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the company i work for decided that its switching from the german formal "You"(Sie) to the informal "you" (Du) in all of our websites so now we have to scour the entire database to change it and i quite frankly hate that, not just bc the unecessary extra work but especially bc its such a weird and unecessary change
i bet its bc everything here is getting englishfied (both literally and culturally it feels like, when my new boss talks its half in english bc every second german word is just replaced by an english one despite there being perfectly fine words for it in german too, its so annoying) and bc they want to sound more personal in hopes of getting more clients bc 'company is your fwiend uwu!!', i know this here is the amercian tm site so you wouldnt understand really but i do not want to be greeted with 'du' by companies, no, thats too personal, you dont know me and im not giving you my data, stay away!!
i guess thats how i would describe it .. the formal you is like a polite distance, like someone you dont know staying outside your personal space, but when its the informal 'you' it feels invasive unless i told you you can call me that, and that goes double for companies
maybe its a small thing that doesnt seem important but i cant stand it, im just a little part time worker doing data work so i got no say in it but the companies founder also announced hes giving his post to his kids some time ago so ...... since then theres been alot of changes and new projects that solely aim to imitate whats popular and whats done by other companies, despite ours being one that is, or used to be, intentionally different, like, that was the POINT, but i guess chasing trends is just too appealing for CEOs
#ganondoodles talks#personal#rare personal rant#theres more and more changes that feel so weirdly forced#like man#i thought being different was the whole point#like climate and ethics are .. or were .. the core idea and now i guess its just fine to do whatever conventional companies are doing#yeah woohoo lets also do an app thing that forces people to sign up if they want reasonable prices!#smartphones the standard everwhere!#who needs anything physical if you can put it in an a phone so syphon off data directly out of people fingertips!! yea!!!#lets use AI pitcures bc we refuse to hire more graphic desingers and they are jsut so overworked uwu#climate? ethic? whats that#argh#sorry this needed to get out#recently had a stupid conversation with a coworker bc i asked them why we are okay with AI shit now when it goes against what this-#company was presumably founded on#and he was rly defensive and said welll we dont have time and its cheap and also maybe we should got WITH the time#like that last thing especially pissed me tf off#but i cant afford to lose this job#im starting to hate it more though so the dream of being able to stay like this might not be real#i cant get a job in this place that is as nice to my mental health so idk man#i wish i was good enough at merch and online stuff so i could live of that#but even trying to find out how taxes work on that stuff is a nightmare to me
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so apparently.
if you google lyrics now it just gives you a fucking. ai analysis of the lyrics
thanks for fucking nothing, i was LOOKING FOR THE FUCKING SONG ITS FROM, NOT A ROBOT'S OPINION OF THE SYMBOLISM
#did not realize how dire its gotten#search engines are shit now welcome to the future#i tried to go back to the online captioning job i've done before#and the tried and true method USED to be 'google as many of the lyrics that you can hear to find out the rest'#but NOPE fucking alexa got her fucking english degree and is DYING to show it off i guess
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Moralizing the Boatboys hate is so funny lol you guys do realize joel edits and puts together his own videos . Just say you're not into it and ignore it
#going to get uncomfortably real here but okay here me out#many ccs know about the shipping stuff and they Will play into it because its their JOB#its their job to hold your attention and make you like them and interested in them#theyre grown ass adults on social media#if i was a cc that said something during recording that i didnt want people to take the wrong way#i would simply cut it out because i can do that#i agree that people take it too far#but ultimately a lot of mcyt fanworks are derivative and based off of caricatures#like joel KNOWS that people find the etho obsession bit funny. thats why he brings it up all the time#i agree that there are some things ccs don't want to see but also they spend hours listening to themselves talk and thinking about how they#are perceived. im sure theyve spent time thinking about Shipping#like again there are boundaries and limits to this obvs but also joel drawing hearts around etho in gartic phone is basically him saying#im continuing this bit because i know it gets engagement and i think its funny#he knows it gets perceived as romantic and hes okay with it#why? because hes married and he knows that his online persona is Not him and he knows that his minecraft yaoi with his friends isnt actually#how he feels about them as people. joel irl is NOT into ethoslab at ALL lol but hes okay with joel the minecrafter appearing that way#its one thing to read too deep into a friendship and its another to just roll with what the ccs are handing you and I dont think its any#different here
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a few Carlos moments from the 2024 Azerbaijan GP
#carlos sainz#charles leclerc#autumn posts#so many insta moments saved!! and most this quality hehe#not HQ but still I fawn!!#the middle especially AHHH his lap 😵💫 ok!!!!#hoping to do this more to share what I have in the backlog that I haven't seen here yet tho totally could've missed someone posting these!!!#I know I talk about it a lot in the tags but ahhhh I'm usually at work 🙃 kinda have a super unbalanced relationship with my job#but it means I'm usually so behind on the dash and there are so many incredible fics I cannot wait to read!!!!!#so many things I miss#thank you everyone for sharing what you create ❤️#and thank you for your patience with me as I catch up!!!#like literally no one is putting pressure on me haha but I do it too much to myself!!#always feeling like I'm running behind but I know that's not how fandom works!!#it's wonderful to pop in and share whenever feels best!!#anyways tl;dr I'm hoping to catch up more soon and just hella thankful for all the kindness here ❤️#I worry way too much (as evident!!) and slowly finding balance where I can have more time to do what I love in life#anyways it means a lot to ramble here!!#I'm a single pringle usually alone in my office or the apartment (except blessed weekends with friends! and stressful work events hehe)#so having this space means so much to me!! and to all the online spaces where it can feel like a little respite#and there is still so much to see!! (I've not even seen dts or Carlos and Daniel's vlogs like!!!! woah!!!! so much!!! 😵💫 but also 🥳)#I've only seen a few of the Don't Blink episodes!! and some races from the past so far!!#and cannot wait to be yelling over fics soon omg the premises I've seen!!!!! AHHHHHH I always want to comment so you'll be hearing from me!!#but now back to work (for just a little longer!!)#hoping everyone is well ❤️ and hope you have a restful evening morning and afternoon too!! 🌃🌇🏙️❤️
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... what kind of ignoramus designed the EA app. Was this designed by a committee of corporate twits with too many business degrees and a complete dearth of common sense? Having to GO ONLINE to enable OFFLINE MODE is the stupidest fucking thing I have ever heard of in my life. Do you know when I need offline mode? Do you, incomprehensible moron from planet idiot who designed this feature? WHEN I DO NOT HAVE GODDAMN INTERNET ACCESS.
In conclusion I hope the fuckwit(s) responsible for this step on a lego and fall down a (short) flight of stairs in front of three people they respect and acquire a RAFT of bruises to both their bodies and egos both, amen.
#like my internet came back in short order but oh my fucking god#this is among the stupidest and most user-unfriendly features I have yet encountered#just. how are people this stupid.#steam will try to boot in online mode and then automatically go into offline mode. that makes sense.#because it is a store yes but it is also HOW I ACCESS A GAME LIBRARY and it is AWARE of that secondary purpose#and so when one aspect of it wont' work it's like 'hey that's offline but here's your games'#it's fascinating how reading Scum Villain and falling in love with SQQ made me feel entirely free to be an angry bitch sometimes#I'm just like 'I know he displays angry internet troll tendencies maybe twice in the series while talking to another transmigrator'#'however; I love him regardless and he's fictional so people who really love me will not be upset if I rant occasionally'#I'm sure in desperation I could go find where the games are actually installed and launch them from there#but this is still SO STUPID I am somewhat aghast the people responsible are employed#there are so many people on this earth with sense#and somehow whoever inflicted this on the world has a job
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genuinely dont know how anyone is supposed to find amateur/beginner work openings because everyone wants at least 2 years of experience. Brother i just came out of studying 😭
#i guess it would be easier to find an indie place in a community or start your own but my online community is all american almost#maybe i should have invested in having a more local circle but how could i have known 💀 im not on here for a job im here to have fun#also sorry for all the jobposting it has just been A Week of inquiries and emails and im already losing my patience#genuinely though how the hell does anyone find a job nowadays its like either someone hands it to you on a plate or you die#thunderclap#jobposting
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Genuinely mindboggling to see "x queer identity isn't oppressed" every six months for some new fucking group. I don't give a fuck about it they're all fucking queer and need support from a community that doesn't police them for having a confusing or complex identity. I think that some of you are like mentally puritan catholic schoolteachers masquerading as tumblrinas. Kill the cop in your brain or you're not welcome at pride either lol!
#I find the online queer community to be outright naseuating#like why is it soooo fucking hateful. why do you have beef with neopronouns or bisexual lesbians literally get over yourself.#I think it's also because the online queer community is largely white so there's just. no class analysis or intersectionality at all here#so white queers get stuck on the idea on being 'the only real oppressed queers'#but they are only comfortable with gender and sexuality if it fits within#outright Eurocentric ideals. but then I remember that like all of you are white and don't understand how race could intersect with gender#and I'm not trying to be ableist when I say reading a book about queer history would benefit a lot of you.#pick an audiobook or read in small burst if you need to but you need to understand queer history. you absolutely do I promise.#cause lots of you don't even mask lmao. do u know that COVID disproportionately kills queer people because we're less likely to have health#insurance and work menial essential jobs like food service?#like you need to protect your queer and trans siblings. it starts with you!
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hi everyone I miss you 🥺
#work has been so fucking overwhelming lately :((( had to report this Incident to HR now im waiting for them to talk to me#and im thinking something more serious might happen to the guy i made the report about cause he has other complaints#that are all quite serious#and i keep feeling really guilty cause i think it might lead to him getting fired but also#bro said multiple slurs AT WORK and then defended why he should be allowed to say them and he 'does it all the time' outside of work#so yeah fuck you dude. hope you get fucking fired.#i just hate that i had to be the one to say something cause now im like well. hes gonna know it was me. cause it happened twice#and the first time i was the only other person in the room other than his gf and obviously she doesnt care so she wouldnt say shit#and he has way more friends there than me so if he DOES get fired i have a feeling theyd all find out#which almost made me not say anything cause i really fucking like my job and i dont want it to become a hostile environment#but like ? bro defended himself for like 15 whole minutes about how much he doesnt give a fuck#so guess what dude ! i dont give a fuck either !#im hoping next week this gets resolved and i can be less stressed and come on here a bit more i miss looking at Images :(((#been missing all my friends' gifs and edits !!!! need to be more chronically online !!!! STAT !#i will catch up on my tag soon i prommy <33333333333#j.txt
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in 2024 I wanna stop hearing about betterhelp
#elise's posts#SO many youtubers etc I like are promoting this shit#fyi for those who don't know it's a REALLY unethical business trying to take advantage of the mentally ill#and before you say 'but how else am I meant to find a therapist that does online sessions'#post-pandemic most therapists offer this#and if you want the whole 'I can text my therapist for therapy anytime 24/7' thing...#sorry I know it might sound useful but it's SUPER bad for both your own mental health and your therapist's#sorry but therapists are not meant to be there for you 24/7#that's not their job and it's really unhelpful for YOU to become dependant on a 24/7 therapist#betterhelp do not vet their therapists thoroughly#and some people say they have been evangelised to on betterhelp by preachers who ask the algorithm to assign them queer and atheist clients#many reputable therapists state that it's a terrible business model promoting unhealthy practices to patients#it claims to be the cheapest option but it's more expensive than the most expensive therapist I've ever had (I'm in the UK)#and significantly more expensive than the cheapest who was still good and probably more qualified than some people on betterhelp#you pay extra for the middleman#(being allocated a therapist you didn't choose and vet yourself isn't great anyway imo surely you want agency in this huge decision?)#and I'm sorry but pride counselling is a branch of the same company#please just look for therapists that specialise in your needs through a regulatory model and get in touch with them directly#not all of them have waitlists and tbh if every therapist on betterhelp is available whenever what does that say about them
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I just spent like 20 minutes thinking about soup
#i need to move out!!!!#i love my parents to be clear they're great#i just want to be in charge of my own meals again#it's not that they're bad at feeding me stuff i want to eat it's just we like different things#when it's just me i can make my soup however i want and no one's gonna say anything#Because It's My Soup#i can eat japanese chicken curry for a week straight! no one cares!#i just need to get better at eating vegetables#i want my own kitchen soooo baaad.....#my mom's sensitive to garlic. do you know how much recipes fuck if you add garlic? severely. and i can't if she's gonna eat it#i need my own kitchen so bad so so bad pleeaase#really hoping that i get my degree within like two months#and then i have to. urgh. find a job. but then i find a job and i go there#and i get Paid! money!#and once i have some money in the bank and a long term job i can try and get a flat#and once i have a flat i have my own kitchen i can order stuff online if i want and i can adopt a cat#i can have friends over i can decorate#and if i can swing it i'll be a civil servant#and if i'm lucky enough i can perhaps. give up the next 30 years of my life to a bank so i can own my own flat#god i hope. i fucking hope. i really really want to own#like not for landlord bullshit. just so i don't have to worry about where to go in a year two years five years#i want a civil servant job because that's for life and i would love to do the same thing forever#and i want to own a flat because i could make the space fit my needs and wants perfectly#and i wouldn't have to worry about where to live or old age or whatever#good luck to me finding a well situated 2 bedroom flat in one of the if not the worst city of france in terms of housing :)#but hey i've been lucky in life. maybe it'll keep going#i know what i want early! that's good#i shouldn't have a realisation that i want kids at 30yo or whatever. I Shall Not Become My Mom#ANYWAY i need my own kitchen!!!!!#wow i have a ramble tag now
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every weekend im like. this is it im getting my life together, on monday i will start dealing with my responsibilities and i will do all the things that are not just the bare minimum. and then i don't do any of that. i absolutely fail to do anything the following week.
#i have barely been doing ANYTHING since my graduation exam and that was 2 months ago#i feel like im absolutely incapable of doing anything that's not just the bare minimum to. do shit like staying alive#i have to find a job. im barely progressing with my online driving lessons.#and i feel so fucking guilty!!! but i cannot get myself to do *anything*#im either sitting here busying myself with my silly ass hobbies or i stare off into the distance or sleep#im at the point once again where im even starting to distance myself from my friends👍🏻#like what should i even say. how are you? oh yea im fine my life is falling apart and im incapable of making any kind of progress wbu?:)#living that girlfailure life 👍🏻#anyway. onto making stuff for my sideblogs and watching some dnd :))))#shut up vivien no one cares
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#this may not mean much to those who haven't followed me for long#but for my long term followers I thought I'd share a super positive update about my oldest 17 yo son#you may remember that for years he's suffered immensely from anxiety depression and panic attacks#he's since been diagnosed with autism which explains a lot of it (as has my daughter)#but it was so bad we had to take him out of school in 7th grade and it's still questionable whether he'll graduate#he's spent 5 years having almost no social contact other than online & hasn't been able to participate in anything but family events#because of anxiety and panic attacks#but y'all#Y'ALL#he just started his FIRST JOB#we worked with voc rehab & they got him a job at a thrift store run by parents of an autistic child so they know exactly what pace he needs#and he WAS ABLE TO DO IT#you have NO IDEA how amazing this is for him#and how much of a relief it is for me#because this means he's doing better#and he may actually find his way out of this and be able to build himself a bit of a future#it's amazing you just don't know how amazing it is after the last five years of struggles we've been through#so sorry that was a novel but I'm just so proud of him#he has it in him I know that he does#he just needed a break from life for a few years to find that bit of strength
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I found a nice place to send my cv at, but I’m terrified
#i should send it tomorrow but my computer dosen’t have internet for some reason ????#my dad is terrible with technology and thing he accidently throw out something important about it :’)#anyway so I can’t print my cv and I swear I had it save on my phone or iPad so I could send it online#but I can’t find it ??? so either I make a new one or try to open my laptop#problem is that my laptop take so long I have time to chicken out not do it I don’t trust myself 😭 Bfkdbxj#I’m also scared that if I get reject I’ll have a breakdown tbh#it’s already rough mentally i keep remembering how unhappy I was at my old job and it wasn’t even that bad 😭#but this time it’s not retail so only bosses and colleagues to worry about#but it was my boss making it hell (other than social anxiety) not the retail part#so that dosen’t reassure me#but it’s also close to my house so that’s good too#it’s physical though I worry I won’t be able to do it#my body is not what is was since I got sick fkdbdjjd#anyway I News to gather up courage 😭#alex.txt
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the world is very beautiful actually <-- guy who just discovered the joys of modern fansubbing
#i've been complaining a lot abt the typesetting in modern fansubs these last few years#like basically ever since crunchyroll became a viable site to do majority of one's anime consumption bc of all their licenses#bc when using pirate sites they just rip cr's subs and then typeset it badly SOMEHOW. and also w/slightly desync'd timing SOMEHOW#tho i think the slightly desync'd timing is bc that's generally how it is on cr back when i was leeching off potat's subscription#and then sometimes the pirate sites would have very beautifully done hard subs somehow n after a while i started to wonder#just which groups were doing the pretty high-effort typeset subtitle jobs so that i could be pickier abt my sources n stuff#but unlike scanlation groups which will put in the group credits w/their chapters that's not a thing w/fansubs#so it was just like 'MAN!!!!!!' but now that aniwave is like. gone forever i guess I Have Learned To Torrent#(with the help of my beautiful vpn ofc) bc I Give Up on trying to find sites to watch things online#and there's this one guy who keeps a repo of his python scripts he uses in fansubbing AND INCLUDES THE FONTS HE USES IN THEM#I LEARNED THAT .MKV FILES CAN ALSO STORE THE FONTS FOR THEIR SUBTITLES TODAY. THIS IS SO LIFE-CHANGING FOR ME SPECIFICALLY#so obviously i've been going a little ham there bc im love fonts <3#and also looking at one of his things i'm like. VERY impressed by its quality it's so very nice. love this#the worm speaks
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Fuck, today really has been bad, the last straw. After the catastrophic morning when both our father and our mother, who haven't talked to each other in months due to the violent divorce but are apparently still very in synch, decided to pile their unchecked mental issues on my sister and I, we had a light breakfast and then we were so tired we decided to nap the whole afternoon away. And now a friend reached out saying she wasn't doing well and she would like to call and I had to tell her that today is really not possible, I just don't have the energy.
I'm just so tired. Sister and I are each in our rooms sending each other gifs and memes to try and lighten the mood but we're both feeling incapable of getting out of bed. I tried to read and even that I couldn't, I can just lay in bed and listen to music and watch the sun go around the ceiling.
And we're invited for dinner to a cousin's tonight, and she lives just right next door but she has other guests to, and we can't get out of it because she already has a packed schedule so it's the only day she can have us, and we're just wincing thinking about getting up, getting dressed, having to socialise...
#i don't know how we did it last summer because it was like that every day#this summer it has only be bad once every other day#but fuck i'm so tired and stressed out and spread thin#i'm selling my parents do anyone want them#and if anyone has a remote online job in the culture field please dm me before i lose my mind#i think both rosa and i are reaching our last limits#which is problematic because rosa has to go back to university in two weeks and i need to get up and find a job asap#yey. what a fucking fucked up life.#rapha talks#personal#venting
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I keep forgetting people don't know about the fnaf room. Like yeah the fnaf bedroom we've all heard of it (we have not)
#the steamers. pizzas. and “newspapers”#are recent additions!#i tried to keep the hall papers as accurate as possible. typos and all. shame i couldn't get em the right size. but not really noticeable !#my room used to be “just moved in beige with crusty tan carpets” i am. extremely happy with it these days#and i definitely clean it up more often lol#the most expensive part is the floors!! by a significant margin!!!!#had to pull up carpet. floor underneath wasnt ready for non carpet flooring. pulled out nails. filled in cracks. had to buy trim.#had to learn how to use a nail gun#my dad used to have a job with laying floors which helped significantly#shame we couldn't use actual tiles.but at the same time Oh Wow tiles are Expensive. and the floor wpuldve needed to be prepped even more#basically what im saying is. find a house that already has a checkered floor or something. get arcade carpet floor instead#that might be cheaper actually#it probably definitely is#you can find like the exact arcade carpet pattern used in the movie online you can buy it#hard to keep this floor clean too. lots of stains and specks. despite my mopping and desperate scrubbing#probably because the floor is like. soft.#and i dont know what it wants from me
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