#how has it been two months already
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when the teacher asks why im not focusing in class but i just miss liam bro
#how has it been two months already#one direction#1d#liam payne#rip liam payne#rip liam#liam payne one direction#harry styles#niall horan#louis tomlinson#zayn malik#ziam mayne#ziam#lima bean#payno
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Being the on-call masseuse at pro-hero dynamightās agency who heās weirdly vulnerable with because youāve already seen him naked
#Bakugo#heās so bad at vulnerability and so rusty at intimacy he mistakes the two because youāve already put your hands on him so sweetly#and it feels like youāre the only person who ever has#itās not like he realizes what heās doing . he wouldnāt say he loves you by any means or even has a crush#butā¦ā¦ā¦#youāre the first person he sees in the morning and the last person he sees before he goes home. of course youāre on his mind. of course.#and then for whatever reason youāre gone for a bit and it feels like everything crumbles#this would be a recovery au too ⦠heās not allowed to exercise or something so physical therapy and massages are how he tries to get thru it#itās 6 months in before he realizes he doesnāt know the first thing about you#and heās coming to terms with the fact heās way more damaged than he realized. even if his body is better his mind ā¦#hasnāt been right. and he needs to apologize to you first#but surprise! youāre there to help him through that too (after quitting so you can do it all for real)#any blablablah#shii posts#gen
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While Iām talking, Cloud almost killing Tifa in Gongaga is not just a āwould that be fucked up or whatā moment or even because Tifa has the true memories/proof to counter Sephirothās lies (though, that is part of it). Itās also because killing Tifa is the antithesis of who Cloud is. Itās the antithesis of the little boy who put his life on the line to save her and then dedicated his life to becoming strong enough to protect her. The antithesis of his promise to be there for her and the feelings behind it. āCloudā and āTifaās killerā cannot coexist. āCloud,ā the boy defined by a desire to protect Tifa, cannot survive this. Thatās why Sephiroth is trying so hard to get Cloud to kill Tifa. Sephiroth could kill her himself and that would still be majorly bad for Cloudās true identity as heād still lose his only tether to reality and the symbol of his conscience. But it wouldnāt be as effective as having Cloud do the honors. Sephiroth needs Cloud to kill the light in his own heart. He needs Cloud to kill his self. And there is no more definitive way than this.
#aughhhhhh#final fantasy#final fantasy 7 rebirth#cloti#idk how anyone who played this game walked away from this scene normal. this scene grabbed me by the throat and still hasnāt let go#i have been metaphorically staring at the ceiling for two months#this is only like a sliver of what makes it so crazy too#when you get into how this scene calls back to when cloud is a child and first expresses that desire to become strong like sephiroth#after he is too weak to save tifa from falling off that bridge#and how we see exactly what becoming strong like Sephiroth means#how itās the path to self-destruction and what that looks like#the death of cloudās conscience and cloudās true self - symbolized by and intrinsically connected to tifa#and how itās not just rage. itās fear. thereās so much fear and self-hatred driving cloud here#sephirothās manipulation is effective because heās preying on these fears and insecurities that cloud already has#and then the parallels to the start of remake#if i speakā¦ā¦..
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(There might be something wrong with him too, but thatās not the topic at hand.)
Beginning of a wip I hope I can finish one day...
#sakamoto days#natsushin#god i have too many wips already it's been two months since i got into sakadays lmao#some of those i hope i can finish!!!!!!!!!!!#morgane's fanfics#this has a lot more to it already but i accidentally made it more complicated than i know how to write lmao
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i saw something about two incest reveals? What on earth have i missed??
detective conan <3
#the show slash manga where the author has retroactively canonized that TWO of the most popular ships in his fandom are COUSINS#i did delete the post from last night because i got one (1) patronizing comment and it pmo lmfao but trust me im still mad#^not even about the incest btw i already knew that was happening and i lowkey think its funny this is an entirely different plot point#briefly tried to find raws to see if it was a translation error but i guess it's too recent a chapter for raws to be easily available#not to mention all the LOSERS on the forums who get mad at you for linking raws even when theyve been out for MONTHS#ugh anyways.#i <3 bad manga. no i will not stop reading it i need to see how it ends
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Knocking them over and watching them scramble to get up with those big ass heads
#kelperambles#captainshipping#tw eyestrain#eye strain#the captainshipping brainrot is so bad right now oh my god itās like something wormed into my brain and started destroying everything#to constantly think about them but not have enough time to draw them. torture.#Nintendo yaoi is what could save me.#the last time I tried to draw Captainshipping I drew ONE (1!!!!) line on Falconās chin and went āok thatās pretty good. I should lay downā#AND THEN I FELL ASLEEP FOR 5 HOURS#wiping a tear from my eyes as I look at captainshipping photo album on my phone before bed#life is beautiful#I love drawing them and just looking back at my art months later and thinking ādude I actually killed it. this is everything I ever wantedā#because itās true!!! Itās exactly what I want to see because it came from ME?!? CRAZY IDEA.#I imagine their dynamic as something genuinely so sweet. hopefully I can articulate it well enough here#Like from subspace emissary you can already see how Falcon (quite literally) pushes Olimar to try new things and be more adventurous#(even if Olimar doesnāt need it after his time on PNF-404 LMAOO)#and Olimar encourages Falcon to slow down and live in the moment#plus. between the two Olimar definitely talks the most about nearly anything and everything#EXCEPT for his true feelings because if thereās one thing heās good at. itās bottling his emotions until he explodes in the worst crash out#But falcon is observant and provides Olimar the space he needs to vent any issues#even if Olimar thinks theyāre probably insignificant in the face of CAPTAIN FALCON of all people#like dudeā¦the infamous bounty hunter and rich award winning F-Zero racer? CRAZY.#Falcon doesnāt mind though. He cares about Olimar and genuinely wants to listen.#if its about financial issues he could definitely help but olimar adamantly refuses#Olimar doesnāt want to ātake advantageā of his relationship with Falcon and heās always been super self-reliant so itās hard to adjust#and guess what. Falcon could care less. he has too much money to count and would probably spend it on another custom racetrack#istg heās so obsessed with racing I wouldnāt be surprised if he LIVED in the blue falcon instead of getting a place to stay#Olimar and Falcon are opposites attract taken to the extreme dude I love it so much#and consider the tropes????? LIKE DUDE FALCON IS LITERALLY GETTING HUNTED DOWN BY VILLAINS IMAGINE IF THEY FOUND OUT ABT OLIMAR#AND THE HELMET. THEYLL NEVER BE ABLE TO KISS AND ITS SO GOOD I EAT IT UP!!! FOREVER YEARNING LONGING REALNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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yknow what. i hate to be rude but the oxygen not included fandom has to get their heads out of the sand and acknowledge that HEY, THERES LORE. I know minmaxxing is fun and all but holy fucking shit. the steam artwork page is 90% screenshots??? Theres a seperate tab for screenshots. People are just posting their screenshots in thebart page anyways for fuck knows what reason. like fuck you I don't wanna see your sourgas boiler in the fanart page, what do you even need to boil sourgas for, whys it so important you wanna smother any fucking ember of creativity left here???
like jesus fuck for once i got attached to a fairly major character and i cant even find anyone making fanart like AT ALL. Ive seen one singular person on tumblr acknowledge the characters in the lore logs beyond their dupe equivalents. The wiki page for the lore is horrifically outdated.
please. I beg. If you're readung this just. just spend five minutes reading the emails or investigations or whatever tab of your guidebook while ur waiting for your dupes to build something. acknowledge the fact that every menu and popup is written in first person. did you ever notice that the quit game confirm text uses i instead of you. Have you looked at the flavour text for the algae terrarium
please
theres so much lore. please j
i just want to see people care i cant be in another dead rotting fandom
#i genuinely dont want to be rude im usually a chill person#but oh my god you'd think the fandom has been dead for fifty years with how little fanworks there are#ive only been into this game for like a month or two and ive already seen-#-someone confidently claim that the printing pod is for sure Not the player character#which can be proven wrong within the first ten seconds of gameplay#by hitting the giant blue button that appears if you click the printing pod#and reading the first sentence it gives u#so. excuse me if im rude. please. theres lore.#maintagging bc everyone needs to see this.#oxygen not included
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#ok i am in a peaceful headspace because i entered this meeting in a zen state of mind and told myself that nothing could disturb my peace#but i must just relate what happened#me: it's such great news that higher-up leadership has greenlit this multi-year plan!#since they want to see the first stage implemented this next academic year i plan to get started on faculty recruitment & course developmen#redacted: [vague faraway expression] i had a great idea which is [long rambling description of a totally new program#that is totally disconnected with anything we've ever done before and would cost a gazillion dollars to implement]#me: that's... great. however i wonder if leadership will expect us to implement the plan they just approved#which we spent months developing and iterating with them#so let's keep thinking about that but i suggest we move forward with the things in the plan#R: now I haven't read the plan yet [VERBATIM QUOTE LMAO]#but i think the main problem with it is that you're always coming up with these new ideas. and then you never explain#how we're going to implement them or how much it'll cost or what it will take to make these things happen#me [breathing in for four - hold - out for four]: perhaps we can look at pages 14-17 together#where i have put together a detailed implementation plan with a timeline + estimated costs + commitments from partners#who will need to be involved#R: [staring at me with a look of poorly concealed dislike] ok..why don't you go work on revising this draft so we have an actual plan#me: this is the final plan. this is the plan that has been vetted and revised with your boss's feedback & officially greenlit by your boss#R: the real issue here is that you have all these new ideas... let me tell you about the amazing work i did on this back in 2011.#why don't you go back and look at that report and see if you can just use that to develop your plan#me: that report - which is two pages long and 14 years out of date - is already incorporated in this finalized plan.#i don't know how many ways i can say this. i can't revise the plan anymore because we are done revising it. it has been formally approved.#they are asking us to implement the first stage of it this fall#i have to move forward or we can't implement it this fall#because we won't have done any work. because we were revising a plan that is already finalized#LIKE WHAT IS HAPPENING#WHAT IS EVER HAPPENING
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proposition for a funny bit for this blog
shifting focus from the rotting corpse of an old webtoon towards whats probably the best current webtoon
#i have a mutual from dhmis who also turned their dhmis sideblog into a tadc one#and ive been feeling inspired by that ever since#am i actually getting fixated on this toon? i dont knowā¼ļøā¼ļø#given how much there is to chew on with tadc so far i feel like at best ill be into it for a month. its just not that much yet#but who knows in the end#i HAVE been thinking about it like all day for at least the last two days. thats usually quite the sign#and ill tell ya this much: one episode of tadc already has more to appreciate in it than all of ew combined#the amazing digital circus#tadc pomni#tadc ragatha#tadc jax#tadc gangle#tadc kinger#tadc caine#nae art#also the designs are all drawn from memory bceause these designs are already super memorable#and also thats how you get in fun HC design details
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#22.4 Result
Even though his team had more members, Khun did not anticipate the speedster in Agni's team who managed to steal the princesses' tags in just a few seconds. Basically leave half of his team's fishermen immobile right from the start.
Khun managed to stop Dan with lighthouse flow control, and Rak was able to steal Dan's black tag. Yet Agni managed to undo the flow control and free Dan before Rak could take back the tags that Dan had stolen.
Endorsi was then given Laure's tag and fought with Gyetang, while Anaak was given Shibisu's tag and fought Agni along with Rak. Ran didn't lose his tag and had been countering Novick since the start of the game. Surprisingly, they seemed to be on par with each other. Khun didn't know who won by the end, since he was too busy trying to catch Dan, who managed to steal Hatz's tag at one point.Ā
Suddenly, his lighthouse was no longer being interfered with by Agni, and only then he saw that Endorsi had joined hands to fight Agni after rendering Gyetang immobile. With Agni's attention diverted by three main powers, Khun was finally able to immobilize Dan. However, he only managed to retrieve one white tag, since all the other stolen tags were already handed over. He gave the white tag to Hatz to get him back into the game, but by that time Gyetang was also back on his feet, so they were sent to fight each other.
Ten minutes went by too fast. Khun slumped to the floor and finally took some deep breaths. Clearly, Agni's team didn't go easy on them, and he was lucky enough to keep his tag.Ā
"I see you've given your best." Agni said as he caught Ran in his arms before he fell face flat onto the floor. Ran must've swallowed the lightning pill halfway through the fight, and Khun didn't really know how to feel about that.
Khun looked up to the second floor balcony where Bam and Grace were talking. He could feel the corner of his lips pull up when he saw Bam looking bashful as Grace ruffled his hair.
"Gather up everyone," Agni called them, still holding Ran's limp body. He looked like he was about to pass out himself, though. Handling both princesses and Rak all by himself while still assisting his other team members was really impressive in Khun's opinion, even if it was only for ten minutes.Ā
Everyone, including Agni's team, sat down in a loose circle, exceptions being Ran who was laid down in front of Agni and being tended to, and Laure who was sleeping soundly on the floor behind Hatz. Most of the others looked worn out and some were even hiding a limp, but the moment Gyetang and Dan started to excitedly recount and compliment everyone, his team was easily drawn into the conversation.
Bam and Grace came to join them a moment later, bringing bottled water and a first aid kit. Grace offered to check on each one of them, which unsurprisingly started from Agni. Though Khun declined his offer when it was his turn. He didn't get any bone-shattering hits, so he was fine. Grace didn't look happy with it, but he moved on.
Meanwhile, Bam distributed the water, bandages and ointment. Then he decided to go sit near him and Rak, to Khun's delight. It felt like their missing puzzle piece was finally fitted back into place.Ā
"It's niceā¦to be with everyone again." Bam mumbled to himself, yet Khun heard him clearly. And so did their friends, who were looking at Bam wistfully.
Bam was holding his knees that were folded close to his chest, making him look small and closed up. Golden eyes were shadowed from view by his long bangs. It was like there was still an invisible wall that divided him from everyone else, keeping him unreachable. Khun itched to touch him, to get rid of that wall and pull Bam back to him, to what they used to have.
There was so much yet so little to talk about, and Khun felt himself hesitating, especially with this many eyes on Bam. He finally understood why Agni set the tag prizes as is.
Khun touched Bam's arm with his fist, and smiled tiredly when Bam turned his head at him. "It's good to have you back, Bam."Ā

Many emotions flashed in those golden eyes; disbelief, fear, sadness, hurt, longing, relief, joy. Even though he had heard the story from Bam, Khun still couldn't imagine how much suffering Bam had gone through during all those years they were apart. How lonely he must be, and there was nothing Khun could do to fix what had been done. But when Bam finally smiled back, crooked like he just fixed himself back together, Khun vowed that he'd never let anyone take anything away from Bam ever again.
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#I missed drawing viole and khun ahhh š„¹#neither teams win nor lose. what they get from this game is the tag's prize and knowing each other abilities#I was debating about Ran vs Novick outcome since in canon we know that Ran is stronger#but the setting here is that Novick (and team) is already qualified up to 25F. and he has been training with Agr for the past few months#no way that there's no improvement with how often he challenged Grace. so I thought he'd at least be good enough to corner Ran to use Redan#there is a balcony that overlook the training ground on the ship's second floor. grace and bam were there. it was a good distance away#hitting someone with reverse flow from there is already impressive. so for them to be able to aim for multiple people at the same time...#bam deserves some pats#tower of god#tog#two sides of the same coin fic#my fic#the 25th baam#the 25th bam#jue viole grace#koon#khun a.a#khun aguero agnis#khunbam#bamxkhun#shibisu#ship leesoo#hatz#rak wraithraiser#endorsi jahad#anaak jahad#phonsekal laure#khun ran#edin dan#gyetang
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2:30 am on a weeknight and i miss ot7 so bad my soul is rattling against my bones like the bars of a prison cell
#idk how coherent this is but it's how i feel at the moment#saw a reel of that moment from mama? mma? one of the big two that one where#right as the daesang is being announced seokjin went mon-ah? saranghae#and i'm literally gnashing my teeth tears down my cheeks shaking and crying like goddamn give them back it's been too long already#i know#the time will fly#just like it has for seokjin and hobi#the days seem endlessly long but the months fly by.#sigh#goodnight#.txt#bts#ot7
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I know itās just an ad, but itās still kind of nice to see all the positive comments on Danielās post.
#the amount of interaction simply an ad has generated in the last two hours is also interesting#as interesting as Daniel hitting 9M followers post Singapore and already being up to 9.4M and matching Lando Norris#especially given how very minimal his Instagram activity has been#that article that slutforpringles shared about Daniel being more relevant than ever at the moment ⦠never more true#he could truly go completely off grid for 6 months and still be relevant if he wants to make comeback#heāll be ok <3
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wait they nerfed knifegate???
#i was in the middle of doing the echo grind for that#i mean thank god because it made me hate what is otherwise a very cool ambition#they all have grinds but echo grinds always feel the worst#and that one was like how would you like to not play the game at all for months#the only other thing in ambitions that has been anywhere near as frustrating#is all the card draws you need for hearts desire#yeah yeah it's a card game i get it#but when that translates to waiting to draw a card for two weeks#and it's hard to do other stuff while you wait without ducking in and out of storylets constantly#it's just like.... why#dreamgate was kind of the ultimate culmination of that#light fingers and bag a legend did not ever make me want to put down the game and say nah#the writing for all of them is so good it's just some of the mechanics are aaaahhhhhh#fallen london#flmp#mp#i have enough echoes already with the nerf this feels weird
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You alive man?
Just wanted to check as it's been bout a month or so since your last post
no i'm dead but don't worry about it. tis the season and all that shit ya know?
(all that shit includes, but is not limited to, seasonal depression, art block, retail and food service worker hell, the election, 5 stress induced nightmares in the space of a week, managing a new relationship [first time], living in a capitalist nightmare, etc.)
[more rambles in the tags, as i am often to do]
#its been two months anon im so sorry#ive been doodling but like not getting anything done at all#there is just nothing going on upstairs i am beyond burnt out but i don't know how to take breaks and#its really fucking killin' me folks#don't do this to yourself learn to take breaks from things that are draining you#lean to manage your batteries and dont stretch yourself thin to make other people happy#i know this and i keep doing it to myself anyway#i dont like to vent here so i wont go into much more detail than what i already mentioned in the body and all those tags#just generally exhausted and having a hard time finding the energy to draw and be happy with it#outside of that had a loss in the family that hit way harder than i thought it would#there has been good to though stress and good things#gonna travel outta the country for the first time ever even if it is just up north but im really excited#half the reason im being assassinated by work is because i need the money so i can take this vacation without worry#as well as having a partner for the first time since.... 5th grade? if that even counts?#i feel like a whole years has happened in the span of two months i'm dying chat#not art related
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#how has it been two months without liam already?#it still does not feel real at all#not even one day passed without thinking about him#hope you see from up there how much you are loved and missed#but you should still be here with us#ā¤ļøāš©¹ā¤ļøāš©¹ā¤ļøāš©¹
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New fic by @silverjirachi out wahoo wahoo! Go support it!!
#my fic commentary remains impeccable <3 (gnawing)#more quick fanfic doobles its more likely then you think >:]#also going through an art style crisis atm dont worry abt it KJHKJSDF#anyways. big fan of spinda that was my fav mon as a bit as a kid. also worried abt spinda considering it was never mentioned in the sequel#please be alive out there buddy#good excuse to draw younger them again :] prequel fics always fun#curious to see where it will go!! also specifically what the end point will be :3c#is it the archie running away in the night plotpoint or.#like courtney has very much alluded to things after that in th already existing sequel fic will we get to see#or will those things be tackled in the last part of the trilogy hmhmm#i like thinking abt fanfics. i like how everyone in the fandom has such different takes on the characters#allows me to take them and put them in scenarios its like free aus for days to play w#<making up so many endings and plotthreads up in my head to every fic i get my grubby hands on#rotating them around like theyre in a microwave#oh back on track i do not remember if the devil and the dead sea ever mentioned eye color of either of them so i just fuckin winged it#perhaps they are inaccurate if so Uhm. Apologies#now we patiently wait for the chapter releases. spinning really hard#TWO fics ive been excited for updating again after a good forever tis a good month
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