loss. In this comprehensive guide, we’ll walk you through everything you need to know to confidently select the best platform for real money Ludo games.

Why Choosing the Right Platform Matters

Before diving into the details, let’s first understand why choosing the right platform is crucial:

A good platform enhances your experience and ensures that the game is about strategy and fun—not worries and technical issues.

Key Features to Look for in a Real Money Ludo Platform

Here’s a detailed checklist of must-have features when choosing the best app or site:

1. Legitimacy and Licensing

A trustworthy real money gaming platform must be licensed and compliant with the gaming laws of India. While Ludo is a skill-based game (legal in most Indian states), playing on a licensed platform offers additional protection.

Check for:

2. User Base and Popularity

A platform with a large active user base indicates trust and engagement. More players mean more match options, faster matchmaking, and bigger tournaments.

Pro Tip: Platforms like MPL, Zupee, WinZO, and KheloAdda.com have large user bases and established reputations.

3. Game Modes and Variety

The best platforms offer diverse game formats such as:

More variety equals more fun and adaptability to your skill level.

4. User Interface and Experience

A good gaming experience starts with a smooth, intuitive interface:

Look for platforms with frequent updates, customer support, and high ratings on app stores.

5. Payment Methods and Withdrawal Speed

Nothing is more frustrating than delayed withdrawals. The best Ludo platforms offer:

Always check the withdrawal process before committing.

6. Referral Bonuses and Rewards

Top platforms encourage user engagement with:

These perks can significantly add to your earnings over time.

7. Customer Support

A responsive customer support team is essential:

🇮🇳 Real Money Ludo Gaming Trends in India (Stats & Insights)

To understand why platform selection is important, consider these recent statistics:

Source: IAMAI Report 2024, KPMG Gaming Insights

States Where Real Money Ludo is Allowed

In India, real money gaming is legal in most states where games of skill are permitted. However, some states have restrictions.

✅ Allowed States:

❌ Restricted States:

Always check the current legal status in your region before playing.

Tips to Safely Choose and Play on a Real Money Ludo Platform

✔️ Read Reviews and Ratings

Check Google Play Store, App Store, and Quora reviews. Real user experiences often reveal platform reliability.

✔️ Test with Practice Games

Start with free or demo modes before depositing money.

✔️ Avoid Overplaying

Stick to a budget. Real money gaming should be fun, not addictive.

✔️ Don’t Share Credentials

Avoid platforms that ask for unnecessary permissions. Use only verified apps.

✔️ Use Wallets or UPI

It’s safer than card details. Withdraw small amounts regularly to stay secure.

What to Avoid When Choosing a Ludo App

Beware of red flags:

If it sounds too good to be true—it probably is.

FAQs About Choosing a Real Money Ludo Platform

❓ Can I trust new Ludo platforms?

Only if they’re licensed and have verifiable user feedback. Stick with established names like KheloAdda or MPL.

❓ Is there a joining bonus for first-time users?

Yes, many apps offer ₹10–₹100 as joining cash or tickets for games.

❓ Do I need to pay tax on winnings?

Yes, as per Indian tax laws, winnings above ₹10,000 may attract TDS (tax deducted at source). Some platforms deduct this automatically.

❓ Can I play in regional languages?

Most platforms support Hindi, English, and regional language options like Marathi, Tamil, or Bengali.

Final Thoughts: Choose Smart, Play Safe, Win Big

With so many platforms available, finding the best one for real money Ludo games is a matter of careful research, testing, and reading the fine print. Don’t fall for hype—look for legitimacy, usability, payment options, and fair play.

KheloAdda.com emerges as a solid choice for those who want a secure, exciting, and rewarding Ludo experience. Whether you’re a casual gamer or an aspiring Ludo pro, choosing the right platform is your first step toward success.

[abyssalkarma]

Go to the comments of this post to vent please <33

I mentioned it on my most recent ask post, and figured I should clear things up and maybe give a safe space to people who need it.

Vents are a very necessary part of a community, don’t get me wrong.

I just don’t think I could provide the best advice or comfort other than my drawings. While you are free to vent, do so knowing I may not likely respond or have the best advice for help.

I do care about everyone, and believe the best where I can.

But I can’t help anyone if I don’t help myself first.

I love all of you though, and this is a safe place to genuinely let out emotions if need be in the comments, I will reply with the advice and things I have learned personally in therapy.

Here’s some basics however.

Breathing is a valuable skill

Count 5 seconds inhale, hold for 5, and five seconds exhale. Count slowly, but don’t overexert yourself, make sure to go at your own pace.

Reading the room is important

Sometimes you need to take a moment to look and read the room around you. Five things you can see, four things you can feel, three things you can smell, two things you can hear, one thing you can taste.

Emotions are confusing

It’s okay to not understand how you feel. Weird or unexplainable emotions are an okay thing. Sometimes we just need someone who is willing to sit and listen to our problems, or we just need somewhere to publicly (or better, privately, like a journal or diary) type and log them.

Life can be overwhelming

You aren’t like everyone else, so don’t expect yourself to achieve everything at once like everyone else. You have your own pace to accomplish things. For example, I’m 19 and I haven’t even finished high school yet. I’m still working at my own pace through an online school to complete things one step at a time, as well as living somewhere where I can focus on my mental health first one step at a time.

Even if nobody else says so, remember that every tiny step can be a victory for yourself. What may be normal to other people, like getting out of bed in the morning, or showering on the daily, could be an accomplishment to someone with poor mental health. It’s okay to take your time and be proud of the little things you manage to do. Just because it’s “normal” to someone else doesn’t mean it isn’t huge for you.

I used to live in a horrible environment for example. My room was a disaster, I had a horrible amount of bugs, I ate in an unhealthy manner, I almost en ever showered or took care of myself, and I constantly lived in a state of depression. But with a year of hard work, my room is (mostly) clean, I don’t have to deal with bugs anymore, I shower a bit more consistently, and I eat when I feel ready to.

Everyone has a different story, but that shouldn’t mean you should invalidate yourself because “oh someone has it Worse” or “oh this isn’t a real problem” because your life is YOURS.

As my sister, someone who I will forever be grateful for because she helped me when I was at my worst and still is despite how shaky I am on my own feet, said.

Only you can choose and control your life.

Only you can change yourself.

YOU.

Even when nobody else will say it?

I’m proud of you.

I believe in you.

I know you can do this.

I am here.

I am listening.

It’s okay to cry.

It’s okay to feel scared.

It’s okay to feel alone.

It’s okay to feel angry.

It’s okay to feel hurt.

It’s okay to feel rejected.

I’m here to listen.

I’m here to help in the ways I can.

I love you.

[clnme]

Sword Art Online (Episodes 1-2, 5, 8)

Sorry if this one's a little messy. That reading cooked my brain pretty badly.

I'm just going to talk about simulation and simulacra the entire time, as it really is the only prevailing theme in the show. That's great though, as the topic of the reading (Simulacra and Simulation by Baudrillard) was pretty interesting this time. But it was tough to read. Like always, I may refer to some episodes that were not assigned.

Firstly, though this may not be apparent, the Sword Art Online MMO is a simulacra, not a simulation. I consider it as such in the sense that it does not directly simulate reality, but rather simulates previous MMOs. Gamers have come to expect recognizable mechanics such as quests, abilities, skill points, experience, levels, and magic. Though the first few MMOs were likely simulations of reality, game studios have since shifted their focus towards what gamers both expect and consider to be fun, and these systems present in MMOs have matured after generations of critique and refinement. In doing so, new MMOs are inspired by the old ones. As Baudrillard suggests in one of his points, games have matured to the final phase of the image: "it has no relation to any reality whatsoever: it is its own pure simulacrum." Games simulate games. An additional example of this is present in episode 8, where Asuna is cooking food and chops the material with minimal action, saying "[n]ormally, you'd need to do a lot more. Cooking in SAO is oversimplified." Within the setting of the anime's universe, a 1:1 representation of cooking would be trivial to implement in SAO. However, as stated earlier, the goal of a developer is no longer to simulate reality, and performing more actions would be less fun for the average player.

Sword Art Online delves deep into intricacies of simulation, specifically in whether or not the MMO that they are trapped in should be considered real or not.

In the first episode, most of the players do not consider the game world to be real, and consider the game world to be lesser than. The first obvious instance of this is when Klein feels hungry and moves to log out. While Kirito suggests that eating in the game world would also fix his hunger, Klein chooses to continue logging out and would prefer to eat pizza in the real world, even if it would be less convenient. The creator of the game rejects this idea, as he disables the ability to log out and makes it so that if a player dies in the game, they die in the real world too. In doing so, the creator attempts to coerce the players into acknowledging the world as real, beginning his announcement with, "Welcome to my world."

Asuna is originally introduced as a foil to Kirito. In episode 2, Kirito is seen to enjoy eating and living in the game world, and chooses to relax in the sun during Aincrad's nicest season in episode 5 rather than spend the time working towards the real world. In contrast, Asuna argues that she didn't travel to the furthest player-reached town just to eat good food, but rather so that she can still stay herself. She states, "I'd rather stay myself until the very end than sit and rot away at an inn, back in the first town." Asuna cannot grow complacent and enjoy the game, as in doing so she would essentially acknowledge the game world as real. The thing that Asuna is afraid of does not seem that bad unless viewed under the light of Baudrillard's book, as the true problem with the game world being real is that it "masks and denatures a profound reality." In accepting the game world, one moves further away from the real one, which matches Asuna's sentiment in episode 5 when she states that "[e]very day we spend here is one we've lost in the real world." Asuna's fears are eventually realized, as this proceeds to the extremes. In episode 4, a character states that it's impolite to ask about the real world, which marks the beginning of the players' true separation from the real world. In episode 8, Asuna has a conversation with Kirito:

"It's strange… It kind of feels like I was born and raised here for my entire life. It's just a feeling." "Lately, there are days I can't even remember the other world. And it isn't just me. Recently, fewer and fewer people have been giving their all to clear the game." "Everyone has grown accustomed to this world."

Surprisingly, Asuna eventually accepts this and acknowledges the game world as real. The first obvious instance of this is in episode 5, when Asuna finally yields and tries napping in the sun with Kirito. This continues as Asuna's character develops. While Asuna rejected good food at the beginning, she comes to enjoy good food and even maxes out her cooking skill. In this setting, cooking would be considered a hobby, and the act of simply having a hobby while in the game world (in addition to social bonds represented in the characters hanging out with each other) strongly acknowledges the world as real.

The anime is directed with intent to increase this feeling of realness within the game world. Unlike most anime, the studio chooses to switch into a first person perspective occasionally. This is done in some cases to highlight a UI, but it's also done in other occasions without any UI present, to highlight the tension and realness of a scene. On some occasions, people also appear to feel pain, such as in episodes 5, 6, and 8. Klein also feels pain in episode 1, before he realizes that he actually didn't. Either the creator has modified the game to make players feel pain, or supporting Klein's scene in episode 1, the game has become so real to the players that they mentally perceive physical harm to be real, even if the game world doesn't allow for it.

The anime expands on this the most in episode 5 through the murder investigation. It is in this episode where the anime switches to first person perspective the most. Along with pain from the murder victims, the murders are shown to greatly affect bystanders, who displayed signs of trauma. What makes this story line especially powerful is the plot twist at the end, when they find out that the murders were actually faked. This brings rise to one of the main philosophical questions. If the fake is indistinguishable from the real, is it also real?

Opposite to what I said in the second paragraph, the game is intentionally designed with multiple features to make it become more real. Players can taste food and feel the sun. In episode 4, public indicators above players record any malicious actions a player commits against another, which gives rise to a just society. In episode 6, in-game marriage makes all personal item storage shared between the two people, which means that they can no longer hide anything from each other. In episode 8, currency and furniture further attaches players to the world, as Asuna owns a home in the virtual world, which even costed 4,000,000 Cor.

As a footnote, something can also be said about the player characters in an online game. In episode 4, Kirito explains that "In any online game, a lot of people's personalities change. Some enjoy playing as outright villains." This parallels Baudrillard's idea of the precession of simulacra, as one's real personality simulates the online persona that they create. This is also seen less clearly in episode 1, shown in the interactions in the moment when all players were forced to play as their true physical bodies rather than the characters they created.

[talesfromasnarkylisa]

Lacey: Chapter 20

August 22, 2023

I woke up at 8:45 AM. First time I’ve slept this late in over a decade. This meant that I had absolutely no time to eat breakfast - as work would start just 15 minutes later. Fun.

There was a ridiculous number of photos being stacked upon me to edit and send back. Parties, business, social media selfies - you name it. To top it off, I had to clean up and crop a sketch from one of Augusta’s old pals. I’m very careful with keeping my Archer J identity a secret. It’s not like I could have turned down the offer.

Anyways, I somehow managed to find the time to both catch up with my friends (and Lacey the not-friend) and go through the Music Refined submissions I got by the end of the day. To be fair, I didn���t get as much as usual from Music Refined. But I wasn’t living in occupational bliss like Lacey seemed to be either.

Speaking of Lacey, we had a fun conversation around the time I logged off from work. Of course, that didn’t mean I liked her. My main priorities were still to get her out of Music Refined and make that phony of a try-hard out to be a vile human being so I could play hero. But she did have some surprisingly good insights about how to improve someone’s singing - which I needed because Darian sent me a very flat sounding tape previewing a song of his in the show he was working on.

Lacey Hannah (08/22/23, 5:34 PM): Hey Archer

Archer J (08/22/23, 5:35 PM): Hello, Lace-girl. Can I ask for some advice?

Lacey Hannah (08/22/23, 5:36 PM): What’s up?

Archer J (08/22/23, 5:38 PM): So…I have a friend who wants to star in a show and has potential when it comes to singing. However, his tone is very flat and only pitch correction can save him. I’m okay at singing - but nowhere as good as your angelic voice. Do you have any advice? He’d rather stay anonymous, by the way.

Lacey Hannah (08/22/23, 5:40 PM): It’s nice you think of me as a beautiful singer, lol. Without knowing what he sounds like, I can’t help out all too much. I’m a content creator, not a coach. But, does he do any warmups? Know his vocal range?

Archer J (08/22/23, 5:41 PM): Um, he told me he does warm up for five seconds every now and then. He doesn’t know his vocal range, though.

Lacey Hannah (08/22/23, 5:42 PM): Yeah…he should probably start with that. Anyhow, anything else going on?

Archer J (08/22/23, 5:43 PM): Doing pretty eh right now. Working two jobs hasn’t been too good to me!

Lacey Hannah (08/22/23, 5:44 PM): Damn, I can relate. I’ve been taking care of children for several weeks now on top of whatever-the-fuck Music Refined’s been throwing at me.

I then realized this was a good chance for me to get info on how Lacey’s been doing in the online writing world.

Archer J (08/22/23, 5:47 PM): Oh yeah, the publication. How’s that going?

Lacey Hannah (08/22/23, 5:48 PM): It’s going as fine as it can go.

Archer J (08/22/23, 5:50 PM): Care to elaborate?

Lacey Hannah (08/22/23, 5:51 PM): Nah XD

God damn it, I thought. I really need to get her to open up more.

Archer J (08/22/23, 5:53 PM): Look, you can always trust me if you want to talk about something. I’m here for you.

Lacey Hannah (08/22/23, 5:54 PM): I’m gonna be honest with you for a second. After what went down with Micah last week, I don’t feel 100% comfortable talking about personal shit with you, y’know? I still really like talking to you. It’s just…

Archer J (08/22/23, 5:56 PM): Just what?

Lacey Hannah (08/22/23, 5:58 PM): Never mind. Don’t worry about it.

Archer J (08/22/23, 5:59 PM): Well, I kinda am.

Lacey Hannah (08/22/23, 6:00 PM): Nothing, okay? Anyways, I’ve met Artsy and Lovergirl. You’re pretty good at making friends.

Sure I am, I cringed. Sure. Not like I didn’t let some tan blonde vixen fool me into outing my crush so I’d be able to stay friends with the former.

I logged out and had dinner. I had tried to make beef brisket for dinner earlier based on my grandma’s old recipe, but I eventually resorted to Internet instructions because I didn’t have the right ingredients at home for the former. Once I finished my nightly routine, I logged back into my accounts to deal with my socials.

I talked to Oscar today in a call for the first time. It was also the first time we had a private two-way conversation since the draft tampering shit happened a few days back. He told me he wanted to apply to Folkin and asked for advice as to what Corianna would reject beyond just what the submission guidelines said. I promised him that he’d be fine as long as his article met the criteria and he didn’t do something stupid. He hesitated to believe me at first, but he eventually felt more confident once I told him about how she had accepted an article critical of a Boygenius song after an initial inaccurate draft.

After talking to Oscar, I checked in with Corianna and Darian. Cori had gotten a large raise at work. It didn’t matter much since she’d be back in college soon like the rest of us, but she was happy with the little extra pocket money. In the meantime, Darian went to a family gathering on Sunday. His parents were there, and so were his cousins and older sister and grandparents. Lucky.

Just as I was about to text Inez, Lacey sent me this.

Lacey Hannah (08/22/23, 7:47 PM): I made this lil’ draft to send to the Writer’s Delight editors, any thoughts?

https://docs.google.com/aiqiiqiqiwjjajajaa

She didn’t even trust me enough to send the actual Medium draft link allowing me to leave notes on. Not that I would have, of course, but still. Just a document which I could only view. 

I clicked the link to open up the draft. After Discord begged me to consider reconsidering out of some strange phobia Google Docs would contain malware, the draft revealed itself to me in all its unfiltered glory.

As I scrolled through it, I hatched up a quick plan. I would give Lacey all the right advice for appealing to the tastes of the Writer’s Delight editors. Especially Vivian, the one who would be the most likely to side with Lacey if she fucked up. But I’d word it in all of the wrong ways so Lacey wouldn’t do what I asked of her. 

Instead, she’d do something either crazy or stupid or both. Once one of the biggest free publications on Medium resented her, she would be screwed big time in the online writing world. 

She’d be exactly where she should be for my goals.

(Wattpad version: https://www.wattpad.com/1509691431-lacey-chapter-20)

[cash-app-closed-accounts]

Money Was Sent to a Closed Cash App Account: How Do I Get the Money Back?

Accidentally sending money to a closed Cash App account can be a stressful experience. However, with the right steps, you can recover your funds. This guide will walk you through the process, covering everything from claiming money from a closed Cash App account to understanding common pitfalls like unlinked bank accounts and Cash App scams.

How to Claim My Money from a Closed Cash App Account

When money is sent to a closed Cash App account, it typically doesn't vanish. Here's what you should do:

Contact Cash App Support: Open the Cash App and navigate to Profile > Support > Something Else. Provide details of the transaction and the closed account.

Verify Ownership: Be ready to verify your identity by providing information such as your registered email, phone number, or linked bank account details.

Request a Refund or Transfer: Once Cash App confirms your ownership, ask them to refund the money or transfer it to an active account.

Follow Up: Be persistent in following up with Cash App support to ensure your issue is resolved promptly.

How Long Does It Take for Money to Bounce Back From a Closed Cash App Account?

The timeline for a refund varies:

Automatic Refunds: If the recipient’s Cash App account is closed and their bank account is not linked, the money often bounces back to the sender within 1–3 business days.

Manual Intervention: In cases requiring Cash App support, the process may take up to 10 business days, depending on the complexity of the issue and the verification process.

How to Claim Money From a Closed Cash App Account Online

If you prefer to handle the issue online, follow these steps:

Access the Cash App Website: Log in using your registered email or phone number.

Submit a Support Request: Navigate to the support section and provide details about the transaction, including the amount, date, and reason for the issue.

Monitor Your Email: Cash App will respond with next steps or additional information required.

Complete Verification: Provide any documents requested by Cash App to confirm ownership of the closed account.

How Do I Get My Money From a Closed Cash App Account if My Bank Is Not Linked?

If your bank account isn’t linked to your Cash App account, recovering your money may require additional steps:

Update Your Account Details: Reopen the Cash App account using the original email or phone number and link a valid bank account.

Work With Support: Contact Cash App support to explain the situation and request a manual transfer of funds.

Request a Paper Check: If no bank account is linked, Cash App may issue a check for the funds after verifying your identity.

My Cash App Is Closed, How Do I Recover?

Recovering a closed Cash App account is possible. Here's how:

Use Account Recovery Tools: Tap Forgot Password on the login screen and follow the prompts to reset your credentials.

Verify Your Identity: Submit required documents, such as a government-issued ID, to prove account ownership.

Request Account Reinstatement: Contact support with all necessary details and ask them to reinstate the account or transfer the funds to a new account.

Money Was Sent to a Closed Bank Account: How Do I Get the Money Back?

If funds are sent to a closed bank account linked to Cash App, the process may vary:

Wait for Auto-Reversal: Most banks automatically reverse funds sent to closed accounts. This process typically takes 3–5 business days.

Contact the Bank: If the reversal does not occur, contact the bank directly to track the transaction.

Coordinate With Cash App: If needed, provide Cash App with transaction details to facilitate the reversal process.

How Do I Get My Money From a Cash App That Closed My Account and Don’t Have a Phone Number?

If you no longer have access to the phone number linked to the account:

Log In Using Email: Use the registered email address to access your account.

Update Contact Information: Once logged in, update your phone number to regain full account access.

Contact Support: If you cannot log in, reach out to Cash App support with other identifying information.

Is the Cash App Hack a Scam? Can You Get Free Money on the Cash App?

Many users encounter claims of Cash App "hacks" or promises of free money. Here's what you need to know:

Scams Are Common: Offers of free money or hacks are almost always scams designed to steal your information or funds.

No Legitimate Hacks Exist: Cash App has stringent security measures in place. Avoid engaging with third-party services promising hacks or money boosts.

Stick to Official Channels: Use Cash App's official app and website for transactions and support to ensure the safety of your account.

FAQs

1. What happens if I send money to a closed Cash App account? The money is usually refunded to the sender automatically. If not, contact Cash App support for assistance.

2. Can I recover money sent to a closed bank account? Yes, most banks reverse such transactions automatically. You may need to coordinate with the bank and Cash App support.

3. How can I contact Cash App support? Use the support feature within the app or visit the Cash App website to submit a request.

4. What if my Cash App account was hacked before closure? Immediately contact Cash App support to report the issue and secure any remaining funds.

5. How long does it take to get a refund? Refunds typically take 1–3 business days but may take longer if manual intervention is required.

Conclusion

How to recover your funds if sent to a closed Cash App account can be frustrating, but the issue is often resolvable with the right steps. Whether you need to recover funds from a closed account or safeguard against potential scams, staying informed and proactive is key.

[yakdeculture]

Granblue Fantasy Relink Review

Okay guys here's the thing. I don't really play the gatcha game lets get that out of the way. You ask me to post grid I'm getting scared. Idk what means like my weapons? I just log in for free rolls man I've had an account for 6 years and I'm on chapter 19 I don't think I read a damn word of the story. I know the popular women I know there's a stupid little fucking twink guy and there's like 5 of him an sometimes he has brown hair but other times he has white hair and hes likes saber fate stay night but for fujoshis but Idk his name and I don't want to know. All that to say I pretty much have no business playing this game. I bought it because my friend tweeted "theres a milf in relink" and i thought it would be funny to reply to that with a receipt of me buying the game. So yeah I went into this with barely any knowledge at all about this series in terms of what the hell is actually going on.

That said if people were being fr about there being people who think the game's story is bad because it's confusing or doesn't explain enough then I don't get where that's coming from. To be honest I kind of thing that idea was made up because some of y'all are way too fucking bored online and you have to invent discord so you put on your little FBI or CIA cap and you say lets go find some completely random idiot off the side of the street who will literally say anything at all so we can qrt them and act like this is a commonly held opinion. Sorry for the tangent but you know what I mean? Like someone will qrt like the craziest person you've ever fucking seen OR a 15 year old and act like whatever they said was the normal default opinion. Listen no offense but I'm 25 if a kid is wrong on the internet its not my fucking problem and I'm not wasting my time thinking about what they think about anything. Randoms do not exist to me. I have no interest in arguing anything at all with anyone. I am happy to give my analysis on some things if I am asked but I don't just think about this shit unprompted.

Anyways with that out of the way yeah the story is very beginner friendly not at all confusing in pretty much any way and also the gameplay goes fucking hard so yeah this is an awesome game. So every I've written everything I've just said before I beat the game, I'm on chapter 8 right now but I can think without having beat it I know the gameplay is fire I know the story as at the very least understandable and is probably pretty good, I don't know how it ends but I've thought it was pretty good so far. Pretty much the only way you could argue this game expects you to have played the gatcha is in the sense they don't try to spend like too much time building up the relationships between the characters, they pretty much just tell you what they are, show them to you in action with like a cute little dialogue scene before the game really start then its kinda like okay you should get the point we can move on now and I think that's true. Like what the fuck else were they gonna do did you want Granblue Origins. Did you want Granblue Fantasy The Animation The Game as a little intro? Look I would play the first however many chapter of the gatcha story as a game like this who wouldn't but I don't think this game is missing anything that prevents you from enjoying the cast. You get the vibes they pass you the joint and you smoke that shit. It's that simple.

Finished the main story, pretty much my only complaint is they fake like its gonna end like 4 times. Like I got places to be man you can't keep doing this you have to end eventually. But yeah the story was great this game has some fantastic set pieces and fights. I don't know how much of a most game this game has, I imagine it must be a lot because you end the game at like level 50 and you can go up to 100 so there must be more shit to do. I don't know if I'm gonna do all that to be honest idk how much I would get out of it. Not saying I'm gonna immediately uninstall the game or anything but I got what I came for and now I'm not sure how much of what is left to do was designed for me considering I was mostly interested in doing the story and meeting the characters and stuff. But hey great game.

[hessbynum]

Sue Massek Project - Blog #2 - Loving Nancy

Okay, we need to talk about “Loving Nancy.” When Sue asked me to apprentice with her, I’m pretty sure I awkwardly blurted out that I wanted to learn her version of this song. Sue recorded this song on her 2015 release, Precious Memories. The album utilizes songs she arranged for a one woman play she starred in on the life of Sarah Ogan Gunning.

I listen to music voraciously so I’m always cautious about saying I don’t know a song or when I first heard a song, but I remember doing a double take when I bought this album from Sue and this track played. The song was very strange to me because although it’s told from the perspective of the male, it’s a tragic song that acknowledges Nancy has no agency in the story it tells and as such, her heart breaks. While loving someone who doesn’t love you back isn’t unusual in ballads, the set up of this one just struck me as strange. There’s clear elements of being a work song and some of the ideas point to it being a very old ballad retrofitted into a new location. It's an odd 'I have a girl back home, but she probably hates me I don't care' kind of song. (Ballad experts feel free to weigh in here.) 

Have a listen to Sarah’s version before we go any further. This is on her album Girl of Constant Sorrow, available here: https://folkways.si.edu/sarah-ogan-gunning/girl-of-constant-sorrow 

Sarah’s version.

The album liner notes are available online here: https://folkways-media.si.edu/docs/folkways/artwork/FLG00026-LP.pdf  Thank you, Smithsonian Folkways. In particular, this is what the notes say about “Loving Nancy” on page 8:

Sarah, while very young, learned a number of songs from her mother, Sarah Elizabeth Lucas Garland, from “Lizzie’s” sisters, and their children. Such pieces were known to the Lucases for many generations and were brought directly from the British Isles or absorbed from other Anglo-American singers in Kentucky. This particular variant of “Loving Nancy” is not found in standard collections; however the text is transcribed (brochure) by Betty Garland from her own singing in her 1964 Folkways album.

Since Nancy is a most common ballad name, it is difficult to place the “Lucas” variant in a specific ballad family. “Farewell Charming Nancy” (Laws K 14) has the hero steer his boat to the East Indies; Sarah’s hero street his boat to New Alena (Orleans). Jim Garland has suggested to his daughter Betty that Kentucky men who rafted logs out of the mountains sang “Loving Nancy.” Perhaps we see here an ocean voyage localized to a trip down the Ohio-Mississippi. Before this piece is placed directly in the “Farewell Charming Nancy” category, one must note that Sarah’s song ends with Nancy’s death by heartbreak, exactly like many heroines in “William and Nancy II” (Laws P 5). Normally one would assume Sarah’s song to be spliced out of these two ballads. However, her intervening stanzas contain commonplaces which appear elsewhere. I cite only the “write a fine hand” reference in Sharp’s “Pretty Saro” and the “salmon” reference in Creighton’s “Pretty Polly.” This latter figure suggests both the theme of animal disguises to escape pursuit in “The Two Magicians” (Child 44), and the imagery of chase and conquest in the amatory “Hares on the Mountain” collected by Sharp and others in England (Dean-Smith). 

Betty Garland, American Folk Ballads, Folkways 2307.

I’m going to travel the wilderness through,

Therefore, loving Nancy, I’ll bid you adieu.

I’m going to travel a many a long mile,

Therefore, loving Nancy, I’ll leave you for a while.

Down in New Alena my boat I will steer

And the face of many pretty girls I see on the shore.

But the face of a Spaniard I’d never adore,

Go back to Kentucky, try Nancy once more.

I wish I was a clerks man, could write a fine hand,

I’d write my love a letter that she’d understand.

I’d send it on water that’d never overflow,

Go back to Kentucky, try Nancy once more.

I wish I was a fisherman down by the seaside

And Nancy was a salmon come floating on the tide.

I’d throw my net around her and bring her to shore,

Go back to Kentucky, try Nancy once more. 

Loving Nancy, loving Nancy, I have returned home,

I always did love you and for your sake mourned.

We’re going to get married, I doubt for your sake.

I threw my arms around her, and felt her heart break.

Anyone else bothered that they called the narrator the hero? Yikes.

I looked up Farewell, Charming Nancy and the vibes seem quite different. The song is described as: "The sailor bids his sweetheart farewell. She does not wish to part, and offers to go with him. He tells her that she simply is not strong enough for life at sea. They part sadly. Some texts warn girls against trusting sailors[.]" You can read the notes here: https://balladindex.org/Ballads/LK14.html

Betty Garland’s version can be found here, if you’d like to listen:

Betty’s version remains available through Smithsonian Folkways here: https://folkways.si.edu/betty-garland/american-folk-ballads/music/album/smithsonian

Betty's version seems strangely optimistic to me after listening to Sue's version for so many years.

The liner notes say regarding this song: 

Lovin’ Nancy is an old mountain folk song, have no record of it ever coming out of England, it has been our family since before the Civil War and it has been considered by our family that it was composed by our grandfather Wilson Lucas or I should say my great grandfather or one of his songs who were all singers. This song although it says “my boat I will stir”, would be be more correct if it said, “down to the Ohio my log raft I will stir”, because these men who rafted logs down the Kentucky river sand this song and this was before there was any railroads in the mountains. Have never heard it sung by anyone but the Garland family and was handed down to me from my father Jim Garland and to him from his mother Elizabeth Lucas Garland who learned it from her father Wilson Lucas.

The notes go on to include the lyrics. I will note, the New Alena line is different. “It’s down to New Orleans my boat I will stir.” 

Sue’s version can be found online here:

Sue plays in a thumb lead 2 finger style, which she indicates she learned this style from Blanche Coldiron. Sarah Ogan Gunning borrowed from the melody of this song for her famous song “Come All You Coal Miners” which Sue’s band, Reel World String Band, does. In order to keep them separate, Sue plays “Loving Nancy” in a 2 finger style while she does “Come All You Coal Miners” in a clawhammer style. 

Here's Sarah singing “Come All You Coal Miners" if you'd like to compare melodies.

As the Smithsonian notes indicate, a quick search of “Loving Nancy” will get you songs more akin to other songs. Dock Boggs version reminds me of the “Waggoner’s Lad” or “Pullin’ Away” though there’s some overlap with the lyrics.

The full liner notes can be found here: https://folkways-media.si.edu/docs/folkways/artwork/FW03903.pdf

Dock says he got the song from a neighbor woman named Holbrook when he was living in Mayking. He changed the tune in 1965 which is what’s on the recording. 

The original text of this song was written on lined tablet paper headed ‘Ballad of Loving Nancy Aug. 22, 1904 Leslie (or Lester) Ky.’ Dock adds that he thinks Mistress Holbrooks’ grandmother (born 1878) sang this song.

In picking apart Sue’s version, I’ve been describing the structure as A, B, B, A. The A line is low and the B line is high. (I'm sure this is improper and I don't care.) It’s ultimately, just a few measures of melody. While the haunting sound of sawmill is apparent, Sue actually plays this song in standard G tuning due to the play. She wanted to avoid retuning on stage. 

[navdurga32]

How can I get more views on my YouTube videos?

YouTube, with over 2 billion logged-in monthly users, offers an incredible platform for individuals, businesses, and influencers to share their content and connect with a global audience. However, with millions of videos being uploaded daily, getting noticed can be a challenge. Increasing your YouTube view requires a strategic approach, combining creativity, optimization, engagement, and, in some cases, leveraging platforms like- Taskperks to give your videos the exposure they need.

1. Create High-Quality Content

The foundation of any successful YouTube channel is high-quality content. Your videos should provide value to viewers, whether through entertainment, education, or information. Here are a few essential tips:

Focus on your audience: Understand who your target audience is and create content that appeals to their interests and needs.

Invest in good equipment: While content is king, the quality of production also matters. Use a good camera, clear audio, and proper lighting.

Hook viewers early: The first 10-15 seconds of your video are crucial. Make sure to grab the audience's attention with a compelling intro.

Be consistent: Posting consistently helps build an audience that knows when to expect new content from you.

2. Optimize Your Video for SEO

Search Engine Optimization (SEO) isn’t just for websites. YouTube is the second-largest search engine in the world, and optimizing your videos for search is crucial to gaining more views. Here’s how to optimize your YouTube videos for better visibility:

Use targeted keywords: Conduct keyword research to identify terms people are searching for in relation to your video. Use these keywords in your title, description, and tags.

Write compelling titles: The title is one of the first things people see. Make it clear, concise, and keyword-rich.

Craft an informative description: Your video description should provide a summary of the content, include relevant keywords, and add links to other related videos or your website.

Use appropriate tags: Tags help YouTube understand what your video is about. Include a mix of broad and specific tags to reach a larger audience.

Create a captivating thumbnail: Thumbnails are a deciding factor when viewers are choosing what to watch. Use bright, high-resolution images that give a hint of your video’s content.

3. Engage with Your Audience

YouTube’s algorithm rewards engagement, so the more comments, likes, and shares your video receives, the more likely it is to be promoted to a wider audience. Engagement fosters community, which is crucial for channel growth.

Ask for engagement: At the end of your video, encourage viewers to like, share, and comment. Asking questions also helps spark conversation in the comments section.

Reply to comments: Show your viewers you appreciate their engagement by replying to their comments. This can build loyalty and keep people coming back.

Use YouTube’s community tab: The community tab is a great way to keep your audience engaged in between uploads by posting polls, images, and updates.

4. Collaborate with Other Creators

Collaborations expose your content to new audiences, helping you gain more views. Partnering with YouTubers in your niche allows both parties to benefit from shared viewership.

Find channels with a similar audience: Look for creators whose subscribers are likely to be interested in your content.

Create meaningful collaborations: Whether it’s a joint video or shout-outs, make sure your collaboration is organic and offers value to viewers.

5. Promote Your Videos Across Multiple Platforms

To maximize your reach, promote your videos beyond YouTube. Share them on your other social media channels like Instagram, Twitter, Facebook, and even LinkedIn. Embedding videos on your website or blog is also an effective way to get more views.

Use email marketing: If you have an email list, promote your videos by including a link in your newsletter.

Join online communities: Share your videos in relevant forums, groups, and communities where your audience hangs out, but be careful to avoid spamming.

6. Post Videos at Optimal Times

The time you upload your videos can significantly impact their performance. Analyze your YouTube analytics to determine when your audience is most active and post your videos accordingly. This increases the likelihood that your content will be seen as soon as it's uploaded.

7. Utilize YouTube Analytics

Understanding how your videos are performing is crucial to improving your strategy. Use YouTube analytics to track your video’s performance, including metrics such as views, watch time, and audience retention. This data helps you identify what’s working and what areas need improvement.

Why Taskperks Is One of the Best Platforms to Get More Views on Your YouTube Videos?

In the competitive world of YouTube, organic growth can sometimes be slow, and creators often need a boost to get their content noticed. This is where Taskperks comes in—a platform designed to help you increase your YouTube views in a legitimate, effective, and affordable manner. Here are several reasons why Taskperks is one of the best platforms to enhance your YouTube views:

1. Legitimate Views from Real Users

Taskperks is known for providing real views from genuine users. Unlike some platforms that rely on bots or fake accounts, Taskperks ensures that the views you receive come from actual individuals who watch your videos. This not only boosts your view count but also improves engagement metrics such as likes, comments, and watch time—factors that YouTube’s algorithm prioritizes.

2. Targeted Audience Reach

Taskperks allows you to target your audience based on demographics such as age, gender, and location. This ensures that your video is shown to viewers who are most likely to be interested in your content, increasing the chances of sustained engagement and growth in your subscriber base.

3. Affordable Pricing

One of the standout features of Taskperks is its affordability. Many YouTube promotion platforms charge exorbitant fees, but Taskperks offers competitive pricing packages that cater to creators at all levels—whether you're just starting or have an established channel. This makes it accessible to a wide range of users looking for effective YouTube promotion services without breaking the bank.

4. Flexible Packages for Various Needs

Taskperks understands that every YouTuber has different goals and requirements, which is why the platform offers a variety of packages to suit different needs. Whether you’re looking for a small boost to a specific video or a long-term strategy to grow your channel, Taskperks has options that cater to your objectives. This flexibility allows creators to choose a plan that fits their budget and promotional goals.

5. Fast Delivery of Views

Time is of the essence when it comes to growing your YouTube channel, and Taskperks delivers views promptly. After selecting a package, your views will start increasing almost immediately, providing a quick boost in visibility and social proof. The fast delivery of views can also help your video gain traction in YouTube’s algorithm, potentially leading to even more organic views.

6. Safe and Secure Promotion

One of the biggest concerns when using third-party platforms to promote YouTube videos is the safety of your account. Taskperks prioritizes the security of its users and adheres to YouTube’s guidelines, ensuring that your account remains safe from penalties or bans. The platform uses ethical promotion methods that comply with YouTube’s terms of service, making it a reliable choice for creators who want to grow their channel without risking their account.

7. Comprehensive Support

Taskperks provides excellent customer support to help creators through every step of the promotion process. Whether you have questions about choosing the right package, need help setting up your campaign, or encounter issues along the way, Taskperks' dedicated support team is available to assist you.

8. Boost Your Channel’s Credibility

In the early stages of building a YouTube channel, social proof plays a significant role in attracting new viewers. When people see that your videos have a substantial number of views, they are more likely to trust your content and watch it themselves. By increasing your view count with Taskperks, you enhance your channel’s credibility, which can lead to more organic views and subscribers over time.

9. Integrated with Other Platforms

Taskperks doesn't just limit its services to YouTube. It also offers options to promote your videos across multiple platforms, including Instagram, Facebook, and more. This multi-platform approach can help you build a more comprehensive online presence and direct more traffic to your YouTube channel from various sources.

Conclusion

Growing your YouTube channel and increasing your views requires a combination of content creation, optimization, engagement, and promotion. By following best practices such as optimizing for SEO, engaging with your audience, and promoting your content across multiple platforms, you can significantly improve your video’s visibility.

However, to expedite your channel's growth, leveraging platforms like Taskperks can provide the additional exposure you need. With its legitimate views, targeted audience reach, affordability, and safe promotion methods, Taskperks stands out as one of the best platforms to help you get more views on your YouTube videos. Whether you're just starting or looking to scale your channel, Taskperks can be a valuable tool in your YouTube growth strategy.

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How to Stop Social Media Envy in Its Tracks

Do you sometimes find yourself feeling envious of other people’s lives while scrolling through your social media feeds? It’s normal and quite common to experience feelings of sadness or envy while poking around online. It’s important, however, to remember that people are only sharing their best, most glamorous photos and that we all have our ups and downs. Here are seven tips that will help you to shake off social media envy.

1. Become aware of your feelings

A study in Germany asked 600 adults to discuss their feelings about social media. One-third of those who participated shared that they were coping with negative feelings while on social media sites. The dominant emotions were envy and frustration.

Dr. Hanna Krasnova at the Humboldt-Universität shared the following: “By and large, online social networks allow users unprecedented access to information on relevant others—insights that would be much more difficult to obtain offline.” Research proves that we experience unpleasant feelings because of the inflated, retouched presentations that people create online. Stop and realize that it’s all a make-believe, virtual world. The first step is just acknowledging that this envy occurs, and it’s normal.

2. Step up your real-world interactions

Research shows that people who look at an acquaintances’ vacation photos while spending time together in person do not experience the negative feelings they do while scrolling on social media. Here’s an idea—spend more time with your close pals, and look at pictures from their latest family gathering or vacation in person. Spend more time talking and interacting socially in 3D, and you’ll be less prone to the social media blues.

3. Stop comparing yourself to others

Cut out all of that negative self-talk and realize that it’s like watching “reality” TV—there’s a ton of styling, hair and make-up behind that stuff, and the same applies to social media. You’ll always see people’s wildest, sexiest, funniest, most adventurous photos, right? So remember that fact the next time you’re stuck on your ex’s page seeing how great their new partner’s hair looks, or how awesome their Norman Rockwell holiday photos were. Stop comparing yourself to fantasy worlds created by other people, and love your life, right now.

4. Do something new

So, you keep getting annoyed when you see old high school or college pals living large online… do something about it! Do you feel stuck in your job or relationship? It’s time to take stock and use these unpleasant feelings as a motivational tool to help you get out of your funk. Take a new class, end a toxic relationship, and work on improving your life—for real.

5. Stop competing

Take a moment t’ think before you post. Who are you trying to impress or please? Odd are that the people or person you are trying to “get back at” or attract won’t even care about what you post online. It’s not a beauty pageant, and it’s not a popularity contest. Life is beautiful, so stop wasting time in the virtual world of one-upmanship.

6. Take a social media break

Every now and then, take an entire week off from social media. This may sound crazy at first, but I’m smack in the middle of a two-week Facebook fast and I love it. It’s extremely liberating to step back and focus on your real, actual life, just letting the Facebook alerts pile up for a while. Don’t fret—it will all be there waiting to aggravate you when you log back in.

7. Swap out your social media time

Find a new activity to replace the time you generally waste obsessing over social media pages. Get busy volunteering or learn to cook—you get the idea. As corny as it may sound, we are all wasting precious time online when we could be enriching ourselves. Simply reading a great book or calling a friend and talking—you know, the old-fashioned way—could be healthier options to scrolling and getting annoyed.

In the end, social media can, of course, be a helpful tool for reconnecting with friends and family. Just be aware of the perils of spending too much time there in the vortex of envy.

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October 29th, 2023

*Graphic Sexual Content*

The men in B----- are so different from the men in A------. I've only been here for 3 days, well really only two since I came in so late on the first day.  I logged on as soon as I had my computer set up in my room. right off the bat, there were a few people interested in me. So many people liking my profile, messaging me.  That seemed pretty standard, however, since I was a new face and in a new place.  The surprising amount of men that were actually online at that time of night sent a message or two back and forth with me and I even made plans with a few of them. There were a few people who mysteriously disappeared after a few messages. it's unclear whether they blocked me cuz I didn't like what I had to say, or they ended up getting banned because they were a scammer.

the thing about the men here, though.  they're much more sentimental. or, at least they seem that way. much older men. many more men who are looking for a long-term Arrangement rather than a quick hookup. they're even a few men who, with the understanding that I'm  only here for a week, still want to try and make a long-term relationship last. I'm not opposed to this, if I really like the guy. I'm not opposed to it if I really need the money. All In all, the first night had mediocre success.

Over the course of the next day, I talked at length with a guy who said he would want to take me out that night. He honestly seems like a kind of an asshole.  His profile gets off douchebag vibes. He's incredibly condescending, won't hold a conversation unless he has the upper hand, I keep sending me links to Wikipedia articles  instead of Simply answering my questions. He said he was going to lunch with someone and that we can meet up afterwards. I told him I just wanted to go for a walk to look at all the leaves and take pictures to send to the People Back Home. he was acting really coy and aloof, so I didn't bring up sex or payment.  Insteadad, I meekly asked what we would be doing after the walk. He said dinner. I don't know if that meant dinner and sex  and therefore payment, or just dinner like some of these guys like to do. I took a nap and when I woke up, it was close to 6:00. Apparently his lunch had run that long and you changed his mind about seeing me.  he hasn't said anything to me today, so I guess I wasn't that interesting to him.

along with this guy, I'm at several other people that I added to my calendar. I texted so many guys my account was briefly marked as spam. All day Saturday was dedicated to catching up on sleep and chatting up These men. I tried to leave space at the end of the week, so they would actually have time to do things. but, so far, Sunday through Tuesday were completely booked.

but that's when I noticed how weird and clingy these men were. so many of them asked repeatedly to call me. I understand, this is a way to verify that the person you're talking to is real rather than a bot, but it is honestly unnerving to have an old man call you. I don't actually like these guys. I don't actually want to have a relationship with you. The men in A------ seem to understand that. they're not delusional that I actually like their profile because I liked them. especially if I had only been in A------ for a week. they would have never assumed that I wanted to be on the phone with him for an hour. Which is what happened with one guy. He was really insistent on us calling each other, kept saying it would only be a 5-minute long conversation. just a quick chat. Instead, he held me  captive on the phone for an hour.  I kept saying how I hadn't had dinner yet, how I needed to go, but he didn't care. It was also quite a difficult task trying to understand his accent over the grainy, disgusting sound of Bluetooth audio in the car.

He was the only one asking to talk, too.  There was a man who called me out of the blue, didn't even have to contact saved to my phone yet. He talked in a very creepy voice, very annoying, very nasally, also very condescending. These men are pretty awful at holding a conversation. the last few the most basic, small talk questions, then follow it up with the most explicit shit you've ever heard.  This man on the phone wanted to come over that night, which I wasn't opposed to, except that he wanted to only pay $140. Absolutely ridiculous. I offer 200. He said he would think about it.  It's now Sunday night and I haven't heard back from him.

it cost me $100 to get an Uber to my airbnb. The plan was to take the train from the airport, but the airplane got in too late. My flight was delayed because of the storm that was in A------.  so, I Won't Say I'm completely reliant on these men to actually enjoy my vacation, but I am getting quite stressed out that I haven't actually gotten anything accomplished yet. I want to go out and see the city, to go do things, to buy little things for my friends. instead, I've spent two full days here and haven't left the Airbnb. I used most of the last time money to get food and toiletries. I had two separate appointments scheduled for today. one very early on in the day. we had actually planned for last night, but I'm so far from everything. The Uber to get to him would have been $50. He said he could drive to my place this morning, but had to cancel at the last minute.  something about his kid and the baby mama…

I didn't ask because it was my business. I was nervous about meeting up with him, anyway. Unlike the men in A------,  most everyone around here seems to want to meet up for a whole afternoon. It's not like that time I was able to schedule three different appointments in one day. people here are loose, they don't give certain timelines, they want to spend the whole day together. which would be fine. if we were actually going out and doing things, actually being shown around, and I actually liked them, that's what I would want. if I was here with somebody I wanted, I would have come with… 

him

not only did he want to stay here for what seems like quite a long time and I had another appointment scheduled for that night, he was also a sub. so many of these old men are into the BDSM stuff. it's whatever. it doesn't matter that much to me. The thing is, even though I have switch in my profile, I'm not going to be one of these crazy dominatrixes that they expect. He was talking about tying into a chair, making him cry out in pain. That's not who I am. I can be dominant, I can take control of the situation, but I don't like people being in pain. I'd much rather see them in pleasure. I'd much rather hear that sigh or groan Escape their lips. feel them twitch and writhe underneath me. I don't mind grabbing them by the throat,  holding them down, pretending I ever had a fighting chance against them. I don't like the idea of hurting anyone, though.

He wanted to pay me $300.

I needed that $300.

My other appointment for  tonight also had to cancel.  He wants to see me all week, for hours at a time. He wants to pay me $250 a visit, but since he said that he wanted to visit me multiple times, maybe every single day, I said that was okay. If I only saw him four times, that would be $1,000 already. He had to cancel. He was hosting for some Canadians or something like that. said that whatever they were doing head around a little long and he couldn't get to me in time. it would be too late in the night for him. I guess I picked an interview that was way too far away for most people's liking. He said we can meet tomorrow.

and I had another appointment scheduled for tomorrow at noon. He canceled on me, too. too far away. I get it, but also I was relying on that. He wanted to give me $200. annoying, but reasonable. so at this point of my planning, I would have already had $550. Instead, I'm down to $20 in my bank account. The thought of calling up that guy who offered me $140 is very strong, but he really seemed like an asshole and I don't want to have my address. 

I haven't gotten the chance to do anything at all. to be fair, I did sleep  for a lot of the time these past few days. but I was incredibly tired. my other problem, though is that I'm broke as fuck right now.  if even one of these appointments had gone through, I could have done something. I could have just taken the train anywhere. I hate the feeling of wasting my vacation. I also have that tattoo scheduled for thursday. my paycheck comes through on wednesday, so that should be fine, but that's so long to wait. my vacation will almost be over by the time I have money again if none of these appointments work out. I want to cry. I don't necessarily like any of these men like I like a few of the guys in austin. At least in A----- I like talking to those guys.

which has been another incredibly stressful part of the situation. The guys from A------ are still texting me. because of course they are. That's kind of part of the deal. and I do like to talk to them. the problem is, there's just too many. There are so many people that I can't keep up with who's who. I mean, of course I know all the A------ men, but all of these B------ guys are getting confused and lost in my brain. and they're also clingy and they all want me to text them and call them immediately. they all want to go out on these long dates, actually do romantic shit. Again, if I had actually liked the guy and I was back in A------, that's what I would want, too.  but I want to explore the City by myself. I don't want to be held down by these old men and have to do what they want to do.

I mean, I wouldn't actually like to be by myself.

but he's not here and he doesn't like me.

so just forget about it.

it's better to be by myself.

The guy that talked to me for an hour on the phone kept asking me what I wanted to do in the city. every time you ask me, I would tell him that I really don't know. I don't know what's around the city, I don't know what's going on here.  I mentioned that I want to go to S----, but I'm waiting until after Halloween for that. I mentioned I want to go to an ice rink and he very helpfully informed me that those aren't open yet. apparently, even indoor ice rinks aren't open until it gets cold outside, which is fucking stupid if you ask me.  I brought my skates all the way up here for nothing. Besides, he seemed really annoyed that I even suggested going skating. Which is the whole thing. I don't want to go out and do all these old man things. I want to go out and do things I want to do. I would love to just go to a bar and fucking get wasted and make out with a pretty girl or something. something a 25 year old would do. Instead, I have to pretend like I'm into these old men. I have to pretend like they're the ones that are making me wet and not that I'm just always turned on. I have to sit there and sext with them  pretending to be interested in their boring ass conversation.  I don't mind sleeping with them. it's not my favorite. I would definitely prefer…

Some of them are bad at sex, anyway. Some of them are mean.  Most of them don't give a shit about how I'm enjoying myself. every single one has asked me to give them a blowjob which I fucking hate so much.  blowjobs are not fun to give. porn has completely ruined the men's perception of how much fun it is to give a blowjob.  What is fun, what actually turns me on and is actually a good part of sex, is when you really enjoy your partner's company. when you love every single inch of their body. when you  run your tongue along the shaft, slowly playing with the tip before putting your lips around it,  because you like to see the reaction it has on your partner's face. when I ran my fingers on the inside of his thigh,  hearing his breath Quicken and that little gasp,  the little kisses I would plant on delicate areas.

I'm going to make myself cry again. 

I think about him when I masturbate.

Sure, occasionally someone new enters the picture who really catches my fancy, but he's still always there.  whether I picture him at the beginning, then it changes to someone else at the end, vice versa, or when I'm incredibly horny and picture him and maybe another man teaming up to make me scream in pleasure. He's always there in some capacity.

I don't like to give blowjobs.

And he didn't ask me to.

I did it because I liked him.

because I like to watch him enjoy himself.

because I like to hear him enjoy himself.

because I like the fact that he enjoyed me. 

Total Earned: $1,800

Body Count: 8

Dick Pics: 10

Sex Ranking:

B------

Him

T-----

P------

R--

T------

D--

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