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bilolli · 5 months ago

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I have the urge to draw but it's 4:23 am. Why must inspiration's god be so cruel.

#I WANNA DRAW SOMETHING FOR ARTFIGHT #AND THEN I HAVE 2 SKETCHES READY FOR SOME PEOPLE WHO DON'T PARTECIPATE #AND THEN I HAVE TO FINISH A PIECE FOR A ZINE #BUT IT'S 4 AM AND I HAVE WORK TOMORROW #I can't just...get up and draw randomly at this time #how tf will i work tomorrow #hjendkwlhkl #rambling #this is so irritating

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permanentreverie · 10 days ago

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it has been an evening of highs and lows, ladies and gentlemen.

#i made progress on some of my spotify playlists! i feel accomplished.#i *did* make a hence-deleted moodboard that i quite liked.#my am*zon package came which delivered beloved dopamines #and i looked a little more into the university i want to apply to #however this whole moodboard tag and link nonsense has exhausted me beyond all measure and deprived me of any hope or happiness #THAT SOUNDS DRAMATIC I KNOWW.#but truly. how tf am i supposed to make that work.#and researching universities is draining! nerve wracking! confusing!#i know i def want to apply to [redacted] but i am so scared and feel so unprepared.#and it is late. much later than i would like it to be; and i feel i have so many things more still to do #i have made a list for tomorrow and i will strive to get it all done before work.#also in warring with t*mblr today i found a way to mass replace tags on posts. and i know there are guides out there about finding posts #with no tags etc #i would like to further reorganize the posts i have on my blogs #but that is a big endeavor and will be shelved until i get my immediate crises figured out #lindsay.text

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months ago

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#ay. tomorrow might b the day i face the music #which is to say. i tell my advisor how fucked i am. i mean. ill spin it so it doesn't sound so bad #its just that ive told him like 2 weeks in a row that id send him my edited preproposal and i have not bc im too afraid to start reading #papers related to my project. which is frustrating. and like the thing is. and i kno ive said it before and i kno im not a fucking idiot #i can read papers and i can even understand what theyre broadly saying. but thats it.#zero critical thinking. zero insight. i use all my tiny fucking brain space to try to understand the words on the pages #and even then it only forms this broken fucking image of whats being said. like u dont understand. i used to struggle with writing papers bc #i couldnt fucking connect what i was saying from one paragraph to the next when i was the one doing the fucking writing.#what the fuck am i doing here? and again. im not stupid. i can follow the information if its fucking said out loud but thats not how this #works. and it just feels like sometimes there's a limit to what you're capable of and im at that fucking limit. the undergrads in my lab #have more ability to comment on papers than i do. its so fucking frustrating and i just have to live with knowing itll never get any easier #so what the fuck can i do other than drop out? theres no god damn way im gonna pass a comprehensive exam. not unless i buckel down and break #myself in half to try to retain all the information i need to. which requires that i read so many god damn papers that i cant fucking read.#just. why tf did i pick a career path where my suffering is inherent to a huge part of my job? i feel like ive consistently chosen to take #the hard path in life and ive finally stumbled too far from what is possible for me #so well see what comes out of my mouth tomorrow when i have my weekly meeting. i just feel like its my last semester #i feel like this is it. i just need someone to fucking hire me. bc everytime my lab mate mentions something abt #my project down the line or talks abt future conferences i should attend. im just like. its a nice idea but that's not happening. im just #at the end of the line and it sucks #unrelated

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hana-bobo-finch · 3 months ago

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fun fact, the M in incompetent stands for Me

#not a pikmin post #I bought these STUPID TIGHTS that need to be laced up at the top and they are very pretty #BUT I AM UNABLE TO. TIE THEM. IDK. HOW TF DOES THIS WORK #they keep getting LOOSE and FALLING and I’m pretty sure I’ve ALREADY RIPPED THEM #I am losing my damn mind this wouldn’t be a big deal but SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW #AND NOT BEING ABLE TO TIE SOMETHING IS NOT A GOOD OMEN OF MY INTELLIGENCE #BREAKING NEWS Hana remembers why she’s never bothered with fashion in the past

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bright-and-burning · 4 months ago

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*through gritted teeth* hey! i wanna get better!

#dragging myself thru the mechanisms of care . fingernails clawing deep #tonight i will have enough spinach sun dried tomato pasta salad to last the full week. w/o cooking again #i will get in the shower soon. i am drinking water.#tomorrow if im better abt eating and drinking water i- oh wait i have after work plans.#THURSDAY. if im better abt eating and drinking water. i will go for a one mile run.#i am going to have fresh fruit and tomatoes w pasta for dinner. and then ice cream.#and then i am going to read one chapter of a book. just one chapter! that's all im holding myself to!!!#ah shit i was supposed to do laundry. ok. this is fixable.#im going to do laundry.#we CAN conquer the scaries the executive dysfunction (how tf do u spell that.) the bad brain days. we CAN.

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olberic · 5 days ago

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im 4 episodes away from being done beast wars and im scared. this show is awesome idk what to feel about it being over. maybe its bc im watching earthspark s3 rn too but the difference in my personal enjoyment between the two is wild. like idk i dont love beast wars’ animation or its character designs (for the most part) but its such a good transformers show. theres a lot of great character moments and episodes, i genuinely find it funny, the overarching plotlines are actually interesting, and while it definitely has some trite episodes, i generally find them entertaining enough to not matter. and ik theres a beast wars anime and beast machines but i dont know about those… i cant say ive heard anything abt beast wars ii but ive only heard bad things abt beast machines… so im not ready for beast wars to be over. im in my beast era

#i mean im just so surprised at how much i liked it. i thought id hate it for the animation #but everything else is done so well i dont mind it. it has a certain charm #t #tf #having a tf show without humans boosts it soooo far up in my ratings #bc the protohumans are in what. 3 episodes? thats nothing #im not even finishing it now btw. i think i’ll do that tomorrow. its too late rn and i have work in the morning

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kimmkitsuragi · 6 months ago

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help me my mom is shipping me with some random chinese man whom i helped buying tickets

#it's crazy. knowing english and helping random foreigners is my passion #also so many things happening. i should write that fucking article when i get home lmfao #if my laptop wont fail me (i think she's fine now????? hopefully????)#but also like. I'll get to that tomorrow probably.#you know what i wanna do? if my laptop wont fail me i wanna play my fuckin game lmao #but idk if i should or if i will have time when i get home etc etc #also one more thing i look so freaking ugly in biometric photos im gonna sjjsnsndhdhfhhf #anyway if it works out i will have another photo next year so im trying not to let it get to me lmao #alsoooo just yesterday got accepted by a school in finland and today got a reply from one in germany #and they want me to take an exam in july lmao???? girl how tf will i get a visa etc with that timeline #anyway. ughhhhhh so many things happening etc #i wonder how my next months will be like. ok bys #bye*#🗒

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afishcalledwanda1988 · 2 months ago

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damn i shouldnt have taken this job without making some more demands. like i wish i had realized "making my own curriculum" as a forst year teacher was going to be an actual nightmare. but i literally didnt know bc i was fresh out of college and its not like they wont give me one theres just No Curriculum for what im hired to teach. so like what the fuck now.

#fucking bull SHIT that im supposed to classroom manage 25+ kids at once with zero prev classroom experience #and also be designing my own lessons. 'you need to provide learning objectives' I DONT KNOW HOW THE FUCK TO DO THAT AND NOBODY WILL TELL ME #JUST VAGUE EXAMPLES. LIKE IF YOU CANT FIGURE THIS OUT HOW TF AM I SUPPOSED TO #sorry im getting really fucking fed up. no clue what im doing with my kindergarten class tomorrow or for the rest of the year. and i #dont want to figure it out bc i just worked a full day. and im a month behind on grading #?.txt

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apocalypticdemon · 2 months ago

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finally did my goddamn dishes. and that wasn't all i managed to do today. fuck yeah.

had a meeting for thesis prep. bmv trip. rough plan for friday's discussion lecture. cooked dinner for the first time in like 3 weeks. read ~50 pages of academic text for 2 classes and a paper revision.

feels like i didn't do enough but. considering that yesterday i managed... going to classes and nothing else! and monday i was only capable of doing the required meetings i had, this is a pretty good day!

#it's been. a tough few weeks. i couldn't focus at all last week. only got work done on the weekend. yesterday was........ tough.#monday wasn't as rough but was equally exhausting #so! proud of myself that i got. stuff done. big stuff even!#started keeping a task/reward journal to help out too :)#so every night i'll write out some tasks that need to get done the next day #and as i finish them i check them off and give myself silly little stickers to track what i managed!#so i get like. 1 sticker per 10 pages read (bc i usually need a break every 10 or so pages rn) 1 sticker in a diff color for chores.#1 for teaching stuff (laying out a lecture plan/finishing the lecture/doing a dry run/doing the lecture) 1 for meetings etc etc #it's helping bc i have a dumbass brain that doesn't give me dopamine for completing tasks anymore #it all gets lumped into 'yeah i did the bare minimum bc that's what i need to do. that's not special-#-no reward for you! you didn't really *do* anything. just scraped bare minimum!'#turns out that's bad for you lmao to get No Rewards #so i have a journal now! so i have hard proof that shows that i've Done Shit.#and i think the last two weeks i've been 1. underfed 2. overtired and 3. on the verge of burnout #so i haven't been able to do much. but a major stressor is gone now! (the bmv trip...)#and it like. immediately lifted a veil from my brain. 0-60 in like 40 minutes flat.#i hadn't realized how stressed about that i'd even been. it was taking up so much of my brain's metaphorical CPU.#so i'm hoping tomorrow i'll be able to do what i was doing two weeks ago. just plugging along at my usual pace #instead of just barely dragging my carcass forward #so! anyway. update that was unasked for but you sure are getting #i fuckin did stuff today! fuck yeah!#it is now an hour past my bedtime i'm gonna crash tf out. bedtime. sleepytime. good night

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threnodians · 4 months ago

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work went more smoothly tonight for sure 👍🏻 and my body doesn’t ache quite as badly as it did yesterday; don’t get me wrong, it still hurts, but definitely less than yesterday 🥲 my hips hurt more than my back which is honestly preferred, i’d much rather my hips hurt than my back 😭 back pain is literally fucking terrible!!! but i’m working tomorrow night with the big boss lady again, and then i’m thinking i might be okay by myself on sunday??? but it depends entirely on how the shift goes tomorrow night 😅 we shall see, hopefully my achey body will feel better after lots of sleep on a heat pad 🤷🏼‍♀️

#⟡ — kayleigh.txt #honestly i’m kind of hoping that i have sunday off to get a break but i doubt it 🫠#i desperately need the money yes but i also need to consider my body and how it needs to rest 💀#but we’ll see 👌🏻 ig one of the dogs is going home tomorrow or sunday (hopefully tomorrow) so that’ll be significantly less work 🥲#apparently there’s usually a lot more dogs than what we have currently which is. big yikes #like i am barely getting out on time as it is lmfao #ANYWAYS time to go tf to sleep 😴

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teruthecreator · 8 months ago

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would you guys get mad at me if tfs was late this week 0__0

#ignorance cloud on #im having a rlly hard time writing chap 26 and idk if im gonna be done in time for posting on tuesday #i tried writing today and it went badly #i just wanna prepare u guys in case its late bc i also have a super busy week at work next week #so idk how much downtime writing im gonna get done #SIGH. idk im gonna try and write tomorrow and see if i have better luck #but dont be surprised if no tfs this week or late tfs

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rock-hoarder · 6 months ago

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i impulsively got a lip piercing today and i like it but i didn't think about how hard it would be to eat with in the beginning 😭😭

#we're having an after work thing tomorrow how tf am i supposed to eat a burger with this #probably knife and fork it #i've made saline solution and got a small bottle i can put it in so that's covered at least #brain rock

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