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skunkes · 3 months ago

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gonna keep making this post forever i guess because it just keeps getting wilder the more time passes and my brain forgets the immediate sensations/experience but i can't believe i got SURGERY. CRAZY. Not even this specific surgery but the fact that I got any surgery at all!!! SO WILD

#LIKE. in the way of me having the courage to get it done - the actual physical taking of my body to the hospital to do it - and #the fact that that's something that could even be done with today's medicine. like that's insane its so crazy. i got surgery.#like it wasnt a big deal at all it was short and easy #but its still wild ykwim. insane. and i didnt even freak out either. calmest ive ever been.#only time ive ever been able to actually fall asleep before a Big Event #talkys #i keep looking at my scars and forgetting and remembering like holy shiiiiit i was in the hospital i was in the surgery room i was in the #recovery room. ME. me and my brain and my body all of us. only us. crazy #<- going to stop here before i start spiraling from further train of thought on the matter #how many ppl in history must have wanted dis for themselves but been unable. i am so grateful i love my vessel now #i hope i get to like it more.... please god let me be able to move out soon #i also said this the last time i made this post but i cant wait to experience more things....#so be it life is still beautiful

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