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bilolli · 2 months

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I have the urge to draw but it's 4:23 am. Why must inspiration's god be so cruel.

#I WANNA DRAW SOMETHING FOR ARTFIGHT #AND THEN I HAVE 2 SKETCHES READY FOR SOME PEOPLE WHO DON'T PARTECIPATE #AND THEN I HAVE TO FINISH A PIECE FOR A ZINE #BUT IT'S 4 AM AND I HAVE WORK TOMORROW #I can't just...get up and draw randomly at this time #how tf will i work tomorrow #hjendkwlhkl #rambling #this is so irritating

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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 days

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#ay. tomorrow might b the day i face the music #which is to say. i tell my advisor how fucked i am. i mean. ill spin it so it doesn't sound so bad #its just that ive told him like 2 weeks in a row that id send him my edited preproposal and i have not bc im too afraid to start reading #papers related to my project. which is frustrating. and like the thing is. and i kno ive said it before and i kno im not a fucking idiot #i can read papers and i can even understand what theyre broadly saying. but thats it.#zero critical thinking. zero insight. i use all my tiny fucking brain space to try to understand the words on the pages #and even then it only forms this broken fucking image of whats being said. like u dont understand. i used to struggle with writing papers bc #i couldnt fucking connect what i was saying from one paragraph to the next when i was the one doing the fucking writing.#what the fuck am i doing here? and again. im not stupid. i can follow the information if its fucking said out loud but thats not how this #works. and it just feels like sometimes there's a limit to what you're capable of and im at that fucking limit. the undergrads in my lab #have more ability to comment on papers than i do. its so fucking frustrating and i just have to live with knowing itll never get any easier #so what the fuck can i do other than drop out? theres no god damn way im gonna pass a comprehensive exam. not unless i buckel down and break #myself in half to try to retain all the information i need to. which requires that i read so many god damn papers that i cant fucking read.#just. why tf did i pick a career path where my suffering is inherent to a huge part of my job? i feel like ive consistently chosen to take #the hard path in life and ive finally stumbled too far from what is possible for me #so well see what comes out of my mouth tomorrow when i have my weekly meeting. i just feel like its my last semester #i feel like this is it. i just need someone to fucking hire me. bc everytime my lab mate mentions something abt #my project down the line or talks abt future conferences i should attend. im just like. its a nice idea but that's not happening. im just #at the end of the line and it sucks #unrelated

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hana-bobo-finch · 20 days

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fun fact, the M in incompetent stands for Me

#not a pikmin post #I bought these STUPID TIGHTS that need to be laced up at the top and they are very pretty #BUT I AM UNABLE TO. TIE THEM. IDK. HOW TF DOES THIS WORK #they keep getting LOOSE and FALLING and I’m pretty sure I’ve ALREADY RIPPED THEM #I am losing my damn mind this wouldn’t be a big deal but SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW #AND NOT BEING ABLE TO TIE SOMETHING IS NOT A GOOD OMEN OF MY INTELLIGENCE #BREAKING NEWS Hana remembers why she’s never bothered with fashion in the past

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bright-and-burning · 1 month

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*through gritted teeth* hey! i wanna get better!

#dragging myself thru the mechanisms of care . fingernails clawing deep #tonight i will have enough spinach sun dried tomato pasta salad to last the full week. w/o cooking again #i will get in the shower soon. i am drinking water.#tomorrow if im better abt eating and drinking water i- oh wait i have after work plans.#THURSDAY. if im better abt eating and drinking water. i will go for a one mile run.#i am going to have fresh fruit and tomatoes w pasta for dinner. and then ice cream.#and then i am going to read one chapter of a book. just one chapter! that's all im holding myself to!!!#ah shit i was supposed to do laundry. ok. this is fixable.#im going to do laundry.#we CAN conquer the scaries the executive dysfunction (how tf do u spell that.) the bad brain days. we CAN.

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kimmkitsuragi · 4 months

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help me my mom is shipping me with some random chinese man whom i helped buying tickets

#it's crazy. knowing english and helping random foreigners is my passion #also so many things happening. i should write that fucking article when i get home lmfao #if my laptop wont fail me (i think she's fine now????? hopefully????)#but also like. I'll get to that tomorrow probably.#you know what i wanna do? if my laptop wont fail me i wanna play my fuckin game lmao #but idk if i should or if i will have time when i get home etc etc #also one more thing i look so freaking ugly in biometric photos im gonna sjjsnsndhdhfhhf #anyway if it works out i will have another photo next year so im trying not to let it get to me lmao #alsoooo just yesterday got accepted by a school in finland and today got a reply from one in germany #and they want me to take an exam in july lmao???? girl how tf will i get a visa etc with that timeline #anyway. ughhhhhh so many things happening etc #i wonder how my next months will be like. ok bys #bye*#🗒

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threnodians · 1 month

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work went more smoothly tonight for sure 👍🏻 and my body doesn’t ache quite as badly as it did yesterday; don’t get me wrong, it still hurts, but definitely less than yesterday 🥲 my hips hurt more than my back which is honestly preferred, i’d much rather my hips hurt than my back 😭 back pain is literally fucking terrible!!! but i’m working tomorrow night with the big boss lady again, and then i’m thinking i might be okay by myself on sunday??? but it depends entirely on how the shift goes tomorrow night 😅 we shall see, hopefully my achey body will feel better after lots of sleep on a heat pad 🤷🏼‍♀️

#⟡ — kayleigh.txt #honestly i’m kind of hoping that i have sunday off to get a break but i doubt it 🫠#i desperately need the money yes but i also need to consider my body and how it needs to rest 💀#but we’ll see 👌🏻 ig one of the dogs is going home tomorrow or sunday (hopefully tomorrow) so that’ll be significantly less work 🥲#apparently there’s usually a lot more dogs than what we have currently which is. big yikes #like i am barely getting out on time as it is lmfao #ANYWAYS time to go tf to sleep 😴

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teruthecreator · 5 months

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would you guys get mad at me if tfs was late this week 0__0

#ignorance cloud on #im having a rlly hard time writing chap 26 and idk if im gonna be done in time for posting on tuesday #i tried writing today and it went badly #i just wanna prepare u guys in case its late bc i also have a super busy week at work next week #so idk how much downtime writing im gonna get done #SIGH. idk im gonna try and write tomorrow and see if i have better luck #but dont be surprised if no tfs this week or late tfs

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rock-hoarder · 4 months

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i impulsively got a lip piercing today and i like it but i didn't think about how hard it would be to eat with in the beginning 😭😭

#we're having an after work thing tomorrow how tf am i supposed to eat a burger with this #probably knife and fork it #i've made saline solution and got a small bottle i can put it in so that's covered at least #brain rock

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zroqravity · 4 months

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I wake up and feel like shit and then I hang out with my friend and life is oh so beautiful and then I come back home and feel even worse

#i feel so horrible #they should make a body that doesnt hurt #im so nauseous how tf am i supposed to work tomorrow #hopefully i sleep it off #and my lower back is in so much pain how am i going to stand up for almost 8 hours straight

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looseahsoka · 1 year

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I’m smashing my hand onto my bed and i’m bursting into tears whenever i think about “Hello Snips” in HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN’S FREAKING VOICE

LOOK AT HIM

LOOK AT THEM

IM A WRECK DAVE

#star wars #star wars the clone wars #ahsoka #how tf am i meant to go to work tomorrow #star wars rebels #ahsoka lives #obi wan kenobi #fucking help me #still sobbing

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lil-artist-blog-fandoms-ocs · 5 months

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New version of a character talking to Old version of the same character is the idea that scratches my brain in a way I never knew was possible

#mun talks #tsams #yes I'm talking about today's episode #going feral how tf am i supposed to go to work tomorrow

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ace-fandom-dumbass · 5 months

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Having a costume design assignment where i have to do actual renderings and just clicking through pages of fashion plates from like, a five year period trying to figure out 1. What neckline to use 2. How tf to draw clothes

#im about to start crying what tf am i supposed to pick #fuckin regency era necklines ranging from literally up to the chin to that seems weirdly low for 1800s what #and thats before trying to figure out how to draw the sleeves and how *they* work #doing the guys is slightly better but theres so many layers and i cant get it to look right #hestia rambles #yelling into the void #clothing from 1800s-1810s is now the bane of my existence #and i need these drawing at least mostly done by tomorrow im going to die

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opens-up-4-nobody · 8 months

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#man. imagine a world where i had a non academic job. imagine i didnt have homework #imagine i just didnt do homework and i just laid down on the floor and decomposed #making my fucking mood stablizers work for it #im so tried and i dont wanna read. i just wanna sleep forever ugh #im now accomodated to have extra time on exams tho. not gonna use it but ya kno cool #ugh. y am i so tired i got like 8.5hrs sleep last night. why am i like this?#and i have to meet my advisor tomorrow like: have i made progress? nope im just trying not to drown #also i have a cavity and have to get oral surgery in thr next 6 months bc ive got a bby tooth thats starting to reabsorb #so i gotta get an implant tooth to replace it. how tf am i gonna do that? whos gonna watch me?#maybe ill wait for my parents to come out here on vacation #ugh. i need to fucking focus #unrelated

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loyalpromise · 8 months

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idk how some people do one-liners back-to-back bc i’m such a rambler that it’s impossible for me lol.

edit: p.s. i’m not saying one-liners are bad btw and i kind of admire people who can keep their threads short lol

#one-liner starters are different but when the thread is constant one-liners……how?? lol #also hi! i was gonna write but i don’t think i’ll have time today bc i passed tf out after work and now i have to do smth for dinner and #all that… but here’s hoping i’ll get stuff done tomorrow after work! thank you for your patience!!#ooc.

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maraguanabana · 1 year

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this has been a hell of a rollercoaster day if you ask me so. but a good rollercoaster. the ones that you actually enjoy. I mean, Yukierre dinner (date (wthwasthatIneedexplanations)) Monza, the Paddel Quartet (?) and Grill the Grid also. all unexpected (except GTG duhh) but at the same time not. and tbh, I love it all 😭

#yukierre feast #f1 #how tf do I recover from this in less that a day I have to go to work tomorrow #anyways keep whatever is going on going for the rest of the year please #it had to be the Monza weekend #istg I've never felt this patriotic before #FRATELLI D'ITALIA L'ITALIA S'È DESTA #deffinitely feeling more like being delusional about a Ferrari good result in home ground after today but let's not jinx it

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silvermizuki · 2 years

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At the two asks that have been sitting in my inbox for the past couple months-last week, ily and I’m not ignoring you. I want to draw smth for it and can never find time because I keep waking up late

#sobs #how tf do i always sleep through ALL my alarms #thank fuck its friday but tomorrow ill need to fill up my fridge/other chores #hrk #hush silv #off to work i go

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