#how lucky i am to be loved
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Idk if I ever rambled about this on here, but it's funny that it's easier to love someone than it is to like them. Loving someone is so effortless. It's involuntary. You can hate someone. You can dislike them. You can have no compatibility with them. You can feel any which way you want about them, and still yet, these feelings can coexist with love. You don't choose to love someone. You just do.
To like someone, on the other hand, is more frivolous. It's not innate like love. It needs to have a solid basis. And it's fleeting. You can like someone one day and become disgusted with them the next. It's so subjective. You either like someone or you don't. And forcing yourself to feel the opposite is very difficult.
I think the funniest thing about it all is that when people cry about being unlovable I think what they're really sad about is being unlikeable. People don't want to be loved. They want to be liked. They want to be reassured that there is something desirable about them. They want to know that people want to be around them. These desires are more concurrent with like than love.
#rambles#i was gonna put a finishing paragraph but i'll put it in the tags instead#tbh imo the craziest thing about love is that it'll always be there#unless everyone you know has died there will never be a moment in which you are unloved#granted this love may exist in different forms#it may exist in hurtful ways#it may be more hidden than most#but it'll always be there#it's a hard thing to believe but it's true#it's incredibly hard to be unloved#adding on to the tags tho bc i'm not done yet....#isn't it such an amazing thing to be loved?#how lucky i am to be loved#here i am as me and still yet people look at that and say 'i love you anyway'#that's incredible#what did i do to deserve that?
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Yeah, I don't know about you, Fidds, but I'd fold at this š
Previous!!
Next!!
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#no Stan don't use the puppy dog eyes Fidds won't be able to say no!!!#yeah I don't know where this is going but i made more lol#should i keep going i actually don't know#are you guys liking this PLEASE ANSWER ME šš#stan has hit the luck goldmine in his lifetime of the exact opposite#the last time he was this lucky he was born and even he's not too sure how lucky that actually was š#Fiddleford does NOT want to rebuild that portal guys š#i have a feeling that he might anyway though š¤šāāļø#cole's art#art#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#gravity falls comic#yeah cause i am drawing comics now#that small drawing i did as a joke has really run away from me..#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddlestan#vampire fiddleford#werewolf stan pines#werewolf stan#gravity falls halloween au#i love you guys that followed me for this š#why is stan spilling his guts about pushing his brother into an interdemensional portal to the first shmuck that walks by??#well..... idk he sees Fidds and hears that he knows Ford and he sees him as Ford's friend and he thinks oh man he deserves to know#mullet stan
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Max: " [after qualifying] i nearly destroyed the entire garage. i was barely able to hold myself in. i was so angry. i rarely get this angry. yes definitely an angry boi. rawr I'm a lion and no one can stop me and my wrath"
Also Max after qualifying:
*giggling like a fool*
#RB should just hire Charles as max's therapist full time#like please max you just placed P17#why the fuck are you so happy#STAND UP for urself pls#and Charles you're no better#truly emotional suppoort rivals#āmy husband is here. oh hes so pretty. how lucky am i. i love my life.ā sorta vibes here#lestappen#f1#brazil gp 2024#max verstappen#charles leclerc
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the maya and osiris parallels continue to fuck me up. Both of them reaching across timelines to save their partners and while Maya won't stop until she finds the right Chioma, the perfect one that will agree with her vision for the universe, the "real" Chioma, and will throw away any version of her that isn't perfect, Osiris broke time for the chance to save Saint-14, and it didn't matter to him which Saint it was, because to him they're all the "real" Saint
#nobody mention how much of a run on sentence this post is please and thank you#also there is something so kh about how this episode is about the alternative timeline versions of people like. who cares if they're not-#from the ārightā timeline. they're still real people#saint said it best āI am so lucky to have been so loved across simulationsā#destiny 2#destiny#maya sundaresh#chioma esi#osiris destiny#saint-14
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his magic is so PINK and FLUFFY and PRETTY! I love it!
I'm ready to process the Diasomnias now, buckle up
#art#unique magic posters#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#meanwhile at the super awesome kalim dream base#anyway I KNEW IT! I KNEW HE WAS A DREAMWALKER!#VALIDATION#love me a unique magic that is only really useful in one extremely specific and exceedingly unlikely situation#sure was lucky that silver was on the island huh!#okay everybody i am about to be even more embarrassing than usual over anime characters. hold on.#but i am ALL OVER silver right now. just really really enjoying him!#i love that his reaction to all of this is anger. i love that his reaction to malleus is basically 'how DARE you'#my boy is full of righteous fury and he is going to make it everyone else's problem#his deeply-ingrained respect for mal and lilia is such a big part of his character that it's just.#always such a nice character moment when that breaks!#like when he yelled at lilia during endless halloween night! granted it was lower stakes then but. still.#it'sgoodstorytelling.jpg#meanwhile sebek is over in a corner sobbing and going 'what is HAPPENING' which is its own brand of deliciousness#god. this game really does just slam its fists down onto all of my personal 'I LIKE THIS' buttons.#and now they give me silver's beautiful pink fluffy cloud dream palace. find me a chef to kiss because MWAH#i can't believe they cut it off RIGHT before we were about to learn his backstory. i mean i absolutely can. but you know what i mean.#i have to know the meaning of the shitty acorn bracelet. twst. twst please.
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Happy Valentine's Day! (and this blog's first post anniversary!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Woah...it's been a whole *year* since I took the leap and uploaded my 'first attempt' art.#It's outdated now but it holds a special place in my heart for the fact it started all of this off.#Calling this 'poorly-drawn' was always about accepting that my art was going to be imperfect and messy - and doing it anyways!#There has been a staggering number of times I have drawn something I almost didn't upload because I didn't think it was 'good enough'#only for someone to say they liked it - or that it made them laugh. And it has helped me realize -#-The worst critic for my work has always been myself. If I listened to it all the time...well we would not be here now B'*)#And now that I have dabbled in other fandoms I can truly see how lucky was to start out with the MXTX fans.#The supportive messages and tags have truly been a guiding force toward my artistic and self improvement.#I really can't describe how grateful I am.#Thank you for seeing something worth rooting for when I was just figuring things out.#Thank you for being sweeter than the candy I have strategically hidden in the nooks and crannies of this house.#But watch out! If you forget to find them we will get ants.#I remembered to not hide chocolate in the bed this year. Yes I know it melted last time. Yes it did stain. I'm still sorry.#Thank you for loving me regardless <3 Even if it looked like I shit the bed real bad.
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Tough And Sweet (Like You And Me) ā”
'Gale looks unfairly handsome in the soft golden light of the late evening, but even more unfair is the fact that John canāt just bridge the gap between them and kiss his feelings away. The more time he spends around Gale, the more it feels like heās being consumed by his overwhelming infatuation, and thereās not a single thing he can do about it that doesnāt involve the risk of scaring the man out of his life.
So he shuts the truck door behind him after promising Gale heāll text when heās safe inside, and he tries not to stare too forlornly as the truck putters off down the street and rounds the corner.'
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#tough and sweet fic#clegan#so nervous to post this!! been wanting to make this edit since i started this fic and finallllyyy did. i hope it does the boys justice <3#johnslittlespoon edits#buckbucky#feeling so sappy tn over them and how much love i've been so lucky to be shown for this silly little fic that has now taken over my life#i rly am so lucky sooo so lucky i think ab it sm i know it's just fanfic but!!#to have smth that feels so vulnerable to share be accepted with such open arms has truly been healing to me#i'm so very thankful <33 will never take it for granted#dedicated to c and ali for making me giggle and for motivating me endlessly w their kind words <33 sobs#okay gonna go hide back in ch7 doc and/or sleep now so i don't have to perceive being perceived
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kacchan really is so funny for being like BUT WHAT ABOUT BAKUDEKU CANON when he finds out izuku is quirkless
#bakudeku#bkdk#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha leaks#he really is like WHAT ABOUT US#WHAT ABOUT EVERYTHING WE BEEN THROUGH#izuku is such a Gabriella too he DO be running away from his feelings every chance he gets#what about US IZUKU WHAT ABOUT OUR MARRIAGE#WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS MANGA IF WE ARENT MARRIED#and Izuku is like oh no my baby is on too many painkillers hahaha heās not proposing to me right now thatās silly#if he was proposing that would mean he loved me and I canāt accept that reality Iām too much of a burden#I canāt think of myself long enough to realize I am valued#two months ago Izuku was like :) Iām so blessed kacchan talks to me almost normally#how is he supposed to process he was just proposed to by that same boy#like heās also just gone through almost losing him heās probably like Iām lucky heās alive and breathing near me#and kacchanās like I LOVE YOU I WANT YOU FOREVER#Izuku is overwhelmed ok give him some slack
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Other people introducing Wednesday: This is the Slayer of Evil, a true freak amongst outcasts, the ruthless deviant who strikes fear into the devil himself, Wednesday Addams.
Wednesday introducing herself: I am Enid's wife, unhappy to meet you.
#everyone @ Wednesday: this bitch is fucking mental can't take her anywhere#Wednesday: i am here on this earth to love and respect my wife#enid in the background as an actual puddle: how the hell did i get so lucky what a WOMAN#wenclair
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BTS x Major Arcana
for @dearedwardteach š¤ {cr. namuspromised / psd / cards}
#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST PERSON ON THIS ENTIRE SITE <3#i'm late and i'm so so sorry#i had entirely different thing planned but it was awful and then i found this template and it made me think of you immediately!#i hope you like it#bts#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#btsedit#*mine#ot7#sabri i have no words to describe how lucky i am to get to know you#you wished on my birthday to go to concert together and now look at us! we have two booked!#i cannot wait march to see you <3#i hope you will have great year full of happiness and kind people and so much love!#ily fr <3#disclaimer: i know nothing about tarot cards or anything like that#i went with general descriptions#so please let me know what you think about my choices! it's actually very interesting!#if there are any typos or anything please don't tell me or i'll cry
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first week of august
#gym lyf feeling strong lifting running etc !#me + my bf made pistachio ice cream !!!!!!! it slays#and I have been known to enjoy a farmerās market every now and then ā¦ā¦..#also I wear anklets now yahhhh#Iām feeling kind of close to a breakdown but keep steering myself away idk life is so beautiful in so many ways but I have a nervous feeling#all the tiiiime <3 but I just have to remember how lucky of a person I am and all of the things I am grateful for which are mannnyyyy#love to u#personal
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231003 ā” Happy Birthday Bang Chan!
#chan#bang chan#stray kids#cb97net#createskz#*gfx#*m#long post#all the stars in the sky couldnt compare to how much i love you... thank you forever and for always...#i will be by your side till the sun sets okay?#together always... im happy here with you#you changed my life and made me into a warmer person...#i think im so lucky that the universe led me to you... im so grateful that you exist here with me...#my everything... you are always my brightest sun and i hope to continue to be your moon#how many times can i say thank you till my tongue grows numb it still wouldnt be enough... to say thank you to you#because of you i am here still today... because of your kind words i was able to hold onto who i was that night#im never truly alone because you're always a part of my heart and who i am now.. you exist inside my very heart#you are so truly and deeply a soulmate to me...#i love you... so much..
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Of all the horngy food posting feedees on Tumblr, I think you gave the best taste. That yellowfin looks divine š
IT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!! decadent asf, while everything on that plate was fantastic i am a sucker for yellowtail especiallyā¦ it was slightly charred with some smoked soy ššš
#i love fast food n shitty hostess cakes as much as any feedee#but i am a foodie first and foremost!!!!#in fact. lemme put together a post of the good food iāve had recentlyā¦#i come from a restaurant family and am very lucky everybody knows how to cook haha#talk#ask
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when you accept that the unique things about you are the best things about you. when you fall in love w your uniqueness and become obsessed w it and reject conformity. when you think for yourself and draw your own conclusions and adore that you donāt perfectly fit into a mold. thatās when youāll know true peace
#this sounds like an instagram infographic but hear me out#all the things i used to hide as a teen are things i am so grateful to embrace now#iām realizing that any notable person has trailblazed their own path. thatās how they stand out.#not bc they already fit into a predetermined mold. but bc they were unique and confident about it#canāt say iām at a 100% w my self acceptance yet but there will be FAR fewer things to talk about in therapy š„² and thatās a good thing#ppl rly need to take their quirks and appreciate them and LOVE them and adore them and be obsessed and feel so lucky they have them#the same old same old is boring#it just sucks that w uniqueness naturally comes backlash#and u have ppl who r nasty rude etc etc. who try to make u feel like ur the freak show for being different#but as long as u know ur truth thatās what matters. thatās all#text
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I really love it when you talk about your wife. I would love to love someone that much one day.
some random wife things from this week:
she got new shoes that sheās really excited about and she looks so cute in them
weather was finally chilly enough for prolonged cuddling and man is there anything cozier than an extra blanket on the bed and my wifeās arms around me
she tried coffee from multiple new spots this week and i got to steal a sip every time
you ever see your hot jock wife in autumn flannelā¦you ever see your hot jock wife in a scarf and jacket and stompy boots.,,
in the middle of some travel (stressful edition) i said something like āyouāre so nice to me, thank you for being so nice to me.ā and she immediately said āof course. i like being nice to you, itās easy.ā sheās nice to me every single day, but itās especially precious to me when i feel like iām at my worst (inhabiting my airportsona).
last night while she was cooking dinner i went and caught her eye and looked pointedly at the mixing bowl she was stirring, and she just gave me a š face. didnāt even take off her headphones. marry someone with whom you can telepathically communicate the āthatās what good pussy sounds likeā vine at any moment.
#i am very lucky to love and have been loved deeply and in many forms so far in my life#but when it comes to romantic love i am always in awe at how i get to have this#i used to feel like there was a glass wall between me and the feelings i thought i should have/wanted to have in romantic relationships#and then i fell in love with my wife and that glass wall is nowhere to be found#i could write an essay in the tags about that specifically but#tl;dr i donāt necessarily believe in soulmates or there being One Perfect Person for everyone BUT however this works i am so lucky i met her#etc#asks
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For good luck
Two leaders leave their partners to go to battle - not without a token of their love though
or to put it less dramatically, you give Choji and Ume something for good luck before a fight (separately)
SFW anddddd no other warnings ig
Characters: Umemiya Hajime, Choji Tomiyama
Tomiyama Choji
You're holding two cards left in this UNO match and one happens to be a draw 4. Just as you're about to put in down on the pile, Togame walks into the room carrying Choji's jacket.
"Sorry to interrupt, but it's about time for that fight, Choji." He looks to you apologetically and your boyfriend looks at the clock on the wall.
"Uno," you place your second to last card down and he looks back to the pile.
"Again?" Choji whines drawing four into his now ten card pile. It isn't the first time this round you had him drawing stacks of cards. You think he might just be incredibly bad at the game given how often you win.
"When you get back, the color's green," you say faking grumpiness at the fact that he's leaving right before you secure victory.
"If I win can it be red?" he pouts and furrows his brow. It's his equivalent of puppy dog eyes that he pulls out at least once a day, so although he looks adorable, nose all scrunched in upset, you're used to this ploy. There is no mercy in UNO and he knows that.
"You know you're going to win, and no, it's green." His cheeks are puffed out like a hamster as he puts his jacket on, but his mood switches up and suddenly he's the trusted leader of Shishitoren, ready to lead his guys into their next brawl. He still silly and excited, your little lionheart, as he gets pumped up to fight, but he's a little more serious too. "Choji." Never one to want to interrupt when he's about to go all out, but knowing it wouldn't feel right to let him leave like this, you're standing, waiting for him to remember the small tradition you two began in the beginning of your relationship.
The first time you ever sent him off to a fight, you were so nervous even Choji could tell. He'd said you were really lucky, so if you squeezed him as hard as you could the luck would rub off on him like a charm. You weren't really lucky, but you knew he was practically unbeatable if what Togame told you was to be believed. It did also calm your nerves, so you elected to always send him off this way just in case.
"I almost forgot my hug!" He spins and runs into you, grabbing you in an embrace.
"Big squeeze!"
"Even bigger squeeeeze!" Stretching your words to prolong the hug, you both release the insanely tight holds you had on each other. He's out of the door before you can say anything else, Togame close behind.
Leaving the cards on the stage of the Ori you were playing on earlier, you decide to make a quick trip to the store for snacks. Surely they were gonna be hungry when they got back, right?
Umemiya Hajime
"I'll hold down the fort while you guys are gone," you say, not looking up from the song book. Your boyfriend is the last to leave after hearing there's a fight outside the Karaoke Bar on Keisei Street. Nakamura and his gang were surely already there taking care of whatever troublemakers showed up, but your Furin boys couldn't hear the word fight without running towards it.
"Babe," his voice is strained as he's ready to head out. "can you...y'know?"
"Can I what, Hajime?" You put on an unaffected act, but it's not one you can hold for long. He taps his cheek as he bends towards you, a little bashful now that you're actually looking his way. "What do I get in return for giving you all my hard-earned luck hm?"
"My everlasting love and affection princess," he says bending his knee in front of you in an equally regal display. He places a small kiss on your hand and sees you crack a smile despite your initial play of indifference.
"How could anyone pass up an offer like that," you giggle, giving your prince a good luck kiss on the corner of his mouth as by accident. "You'll get a full one after you're back and in one piece," a hint of warning in your voice as you send him off. You hate when he comes back hurt, even if he says it's not that bad and that you really should see the other guy. A heavy sigh leaves you as you're left alone for whatever amount of time it takes for your boys to return from battle.
Once they're back, more people than had initially left showed up. It seems some of the Roppo-ichiza group heard there was karaoke and decided to tag along dragging some new faces into the room, not that you mind. Umemiya pops in while everyone is saying their hellos and takes his seat next to you again.
"You're back from war huh?"
"Yes ma'am! Can I collect my kisses now?"Ā He's extra clingy, feeling bad that he left you alone for even a short while. Ā You can see no one is really hurt from the fight save for a few bloody knuckles and swollen cheeks. Ume himself only has a small bruise on his jaw and small cuts on his hands. "Gotta heal you first," you say putting your lips to his knuckles, your intention to kiss every injury being made clearer the farther along you progress. What he doesn't know as you're distracting him is that you've queue'd up 'baby shark' on the karaoke tablet about 20 times as payback for leaving you by yourself.
#umemiya hajime x reader#choji tomiyama x reader#wind breaker#Someone wrote a fic a little bit ago about choji calling togame's partner his lucky charm but they used the japanese word for it#and it was so cute i wanted to write soemthing like that#i tried looking for it but i couldnt find it earlier today :(#also i do the squeeze hugs with people i love regardless if they squeeze hard back but its so fun when they DO put oomph into it#sorry all my stuff ends up silly thts just how i am#also my format for posting is sooo lazy but so am i#everyone always has such cute headers or pictures or colors#and im like here 'smacks macaroni art down on the table'
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