#how to instantly get my attention: “so theres 2 guys that look the same”

[adanaac]

wheel that i spin in my head whenever i have free time

(the wheel of "anime i rewatch instead of watching anything new" is just all of monogatari series)

[cottage-babe]

Bolin x pro-bender!Reader

Masterlist

here... take this bolin headcannon... just take it

i feel like there’s not nearly enough bolin stuff and since i’m almost finished w LOK, i guess ill aid this deficiency :)

also, i just started Book 3, so if theres some things that aren’t right or something, ignore it 

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Bolin HC (during Book 1/Book 2)

so you guys met at (you guessed it) a pro-bending match

you were an Earthbender for the Ba Sing Se Badgermoles, a widely known team because you guys represented such a big city and you guys were actually kinda good

the Badgermoles were constantly interviewed, put on the covers of magazines, and bombarded by fans. The people loved you and your team

and so the day came where the Badgermoles were put up against the Fire Ferrets

you had heard about this team a lot; how they lost a member of the team, then the Avatar, actual master of the elements, filled in that empty space

it honestly took you so long to process

anyways, your team didn’t get the chance to meet the Fire Ferrets before the match; you just threw on all of your gear and made your way to the play area

you saw the Ferrets and instantly saw Avatar Korra, the only girl on the team

honestly, you couldnt see her well, but she was so pretty

anyways

the battle started and the Badgermoles got the advantage pretty quick

you took out their firebender and was working on the earthbender while the rest of team handled the Avatar

the earthbender put up a huge fight, it was so impressive

he even knocked you back a zone, but you recovered and, with a streak of luck, knocked him straight out of the field

you guys won that round

the next round didn’t go so well

the fire ferrets managed to knock all three of you guys off the platform, resulting in a win and a knock out

this meant that the entire match went to the Fire Ferrets

the other members on your team were annoyed and angry, but you weren’t phased too much

after all, Ba Sing Se treated you all extremely nicely, whether you win or not

so after the game, your team found themselves walking through the Fire Ferret’s locker room so you could leave

after your team mates walked past, you stayed behind and talked to one of the Ferrets, the Earthbender

“Hey, you were really good out there.”

you took off your helmet, just like in the movies, and he swore time slowed

he just stood there, completely frozen with his mouth agape

you raised an eyebrow at his antics and it wasn’t until Avatar Korra slapped him on the back that he came back to

“You- good- were good, uh im- im Bolin.”

you just laughed at Bolin and smiled 

“My names Y/n”

you walked up close to him, noses inches apart

“And next time, we won’t lose.”

he just gulped and nodded him head

you turned and walked out, laughing quietly to yourself

the interaction boosted your mood up exponentially

anyways timeskip to when their looking for the airbenders

you were just chilling in Ba Sing Se in the upper ring

you and your team were given super nice houses since you were the city’s pride and joys

then suddenly, you see Bolin and his brother walking around calling for someone

“Bolin? is that you?”

that boy turned around so fast

he blushed so brightly when he saw you and kinda looked at his brother for help

“well, well, what are the Fire Ferrets doing in my city? you know.. i’ve been dying for a rematch!”

you were only joking of course

you knew that their team had broken up after the year you met Bolin

not that you were keeping tabs on their team

of course

“yeah not right now, we’re looking for someone” his brother said

“oh? need some help?”

it took some time to convince Mako, the brother, but eventually you annoyed him enough to let you join

you were all walking through the upper ring looking for some kid named Kai, but you weren’t really paying attention

you maybe, kinda, might only be there so you could hang out with Bolin

from what you had heard (once again, you definitely weren’t searching for info), Bolin was an outgoing, loud guy

now he was quieter than a mouse

“So, i heard you were making movers now. What, getting tired of being a Pro-Bender?”

“Huh? No. I still play! I’m just doing this until the season starts...”

you were visibly happier after hearing that

you had thought that acting was going to be his permanent thing from now on

but still one thing plagued your mind

“And whats that princess girlfriend of yours gonna think about it? Ginger, I think her name was.”

Spirits you had done wayyyy too much research on this man

to be fair, you didn’t think you���d see him ever again

he blushed and stuttered out something about how they weren’t really dating, how it was a publicity stunt, blah blah

you weren’t really paying attention because after hearing his availability, you decided that today was the day you were gonna make a move on him

if it fails, then you don’t really have much to worry about; he lives in an entirely different city and you would only have to see him once a year

but if it succeeds; ohohohoh you’d finally get to live out your crush

the pros really outweighed the cons right now

so you guys searched for Kai for a while more

you decided that you were going to make some subtle hints toward Bolin

you let your hand brush against his a couple times, but never really looked up to see his reaction

then, you guys found Kai

he was stealing some old guy’s money by... airbending? why does this day just keep getting weirder?

so you guys chase him down an the streets and eventually follow him onto a train

unfortunately, he tricks you and sends you guys all the way to the lower ring 

you used to live here when you were younger, before you became a Pro-Bender, and it wasn’t a nice place

only now, it seemed to have gotten worse

all of you tried to find a way to get on a train back to the upper ring, but none of you had your passports or any money

if only you hadn’t left your house in such a hurry

you even tried to pull the “im a Pro-Bender!” card, but it didnt work

so you guys stayed on the streets for the day

Bolin was really trying to lighten the situation up, but it wasn’t really working 

“C’mon guys! Korra will realize that we’re gone and then come rescue us! I know it!”

she did not come

eventually, they had to find a place to sleep and no where was letting the stay for free

so they found a place in an alley and slept on the floor

yup, the dirty floor

you were not used to this

you almost wanted to stay up for the whole night to avoid sleeping on the ground, but Bolin assured her that it wasn’t as bad as it seemed

it was

“mmm here! you can use my jacket.”

he took off his jacket and laied it out on the floor neatly before gesturing for you to lay there

you hesitated for a second before sitting, not really putting up much of a fight because of how tired you were

Mako was already asleep somewhere across the alley and Bolin began gathering up some papers to use as blanket

then he found a spot somewhere away from you and started to settle down

“hey Bolin? do you maybe wanna share the jacket?”

he looked up so quickly and even the soft light from the lamp post caught his blush

“uhh sure”

and so he came over and laid halfway on the jacket so that you could take up most of it

he even offered you some of his picked up trash to use as a blanket, but you grimaced at the grossness and shook your head

you turned away from him, not wanting to be too overwhelmed by his proximity, so you didn’t notice that Bolin was staring at you

before you could completely fall asleep, a cool breeze burst threw the alley way and you began to shiver

maybe you should’ve accepted his paper

“hey Y/n you awake?”

since you were currently bouncing between consciousness, you decided not to answer

you feel him scoot closer

“okay please dont be mad at me when you wake up”

then you felt his arm cover your cold skin and warm you instantly

Spirits, he should be a firebender with how warm he was

you scooted back to meet his chest and let him envelope you

you fell asleep so quick

both of you woke up to Mako above you speaking loudly

“hey lovebirds, wake up”

since you already know of the position you were in, you didn’t really jump back with the surprise that Bolin had

“S-Sorry Y/n! You just looked so cold last night that I-” 

“its fine Bolin” you smiled at him “and thank you”

spirits he was so cute

and so you guys went on with the day, thinking about stealing food, then meeting their long lost family

it was such a nice reunion

they talked a bit about their family history, but since you felt out of place, you settled for playing with the babies on the floor

you bended little toys out of rocks and watched as some tried the same

it was so cute

meanwhile, Bolin was having a little dilemma

he and Mako had just finished having a heartfelt conversation with his Grandma and now he walks out here to see you playing with little babies and laughing with them

you were just so cute

“you know she likes you too right?”

“huh?! what- staring? im not staring.”

Mako just sighed because wow his baby brother is so dumb

“just talk to her before we leave Ba Sing Se”

and so they got their passports and left to the Upper Ring

you were so excited to go back home and sleep in a real bed

but you had one more thing to do before all of that

“So uh Bolin”

“So uh Y/n”

you guys spoke at the same time

“Oh! you can go first”

once again at the same time

“listen Y/n, I think you’re really pretty and super strong, like you could beat me up if you wanted to and i think thats really cool.” *cue your confused stare* “um anyways what I meant to say was, I think I’m about to fight the queen of Ba Sing Se and if I make it out alive, do you think we could hang out? like just us two?”

you decided to ignore some parts of what he said because umm you can only handle so many things at once

you settled for kissing his cheek and confessing too

you went back home so excited

even tho your crush was about to commit treason <3

aww the two of you are so cute I can’t

[your-local-bnha-writer]

Hello ur my favorite account😭! Can I request a HC with Tanaka, Noya, Tsuki, & Kageyama where u guys are dating but at a tournament, u run into ur ex boyfriend ( who is a huge douchebag) and is saying a bunch of garbage about u? How would they react? , how would it impact their playing style cause get this- karasuno is playing against ur ex boyfriends team🤭🤭🤭🤭

jealous bfs tanaka, noya, tsukki kags,

hey I’m gonna mash these two requests! I hope you enjoy this was a lot of fun to write!

also favourite account?? me?? 🥺🥺

➣ characters included : tanaka, noya, tsukki, kageyama (separately) x fem!reader

➣ headcannons

➣ warning : a lot of swearing 😳 like there’s a lot, your jerk ex talking crap, scary bfs

ryūnosuke tanaka

- karasuno had made it to the nationals, and right before their game against Tsubakihara, lil ol Tanaka had to use the bathroom

- a horrible decision really, just ask hinata

- he walks in and hears your trash ex talking crap abt you

“Yeah, can you believe it? I saw my ex here, Y/n. I think she’s the manager for her team? Karasuno. Is she really that desperate for attention from other guys?”

- Tanaka is p i s s e d like, no one gets to talk about his precious love without experiencing the wrath from Ryūnosuke Tanaka

- So mans just straight up walks to your ex, “gently” taps him on the shoulder to get his attention, and starts defending your honour

“Y/n? Y/n L/n? The most beautiful, gorgeous, precious girl in the world? That Y/n?”

“Uh, yeah? Who are y—”

“Hi I’m the new boyfriend, and let me just tell you...”

- Tanaka goes oFF he’s not letting this douche bag of an ex get his way, he straight up just goes on a 2 hours speech about how perfect you were

- and how much of a douche your ex was

- Eventually, Hinata finds Tanaka in the bathroom (since his stomach was actin up lol) and goes to alert the other guys + you

- So, the whole gang is here, Daichi and Suga have to drAG Tanaka away from your ex while Noya hypes him up

- You have to calm him down and ask him why the hell he was yelling at someone in the bathroom

“Your ex was talking shit about you, I’m not just gonna let them do that”

- You’re immediately like 🥺🥺 Tanakaaaa you didn’t have to do that omg I love you sm

- When it’s finally time play these guys Tanaka is surprisingly calm, like it’s actually terrifying

- Oh and you bet Tanaka’s going all out he is on fire, he’s landing every spike and you can practically hear the impact on it

- Right after he lands a spike he celebrates with his team and stares directly at your ex who’s shooketh 😳

“Yeah take that! You regret breaking up with Y/n now?”

“Tanaka stOoOoP omg—”

- After Karasuno wins he gives you the most passionate kiss, in front of your ex and you pull away blushing

- Your ex just rolls his eyes and goes to pack up with his team while Tanaka’s looking all smug and Noya’s hyPED

yuu nishinoya

- The boys were getting ready for the match against Johzenji, and were just doing some basic warmups

- You had to help Kyoko and Yachi with something so you weren’t in the gym at the moment

- But your asshole of an ex was talking shit about you, very loudly 😳 and very obnoxiously too

- This mf, instead of practicing and doing fricken warmups, he’s talking crap abt you, and you weren’t even in the vicinity!

- But your boyfriend was, oh and he heard everything, every single word that came out of you ex’s mouth

“Pfft yeah she’s still annoying as ever, not surprised she’s dating the dude that’s 5’2”

- Ohh big mistake bud, not only did you insult his perfect Gf, but his height as well? Like dang pick one or the other dude

- So, Noya can’t take it anymore he’s been holding back bc he’s supposed to be warming up for the game but at this point he just couldn’t

- He straight up runs over to the other side of the gym to knock some sense into the jerk

- Tanaka follows not to stop him (although he is a bit worried 😳) but to hype him up bc that’s his best friend’s gf you don’t get to do that

- Asahi is scared shitless so Ennoshita has to keep the horny tornado in check, while Suga is conflicted

“What the hell did you say? Don’t you dare insult Y/n again! This is why she left your sorry ass! Who are you talk shit about my beautiful girlfriend I’ll fight you right now—”

- Ahem well, as you can see he’s very pissed off and uh he ends up getting scolded by coach Ukai

- except at the very end of him scolding he gives noya a few pointers on how to defend your gf without showing bad sportsmanship

- You witness the whole thing and just go up to Noya to calm him down a little

“Thank you, but you didn’t have to go off like that,”

“Yeah I did, Im not letting that douche talk shit about my crazy hot girlfriend”

- noya stop this isn’t the time 😳🥵

- During the game he is extremely focused and there’s this terrifying aura that’s escaping him

- Like Asahi might actually shit his pants just standing next to him

- Karasuno absolutely destroys Johzenji bc Noya is not letting that ball drop on their side of the court

- After the game, like Tanaka Noya straight up kisses you in front of your ex, leaving you a blushing mess as Noya gives him a smug look

kei tsukishima

- aHEM um, alright get ready folks bc this is a scary one

- So it’s Kagugawa vs Karasuno and Yamaguchi is sort of wandering around with Hinata right before the game probably to try and cool their nerves 💀💀

- When they hear your someone talking abt you

“My ex is here we’re vs her team, I know yeah, she’s probably so annoying”

- Dude Yamaguchi and Hinata have never ran faster in their entire lives, they immediately go to tsukki and it’s just a scream fest

“TSUKKI THERES SOMEONE TALKING ABT Y/N!”

“yeAH!! and he was all like ‘she’s probably so annoying’”

“mHM AND—”

“okay I think I got it, where are they?”

- shits about to go down, when Tsukki gets mad, he doesn’t lose is cool, instead he keeps a level head and strategize on how to completely destroy his opponent

- so Yams and Hinata drag him to where your ex was and point him out, and he’s stILL on the phone

“Mhm, yeah she’s super annoying”

- Oh Tsukki is pissed off, he has this intimidating aura coming from him as he approaches the dude that’s shitting on you

“You’re the ex? Yikes...😬”

- Tsukki will wait for what he has to say and the whole time he just has the biggest smirk on his face, like it’s about to go down

- Yams and Sho are hyped uP but they’re waiting behind the door bc they’re babies and they’re scared

- Mm Tsukki does not hold back, he straight up roasts this dudes ass, mans just releases all the salt that’s stored in him

“Mhm yeah, that’s pretty pathetic”

“Heh lame”

“Wow...I can’t believe she really dated you”

- Yeah that’s not that much salt

- Tanaka find the three of them in the bathroom and as much as he wants Tsukki to keep going, they have to get ready for the game

- During the game, your ex tries to spike and he’s instantly shut down my Tsukki and his 6’3 ass, It’s quite hilarious 😌

- Anyways, Tsukki blocks your ex every single time wiTH A SMIRK, mans is not holding back on this bitch

- He says it’s bc he was predictable

- Later, Karasuno beats Kagugawa and Tsukki hardcore glares at your ex like it’s pretty scary since Tsukki is one to act all sassy rather than mad when he gets irritated

“You don’t talk shit about her, ever”

- SUDHDJD DAMN TSUKKI CHILLL

- You watch all of this happen and you immediately ask your boyfriend if something was wrong bc you’re a tad bit worried

“We just had a disagreement that’s all”

“uHH YEAH RIGHT TSUKKI WENT OFF EARLIER IN THE BATHROOM—”

tobio kageyama

- Um another scary bitch please do not talk trash about his gf when he’s around

- He’s probably filing his nails away from his team bc he needs his peace and quiet and doesn’t wanna get bullied by Hinata and Tsukki

- When he hears a guy talking very loudly to his friend, now usually he’d ignore them or move spots but like this dude is talking abt you

- So, he stays for a bit and listens to what he has to say. Who even is this dude? Why does he know you? Why is talking to loud like please shut the f—

“Pfft yeah my ex is here with her volleyball team, I talked to her earlier and oh my god she’s exactly the same when I first dated her”

- I’m not sure if that’s a roast sorry I’m bad at these

- Oh now Kags is pissed, see he was already a little irked that this jerk was your ex but he was also talking trash abt you? Nahh

- He throws his nail file on the ground and stomps right up to this douche to smack some sense in him

“Yeah she’s hella annoy—”

“Why don’t you shut the fuck up?”

“Who tf—”

- So Kageyama is also unusually “calm” about the whole situation which makes it even more terrifying

- Kageyama will most likely go off and tell this dude that he has no business talking abt his gf like that

- he’ll focus more on dissing the dude and let me tell you this dude’s roasts h u r t

- like his insults are like 90% swear words

“goblin lookin ass”

“long titty no nipple lookin ass”

“get outta here you abominable fuck waffle”

- Imagine this scary ass dude coming up to you, telling you to shut the fuck up, then realizing this is Tobio Kageyama, The King of the Court, the incredible setter that has precise aim, the 2nd half of the freak duo, going off on how you should stfu abt his gf

- oh and you’re facing him on your next game

- and he absolutely obliterates your sorry ass

- his sets are perfect, he blocks every single fuckin spike you make, and when you think he’s going setting to #10 think again bc he will do a setter dump

- basically he’s on fire and tear the other team to shreds it’s kind of scary actually, hinata was sweating buckets when kageyama served since he looked so terrifying at the moment

- after the game, kageyama would want to leave immediately he doesn’t want to see your ex anymore

“You doing okie? Did something happen with you and him before the game?”

“Yep, but it’s nothing don’t worry about it”

- kags you have that creepy smile again stop you’re scaring y/n

[rhywhitefang]

Blank Rune + Inner Shadow characters ranked by how much you can trust them to babysit your children

Mary Poppins is seething in envy:

- Avery; Hugger of children and literal angel. There’s no better option. No, you cannot change my mind. Your children will come back, happy, safe, and goth. They will form an unbreakable bond devils bargain of friendship

- Jademis: Smart, responsible, and nice. What better qualities for someone to take care of your kids? Not only is she capable, she actually cares about doing her job AND she will probably help your kids with their math homework also.

- Coal: Obviously an amazing choice. Not only does he have common sense and makes responsible choices, they are also fun! I can also see Coal really liking kids which makes him great for this.

- Caravel: On her own? God tier, no question. She takes her job incredibly seriously, gets attached to the kids immediately, and will defend them with her life. She will give them great food but also be responsible and also the kids will love her. Her taste in men is not her fault!

- Kester: He is literally a dad. The only reason why he’s ranked lowest in this tier is for slight overprotective tendencies, but you know what? That’s also a good thing. He would also LOVE tormenting your little ones with his dad jokes :)

- Idokras: This is a really protective person who is really enthusiastic and will do anything to keep them safe. Fun, but also strict enough to discipline them without being too harsh. The kids will have a great time!

Great tier:

- Acorn: Nice, smart, and full of great advice. Has kind of a hands-off approach which is why he’s not in the first tier, but overall a very solid choice.

- Fatima: Why is Fatima so low, you ask? She is across both stories the character with the most solid moral compass.She is responsible. She cares about their safety and wants them to be not traumatised. Perfect! But on her own, she is a bit awkward and “no fun” around kids. However!! If Oxyll joins her the pair of them instantly move up to God tier. 

- Astrid: Astrid is amazing! I don’t even have anything negative to say that put her down, she’s all around great! No complaints! Just not so extraordinary as to put her any higher, but if you chose her as your babysitter, your kids will have fun and learn some wilderness skills.

- Soleya: Probably already makes mad cash babysitting. Smart, responsible, snarky. Shame she’s not the biggest fan of children.

- Sora: Sora is a literal angel. An actual disney princess. A precious flower who is soft and nice and will take good care of your children. She can be a bit of a pushover though!

- Rhy: Canonically a great babysitter. Fun, good with children, and just all around a charmer. Maybe not the great role model, but I’ll doubt you’ll have any complaints about him. 

Decent enough:

- Oxyll: Also dad energy, but lesser efficiency than Kester. He’s more oblivious, and way less of a grip on the kids. He’s fine, but definitely not the best. Again, though, if you combine his powers with Fatima, they become god tier together. 

- Skipio: Decent enough, responsible, and will do his damnest to keep your little ruffians out of trouble. He’s gonna be strict with them, too - which is also his downside. Your kids won’t want them back.

- Tave: He’s doing his best! He’s trying! Who knows, maybe he can work himself up the tier list. For now he’s getting an E for effort. 

- Kain: A good boy! He’ll try to look out for them, but also, he’s very stupid, so emphasis on “try”

- Pan: I don’t think he’s really a “kids” kinda guy, and probably won’t know what to do with them. Still, he’ll try his best to keep them alive. 

- Agnes: Honestly, considering the fact that she’s like, what? 14? This is hella impressive. A responsible girl! I’m very proud of her!

- June: Your kids will love her! She’ll let them ride on her motorcycle, stay up past 2 am, and let them eat as many cookies as they want!

Meh Tier

- Lyn Amara: Completely uninterested in your brats. I guess if you paid her, she’d pay attention though. 

- Ash: Can be bribed into doing a good job, and depending on the kid might also grow attached enough to do it out of their own volution, but they might also not bother.

- Blake: He just wants to sit in his barrel, bro.

- Anianno: His honor demands him that he protects him from threats and he’ll definitely run head first at any large animal that tries to attack them. 

- Tilly: Stimulate your childrens creativity! Teach them valuable life lessons! Repeat after me: Murder is okay :)

- Laure: I mean, she *might* sacrifice them to her death cult but I feel like she’d be responsible about it, yaknow?

- Wren: That’s a bit too much responsibility for our anxious little bean. They will try their best though!

You Might as well have left them alone

- Allen: This is the same as leaving them alone.

- Swift: Will probably get distracted & overhwlemed. 

- Copper: Anxious chihuaha. Will cry. 

- Jakob: Oh boy... probably not the greatest idea. I mean, he’ll try his best, but I can’t see this going too well. Maybe they can write sad poetry together?

- Finn: He does nothing for them and might accidentally... drop them.

- Elvin: He’s a baby but at least not actively completely irresponsible, and has some physical capabilities? He’s really dumb tho.

- Phillip: He will ditch them half way through the night to go fight and/or make out with his boyfriend

- Prion: Too busy staring at himself in the mirror.

- Lexa: Herself a baby and also has no concept of fear or danger. Don’t.

- Kyra: Might steal their arms... but eh, too small. 

- Barnacle: Looking at his intentions and general vibe, it’s great! He is a soft cuddly sweetheart, who I can totally see liking children. He’s also a mess and a disaster and a huge pushover. Also, what do kids eat again? Here have some uhhhhhh...... leaves from outside?

Just.... Bad:

- Delta: Do you want your kids babysat by a cat?

- Liam: I mean... look at the job he did with June. He kept her alive and fed, I guess. So, congrats on achieving the bare minimum, but he’s definitely not getting any awards here. And theres you know, him being an evil shithead.

- Midas: As irresponsible as they get and also kind of a shithead. There’s a chance he might use your child as a football. 

- Mikash: He is baby, dont give him this kind of responsibility!

- Arna + Firmin: The irresponsible children squad. Why would you let them babysit your irresponsible children??

- Dareios: Canonical child hater and overall horrible person. The only reason he’s not in the shit tier is that if you payed him, your children will survive. He will treat them horribly though.

KEEP THEM AWAY FROM THE BABIES

- Artemisia: Well she might kill the kids, but unlike the rest of the people in this tier, here your kids might have a chance of survival ‘cause Misi is not that interested in them and might ignore them and do something else instead.

- Rubin: trash garbage man who will misuse your kids as “squires” for his fucked up murder tournaments

- “Ethan”: Almost the absolutel worst option. He is a terrible influence. We remind the reader that when Caravel asked him to get something to eat for the kids, he brought chips and alcohol. Awful role model, and thats not even getting into the fact that he literally murdered the two children in his care. Might not even keep your kids alive if you pay him!

- Esca: No :(

[horansqueen]

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I'll try to keep this short. YOU&ME has ended, and it was a big part of the last few years of my life (along with AM Conversations). It'll probably always be my favorite and best story but that doesnt mean i want to stop writing.

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NOTES: 

all the ideas are AU. 

 #2 #8 and #9 will include a few of the 1D boys. 

despite the title, #4 is a Niall fic

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1- UNPREDICTABLE

They haven't seen each other since high school and they hadn't missed each other at all. In fact, they never really could stand each other. Her, a bit of a rebel, listening to punk music, searching for trouble whenever she could... and him, the good boy, popular and loved by everyone, who could rarely be seen without his guitar. It's been a few years already but not many things had changed and they still didn't have anything in common... except one thing. Both of them aspired to become famous with their music. With a twist of fate, they end up in each other's lives again and if they can put aside their resentment for one another, maybe they could bring something incredibly precious to each other. But nothing has ever been uncertain.

This is the story of two opposite persons who share a burning passion that may slowly bring them closer... or make the hatred they already feel for each other even more intense.

2- D.N.A. (daddies now available)

The test was positive. I was pregnant. The problem was, I didn’t know who the father was. It could be my ex boyfriend Liam, his best friend Niall or my best friend Louis. Or maybe it could be that boy I randomly had sex with, Harry... I had no idea and I was not going to find out soon.¸

All I knew was I had to tell four boys that there was a possibility for them to be a daddy in less than a year. Can you just imagine their reaction?

Contrary to all expectations, they accepted their fates.. somehow. And no matter who his daddy was, “little human” was going to get a lot of attention from a lot of men. Exactly like me.

This is my pregnancy story. And it was just the beginning of a long journey.

3- MEANT TO BE

When they first met, Louis was all *MAIN GIRL* ever wanted. However, a decade later the high school sweethearts had change and she felt like most of the sparkles she once had were now gone. Then she met Niall and it clicked instantly and intensely and since then, they’ve been seeing each other in secret, lying to their whole entourage about the nature of their relationship. Feelings started to grow, things started to change, and maybe, just maybe, it’s meant to be. Or maybe not.

A tale of broken hearts, unforgettable love and many… way too many lies.

4- LIVING WITH LOUIS TOMLINSON

Call me Queen Catastrophe. I lost my job, my boyfriend, my best girl friend and my apartment on the same day. Just a little friday afternoon like all the others, right?

Thank god, my best friend Louis was there to save the day. Nothing unusual. I was supposed to crash at his apartment for one night and then walk on my pride and go back to my parents to admit how much of a failure I really am.

However, Louis had other plans : he wanted me to move in with him. That’s when my story really starts. Mutual feelings, drunken sex, grocery shopping, fights that end up with porcelain thrown around the kitchen (I’m an intense person, I know) but most of all, his best guy friend stealing his (our, now) couch at least 5 nights a week.

I despise Niall Horan with all my heart. Him and his stupid charm, his flirty smile and his hands that always ended up in places they shouldn’t. He was threatening to come between Louis and I. He was slowly taking more space in our apartment… and in my heart.

Fuck, I hate Niall Horan with a passion.

5- FOR YOUR LOVE

After months of trying to get pregnant, Niall and his long-time girlfriend found out she was sterile. The news obviously shook their relationship and sparked a few arguments but after a long discussion, they found only one solution : hire a surrogate mother. As days go by, Niall's relationship gets harder and harder to save, and his connection with the surrogate mother of his child becomes tighter. Soon, he gets caught in feelings he can't explain and definitely can't understand. But life is not as easy as just following your feelings.

A story of unsettling feelings, confusing relationships, a deep and strong connection but mostly, decisions impossible to make. Can this really end well?

6- DATING FOR DUMMIES

*MAIN GIRL* has tried blind dates, dating apps, and speed dating to find her soulmate with no good result. Niall has tried pretty much the same without much more success. With all the bizarre, creepy and incompatible persons they meet, they're so close to give up on love until they meet each other through a friend. After a bottle of wine and a long discussion, they start thinking that maybe they were the problem, and that they're too dumb for dating. That's when they decide to make a list of what they individually want and need on a first date and finally decide to try it together. Unfortunately, things rarely go as planned and they will both realize that feelings can't be controlled.

When all else fails, the solution will always be to follow your heart.

7- THE BREAK-UP PLAN

*MAIN GIRL* and Niall's relationship had started when they had barely entered their teenager years. Now, over 10 years later, they feel like something is missing. They didn't know anything else besides each other and it had to change. They still planned on spending forever together but their lack of experiences and mistakes seemed to be an obstacle between them.

They agreed on  break that was not really a break. for six whole months, they would be able to do whatever they wanted to do with whoever they wanted to. Going to parties, leaving for a whole weekend with friends without giving any news, dating and even screwing whoever they wanted, nothing was out of reach.

They only had one rule : honesty. Every friday night, they'd meet and spend the whole night together, talking, making out or just cuddling until they'd fall asleep, to make sure their love was preserved.

Unfortunately, things rarely go as planned and seeing the person you love the most in the world be happy without you is something almost impossible to accept.

A story about angry tears, painful jealousy, sweet sweet revenge and realizing who your real soulmate is. Watch out, it's gonna hurt.

8- HOT MESS

*MAIN GIRL* has always been a bit of a rebel who didn't really care about much. She just enjoyed life the way she wanted to and never really paid attention to anything else. If she wanted something, she did everything she could to get it, no matter who she'd hurt in the process. After a few years away from her hometown, family and friends, she finally comes back to realize that a lot of things have changed. Jumping in her twin brother Liam's life without being invited, she's about to make a mess of everything he had made so much effort to build by flirting with every single one of his friends without any shame. She's not looking for a relationship, she's just looking to have some fun and break a few hearts... but perhaps, she's about to make a mess of her own heart.

Sometimes, you play the game and some other very rare times, the game plays you.

9- 15 Complicated Rules

I have no idea how I got into this mess but somehow, I ended up with 4 different fuck buddies. I thought I was going crazy until I made a strict schedule of the days and time I would see them, and wrote down a few rules I had to respect myself. A useful guide to manege my 4 fuck friends. Monday for my ex boyfriend, tuesday for my co-worker, wednesday for my old best friend and thursday for a family friend. It could work, right?

I've never been much of an organised person but I honestly thought I could make this work. Everything went as planned for a few months until I broke one rule after the other. That's when I knew I was in deep shit. These are my 15 complicated rules to have fuck buddies. And this is the story of my downfall and the incredible mess I put myself into. After all, rule 15 was 'Never Fall In Love' and I guess that's something I couldn't control, even if I wanted to.

10- DISCONNECTED

When *MAIN GIRL* switches college to finally follow her dreams, she was ready to face anything and everything that would come her way. After all, she had been through so much already, right? The problem was, she didn't expect to be stuck in a room with someone who gets on her last nerves because of a paperwork mistake. Despite trying to find an other place to live or spend her time talking to the administration, she had to face the fact that this situation wouldn't change for a few months. Niall knew how to piss her off and he clearly abused that superpower, doing anything and everything he can to annoy the most pretentious and stuck-up person he had ever met. Perhaps fate is having a good laugh, because they seem to get stuck together way more often than not, but it's not until they let down their defense that they will see who the other really is... if that ever happens.

Apparently, some people are in your life to teach you something and make you grow. Perhaps, if you take the time to listen to them and open up to them, your karmic soulmate can turn into your twin flame... or not.

11- NEW ANGEL

When *MAIN GIRL 1* breaks up with Niall, he takes it harder than he thought he would, realizing in the process all the feelings he had for her. After a few weeks locked by himself in his room, his friends take him out on a crazy night and he decides he needs someone else, if only to get over the girl he loves. That’s when he meets *MAIN GIRL 2* and bring her back home.  However, on the next morning, he realizes he doesn't want her to leave, and that despite the feelings he has for *main girl 1*, he could definitely develop something with *main girl 2*. Everything is going amazingly well for a few weeks until what Niall never thought would happen actually happens : *main girl 1* calls him to tell him she regrets leaving him. Now confused and stressed, Niall is going to have to make a choice between the girl he thought he'd spend his life with, and a girl he just met that makes his heart race. And he's going to get help on his journey from someone he would never have thought of.

A story about making choices, creating connections, messy hearts and confusing emotions.

(i have many ideas for this one but i dont want to give everything away!)

[barnesandrogersfanfics]

Saving Grace - Part 3

Summary: Steve leaves you and your son to go back to Peggy unaware your pregnant.

Your heartbroken and struggling without Steve until Bucky Barnes steps up to help you out. With you and Bucky growing closer everyday will he be your saving Grace?

(Takes place after The Avengers defeat Thanos and people lost in the snap are back).

A/N -Sorry summary sucks! If i say too much it will give things away! 💜

(3 months later)

I was sat on one of the sun loungers in the back yard with Wanda as we watched Bucky and Sam running around after Harrison while Clint was working away at the BBQ.

"You seem happier sweetheart" Wanda said rolling her head to the side to look at me.

"I feel a lot better, its still tough but I'm getting there" i told her truthfully smiling as i watched Bucky scoop up Harrison making him laugh loudly.

"Having Bucky around looks like its helped a lot"

"His been great...."

"But?"

"Its just...." i could feel the heat rise to my cheeks and shifted in my seat.

"Just spit it out!"

"My hormones are going crazy!"

"Okay....." she looked confused and shook her head waiting for me to explain.

"Im horny all the time!!" I whispered to her "and he walks around looking like that..." i nodded my head over to where Bucky was now rolling around the grass with Harrison climbing on him, both of them laughing.

"Get him lil man!" Sam was encouraging Harrison as he stood laughing at the two of them.

"Like what? Its not like his naked Y/N" Wanda chuckled clearly thinking I'm loosing mind.

"Okay, you don't think this is real..... take a look"

"You mean you want me to use my powers on you?"

"Its the only way you'll get what i mean"

I could see the red wisps appear around Wanda's fingers and creep over to me, her eyes glowing red and then she gasped sitting back in her seat a little breathless.

"Wow! Thats..... intense"

"I told you!!"

"Hey doll.... you okay?" Bucky asked marching towards us, i let out a whimper at the way he strutted towards me.... i was about ready to throw myself at him i swear to god.

"Hmmm im fine, why?"

"I saw Wanda using her magic on you...."

"Oh that was nothing, just girl stuff" i shrugged holding my hand up "help me up would you i need to pee"

"Of course" he smiled taking my hand and easily pulling me up to my feet.

"Thanks, if im like this now what am i gonna be like by the end!" I moaned as i walked into the house.

On my way back outside i saw Sam in the kitchen grabbing more beers, he gave me a smile as soon as he saw me.

"Hey mama, you want anything?"

"Id love a beer" i said pouting at the fact i couldn't drink.

"How about a soda?"

"Fine! Always gotta ruin my fun Sammy"

As i walked over to grab my soda from Sam and help him with the beers he pulled me in for a hug.

"You doing okay?" He asked quietly placing a kiss to the top of my head.

"Im doing better, theres still alot anger there but im trying my best to push it aside" i admitted to the man who had been like a brother to me since the day i met him, it was always so easy to talk to Sam "i've gotta put Harrison and the baby first. My anger towards 'he who wont be named' isn't going to help anyone, so whats the point?"

"Your a better person than me Y/N"

"Its not gonna do me any good, it wont make him come back to us, he had his life with Peggy just like he always wanted. Even if that meant leaving us behind"

"If he wasn't so old i'd punch him in the face for you i promise"

"Haha get in line darlin, Wanda would be out for blood and Bucky.... well i think he would channel his inner Winter Soldier" i chuckled as i stepped out of Sams arms to grab the drinks.

"You and Bucky seem to be getting close"

"Sam..... don't start" i shook my head knowing where this was going "we're just friends, his helping me with Harrison...."

"It'd be okay if there WAS something there though I'm just saying" he held up his hands "i hate to admit this but Bucky is a good guy"

"I know he is, believe me i know"

"So whats the problem?"

"Erm how about the fact I'm pregnant by his best friend?" I said with wide eyes, it should have been the obvious reason!

"Well actually IM his best friend now since old man Rogers turned up"

"Erghhh you know what i mean! Stop making this weird!" I grabbed the drinks and headed outside away from the conversation.

"Hey, everything okay? I was gonna come looking for you you were gone that long" Wanda asked looking concerned.

"Yeah fine, just chatting with Sam"

"About anything exciting?"

"Nope" i replied popping the P as i shook my head and took my seat again.

"Mama!" Harrison said running over wanting to climb into my lap.

"Hey baby" i picked him up and his little arms held me round my shoulders as he buried his head in my neck "awww is someone sleepy" i smiled running my hand over his blonde hair "did Uncle Bucky wear you out bud?"

I felt Harrison nod his head and heard Wanda chuckle....2 minutes later he was fast asleep.

"Sweetboy just wanted his mama" Wanda said smiling as she looked at Harrison "i still can't believe you have a son and that i missed so much"

"I know me too Wan, at least you'll get to witness everything with this one" i said looking down at my almost 6 month bump.

"Oh Y/N i cant wait! Im so excited"

"Hey Wan, how would you feel about being in the delivery room with me when i have her?..... you don't have to only i really don't wanna do it alone"

"Are you being serious??? You would want me there??"

"Of course! Your my best friend"

"I would be honoured!"

"Thanks, your the best".

"Ladies foods ready" Clint called over and Wanda shot up and rushed over to grab something, i stayed where i was not wanting to disturb Harrison.

"Here, grabbed you a cheeseburger" Bucky suddenly appeared holding out the burger, it smelt like heaven and made me smile instantly.

"Bucky Barnes you are the best!" I beamed making grabby hands towards the plate he held.

"Here i'll swap you.... let me take Harrison while you eat"

"Thanks" i smiled up at him accepting the plate, then I watched as Bucky carefully took Harrison. He rubbed his back soothingly when he stirred a little bit but Harrison cuddled up to Bucky, his face buried against Buckys neck.

"Do you want me to go put him in bed?"

"If you don't mind that would be great, could you grab the monitor from his dresser please on your way out?"

"Sure thing doll, be right back" he smiled at me before heading inside.

"Bucky is so good with Harrison" i heard Wanda say, i turned round to see she was back in her seat with a plate full of food a huge smile on her face.

"He is, I'm glad Harrison has him around. Ever since Ste... HE left, i worry about the effect it will have on Harrison" i admitted "his okay right?.... i mean his young...."

"His fine i promise you, he has the best mommy in the world. Not to mention a kick ass aunt and uncles who love him so much"

"Id be lost without you guys".

"We'll we're not going anywhere so you have nothing to worry about".

The following couple of days felt a bit off between Bucky and me after our friends had been constantly commenting on how close we had been getting, i started to panic and distance myself.

I wasn't blind, obviously i could see how attractive Bucky was but with my hormones all over the place.... it wasn't a good idea to even think about it. Plus he was Steve's BEST FRIEND!!

"Hey" i heard Bucky call out as he opened the front door.

"Hey Buck" i called back from the kitchen where i was making dinner. Bucky came into kitchen dropping his bag in the corner before walking over to Harrison to say hello.

"everything okay at the compound?"

"Same old, Secretary Ross is still against Sam taking on the shield" he said as he come to grab a bottle of water from the fridge "their pressing for this new guy Walker to take on the Captain America mantle"

"Of course they are, they want someone they can control" i rolled my eyes. Ross had always hated that Steve did his own thing, he wouldn't let them decide who he could or couldn't help and Sam was just the same.

"The guy seems like a punk not gonna lie"

"Sounds about right, probably their golden boy"

"We're fighting it the best we can but its tough" Bucky shrugged, i turned to look at him and noticed he looked exhausted.

"Why don't you go have a shower while i finish dinner, you look tired"

"Sounds good doll, your the best" he smiled and placed a kiss to my temple as he passed like it was the most natural thing in the world for him to do.

At dinner Harrison insisted on sitting next to his Uncle Bucky like always! Something that always made Bucky smile proudly. I loved that he had Bucky around but i couldn't help but think of how Steve was gone.... how could he leave his son so easily!

"Y/N you okay?" Bucky asked getting my attention, i nodded quickly and forced a smile.

"Yeah I'm fine"

"You sure? You've been kinda distant the past couple of days" he said as he wiped Harrison's face over and helped him down from the table.

"Just thinking about some things" i shrugged watching as Harrison run back through to the living room to play with his toys.

"Your nervous..... i can hear your heart racing you know"

"Buck thats not fair...."

"Whats going on? Talk to me"

"Its nothing to worry about"

"Is this about what Sam said the other day at the BBQ?"

"About what?" I asked playing dumb.

"I heard him ask about how close we'd become...."

"His not the only one who's mentioned it, Wanda said something too" i admitted shifting nervously in my seat.

"I see" he nodded sadly "you don't want them thinking theres anything going on with us"

"No! I don't care what they think. Its just.... this is so messed up Bucky"

"If I've over stepped in anyway I'm sorry.... i never meant to make you uncomfortable"

"You haven't i promise, honestly I've been so glad to have you here. I don't know what i would have done without you.... it feels so.... it feels right with you here. It scares me how much i need you around"

"Well I'm not going anywhere" he shrugged "i'll always be here for you and Harrison. Its been so long since i felt like i have a home....and... being here with you and Harrison? Im so happy and i can't remember ever feeling like this"

Bucky suddenly reached over placing his metal hand over mine "I don't know how Steve could ever leave you both. If you were mine id never let you out of my sight"

"Thats because your a good man Bucky Barnes" i smiled turning my hand so i could hold his hand better "after Steve left i was broken hearted you saw me" i scoffed "i didn't think it was possible to get past it let alone feel anything for anyone else..... then you came along"

"Is that a good thing?"

"Yeah" i chuckled "its just the timing.... i mean look at me, Im 6 months pregnant, my emotions are all over the place. I just think if we're even considering being anything more than friends that we need to wait. At least until after the baby....."

"I can wait" he nodded quickly "like i said I'm not going anywhere"

"Okay" i nodded giving him a smile "lets just keep this conversation between us for now, i don't want the others getting involved in this. They mean well but...."

"Their not exactly subtle about it are they?"

"I don't think they know the meaning of the word".

Tag list: @jennmurawski13 @kenzieam @captainchrisstan @s-t-r-i-k-e-us @lets--be-honest

@ms-betsy-fangirl wont let me tag :(

[florathefrog]

will coming out to the party:

Authors note: hopper is alive. Will and el are siblings. El and mike already know. Its a year later. If this gets attention I'll do more of these.

• It happened during a sleep over at Mike's

• It was the usual Friday night thing. Since it was summer they did it a lot more

• They decided to watch Jaws. Will was so excited. He had suggested it and mike said yes instantly

• The order of people getting there went like this:

1. Will was already at Mike's house. They had been hanging already bc will and el were up for a visit. El was with Max somewhere

2. Dustin arrived first, throwing his bike on the lawn. He brought ice cream in his bag. "Hurry put it in the God damn freezer before it melts. My mom spent good money on that thing."

3. Hopper drove max and el to Mike's. They got there looking tired but happy. El had a scratch on her knee from learning to skateboard and max had her nails painted green. They went inside and greeted everyone. Mike and El had decided to just be friends. They still loved each other but in a sibling way. "Wow, I'm always surprised by the new do Will." Max says ruffling his hair. It was cut much nicer now. he blushed a dark red.

4. Lucas showed up late carrying pizza boxes on his handle bars. He was sweaty and excited to watch Jaws.

• Now everyone was there they all got some pizza and settled down for the movie. Will and Mike sat together on the couch. Dustin to the other side. Lucas sat in a chair that he'd pulled away from the table.

• Max and el sat together on the ground.

• el jumped at all the scares and ended up in Max's lap. thank God it was dark or the whole party would notice the bright red tinted in her cheeks

• Dustin screamed and threw the popcorn everywhere

• will watched quietly. very intent. mike watched Will with the same intensity.

• Lucas had already seen Jaws but he enjoyed none the less.

• anyways, when the movie ended everyone laid down in their pajamas. they usually just talked until the early hours. playing truth or dare or would you rather

• they had talked for awhile and everyone was tired. Dustin had already fallen asleep but Lucas shook him up.

• mike returned to his sleeping bag beside Wills after flipping the lights off

• max and El came out of the bathroom trying to maneuver through the still forms. they hopped on the couch and snuggled up

• El didnt mention the fact that will and Mike had their hands interwoven. she could see the hands from the moon light that shone through the window.

• "um..." will cleared his throat "theres something I need to tell you guys." he said it quietly not looking at anyone.

• "okay. what is it willy?" max said. she had taken to using the nickname just to annoy him. she shifted so that she could see will in through the darkness. her arms were wrapped around els waist. both of them looking at will.

• I- um.. I'm- I... uh. I'mGayPleasedontHateme" it came out in a single breath. he tightened his hold on Mike's hand. mike gave a reassuring squeeze and he was pretty sure el was smiling.

• "oh. okay" Lucas said. he scooched over to pat will on the should. "we would never hate you"

• "yeah." max said she was beaming. "I'm really proud of you dude"

• a small short came from Dustin "that's it?"

• will let out a shaky breath nodding his head. he finally looked at all his friends smiling about how great they were. "good night you guys. I love you all" will said and their was a chorus of replies, such as "I know" "who wouldnt?" "we all love you too" "gosh this is so sweet"

• and that's how he came out to the rest of the party

[lobster-peach]

The Girls Bathroom

•••

Part 1

Part 2 -

This is a short story I wrote for my 10th grade creative writing class and I thought I'd share:)

*trigger warnings*

Eating disorders

Mental disorders

Drug/alcohol use

Violence

Child predator/abuse mention

Implied suicide

Another night without sleep. It’s growing less uncommon now. I’ve taken so many things to help me sleep, you’d be surprised that something hasn’t worked by now.

My window is open. I’ve always  liked it that way. It lets the night time air into my room, and it fills my lungs with the sweetest scent, that if it were bottled, I would keep it on me at all times. I’d be the girl people would ask what perfume I was wearing. I’d be the one they complimented. I’d be the one they talked to, in an admiring way. 

The smell reminds me of my childhood home. It reminds me of the smell of a thick and damp forest. It reminds me of the silent happy times. I let the night breeze create ripples in my curtains. 

And It’s peaceful. 

It’s peaceful to watch a force of nature calmly move something as simple as a sheer white window curtain to the beat of its own rhythm. To make it move like it’s dancing in water. 

I’m writing all my thoughts down again, like  I do every time my mind won’t sleep. I’ve noticed that everything feels so surreal at these times. Everything is quiet, the moon is the only light source in sight, the wind making the only other movement besides myself, and the world is still. I lay on my back and stare up at the ceiling, just stare and think about the world, and about life. Stress comes and goes at these times but it usually doesn’t stay that long.

 I think about my family, about myself, about strangers. I wonder if strangers do this too? Do they wear themselves out in the adventure we call curiosity?

I keep asking questions until I finally fall asleep to the sun peaking over the mountains. 

...

I haven’t been to school in weeks. I haven’t actually left my room in weeks either, if you’re not counting the trips to the bathroom. I feel like I've just been a whirlpool of emotions. One second I feel fine, and the next I feel like I’m in someone else’s body, wanting to scream. But today- today is the day I’m changing that. 

I get up, take a shower, and apply the minimum amount of makeup I actually have.

No one is awake in the house, so I slip out without a sound. 

If I’m honest, I don’t know why I thought it was a good idea to go to school now, because the second I stepped through the glass doors, I was bombarded with shouts, shoves, and the smell of axe body spray. But right as I was about to turn around, get back into my car, and drive far, far away from this hell-hole, the vice principal noticed me. I saw the shock, and excitement light up in her eyes.

She made a b-line for me.

There was no escape. 

  ...

After an hour or so of sitting and listening to her gush about how much the school had missed me, and that if I "Ever needed anything to come talk to her, or any of the school faculty", I was able to leave her office. If I knew that I would get this bombarded with unwanted attention, I would have never left my house in the first place.

I would just dwell in the thought that I would have to make a living becoming a fast food worker, or selling my body to Sin City herself.

But that would still be better than this. 

...

The brick walls of the school seemed to piss me off even more than they used to now. They seemed to mock me, to make me feel like even more of a failure, with their posters of encouragement and activities. I headed into the girls bathroom to take a breather. Everything starting to kick in. I dashed into a stall and let my empty stomach empty itself even more. Nothing had actually happened to trigger any sort of panic, and I hated myself for it even more. I hated the fact that I couldn't be around people with no filters. I hated that I couldn't sit still in class. I hated that I couldn't just be normal. And now I'm just sitting on the floor trying not to think. But then I hear a knock, and a voice, gently, and quietly asking if I'm alright. My eyes widen. I don't know why I didn't think I would be the only one in a public highschool's girl's bathroom. Theres a part of me that hopes if I stay silent then whoever it was on the other side of the door would go away. But the voice comes back a second time. Still quiet, still gentle, but more urgent. Sounding like they were actually worried. Coming to the conclusion that I can't hide, I stand up and open the door to see one of the school's cheerleaders, Vanny. Her real name was Savannah, but everyone only ever called her Vanny. She looked as surprised as I was when she saw who was standing in front of her. 

    “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to bother you. I just heard.. gagging, and I wanted to make sure that  whoever it was, was alri-”

I quickly cut her off.

    “It’s okay! Really!” 

Wow, I sound flustered. 

    “I just needed to let some things…uh… out.”

She let out a small breathy laugh at that. 

    “Yeah, I can tell.” she said

I can just feel the temperature in my cheeks raise at record breaking speed. My internal panic growing with it.

    “I- uh- sorry…”

God, I'm a mess.

She lets out another laugh at that, but this time something that looked somewhat like sympathy showed in her eyes.

    “Don’t be sorry. Really. I get it. It happens to me too.”

I gape at her a little.

But not so much that she would notice. Or at least I hope I so.

What on earth is happening.

But before I can even finish that thought, she's speaking again.

    “I haven’t seen you around all year.  I didn’t think about it that much till now. Do you wanna talk about it?”

She didn't wait for an answer and made her way into the handicap stall and sat against the wall. She just gestures for me to do the same. Part of me wonders if this was some kind of joke. If she had people outside the girls bathroom just waiting to torment me. But against my better judgement, I sit. I can't figure out how I am supposed to act, sit, or even breath. Is there even a right way to handle this?

She begins talking about her history with depression and anxiety. And normally when I hear someone say they have it, it’s not actually the “real deal” if you will. It’s just someone who thinks that it’s the end of the world when something unexpected and bad pops up in their life.

And I know it sounds terrible to judge a person like that, but it's just how things tend to be around here.

But she, she wasn’t like that. 

She tells me everything. How she can’t sleep at night, so she goes on drives. And how she finds that puking her guts out, nasty and as toxic as it seems, feels a little like a release. She tells me about her “friends” and how much she wishes that she could talk to them about everything that’s going on. She just tells me everything. Every feeling she gets. Every reason a tear sometimes slips from her brown eyes.

Everything.

I didn’t know that a person could feel the same way I did. I didn’t know that I could understand a stranger more than myself in just 30 minutes. 

These talks become a regular thing for us. After our second period classes, while the rest of the school left for lunch, we would go into the girls bathroom on the second floor. Into the handicap stall on the far right. And we would talk about everything.

    Vanny was kind. She held the door for me when we were together, she spoke to me like a real person rather than a joke, and she felt like home. There were days however, where she didn’t talk to me. She would send me apologetic glances from across the room so I tried not to think too much about it. I understood. She had a reputation to uphold. And I wasn’t apart of that. If I was, everyone would think of it as a joke. That she was just getting close to me to make fun of me. That was the part I worried about. 

I just wanted to mean something more to her than that. 

I just wanted a friend.

    Everyday that I spent with Vanny lead me into a deeper spiral of what I would call bliss. It was almost like, any trouble I had, any insecurity I had, she could instantly wash away with one look. 

...

I was stopped at an intersection driving home from school, when I noticed the people in the car in beside me were fighting. I didn’t want to invade their privacy, but then I noticed who was sat in the passenger seat. Vanny. The guy, was much older. Dark grey hair, and stubble across his chin. He had his hand on her thigh. I couldn’t see what his expression was clearly, but I had a pretty solid guess. Vanny looked very uncomfortable, she slapped his hand away and said something with her brows furrowed. The guy just laughed and put his hand back. She tried to push it away again but the guy wouldn’t budge. 

I decided to try calling her to make sure she was alright but the phone went straight to voicemail. I started to panic. I didn’t know what to do. I started to roll down the window and shout but the light finally changed to green and the car sped off. I wanted to change lanes and potentially follow them, but I couldn’t with all of the traffic of eager teeangers wanting to go home after a long day. I tried to try calling a few more times, but failed to get any sort of answer. 

My phone was hot from being pressed to my cheek for so long. I got home and the house was empty once again. This time though, my heart sank. I didn’t know who to ask about what I should do.

Me, in my panicked state decided to call the police.

I started blurting out everything that happened but it didn’t help. Without the guys name, plate number, or address, there was nothing they could do besides go to Vanny’s house and see if she was there and OK. 

    I couldn't sleep. My mind was racing with all of the possible things that could be happening right then to my Vanny.

No.

Not my Vanny.

Just Vanny.

I got a call from the police station just hours later. They told me she was safe at home and that I had no reason to worry.

Everything was fine.

...

    I still however rushed to school the next morning, calling and texting her trying to get some sort of insight to if she was really alright. I kept tapping my foot all through my first two periods. My mind couldn’t seem to focus on anything other than the thought of Vanny.

She needed to be okay.

What felt like years of waiting for that wretched bell to signal my release from this prison of unmatched bricks and books, it rang.

I all but ran to the second floor bathroom. And let me tell you, I have never been so happy to hear someone crying. I knocked on the door precisely six times to let her know it was me. I heard her shuffle and stand up. When the door unlocked I rushed in to hug her.

Her face was tear stained, but her eyes were empty.

We sat down and I held her.

Everything just felt... wrong.

I didn't know how to ask her what happened.

I didn't know if I even should.

She felt so fragile in my arms, that I was scared I would break her by saying anything else.

We sat in the bathroom in silence for the rest of the day.

I just let her cry.

At the end of the day I offered to take her home but she fervently said no.

I took her to my house instead, only so I could make sure she was safe.

...

The car ride home was quiet. I was waiting for the right time to ask her about what had happened but I still just didn't know how.

She had stopped crying hours ago but she kept the same empty look in her eyes.

I watched her out of the corner of my eye, just staring at the passing houses.

Her brown hair falling over her shoulders like silk.

I finally spoke up.

"Savannah, what happened?"

She jumped at the sudden sound of my voice.

I couldn't tell if she was going to answer or start crying again.

She was so unreadable.

But her dry lips parted, and her voice rasped out.

"My..."

She breathed out, sounding so wounded.

I had pulled the car into an empty grocery store parking lot and faced her.

"My stepfather... tried t-to...."

She couldn't finish. Her eyes welled up again with tear and she broke.

Her face buried in her hands.

I didn't know what to say.

So many thoughts were racing through my head.

I couldn't speak.

I just stared at her completely horrified.

I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out.

She lifted her face and looked me in the eyes.

"Please don't tell anyone."

"Vanny we have to call the cops we-"

"No!" She yelled, I had never heard her yell.

"Promise me you won't tell anyone. Not your family, not any teachers, not the police."

She was urgently begging me.

"Vanny I can't just let this be. This is serious. He needs to be put in prison for this-"

"Please." She said once more.

"Please."

I looked at her.

Red, wide, eyes staring deep into my soul.

"I-I can't..."

...

I called the police once we got to my house explaining everything.

They got a warrant to search Vanny's stepdad's things and found digital folders of child pornography. They didn't have enough to charge him with the assault, but the files were enough to put him away.

When it happened, Vanny didn't speak to me for weeks.

She was convinced I had betrayed her.

But she eventually came back.

[iceprincessmiyu]

Off on a New Adventure

Just a little short story I wanted to write as an in between for the two fics I'm working on with my OC and the SwSh cast! (The first story is when they are all young and taking part in the Gym Challenge, and the second is many years later, just before the events of the game take place!) This story takes place two years after Leon becomes champion and they are all around 12 years old.

Hiki paced around as she waited for each of her friends to arrive. She asked them to meet her in their old "hideout" in the Wild Area where they used to meet with each other and camp together during their gym challenge. She had news to tell them, but she wasn't quite sure how they would take it.

Finally, they arrived. "Alright, we're all here. What did you need to tell us, Hiki?" Raihan asked. "Hope it's important! I was in the middle of training Flygon for my next match with this guy!" He lightly punched Leon's arm as he said this.

Hiki kicked a rock that was in front of her, something she did often when she was nervous. "Well… I'd say this is pretty important."

"Then you have our full attention!" Leon responded with a bright smile. 

She took a deep breath and sighed. "Okay… well you see… all of you have been working so hard lately chasing after your dreams, and I… still have no idea what my dream is."

"That's okay, Hiki! You don't have to know right away! We're still kids, so you have plenty of time!" Sonia said. 

"Yeah, but the thing is, I'm just not sure I'm going to find it here in Galar." Hiki lowered her head. "I called my mom last night and she offered to buy me a ticket to come back home to see her and sign me up for the Johto Pokemon League this year."

Leon felt his heart drop to his stomach. "Wait… you're leaving?? You won't be here to see my Champion Cup battle this year?" But she was his best friend! She had been there for every battle since he had become champion!

"I'll still be able to stream it live! I'd never miss it for anything! I know how importa--"

"It's not the same. You promised you'd always be there to cheer me on." He shook his head, the disappointment very clear in his voice.

"Lee…" Sonia started and placed a hand on his shoulder but he just shrugged it off and stormed away. She then turned to Hiki, with a worried expression on her face. "Hiki, I'm so sorry… I don't know what's gotten into him."

Raihan chased after Leon, and Hiki and Sonia could hear him shouting at him in the distance. Hiki sat back on a rock and sighed. "No, it's okay. I should have seen this coming…" 

"Don't worry about it, okay? He will be fine. Just give him some time! He'll realize what a big step forward this will be for you and I just know he'll support you! He's probably just sad that we won't be able to see you for a while, which is something we are all feeling." Sonia hugged her friend, tightly. "We are going to miss you, but you've gotta do what's best for you!"

Hiki returned the hug with a thankful smile on her face. "Thank you, Sonia."

---

Over the next few days, Hiki hadn't heard a single word from Leon and grew very worried. It was almost time for her to board the train that would take her to the airport in Wyndon and only Sonia and Raihan had shown up to see her off. 

"You have everything you need, right?" Sonia asked. 

"I think so," Hiki responded, a little distracted as she searched through the crowd, hoping Leon was only running late because he got lost again. "Do you think he's coming?"

Raihan sighed and rubbed the back of his head. "Sorry, Hiki. I tried… He didn't answer his phone."

"This is the final boarding call for the 2:00pm train to Wyndon. Final boarding call."

Hiki groaned before hugging the two of her friends. "I guess we're out of time. Just… tell him I said goodbye, okay? I'm really going to miss all of you!" She grabbed her bag and hurried to the gate, quickly turning her back to her friends so they wouldn't see the tears in her eyes.

---

She got to her seat and wiped her eyes. She knew he was upset, but would it really have killed him to at least say goodbye? 

Not long after the train began moving, Hiki heard whispers throughout the train car. "Is that who I think it is??" "Was he supposed to board the train or something?" "I heard a rumor that he gets lost all the time, so maybe he missed the train!"

"Hm?" Hiki peered out the window to see an unexpected scene; a Charizard flying alongside the train! But not just any Charizard…

"You're right! It's Champion Leon!" "Someone get the conductor's attention! I think he's trying to get on!"

"Y-You're kidding!" Hiki said to herself as she stared out the window in disbelief. What did he think he was doing??

Before long, the train came to a halt and many passengers on the train pulled out their Rotom phones and snapped pictures, cheering as their new passenger recalled his Charizard and boarded the train.

"Sorry, excuse me. Uh, thank you! That's very kind of you but there's someone I need to see," Hiki heard him say as he pushed through the crowd. He stopped in front of her with an apologetic look on his face.

"...you're late," she told him once the car quieted down, unable to hide the disappointment she had been feeling. "I thought you hated me for leaving."

"Hate you? You're my best friend, I could never hate you!" He sat down next to her, fiddling with something in his hand. "Honestly, I had every intention of coming to see you off with Sonia and Raihan, but I… might have forgotten where the station was."

Hiki couldn't help but crack a laugh. "I should've known better… I'm just glad you made it. I would have been so mad at you if you didn't say goodbye!" She smacked his arm playfully, before crossing her arms and sticking her bottom lip out in a pout.

"I know, I know…" He didn't want to tell her that Sonia and Raihan noticed her crying as she boarded the train. "But hey! I brought you a going away present! Just don't open it until you get to Johto, okay? It hatched last night!"

He handed her a Pokeball with a ribbon tied around it. "A Pokemon? Really?" She stared down at the ball in her hands. "Thank you, Leon! I promise I'll take really good care of it!"

"I trust that you will!" he responded with a wide grin. A moment later, however, the grin faded and he sighed. "Listen… I'm really sorry for the way I reacted the other day in the Wild Area. I guess I just never expected you to want to go so far away, but it wouldn't be fair to ask you to stay if you weren't happy here."

"I won't be gone forever, silly! I just want to get out and see the world… discover the type of trainer I'm really meant to be! I'm just not cut out to be a champion like you or a researcher like Sonia, and as much as my mother would want me to I can't see myself as a gym leader like Raihan is training to be. I want to do my own thing, you know?" 

"Yeah, I understand! And no matter what that ends up being, I'll be rooting for you the whole way!" he told her, while pumping a fist in the air. "But there's just one favor I want to ask of you."

"Hm?" Hiki tilted her head. "What is it?"

"Don't forget to call! All the time!! Even if I'm busy, I want to hear what you're up to! I just know you'll have lots of exciting adventures out there!" he exclaimed. 

"I promise! And you try your best not to lose your title to Raihan," she said with a giggle. "He would be unbearable as champion!" she joked.

"Please, theres no way I'm going to lose my title to anyone! I bet I'll still be undefeated by the time you get back!" he said with his hands on his hips. He sounded so confident! But then again, this was how he always was.

---

When the train arrived at the station, the two young trainers stepped outside and turned to face each other. Hiki had a sad smile on her face and almost had second thoughts about leaving. She really didn't know if she would make any new friends when she got back to Johto. It could be lonely.

Leon wrapped his arms tightly around his friend and hugged her tightly. "You're going to be great out there! I believe in you!"

Tears filled her eyes again for what felt like the hundredth time that day upon hearing him say those words. They meant so much more to her than even she understood. He was such a good friend. "Thank you, Lee. I won't let you down!"

She grabbed her things and walked toward the airport entrance, but before going inside she turned and waved to him one last time.

---

Hours later when she arrived in Johto, she sat on the bed in her old bedroom and held the Pokeball Leon had given her as a gift. He said it had just hatched recently… Did that mean this was from an egg he had received? Her curiosity was too strong to wait any longer and she released the creature from the ball.

"Char?" it cried. What sat on the floor in front of her was none other than a baby Charmander! How on earth did he get ahold of a Charmander egg?? Either way, she felt so much love for the small Pokemon instantly.

"Welcome to the team, Charmander. I'm your new trainer, Hiki! It's nice to meet you!"

End

[chamibii]

Jagged little Claws

Momo didnt feel like going out that night at all, but she allowed Ochako to convince her. She was still dealing with heartache from her break up with Todoroki and these days all she wanted to do was stay in bed and cry. She had "already been doing that for days" Ochako reminded her in their brief conversation.

"I know Ocha, but I just don't feel like going out. What if he's there?"

Ochako sighed dramatically and clicked her tongue. "Momo! Who cares if he's there? When was the last time you did something fun huh? Aren't you tired of laying in bed all damn day?"

Momo sat surrounded by a pink comforter and several large pillows. "I'm not.."

"And don't say you aren't in bed Mo, cuz I know you are!"

Momo laughed softly and relented. "Gods you just dont give up do you?"

"Is that a yes?"

"Where are we going?"

Ochako squeaked, "Is that a yes?"

"Yes. Yes!! Geez." Momo had to pull the phone away from her ear because her best friend was squealing loudly.

"Okay! I'll be there to pick you up at 8! Be ready. And please dress nicely."

---

Momo had to admit that she was slightly excited to be out. She hadn't really left her room, let her alone her house, since Todoroki broke up with her.

She felt Ochako squeeze her hand reassuringly and she smiled at her friend. She and Ochako had grown closer over the years and today, she was exceptionally grateful for her friendship.

Until...

"I could just kill you." Momo hissed as they stood outside The Fire Pit, Todoroki's family owned night club.

"Okay but listen, he's not even going to be here! You know he absolutely hated working here. Plus, theres a bad ass new band that's playing tonight and I just know you're gonna love them!"

Momo turned to leave, but felt Ochako's hand on her elbow. "Trust me Momo, I wouldn't bring you here if I knew he was going to be here."

Momo turned to stare at her friend. She noticed for the first time this evening that she had carefully and painstakingly done her makeup. Bright red circles were appearing on Ochako's cheeks and Momo narrowed her eyes in suspicion.

"Tell me."

"Tell you what?" Ochako stammered.

"Who is he?"

Ochako shuffled a sneaker across the concrete and huffed. "Fine! If you must know, his name is Midoriya Izuku, but his stage name is Deku and he invited me. He's a drummer in the band. We've been messaging each other for weeks and I really want to see him so please, please, just come inside for me?"

Momo rolled her eyes and sighed loudly. "Fine! But if I see Todoroki, I'm leaving."

Ochako hugged Momo tightly placed several quick kisses on her cheek. "Thank you, thank you!"

The bouncer waved Momo and Ochako through the line. Momo scanned the room quickly and breathed a sigh of relief as she realized that Ochako was right; Todoroki wasn't here. Ochako tugged on her hand and Momo allowed herself to be pulled to near the front of the stage.

Ochako leaned over and shouted near Momo's ear, "I'm going to go get us drinks. Save me a spot, yeah?"

Momo nodded and watched her tiny friend disappear into the crowd.

Feedback from the microphone drew her attention back to the stage and she noticed a red, spikey haired shirtless man holding a bass guitar tapping on the microphone. " 'Sup Fire Pit. My name is Kirishima and we're the Claws. You guys ready to get shit started?"

The crowd responded excitedly and Momo was surprised at the response. She hadn't heard of this band before, but they seemed well known. She felt Ochako back at her side and took the drink that her friend pressed into her hand.

"I said, are you guys ready to get shit started?!"

Ochako yelled out a loud "woo" and threw her free hand in the air. Momo laughed, enjoying seeing her small reserved friend open up.

The lights dimmed and a steady thrum of the bass started up. Soon, the drums came in and Momo spied Ochako jumping up and down to the beat. The music wasn't bad. Momo tapped her foot to the rhythm.

The crowd really went crazy when an electric guitar came in and a crystal clear voice sang out,

"As time passes

The feelings fade

But the scars you left

Still remain.

Don't know what I did

To deserve this pain

But fuck your excuses

Just the same"

The lights flooded the stage and the lead singer continued to sing. She came close to the microphone and sang about love and loss. She jumped around the stage, not once missing a note. She wore black combat boots, ripped mesh leggings, and dark denim shorts. Her top was black and had three long rips going across the chest to reveal a blood red bra. She wore heavy black eyeliner and bright red lipstick. Her dark purple hair was cut short in a buzz cut, with the top long, hanging over her left eye.

Momo felt glued to the floor. The sound slowly faded, as did every person in the room. Momo could only concentrate on the singer. The way her eyes lit up when she interacted with her bandmates and how she strummed her guitar with passion. Momo felt her heart racing in her chest as she stared up at the beautiful woman.

"Thank you Fire Pit! I'm Jirou, and we're Claw! We'll be back shortly!"

Momo whispered her name softly like a prayer. Jirou.

"What'd ya think Momo? Momo?"

She felt Ochako nudge her gently and shook her head. "Uh, I really liked their song. They're good."

Ochako was staring up at her friend with a puzzled expression. "Are you feeling okay Momo? You didn't see Todoroki did you?" Ochako looked wildly around the club.

"No. No, I'm just, I'm fine."

"Okay, I think Deku just text me." Ochako pulled out her phone and shrieked. "He wants us to come back stage! Let's go!"

Before Momo could protest, Ochako was dragging her backstage. Momo felt her heart rise into her throat and swallowed nervously. She hadn't felt this way in a while and to be honest, she was slightly uncomfortable.

"Ochako! You came!" A green haired man yelled, jarring Momo out of her thoughts.

Ochako looked up at Momo for reassurance and Momo nodded slightly, signaling for her friend to go.

Ochako ran up to Deku and hugged him. Momo heard them exchanging pleasantries and hung back awkwardly.

"Hi!" The same crystal clear voice said cheerfully.

Momo instantly blushed and looked at Jirou. "Hello, your music is really nice."

"Thanks! I'm glad you like it. How do you know Deku?"

"My friend Ochako is talking to him."

"Oh! That's Ochako! She's really cute!"

Momo nodded nervously. She was getting ready to introduce herself when the red haired man, Kirishima, came up behind Jirou and wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her flush against him. Jirou giggled softly and leaned her head back on his shoulder. Momo watched as Kirishima placed quick kisses on Jirou's forehead and nose.

Oh. She should have known.

"Excuse me," Momo mumbled as she stepped past Jirou to find Ochako.

Ochako and Deku were speaking in hushed tones. A stage manager came up to Deku and tapped his watch. "Get situated. You're back on in 2."

Deku quickly kissed Ochako's cheek and Momo smiled as her she saw the blush settle in on her friends cheeks.

"Oi, love birds! Break that shit up and get back on stage." The stage manager yelled at Kirishima and Jirou.

"Bakugou, you know it's not like that! We're just.."

"Shitty Hair, I dont give a fuck what you two are doing. Just get your ass on stage and get it there quickly."

Momo attempted to move out of the angry stage managers way, but he crashed into her. "Move princess" he growled at her.

Momo side stepped the stage manager and watched as Jirou squeezed Kirishima's hand before stepping out on stage.

Momo and Ochako watched the rest of the show behind the stage. Momo tried to push away her feelings of loneliness and just enjoy the show. By the end of the set, her spirits were lifted and she was searching for the band's Sound Cloud.

Momo stood outside in the cold waiting for Ochako to say goodbye to Deku when Jirou joined her.

"Momo, right?"

Momo was surprised that Jirou knew her name.

"Yeah, Ochako told Deku about you. I really hope tonight lifted your spirits. Break ups are the absolute worst."

Momo blushed, embarrassed by her friend spreading the news about her break-up. "Yeah, I dated Todoroki for..."

Jirou cut her off. "You dated Todoroki? How in the hell did he swing that?"

Momo felt her flush deepen and quickly looked at the ground.

"I mean he's not a bad looking dude, he's just.."

"Awkward."

"Yes!" Jirou laughed. "Anyways Momo, thanks for coming out. I hope you feel better soon. Hey! If you ever wanna hang out and talk about heartache, find me on Instagram. I'm always down for a little guy bashing." Jirou winked and took off towards the van. "See ya Momo!"

How in the world was she going to find her on Instagram?

Ochako came up next to Momo and intertwined their fingers. "You know you can find her through Deku's page if you want to.." she let her sentence trail off.

"Maybe."

Ochako smiled up at her friend as they left the club hand in hand.

---

That night, Momo found Jirou's page almost instantly from searching on Deku's page. She scrolled through the photos and saw several of her and Kirishima holding hands and doing cute couple stuff. She accidentally liked a picture of the two of them kissing and started panicking. She was deep into Jirou's instagram by at least 38 weeks.

"Shit. Shit. Shit!" She put her phone down and attempted to soothe herself with the thoughts of Jirou not noticing due to her crazy follower count. She felt her phone buzz on the pillow and saw that she had a direct message from..

JaggedlilJirou: Accidental like huh? lol

MomoCreates: Ugh.. weird? I'm sorry.

JaggedlilJirou: Shit happens. I'm glad you found me! Sorry to hear about you and Todoroki.

MomoCreates: Its.. I was going to say it's okay, but it sucks. I'll be fine eventually.

JaggedlilJirou: I hope so. G2G, Kirishima and the boys need me. TTYL?

MomoCreates: TTYL

Momo placed her phone on the night stand and settle down into her covers. It did still hurt. She was in love with Todoroki and had been since high school. They were together for 3 years before he ended things: "Its not working. Good luck."

No cause, no response to texts, emails or phone calls. Despite the feelings she had tonight, Momo's heart was still shattered. She curled up into a ball and allowed the hot tears to flow freely and lull her to sleep.

---

This was inspired by fan artwork ((that I can no longer seem to find)) of Momo falling in love with a singing Jirou. If you can find the picture, please let me know! I would love to let the artist know I'm inspired by their work.

[kpurereactions]

She Boss | Pt. 6

Summery: She’s her own boss and theres nothing that can’t stop her from ruling the world. Except for the soft heart she sprouts from the young, handsome Korean Leader. Pairing: Kwon Jiyong x Reader Rating: Drama, Angst, Smut, Fluff WARNINGS: Language, light|heavy Violence, light|heavy Smut light/heavy

there is mention of sexual assault in this chapter, so if that makes you uncomfortable you do not have to read this. 

Part 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 |

You linked your arm through Jiyong’s once everyone was ready to meet in the already set up conference room that centered the downstairs. You walked in and let your eyes wonder around the octangular room. You released Jiyongs arm and made your way past the men who already sat there to sit at the head of the table. You let your head fall into your hands while you waited for everyone else to take a seat before you sighed and looked back up, you couldn't actually believe that you had lost your temper like that and you were honestly a little embarrassed. 

You folded your arms and looked around the room of men, watching as they all settled in, some of them even talking lightly. Jiyong placed a hand on your shoulder from where he stood behind you and smiled sweetly before taking the seat at your right. You sighed again and rocked back in your chair.

“Alright guys, lets get this over with.” You said looking around the room, your eyes ending on Jiyong’s, who once again smiled at you sweetly. 

You watched as everyone around you settled in and Daesung opened his laptop. You hoped there was something on there that would be worth this meeting. 

“So we know those dicks were sent here by Luca. What we don't know is who instructed Luca.” Deasung started, his hand scrolling slightly. 

“What makes you think this isn't all Luca’s doing?” You asked watching him. 

“Well I found something. Something that you personally aren't going to like, boss.” He said looking over to Jiyong, who's eyebrows furrowed together at the news.

“What did you find.”

“Phantom villages, there’s three that we know of so far. They are packed full of children to be sold off.” Deasung said timidly. You looked over and watched as the anger in Jiyong’s eyes rose. 

“Human Trafficking?” You asked. Mafia’s in Italy didnt care for Human Trafficking, there was no real money in it so you've never delt with it. Still, though you have done some pretty bad things, this seemed to make your skin crawl. 

“Are you sure they're all controlled by the same person?” Jiyong said coldly. 

“Positive. They're is one tent in each village that is nicer than the others, and theres a symbol, it looks like a satanic lion, serpent thing i can't really tell what it is, but they're all the same.” He said looking at the screen. 

“Let me look?” You asked and accepted the computer that was slid your way. 

You knew exactly what it was. A painting your grandfather had picked up from an italian art collector, something that your father and his both wanted to turn into your mafia’s symbol of fear, but you hated it. 

You hated the long, giraffe like neck that held up a decaying looking lion head that had a snakes tongue. You hated its fish like body and how grotesque the human like breasts that sat on its chest were. You just hated everything. You looked up at Vince who didnt seem to catch your gaze but chose to ignore it. 

“Have you seen this before?” Deasung asked, obviously picking up on your expression. 

“No, its just disturbing. You said closing his computer and pushing it back towards him. “So what do you want to do. This is your turf, so we will help you with what ever.” You said, reminding Jiyong.

“I want to shut them down. Ive worked too hard to get rid of the phantom villages in my area, I'm not about to let them up now.” He said leaning back in his chair, watching you nod. 

“So... field trip?” You asked with a devilish grin, sending a slight wink towards Jiyong. 

It was the first time He had seen you in something other than a dress, and he couldn't seem to get his eyes off of you. The tight pant suit you wore with your hair pulled back tightly made his pants tight and there was nothing he can do about it.

 He insisted the two of you rode together, there was no reason for you two to take separate cars, so while Seunghyun drove Ule sat in the front seat with Dino, Seungri and Daesung behind your seats.The 7 of you decided to take the biggest camp while the other boys took care of the other two, there was no reason for anyone to get a whiff of what was heppening. Everything needed to stop instantly.  With the two of you in the car the ride was fairly playful. The two of you examined one another guns, you kept fixing his tie since it never sat quite right against his chest and you couldn't help yourself but to tease the boys who sat behind you. 

The moment the tires hit dirt game faces went on. You slid back into your seat and crossed one leg over the other before cocking your gun and getting it ready, just in case. The long road to what Daesung assumed was the first camp that popped up was dusty to the point where you could hardly see two feet outside the window to your right. 

“Whats the plan.” You asked looking over towards Jiyong who shifted in his seat. 

“Hopefully there will be someone in the camp monitoring the grounds,” He said shifting towards you. “We will go in and immediately remove the children. We have an orphanage were close with from when these phantom villages were all over the place and the children will go there temporarily. Once the kids are removed and won't be scared, we get our information.”

You nodded and were thinking about kissing him before starting but the car slid to a stop before you had the chance. His hand that was still wrapped around your squeezed it as his door was open and you watched him as he stepped out, adjusted his suit and held a hand out to you to help you out of the same door as him. 

You first impression of the village was heartbreaking. Dirty children scattered around with terrified eyes that seemed to lighten up when they saw you. You followed Jiyong up the rest of the path, your hand reaching behind you just to double check the gun that sat in your waist line. You walked through the center of the village towards the large tent with the creature on the side, but before Jiyong could walk into the tent you touched his arm. 

“Im going to stay out here with the kids, try to talk to them.” You said stopping him. 

He smiled and nodded before letting his hand squeeze yours and walking away. You turned as he busted into the tent and looked towards the group of maybe 20 kids. Ule was on your right and by reading the body language of those in front of you he was scaring the children. You sighed and felt your heart get heavy. 

“Stand down solider.” You said softly, but so the kids could hear you while touching him slighting. His shoulders relaxed and he looked down be for giving the group of kids a sweet smile. 

You took a step forward and watched as all eyes flicked back towards you, and you gave them a sweet smile. 

“Whats your name?” You ask softly to one of the younger kids in the front. 

“776″ She said softly making your heart drop. 

“Your real name darling.”

“Jisoo.” 

“Jisoo, Im here to save you guys okay? I don't know what these people have been doing to you, but its not going to happen anymore okay?” You said running your thumb gently over her cheek. 

She began to nod but then jumped into your chest when a loud gunshot came from the tent. You hugged the child and looked over your shoulder to see Jiyong walking out of the tent. He sighed annoyingly before nodded at you once and when you nodded back he picked up his phone, mumbled some words and hung up. You turned back to the children and stroked Jisoo’s hair once before finding one of the older children. 

“Whats been going on here?” You asked in a little bit more stern of a voice.

“We don't know. We've all been taken and left here. Once or twice a day men come an take a kid or two and then just leave like nothing is wrong.” He said softly. 

“Are you taken from your families?” Jiyong said steping up a little to quickly, making Jisoo cower in more to your side. 

“Its okay, he won't hurt you.” You said softly bending back down to take her little hands away from her face to show you your kind smile. She nodded once and you turned your attention away from her and back towards the tall boy. 

“Most of us yes. They take us form getting off the school bus or from playgrounds, but they've recently just been pulling kids from orphanages since theres really no one to make a big fuss about them disappearing,” He said nodding his head towards Jisoo who clung to you tighter. 

It took you a second to recover from your heart breaking slightly. Your head snapped around and your business face turned on as you turned to face Ule. “Get all the kids names and match them with missing kid reports. They're all going home today. One of you call the others to tell them to get those kids names too.” 

“Our lead shot himself the moment we walked in.” Guying said to you in an annoyed voice before turning back to the children. You sighed and watched him, not sure if you should go in to see for yourself or if you should stay out here and help. He just looked so upset. 

The clean up went easier than you thought it would go, but with Jisoo clinging to you for dear life now you were sure what to do. She had no one, and as hard as your men looked no one could find a report that listed her missing. At this point more then half the children had been taken out of the village and were returning home to their parents where they were given a brief description of what had happened and how they were lucky the kids were found before anything really bad had happened. Jisoo was sleeping against your back, her little arms wrapped tightly around your shoulders and her ankles wrapped tightly around your waist. 

You sat next to Jiyong who was just hanging up the phone and rested your head against his shoulder. He smiled down at you and placed a kiss on the top of your head. He went to wrap an arm around you but was stopped when he noticed the child clinging to your back. 

“What do we do with her.” You said looking straight forward, your eyes tracing over all the foot prints in the sand. 

“I don't know, we will figure something out though.” 

It was the last group of kids to be taken out of the camp so everyone climbed into the van. Your hand found its way into Jiyong’s who smiled down at you. Jisoo was curled into your lap, a soft smile toughing her lips as Jiyong stroked her hair back softly. 

“Seeing you like this is putting thoughts into my head.” He whispered into your ear. 

“No I could never... I... I can't be a mom for fucks sake.” You whispered making him chuckle.

“Maybe not now. But eventually I can see it.” 

You smacked his arm slightly making him chukle and pull you in to kiss your temple. 

Everything had worked out. A mother who's daughter had been taken saw the terrified look in Jisoo’s eyes and asked you where her parents were. You could see her heart breaking when you just shook your head, she knew exactly what that meant. 

“Whats going to happen to her?” She asked you, fear in her eyes as she tightened her grip on her own child. 

“Nothing bad, not as long as Im alive. But I don't know.” You said nodding once. 

You watched as she set her child down and whispered something in her ear. You watched as the child’s face lit up as she looked over to Jisoo. You watched as the mother reached for your hand and led you a step or two away from the two girls who were now talking quietly to one another. 

“I would like to take her,” The mother said. “I know what you do, but I also know you want the best for that little girl. Let her come with me, let me raise her like my Eunha’s sister, like my daughter. She will be safe with me. Please let me do this for her.”

You smiled and nodded at the older woman, believing everything she had said.

“Treat her as your own forever, please.” You said taking her hands and smiling softly, knowing that this was the right thing for everyone. 

Jiyong came up behind you and thanked the mother, bowing slightly and reaching into his front pocket. 

“If you need anything, at any time, give this number a call and we will be there to assist you. Thank you for stepping up and taking care of the child.” He said handing her the black card that had a black embossed dragon across it and gold numbers centered in the middle of it. 

You kissed his cheek after bowing to the mother and returned to Jisoo, kneeling down in front of her. You smiled to her new sister and then reached for your wrist. 

“You two are sisters now, okay?” You said with a soft smile, your fingers unclasping something on your wrist. 

“These are for you two. Keep them always and bad things like this won't ever happen to you again, okay?” You said holding out the dainty gold chain bracelets that had a single snake charm on the clasp. 

With a hug from the two girls and their mother you were following Jiyong back into the van to head home. It was a long day and you couldn't help but lean against Jiyongs shoulder, your arm draped over his lap. You watched as his fingers played with yours and even though you wanted nothing more than to fall asleep right there your mind wasn't letting you. 

Your eyes traveled from where your fingers danced with one another to the slight bulge at the top of his pants. You bit your lip wondering what he looked like fully naked, what he felt like and what he could do to your body. You haven't ever really explored your own body, the thought turned you off, but the thought of him exploring you made a heat rise through your core. Your cheeks flushed, how could your body do this to you when you were in a van full of men, especially after you just saved children from being sex slaves. But it was and the longer you looked up and down Jiyongs lower body the hotter you grew. 

To avoid embarrassment you were walking out of the van before the door could even be opened for you. You could hear Jiyong chuckle in the background as you swayed your hips a little more, he obviously noticed. As you opened the door you turned to catch his eye and with a simple wink you turned and walking into the house. 

You hurried up the stairs, he had obviously gotten your drift and you could hear him telling the men they will catch up about this in the morning, his voice coming out a little more rushed than usually. You hurried into your bedroom and immediately began to strip, your body now screaming at you for him. He reached the room to find you in nothing but the black lacy underwear and tall heels you had been wearing that day.

 You watched him as his face lit up slightly, his eyes now dancing over your whole body as he took in everything he hadn't been able to before. You crossed your arms and cocked your hip, waiting for him to do something but he seemed to be in shock. 

“You can at least close the door.” You said with a smug smile when Seunghyun had started to pass but immediately turned around when he noticed what was happening. 

He listened, reaching for the nob and bringing it closed behind him. His eyes never left you though, he didnt even want to blink in fear of possibly ruining the moment. The moment the door shut and his fingers switched the lock something in him flipped. He moved towards you quickly, one hand pulling at his tie while the other caught your body tightly. His lips crashed down to yours and he kissed you heavily. His hand moved up to tangle itself in your hair and his body pressed against yours to make you walk backwards.

This kiss broke so you could push yourself back onto the bed, Jiyong following you immediately, now fully removing his tie. You sat up slightly to meet his lips. his hands caught your back as you started to pull off his jacket, but the moment your hands met the buttons you were too lost in the kiss.

His lips pressed harshly against yours as they moved in sync. His tongue took no time in opening you up and pulling a soft moan from your chest. Your body at this point almost hurt from needing him so bad so you pushed him over. You were pleasantly surprised when he listened to you, rolling off of you and onto his back while accepting you on his lap. You began to circulate your hips, your hand reaching up to toss your hair. The sight of you like that pulled a deep groan from Jiyong causing a smile to touch your lips. Your hips still rolling you let him pull you down against him, the now bare skin of his chest pressed against your skin made it harder to resist him. Moans came from your mouth as he kneeded at your back side, and at this point the pressure in his pants seemed so hard against you, you almost felt bad. 

He allowed you to slide down his body, your fingers making quick work of his slacks. A soft chuckle came from him when you froze, all your confidence slipping as you realized how real this had gotten. You watched him as he sat up and reached for you, pulling you into his body. He kissed you gently, his hands pulling you so you were propping yourself up on his thighs. 

“I knew you were going to fast.” He chuckled against your lips making you blush. 

“I still want to.” You said bringing a knee up so you could sit on his lap again. 

“Oh thank god.” He breathed. “I didnt know if I could come down from this.” He said making your chuckle. 

His arm wrapped around you and in one swift motion he had you on your back, a playful squeal leaving your lips as he did so. He hovered above you for a second, pushing your hair to the side to free your face completely before letting his body rest on yours, your lips meeting once more. Even though the kiss wasn't as rough or fast as before it held the same amount of passion. His lips pressed against yours, your jaw and your neck in turns leaving you trying to catch your breath. He undid the front clasp of your bra without permission, not that he needed it, but the moment your breasts were free he began touching them softly till your body was arching to press yourself agains this hands harder. 

What you didnt realize was he was trying to figure your body out. Every kiss, every soft touch compared to a hard one told him everything he needed to know about you so by the time he was kissing down your body and taking your underwear with him he had you pretty much figured out. There was only one part left. 

But as he kissed back up your body to your lips and lowered himself on you, the tip of his member softly kissing your core everytihng started to get too real. His body felt like 1000 pounds on your chest and panic began to set in as faint male voices that weren't actually there messed with your mind. You began to breath hard, the feeling of not being able to move your arms or legs took over your body as the panic set in. Your breath grew loud and staggered, your eyes squeezing shut as the feeling of being held down came over you. You squirmed harshly under him and got enough strength to pushed him off of you, why you thought you could do this you didn't know. 

You were so embarrassed, the panic still heavy in your heart as you pushed yourself as far from him as possible. Your knees were brought up to shield your naked body and your face rest against them as you wrapped your arms around your head. 

There was no noise from the other side of the room, or maybe there was and you just couldn't hear it over the sound of ringing in your ears. You scolded yourself. You knew well that Jiyong would never do anything to you that would make you feel uncomfortable, he's proven that much already. You hated yourself for not being able to trust him completely. 

But for the first time since it happened, you had felt lust. So that meant something right?

You didnt even realize you were crying until you sniffled back a set of unwanted tears. Thats when the sound of your name being said quietly came through the room. You shook your head, not being able to look up at him. How could this happen. 

You felt the bed dip next to you, and through the crack of your elbow you could see Jiyong kneeling next to you, his hands risen slightly off his thighs as if he wasn't quite sure if he could touch you or not. When you finally got the courage to look up at him you were heart broken. He looked at you with so much terror in his eyes, you scared him. You tried to whisper a soft ‘I'm sorry’ but nothing came out. You watched as Jiyong shook his head, even though he had no idea what could have happened he understood. 

His arms made you flinch slightly as he tried to quickly manipulate the comforter around you. You tried to apologize again but the sad look in your eyes made you stop. You needed to explain. He deserved that much. 

“Im sorry.” You started, making his eyes snap back over to you. 

“Was I being too rough? I know its your first time, but its my first time being someones first I just didnt-”

“Jiyong.” You stopped his rambling and pulled the blanket over you more before slowly reaching your still shaking hand out to touch him. “Im not a virgin.” You said softly, tears already pricking in your eyes. 

“What?”

“When I was 12 I... My brothers left me alone and... I tried to hold my own with their older friends but I said something and... They took advantage of me.” You said softly. 

“They took advantage?”

“They raped me.” 

“Oh.”

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A Past In The Nile: Part 2

Jungkook x Reader

Ancient Egypt au, mystery au, Fantasy au

Word count: 2,256

Summary: Fresh out of high school you go on a trip to Egypt with your friend just to witness an ancient corpse be brought back to life.

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You were on your way into the city, earlier you declared that you wanted to go home as soon as possible and refused to stay in the hot sandy place after what had just happened. Your entire being was shocked from the realization that all of the crazy things going on were a reality and not just something pulled out of a mythology book or some old folk lore story waiting to be told. It was all real.

Jimin tried his best to convince you to stay adding a “No matter where you go, he will always find you.” But you weren’t having any of it. And of course someone had to pry Jungkook away from you, well maybe more than just one person, but in the end the mission was a success.

Jin placed down your luggages in the hotel room, with a grunt

“Okay, so your all set and your flight leaves tomorrow at 12:00.”

“Thanks Jin. I really appreciate it.”

“It was no problem, have a safe trip.”

You bid Jin goodbye, making sure that the door was closed completely. You were extremely thankful to him for taking the time to get you all settled and ready to fly home instead of you having to do it all by yourself. You turned around and instantly jumped out of your skin at the intruder standing in front of the window facing you with a curious expression adorning his features. How the hell did Jungkook get into your room? You just booked the room and it took you hours to get into the city from the camping site so how did he get here so fast?

Jungkook began to take small steps towards you as your feet stayed rooted to floor. Your mind blanked and you didn’t know what to do as the boy came closer and closer.

“(y/n), my love, Why have you been trying so hard to stay astray from me?”

He spoke softly and you could feel his warm breath on your skin causing your body to break out into goose bumps. You flicked your head up to look into his eyes, registering his question, but still trying to piece together how he got here in the first place. You opened your mouth and closed it not a second later, there was no way that you could answer his question. It was meant for the you in the pass from a few thousand years ago and this was a whole new different you framed from things of the present.

“Have I done something wrong?” He asked, his eyes trained on you, you shook your head

“You frighten me.....I-I mean you were just dead and now your here alive and breathing.” you took in a deep breathe “That is nowhere near normal.”

“Do you wish not to see me because of that. It is your culture, you’ve witnessed these things many times before, you grew up around these happenings.”

“NO I HAVE NOT JUNGKOOK......... maybe in a past life but in this life time I have not.” you met his eyes with a sorrowful look as he stared at you in confusion “I’m sorry Jungkook but I am not the Bektamun that you once knew.”

“But you were supposed to be mummified with me, we were to awake together. Something is not right, if you have been born again then that shall mean that.” Jungkook rambled on before pausing as sudden realization struck him, his breathing began to grow loud and uneven, his eyes holding strong emotion

“NO, NO, IT CAN’T BE.” wrapping you into his arms he let out an endless string of apologies, the panic rising in his voice. For some odd reason the emotion that he was portraying began to seep into you. Warm salty droplets of tears ran down your face, as you felt apologetic also, as if you had betrayed him and were terribly sorry. But for what? You returned his embrace softly sobbing into his chest and as time passed by the both of you calmed down. Jungkook pulled back staring deep into your eyes for a few minutes before he leaned down and pressed a chaste kiss to your forehead, your eyes fluttering closed.

“Im sorry (y/n).”

You opened your eyes and when you did he was gone. Great not only have you witnesses a bad man come back to life, who you apparently have a history with, but the dead man has some type of teleportation powers. You climbed up onto your bed, laying down to where you faced the ceiling, stuck in deep thought.

A lanky boy with longer legs than yours at the time, who could be no older than twelve was chasing after you and you giggled as you ran away from him, trying your best not to get caught. Eventually you lost sight of the boy and decided to hide behind on of the big wooden crates filled with fruit, silently you let soft chuckles slip past your lips as you waited for the boy to walk past your hiding spot “There you are” you heard from behind you and turned to be met with the same boy that was chasing after you. Letting out a loud squeal, you hop up and begin to dart away from the boy. Not even a minute passed before almost large arms wrap around your waist, causing you to howl out in laughter

“Gotcha (y/n).” was what the boy called out as you went limp in his arms

“Ahh Taehyung, you caught me.” Taehyung beamed “Now, for my reward?”

“Oh, right” you leaned down and gave the boy a peck on the cheek, which caused the him to flush red and smile uncontrollably

“ (Y/N)!!!!!!! TAEHYUNG!!!!.” The both of you looked up in the direction in which the voice came from. A girl who appeared to be in her teens ran up to the both of you “(y/n), your parents have requested to see the both of you now.”

You turn to Taehyung and give a smirk before sprinting off towards your parents “LAST ONE THERE HAS TO GIVE THE WINNER A PIGGY BACK RIDE.”

“HEY, NO FAIR.”

You sat at an isolated table located in the far back of the library, books revolving around ancient Egypt and its traditions splayed out all over the table. You were trying your best to piece together what was going on in your life at this point in time but every time you did, you would wind up even more confused than you were before. It had been a week since you last seen your ‘mummy lover’ but instead of the relief that you initially thought you would feel you for some odd reason felt disappointed, you were thirsty for knowledge and you felt as if something extreme was missing.

 You huffed in irritation no matter how many times you dived in to the endless sea of books in search for information you would always come to shore lacking the material that you were searching for. You knew that you wouldn’t find anything in the books or the internet for that matter, which is what led you to where you were right now, standing in front of Park Jimin’s door. Since the incident in Egypt you tried your best to to avoid the soft eyed guy but in the end you knew that you would run back to confide in the man, He was always there treating and caring for you as if you were his younger sister. On the first knock the door swung open and you immediately jumped into jimin’s arms, The blonde haired boy holds you into a hold, giving a small chuckle.

“Ahh (y/n), how have you been?”

“Jimin I wanna know whats going on, i’m so confused and it’s killing me.”

Jimin hands you a glass of water as you sit down on the couch to face him on the couch across from you. His home was very cozy the ice grey walls trimmed in mocha giving the place  a warm feeling while also being very aesthetic. This matched hime perfectly.

“Well I don’t know what exactly happened with you and Jungkook but from what I do know is that you were supposed the mummified with him and the both of you were to awake together other than that the rest is to your memories, Have they started yet?”

“They started in Egypt. But how is this whole situation even possible?”

“Look (y/n), I know this is a lot to take in.” Jimin started, shifted his position from leaning back on the couch to lean forward and continued “We are what most people would call mythical, we’re human but not quite.”

your mouth gaped “You too?” He nodded “I promise once all of the memories come everything will start making sense, just give it time-”

“(y/n)?” Jungkook calls out walking towards both you and jimin to join you in the cozy living room. You inwardly start to panic, butterflies going crazy in your stomach as your chest tightens, you purse your lips and try to calm yourself down. You were not ready to face him yet. Your breathe starts to come out ragged and when did the room get so hot? The room starts to spin, the next emotion you feel is fear, it’s shortly lived but its still there and next theres anger, anger at yourself for reacting like this. You could faintly hear some are you okays and callings of your name being thrown around but you were to immersed in your whirlwind of emotions to notice.

 An ear piercing scream shoots throughout the room, bouncing off of the walls and reverberating around the room. White clouds your vision before your vision refocuses and as soon as you come back to your senses you see that everything in the room is floating above the ground your crouched on the floor while Jimin and Jungkook stand there in shock, shooting each other a look. The objects that levitate above the ground in which they belong rotate in slow circles with no intention of coming down to their respective spots anytime soon. The pair that are currently recovering from their initial shock then proceed to focus their attention back onto you 

“(y/n), I’m gonna need you to calm down.” Jimin’s soft voice spoke “What is going on? What’s wrong with me.” You question, your voice cracking as each word slips past your lips. A crack of thunder sounds with a dramatic ‘BOOM’ and rain begins to pour heavily with a few flashes of lightening flashing from here and there.

“Nothings wrong with you (y/n) every things okay.”

You feel large arms wrap around you and it doesn’t take much for you to immediately know that its Jungkook. You break and sobs escape your mouth, salty tears roll down your cheeks and you confide in him, let yourself be held by the dead but alive boy. For some odd reason his touch is soothing you, letting you know that he is there for you. He’s warm, he’s breathing, he has emotions, you can feel him, he’s real, and he’s definitely alive. Although you don’t know why you got so worked up just from seeing him, his presence seems to calm you down in no time and soon all of the objects that were once floating in the air and defying the laws of gravity tumble down, landing on the flat wooden surface with loud thumps and clattering. Which leaves the once cozy living room in a mess with an array of things strewn across the floor. The storm outside carries on. 

You don’t know how long you’ve been sitting there in that same position with Jungkook, but when you look up you see a less than impressed Jimin locking eyes with Jungkook before he shouts out “JUNGKOOK NOOO!!!!” But it’s too late. Now your in in a room lit by a few candles hanging up on the copper brown walls. “Jungkook, Where are we?” You stand up hastily observing your surroundings

“Were at home.” You turned to face him a look of disbelief etched onto your features “I’m not quite finished with the adjustments yet, but i’ll have it done in no time and we can live here together comfortably.”

“Jungkook, This is really sweet of you but I cant stay here.”

“Why not?” he frowned “Do you dislike my presence to that extent? you used to love me so much” he looked down to face the ground, sadness laced in his voice as he whispered out the last part

“Jungkook I-”

“Have you even gotten all of your memories back yet?”

“No, I have not, but I-” you tried to speak but he kept cutting you off “You need to stay here, your just now regaining your powers and you don’t know how to control them.”

“No, Jungkook I don’t need to stay here and I honestly do not wish to do so.”

“(y/n), why are you so adamant on avoiding me?I just want to love you. Why wont you let me love you?”

“Cause thats not how things work Jungkook. I’M NOT YOURS, I don’t even know you.”

You know your words hurt him, you could feel it seeping into the atmosphere. He wore it clear on his face until that hurt turned into an entirely different emotion: Irritation. “Fine” He huffed out, grabbing your arm and then you were back in Jimin’s wrecked living room with no sign of Jungkook anywhere. The storm outside was still going on strong, The hard pats of water hitting the glass of the window and the, loud thumps of thunder roaring aloud just like your emotions

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“So... I’m late”

The last few days you’d been feeling off, something was different but you couldn’t put your finger on it. You’d been a little more tired, a tad queasy every now and then and you had a new aversion to foods you had always loved.

You and Harry had been married just over 6 months and were definitely still in the honeymoon phase. You still got butterflies when he called you his wife as did he when you called him your husband. He was yours and you were his. You’d both always wanted children, and you had always talked about having children pretty soon after getting married, so about 4 months ago you hadn’t started trying as such but you were definitely not preventing anything from happening. However, after the initial thrill wore off, and a few inklings that turned out to be nothing, the both of you had sort of just forgotten about it. So the idea of you being pregnant hadn’t even crossed your mind. Until this morning.

You’d wandered into the bathroom this morning still half asleep after rolling out of bed at an ungodly hour feeling rather queasy. It wasn’t two second after you’d entered the room that your body rejected what contents your stomach still had and you fell to your knees, head in the toilet. Harry had stirred as you moved from the bed without you realising and had wandered in behind you. “Babe oh my god are you ok?” the second he saw the state you were in he jumped into action, holding the loose strands of hair away from your face and rubbing soothing circles into your back trying his best to comfort you. You groaned in response head still hanging above the toilet seat exhausted from the unexpected throw up. “I must have eaten something” you sat back up to look at Harry, your tired eyes met with his worried ones. “Help me up?” you reached up to him as he snaked an arm around your back helping you to your feet. You trudged over to the bathroom sink, taking in your quite frankly frightening appearance in the mirror before open the cupboard below to grab a face washer to clean yourself up. It was then that you saw it, the box of untouched, unopened tampons. “Oh no” you whispered to yourself, you were late. Like two weeks late. “Oh my god” you said, only just loud enough to grab Harrys attention. “Whats wrong baby? Are you going to be sick again? Whats wrong?” his words were hurried, his worry and stress entirely evident.

“So... I’m late” you said, still dumbfounded at the possibility of what might be about to transpire. “What do you mean late?” Harrys brows were furrowed in confusion. “My period, its late, I just hadn’t been paying enough attention to realise it because we’ve been so busy lately” your eyes trailed up to meet his. His eyes widened at as his sleepy mind eventually drew the same conclusion as yours. “Do we still have any tests? You know from when we had our suspicions a few months ago?” Harry said opening the bathroom cabinet fumbling through the various items until he found what you were both looking for. He pulled the Clearblue box out of one of the cabinet drawers, holding it in his hands momentarily before giving it to you.

Harry had left the room as you took the test, you needing that tiny bit more space to clear your head for a moment. You placed the test on the edge of the vanity before walking over to open the door allowing Harry back into the room. “How long do we have to wait now?” Harry broke the nervous tension in the room “Two more minutes” you responded, unable to tear your gaze awake from the developing test. “Hey” Harry held your sweaty hands in his turning you to face him. “Whatever the outcome it’ll be great ok? Don’t be nervous. We have always wanted kids, lots of kids, lots of little feet running around. We even thought about our future family when we picked this place. Theres too much space for only two people but we knew we’d fill it one day. And if its negative we can always start trying, like properly trying. Or we could enjoy just the two of us for a few more months. Either way it’s good.” He placed a tender kiss to your forehead, squeezing your hands comfortingly. “You’re right, either outcome will be great.” And he was right. The house was awfully to big for just the two of you and you’d be lying if you said you hadn’t been thinking about having a baby. And to be honest it couldn’t be more perfect timing if you were pregnant. Harry was going on tour in 2 months but only for 6 weeks and you were staying behind to work and there wasn’t another tour planned until the following year. He’d be home for most of the pregnancy with no risk of missing the birth and you’d both have a few months to settle in to parenting before he was off again. And if you weren’t pregnant then you’d be able to enjoy a few more months of being husband and wife and start trying whenever you wanted. However, you knew you’d be a little disappointed if it was negative. “Ok, I think we can look” Harry said, snapping you out of your thoughts and back to reality.

“You look, I can’t i’m too nervous” you said nudging him towards the test, refusing to look at the results. HIs stomach was in knots, as was yours, as he reached for the test. He picked it up, still not daring to look at the little screen that at this moment held the power to alter both of your futures forever. He took a deep breath preparing himself before looking down at the stick in his hands. 

Harry froze. “What? What does it say?” you said grabbing the test from his hands, the suspense too much for you to bare. ‘Pregnant 3-4 weeks’ it was clear as day on the screen. Unmistakable. “I’m pregnant” your voice was soft, it was almost like you were in shock, your eyes welling up. “We’re going to have a baby.” Your bleary eyes met his similarly watery eyes before you jumped on him, his arms wrapping around your waist, your face in the crook of his neck, tears streaming down both of your faces. It was happening. All of the late nights talking about your future family, him picturing you with the most gorgeous bump he’d ever seen, you imagining his reaction to the first time he meets his baby, your baby, it was all beginning right now in this moment. You pulled away away instantly placing your lips on his, sharing this moment, this unforgettably incredible moment. “I love you mister” he couldn’t stop himself from smiling, neither could you “I love you too missus”. 

Oh I loved writing this one, so gorgeous! I hope you enjoyed it guys! Let me know if you liked it and what else you’d like me to write! Requests are open! 

E xxxx

[thewannaone]

Hi!! I loved your Harry Potter au for Wanna one and if you're familiar with the Percy Jackson series (most ppl aren't so I wouldn't be surprised tbh), could you do w1 as demi-gods? Like how they got to camp, their godly parent, camp life etc

omg no percy jackson used to be my life when i was in highschool thank you so much for this ask!!!!!!! im mainly familiar with the first 5 books though, i havent really kept up to date on the roman versions so it’ll just be camp halfblood. also if theres any inaccuracies i apologise, i havent read them in a while :(

Jisung: Son of Hestia. (I kno Hestia is a Virgin Goddess so this is very out of canon but Hestia just fits Jisung so well). Jisung was born at the Camp, rising out of the Hearth itself. He was raised by Chiron, growing up and learning about the Gods and his Powers from day 1. He goes to school and university during the terms but for the most part he stays at camp, tending to their home. All campers know him, he’s the oldest camper there. Jisung has minor Pyrokinesis abilities, just small things like candle lighting. He often works in the kitchen, cooking up food for the BBQs. He also can sense when new campers will arrive and can often tell which cabin they belong to. He’s very caring and warm, making everyone feel welcome and often being the life of the party who everyone laughs with. He doesnt participate in Capture the Flag but loves cheering everyone on. Lives in the Big House with Chiron. Close to all the campers but becomes closest with Ong and Daniel, watching over them and keeping their powers in check. 

Sungwoon: Son of Demeter. Had a pretty normal upbringing even though he used to get weird looks as a kid for singing to plants. Grew up pretty average, even with his ADHD and dyslexia. Thought he was a really normal guy, nothing special, wouldnt achieve anything. When he reached 15 his Dad told him about his Mother and Sungwoon didn’t believe him whatsoever. Until a Satyr named Taehyun showed up at his house telling him to pack his stuff for camp before a monster killed him. Was very quick to believe then. Hangs out mostly with Taehyun at camp, though hes a lot better at agriculture stuff like gardening and cooking than training. Often sings at campfires and enjoys Capture the Flag once in a while. Used to be really terrible with his powers, always accidentally tripping Taehyun with a vine, but with practise is getting better. 

Minhyun: Son of Athena. His Father was a scientist who married another woman after Minhyun was born. He grew up thinking the woman was his Mother and didn’t learn the truth until he was attacked by a Hellhound at school. Fashioned a weapon out of his own stationary and got away with his life. Demanded answers out of his Dad but his Dad was ashamed of his Godly heritage and tried to hide it from him, calling him an abomination. Left home and eventually was given a sign by Athena as to the Camps location. Arrived at the camp safely and it didn’t take long for Chiron to explain his true heritage. He’d studied enough Greek Mythology growing up to understand quickly. Was placed in Hermes cabin until his first capture the flag game where he won using his wits and battle skill. Athena was impressed and claimed him almost instantly. Now lives full time at the camp but goes back to school during terms. Is one of the older campers and most well known. Younger campers are often scared of him and think hes too cold but he turns out to be super nice and caring, always helping them train and practise. Close with Son of Ares, Dongho, Son of Hecate, Ren and fellow Son of Athena, Jong who’s also Counselor of their cabin.

Ong: Son of Poseidon. Similar to Percy in that growing up he had a bit of a troubled childhood and was kicked out of school a few times. Was pretty young when his Mum was killed by a Manticore and spent a few years on the street, sleeping down by the docks or on the beach, hopping from place to place and not knowing what to do. It was only by fate that he stumbled upon the Camp and Chiron was very confused as to how and why he’d found it. Was put into Hermes cabin for a while and was happy to accept that his father was the God of Tricksters. Was almost disappointed when Poseidon claimed him but then was told he’s one of the most powerful demigods and was cool. Really good at capture the flag, one of the best players on the teams. Also pretty good at battle training, has very good reflexes. Also enjoys horseriding and chariot racing but is abysmal at studies and theory. Is kinda weirded out by his water powers initially but grows to love them. Even though he’s friends with everyone, he’s kinda sad that he’s the only one in his cabin, as well as the only Big 3 child so often spends time at the bottom of the lake when hes lonely. Is disappointed with the fact that even though he’s one of the most powerful, so far he’s never been given a quest.

Jaehwan: Son of Dionysus. Grew up in an orphanage and was pretty down on his luck his entire life. Went into foster care but left as soon as he was of age, kicked out of schools, found a shitty job and tiny one room apartment and did his best to keep up with his studies. Flunked out a lot due to his dyslexia. Once he reached a certain age his powers got stronger and he accidentally drove his classmate to insanity, leading him to run away again. Around this time, he was found by 2 other demigods, Sewoon and Gwanghyun who were on a quest,  and they helped him find his way to camp. Greeted by a very confused Dionysus who wondered why he looked so familiar. Ends up becoming good friends with Dionysus and enjoys helping him with camp organising. It wasn’t until they were bonding over a can of diet coke when the god finally realised that Jaehwan was his son. Jaehwan initially didn’t want to move into his cabin since he resented his father for abandoning him but they eventually are able to become close once again. Realises he’s not very good at the plant control powers (tho sungwoon tries to help him) but very good at mania and insanity which is useful at times (tho many campers think he himself is insane when they hear him laugh). Enjoys playing guitar and singing with Sewoon by the campfire and a lot of campers think he should have been an Apollo child with his skills.

Jihoon: Son of Aphrodite. Grew up in a rich family, was very used to having things go his way and people listening to him. Almost to the point of a spoilt brat. Was the most popular boy in his class and had admirers from all of his classmates. The day a Harpy showed up and attacked him, Jihoon used his Charmspeak to convince it to leave him alone. Constantly did that with monsters who attacked him, allowing him to grow up without needing the camp. Was found by a satyr who was surprised he was so unscathed and offered to take him to camp. Jihoon initially refused, saying he didn’t need protection with his power but reconsidered after his Charmspeak failed him and almost cost him his life. Was claimed almost instantly by Aphrodite, didnt need to spend any time in Hermes cabin. Is the prettiest camper, even by Aphrodite standards and constantly has both girls and boys falling for him. Is always competing with Samuel from Apollo’s cabin who arrived at Camp at the same time as him and for some reason, is immune to his Charmspeak. Jinyoung teases him saying its cause Jihoon has a crush on Samuel but Jihoon refuses to believe it. Jihoon often participates in Capture the Flag and battle training, moreso than other Aphrodite campers and is one of the most skilled fighters. Ends up going on a quest and becoming very close with Samuel, Daehwi, Woojin and Jinyoung.

Woojin: Son of Hermes. Grew up with an abusive stepfather and alcoholic Mother. Ran away from home pretty early and found a group of homeless kids named Youngmin, Donghyun and Daehwi. Youngmin took care of them for a year, slowly trekking them across the country where he revealed himself to be a satyr and that the other 3 were demigods. They were all put into Hermes cabin at first, with Daehwi and Youngmin being claimed quite early on. Woojin stayed in Hermes cabin, kinda alone with so many kids around him and unable to make friends, waiting to be claimed by his Godly parent. When the Oracle announced a quest with him, Samuel, Jihoon, Daehwi and Jinyoung everyone was very confused, wondering why an unclaimed camper would be part of a quest. It wasn’t until the day they were leaving when Hermes himself stopped by to give Woojin some winged shoes and his blessing. Woojin got a loooot of praise from other campers for getting the attention of his Father. Ended up being an asset on the Quest, picking locks and avoiding traps and very skilled at sneaking past monsters. Gets very close to all of his quest mates and gains the attention of the other campers when he gets back and shows off his skills in capture the flag and training. Becomes a lot more social and proud of himself.

Jinyoung: Son of Hades. Was a weird kid growing up, kinda a loner. Used to see ghosts and his Mother took him to therapy until he learned to just keep quiet about it. He faded into the background a lot and was shy around living human beings. Accidentally Shadow Travelled to camp one day, ending up in Hades Cabin and being extremely confused and shocked as to how he got there. Stumbled out of the Cabin into the arms of Daehwi who immediately took him to Chiron where he passed out. Woke up to see a bunch of demigods and satyrs around him wondering how he managed to enter Hades cabin. Theyre all very surprised to hear that he Shadow Travelled and therefore must be one of the Big 3. Jinyoungs initially sad to learn that theres only one other Big 3 child (Ong) and that he has no cabin-mates. Gets called on the quest however and grows closer to them all, especially Daehwi who shines very brightly to him. Daehwi and Jihoon are both very intrigued by his ghost friends and Jihoon is a bit too interested in his undead army. Like Woojin, becomes more open and skilled with his powers as time goes by. 

Daehwi: Son of Apollo. Grew up on the streets at a very early age and never knew his Mother. Was found by 2 older boys Donghyun and Youngmin who became his family. Was able to predict another boy joining them and travelling to Camp together. Woojin was very surprised when Daehwi already knew his name. At Camp, Daehwi was claimed very early, his musical and healing abilities, plus oracle like predictions were too great to ignore. He thrives in the Apollo cabin, sometimes when he gets happy he ends up glowing. His best forte is archery and his golden bow is his main weapon. He loves composing, singing and dancing, anything to do with music. He’s ok at Capture the Flag but prefers more artsy activities. He becomes very close with Jinyoung which leads people to be confused seeing as Jinyoung is dark and Underworld and Daehwi shines like the sun. But they make it work. 

Guanlin: Son of Hephaestus. Grew up in an average family and went to a special school for kids with learning difficulties. Met his best friend Seonho there who also had dyslexia and ADHD and they bonded. Guanlin was always really good at the craft section, creating things and tinkering with objects. One day he saved Seonho from a chimera that attacked him at a construction site. Guanlin controlled the machines and managed to banish it. Both were very confused as to how he did it and Seonho exclaimed that he must be a superhero. A satyr found them soon after that when Seonho kept asking Guanlin to practise his powers on little machines, like his nintendo to get Shiny Pokemon. Wound up in camp together and Seonho joined Hebes cabin. Guanlin started living in Hephaestus’s cabin and everyone was so thankful that he didnt have pyro powers given his lack of awareness at times. Is very good with his hands though, and even though hes quiet, makes the best weapons and ends up creating the magical items for the other 10 members. Ends up going on a quest with them all and, while sad to leave Seonho behind, grows close to the rest of them.

Daniel: Son of Zeus. The newest camper. Doesn’t know his past, just woke up one day and is outside the camp. Knows only his name is Daniel and that he misses his cats. The day that he arrives, it’s announced by the Oracle (Eunki) that he shall lead a Quest made up of 10 other campers. No one knows why this random, new kid who hasnt even been claimed, nor knows who he is, will be able to lead. Ong is jealous that he gets given a Quest immediately while he has had to wait for years. Ends up clashing with Ong, who calls forth his water powers to attack him from the lake. Daniel accidentally loses control and brings forth a storm. Jisung watches worridly from the side and tells Ong to calm down. The storm gathers and begins to rain as all the campers run out to see the two circling each other. Before Daniel can stop it, lightning strikes Ong out of no where and he collapses, needing immediate medical attention and is carried off to the Big House. The rest of the campers show disdain for Daniel as he’s escorted to Zeus’ cabin. Chiron explains to him that Ong is a Big 3 son and therefore there might be continually clashes between them. Daniel is apologetic, being there for Ong to wake up so he can apologise. Ong’s pride is hurt but says he wouldnt mind having someone else who understands what its like being a child of the Big 3. They grow closest together, much to the surprise of everyone and work on their powers influencing each other, creating storms and hurricanes together. Daniel becomes the best player in Capture the Flag, though Jihoon and Ong both rival him. A month into his stay at the Camp, Eunki announces the rest of the team that shall take on the Quest and also lets Daniel know that his memories shall be found on this journey, though he may not want to know them. (These memories are his past where a younger demigod, Woojin, was killed by a monster and Daniel was unable to protect him. In his grief, he lost control of his powers, creating such a storm that he begged the Gods to take away his pain, leading to his amnesia). 

The 11 of them take on the Quest with new weapons built by Guanlin such as Imperial Gold sword for Daniel and a small thin rapier for Jihoon. Though interactions with monsters and minor gods, they save each other and manage to complete the Quest, bonding and becoming a family. 

[h4rmonize]

Track-by-Track: My Review of Fifth Harmony’s Self-Titled Album

note: a summary of my overall thoughts is at the end

Track 1: Down

I’ve been a fan of “Down” since day 1. Its a solid, catchy song with a great infusion of EDM and pop inspired beats. A great summer song, and in my opinion a song that while repetitive, like “Work From Home” it doesn't get annoying after many listens. Great for radio play, or to jam to while shopping, however neither lyrically nor sonically one of the best on the album.

Track 2: He Like That

Two things I really wanted the girls to avoid on this album were heavy sampling (7/27 had many samples, and Reflection had a few), and an overload of features (because I feel the girls can shine on their own), which made me a little anxious to hear this song knowing it sampled MC Hammer’s “Pumps and a Bump”. HOWEVER, I am pleasantly surprised with how this track turned out. Its catchy, vocally you hear all the girls voices and they blend beautifully together. The sample doesn't sound like a remake of the original song, but rather a fresh retake of a well known track, from a female perspective.

I can totally understand why they've chosen this song for their next single, and I’m sure it will catch the attention of many non-fans due to its catchiness and strategic use of the sample. Plus, from the trailer alone I can tell the video is gonna be HOT!

Track 3: Sauced Up

Instantly I knew I would love this song. ISSA BOP LADIES!

Listening to it I picture me and my girls (no pun intended) getting lit to this song in the club. I know this song will be a hit in the club, but unlike most club anthems which gain popularity for just a great party beat, the vocals are also on point with this song. Ally’s voice stands out in a great way on this record.

Also worth noting is the fact that a song covering a top like this could easily creep into the “cringey” and corny territory lyrically, but this song doesn't. I can see this being the track that gets attention from the 18-24 year old demographic.

Track 4: Make You Mad

Another favourite for me! The message is empowering and relatable. This track is probably the one that pairs best with Down, as it really incorporates the EDM and pop tones meshed perfectly. I also think that Normani sounds absolutely amazing and her voice is super smooth on this track, especially at the beginning of the song. Additionally, the ad-libs and harmonies are on point.

Track 5: Deliver

THE. BEST. SONG. ON. THE. ALBUM.

When the girls said this song was going to bring Mariah Carey/Destiny’s Child/Pussycat Dolls vibes they did not lie!

I’ve only listened to the album about 5 times so far, but I already have the chorus memorized. For older Harmonizers like myself who were into DC/PCD music when it was knew, this will take you to a beautiful nostalgic place. “Grown and Sexy Harmony” is HERE, and they damn DELIVERED.

RnB is a sound the girls need to stick with because they all shined on this song and really proved their vocal ability.

Track 6: Lonely Night

Another song with a solid message. As Lauren explained, this is a song about a telling the person who's pursuing what they need to do to keep you, laying down the law. Vocally and sonically I appreciate how the girls experimented with different genres and vocal tones, and took the song to three distinct places.

The lyrics are on point! Also, I love the parts where “lonely” is being spelled out one letter at a time.

Track 7: Don’t Say You Love Me

In my opinion, this is one of the most powerful songs on the album in vocal terms. This song put me in my emotions and had me connecting to the meaning behind it on a personal level but at the same time shaking my hips and dancing along to the chorus, a sentiment Dinah also expressed about this song if I’m not mistaken.

Theres a great mixture of quiet, emotional moments and built up powerful moments. While this album doesn’t have a slowed down ballad like many fans have come to expect, this track does a great job of replacing that.

Lauren and Ally really shine on this track.

Track 8: Angel

Angel serves the dark urban pop vibes that this album needed. I almost can’t put into words how much I love this track and have loved it since they first released it as an instant gratification track.

All the girls sounds good, which surprised me at first as this type of song is not one that I would've associated with any of their voices or music tastes before hearing.

Personally, I feel Dinah is really having a moment on this track. Normani is also really standing out and adding some punch and muscle to the track. Lauren adds beautiful “candy” to compliment their voices with her soothing raspy tone. And probably the best part of this song is that where they could easily have interested a verse from a trap artist or rapper, they used Ally for the perfect rap breakdown and it worked perfectly. AGAIN --- proving they don’t need a feature to make a banger.  

Additionally, I enjoyed the fact that different girls sang parts that were lyrically identical in different parts of the song. It helped make the song sound less repetitive.

Track 9: Messy

While theres nothing wrong with this song, it is one of my least favourites. This is only because it sounds like something that would be on the 7/27 album, which is an album I enjoyed but I was looking forward to a new sound on this album.

Lyrically, I think its relatable. Vocally, I think the girls sound very mature.

Track 10: Bridges

I feel like this was one of the songs the girls talked about the most and were most excited about in pre-album promo and interviews, so I had high expectations.

I think the lyrics are beautiful, and a refreshing change from songs about romantic love. However, as much as I wanted to love this song it is, as of right now, my least favourite on the album. I do believe however, that a remix with other artists (not just a feature, multiple other artists) could sound amazing and bring a better sound of “unity” and coming together to make a change.

(TL;DR) MY OVERALL THOUGHTS:

This is their best album yet, hands down. I’m impressed with it as a whole, and there is no song I don’t like, however there are clear stand out songs that I love and will be sharing with even my non-Harmonizer friends. I’m super excited to see the visuals they put together for this album (performances, videos, TOUR). This album is mature, strong, and everything I’ve been waiting for.

WHAT DID YOU GUYS THINK OF THE ALBUM??? IM SO EXCITED TO HEAR! :)

Listen to the album here: fifthharmony.co/iTunes fifthharmony.co/5Hspotify

[namjoonsjagi]

k-pop tag

I was tagged by the lovely @btsminarmy: I never get tagged so THANKU

1. When and how did you get into kpop?

All because of that stupid Buzzfeed try guys video and my cousin. I had already watched their Korean themed videos awhile ago, but one late night my cousin watched it again and looked up the EXO song in that video cause Kai caught her eye right away. She instantly was hooked, but I wasn’t feeling it. About 3 weeks later after multiple tries of introducing me to them she said “if anything else, you have to watch Dancing King, I’d think you’d really like it”. And I swear that song had crack in it cause I was like “DAMN if that’s not a BOP idk what is”

2. Favorite hair on your ult bias?

quote Hoseok: “I like red!”

3. Who was your first bias in your bias groups and, is it the same now?

Well to be fair EXO was who I saw a lot of first. And my cousin was like “I’d think you would like Sehun”. At that point I was like sure you got me into this mess I trust you. But when we found BTS RM instantly caught my attention. (I think Save Me was one of the first things I saw) Just how tall he is and his striking face really made me question what I was doing in life. (I think I also liked that he could speak English cause at that time I was ignorant and didn’t want to have to read the subtitles) BUT a couple of months ago little red head Hobi just kept stealing my heart and now he is my ULT bias

4. Favorite non-kpop artists/groups?

Well I come from a huge blues/classic rock lovin’ family. I will always be a giant fan of The Beatles and Jimi Hendrix. (I know polar opposites of k-pop)-but hey when BTS did Am I Wrong, one of my favorite Keb Mo songs, I about died; two worlds colliding.

5. Are your friends outside of Tumblr into kpop also?

That dang cousin who ruined my life annnnnnnd thats about it. I’m currently going through a “coming out stage” of letting everybody know I like k-pop and Korean culture and no one is taking it very nicely. My best friend is mocking me about it with my other friends and my family sees it as weird. So theres that...

6. Favorite era of your bias group?

Any time Hobi is red?!

Ha jk ummm probably Wings Era or what we just ended, which would be Her: Love Yourself era?

7. When you shuffle your music library, what are the first three songs that come up?

So I’ve always been confused by this question, cause I use Spotify so if I pick a k-pop playlist all the songs are going to be k-pop. Same with like a Beatles playlist, visa versa

1.) The Star- EXO (don’t hate for christmas all year long)

2.) As If It’s Your Last- BLACKPINK

3.) Confident- Justin Bieber feat. Chance The Rapper

8. Favorite kind of kpop concept? (i.e. cute, retro, school, etc.)

SUCKER for anything that looks, relates, smells, sounds, feels, tastes like Blood Sweat Tears music video. I’m a hoe for anything artsy with a little smokey eye AMIRITE LADIES?

9. If you had to be trapped on a deserted island with one of your biases, who would it be?

Okay, here is where I abandon my ult bias, cause I need RM’s street smarts to survive. So, Namjoon....sorry Hobi.

10. Favorite Kpop mv?

Can you make a wild guess?               --> Blood Sweat & Tears

11. If you were in a kpop group, what role do you think you would have? (i.e. leader, rapper, dancer, vocal, mood maker, etc.)

Either dancer or vocal- I freaking LOVE dancing. And I sing to myself all the time, but no one is allowed to hear me, I’m shy little mochi

12. Favorite kpop choreography?

Intro: Boy Meets Evil Hoseok Dance

Go Go BTS (so fun to dance to)

Not Today BTS

Just Right GOT7

13. In what company would you like to be a part of?

Currently watching Father Is Strange, and wherever Byun Mi-Young works seems cool. Ya know when she gets to work along side Ahn Joong-Hee ;)

14. Who is your favorite rapper, singer, dancer?

Rapper- Chanyeol or RM or Jackson Wang

Singer- I’m a sucker for D.O, he’s my son. BUT I have the BIGGEST girl crush on Jisoo

Dancer- my one and only Hoseok

15. How many years, months, days, etc, is your ult bias older/younger than you?

4 years older

16. Kpop songs you know all the lyrics to?

BLACKPINK So Hot cover

BLACKPINK BOOMBAYAH

BTS Go Go

BTS Silver Spoon

EXO Overdose

I want to tag @kimdaily @bangtanbinches @heartkook