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Genuinely think "Leo is NOT Glokta 2.0" is the hill I'm willing to die on in the First Law fandom.
And like, I am also willing to admit I could be wrong about this, if Abercrombie decides to literally turn Leo into Glokta, like some people suggest, then fine. I shall eat my words with grace. But I don't think he will and I certainly don't think he should.
I think it's so cheap and easy to look at Leo's disabilities, to read the line about stairs (having to go down sideways) and "click, tap, grunt" and draw those comparisons to Glokta, but if you think about it for two seconds the differences between them are stark and nigh insurmountable (not gonna go over it tbh, it's a whole separate post).
Worse is people who say "well, he obviously can't physically fight anymore, so he can't be a warrior". It's that same thing as annoyingly interpreting "strong female characters" as "women who fight". Someone who is in hospital fighting for their life is a warrior. Someone who stands up against oppression is a warrior. You don't need to physically swing a sword to be called a warrior, because it's a state of mind rather than an objective truth.
I also find the 'warrior' vs 'thinker' dichotomy as it's presented in the series interesting because it's sort of gendered in that warriors are considered to be strong men while thinkers tend to be weak and feminine. Ever since the Heroes, the term "warrior" comes with a whole ton of toxic baggage about manliness and respect - Stour, Scale, Leo, Gorst. "Thinkers" tend to be more representative of marginalised groups or odd ducks - Finree, Glokta, Calder. So when people call Leo a thinker, to me it strips him off his entrenched beliefs about masculinity, as if gender doesn't matters to his character, as if it's purely an analysis of their approach to problem solving rather than a worldview that has a knock-on effect into every aspect of their lives. Likewise, it uncouples his bigotry from that warrior mindset, when his bigotry, in turn, is turn a symptom of his ignorance and desire to see the world in oversimplified black and white terms. Thinkers don't think like that. In fact, I think Leo almost has to be a warrior purely on that basis. Not to say Glokta and Calder are perfect social justice warriors by any means - they're both sexist as fuck - but their bigotry is not indelibly linked to their identity the way Leo's is. If Leo isn't obsessing/angsting over his manly status - of which being a warrior is a massive part - he's not Leo.
He also doesn't want to be smart. Leo repeatedly ignores facts and rationality in order to feel more passion and anger. He enjoys pain to a certain extent, he experiences the world through physical sensations. He's at his happiest when everything is very simple and he doesn't have to think - yes, even in TWOC!
On a different note, get a similar feeling about the Leo/Glokta comparisons as I do when people cite TBI's "Questions" as their favourite chapter in the whole series. Questions, as in the third chapter in the first book in a 10 book series? If that's your favourite you're essentially saying it's all downhill from there, and if that's the case then the series must've been pretty damn disappointing.
Likewise, as much as I like Glokta I think this desire people have for Leo to literally become him betrays Abercrombie's progress as an author. My gripe with TWOC is that it's too Glokta-centric, I wanted Abercrombie to let the new characters shine but I think ultimately he leaned too heavily into reiterating LAOK that it took away from the brilliance of the new characters & plot. Add to that the fact that the contingent of hardcore first trilogy stans are desperate to find something good to say about the new trilogy, people reach for Glokta comparisons because it makes the incredibly hateable Leo more palatable, and it makes them like AoM more. I'm sure that's quite assumptive, not everyone thinks that, but that's just how it comes across to little old, cantankerous, Leo-obsessed me a lot of the time.
#the first law#the age of madness#leo dan brock#sand dan glokta#disabled characters#joe abercrombie#does it help or harm my case to bring up the broad v logen comparisons?#a lot of this is simply that i don't love glokta (esp his status as fan fave) so the comparison sounds insulting lmao#maybe if i liked him more...#but i don't :P#i think of all the first trilogy POVs jezal's is the only one that hasn't been done better later on#leo dips his toes in but i've never felt as sorry for another character as i did for jezal - orso included#and yeah it's just that need to make sense of the discomfort by reaching for something familiar i think#at the same time it's true there ARE direct comparisons in the text#but a) they're often from savine's POV and b) if it's joe's intention to make a cool callback it's pretty on the nose#c) specifically as regards leo's & glokta's shared experience of disability:#surely this is more a commentary on how disabiled people are impacted by a lack of accessibility/share common problems#rather than leo = glokta wink wink nudge nudge long eye joe the future is foretold#gah#anyway seeing ppl describe leo as 'thinker' and 'cerebral' in the space of a week is guaranteed to fuck me up#he is my sweet little IDIOT lion child 🦁❤️
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the entire naruto series is angsty self-insert rpf fan fiction obito wrote while he was stuck in the cave with his long suffering grandfather. it’s true. he told me himself.
#his longsuffering grandfather does not support his authorial feats#it’s got angst#it’s got tragedy#it’s got weird disturbing scenes that sound like they came from the mind of a thirteen-year-old boy#and they did!#it’s also got obito getting to be stronk#and kakashi thinks about him all the time and thinks about how perfect he was and is in lo—#and he writes himself looking cool in front of kakashi ofc#he’s not consciously Aware that’s what he’s doing but it is#he reads back through it and has a crisis bc /why the fuck does his narrative focus on kakashi so much?!/#and why does it read like he’s in gay love with kakashi?!#he just wrote his own reaction to things! and he’s not in love with kakashi!#(he is)#kakaobi#nurt#naruto#obikaka#obkk#hatake kakashi#kkob#kakashi x obito#kakashi#obito#uchiha obito#kid obito#uchiha madara#uhhh#naruto au
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Never gonna be over how unutterably pathetic and in dire need of ANY kind of companionship or friendship that doesn't revolve around their band the entirety of dethklok are. I love these horrible idiots who are so devoid of any real connections outside of themselves that they will latch onto anyone unfortunate enough to get too close to any one of them! And GOD help anyone they latch onto!!
#jay talkin#metalocalypse#im thinking about the doubles episode where they just seem genuinely happy to have 'friends'#who arent like. industry people. these men are so starved of any kind of connection#and it takes them four seasons a rock opera and a movie to realise they can find that in each other lmao#also thinking about how quickly any of them bond and become really intense abt anyone in their life#aka: NATHAN TOWARDS ABIGAIL. oh dear poor abigail oh dear#but also toki to damn near anyone and this goes for the entire band tbh as well they all do this at least once#and yeah its mainly cuz 10min eps mean u gotta progress stuff fast#but also holy shit. charles these boys want friends so bad u gotta set em up on playdates or smth#maybe it'd get some of their dumb stupid idiot energy out and they'd be better behaved. well. no they wldnt but... u can dream#i do think theres smth to be said that yeah all of dethklok are cool theyre metal superstars they r good at what they do#theyre also fucking prophesised saviours too and theyre also incredibly dangerous idiots and terrible ppl#but never forget that they are also. so so SO pathetic and isolated and dysfunctional#these men have not lived in the real world in decades and are disconnected and unsocial and spoilt and u can see that this does impact#the way they interact w the world! they need like. anything other than the band in their lives hah. they do need to pal around#im glad they find that in each other eventually!!#i dont want 2 sound like im babying them or infantilising them these r grown asshole idiot men but like. listen these shitheards r lonelyyy#everyone in their lives is like. assigned to be there and is set as beneath them in a class and workbased system#they dont rlly have ppl who r just there cuz they like em. outside of fans. and fans arent rlly a real connection yknow#their only connections come via work networking sex and violence and worship baby!!!! its fucked up!
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Father!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥
#caluuart#genshin impact#genshin#art#arlecchino#god she's just so. cool. pretty. ethereal. badass.#also I LOVE HER STORY QUEST SO MUCH!! I think it's definitely one of the best story quests in the game tbh.#wait uh arlecchino story quest spoilers below:#for one; the quest really gives even more depth to arlecchino's character. like yeah the whole thing is well. messed up.#it's an orphanage that raises orphans to be child soldiers after all. But it's also like. It's more.... humane? nicer? for the fatui anyway#which does bring me to the next thing. you know how arlecchino's like “if you're gonna leave the HotH you need to fight for it with ur life#I genuinely think that she's gonna just. straight up kill them. although it's not unlikely at all it turns out that (most of the time?) she#-just gives them a one trip to memory loss and set them free. which i do know it's kinda like death in genshin's lore but still.#I just find that pretty interesting.#also the cutscene where clervie says goodbye n stuff. It makes me cry EVERY TIME. ARGHHHH TRAGIC CHILDHOOD DOOMED YURI MY BELOVED :(((#clervie makes me so sad man. the fact that she just. accepts death. she really just let peruere kill her huh. crucabena when I fucking get#the hopelessness getting to her at that point. all attempts of freedom failed until that day..... GOD. and clervie finally getting closure-#-in the story quest as a spirit... I just..... man.........#on a lighter note :)#I got obsessed with a bloodborne OST LMAO. the uhh the lugwig boss theme. esp the sec phase one. it's SO GOOD. I first heard abt it in a-#-vid analyzing the ost musically. At the time i was like. woah. cool. what a cool sounding track. fast foward to like. a day before 4.6#I'm watching a genshin theory video and I heard the music in the bg. I recognized it but I couldn't remember where I heard it from#UNTIL I REMEMBERED. and looked it up. And I have not known peace since. good music.#anw I've been rambling too much so yeah. gn my dear fellows!!
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hibike euphonium s3 ep 12 - HOLY SHIT
i was doing the "can i guess who's who" and from both narrative and sound editing and in-universe-vote perspective i was pretty sure kumiko was the second player so when rEINA PICKED THE FIRST-
#synco talks#hibike euphonium#i hope im not spamming a quiet tag sorry#that was a GOOD twist omg#i didnt see it coming but narratively it really does work. good job!#ok but “we all chose this team together” demonstrably false when half of them voted the other guy#also im obsessed with all the parallels going on all the time#i love parallels. parallels my beloved#wait yeah OF COURSE reina could recognize the sound wtf if even i could -#so im not surprised that she did know#but it is cool that the story is pretty good either way#'how would i not recognize your sound' AUGH screaming crying#HOLY SHIT NOT THE FINGERTIP PARALLEL AAAAAAAA#ok time to browse for the gifsets please gifmakers do your magic#why is this the prettiest thing ever#the vas are KILLING IT at their performance#oh THANK FUCK there's one more episode i wasn't sure if this was the season finale#what a good ep! what a good way of taking the story! 10/10#perhaps recency bias but honestly this might be my fave season yet. one story told very tightly#im so normal about this show augh#i wish this came out one year earlier so i would've actually bought merch at the little kyoto exhibit i saw#also - HOLY SHIT THIS DIDN'T HAPPEN IN THE ORIGINAL??#honestly narratively i do think this is a good change but oh mannn
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What a rip-off! Grrrr...DC betrayed us!
gotham war sure was a lot of nothing huh
#gotham war#batman#amazing how pretty much everyone was like ''gotham war does not sound appealing in the slightest'' when it was first announced#and guess what? it did in fact fucking suck.#cool that i hopped on this train just in time to witness the worst event in batman history#dethroning war games of all things. which is far from an accomplishment i'd say#pretty much no one came out of this event looking good#not even the characters who were barely there because all they did was look stupid and job for NO REASON
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a lot of people complaining about the lack of media literacy in the general population stopped paying attention in class when they got to the part about how to effectively communicate their thoughts to diverse audiences and it fucking shows
#hi did you know that being an asshole to people you want to get on your side doesn’t work#you yelling at conservatives that they deserve what they voted for?#how the hell does that help fix anything?#how does that get them to want to help you?#oh you don’t want their help?#cool so where are we getting the numbers to get out of this?#because we didn’t have the numbers to stop it in the first place#learn to figure out how to play to your audience#because conservatives have that shit down pat#and left-leaning people desperately want to sound like a tenured college professor#like that doesn’t make a shit ton of people confused and defensive#also you’re an asshole when you /do/ explain stuff#stop yelling stop trying to Win the conversation#be a fucking person not a damn recorded message on a bullhorn#just. some general reactions to the state of things.
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it’s such a shame that so much media was focused on creating a weird geek vs nerd dynamic which also became a Star Wars vs Star Trek argument because I’m rewatching the original 3 right now and it’s so clear that both series were doing entirely different types of sci-fi. They explored similar often overlapping themes but the universes feel entirely different and were clearly going for different things? Which makes it feel like media & critics really saw two sci-fi franchises with Star in the title and said we must make them opposing interests!!!! what a dumb idea!
It almost makes me wish they’d have called Alien Star Beast like they originally intended just to see if we could get her into the debate as well.
#idk y’all what if they both had really interesting things to say about their respective themes and sometimes the overlap!#I don’t think it helped that action movies tend to have less critical thinking culturally around them?#so I feel like Star Wars got pushed into action movie without thought#and Star Trek sometimes feels like it’s failing in the same direction with modern ‘takes’#and then I’m like mad about how poorly the modernization has pushed Star Trek fans into the crazy fans and Star Wars into a normal interest#I don’t love comparing franchises that feel so different but it’s always on my mind bc of how normalized it is between them#is it blasphemous to post this on a Star Trek blog? lmao#star wars meta#star trek meta#also the last 20 minutes of a new hope is fucking radical#also I ship Luke and wedge very hard#also star beast: resurrection sounds v cool#although star beasts does not#do you love how many times I said also there?#alien
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obscure sorrow word needed: finding that a voice actor you've never seen has wildly different hair than you expected
#this is about jimmie yamaguchi of the silt verses#sir how do you have beautiful long flowing hair. your voice does not sound like that of a man with long flowing hair.#unrelated but while i was on his twitter i found a podcast that sounded cool conceptually and then it used the words Cozy and Hope weirdly#like sorry what the FUCK is cozy political space sci fi. You simply cannot have a cozy political drama.#cozy mysteries are fine that just means the detective is an old lady who likes tea instead of a divorced man who likes whiskey#like there is still a murder
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when blacksails uses maritime terminology and does fun interesting shit with the ships' functions its awesome. when it actually shows to you by active example what the fuck Knots are as a speed measurement it makes you splooge
#ikildaman shut the fuck up#not tagging this one#but its actually genuinely so awesome and cool seeing a guy chuck out some rope and another guy time it with a sand timer#and when the time runs out he stops the rope and judges by the knots in it how fast theyre going#like that fucking rules#and obviously theyve been bringing up Knots(speed measurement) the entire show like u dont expect payoff 4 this#the measurement device is called a Common Log.......#the english language sure does know how to sound dumb as fuck#oerh god am i a ship person? is this what im doing this month?
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watching people from the states fight over who had the biggest earthquake when they don't even go over 7 is kinda funny
#also if they're not a thing that usually happen where you live of course everyone is gonna freak out#that's usual and honestly? you should freak out#like hell my city gets fucked everytime it rains because it's not made for rain#so people being concerned over an earthquake when they never have one? yeah valid#doesn't make it less funny when a dude says ''well i lived through a 6.7 earthquake take that''#cool! that's like a normal tuesday here don't be a dick <3#i was about to qrt with oh nice how does 7.9 sounds to you it was hellish#b.txt#wait i think in santiago it might've been 8.3#anyways it was a lot
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#listen. sometimes. when i get emails pertaining to a specific project i worked on that nearly broke my brain. i just stop what im doing#and start playing Losing My Religion by REM. and i wish the person emailing me could see me face down at a table listening to thay song#mostly its fine. its just when someones trying to manage the data files so i kno im gonna have to go back thru and update my code#for a bunch of tiny stuff and its like: does this sound ok? and i just dont care so much that i want to start screaming#and then at the end of the day i hike up a fucking mountain going over what im gonna tell a therapist when my insurance switches#and im gonna say it in a way thats v calm and agreeable but i want to scream and tear my hair out. or maybe i wont b agreeable. i wasnt#last time i was in a therapist office but that guy deserved it and i wasn't being that bad#ugh. im just mad bc working on my stuff makes me so miserable that when i stop its like wow im no longer in agony. cool#coool. fun times. becoming increasingly apprehensive abt how im gonna try to b more healthy abt working while taking on triple#the responsibility with a phd project and being a student and being a TA. i mean. ill try but its gonna b fucking interesting#ugh. had to bust out the burnout playlist. which like. when u try to look at other ppls burnout playlists they all suck#theyre all like former gifted kid burnout Playlists and im like fuckkk offfff. why do u not have the incredibly specific vibes that im#looking for? i just demand the perfect burnout playlist and somehow nobody puts No Surprises on there#like what??? y not? its a song abt being so totally saturated that youve had enough. a heart thats full up like a landfill. a job that#slowly kills u. bruises that wont heal. how is it not THE burnout song? but whatever. i listen to too much radi0head.#ugh. but now my burnout playlist is becoming too much like my My Brain Doesnt Feel Too Good playlist#listen. i just need to curate playlist so that they can express the feelings for me#unrelated
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dear google duckduckgo how to love and feel loved because i'm at my wits' end at this point
#shrimp thoughts#i can only assume y'all're lying about feeling so loved and safe and cherished when surrounded by your friends/family because it Doesn't#Sound Real. this is fanfiction city i'm afraid. and shounen manga#if anything when someone does something for me that i didn't ask for i feel Great Discomfort because i don't deserve it#like this is genuinely wonderfu of u and thank you for this gesture but a/ again i am not worthy and b/ i will never be able to repay this#kindness because i am both an asshole AND an idiot who can't read people for shit AND i have no cool skills such as cooking#or being a good listener. my listener experience is saying 'wow that's fucked up' and 'want me to kill them for you' and thatse it#recently 've been told 'why do you think everyone's your enemy' incorrect! i don't! i don't think i'm interesting or important enough for#people to even think of me! i just don't want to bother anyone! which in return prompted a comment that This Is Severe Depression#no it's not. i dont think everyone's my enemy i just dont know how to make Allies. or what they Are in the first place mkay
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imagining outfit ideas i saved on pinterest on some guy from a band i enjoy is weirdly such a helpful way for me to be more confident and try the outfit
#this sounds soooo insane but i will think#oooh i like this outfit idea i found on pinterest now i am gonna imagine#joey nsync wearing this outfit and oughhh ok ok i like it even more now#and it's insane too considering i KNOW most of these outfits will not be actually caught#being worn on any of these guys but still it's weirdly helpful#to make me even me less shy to try it out in the future#i'm just some transmasc loser trying to live out my imaginary wardrobe if i wasn't a coward ok#also yeah imagining band guys in these outfits does also kind of help my gender#sometimes i do worry that i feel like i am fake or that i am not a real transmasc non binary person#but then i realize that shouldn't fucking matter and that i should be happy with how i want to present myself#and that those who love me will respect my identity no matter what and see me how i want to be#but anyways but also just imagining joe fababoi in a cool outfit idea i found on pinterest#makes me giggle and lowkey gender envy even though it's fucking made up in my mind with what he is actually wearing lmao#and that me getting literal envy from an imaginary outfit idea on a band guy then maybe i do actually like the outfit and should just try i#bluebell talks
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i keep getting irrationally miffed at ppl 😐😐
#'impressed by how much u can talk abt this considering youve not played either game'#fuck off. as if im not just trying to show interest bc u + another friend are both into them + constantly talk abt them in our gc!!#i mean since u guys talk abt them all the time + theyre huge on tumblr like. it would be hard for me to not know anything abt them at all#literally what else can i talk to u guys abt anyway. i dont think there are any interests i personally have that they both gaf abt#if anything they actively dislike most of the things im hyperfixated on. or at least she does so like i cant bring that up can i.#all i did was share a post i saw on tumblr that i thought was funny. its not like i had some negative/controversial opinion#i just saw it and thought hey that makes me think of my friends bc they like those things maybe theyll find it funny too!!#dog sitting outside the door with rly big sad eyes offering them a stick i found in a puddle#i like listening to them talk and i will eventually play some of the games theyre into myself cuz they make them sound rly cool#and even if theyre not my kind of thing i like sharing interests with other ppl and sometimes thats enough for me to be able to enjoy it#i literally own some of them already but im just not in the mental space to start smth new right now. which i have SAID!!!!#why do u even care girl. as if u dont already have a ton of friends playing it that ur talking to abt it???? i wont have anything to add#and thats not gonna stop u from being able to talk to me abt it anyway????? like 2/3 of our conversations atm are abt bg3#man. i know its not that deep but it makes me kinda sad for some reason. im just trying. i guess next time ill just let u guys talk-#to each other or at me and not comment or say anything so u can pretend im not here or whatever it is u want#ughh. she probably didnt even mean it like that and ill feel stupid for getting annoyed and delete this later but whatever.#might work out early today and then i can like draw or play a game or smth the rest of the day. alright lets go#.vent#listening to my silly little jfunk/jazz/soul playlist and i already feel over it. healing
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the corpse of king minos is very fucking big and Scary but you can parry his punches pretty easily and thats the easiest way i can explain how good ultrakill feels
#but even when the game is actually hard and kills me several times i dont feel like quitting?#i turn it off after 2 - 3 missions because thats the amount of time it takes for my body so get so Over Excited it stops aiming right#but i havent actually felt like ragequitti g#because the game just feels so good#i can ramble about how good ultrakill feels for HOURS bro#ramblings#switching between guns. the variants. coin tossing never gets old. accidentally exploding yourself with your own shotgun#fucking. SOUND EFFECTS#that too like when you parry. that sound?? makes my autism happy#THE SLIDING SOUND AOUGH#the fact that it does sound like ur made of metal but not in a bad screechy way that makes me want to cry#in a world where realistic movement physics are the norm having this much control. god#the witcher 3 is one of my favorite games ever. just as an example. but i DREAD playing that again knowing how walking around feels#yes sometimes in ultrakill you overshoot something because youre Fast but thats also just me needing to stand perfectly right for terminals#'look we have realistic physics' ok COOL BUT ARE THEY ACTUALLY FUN TO PLAY WITH#hyperrealism is impressive in videogaming YES but its also led to this monolith. in triple a#i do want to give credit where its due once i got used to the destiny warlock jumps (blink especially) that game felt really good too#but ultrakill doesnt force me to socialize and has a much more pleasant community so im fine where i am rn. actually#ive done all totk dungeons (I THINK) except for the final chasm and let me tell you. i dont want to fight any of those bosses ever again#why js that relevant? ive already beaten 1-4 twice and will probably go for my second 3-2 run tomorrow. THIS GAME. BOSSES. AAAAAAA#i love totk but those bosses were a fucking nightmare#thats gonna be a separate post
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