#hopefully this makes sense i am Very tired
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s0ull3ss-p3rs0n · 1 day ago
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Got my period last saturday after having a mental breakdown while getting my report card from the school since it was so crowded and that also explained the mental breakdown a lot, lol. Then:
-On Sunday we were supposed to go on the 6hr car ride but I was completely out of it and my mom was tired so there was no way in hell, so we ended up here on I think monday???
-Eh whatever, all that matters is that I got a call from the landlord of the apartment I applied to go live in during the drive and had to explain why I wanted to live in the apartment and yada yada, call got cut a bit short
-then I had to wait for another call while taking out weeds from the garden because it's full of those, I had to text the landlord guy and explain stuff I hadn't gotten to explain during the previous call since he was concerned about me being so young and living alone but the texts I sent convinced him enough and he said that he'll call the company or whatever the next day
-Thursday was the next day in question and then the company called and said they'll send an email with the contract to sign, which they never did since as it turns out they don't give digital contracts to underage people.
-Today (Friday) we went to sign the contract in one of the housing company's places, and I proceeded to clock the guy we talked to as autistic (stimming with his badge, not having eye contact at all, conversations worked out in a way that requires the neurological brainwaves to align) and said guy also gave us the keys to the apartment immediately after we signed the contract since the landlord was gonna sign them digitally anyway (the landlord was on a vacation too, bro was working overtime just to get a teenager to have an apartment to live in)
-Got the insurance for the apartment
-Saw a 10day old baby at the store, very tiny and very adorable
-Went to the apartment to half-assedly clean it up a bit and check it out in general, a bit smaller than I expected and gotta figure out how the hell do I put my damn bed in there in a way that makes sense but hopefully we'll make it work
-Ate a small-ish bag of goldfish crackers and drank choccy milk
-Had a mental breakdown during the car ride back because hunger finally hit me right after we left the town my future apartment is in and mom had to buy me mint chocolate ice cream because I couldn't eat anything else
So yeah. I am moving in the apartment to live on my own soon.
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The goldfish crackers and choccy milk were great tho.
I didn't feel period pains this time because they all got projected to Rox <3
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dawnshe · 1 year ago
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because i finally have an idea on what i want to do with it, have vex’s campaign two / tombtaker verse :
upon fleeing syngorn and discovering the fate of their mother, vex and vax decided it was time for to start completely fresh and headed to wildemount, particularly finding themselves returning to shadycreek run, but wandering to and fro as they pleased. there they several times completed jobs with locals, though neither of the twins joined, vax being engaged in secretive missions with the myriad leaving vex’s curiosities to roam when her brother was away on day mission.
more often than not, vex would aid her brother on his tasks, hoping to avoid the very instance that happened before her eyes, one day on their travels back to shadycreek run, her twin brother was slaughtered before her eyes, using his last breath to tell his sister to run.
in desperation to be surrounded by people, vex was quick to ally herself with some familiar faces and joining some memeber of the claret order on the occasional mission, including one to rexxentrum and in time, to aeor.
the idea and possibility of getting her brother back was something she was so set on, vex’ahlia is quick to follow along with the tombtakers and lucien, obtaining five eyes herself before derogna’s failed ritual ( one on her right palm, one on her left wrist, one on each of her shoulders, and a final on the spot where her neck meets her back ). it isn’t till after the ritual fails that vex finally wakes up to how naieve and wrong what she was planning on following through with was and promptly goes about trying her best to avoid other members of the tombtakers to try and combat her grief for lucien and properly grieve her twin.
upon / if encountering a member of the mighty nein she is going to not say shit about any marks so if they catch a red eye grill her about it and be prepared for her to try and cover her tracks until she literally can’t
whether or not vex returns to the tombtaker’s side to finish their quest truly is a gamble but if she does it’s not without a heavy heart and much hesitation.
within this verse, vex is a ranger, bloodhunter ( ghost slayer ), paladin ( ‘oath of the ancient’s’ that i’m calling oath of the dreamer but she becomes an oath breaker ) have a character sheet :)
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khaire-traveler · 1 month ago
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You don't need a candle to worship the gods, nor do you need one to speak with them. In fact, I encourage anyone who feels pressured to use candles for worship to take a break from using them and simply speak openly to the gods. If you're used to relying on the candle flames to communicate, instead, listen for a response in the environment around you - in the rustle of leaves, in the meowing of your cat, in someone dropping something on the ground nearby. Quiet your mind, and listen with an open heart. Interpret with an open mind, and brush your own thoughts to the side.
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connormoving · 3 months ago
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okie now its my bedtime loves us all and ummm 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚 why when i do 💚 is one of the sugested emojis oh now were pretending it wasnt... it was 🤔.. why are you questioning my love. very sad stuff
#i did drinked a little earlier not very much tho. i kind of miss being proper drunk it was like ¾s of a mikes hard... and also i had#basically a full can of monster annie gave me Nnwise it was like 9pm. LOL. but it was a nice taste so whatever. hopefully i am not under the#effects i dknt feel especially tired butttt i need to sleep. my stomach growling tho but i already brushed my teeth#OOH also we had stuffed mushrooms today thats why papaw came over and it was nice they were delicious .. and theres extra mushrooms so i can#make um special mushroom spam bowls i think :] unless theyre 4 something#next thursday i think were doing umm. this once little meal w these tiny breads and brie and pesto and its so yummy ive only gotten to have#it once bc brie expensive BUT mama found it 4 like 3 dollars at aldis or something like that....#oh also crucial when i say mama i dont probounce it in my head like momma its Ma-Ma to me#just so you know . i actually call her mama quite often irl but over text it feels different so i dont on here i usually judt call her#mother. irl i also call her mommy a lot and mother irl ... but not in a like . yk. i call her mother but its more as a joke if that makes#sense. i do wonder ummm bc ive been calling my mom mommy for ages and i did the entire time when i was a teenager and i wonder if its bc i#always had younger siblings ? like annie and then weeman. i feel like annie was learning to talk at around the same age where a lot of kids#i mean they started to talk when i was at the age when. phrasing not clear sry. but anyways it was when i was around rhe age when kids tend#to stop calling their parents mommy and daddy (obvs different for everyone) so bc she was still Mommy for annje i just kept calling her that#yk. and then obvs weeman calls her mommy and such. but yes im curious if its different for ppl who dont have younger siblings or who have#different gaps w their younger siblings... it also might be influenced bc my mom was a preschool teacher yk. idk ... itd be interesting to#see... it also likee. umm. esp on here i dont like to call them mommy and daddy even tho thats what ive called them most of my life just bc#of. yk. im not rly Embarassed that i still call them that but i dont like it being associated sort of thing . but that is how it is...#so ya. the only thing i like Never ever call them irl is mom and dad like i never idt ever in my life have been like Hey mom. hey dad. thats#crazy to me its crazy that ppl actually do that to me idek why#like i call rhem My mom and dad bc thats what they are but thats not like. ykwim... IDK. abyways so yes thats my detour much love
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago
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#sometimes u just gotta have a cringe fail weekend. is what i tell myself bc i let the fact that i forgot to check my new#email completely obliterate me. also i haven't been sleeping enough. also just the normal thoughts in my head#by which i mean the part of my brain that demands consequences for inattention by means of suffering. devine punishment.#which is irrational and annoying but knowing that doesnt seem to help. so ive just been laying here in the hopes i come unspooled and start#to disintegrate. which is annoying bc ive got stuff to do#specifically bc i am supposed to b a TA this semester. which is what i figured but also feared#so. thats gonna b a lot. tho not as much as my old school bc they dont make TAs do literally everything here apparently#but. itll b a lot. and also i have to finish signing up for classes. bc i didnt do that back in April by my brain was melting. also i have#to keep doing my job and dealing with my data. ugh. well. being a TA isnt so bad. i do like to help ppl learn even if im not very good at it#like. i struggle with thr talking to ppl part. like the transition of ny thoughts to something thst makes sense#oh well. hope i end up teaching something im not too unqualified for. i could do soils. Ecology. uhhh. maybe intro bio but i never even took#university level biology. i just skipped upper level courses. that's probably it. anything else would b a lotta faking it#ugh. im tired. i should go to sleep at 9pm. thr sun hasbt even set and i should sleep#tomorrow i have to get my shit together. but also i wanna email my new professor like hey bro like what do u want me to do???#like how do i start in this lab? when do we start talking. like just not to b pushy but whats thr procedure?#i like Structure but also its like weeks until the semester starts so we got time. im just a lil nuts#jesus. its gonna b an interesting semester. hopefully fun but uh it is sorta like taking a boat out when u can see big ominous clouds#like im sure ill b fine but also i might get dumped over into a watery grave. i just. i have a lot of papers to write#and its gonna b hard to b a student on top of that. partly bc what im gonna b doing now is almost completely unrelated#which is probably y ppl stick to the same track they stsrt on. that awkward moment when ppl ask u if ur gonna keep working with bi0crust#and ur like uhhhh no fuck that actually the work ive done in the past 4 years makes me hate myself✌️#so we r back at square 1. well not 1 bc its sorta related but its a pretty big reset#itll b fine once things start. its just thr anticipation that kills me#unrelated
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sunrisetune · 2 years ago
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[ID: Digital painting of an unsettling horse-like creature peering around a large boat. The creature is seen from its shoulders up. Instead of fur it has pale grey-pink skin, like exposed muscle; and tattered fins in place of a horse's mane. A matching pair of fins appear on the upper sides of its face, at the back of its jaw. Three large gills open on the side of its neck. It has large, paler scar-like markings around its eyes, in the shape of three-pronged stars. It's eyes themselves are a glassy white.
The boat beside the creature is large and rusted, rising out of view. An equally rusty anchor chain trails down. and off-screen. The ocean reflects the sky in the background, both a stormy grey.
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musedriven · 1 year ago
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HC; i don't think it's much of a hc per-say considering i'm pretty sure it was stated as canon in vigilanties but I feel like writing about it rn and how it affects my mic. when mic's quirk is taken from him be it by erasure or some other quirk neutralizer, he cannot speak at all. his quirk is so tied to his vocals that he physically looses the ability to talk at all. he hates this feeling. he has always hated this feeling but he would never ever tell aizawa that. when he was younger he didn't wanna make Aizawa feel bad about his quirk and wanted an excuse to keep training / interacting with him. then as he grew older, he still doesn't wanna explain just how much he loathes the feeling because he'd thinks it would be too awkward to bring up now. specially when it's still pretty important to him to continue to spar / talk with aizawa more often now that they are both pro heroes. in order to make things look like they're fine.
Mic did learn sign language to communicate when his voice was out of use or if he got himself neutralized for any reason. he also learned it as a preemptive in case he ever damaged his voice or got neutralized out on the field. he wanted a way to still be able to properly convey himself. he doesn't talk about how he learned it or how he practices it daily; he doesn't want to worry anyone. and it's not something he actively uses or demonstrates for the most part. but if needed, he has no trouble translating for someone.
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passerinesoncaffeine · 1 year ago
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finally beating writer’s block and all it took was a desperate attempt to distract myself from the consequences of exhaustion
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azulpitlane · 1 month ago
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crush l ih6
summary: in which comments isack made on lewis hamilton’s daughter’s old instagram posts resurface
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yourusername march 2020 montauk, ny
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yourusername officially licensed and two weeks off of school...life is good
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user imagine being lewis hamiltons daughter and being able to just drive around the hamptons for fun😔😔😔😔
user omg we got off school too!!
yourbff shoutout to covid🙏
yourusername fr!! i lowkey didnt study for that math test we were supposed to have on thursday
lewishamilton be careful driving!! especially in downtown
yourusername yes father, you only told me a million times already
user i want her life so bad
isackhadjar are you doing anything fun in these two weeks?
user please tell me im not the only one stalking her account after that twitter thread showing isacks comments on her old posts went viral
user YES!! i thought it was fake but hes really here😭😭
user omg i am too and im getting second hand embarrassment… this boy has NO game
yourusername march 2021 new york, new york
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yourusername quarantined birthday this year
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user nico still likes her pics💔💔💔
user im pretty sure he's her godfather so it makes sense
user the twilight cake is so real
isackhadjar happy birthday!! hopefully you still had fun even at home
user this is giving lando tweeting at carlos back in 2012
user he was crushing soo bad😭
user bro took being team lh too seriously and was literally trying to be a part of the family
user LMFAO his comments are so sweet and innocent though🥲 its kinda cute
yourusername december 2021 abu dhabi, uae
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yourusername its okay guys, hes still the father of two of the coolest kids so hes a winner forever
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yourbff are you implying roscoe is your brother?
yourusername well yes my dad birthed him
yourbff im-
user its still fuck the fia and verstappen though liked by author
lewishamilton true❤️ liked by author
user she was probably in attendance to see her dad win😭😭😭 this race was so rigged and unfair!!
yourusername straightened my hair for it and everything💔💔💔 (still very proud of my dad tho)
isackhadjar the final few laps were insane! can't imagine what it was like to be there
user LMFAOOO
user another one, thank you
user im gonna let these slide cause he was only like 17 when he wrote these
yourusername september 2022 new york, new york
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yourusername proud to admit that my dad chose my outfit
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user using her nepotism to get into ny fashion week...honestly i respect it
user omg she's slowly becoming a fashion icon like lewis, name a more iconic duo!!!
user imagine being styled by THEE lewis hamilton
user the way the older drivers are always in her likes is so cute! i know they don't play about her
isackhadjar amazing🤩
user this might be the worst one...he wanted the effin cookie so bad...
user its also the last comment he made😞 he got tired of the no response LOL
user he still likes all of her photos to this day though!
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isackhadjar
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isackhadjar miami weekend🇺🇸
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liamlawson was the first picture taken before or after you face planted?
isackhadjar can we please move on from that? PLEASE
user liam should not be making me laugh this hard😔 im a fake lawson hater i fear
user thanks for falling🙏 its now one of the most iconic f1 moments on history
user HADJOINTS!! I THINK IT WAS BECAUSE OF THE GREAT FALL OF 2025
user Y/N IS IN THE LIKES
user SHE FOLLOWED HIM BACK TOO
yourusername amazing🤩
user OH MY GOD IS SHE QUOTING ONE OF HIS OLD COMMENTS FROM HER POSTS LMFAO
user SHES SEEN THE THREAD😭
user this is hilarious, i know he's probably freaking out
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yourusername miami weekend
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user i was so happy to see you back in a race😭 we missed u
user the caption is the same as isacks ajskhasjd is she soft launching or just fucking with him ?!?
user need the wag detectives to find out if thats isack on the last slide NOW
user does she know team lh and hadjar fans have come together on twitter to investigate if they're possibly together?
lewishamilton 🖤 liked by author
user okay drama aside, where the hell have you been and why is this your first race appearance in almost three years?
yourusername babes i have a job now🥲
user so you're capable of responding to this comment but not the other ones🤨
yourusername 🤐
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isackhadjar thanks twitter for exposing me twice in a row. it really paid off.
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yukitsunoda there's no way.
user I WANNA KNOW WHAT LEWIS' REACTION WAS
user he actually did it...he has joined the hamilton family...
user this is inspirational af. never give up on the girl of your dreams guys😭😭
user youre telling me she saw him fall flat on his face and thought yeah thats my man🩷
user this actually frying me cause what if they get in a fight then he has to race against her DAD
user are you going to take her last name when you get married?
user when their kids ask how they met they're gonna have to say through instagram comments😊
yukitsunoda how???
liamlawson bro im asking myself the same thing. it might be ai...
isackhadjar ITS NOT ?!? @:yourusername BACK ME UP
yukitsunoda its been thirty minutes and she hasn't responded...mate this isn't looking good for you
isackhadjar SHES LITERALLY RIGHT NEXT TO ME
user the way she liked the photo too but is ignoring his cries for help in the comments😭
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yourusername
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yourusername his boba eyes and obsession with me have captured me
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user THE LAST PHOTO LMFAO
user hello isack and miss hamilton, i am coming forward to say that i was the one that posted that twitter thread😀 i personally would like an invitation to the wedding
yourusername noted📝
user OMG
user wow she actually makes him look tall
user obsession is definitely the right choice of words
user WAIT I LOVE THIS SM
user he's a lot bolder than i thought, dating his idol's daughter is crazy
user no cause how did he manage to do that😭
isackhadjar @:yukitsunoda @:liamlawson
yukitsunoda it took you five years, don't try to flex right now🙄
user IM DEAD HE CLOCKED HIM
isackhadjar i told you to delete the last photo😣
yourusername YOU LOOK SO CUTE THO
nicorosberg when's he coming over for dinner?
yourusername next weekend??
danielricciardo im coming too
sebastianvettel ill bring the wine
yukitsunoda can i come too and bring liam?
lewishamilton yes! we'll all be there saturday night!
yourusername YAY IM SO EXCITED
isackhadjar hah...me too...
user OH MY GOD ISACK IS PROBABLY SHITTING HIMSELF RN
user y/n and isack being the reason for a brocedes reunion is sending me
user oh to be a fly on the wall for that dinner😔
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luvly-writer · 6 months ago
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You should be (afraid)
Batfamily x Neglected! Reader
Author's note: This IS the last chapter, damn....Thank God, the next one shot is one I am excited for but babes that gonna have to wat till tomorrow. Imagine Y/n's clothes like this and this but instead of red, it is green. ( yes im an ATLA fan and yes it its inspired by Azula)
Warnings: Language?
Part 1 // Part 2
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You double-checked your hair as you looked in the mirror. The day had come when you would only be known as Y/n Al Ghul, heir to the Demon Head and future Leader of the League of Assassins. It was difficult to grasp if you were quite honest. Per your request, the League had changed headquarters. Nanda Parbat was no longer safe so you had advised of getting one of the old abandoned cities of the League and turning the temple into headquarters with the rest of the city becoming a safe place for all of the servants and assassins. It was surrounded by water and walls with constant surveillance, meaning that no one could get in or out without people knowing. You were never going to forget the day that you came back, the surprise on your grandfather's face as you got to your knees and pledged allegiance to the League. He wasn't convinced at first but came around as you solidified your loyalty. You were no longer a Wayne like Damian. You were an Al Ghul
// "Leave us." Ras's voice carried out across the room. Your mother looked at you and gave you a reassuring nod before she left. As the room emptied, you were starting to feel nervous. Was this the right decision or were you too impulsive? "Explain to me, once again, child. Why are you here?" He asked with a raised eyebrow. You summon all of the courage you had in your body and stand up. "I came to reclaim my birthright as the rightful heir to the Demon Head," I said, trying my best to keep my voice steady. "Is that so? Why the change of heart?" I hesitated to answer and he saw right through me. His knowing smirk gave it away. "Tired of being part of the birds and the Bats it seems. It is very curious how only one came back. You and your brother were inseparable. Should I expect a visit from him as well? To rescue his sis-" "No." I interrupted him and he seemed taken back "No?" "I was never part of their…team. My brother formed great loyalty and attachment to them, but I did not. They…" "Go on" "They rejected me the day I arrived, yet accepted my brother. I have been forgotten, ignored, and cast aside from the moment that I became present in that household. I only hold care for one of them and even he wasn't enough to make me stay." Ras stayed quiet for a moment. "So what my daughter has been telling me is correct after all. It wasn't just that she missed you. Well, then. Let me make you a proposition. You have three months to make me believe you are capable of being my heir. If you succeed, you will begin training solely for the purpose of being my successor. Were you to not prove yourself, you would leave at once. Have I made myself clear, child?" Ras never was one for empty threats and promises, so all she could do was nod. "You are dismissed. Tell your mother to meet me here. We have a few things to discuss" he dismissed you, "Oh and child?" You looked towards him hopefully. "It is good one of you came back to your senses. Don't disappoint me" And thus began the most excruciating three months of your life. //
You were surprised at how well you had adjusted to the League after coming back. Sure, those three months were harsh, but they weren't bad. You were thankful that you picked up a demanding sport such as ice skating. You weren't sure how you'd survive otherwise. Your mother would spar with you any time she visited so your skills weren't too rusty. After sharpening what had been there once again, which had taken you a month and a half, you were able to take assassins from the highest of ranks. Once your grandfather was satisfied, thus began your preparation for a leader. You were a natural. Your role was to follow your grandfather, grant him counsel, and even take part in some of the decision-making processes. Once, your grandfather had even gotten close to saying he was proud. Even went to say (in between the lines of course) that you had been able to surpass your brother in preparation. Since then, you understood that you no longer lived in Damian's shadow. A year had passed soon and your grandfather had announced that we would have a special coronation where you would be proclaimed as Heir.
That brought us here, to your coronation day. Your armor was specifically made to tailor you and your comfort for battle. Your hair, which had gotten quite long, was pulled into an intricate braid so that your face would be visible. You felt strong and that brought a smile to your face.
"You look radiant, my dear" you hear your mother say from behind you. "Thank you, Mother" You responded as she stood in front of you and caressed your face tenderly.
"Ma'am, you have some visitors" A voice was heard from outside the door. One of your assistants went to open the door and lo and behold…your family was there.
They entered slowly, one by one. Each suited up. "Beloved, those are not ceremonial robes" your mother reprimanded Damian, but he wasn't focused on her. He was focused on you.
"So, it is true then, sister," Damian asked feeling the air leave his chest. You were there, but it wasn't you. It couldn't be you. You were soft, kind, gentle, and tame, and you never raised your voice, you were you and this wasn't you. You looked stronger that's for sure. He wouldn't be surprised if their grandfather was injecting something into you. You looked like a member, no, scratch that, you looked like the heir. From the way you stood, with a sight upward til in your head, to the way you dressed. There was a sharpness in your eyes that told him that Ras had not been soft in your teachings.
"What is, Robin," you asked steadily. Gone was the girl who cried over her lost brother. Damian wouldn't admit it but he was hurt. Hearing you call him by his alias so coldly stung in ways he couldn't imagine.
"You truly are becoming the next Head of the Demon, Y/n?" This time the question came from Dick. The last months have been hell for all of them after the shock of your departure. It was as if someone had splashed all of them with a bucket of cold water and brought them back to reality. They had all visited your room at least once, would continually watch your ice skating videos, and would look at footage of you in the manor from the last years. They had desperately searched for a semblance of you in the entirety of the manor.
"Yes. What's it to you, Nightwing?" She responded once again coldly.
"Alfred misses you," It was Jason who spoke up this time. It was jarring to see the girl he once treated as his precious princess following the footsteps of someone so wretched.
"At least someone does. I couldn't visit because of my training. Once the ceremony is finalized, I will have more time and I will visit him" "So you will visit us at the manor-" "I will visit Alfred only. I have no other reason to do so," She interrupted Tim, with a heated gaze.
"What about your dreams of becoming a professional, (nickname)? It was all you ever wanted, you worked so hard for that. We all know, we all saw. This is not wh-"
"What do you know of me, Damian? What do any of you know about me?! We both arrived at the same. Time. And it appeared as if only you were there! Everyone favored you over me and why? Because you were fucking Robin and I wasn't? I tried to reach out. I invited you everywhere, I searched for you all everywhere, I asked and asked and the only thing that I ever received in return was disdain and silence. I only wanted to be loved, LOVED DAMIAN! What you got and I didn't! And if I tried to speak out, I was hushed because I had to be understanding of your processes. I WAS A CHILD HONED AS A WEAPON TOO. I went through everything you did too! And did any of you ever recognize that? NO! You stopped knowing me the moment you forgot you had a twin. You stopped knowing me when I came back and all of you were celebrating OUR birthday as if it was only you. You lost me the moment that you preferred seeing Jon over watching me compete at Nationals. You lost me when you left to see the Titans and I had to find out weeks later. You lost me when you decided that the love they gave you was yours alone and that I didn't deserve a fraction of it." She ranted and with her every word, Damian took a step back.
"You were always out training or with your friends-"
"Don't try to pin this on me, Damian Wayne. You all pushed me away." Y/n scoffed. "I invited you here because you are my mother's son. Not because I wanted you here. They were invited cordially because they are your family. Don't mistake my act of respect as an act of love."
"There are other ways, Y/n" Batman tried to intervene. Even if it didn't show, Bruce was hurting. He was deeply ashamed and disappointed at how things had turned out.
A bell sounded, signaling the beginning of the ceremony. Y/n straightened her back and turned towards her mother, a small smile present in her face. That smile, as much as it softened everyone's hearts, hardened the moment she turned to them,
"Batman, Red Hood, Nightwing, Red Robin, I will only say this once. I lack the care and mercy my grandfather and mother seem to have for you, with the small exception of Alfred and my brother. I will take this mantle. I will become the Heir to the Demon Head and I will be the next Leader of the League of Assassins. Those are facts that you will have to deal with. If you are here to cause a commotion, then I suggest you leave. I will not tell my assassins to hold back on their ways. If you'd like to stay, so be it. Enjoy the festivity. Have it very clear. I want all of you out. Of. My. Way. once I am the head. This is my birthright and I want it to have nothing with all of you." She started looking at Batman dead in the eye. "Nothing."
"My lady, everyone is expecting you" Came a voice from outside.
"Well, then. Let's go dear. You wouldn't want to have your grandfather waiting would you? Destiny awaits" said Talia as she ushered Y/n out of the room. She never spared a glance at the five men standing in front of her.
That day, they all watched from the sidelines as their sister was proclaimed Heir. Damian had failed and he was going to make sure he NEVER failed again. He was going to do everything in his power to fix the bridges that had been burnt with his sister. As much as Bruce wanted to reassure Damian that everything would be okay, he couldn't. It became clear to him that from now on when interacting with the League, they had to be extremely careful because his daughter could easily become as much an ally as she could be a formidable opponent. He never thought he'd say it but he was afraid of what his little girl could become.
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a flat white and a sharp tongue
an Oscar Piastri one-shot
Summary: he's a reserved F1 driver seeking peace. She's the lively heart of a bustling café. When their worlds collide, Oscar's carefully constructed routine is challenged by Elaine's infectious energy, leading to a connection that has the potential to change everything.
Word count: 14k (i am sorry i am so sorry but it is worth it)
Warnings: slow burn, teasing, banter, mild language
A/N: I've loved writing this. I've put a little bit of myself into Elaine—the sense of humor, the passion for history… I hope you enjoy it as much as I did! Likes, reblogs, and comments are greatly appreciated. Thank you so much for your support, it makes me so happy! Kisses <3
have in mind that English is not my first nor my second language, excuse any mistakes that you might find
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Oscar had discovered the café by accident. Or rather, he had discovered it thanks to a friend who had insisted endlessly that he had to try it.
He hadn’t regretted it.
It was a hidden refuge nestled among steep alleyways, far from the bustling port and the constant rush of Monaco. A small café with a vintage aesthetic, renovated just enough to be cozy without losing its old-world charm. Exposed brick walls, shelves full of mismatched cups, polished wooden tables marked by time. And, most importantly, peace.
From the first time he had visited, he had known the place belonged to him. It had become an unbreakable routine: every time he returned from a race, he would take the stairs down from his apartment—the café was right below—and sit at the same table by the window. He ordered the same thing, read, reviewed data, or simply watched people pass by.
And then, there was the cat.
A large, speckled feline with the air of an undisputed king of the place. It would appear out of nowhere, climbing onto his lap or table uninvited. At first, Oscar had tried to ignore it. It hadn’t worked. The cat had adopted him without asking permission, and he, resigned, had eventually accepted it.
Everything had been perfect.
Until the calm had been shattered.
First, the door swung open abruptly, making the bell jingle with an overly enthusiastic chime. Then, the sound of hurried paws against the wooden floor.
The cat bolted from his lap.
Oscar blinked, surprised by the sudden abandonment, and then he heard her.
"Bon matin, mes amis! You missed me, didn’t you?"
Her voice filled the café—clear and energetic—as if it belonged as much to the place as the brick walls.
Oscar didn’t need to look up to know that everyone in the café knew her. He heard the sound of her scarf sliding off her neck, the tapping of her boots as she crossed the room without hesitation. She greeted the customers one by one, as naturally as if she had done it all her life.
"Marcel, are you still losing at dominoes, or did they finally let you win?"
"Today, I’m winning, chérie, I swear!"
"Liar." She laughed, giving him a pat on the shoulder before moving on. "André, that beret is new. Very stylish."
"My daughter gave it to me, but don’t think I’m going to buy you breakfast just for the compliment."
"So stingy."
Oscar heard more laughter. It was obvious that everyone knew her, that they welcomed her with familiarity, as if she were part of the café’s furniture.
The cat—the same one that ignored everyone except him—was now in her arms, purring like a satisfied engine.
"Finally! Someone greets me with enthusiasm!" she exclaimed, rubbing her nose against the cat’s head before gently setting it down.
By this point, Oscar had already returned his focus to his book. Or at least, he was trying to.
"I’ll have a hot chocolate," she said when she reached the counter, leaning over it shamelessly.
The barista—her brother, Oscar deduced from the patience in his expression—sighed.
"Aren’t you tired of so much sugar?"
"I never get tired of the good stuff."
He scoffed but started preparing the drink.
Oscar turned the page. Hopefully, the café would regain its usual silence.
Then, he felt it.
The imperceptible shift in the air when someone was staring at him.
Instinctively, he knew what was coming.
Footsteps approached.
"I haven’t seen you here before."
Oscar closed his eyes for a second, holding back a sigh.
"Hmm."
"That’s all you’re going to say?"
"I’m busy."
She let out a small laugh.
"Of course, you are."
And with that, she plopped down in the chair across from him.
Oscar shut his book with a snap.
She smiled.
"Now you’re looking at me."
She didn’t say it as a question but as a fact, as if she knew exactly what to do to pull someone out of their bubble.
Oscar looked at her for the first time, assessing. She was young, cheerful, with a mischievous glint in her eyes. She recognized him, sure, but there was no typical astonishment, no urge to mention it.
"Do you always insert yourself where you’re not wanted?" he asked, hoping she’d take the hint.
"Are you always this grumpy?" she shot back, unfazed.
Oscar felt a headache forming.
Something told him his peace had just ended.
He blinked, analyzing her tone, her expression. There was no mockery in her gaze, only amusement, as if finding him there was an entertaining discovery, but not particularly extraordinary.
"I recognize you, obviously," she said with a shrug. "But don’t worry, I’m not going to ask for a photo or an autograph. I’m sure your ego doesn’t need more inflating."
Oscar narrowed his eyes, trying to figure out whether that was an insult or just an observation.
He had no response.
She, on the other hand, laughed, as if his silence was the best part of the conversation. She leaned back in her chair, crossing her legs with an irritatingly carefree attitude, then glanced down at the book still in his hands.
"Are you seriously reading this?"
Oscar looked at the cover. It was a dense historical biography, written with an almost obsessive level of detail.
"What’s wrong with it?" he asked, his tone dry.
She tilted her head, as if evaluating him.
"Nothing, I guess. If you like books that feel like punishments."
Oscar snapped the book shut, again, a little harder than necessary.
She laughed again.
"You don’t have a comeback for that, do you?"
Oscar clenched his jaw.
He hated her. No, he hated her boldness, her persistence, the way she pulled him out of his bubble without permission.
And he hated even more that he didn’t know how to shut her down.
"Stop bothering the customers."
Her brother’s voice came from behind the counter, exasperated, like he had seen this scene too many times before.
She turned her head, pouting exaggeratedly.
"I’m not bothering him. We’re just having a conversation, right?"
Oscar stared at her, unblinking.
"No."
She let out a delighted laugh.
"See? He adores me."
Her brother sighed and nodded toward the counter.
"Your hot chocolate is ready. Leave him alone."
"Tss, such a killjoy," she muttered, standing up with obvious reluctance.
The cat, as if perfectly in sync with her, jumped off the table and trotted after her, sticking close to her heels. She scratched its head fondly, as if she didn’t even notice how naturally the feline followed her.
Just before walking away completely, she turned to look at Oscar one last time.
"By the way," she said, tilting her head slightly. "My name’s Elaine."
She didn’t wait for a response.
She simply smiled, spun on her heel, and left, leaving behind a trail of lighthearted energy that didn’t fit at all with the café’s usual tranquility.
Oscar watched her go for a moment, his book still closed on the table, the echo of her laughter ringing in his ears.
He exhaled slowly.
His peace was definitely over.
And yet, Oscar couldn’t stop coming to the café.
The drinks were too good, the atmosphere was perfect, and most of the time, he could focus without anyone bothering him.
Except on the days when he had the dubious pleasure of running into Elaine.
She appeared without warning, like a storm no one had predicted in the forecast.
And somehow, she always found a way to get under his skin.
Sometimes, she simply stopped by to chat with the regulars, exchanging jokes with the old men playing dominoes or greeting lost tourists as if they were old friends. Other times, she slipped behind the counter to help her brother, though it was obvious she did it more to annoy him than out of any real necessity. She also played with the cat, which followed her with unwavering devotion, or settled at the table closest to Oscar’s, surrounded by a mess of books and scattered notes.
He had no idea what she was studying, but if he had to guess, he would have said something chaotic. Something that matched her boundless energy and her ability to talk passionately about just about anything. It wasn’t until much later that he found out she was studying History.
And, of course, there were days when it seemed like her sole mission in life was to get on his nerves.
She sat at his table without asking, drummed her fingers against the surface just to see how long it would take for him to look at her, made offhanded comments about how serious he was or how he needed to learn to socialize.
Oscar tried to ignore her. He really did.
But Elaine wasn’t someone who could be ignored.
One day, she simply sat across from him uninvited and asked, “Do you have friends?”
Oscar blinked, his eyes still on his laptop screen. “What?”
“I mean, besides your teammates and the people you work with. Because you’re always alone.”
He huffed, trying to ignore her. “That’s none of your business.”
“So, that’s a no.”
Elaine grinned, satisfied with her own conclusion, and rested her chin on her hand, watching him.
“Have you realized you have the charisma of a rock?”
Oscar closed his eyes for a second, holding back the response he actually wanted to give her.
“I’m busy.”
“Yeah, yeah, reviewing data, looking at numbers… how thrilling.” She yawned dramatically. “It must be so much fun being you.”
By the time he finally looked up, she was already laughing, standing up to return to her brother.
Oscar let out a heavy sigh and turned back to his screen, but just when he thought the torment was over, he felt an extra weight on his jacket.
The cat.
The little traitor had sprawled out on it, curling up comfortably.
Great.
And then, another day.
Oscar was analyzing replays of his last race on his laptop when a shadow fell over the screen.
“Do you like watching yourself drive?”
He didn’t need to look up to know who it was.
“It’s not about liking it. I’m analyzing my performance.”
“Oh, of course. A deep analysis of ‘oh, look how fast I am’ and ‘oh, look how well I take that turn.’”
This time, he did look up, fixing her with a flat stare.
“Do you really have nothing better to do?”
Elaine smiled, clearly entertained. “Annoying you is more fun.”
And as if summoned, the cat appeared out of nowhere and flopped onto his laptop keyboard. The screen instantly went black as one of its paws landed squarely on the power button.
Elaine propped her chin on her hand. “Even he thinks you need a break.”
Oscar exhaled slowly.
This was becoming a damn habit.
Different day, same problem.
Oscar had spent the afternoon working, completely absorbed in his own bubble of concentration. But when he finally closed his laptop and reached for his jacket, he found a now-familiar obstacle: the cat, sleeping soundly on top of it.
He tried nudging it gently. Nothing. The stubborn little thing didn’t even stir.
From behind the counter, Elaine watched him with her arms crossed.
“You’re not going to win.”
“It’s a cat.”
“A cat with a lot of character.”
Oscar sighed, resigned, and dropped back into his chair. Ten minutes later, the cat was still snoring on his jacket, and he no longer felt in any rush to leave.
When Elaine returned with a steaming mug, she set it in front of him without a word.
Oscar glanced at her sideways. “I didn’t order another coffee.”
Elaine simply shrugged. “It’s my compensation for the hostage situation. Sir Reginald Fluffington III tends to take captives…”
At the absurd name, Oscar frowned. “Why ‘the third’?”
With complete nonchalance, Elaine gestured toward the framed photos behind the counter. They were black-and-white portraits of other cats, each with a small plaque beneath them: Sir Reginald Fluffington I and Sir Reginald Fluffington II.
“Line of succession,” she said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. “When one leaves, the next takes the throne.”
Oscar blinked. “Is this a café or a feline monarchy?”
Elaine shrugged. “House rules.”
Meanwhile, Sir Reginald Fluffington III kept snoring atop his jacket, as if it were his throne.
One evening, Elaine did something completely unexpected.
She sat down at his table—nothing new there—but instead of launching straight into her usual teasing, she rested her chin on her hand and asked,
“So, tell me about the car.”
Oscar barely looked up. “What?”
“The car. The one you drive. How does it actually work?”
That caught him off guard. Normally, if she mentioned Formula 1 at all, it was to make some sarcastic remark about how it was “just guys driving in circles really fast.” But now she was looking at him, genuinely curious, like she actually wanted to know.
He hesitated, wary of a potential joke at his expense, but when she didn’t say anything else, he found himself answering before he could stop himself.
“Well, it’s an open-wheel, single-seater with a hybrid turbocharged engine,” he started, setting his coffee aside. “It runs on a combination of internal combustion and electrical energy, and we have an ERS system that recovers energy under braking and redeploys it for extra power.”
Elaine nodded as if she understood, but then tilted her head. “And that energy recovery thing—how does that actually help you while driving?”
Oscar blinked. Most people didn’t ask that. They just nodded and moved on. But she was still looking at him, genuinely waiting for an answer.
So he gave her one.
Somewhere along the way, he found himself leaning forward, gesturing as he explained how ERS deployment could make the difference in overtakes, how managing tire degradation was crucial, how the aerodynamics of the car could dictate whether a driver fought for pole or got stuck in the midfield.
Elaine listened. Really listened.
She didn’t interrupt. Didn’t crack a joke. Just asked question after question, and every time she did, Oscar answered without thinking, because it wasn’t often that someone outside his world wanted to understand, to actually hear him talk about the thing he had dedicated his life to.
At some point, he realized he had been talking for nearly twenty minutes straight.
He sat back abruptly, fingers tightening around his cup.
Elaine didn’t laugh. Didn’t tease him for going on and on like he expected her to.
Instead, she simply smiled, stirring her hot chocolate absentmindedly.
“You really love it, don’t you?” she mused.
Oscar hesitated before nodding. “Yeah.”
Elaine exhaled through her nose, a soft laugh under her breath. “It’s nice, hearing you actually talk.”
He should have rolled his eyes. Should have given some dry remark about how she talks more than enough for both of them.
But instead, he just hummed, taking another sip of his coffee.
For once, Elaine let the silence linger. And, for once, Oscar didn’t mind.
Elaine didn’t change after that conversation.
She still sat at his table without asking. Still poked at his patience with teasing remarks. Still found a way to make herself present in his otherwise quiet café routine.
But something shifted in Oscar.
Before, he had dismissed her as just another overly social, overly energetic person who didn’t know how to leave people alone. But now… he noticed things.
Like how she greeted every regular in the café by name, asking about their families or their work as if she had known them for years (which, considering her family owned the place, she probably had). Or how she always made sure to slide an extra plate of biscuits toward the old men playing dominos in the corner, even though her brother claimed they ate too much and never actually ordered anything.
How her fingers were constantly moving—tapping, fidgeting, stirring her drink absentmindedly as if her body didn’t know how to stay still.
How she always, always smelled faintly of cinnamon and coffee beans.
And, somehow, how he started looking forward to the moments when she would wander over to his table, even if it was just to make some smart remark about his eternally serious expression.
One day, she leaned against his table, watching as he scrolled through data on his laptop. “Do you ever smile, or would that compromise your entire personality?”
Oscar exhaled sharply through his nose. It wasn’t quite a laugh, but it was close. “Depends on the day.”
Elaine squinted at him suspiciously. “Was that a joke?”
He merely shrugged, clicking through his data sheets.
“Unbelievable,” she muttered, but she was grinning.
Another day, he caught himself staring—not at her, but at the way she tucked her hair behind her ear while reading, the way her brows furrowed slightly when she was deep in thought.
He shook his head, taking a long sip of his coffee, as if the bitterness could pull him back into reality.
But reality had started to change.
The café didn’t feel the same anymore. It was no longer just a place to escape the noise of the world. It had a heartbeat now, a pulse that thumped along to the rhythm of Elaine’s laughter, to the lazy stretch of Sir Reginald Fluffington III as he curled up in the sun, to the quiet conversations and clinking of porcelain.
And Oscar found himself sinking into it, letting it wrap around him like a warmth he hadn’t realized he needed.
Elaine was still a menace. But maybe, just maybe, she wasn’t so bad after all.
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Oscar entered the café at his usual time, the familiar chime of the doorbell ringing through the quiet space. He had his routine down to a science—order his coffee, sit at his table, ignore whatever nonsense Elaine threw at him, and get some actual work done.
Except today, he was the one throwing things off course.
He walked straight up to her table, where she was lazily flipping through a book, and without preamble, said, “Why history?”
Elaine blinked up at him, looking uncharacteristically confused. “What?”
“Why do you study history?”
Her lips parted slightly, as if her brain needed a second to reboot. Then, slowly, her expression shifted into something downright suspicious. She squinted at him, tapping her fingers against the table.
“Okay. Who are you, and what have you done with Oscar Piastri?”
Behind the counter, her brother snorted, shaking his head as he wiped down some cups.
Oscar exhaled sharply, already regretting this. “You asked me about Formula 1 the other day. I figured—” He gestured vaguely. “Returning the favor.”
Elaine leaned back in her chair, crossing her arms. “You want me to believe that you—Mr. ‘I’d Rather Sit in Silence Than Engage with Human Beings’—are voluntarily making conversation?”
Oscar’s eye twitched.
“I’m rescinding the question.”
“No, no,” she said quickly, straightening up with a wide grin. “I’m just shocked. I didn’t know you had it in you.”
Sir Reginald Fluffington III chose that moment to make his grand entrance, leaping onto Elaine’s chair and then promptly squeezing himself between them like a self-appointed mediator. Elaine, as always, started scratching behind his ears without thinking.
Oscar tried not to acknowledge the cat but failed when a furry head nudged insistently against his arm. With a sigh, he gave in, resting a hand on its back.
From the counter, Elaine’s brother watched the exchange with a smirk. He stacked the last cup, shaking his head.
Huh. So that’s how it starts.
Elaine tilted her head, studying Oscar like he was some sort of rare specimen that had just done something completely out of character. Which, to be fair, he had.
“Alright,” she said finally, tapping a thoughtful rhythm against the table. “I’ll bite.”
Oscar raised an eyebrow. “You were going to answer anyway.”
“True,” she admitted, flashing him a grin. “But I like pretending I have a choice.”
She leaned forward slightly, resting her chin on one hand while the other continued idly scratching Sir Reginald Fluffington III behind the ears. The cat stretched lazily, his purring a soft vibration against the wooden surface of the table.
“History is just one big, messy story,” she began, her voice lighter now, as if she hadn’t just been caught off guard by the question. “And I like stories. But more than that, I like knowing why things happen. Why people make the choices they do, why entire civilizations rise and fall, why the world is the way it is.”
Oscar watched as her fingers absentmindedly traced the rim of her coffee cup, the light catching on the silver ring she always wore on her thumb. Her expression shifted as she spoke, as if she were seeing the past play out in real time, as if the weight of a thousand untold stories lived just behind her eyes.
She shrugged. “It’s like a puzzle, but all the pieces are scattered across centuries, and half of them are missing, and some historian a hundred years ago probably put the wrong ones together and convinced everyone they were right.”
Oscar found himself listening more intently than he expected, more than he ever did when people rambled about things he didn’t particularly care about.
Elaine smirked, noticing. “You’re taking this very seriously.”
“You’re actually answering seriously,” he pointed out.
“Because it’s important,” she said simply. “People always act like history is just a bunch of dates and names, but it’s not. It’s people. People being brilliant, and terrible, and reckless. And the best part?” Her eyes gleamed with amusement. “We never learn. We keep making the same mistakes over and over again. It’s both hilarious and deeply depressing.”
Oscar huffed out a quiet laugh before he could stop himself.
Elaine’s grin widened. “There it is. A real reaction.”
He rolled his eyes, but there wasn’t much heat behind it.
Sir Reginald, sensing the moment, shifted just enough to nudge Oscar’s arm again. Without thinking, he started absentmindedly running his fingers through the cat’s fur, feeling the softness beneath his fingertips. The café smelled like roasted coffee beans and vanilla, the warm scent wrapping around them like a quiet invitation to stay just a little longer.
At some point, Elaine’s brother must have come over because there were two fresh drinks sitting in front of them—his usual coffee and what looked like hot chocolate for Elaine. Oscar hadn’t even noticed when they arrived, too caught up in the conversation, too distracted by the way Elaine’s voice lilted with enthusiasm when she spoke about something she loved.
Elaine, oblivious or simply choosing to ignore her brother’s knowing expression from behind the counter, continued. “Anyway, history is fun. And frustrating. And completely ridiculous at times. But mostly, it’s fascinating.”
Oscar considered that. Considered her, for that matter.
She had a way of making everything sound interesting, even when she was being insufferable.
And somehow, without him realizing it, she was starting to feel less like a nuisance.
And more like a habit.
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That day, the café felt… different.
Oscar couldn’t quite put his finger on it at first. He sat at his usual table, opened his laptop, and took a sip of his coffee. Everything was the same—same warm lighting, same familiar hum of conversation, same Sir Reginald Fluffington III eyeing his jacket like prime real estate for a nap.
And yet…
He realized it after about fifteen minutes of actual focus. No one had interrupted him. No one had made a single offhand comment about his posture or his facial expressions or his apparent lack of joy in life. No one had sat down uninvited, poked at his patience, or asked if he had friends.
Elaine wasn’t there.
Oscar exhaled, shaking off the thought. Good. That meant he could get work done without—
"You're frowning."
Oscar glanced up. Elaine’s brother stood behind the counter, drying a cup with a knowing smirk.
"I'm not frowning."
"You are. You look about two seconds away from being deeply annoyed by something," he said, setting the cup down. "Let me guess. The coffee’s not good today?"
Oscar rolled his eyes and took another sip. Perfect as always.
Casually—completely, totally casually—he asked, “Where’s Elaine?”
Her brother raised an eyebrow, clearly amused.
Oscar huffed. “Just wondering. It’s… quieter.”
“She’s in class. Probably annoying one of her professors instead.”
Oscar nodded, taking another drink to mask the way his jaw tightened. He told himself it wasn’t disappointment—he was just surprised. That’s all.
Her brother, however, had clearly caught something in his expression, because he grinned.
“I’ve got to say it, mate,” he mused, leaning against the counter. “For someone who complains about her so much, you sure seem bothered when she’s not around.”
Oscar’s eye twitched. “I’m not—”
“Fastidious,” he interrupted, eyes alight with amusement. “That’s the word you’re looking for, right? Bothered. Irritated. Peeved. Just… missing one specific source of those emotions.”
Oscar scowled, but it had no effect. Elaine’s brother just chuckled, shaking his head.
“Let me know if you need anything else,” he said, turning away. “Other than Elaine’s presence, of course.”
Oscar refused to dignify that with a response. Instead, he set his jaw, returned to his laptop, and pretended he wasn’t glancing toward the door every now and then.
Not because he wanted her to walk in. Obviously.
Just… if she did, he’d have a few words for her about being a menace. That was all.
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Oscar was busy.
Too busy to think about insignificant things.
Training, meetings, simulator sessions—his schedule had been packed, every moment accounted for. He barely had time to breathe, let alone sit in a café waiting for some loud, insufferable presence to barge into his day.
And yet, the past couple of weeks had felt… off.
He hadn’t been at the café much, too caught up in work to indulge in his usual routine. On the rare occasions he did stop by, it was always a quick in-and-out, barely enough time to finish a coffee before he had to rush off. He didn’t even have the time to be annoyed by Elaine.
Not that he’d noticed her absence.
Not at all.
So when he caught sight of her at the local market on a rare free afternoon, it was almost too much—too jarring, too unexpected.
She was standing at one of the stalls, inspecting a bundle of fresh herbs with the same level of scrutiny he reserved for race telemetry. Her brows were furrowed, lips pursed in thought, and she hadn’t noticed him yet.
Which meant Oscar could—should—walk away.
Instead, his feet remained stubbornly in place.
It wasn’t just seeing her that got to him. It was the fact that, somehow, he’d felt her first. The way the market’s usual noise—vendors calling out deals, the chatter of locals—had blurred into the background the second he spotted her. The way a part of his brain had instantly clicked into place, like something missing had been restored.
That realization alone was enough to irritate him.
Before he could talk himself out of it, he took a step closer.
Elaine still hadn’t noticed him, too focused on haggling with the vendor.
"Come on, Monsieur Bernard," she cajoled, resting an elbow on the stall. "I’m practically family. Don’t you have a special discount for charming regulars?"
The older man behind the stall gave her an unimpressed look. "You tried this same trick last time."
"Yes, but I was less charming then."
Oscar let out a sharp exhale—not a laugh, definitely not—and that’s when she turned, eyes widening slightly in surprise.
For a moment, she just stared, as if confirming he was real. Then, slowly, her lips curled into a familiar smirk.
"Well, well, well," she drawled, turning fully to face him. "If it isn’t Mr. ‘I Have No Time for Social Interaction’ himself. Fancy meeting you here."
Oscar crossed his arms. "Fancy that."
She tilted her head, assessing him. "You look…" A pause, and then, teasingly, "…unmoored. Have you been lost without my constant interruptions?"
"Not remotely," he deadpanned.
Elaine gasped dramatically, pressing a hand to her chest. "Lies. You missed me."
Oscar gave her a flat look. "I was busy."
She waved a dismissive hand. "So was I. Exams."
That caught his attention. "Oh."
She raised an eyebrow. "That’s it? Just ‘oh’?"
"Did you pass?"
Elaine scoffed. "Of course I passed. I’m a genius."
Oscar rolled his eyes but couldn’t help the small twitch at the corner of his mouth.
A beat passed, and then—
"So," Elaine said, leaning in slightly. "Are you going to admit it?"
"Admit what?"
"That you missed me."
He held her gaze, his expression unreadable. Then, without breaking eye contact, he plucked the bundle of herbs straight out of her hand, examining them with faux interest.
"Hmm. Unremarkable. Much like your presence."
Elaine gaped at him. "You—you absolute—"
Behind the stall, Monsieur Bernard sighed, muttering something about young people before handing Elaine another bundle.
Oscar smirked. Maybe he had missed this. Just a little.
Without thinking about it, they started walking together.
It wasn’t intentional—at least, Oscar was fairly certain it wasn’t. He had no reason to follow Elaine anywhere. And yet, when she moved toward the next stall, he found himself falling into step beside her.
She didn’t comment on it, just gave him a brief, knowing glance before turning her attention to the produce in front of her.
“Tomatoes,” she muttered to herself, picking up a ripe one and turning it over in her hand. “Do I need tomatoes?”
Oscar arched an eyebrow. “You don’t even know what you’re buying?”
Elaine shrugged. “I improvise.”
He exhaled sharply, grabbing a small bag and tossing a few into it with actual purpose. Elaine mimicked his actions—except she kept adding more and more until Oscar gave her a flat look.
“You’re not feeding an army.”
“You don’t know that,” she said airily. “Maybe I’m part of a secret underground resistance.”
Oscar bit back a smirk, shaking his head as he handed his own bag to the vendor. Elaine did the same, and once they had their purchases, they moved on.
To another stall.
And another.
At some point, Elaine started following him—when he paused at a bakery stand, her interest was suddenly piqued.
“Buying bread?” she asked, peering at the selection.
He gave her a sideways glance. “What does it look like?”
“Huh.” She grabbed a small loaf for herself, then eyed the pastries. “You’re not getting anything sweet?”
“No.”
Elaine hummed. “Boring.”
Still, she grabbed two pain au chocolat instead of one.
When Oscar gave her a questioning look, she just waggled her eyebrows. “You never know.”
He didn’t respond, but later—when she wordlessly handed him the second pastry while they were walking—he took it.
It kept happening. A few more stalls, a few more purchases. Some things they needed, some they didn’t. They talked more than they probably should have, walked longer than they intended.
It wasn’t until Elaine tried shifting her bags to one arm—struggling slightly—that she finally paused and frowned.
“Hold on.” She glanced down. “Why do I have so much stuff?”
Oscar blinked at his own bags, as if only now realizing how full they were.
They stared at each other for a beat.
Elaine narrowed her eyes. “Did you just trick me into running errands with you?”
Oscar scoffed. “You tricked me.”
She gasped, pressing a hand to her chest. “Lies! This is sabotage!”
Oscar just shook his head, exhaling through his nose as he adjusted the bags in his hands.
And they parted ways—or at least, they tried to.
Elaine turned left. Oscar turned left.
Neither of them noticed at first, too occupied with adjusting their bags. But as they kept walking, side by side, it became… noticeable.
Elaine slowed her pace slightly, giving him a sidelong glance.
Oscar did the same.
They walked a few more meters in silence.
Then Elaine stopped abruptly in the middle of the sidewalk, brows furrowing in suspicion. “Are you following me?”
Oscar, who had also stopped, gave her a blank stare. “You’re the one going my way.”
Her eyes narrowed. “Or you’re going mine.”
Oscar sighed, adjusting the weight of his bags. “I live nearby.”
Elaine huffed. “I live nearby.”
They eyed each other for a moment, a realization beginning to dawn.
Then, with an unspoken agreement, they resumed walking.
Turned a corner.
Kept going.
Another turn.
When they both reached the café’s entrance, Elaine halted once again.
“Wait.” Her voice was laced with dawning horror. “You live here?”
Oscar blinked. “You live above the café?”
Elaine opened her mouth, then closed it, then opened it again. “You’re kidding.”
He exhaled sharply, barely suppressing a smirk at her distress. “Why would I joke about this?”
Elaine let out something between a groan and a laugh, running a hand down her face. “You mean to tell me… we’ve been neighbors this whole time?”
Oscar simply shrugged. “Apparently.”
Elaine groaned again, then gave him a long look—one that was probably meant to be annoyed, but somehow, she just looked amused.
Oscar didn’t know why, but he felt it too—something light, something ridiculous.
And before he could stop himself, before he even knew what he was doing—
He smirked.
Just a little.
Elaine’s eyes widened, like she had just seen a unicorn.
Then, with unrestrained glee, she pointed at him.
“A-ha!”
Oscar blinked. “What?”
“You almost smiled!”
“No, I didn’t.”
“Yes, you did.”
Elaine practically vibrated with excitement. “This is it. This is a breakthrough. I knew you had a sense of humor somewhere in there.”
Oscar huffed, stepping past her toward the stairs. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Ohhh, but I do.” Elaine grinned, falling into step behind him as they both climbed toward their apartments. “I’ll get a full smile out of you someday. Just you wait.”
Oscar rolled his eyes.
But somehow… somehow, the thought didn’t sound so bad.
Either way, as they stepped onto the landing, an odd silence settled between them.
Elaine adjusted her grip on the paper bag in her arms, rocking back slightly on her heels. Oscar wasn’t sure what he was waiting for. He should just say goodbye, unlock his door, and go about his evening. But he hesitated.
Which was weird.
Even weirder was the fact that Elaine was hesitating, too.
She glanced at his bag, then up at him, eyes squinting slightly in thought.
“Tell me you’re planning to have a healthy and balanced dinner, and not just some bread and cheese.”
Oscar frowned. “It’s efficient.”
Elaine let out a sharp laugh, like she couldn’t believe what she’d just heard.
“You’re hopeless.”
He raised an eyebrow. “And?”
She sighed, then tilted her head toward her door. “Look, I accidentally bought enough food for an entire army, and you clearly need a proper meal. So… you in?”
Oscar hesitated. Not because he didn’t want to. That was the problem. He wanted to.
His routine was simple, predictable. There was comfort in that. And yet, here was Elaine, throwing a wrench into everything—like she always did. But instead of annoying him, it felt… different this time.
It felt warm.
Elaine watched him, waiting. A little too smug, as if she already knew his answer.
“Okay,” he said. “Sure.”
Her eyebrows lifted slightly, like she hadn’t expected him to agree so quickly. Then she grinned, turning to unlock her door.
“Hope you like chaos.”
Oscar stepped inside without thinking twice. And for the first time in a long time, breaking his routine didn’t seem like such a bad thing.
Elaine’s apartment was exactly what Oscar had expected—lived-in, cluttered in a way that felt intentional, full of books stacked in odd places and little trinkets on the shelves. There were post-it notes stuck to the fridge, reminders scrawled in messy handwriting, and an open notebook on the small dining table with half-finished notes scribbled in the margins.
It was the complete opposite of his own place, which was neat, sparsely decorated, and painfully impersonal.
She kicked the door shut behind them, dumping her groceries onto the counter before stretching her arms overhead. “Alright, let’s see what we’re working with.”
Oscar set his own bag beside hers and leaned against the counter, watching as she started unpacking.
“You actually cook?” he asked, skeptical.
Elaine shot him a look over her shoulder. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You just don’t seem like the type.”
She gasped, placing a hand over her heart in mock offense. “Excuse me, but I’ll have you know I make an excellent—” She paused, staring at the items in front of her. Then, slowly, she deflated. “Okay, I may have gone overboard.”
Oscar peered over at the spread of vegetables, cheese, pasta, some kind of fresh herbs, and an absurd amount of tomatoes.
“You had a plan when you bought all this, right?”
Elaine waved a hand dismissively. “Cooking isn’t about rigid planning. It’s about intuition, improvisation, going with the flow—”
Oscar picked up a tomato and raised an eyebrow. “So, no plan.”
She snatched the tomato from his hand and placed it back down, scowling. “Fine, Mr. Meal Prep, what would you have bought?”
He shrugged. “Something simple. Something that makes sense together.”
Elaine scoffed. “Boring.”
“You say that, but you still invited me to eat whatever mess you come up with.”
“Because I am a generous and forgiving person.”
Oscar let out a breath of amusement, shaking his head.
Despite her apparent lack of a plan, Elaine moved around the kitchen with ease, pulling out a cutting board, a pan, and a few spices. Oscar found himself watching, noting the way she hummed under her breath, how she scrunched her nose slightly when she was thinking, how she talked through each step even though she didn’t need to.
“Are you just going to stand there or are you going to help?” she asked without looking up.
Oscar blinked, caught off guard. “Help?”
“Yes, you know, participate in the process?” She pointed a knife at him. “Or do you only operate a steering wheel?”
He rolled his eyes but stepped closer, taking the knife from her. “Alright. Just don’t blame me if this goes wrong.”
“Oh, I fully intend to.”
She grinned as he started slicing, and for a while, they just… cooked.
It was strangely easy. They fell into a rhythm—Elaine throwing in too much of something, Oscar fixing it with something else, her laughing every time he muttered something under his breath about efficiency and proper ratios.
At some point, Sir Reginald Fluffington III appeared, hopping onto a chair and watching them like a tiny, judgmental supervisor. She then explained that when the café was closed, she took the cat upstairs with her, everyday.
Elaine, while talking and without thinking, reached down to scratch behind his ears. And Oscar, without thinking, did the same.
Neither of them acknowledged it.
By the time the food was ready, the apartment smelled warm and rich, and Oscar had to begrudgingly admit—it actually looked good.
Elaine beamed, sliding into her chair as she set down their plates. “See? Cooking with intuition.”
Oscar sat across from her, eyeing the dish. “This could still be a disaster.”
She took a bite, chewed thoughtfully, then grinned. “Nope. It’s amazing.”
Hesitant, Oscar finally tried his own. And—damn it. It was.
He kept his expression neutral, but Elaine saw right through him.
“You like it.”
“It’s edible.”
“You love it.”
Oscar sighed. “I tolerate it.”
Elaine laughed, kicking him lightly under the table.
And as they ate, talked, and bickered over who had done most of the work, Oscar realized something.
For the first time in weeks, he wasn’t thinking about the races ahead, the pressure, the expectations.
For the first time in a long time, he wasn’t in a rush to leave.
As the meal stretched on, the conversation drifted, weaving in and out of topics with an ease that Oscar wasn’t used to. Elaine had a way of making silence feel optional, of filling the space with whatever thought popped into her head—sometimes ridiculous, sometimes insightful, always entertaining.
She talked about the weirdest things: a documentary she’d watched about medieval bread laws, an argument she’d overheard on the bus about the best way to peel an orange, the time she accidentally joined a book club just for the free snacks and ended up stuck in it for six months.
Oscar, against all odds, found himself enjoying it.
It was so different from the world he was used to—where everything was structured, precise, driven by logic and efficiency. Elaine, on the other hand, lived in tangents, in spontaneous decisions, in a constant state of curiosity.
And somehow, he wasn’t annoyed by it.
If anything, he was listening. Actually listening.
At some point, Sir Reginald Fluffington III jumped onto the table, eyeing their plates with a level of entitlement only a cat could muster.
Elaine absentmindedly scratched his chin. “Don’t even think about it, Reg.”
The cat meowed, offended by the accusation.
Elaine smirked. “That’s what I thought.”
Oscar watched as she continued to pet him without really looking, fingers moving automatically through his fur. It was such a small, unconscious thing, but something about it made his chest feel… warm.
He cleared his throat, shaking the thought away.
Elaine, oblivious, leaned back in her chair, stretching. “Alright, I’ll admit it. You were actually useful in the kitchen.”
Oscar raised an eyebrow. “High praise.”
“You should feel honored.”
“I’ll try not to let it go to my head.”
She grinned. “Good. Because next time, I’m making dessert, and I expect you to assist.”
Next time.
Oscar didn’t know why those words stood out to him, why they lodged themselves in his brain like something solid and undeniable.
It wasn’t a question, wasn’t a suggestion.
It was just a fact.
As if this—whatever this was—wasn’t a one-time thing.
As Elaine stretched lazily in her chair, she watched Oscar stand and, to her utter shock, start gathering the plates. She blinked, then narrowed her eyes.
“Wait. Are you actually—”
“Helping,” he said flatly, carrying the dishes to the sink.
She let out a slow, exaggerated gasp. “Oh my God. You’re one of them.”
Oscar frowned. “One of what?”
“A man written by a woman.”
He gave her a blank stare. “What?”
“You know, like in books or movies. The kind of guy who—” She gestured at him, as if that explained everything. “Quiet but secretly sweet. Competent but unassuming. Willing to do the dishes without being asked. It’s rare.”
Oscar let out a short laugh, shaking his head as he turned on the tap. “That’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard.”
But he was smiling. And then, suddenly—he was laughing.
Not just a scoff, not a quiet huff of amusement, but actual, genuine laughter.
Elaine had never seen that before.
She went completely still, watching him as he stood there in her tiny kitchen, sleeves rolled up, hands in soapy water, head tilted slightly downward as he chuckled to himself.
And for the first time since she met him, she didn’t have anything to say.
Because, somehow, watching Oscar Piastri laugh—really laugh—was enough to leave her speechless.
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It happened gradually, in a way neither of them fully acknowledged at first. One day, Elaine casually mentioned she was watching a documentary that Oscar "absolutely had to see," and before he knew it, he was sitting on her couch with a bowl of popcorn, being force-fed historical facts he never asked for.
“You’re not even watching,” Elaine accused, nudging his arm when she noticed his eyes drifting to his phone.
“I am,” Oscar protested, but she shot him a look.
“Fine. Pop quiz. What year did this take place?”
“…The past.”
Elaine gasped, scandalized, and smacked his shoulder. “Disrespectful.”
The next time, it was Oscar’s turn. “If I had to watch your documentaries, you have to watch this.”
Elaine frowned at his laptop screen as a highlight reel from the 2011 Formula 1 season played. “Let me guess,” she said flatly. “Someone overtakes someone else. And then someone else overtakes that someone. And then—oh, look—another overtake.”
Oscar sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “You have the attention span of a squirrel.”
“And you have the hobbies of a dad.”
He turned to her, unimpressed. “It’s literally my job.”
Elaine hummed, clearly unbothered, as she stuffed a handful of chips into her mouth. “Then I’m just keeping you humble.”
Outside of their self-imposed cultural exchange nights, they started seeing each other more in ways that felt unplanned, unintentional—except that it kept happening. Oscar would be heading to the store for something quick, only to find Elaine standing in the same aisle, studying a jar of pasta sauce like it held the secrets of the universe.
“Oh, great,” he deadpanned. “You again.”
Elaine smirked. “Missed me, didn’t you?”
“Not in the slightest.”
And yet, somehow, they always ended up walking back home together.
Then there were the times he went out for a run along the coast, only to spot a familiar figure cruising past on a bike, feet lazily pedaling as she enjoyed the sea breeze. She never failed to call out to him, sometimes ringing a ridiculous little bike bell just to be annoying.
“Move it, slowpoke!”
Oscar, ever the competitive one, picked up his pace. “Race me, then!”
“Against a literal athlete?” she scoffed. “Pass.”
Yet, moments later, she’d kick off, trying to pass him, laughing breathlessly when he shot her an unimpressed look. She never won—he made sure of that—but that never seemed to bother her.
Sometimes, they just walked together. No reason, no plan. Just two people who somehow kept ending up in the same place, at the same time, as if the universe was nudging them closer. It wasn’t something either of them talked about, but they both felt it—the gradual shift from tolerating each other to seeking each other out.
And Oscar, despite himself, started to wonder when exactly that had happened.
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When Oscar pushed open the door to the café that morning, he wasn’t alone.
Lando followed beside him, stretching his arms over his head as they stepped inside. “Mate, I’m telling you, I need real coffee,” he groaned. “Not that lukewarm excuse they serve at some places here.”
Oscar huffed a quiet laugh. “You literally live in Monaco.”
“Yeah, but you know Monaco.” Lando shot him a look. “I trust your judgment.”
That was how, without much thought, Oscar had ended up bringing Lando here—his café.
It wasn’t his café, obviously. It just… happened to be the place he always went to. The place that had somehow worked itself into his routine. The place where—
Elaine.
She was behind the counter, laughing at something her brother was saying as she wiped down the espresso machine. She hadn’t seen them yet, but when she did, Oscar caught the flicker of surprise in her expression. It was brief—quickly replaced by her usual smirk—but he still noticed it.
And for some reason, that did something weird to his chest.
“Well, well,” she drawled, placing her hands on her hips. “Didn’t know you were the ‘bring a date to your favorite spot’ type, Piastri.”
Oscar sighed. “Don’t start.”
Lando, clearly intrigued, leaned on the counter with an easy grin. “Oh, I like you.”
Elaine grinned back. “Flatterer.”
Oscar shot him a look. “Lando.”
“What?” Lando glanced between them, clearly enjoying himself. “You’ve been hiding this place—and her—from me. I feel betrayed.”
Oscar groaned. “I am never bringing you anywhere again.”
Elaine just chuckled, tapping her fingers against the counter as she looked at Oscar. “Usual for you?”
He nodded, and she got to work, moving with the practiced ease of someone who knew her way around a coffee machine.
Lando watched for a moment before nudging Oscar. “So,” he said under his breath. “Who is she?”
Oscar frowned. “Elaine.”
“Yes, I got that,” Lando muttered. “But, like. Who is she?”
Oscar took a slow breath. “She works here.”
Lando raised a brow. “And you two just happen to know each other well enough that she openly mocks you the second we walk in?”
Oscar didn’t answer.
Lando’s grin widened. “You like her.”
“I don’t.”
“Mmhmm.”
Before Oscar could tell him to shut up, Sir Reginald Fluffington III leaped onto the counter, settling himself between them like a self-appointed judge of character.
Lando’s eyes lit up. “Oh, hell yeah, a cat!”
He reached out to pet him, only for Sir Reginald to give him a slow, unimpressed blink before immediately turning toward Oscar instead, rubbing his face against his arm.
Lando’s jaw dropped. “Are you kidding me? I didn’t even do anything.”
Elaine grinned. “Congratulations, you’ve been deemed unworthy.”
Oscar, meanwhile, absently scratched behind the cat’s ears, looking far too smug for Lando’s liking.
Lando squinted at him. “Alright, you know what? Maybe you do belong here.”
Elaine slid their drinks onto the counter. “Alright, boys, let’s see if this place lives up to your ridiculous standards.”
Lando took a sip, then paused, eyes widening slightly. “Damn. Okay, I see why you come here.”
Elaine leaned on the counter, looking pleased. “Told you I take it seriously.”
Lando shot a pointed look at Oscar. “You didn’t tell me she was a coffee genius.”
Oscar took his own cup, murmuring a quiet, “It’s why I come here.”
Elaine blinked, momentarily caught off guard. She recovered quickly, but Oscar saw it—that tiny pause, the brief flicker of something softer in her expression before she smirked again.
“Well,” she said, crossing her arms. “Guess that means I’ll be seeing more of you, Norris.”
Lando grinned. “If it means more coffee like this? Absolutely.”
Oscar just shook his head, already regretting the chaos he had unleashed. But beneath all of that, there was something else—a barely-there flicker of something unnamed, something strange, something he wasn’t quite ready to think about.
Because Lando had flirted with Elaine just to get a reaction. And Oscar had reacted.
And, somehow, what started with just Lando, turned into all of them.
At first, it was just the occasional visit—Lando tagging along whenever he felt like it, grinning at Elaine over the counter like he was in on some great secret. But then Max showed up one day, apparently intrigued after Lando wouldn’t shut up about the place. And when Max came, Charles wasn’t far behind. And then George, who they bumped into on the way and who figured, why not?
Before Oscar really processed how it happened, the café had become a regular spot for them.
Elaine handled it well, effortlessly juggling orders while throwing in her usual snark, though there was a glint of amusement in her eyes whenever she met Oscar’s gaze—like she knew exactly what had happened, exactly how this little invasion had come to be.
He ignored it.
Some days, it was just him and Lando. Others, it was half the grid, sprawled across tables, talking about races, cars, travel schedules—just a mess of conversations overlapping.
Elaine saw Oscar from a distance sometimes, laughing at something Max had said, or gesturing animatedly as he explained some technical nuance to Charles. It was… different, seeing him like that. More open, more relaxed.
It was easy to forget, sometimes, that he wasn’t just Oscar, the guy who put up with her nonsense. He was Oscar Piastri, Formula 1 driver, future world champion if the world made any sense.
And yet, when he got up to grab another round of drinks, weaving his way to the counter, none of that seemed to matter.
Elaine smirked as he approached. “Back for more?”
“Apparently,” Oscar sighed, leaning on the counter.
“Is this your way of keeping me too busy to bother you?”
He gave a small, almost imperceptible smile. “Wouldn’t dream of it.”
Across the room, Lando nudged Charles. “Look at that.”
Charles followed his gaze, watching as Oscar—Oscar, who barely tolerated human interaction—stood at the counter, casually talking to Elaine, something close to amusement flickering in his expression.
“Mon dieu,” Charles murmured. “He has a favorite barista.”
Lando grinned. “And he doesn’t even deny it.”
Max snorted. “Poor guy doesn’t even realize.”
Back at the counter, Oscar rolled his eyes as Elaine flicked a sugar packet at him. “For energy,” she said, looking innocent.
Oscar shook his head, taking the drinks without further comment. But as he turned back toward the table, he caught the way his friends were looking at him.
And for some reason, it made something twist in his chest.
And the it started as a joke. At least, Elaine thought it was a joke.
They had all been lounging at the café, their usual spot now, when Lando—because of course it was Lando—offhandedly mentioned something about bringing Elaine to a Grand Prix.
“You should come to Zandvoort,” he said, stirring his coffee.
Elaine, standing nearby, scoffed. “Oh, sure. Let me just hop on a plane with the entire Formula 1 circus. That sounds completely normal.”
Charles, ever the agent of chaos, grinned. “Why not? Oscar can take you.”
Oscar, who had been mid-sip, nearly choked. He shot Charles a look, but before he could protest, Max—who had been scrolling through his phone, unbothered—added, “Yeah, good race to start with. Orange everywhere. Chaos. You’d like it.”
Elaine rolled her eyes. “You guys just want to see me suffer, don’t you?”
Lando smirked. “A little.”
She snorted. “Very funny.”
The conversation moved on.
But apparently, Oscar hadn’t.
Because the next day, when Elaine opened her apartment door, she found him standing there, a familiar expression of mild exasperation on his face, a small envelope in his hand.
Elaine wasn’t a morning person.
It took her brain a few extra seconds to register things before she could properly function—something Oscar had learned through unfortunate trial and error at the café.
So, when she opened her door that morning, her hair still a mess from sleep, wearing a hoodie that looked two sizes too big for her, she needed a solid moment to process what was happening.
Oscar. Standing there. On her doorstep. Holding an envelope. Looking as impassive as ever, but with a certain stiffness in his posture that meant he wasn’t here for something casual.
She blinked, still groggy. “Uh. Morning?”
“Morning,” he said, then immediately shoved the envelope into her hands like he wanted to be done with it.
Elaine squinted down at it. The paper was thick, expensive, like the kind you got for serious events. The kind of envelope that felt important. And Oscar was just standing there, hands in the pockets of his hoodie, watching her expectantly.
She glanced up at him. “You’re not serving me legal papers, are you?”
Oscar sighed. “Just open it.”
So she did.
At first, she didn’t understand what she was looking at. Plane tickets. A familiar three-letter airport code. And—
Her eyes landed on the brightly colored paddock passes, printed with the words Formula 1 Heineken Dutch Grand Prix 2025.
Elaine blinked. Then blinked again.
Slowly, she lifted her gaze back to Oscar, still not fully awake, still not fully grasping what was happening. “Did you—” Her mouth opened, then closed. She shook the envelope a little, as if that would change its contents. “Oscar. What the hell is this?”
“Tickets,” he said, like it was obvious.
“For Zandvoort.”
“Yep.”
She held them up, waving them slightly. “You actually did it?”
“You thought I wouldn’t?”
“Yes!” she said, exasperated. “You barely put effort into text messages. And yet you—” She stopped mid-sentence, rifling through the envelope, and then something else caught her eye.
Separate from the paddock passes were additional tickets. Printed reservations. Museum entries.
Elaine pulled them out, scanning the names. The Rijksmuseum. The Van Gogh Museum. Anne Frank House.
She looked back at Oscar, expression stunned.
He exhaled, shifting his weight slightly. “If you’re making me sit through an entire weekend of you mocking my job, I figured I should get something out of it.”
Elaine just… stared at him.
Then, slowly, a grin spread across her face.
“Did you just bribe me with museums?”
Oscar’s lips twitched, but he fought the smile. “Is it working?”
Elaine didn’t answer right away. Instead, she studied him—really studied him. The way he was standing there, a little too stiff, like he wasn’t sure if she was going to say yes. The way he had clearly thought about this, planned it out, even included things she would enjoy.
Her chest felt strangely warm.
“You know,” she said, stepping aside and gesturing for him to come in, “I was going to take it easy on you in Zandvoort.”
Oscar stepped inside, glancing at her skeptically. “Somehow, I doubt that.”
Elaine’s grin turned mischievous as she shut the door behind him. “Oh, I definitely won’t now. You’re doomed, Piastri.”
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Oscar had never walked so much in his life.
He was used to long training sessions, hours in the gym, and races that pushed his endurance to the limit—but this? This was a different kind of exhaustion. The kind that came from spending an entire day trailing after Elaine as she took him through what she called "a proper introduction to Amsterdam."
It had started with the museums. First the Rijksmuseum, where she dragged him from painting to painting, rattling off facts with a kind of enthusiasm that almost made him interested. Almost.
“I get that these are masterpieces,” he admitted at one point, hands shoved into his pockets as he stared at The Night Watch, “but you’d think someone would’ve told them to use better lighting.”
Elaine gasped. “Blasphemy.”
“I’m just saying. Look at it.” He gestured vaguely. “It’s so dark. Maybe that’s why everyone’s standing around—it’s taking them a while to figure out what they’re looking at.”
She groaned, rubbing her temples. “I am this close to abandoning you in this museum.”
But she didn’t. Instead, she spent another three hours leading him through hallways lined with art, maps, and relics. She talked. He listened. And, to his own quiet surprise, he actually retained some of it.
Then came the canal walk.
Elaine insisted it was the only way to properly take in the city. Oscar wasn’t convinced, but he followed her anyway, hands in his pockets as she strolled beside him, pointing out historical buildings, telling him stories about Amsterdam’s past.
For a while, he just listened.
And then, after a particularly dramatic tale about the city’s trading history, he smirked.
“You know,” he mused, “I think I finally understand why you like history so much.”
Elaine raised an eyebrow. “Oh?”
“You like drama.”
She gasped, pressing a hand to her chest. “How dare you.”
Oscar chuckled, the sound low and warm, and bumped his shoulder against hers. “You do. All these betrayals, wars, political schemes—you eat it up.”
Elaine pouted. “I was going to say something profound about how history connects us to the past and helps us understand the present, but sure. Let’s go with ‘Elaine likes drama.’”
“Hey, I get it,” he said with a smirk. “It’s like racing. Strategy, risks, the occasional backstabbing—same thing, different century.”
She shot him a look. “Remind me never to let you explain history to children.”
Oscar grinned.
They continued walking, the late afternoon sun casting long shadows along the canals. The air smelled of fresh bread from a nearby bakery, mingling with the crispness of the water. A couple of cyclists zipped past, bells ringing, and somewhere in the distance, a street musician played something soft and familiar.
Elaine sighed, tucking her hands into her coat pockets. “Alright, I dragged you through museums all day. What do you want to do now?”
Oscar considered. Then—“Dinner.”
Elaine blinked. “That’s it? No ‘let’s find the nearest simulator’ or ‘let’s analyze tire degradation charts over drinks’?”
He rolled his eyes. “I do normal things too, you know.”
“Debatable,” she muttered.
He nudged her with his elbow. “Come on, historian. You picked everything today. I get to pick dinner.”
She gave him a mock-serious look. “Fine. But if you choose some sad hotel restaurant, I’m revoking your privileges.”
Oscar smirked. “Relax. I know a place.”
And so they walked. Through the streets of Amsterdam, through the easy conversation and quiet moments in between, through the slow, unspoken shift in the space between them.
Neither of them mentioned it.
Neither of them needed to.
Dinner had been good. Simple, but good.
Oscar had picked a restaurant close to the hotel, one that wasn’t too fancy but had just enough of a warm, cozy atmosphere that Elaine immediately launched into a monologue about how Dutch cafés were vastly superior to anywhere else in Europe.
Oscar had listened, half-distracted by his food, half-focused on her usual theatrics.
She talked about the charm of old Dutch architecture, the history behind certain dishes, and—somehow—ended up explaining how the country’s trade routes influenced the spread of different spices across Europe.
Oscar had tuned out a little by that point, but it wasn’t like he minded.
She liked to talk. He liked to listen.
It worked.
By the time they made it back to the hotel, Elaine was still going, her words slowing down only slightly as the day caught up with her.
“Did you know,” she began as they stepped out of the elevator, “that the Dutch—”
“Elaine,” Oscar said, dryly. “That’s the tenth time you’ve started a sentence like that today.”
She ignored him, pushing ahead as if he hadn’t spoken. “—had such a monopoly on certain trades that entire economies were built around their influence?”
Oscar hummed noncommittally as he swiped his keycard, opening his door.
It was supposed to be the end of the conversation. They both had separate rooms—he had made sure of that. The plan was simple: go to sleep, wake up, and start fresh the next day.
Instead, Elaine just… walked in after him.
He blinked. “What—?”
“Anyway,” she continued, dropping onto his bed like it was hers, “what was I saying?”
Oscar sighed, rubbing his temples. “Dutch monopoly. Trade. Some economic thing.”
Elaine snapped her fingers. “Right! So—”
And that was how he found himself standing in his own hotel room, watching her lie back against the pillows, one arm flung behind her head, completely at home in his space.
He considered kicking her out.
Then he considered how much energy that would take.
Then he considered that nothing short of physically dragging her out would probably work.
So, with a resigned sigh, he grabbed his toiletry bag and headed for the bathroom.
By the time he came back, freshly showered and in his usual sleepwear, Elaine had somehow fully settled in.
Not only was she still sprawled across his bed, but she had also stolen his hoodie at some point, pulling it on over her t-shirt like she belonged in it.
She was still talking—something about Dutch colonialism now—but her words were starting to slur slightly, her eyelids drooping as sleep crept in.
Oscar sat on the edge of the bed, rubbing his face. “Elaine, you have your own room.”
“Mmhm,” she hummed, eyes half-closed.
“You should go.”
Silence.
Then: the softest sound of her breathing, slow and even.
Oscar let out a slow exhale, running a hand through his hair.
Right.
Well.
That settled that, then.
Shaking his head, he grabbed an extra blanket from the closet, draped it over her, and shut off the main light.
Then, instead of trying to wrestle for space, he took the armchair by the window, grabbed his phone, and settled in for the night.
It wasn’t the most comfortable setup. But somehow, he didn’t really mind.
That is, until Oscar woke up to the sound of someone shifting around. A second later, a hand lightly smacked his leg.
“What the hell are you doing?” Elaine’s voice was groggy, thick with sleep but still laced with amusement.
Oscar blinked, trying to reorient himself. The dim glow of the city lights seeped in through the curtains, casting the hotel room in soft shadows. His neck ached. His back felt horrible. His arm—folded awkwardly beneath him—was completely numb.
Right. The armchair.
Elaine smacked his leg again, gentler this time. “You look like a pretzel.”
Oscar let out a low grunt. “You’re in my bed.”
“And?” She propped herself up on one elbow, squinting at him through the darkness. “I would literally rather be arrested than sleep in one of those horrible hotel pull-out couches.”
“It’s not a pull-out couch.”
“Whatever, it looks uncomfortable.”
Oscar exhaled slowly, rubbing his face. He was too tired to argue.
Elaine, apparently, was not.
“I’m not gonna call the cops if you get in bed, you know,” she added, her voice teasing. “I could, just to be dramatic, but I won’t.”
Oscar dragged a hand down his face. “Generous.”
“I am,” she agreed. Then, after a moment, her voice softened—less playful, more… genuine. “Seriously, though. Stop being weird. Just get in.”
Oscar hesitated.
Then, because the dull ache in his spine was getting unbearable, he finally gave in.
Wordlessly, he pushed himself up from the chair, stretched his arms over his head, and shuffled toward the bed.
Elaine scooted over without needing to be asked, making space for him. The bed wasn’t huge, but it was big enough that they didn’t have to be in each other’s space.
Still, as he settled under the covers, he felt the warmth of her presence beside him, her steady breathing filling the silence.
Elaine let out a satisfied hum. “See? Way better than suffering in that stupid chair.”
Oscar didn’t answer, already too close to sleep to form a proper response.
Elaine chuckled under her breath. “Goodnight, roomie.”
Oscar barely had the energy to sigh. “Go to sleep, Elaine.”
For a moment, Oscar thought he would be able to sleep.
The bed was undeniably more comfortable than the chair, and exhaustion pulled at him in waves. But the problem—the real problem—was that he was suddenly too aware of Elaine.
He could feel the warmth of her body beside him, the subtle rise and fall of her breathing. Every time she shifted, the blankets moved, the mattress dipped, and his entire body went rigid with hyper-awareness.
It was ridiculous. She wasn’t even touching him. There was a good few inches of space between them, and yet, Oscar still felt like she was everywhere.
He exhaled slowly, staring at the ceiling.
Maybe if he just stayed perfectly still—
Elaine shifted again, turning onto her side to face him. He could feel her gaze on him before she even spoke.
“Oscar,” she murmured.
He closed his eyes, feigning sleep.
“I know you’re awake.”
Damn it.
Oscar sighed, cracking one eye open. “What?”
“You’re so tense it’s making me nervous.”
“I’m fine.”
Elaine huffed. “You’re about as ‘fine’ as a cat stuck in a bathtub.”
Oscar pressed his lips together. He didn’t want to acknowledge how stiff his body felt, how tightly wound he was just from lying here.
Elaine, ever perceptive, saw straight through him.
“Okay,” she murmured, shifting again. “Hang on.”
He barely had time to process her movements before she reached out, resting a hand lightly on his arm.
Oscar froze.
Her touch was gentle, barely there, the pads of her fingers tracing slow, soothing lines against his skin.
“Relax,” she mumbled, voice already thick with sleep. “It’s just me.”
That’s the problem, Oscar wanted to say.
His pulse jumped, his entire body locking up. His instinct was to pull away, to escape the unfamiliarity of it—but before he could, Elaine’s touch changed.
She wasn’t teasing him this time.
Her fingertips glided over his forearm in slow, repetitive motions, tracing thoughtless patterns, featherlight and warm. The kind of touch that required no thought, no effort.
Oscar swallowed.
It was nice.
That was the worst part.
Slowly, hesitantly, he let himself breathe.
His shoulders loosened, his body sinking slightly into the mattress.
Elaine didn’t say anything else. She just kept drawing soft, absentminded shapes against his skin, like it was second nature.
Eventually, her movements slowed.
Then, they stilled entirely.
Her breathing evened out, deep and steady, as she finally drifted off.
Oscar exhaled, staring up at the ceiling again.
He was still wide awake.
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The next day felt… different.
Not outwardly, not in any way that would be obvious to an outsider. Oscar and Elaine still bickered, still teased, still moved through the city with their usual dynamic—him rolling his eyes at her dramatic historical retellings, her making increasingly absurd claims just to get a reaction out of him.
But something had shifted.
Maybe it was the way Elaine’s hand brushed his when she passed him a museum ticket—fingers grazing against his palm just a second too long.
Maybe it was the way she stood closer than usual, their arms occasionally bumping as they walked.
Maybe it was the way she leaned into him—actually leaned into him—when she pointed out some obscure detail in a centuries-old painting, her shoulder pressing into his, her voice low near his ear.
Or maybe—maybe—it was the way they both noticed all of it.
Because for the first time, Oscar wasn’t just aware of Elaine’s presence—he was hyperaware. Of every glance, every touch, every moment that felt like it should be nothing but wasn’t.
Like now.
They were sitting on the steps of a canal bridge, finishing off the last of their coffees. The city moved around them—bikes whizzing past, boats drifting lazily through the water—but all Oscar could focus on was the fact that Elaine had kicked off her shoes, stretching her legs out beside his.
And that, at some point, her knee had come to rest against his.
It wasn’t intentional. Probably.
She didn’t seem to notice, at least not at first.
But then, a few minutes later, she shifted slightly, adjusting the way she sat—and didn’t move away.
Oscar didn’t either.
He should have. It would’ve been easy—just a small shift to the side, just an inch of space.
But neither of them moved.
The warmth of her knee against his felt… casual. Natural. Like it belonged there.
And Oscar should not be thinking about it this much.
Elaine turned to him, eyes bright. “Okay,” she said, leaning back on her hands. “What’s next on the itinerary, tour guide?”
Oscar forced his brain to catch up, to focus on something other than the warmth of her skin against his.
He cleared his throat. “There’s still the Anne Frank House,” he said, glancing at her. “Unless you’d rather find a café and keep giving me unsolicited history lessons.”
Elaine grinned. “Bold of you to assume I need another coffee for that.”
He snorted, shaking his head, but when he stood, he instinctively reached down to offer her a hand.
And when she took it—her fingers slipping easily into his, her grip warm and steady—Oscar realized two things.
One: he liked the way her hand fit in his.
And two: he was completely, utterly screwed.
And when night came, Elaine was doing it again.
Following him to his room like it was the most natural thing in the world, as if she belonged there.
Except tonight, she wasn’t talking.
The television played quietly in the background, some Dutch news channel filling the room with a low hum of voices neither of them paid attention to. Oscar moved around, going through his usual nighttime routine—checking his phone, answering a quick call from a McLaren team member, confirming a schedule for media duties on Thursday.
Elaine sat cross-legged on the bed, absentmindedly flipping through a travel guide she’d picked up earlier. She wasn’t reading it, though. Not really.
Oscar didn’t say anything about it.
He grabbed some clothes from his suitcase, disappearing into the bathroom for a quick shower. When he emerged, towel drying his hair, Elaine was still there.
Still silent.
Still watching.
Something about the way her eyes followed him felt… different.
He ignored it, tossing the towel aside as he started organizing a few things in his suitcase. He folded a shirt, straightened out a pair of socks. He was fully aware of how unnecessary it was—he didn’t need to be tidying up right now—but keeping his hands busy felt safer than acknowledging the weight of Elaine’s gaze.
She was looking at him like she was seeing something new.
Something she hadn’t noticed before.
Something she liked.
And that was dangerous.
Oscar cleared his throat, not looking at her. “So,” he said, keeping his voice casual. “Are you just going to stay here again until you fall asleep mid-sentence?”
Elaine smirked, but it was softer than usual. “Tempting,” she admitted, stretching her legs out. “But I think I’ll actually leave before I make myself too comfortable this time.”
Oscar snorted. “Unlikely.”
But then she stood, padding toward the door in her socks.
For a second, he almost thought she’d just leave.
But she paused.
Turned back.
And before he could react, she reached out, running her fingers through his damp hair—just a quick, slow drag of her hand, like she was testing the texture.
Her touch sent something electric down his spine.
“You should do your hair like this more often,” she murmured, like it was just a passing comment.
But it wasn’t just a comment.
Not when her fingers lingered for a second too long. Not when her voice had that particular softness to it.
Not when Oscar was suddenly, acutely aware of how close she was.
His throat felt dry. “Yeah?”
Elaine’s lips twitched, her hand dropping back to her side. “Yeah.”
And then, just like that, she turned and slipped out of the room, leaving Oscar standing there, heart beating a little too fast, hair still wet, and very much aware that something had just shifted between them.
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Elaine had seen bits of it on TV before, the sleek garages, the bustling pit lane, the media swarming around like bees. But experiencing it in person? That was something else entirely.
She had no idea where to go, who to talk to, or what to do with herself. She barely even recognized anyone—except for the handful of drivers who had started frequenting the café. Everyone else? Just a blur of branded team uniforms and important-looking people rushing past like they had somewhere critical to be.
And so, naturally, she stuck to Oscar like a lost puppy.
At first, she tried to play it cool—walking beside him at a respectable distance, pretending to know exactly where she was going. But then they entered the McLaren hospitality suite, where engineers, media personnel, and team executives moved with swift efficiency, talking strategy, making notes, exchanging glances that said we have five million things to do before the weekend even starts.
Elaine hesitated. Paused mid-step. And before she knew it, she was trailing behind Oscar, practically stepping on his heels.
Oscar, of course, noticed immediately.
He glanced back at her, amused. “What are you doing?”
Elaine huffed. “I don’t know where to go.”
“You have a paddock pass.”
“Yes, but what does that mean?” she said dramatically. “Do I just… exist? Lurk in corners? Am I supposed to talk to people? Do I get free food?”
Oscar smirked, handing his bag off to a team member before crossing his arms. “I mean, I assume you can talk to people, but you don’t have to.*”
“I don’t know anyone.”
“You know Lando.”
Elaine rolled her eyes. ��Yeah, because you brought him to my café, not because I have a subscription to the ‘Who’s Who in F1’ club.” She looked around, frowning. “Where is he, anyway?”
Oscar checked his watch. “Media duties.”
“Ah. And you’re not doing that because?”
“Because I actually have things to do.”
“Rude.”
He smirked again, already turning towards the garage. Elaine made the mistake of hesitating, and suddenly he was ahead of her, navigating the chaos with practiced ease while she scrambled to keep up.
For the next twenty minutes, she followed him like a shadow—through the garage, past engineers, down the paddock lane. It didn’t go unnoticed. More than once, someone glanced at her, curious.
She felt ridiculous.
“I look like a stray dog,” she muttered under her breath.
Oscar snorted.
Elaine groaned, rubbing her temples. “Seriously, what am I supposed to do?”
Oscar finally stopped walking, turned to her, and let out a laugh. A real laugh. “You look so uncomfortable.”
“Because I am uncomfortable!” she whispered harshly. “I’m a history nerd at a motorsport event, Oscar! This is like throwing a fish into the desert!”
Oscar tilted his head. “That’s dramatic.”
Elaine narrowed her eyes. “You invited me. Fix it.”
He hummed, pretending to think. Then, with an infuriatingly casual shrug, he said, “Figure it out,” and kept walking.
Elaine groaned, dragging a hand down her face before jogging after him. Maybe being a stray dog wasn’t that bad.
She was learning.
By the time Friday’s practice sessions rolled around, she had figured out a few things:
Free food? Absolutely a thing. (Oscar had neglected to mention this, the menace.)
No one actually cared what she was doing as long as she wasn’t in the way.
Every time Oscar put his helmet on and got into the car, something in her stomach twisted—just a little.
That last part was not ideal.
She had spent the first free practice watching from the McLaren garage, trying not to look completely out of place as engineers muttered things about tire degradation and setup tweaks. Oscar had barely spared her a glance, too focused on whatever pre-session routine he had, and once he was in the car, she had expected him to be gone, mentally checked out.
Except—he had looked for her.
Just once. A brief flick of his eyes in her direction before the visor came down and he drove off.
And Elaine? She had no idea why her heart stuttered at that.
She spent the rest of the session in the garage, wearing a headset she barely understood, and when Oscar’s voice crackled through the radio—calm, measured, completely in his element—she felt something. Pride? Fascination? She wasn’t sure.
She distracted herself by making unnecessary notes in a small pocket journal she had brought, sketching out the circuit layout and writing down completely useless historical facts about the Netherlands. (Zandvoort was originally a fishing village. In 1955, the track had to be modified to reduce wind sensitivity.)
Oscar later found her curled up in the corner of the hospitality suite, scribbling away like an academic lost in a war zone.
He squinted at her notebook. “Are you taking—actual notes?”
Elaine didn’t look up. “Your tires suck.”
Oscar raised a brow. “Not my fault.”
“Isn’t it, though?” she teased.
He sighed, stealing a bite of whatever snack she had in front of her.
And just like that, the weekend blurred forward—brief exchanges, subtle touches, and something unspoken simmering beneath the surface.
By the time Saturday passed by, Elaine realized just how fast Oscar was.
She hadn’t fully understood how much until she watched qualifying from the McLaren pit wall. Seeing the cars live, watching him weave through corners with pinpoint precision—it was different from seeing it on a screen.
And then came that moment.
When Oscar set a lap quick enough to push into Q3, the McLaren garage erupted. Cheers, high-fives, engineers nodding in approval. Elaine, caught up in the energy, grinned and turned—just as Oscar walked in, removing his helmet, shaking out his damp hair.
Their eyes met.
Elaine barely registered that she had started moving until she was right there, standing closer than she had any reason to be.
His breath was still heavy from exertion, his racing suit clinging to his frame. There was sweat at his temple, and for some stupid reason, her gaze flickered to his lips before snapping back up.
Oscar smirked.
She immediately took a step back.
“Good job,” she muttered, arms crossing.
“Thanks.” His voice was lower, rougher.
Something flickered between them—charged, weighty. Elaine hated it. (She didn’t hate it at all.)
Before she could dig herself into a deeper hole, Lando appeared, clapping Oscar on the back and breaking the spell.
Elaine exhaled. Crisis averted.
That night, a group naturally formed at the hotel bar. It wasn’t planned—just a product of circumstance, of familiar faces gravitating toward one another after a long day.
Lando was there, of course, along with a few other drivers—Verstappen, Russell, Leclerc. A couple of engineers. A few partners who had tagged along for the weekend. It was casual, low-key, everyone nursing drinks and unwinding.
Elaine had somehow ended up next to Oscar, which wasn’t surprising. It was instinct at this point.
What was surprising was how everyone else seemed to notice.
It wasn’t like they were doing anything out of the ordinary. They weren’t even touching. But their dynamic was so them—full of quiet familiarity, an ease that stood out amidst the rest of the group.
Oscar would grab his drink, and without thinking, Elaine would shift his phone closer so he wouldn’t knock it over.
Elaine would huff about something Lando said, and Oscar would shoot her a subtle, knowing smirk, like he already knew the exact way she’d react before she even did.
At one point, Elaine reached for something on the table—a stray napkin, a drink menu, something unimportant—and Oscar, mid-conversation, simply handed it to her without missing a beat.
The others noticed.
They didn’t say anything. But glances were exchanged, smirks barely hidden behind glasses.
Russell leaned back, watching with an amused tilt of his head. Max, swirling his drink lazily, flicked his gaze between them before raising a brow at Lando. Charles, seated across from Oscar, let out a quiet huff of laughter, shaking his head to himself.
Then, as if to cement whatever silent conclusion they had all reached, Elaine accidentally knocked her phone off the table.
With a sigh, she slipped off her stool to grab it before it slid further away. As she ducked under the table, Oscar—without even looking—simply reached out and covered the sharp edge of the table with his hand, shielding it.
Elaine, entirely unaware, grabbed her phone and straightened, sliding back into her seat. She had no idea she had just avoided smacking her temple against the corner of the table.
But the others had definitely seen. Lando, Max, George, Charles. God, even the waiter passing by.
Lando exhaled sharply, shaking his head in disbelief. George took a slow sip of his drink, eyes gleaming with silent amusement. Max pressed his lips together, barely suppressing a knowing smirk. Charles let out a quiet chuckle, exchanging a look with Lando.
And no one said anything.
No teasing remark, no pointed comment. They didn’t need to.
Oscar, still half-listening to a conversation on his other side, finally turned his head, sensing the shift in the air.
His gaze swept over the group, eyes narrowing slightly. “What?”
Silence.
George took another sip of his drink, looking far too entertained. Lando just pressed his lips together, like he was physically holding back a laugh. Max and Charles shared a look, one that said no need to state the obvious.
Elaine, oblivious to the silent exchange happening around her, just frowned. "God, you’re all weird," she muttered, settling back into her seat.
Oscar, still confused but unbothered, just shook his head and turned back to his drink.
And yet, despite everything, the glances, the smirks, the knowing, didn’t fade.
Still, no one said anything.
No need.
It was only a matter of time.
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Everything was a blur.
The moment Oscar crossed the finish line, the world erupted around him. The radio crackled with overlapping voices—his engineer shouting, Zak laughing, Lando’s excitement cutting through the chaos. The garage exploded on the broadcast screens, a wave of orange jumping and cheering, arms flung around shoulders. Champagne had already been cracked open before he had even stepped out of the car.
P2. A podium.
He should have been overwhelmed—the sheer scale of the moment, the deafening roar of the crowd, the weight of it pressing against his chest. But beneath the rush of adrenaline, something steadier, something quieter, was pulling at him.
Elaine.
Somewhere in that sea of orange, gripping the team radio headset like her own personal lifeline. Somewhere on the pit wall, tracking his every move. Watching him.
And for some inexplicable reason, that meant more than anything else.
The podium ceremony passed in a haze of flashing cameras and sticky-sweet champagne. His fireproofs clung to his skin, his pulse still thrummed from the race. Standing there on the second step, trophy in hand, he should have been drinking in the moment. He should have been lost in it.
But all he could think about was getting down. Getting to her.
The second he was free from the cameras, his feet carried him forward before his mind had even fully caught up. Through the paddock, past the endless congratulations, through the crowd of McLaren mechanics still celebrating.
And then—
There she was.
Standing just inside the garage, shifting on her feet, eyes flickering across the room like she was searching for something. Searching for him.
His legs carried him faster. The next thing he knew, his arms were around her, pulling her in, holding her tightly against him.
She let out a startled yelp, hands pressing against his chest. “Oh my god, you’re drenched.” Her voice was half-groan, half-laugh, warm against his shoulder. “Oscar, this is disgusting.”
He only held her tighter, grinning against her hair. “Don’t care.”
She made a dramatic noise of protest but didn’t pull away. Her fingers curled slightly in the damp fabric of his fireproofs, and slowly—almost reluctantly—she melted into him.
He could feel her breath, quick and light, against his collarbone. The warmth of her body pressed into his, grounding him in a way nothing else could. For a moment, he forgot about the crowd, the noise, the cameras. There was only her—her voice, her laugh, her heartbeat against his ribs.
Her hand slid up to his shoulder, fingers brushing against his skin, gentle and unhurried. “You were incredible,” she murmured, so quietly that he barely caught it over the noise.
His chest tightened.
She pulled back just enough to look at him, eyes bright, expression raw with something too big to name. The way she was looking at him—it made his pulse stutter, made everything else feel small.
Her gaze flickered downward, just for a second.
Then she leaned in, tilting her head, clearly aiming for his cheek—
Someone called his name. Without thinking, he turned.
Their lips brushed.
The world stilled.
Elaine barely had time to react.
Her breath hitched, eyes widening as the realization of what had just happened crashed over her. Their lips had touched. It had been brief, accidental, nothing more than a brush—but the warmth of it lingered, tingling, refusing to fade.
She pulled back an inch, blinking fast. “Oh—shit, I—”
She never got to finish.
Oscar’s hand moved before he could think, fingers sliding up to cup the back of her neck, his grip firm but careful, like he was afraid she’d slip away if he didn’t hold on. His thumb brushed against her skin, just below her ear, and Elaine’s breath hitched again—just for a second—before he closed the distance.
This time, it wasn’t an accident.
The moment their lips met again, the rest of the world melted away.
Elaine let out a soft, surprised noise against his mouth, but she didn’t hesitate. Her hands found his shoulders, then his neck, fingers threading into his damp hair as she pulled him closer—like he wasn’t already pressed against her, like there was still space left between them that needed to be closed.
Oscar responded in kind. His other arm tightened around her back, his grip firm, almost desperate, as if he could somehow hold onto the moment forever. She was warm against him, grounding in a way nothing else was, her lips soft and sure against his own. And when she sighed quietly into the kiss, something in his chest turned over, twisting in a way he didn’t quite understand.
Then—
The garage erupted.
The cheers hit all at once, loud and gleeful, laughter and whistles and the unmistakable sound of someone slapping the nearest hard surface in excitement.
Elaine barely had time to process it before—
“FUCKING FINALLY!” Lando’s voice, unmistakable, rang out over the noise, dripping with exasperated glee. Someone else whooped. Someone else actually clapped.
Elaine broke the kiss with a sharp inhale, face burning, eyes wide.
Oscar barely pulled away—just enough to look at her, to take in the stunned expression, the way her breath came uneven, the way her fingers were still tangled in his hair like she had no intention of letting go.
He huffed a laugh, breathless, forehead still so close to hers that she could feel the warmth of it.
Elaine swallowed. “So, uh… does this mean you like me?”
His grip on her waist tightened, pulling her just a little closer, even though there was no space left between them to begin with.
“Jesus, Elaine.”
She grinned, dazed but teasing, her voice lighter than air. “I mean, you could’ve just told me. Would’ve saved us months of slow-burning bullshit.”
Oscar groaned, dropping his head slightly, and she could feel the soft huff of his laugh against her skin.
“Shut up.”
Then she smirked. “Make me.”
So he did.
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ssentimentals · 5 months ago
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im so glad that i found your blog, was looking for some wholesome texts with reader/seungcheol and yours are so nicely written, i enjoy them so much! thank you 🫶🏻 if i could leave a request, i'd love to read something where reader is a foreigner and some miscommunication happens but solved without much drama (with help of vernon or shua maybe). thank you for your blog once again!
awwww this is so cute!! thank you so much for your kind words anonie, i'm happy you're enjoying this blog <3 and of course you can leave a request, hopefully you'll like it!
seungcheol + foreigner!reader
no matter how hard he tried, seungcheol couldn't pinpoint how something so small escalated at rapid speed and turned into a full blown argument which left you both angry and offended. he can't even remember how it started, doesn't have any idea on what even caused you two to start arguing. the whole part of 'not seeing eye to eye' is generally an unfamiliar concept for your relationships, so seungcheol really has a hard time grasping the reality of you not talking to him. it hurts too bad, hurts much stronger than he expected; cheol knows that fights happen and that it's normal, but somehow he still thought that you two will be spared from this.
'she's not picking up?' vernon asks and seungcheol shakes his head. 'and she's not at home?'
'she's at the gym.' seungcheol answers. by this point he learned your schedule by heart. 'should be back home in thirty minutes or so.'
this is ridicilous. both the argument and his moping. cheol knew very well that coming from different cultural backgrounds will echo in the relationships dynamic one way or another: different past, upbringing, culture, language have a huge impact on the personalities and views. he was ready for some tension but you both settled into this relationship so smoothly that he honestly forgot about cultural differences. he should've known that they'll pop on in some way.
'go over it with me again.' seungcheol asks, sighing. 'from the scratch and make it logical, please. start with what i did wrong then move to why it was incorrect.'
vernon, god bless him, is not tired of explaining again. he was the first person seungcheol called to when all of this happened and his younger friend agreed to help readily. in a calm tone vernon helps seungcheol understand your angle, how his words that held no malice intent managed to come out wrong. 'it's not that big of a deal though,' vernon adds, seeing how seungcheol frowned even deeper. 'i mean, it's not ideal but like, it happens, it's okay. there's no way you could've known, so it's normal.'
'even so, it sucks.' seungcheol sighs, rubbing his eyes. he understands that you two just got a bit too emotional over everything, but he still feels a huge sense of guilt on his shoulders.
'i promise you it's not that big of a deal.' vernon reassures.
seungcheol nods. even if it's not that big of a deal having you not to talk him is the worst thing that could ever happen. he gets up, dusting his jeans off. vernon eyes him carefully and then smiles. 'you good?'
'yeah. gotta go and make it right.'
seungcheol waits for around ten minutes in front of your house when he notices your lonely figure in the distance. clad in your workout gear, he can see even from there that you're sulking, walking in a slow speed. without thinking twice, seungcheol runs to meet you, his legs carrying him faster than wind to your side. when you notice him you pause at first and he almost thinks that he is fucking up here too, but then you start running towards him and oh. oh.
'baby,' seungcheol breathes out, catching you when you throw yourself at him, wrapping your legs around his hips. with strong hands he stabilizes you, holding you securely close to his chest. 'baby, my baby.'
'cheollie,' you mutter, hugging him tight. 'i'm so-'
'no, shh,' seungcheol interrupts. 'it's me who's sorry, okay? i am sorry, i didn't know. i promise i didn't know-'
'i know!' you lean back and hit him lightly at the shoulder. 'let me finish! i know that you had no idea, cheol. i'm sorry for reacting the way i did.'
seungcheol breathes out in relief. he really got incredibly lucky with you, huh? 'i'd never say anything intentionally hurtful to you,' he promises sincerely, making you smile softly. 'never, baby. hurting you will hurt me more.'
'i know,' you whisper, leaning in until your foreheads touch. 'i know, cheol.'
'i love you,' seungcheol whispers. 'so much, babygirl. so much.'
you giggle and instead of answering, kiss him sweetly on the lips.
a/n: hope it was fine!! let me know what you think :') - nini
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brokenmenswhore · 10 months ago
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Thanks luv! So, you are married to Aemond, yet despite his kindness to you, your sexual activities are treated as a duty (like your marriage). Aegon notices the situation and decides to give you a proper orgasm with his tongue. The issue is that he leaves you without fucking you (saving it for another time), and you can't help but crave him, you are desperate for him to fuck you (and when he does, he does it deliciously, making you feel like the luckiest woman in Westeros).
it’s 1am in nyc and this ask is driving me crazy i need him so bad
satiate | aegon ii targaryen
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pairing: aegon targaryen x fem!reader
warnings: smut (MDNI 18+)
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Aemond came with one final thrust of his hips, spilling his seed inside of you as you continued to lay stagnant beneath him.
Aemond pulled out of you and rolled over, laying next to you. “Hopefully that will take,” he spoke, catching his breath.
Tonight was not unusual. Since you wed Aemond, sex has been about duty. He was a perfect husband, and was very kind to you, even in bed, but it was always about duty over all else.
“Yes, hopefully,” you responded.
Aemond turned his head toward you. “Are you alright?”
You smiled, appreciative that he was attentive to you. “Yes, thank you,” you responded.
There was nothing wrong with Aemond, and your marriage worked in public. However, you wished there was more passion, more connection, more something in private. This could not be all that sex has to offer. Still, Aemond made sure you consented and were alright.
You knew his brother, Aegon, was familiar with sex, perhaps more than anyone else. You were always attracted to him, and you always wondered what it would be like if it were him trying to impregnate you.
You and Aemond had been married for exactly a fortnight, which meant he had worked to put an heir inside of you exactly fourteen times.
Each morning you rose with a dull aching between your legs that you could not seem to satisfy. You were not sure exactly what it was or how to resolve it, so you spent most mornings in a state of uncomfortableness until the aching went away.
You were subsequently more irritable during the first half of the day, shifting uncontrollably in your seat or nonstop switching the leg holding most of your weight when you stood.
Aegon took pity on you.
He noticed the change in your attitude since your marriage, and after five days, he picked up on you rubbing your thighs together as you tired to get comfortable for breakfast each morning. After nine, he could see the exhaustion in your eyes, and he knew it was from his brother occupying you deep into the hours of the night.
You had been with Aemond long enough for the pain and uncomfortableness of sex to fade away, but it hadn’t seemed to. That meant you that weren’t connecting the way you should, and Aegon suspected that exact truth.
“My brother is incapable of satiating your needs, hm?” Aegon spoke, crossing his arms as he leaned on the wall beside where you were standing and flipping through the pages of a book. You let him into your chambers because he asked to speak to you, but this was not what you expected.
You paused your actions and lifted your head, turning it toward Aegon. “Excuse me?”
“I can sense it,” he responded.
You scoffed, “I do not know to what you refer.”
“Put the book down.”
You looked up at him, and you don’t know why, but you did what he asked. You closed the book and placed it down on the table beside you.
“Lay down on the bed.”
“Do I look like someone-“
“Y/N,” Aegon cut you off, holding up a hand, “do you want my help or not?”
“Help?”
Aegon somewhat pitied your innocence, but he was aroused by it more. “Do you want me to make that aching between your legs go away?”
You took a deep breath. You were embarrassed, but you had nothing to be ashamed of. “I am simply sore. Impregnation can be rather intense.”
Aegon tutted, “no, no, that’s not it. You may not know what it is, but you know it’s not that.”
“Enlighten me then, if you are so well versed in such things,” you teased, trying to ease the tension.
“Are you going to lay down or not?” he asked, not taking the bait and maintaining his serious tone.
You walked over to the bed, sitting and shifting your back against the pillows as you straightened your legs and made yourself comfortable. “Like this?” you asked.
Aegon smiled at you. He thought that you were so cute for checking.
“If you’re comfortable,” he replied, crawling on top of the bed and kneeling in front of you. He pushed your legs apart, hearing your breath hitch as your dress was pushed up to your waist, exposing your small clothes to Aegon.
“May I?” he asked, tugging at the waistband of your small clothes.
You nodded your head yes and swallowed back your nervousness, watching him pull the fabric down your legs, completely exposing you to him.
“You feel the aching right now?” he asked.
“Mhm,” you answered.
Aegon dipped his head until he connected with your folds, placing a soft kiss there.
“What are you doing?” you questioned.
“I’m gonna taste you, darling.”
You shifted in your seated position. “What do you mean?”
Aegon only smiled in response, dipping his head again and running his tongue between your folds.
You gasped at the wet feeling, your head instinctively falling backwards. Aegon began to flick and swirl his tongue, and you moaned at the sensation.
This was completely new to you, and you questioned whether or not you could trust Aegon. You had heard the whispers about him, and how rough he liked things.
You also questioned if this was ethical. It was objectively unfair to bed another man while married, especially your husband’s brother, but despite how wonderful Aemond could be, it was evident that your marriage was political and dutiful only. If Aemond could run to whorehouses when he was not sleeping next to you, you could indulge yourself just this once.
Still, you were nervous about how Aegon would treat you.
“Aegon?”
You caught his attention, but he didn’t stop. He began to suck on your clit, gazing up at you as he did so, showing that he was listening to you.
“Are you going to be nice?”
Aegon moaned into your cunt before briefly pulling away, just long enough to say, “you can trust me.”
Something about the way he said it had you believing him, and your muscles relaxed beneath him as he kissed and sucked at your clit. The stimulation was new, and therefore it was becoming too much too fast.
“Aegon, I-“
Aegon only sped up, pressing his face further into you and carefully watching your face contort as you whined. He held a firm grip on your hips to ensure you stayed where he wanted you, and you felt the familiar aching rise in the pit of your stomach again.
“Aegon-“ you called again, but he still didn’t let up.
Within seconds you felt the aching coil snap, your legs shaking and your hips briefly lifting off the bed as you felt like the feeling you had between your legs for weeks was finally broken.
You caught your breath, and Aegon pulled away from you to level his face with your own.
“Good, huh?” he teased.
You couldn’t help yourself. Instead of responding, you pulled his face to yours, kissing him hard to show your thanks. Aegon’s body reacted instantly, reciprocating the kiss. You felt somewhat bad that it was so quick, but the feeling was so sweet and so new, and you couldn’t help yourself.
You tasted something salty-sweet on his lips. You pulled away and wiped a finger over your lips, sucking the digit and tasting the wetness, looking at Aegon in confusion.
“That’s you,” Aegon said, nearly growling at the sight.
Your cheeks turned an even deeper shade of red, which Aegon found amusing, as he kissed you again, before leaving the bed completely.
You shifted forward onto your knees and crawled to the opposite edge of the bed, trying to catch him but too weak to stand. “Where are you going?”
“Aemond will be back soon,” he said, adjusting his clothing.
You don’t know why you said it, but you were feeling bold, and what he made you feel was so good, you wanted more.
“Aegon, I want you.”
Aegon smiled and dropped his head momentarily. He turned back to you, as if he intended to say something, but he promptly righted himself and exited the room, leaving you alone to do nothing but crave him.
The following morning, the Targaryen-Hightowers were all gathered for breakfast with some guests, and you couldn’t keep your eyes off of Aegon. You desperately wanted more from him, and you wanted that much to be obvious to him, but it was hard to do much with Aemond present.
It was even difficult to speak to him; you and Aegon usually did not have private conversations. When he tried to speak to you without a group setting, you often blushed and found a reason to leave, unsure of how to speak to someone you were so attracted to, especially if they were not your husband.
However, right now, all you wanted was to be near him.
“Rather beautiful day it appears,” you spoke, approaching his chair, where he was already seated and drinking, despite the early hour.
“Wouldn’t know,” he said, taking a sip from his cup, “considering we’re inside.”
You sighed, your hormones taking over you as you leaned closer to him, speaking at a volume only he could hear. “Evidently, I just needed a reason to speak to you.”
Aegon shifted in his chair so he could see behind him. “And what would you need to speak to me for?”
“Speaking it not exactly what I need you for, Aegon, and you know it.”
Aegon took another sip. “I know not to what you refer.”
He tried to remain stoic, but you could see him holding back a smirk.
You began to turn away, “Very well, if you insist on forgetting, then I am sure that Aemond will be happy to satis-“
Aegon grabbed your wrist, and his features no longer had any hint of amusement. “I am rather sure he wouldn’t.” You knew any mention that his brother was better than him would immediately cause him to drop the wall he always had up.
“No, no, I can simply just ask-“
“You needn’t worry about doing such a thing. He wouldn’t be able to help you.”
You smiled. This is what you wanted. He left you hot and bothered, finally getting a taste of pleasure, and now you had him wrapped around your finger. You felt so empowered, so sensual, so powerful.
“And you believe yourself capable of satiating me?” you teased, completely ignoring the fact that you had in fact approached him to say that you needed him.
“Only I can,” he responded.
You pulled out of his grip and took residence by your husband’s side again, including yourself in the conversation he was having with two guests, as well as Heleana, who often stayed next to Aemond so that she didn’t have to do any of the talking.
When the meal was finished, you left arm-in-arm with your husband, who waited until you were out of view to shift in front of you. “How do you feel?”
Fuck. Does he know? How would he know?
“What?”
“How do you feel? It has been a fortnight, surely an early pregnancy would be somewhat present by now,” Aemond elaborated.
“Oh,” you took a sigh of relief, “I do not know, I do not feel much different.”
Aemond leaned in and placed a kiss on your forehead. “That is alright, we still have time.”
You smiled at him as he turned around and left, off to attend to his daily duties as you retreated to your chambers.
You were not in your room for even an entire minute before there was nonstop banging at your door.
You swung the door open. “Gods, could you have possibly hit the door any harder?”
Aegon didn’t respond, he just stepped into your apartment and slammed the door behind him, gripping your arms and spinning you until you were flipped, and backing you up until your back was pressed against the door.
“Aeg-“
He didn’t let you speak. He pressed his lips against yours, and your hands instinctively held either side of his face as his hands found your hips, pressing himself into you. You whined at the sudden contact, which only encouraged Aegon to continue as he peppered kisses down your jawline to your neck.
He pulled away, locking his eyes with your own. “Is this what you wanted? You wanted me?” His hand gripped your jaw, tilting your head upward. “You want me to make you feel things Aemond can’t?”
You could feel his muscles tense as he spoke your husband’s name, but Aemond wasn’t the one here with you right now.
“Yes,” you replied, “but I do not wish to think of Aemond right now.”
“No? Not your husband?”
Aegon was trying to maintain his intensity, but deep down, he was still just a boy who needed to be told he was wanted.
“I only want you, Aegon.”
Aegon let out a breath he was subconsciously holding in. He kissed you again, this time softer, grateful for your words.
“Jump,” he whispered.
“Jump?” you clarified.
“Would you trust me?”
You jumped upward and Aegon moved his arms to hold up your legs, forcing them to wrap around his waist. You squealed at the feeling, scared he would drop you, but you were secure.
He backed away from the door and walked you over to the bed, your head resting on his shoulder as he did so.
He was being nice enough to you that you assumed he would guide you down or slowly lower you, but instead, he slammed you against the bed, your legs untangling from his waist as you hit the mattress.
You opened your mouth in playful offense. “Aegon!”
He shrugged his shoulders, crawling on top of you. “Yeah?”
“What do you mean, yeah? What if that broke the bed?”
“Darling, if the bed doesn’t break, then I didn’t do my job.”
That was the second time he called you darling, and you loved hearing such an affectionate name directed at you, especially from him. You wondered if he had ever called his whores any affectionate names. Was this even as big of a deal to him as it was to you?
Aegon could see you lost in your thoughts as he loomed over you. “Something on your mind?”
“Just nervous, is all,” you responded.
“We can stop if you wish to,” he said.
You looked into his eyes, and you were surprised to see how genuine he was. You could tell he didn’t want to stop, but it was a relief knowing you could stop this any time, even though you had no desire to do so.
“I do not wish to stop.”
That was all the consent Aegon needed to kiss you again, refusing to break away from you as his hands moved to pull up your dress, exposing your small clothes to him once again.
He pulled them down your legs without even looking, and immediately ran a finger between your folds. You whined into the kiss, your hips instinctively lifting to chase the feeling.
Aegon continued to kiss you as he moved his finger lower and lower, slowly pushing it into you. You gasped, and Aegon considered breaking the kiss, but he was addicted. He wasn’t going to pull away until you made him.
The feeling was strange and unfamiliar, but that didn’t mean it was bad. You relaxed your body and trusted Aegon, allowing him to continue touching you as he moved his finger in and out. You were squirming beneath him, but he didn’t care. He was just happy to have the privilege of seeing how your body reacted to him.
After a few moments he removed his hand from you, still kissing you, and pushed his breeches down until his cock hit his stomach.
He used your wetness, that was now on his fingers, to lubricate his cock as he lined his tip up with your entrance. Only then did he pull away from the kiss.
“Are you ready?” he asked, gentle and genuine.
“Yes,” you said, knowing that verbal confirmation was better than a nod.
Aegon kept his eyes on yours as he slowly began to push into you. This feeling was not new, but it was different than what you were used to. Your body was becoming to used to Aemond, molded to Aemond, and the change confused your body for a brief few moments before settling in.
“Can I move?” Aegon checked.
“Aegon, I trust you, there is no need to ask,” you spoke, nearly a whisper, your voice weak.
You meant every word. You were appreciative that Aegon was so attentive to your comfort, but you weren’t exactly sure what was to come, and you wanted him to just get on with it already.
He dipped his head into the crook of your neck as he began to move, fighting to maintain his composure and move slowly. He set a steady pace, but after a brief few minutes, you tangled your fingers in his hair, absentmindedly playing with the strands, and it drove him crazy.
His self control slipped, and he began to move faster inside of you, snapping his hips harder and harder. You instinctively tugged on his hair, and he lifted his head up to meet your eyes.
“I’m sorry,” you said, truly not meaning to pull on his hair or hurt him.
“Fuck, don’t be,” he sighed, pressing his forehead against yours, “I swear I’m trying to go easy on you, you’re just so, so-“
Aegon lost his sentence, gazing down at where your bodies met.
“I do not need you to go easy on me,” you whined.
Aegon did not confirm that you meant it, but instead dropped his head again, resting his head next to yours as he thrust harder, hitting your hips slightly upward with each stroke.
Your back arched and your head tilted further and further backward. This was not entirely unfamiliar to you, but it felt different simply because you were excited, and you knew Aegon wouldn’t let it end until your needs were satiated.
“Aegon,” you moaned, and the sound was natural, and so pretty falling from your lips.
Aegon lifted his head up again. “Do that again.”
You whimpered another, “Aegon,” as he fucked you hard, nearly pulling out entirely with each thrust before slamming himself back into you again.
The pace was excruciating, and you were sure your hips would bruise form the force of his own hitting them each time he bottomed out.
“You feel so fucking good,” he whispered in your ear, only adding to your arousal as you held onto his shoulders.
Your cunt squeezed his cock, and he let out a small chuckle. “You like it when I talk to you?” he groaned.
You nodded your head up and down, incapable of speaking as you lost yourself in the pleasure. One of his hands snaked between your bodies and began to slowly run circles around your clit, forcing you to release a rather filthy moan.
“Good girl,” he cooed as your cunt squeezed him again.
The feeling of his cock in you mixed with the feeling of him touching you was too much, and the uncomfortable feeling began to rise in your stomach again.
You anxiously chased the feeling of the breakage, completely letting Aegon take control of your pleasure as the pressure dropped, your juices coating his cock as he removed his hand.
“Fuck, just like that,” he moaned, using the feeling of your orgasm to chase his own high.
He kissed you again as he came, his seed spilling inside of you. You didn’t care enough to stop him or have him climax elsewhere. Everything felt too good for you to care.
Aegon watched your bodies disconnect as he pulled himself out of you, falling onto the bed next to you.
“Thank you,” you spoke through shaky and tired breaths.
Aegon laughed. “You don’t have to thank me.”
“But I’m thankful.”
“Your husband will be as well when you end up with child.”
You covered your face with your hands in embarrassment. “I did not want to stop you.”
“I’m glad you didn’t,” Aegon said, rolling on his side to be closer to you, “idiot wouldn’t be able to tell the difference between my child and his child anyway.”
“Enough about him,” you said, turning so that you were face-to-face with Aegon, “I’m here with you.”
Aegon leaned forward and kissed you softly, smiling as he pulled away and rested his head on the pillow.
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mommyslittlebird · 2 months ago
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puppy x wanda rec: wanda teaching puppy to swim
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Wanda held you in her arms as she slowly stepped into the shallow end of the swimming pool. She had worked all spring to prepare you for some pool time this summer. But you were still so nervous about the water. You always had been. You didn’t even like baths.
The only way she could end up convincing you to give it a try was to allow you to go out without a swimsuit (given your promise to not potty in the pool). She knew you would take any excuse to get to run around naked outside. Luckily, the pool was in a private area.
As she slowly waded into the warm, swallow water, your paws instinctively began to nervously kick, like you were swimming in the air.
“Am I doing it, mama?” You asked, air paddling as she held you just above the water.
Wanda giggled. “Not quite, baby. You’re not in the water yet.” She adjusted her position, holding you just above the water’s surface. “Alright, honey. Do you think you can put your paw in the water for mama? Just the very tips of your little toes. Ready?”
She lowered herself down slowly until the pads of your paw touched the water. You yipped and scrunched your legs up like a newborn baby.
She had to hold back a laugh as she continued to ease you both down lower into the water. She could sense the immediate shock to your body: the way your limbs thrashed unnecessarily, trying desperately to keep you from drowning despite still being secure in her arms. “Shshsh, you’re okay, baby. You’re okay. Mama’s got you,” she cooed gently, trying to calm you down enough to stop kicking the water back up into your own face.
You finally calmed down and stopped flailing, only kicking your back paws rhythmically under the water while she held the upper half of your body in her extended arms.
She smiled. “Look at you! That’s my good puppy. Look at what a good swimmer you are sweetheart!” She walked you around in the water, giving the illusion that you were propelling yourself forward.
“Am I doing good, mama?” You asked, starting to feel more confident in the water. You didn’t hate it as much as you thought you would. You actually were having a good time swimming with Wanda. You loved how light you were in the water. You felt weightless in arms.
“You are!” She praised. “You’re such a good swimming puppy, kicking your feet for mama.” She spun you around in a circle, making you giggle.
She set you up on the side of the pool’s edge, carefully helping you stand up. “Can you jump to mama in the water?” She asked, backing up only a few feet away with her arms stretched out to catch you.
You tapped your paws on the ground, yipping a few times as you tried to hype yourself up. “I’m scared mama…”
“You can do it, baby. I know you can. I’m gonna be right here to catch you,” she reassured.
You skittered around the pool’s edge for a few more seconds before asking “do you promise?”
“I promise, baby,” she reassured again. “I would never let my sweet puppy fall in the water.”
You only took your first jump when she was so close to the pool’s edge, her hands were on your waist before your paws even left the concrete. However, a combination of her praise and the feeling of getting to jump off of something quickly had you feeling braver.
She set you back up, on the ledge, this time backing up a bit further. She laughed as she watched you scrunch up your whole face to avoid getting water in your eyes. And nothing could beat your beaming smile each time you landed in her arms. You kept going, jumping in the water over and over again until Wanda’s arms were too tired to keep going.
Finally, she carried you up the steps, out of the water before wrapping a big towel around you. She laid back on a beach chair next to pool, allowing you to rest on her chest. She kissed your head and rubbed her hands up and down your back. “You did so good today, baby. Mama’s so proud of you for being such a good swimmer.”
“Can we come back to the pool tomorrow, mama?” You asked hopefully.
She chuckled. “We can come back any time you want, sweetheart.”
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familyvideostevie · 1 year ago
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this was born out of a prompt request from my dear, dear, @softlyspector. this is for you, becca!
getting asked out via a smudgy scribble on a coffee cup | valentine's day prompts
joel miller x reader
summary/warnings: joel stops by your coffee shack every day. it's not your fault you're a little in love with him because of it. | modern au, fluff, flirting, jesse and cat and ellie cameos, game!joel in my head. i have not been a barista so sorry to all baristas if this reads wildly off-base. | 5.6k
a/n: it's giving rom-com! happy valentine's day. a bit different from my usual fare but hopefully it makes your heart warm. love u. thank u always to @macfrog and @bageldaddy for your eyes.
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7:32 am. It’s helpful in this line of work to know exactly when you’re fucked. 
The espresso machine has been on the fritz all week and despite how much you want your current method of fixing it to work – banging a fist on the top until it stops wheezing – all signs point to today being a very bad day indeed. 
You’ve only been open for two hours. 
Here for three, awake for four. God, you’re tired.
Anyway – you’re fucked. And there’s nothing you can do about it. 
You call the time of death on the machine and search for something you can write on.
The Zone – a stupid name, but you can’t be bothered to change the sign that came with the place – is a coffee shop that sits between towns. 
Your coffee shop. 
It's more shack than shop, not really a zone of anything, just an order window and a five-drink menu. It's the kind of place that appears like a mirage for tourists right before they get on the highway at an ungodly hour and serves as a quick stop for everyone else. You open earlier than any other place around to get the truckers and the farmers and close when you stop being able to keep your eyes open.
The faded brown clapboard building is no bigger than an RV. The paint is chipped and the roof is a too-bright shade of green and you serve your drinks and the occasional sweet treat when you can get a good deal off of the baker two towns over through a window. It’s not a fancy chain, it’s not a drive-thru. You’ve got a bathroom and a few rickety cafe tables and chairs and no fucking common sense since you like it. 
You even love it, some days.
And the craziest part is that it works. Even on mornings like this one, when your espresso machine breaks during the lull between rushes and your part-time help calls in sick and you’ve spilled coffee all over your apron twice – it works. 
You tear off the lip of a cardboard box and write in big block letters: NO ESPRESSO TODAY. Maybe Tess, the baker, knows someone who can fix it. She knows everyone.
“Fuck you, you piece of junk,” you say. You give the machine another smack for good measure. 
Someone clears their throat and you whirl around, makeshift sign in hand. 
You’ve been doing this long enough that a handsome customer doesn’t phase you, but the man standing at your order window makes your stomach swoop for just a second.
“Morning,” you say, summoning your smile. “Hold on a sec, let me just –”
You lean out the window and wedge the piece of cardboard against the napkin holder on the ledge.
The man’s gaze drops to read. You take the opportunity to look at him. 
He’s tall and broad – if you had to guess, you’d say he works on one of the farms around here. He’s tan, dark hair threaded through with grey. His arms are crossed and you wish he wasn’t wearing a jacket so you could see his forearms. His denim shirt is undone at the top and you fixate on the chorded column of his throat, on the teasing glimpse of chest hair underneath.
The guy looks tired. 
Bone-tired, the kind of exhaustion you see when you look in the mirror. It comes from hundreds of early mornings and late nights, from hours on your feet and plenty of worry. He’s got lines at the corners of his eyes and a few around his mouth and you find yourself hoping they’re from laughter. 
“No espresso,” he reads, slow and unhurried. His drawl fits in with most of the folks around here, but you’re sure you haven’t seen him before. You’d remember. 
“Hope that doesn't scare you off,” you say. “Still got everything else.”
“Everything else being…” He glances at the chalkboard that serves as your menu.
DRIP COFFEE. LATTE. CAPPUCCINO. TEA. HOT CHOCOLATE. All written in your blocky hand in white paint. 
“Three options.”
Trial and error have taught you that simple works best. You’ll make anything people ask for, so long as you know how and have the supplies, and if they’re nice about it you won’t charge too much extra.
“Can I get you one of those three options?”
You’re not trying to rush him, but the next wave of people is bound to show up any minute.
“Black coffee will do,” he says. His mouth tugs up at the corner into a smirk that makes your face feel hot. “If you have that.”
“Thank you for taking pity on me,” you say, going for teasing and missing the mark by a mile. You just sound tired and genuine. “You just made my morning.”
He looks amused and you turn from him, unable to hide your grin. You pour a steaming cup and snap the lid on.
“Pretty shit morning if this is makin’ it,” he drawls.
You hand him the cup and your fingers brush. 
“You have no idea.”
He eyes the sign again and then your stained apron. “I got some notion.” He tugs his wallet from his back pocket and pulls out a $5 bill. “Keep the change,” he says.
You want to refuse, to thank him, but a few more cars pull up and Mr. Black Coffee just raises his cup to you and heads back to his truck.
Well, shit. You hope he comes back. A tipper like that, and hot? You sure wouldn’t mind if he became a regular customer. __
You call Tess that afternoon and she does know a guy, so the espresso machine gets fixed and things go back to normal. Your part-time help returns in the morning and nothing else breaks. 
Today is uncharacteristically warm for the season. The inside of The Zone is almost stifling, always at least 15 degrees warmer than outside, and you keep wiping your sweaty hands on your apron as you make espresso after espresso for the lunch crowd.
Cat, a spunky girl who likes to practice her latte art when it’s slow, takes orders at the register. You keep half of your attention on her and half on the four drinks you’re working on. 
“Black coffee, please,” someone says to her. Someone whose voice you recognize. 
“Can I get a name for that?” Cat asks. It’s busy enough that calling names is easier than calling orders, no matter how small your menu is.
“Joel,” he says. You let the milk steam on its own and pour the black coffee before Cat can do it.
“I’ve got it,” you tell her. “Can you finish up those drinks?”
She shrugs and you swap places. You know you’re sweaty and coffee-stained but you smile at him and hand over his coffee.
“Hot coffee on a day like this?” you tease. He – Joel – is sweaty, too. The collar of his work shirt is dark with sweat and his hair is a mess. He must be here on his lunch break. He takes the cup from you and slurps a long sip as a reply to your question. 
You laugh. Joel looks pleased. 
“Operatin’ a full menu, I see,” he says, pulling out another $5. “Glad you got it fixed.”
“It’s still a piece of junk,” you shrug. “Just don’t tell anyone I said that.”
He waves off your offer of change and raises his cup at you, taking a few steps backward towards his truck.
“Thank you,” he says. He eyes the tag on your chest and tacks your name on at the end. It sounds good from his mouth.
“Bye, Joel,” you say. His lips twitch but you barely have time to think about it before you have to take the next few orders. 
The line dies down and you step away from the register to help Cat with some cappuccinos – your least favorite drink by far due to all the damn foam they require – and she eyes you.
“Dude,” Cat says. “What the hell was that?”
If it wasn’t already a billion degrees in here you know your face would feel hot. 
“What the hell was what?”
She can’t reply for a few seconds while you grind beans for some espresso.
“I didn’t even know you knew how to flirt,” she muses, tapping a frother full of milk a few times. “That was pretty bad flirting if you ask me –”
You turn the grinder on again to drown her out.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” you yell. She rolls her eyes at you until you turn off the machine.
You tamp down the grounds and slot them into the machine.
“I mean, not my type at all, for like, so many reasons,” she says, wrinkling her nose. “Way too old for me, for one. Man, for another. But I see the appeal, I guess. Seems like he likes you. And was that a five-dollar bill? Black coffee is two bucks, last time I checked –”
“Can we get back to steaming milk, please?” you snap, more embarrassed than mad. “I am not taking flirting advice from a teenager.”
“I’m twenty!” she sputters. “Wait, so you admit that you like him?”
“Milk.”
Cat is right, though, and you know it. You just don’t see any harm in having a crush on some guy who comes to your coffee shop. Running this place means you see hundreds of people every day. You know their names, you ask them about their kids and their pets and their jobs, and you smile at them even on your bad days. It’s just part of the job. The daily interactions keep you afloat, make you feel more solid in your own life. People see you, they recognize you, they know you – even if it’s just because you make them coffee. 
Maybe Joel will keep coming back. Maybe he’ll become one of the regulars you know things about.
And if you have a crush on him? 
No harm done. He’s nice to look at.
And he tips well.
__
Joel stops by again. 
And again. 
And again.
He comes in every morning – sometimes at lunch – and orders the same thing. You learn the rumble of his truck by ear alone, the crunch of his boots on the gravel. Sometimes people in line say hi to him and a smile works its way onto your face on instinct when his voice reaches your ear. It’s never slow enough to have a proper conversation but he smiles at you, tells you he likes the flowers, your new apron. 
All of it is flirting but maybe not flirting. 
Maybe he’s just being polite.
Also, he keeps overpaying. 
One day, almost a month since you first saw him, he doesn’t come in the morning.  When you don’t see him in line at lunch, either, you’re a little disappointed. The weather is perfect – not too hot, not too cold, the sun shining – and you want to see him in the sunlight.
The day crowd is long gone and you’re only an hour or two from closing when his truck pulls up.
“I was getting worried,” you call as he walks over. Usually, he’s got some kind of dust or paint or something on them – Joel is a contractor, you’ve learned through your brief encounters, not a farmer – but today his clothes are clean and un-ripped. 
“I’m honored,” he says. 
You have his cup ready by the time he reaches the window. 
“I’m just surprised you can get through the day without a cup of coffee.”
He snorts and hands you his cash. 
“I can’t,” he says. “Had shitty home brew this morning.”
He takes a sip of your coffee and sighs. Your heart picks up and you don’t hide your grin.
“What’s with the schedule change?” you ask. 
He smirks. “Miss me?” 
You scoff and cross your arms. Heat rises in your chest and you feel almost giddy. 
“Just curious,” you say. “Don’t let it go to your head, but you’re my favorite customer.”
Joel laughs and scratches the back of his neck. 
“Reckon that’s the tip.”
“Actually, ordering a cup of black coffee is the way to any barista’s heart.”
Joel’s eyebrows climb up his forehead. 
“Ah,” he says. He takes another sip, his eyes dancing with mirth. “‘Course.”
“Nah,” you say with a teasing smile. “I’d never be so shallow.”
There’s no line behind him but you expect him to go back to his truck, anyway. But here he is. Talking to you.
You grab a rag and wipe down the counter to keep your hands busy. 
“I’m, uh. Meetin’ one of my kids here,” Joel says. The sudden shyness that accompanies his admission is a surprise. 
Your eyes dart to his hand but you see no ring, nor the pale shadow of one. 
“Both of ‘em moved to the city recently. Ellie – she’s comin’ up for the night.”
“I’ll bet you miss them,” you offer. You’re not sure why he’d want to bring his daughter to your coffee shack, but you’re not complaining.
Joel smiles at you. It’s a sad smile but still a good one. The affection in his eyes is raw. 
“Sure do,” he says. He tucks one hand in his pocket and takes another sip of his coffee. “But it’s good for them. Sarah – she’s a little older – is in school and Ellie is workin’ on her music and whatever else she’s into these days.” The pride in his voice is clear. 
“Well, I’m honored you want to bring her here.” You gesture to your slightly sad sitting area and the empty lot behind him. 
Joel looks ready to argue with you when a faded, older version of his truck pulls up. Music leaks from the open windows and the driver bops her head to the beat a few times before shutting it off and hoping out, thumbs flying on the screen of her phone. 
“That’ll be her,” he says drily. “Hey, kiddo.”
Ellie looks up from her hands, tucks her phone in her back pocket, and grins at Joel.
She doesn’t look a thing like him, but the connection is obvious. She moves like him, her shoulders set like she’s ready for a challenge at any moment. Joel sets his coffee down at the window and meets her halfway for a hug.
You look away and busy yourself with restocking whatever you can get your hands on.
“Dude, you come here every day?” Ellie asks. “Joel, this is so far from –”
Joel talks over her.
“Drive go okay? Sarah said they’re doin’ shit on the 35 –”
Ellie huffs.
“Yeah, yeah, some traffic getting out of the city ‘cause of the fucking lane closure, but otherwise fine.”
“Good.”
You turn to face them, a genuine smile firmly in place. 
“Hi,” you say. Joel picks up his coffee again, which Ellie eyes with a scowl. You introduce yourself to her. “You’re Ellie, right? I’ve heard a lot about you.” 
Ellie frowns. Behind her, Joel’s mouth twitches but he says nothing. It’s a lie, obviously, but something tells you he doesn’t mind and she believes it.
“Really?” She throws him a glare and then rolls her eyes. “You gotta stop telling strangers about me, man.”
“Someone’s gotta warn ‘em,” he says. 
She laughs. “Hey, fuck you!”
“Only good stuff,” you say. You like her. “Joel says you’re working on your music?”
Ellie’s eyes light up. “Oh, yeah,” she says. “I’ve got an audition next week.” She turns to Joel. “I brought my guitar ‘cause I have a fuck ton of songs to play for you.”
He puts a hand on her shoulder and she settles a little.
“I bet they’re real good.”
Ellie flushes and rolls her eyes. “Yeah, well. You have to hear them first.”
You feel a little off-balance again, like you’re on the fringes of something you shouldn’t be seeing. The love on Joel’s face is clear as day. 
“Do you want some coffee?” you ask her.
Joel winces. Ellie gags. 
“No offense,” she starts, eyes darting between you and Joel. “I know Joel is fifty percent coffee on a good day, but it’s not my thing.” She looks at the menu and narrows her eyes. “I had a mocha the other day and didn’t hate it. Do you make those?”
“Look at that,” Joel says. “You’re convertin’.”
“Am not,” Ellie says. “It’s got chocolate in it, dude. No shit, I like it.”
“Yeah, give me a few minutes,” you laugh. “I’ll put lots of chocolate in it.”
They sit at one of your tables and you hear their laughter in the background as you make her drink.
It’s strange to see Joel like this – to build up on the man you’ve imagined him to be in your mind. Father never occurred to you. It makes sense, though, like a missing piece of him slotted into place. But it also makes the crush feel a little more real. Now that he’s more than your favorite regular customer. Now that you know a piece of him, of who he really is. 
It makes you want to know more.
You finish her drink and call Ellie’s name. They both stand and Joel digs in his wallet again.
“Don’t you dare pay me, Joel,” you say. You direct your next words at Ellie. “Really. I’m just honored you stopped by.”
She eyes Joel and he eyes her right back with the same look. She must have learned it from him.
“Yeah,” she says. “Me too.” She grins at you with all of her teeth. “Joel loves this place. Talks about it all the time.”
She takes a sip of her mocha and her eyes go wide.
“Wait, this is fucking good. Man, I see why you drive –”
Joel clears his throat.
“We’re off,” he says. “Thank you, as always.” He sounds softer than usual as if being nice to his daughter is the best thing you could do for him.
You suppose it is.
“You’re welcome, as always.” 
Ellie knocks her shoulder with Joel’s as they head back to their trucks. She must be whispering something to him because he swats her away with a groan and she cackles. 
They both wave at you as they drive away. 
__
Joel keeps coming in the mornings, and your conversations return to their fleeting cadence. Even so, it’s hard to deny that your crush on him has kicked into high gear.
You try not to let your gaze linger on his lips, on his throat. On his hands when he takes the cup from you, how your skin brushes and it makes you warm all over. You think about how he laughed, how relaxed he was around Ellie. You want to know what he’s like outside of your small daily interaction. You want to know what he eats for dinner, how he spends his weekends, what he listens to on the radio.
You want him.
Business is busy, which helps. A kid from a few towns over – Jesse, he’s called – signs on to work part-time, mostly for the second half of the day. He’s been a barista before so the training is minimal, but it still changes the flow of things. He’s a charming guy and the regulars take to him easy enough.
It’s you who is distracted. 
One morning, Joel comes in as expected. Jesse is working, too, trying to clock some extra hours this week.
Joel is on the phone in line, his attention somewhere else. He’s frowning, a deep crease between his brows as he waits in line. All it would take to smooth it away is the press of your thumb. 
You try not to stare and probably fail, but manage to take and make the orders ahead of him without making any mistakes, though your whole body feels alight.
He hangs up right as he gets to the window and sighs, giving you a tired smile.
“Howdy,” he says. You set his coffee down in front of him and he pulls out a ten-dollar bill instead of a five.
“Joel –” you say, but he interrupts you.
“My brother called and said he needs breakfast,” Joel grumbles. “Y’got any of Tess’s bear claws?”
Right, they work together, you remember. He’s mentioned Tommy in passing. 
“I think so, just hold on a sec.”
“Take your time,” Joel says. It sounds like he means it, even though there’s a line behind him and he probably needs to get to work. 
You do find a few bear claws in the box Tess gave you early this morning when you stopped by the bakery.
“You’re in luck,” you say, putting it in a paper bag. “Well, Tommy is.”
“Savin’ my ass,” he tells you when you hand it to him. “Thanks, sweetheart.”
The word sends a jolt of lightning through your whole body. He doesn’t even seem to realize he’s said it but your world shifts slightly on its axis. Sweetheart.
He turns on his heel before you can give him change for his cash, his phone ringing.
“Jesus, Tommy, I said I’d –”
You let him fade into the distance and smile at your next customer.
“How can I help you?”
A few orders later you end up next to Jesse making some lattes.
“Was that Joel Miller?” Jesse asks. “Before. The guy with the black coffee and bear claw?”
You startle. “Um. It was. How do you –”
“I didn’t know he was a customer here,” Jesse says. “Does he come in a lot?”
You unpack a few more cinnamon buns that Tess gave you this morning. “Yeah, every day.”
“Damn,” he says. “He must really like your coffee.”
“Are you trying to say it’s bad coffee, Jesse?”
He huffs a laugh. “No, boss, ‘course not.” He grinds beans for a few seconds but continues once he’s done, steady hands tamping down the results. “I just know he lives like, a half-hour away. And that there are plenty of coffee shops there, too.”
You narrow your eyes. “How do you know him, Jesse?”
“His daughter, Ellie, is a friend of mine,” he shrugs. “Went over to their house plenty of times in high school.”
“Well. He’s a contractor, right? I bet he has a job out here.”
Jesse clips the espresso into the machine and starts on some milk. 
“I’m not saying he doesn’t,” he muses. “I am saying that it takes at least 30 minutes to get here from where he lives.”
It’s silly. You’re half-flattered, half-confused. Yeah, you like Joel, and yeah, you’re pretty sure you’ve been flirting every day for over a month. But you figure it’s convenient for him. Coffee and an ego boost all in one. 
But if he’s going out of his way to come to The Zone? Well, maybe it’s not just for the coffee.
“Your coffee is good,” Jesse stresses, seeing the gears in your mind turning. It looks like he’s trying to hide a grin. You need to stop hiring young people who have keen eyes and big mouths.
“I think the ice needs a refill,” you say, snapping back into focus. 
“He might be here for something else, too -”
“Go refill the ice.”
He throws up his hands with a smirk. “I’m going!”
__
7:24 am. You’re on your own again and you’re fucked. 
The espresso machine is working perfectly and the early rush has ended. The weather is beyond shitty. Rain falls in sheets and the sky is so dark it feels like the sun didn’t bother to rise. It pounds on the roof and blows in the window every time you open it. The awning does nothing to shield customers as they shout their orders over the wind at you. Your fingers are going numb and your front is damp enough to set your teeth chattering. 
Joel’s truck pulls up and – well. You’re fucked. And he’s why.
You’re fucked because you can’t stop thinking about him. You can’t stop thinking about what Jesse said. What Joel said. Sweetheart.
A harmless crush turned into something more intense, something heavy in your stomach. You want him earnestly, fully, with every piece of you. 
And you still barely know him. But you want to. 
Maybe it’s the weather, maybe it’s the fact that you’re damp and cold and frustrated with your own heart and brain. But you see his truck and you decide to do something about this stupid crush.
You write your phone number on a cup with steady hands and set it aside for Joel. You scrawl on it as neatly as you can: Want to get a drink somewhere else sometime? 
It’s a bit of a coward’s way out. You should just ask him, say how you feel to his face. He’d probably like that better, anyway. But, well, this just feels safer. He could ignore it, he could throw it out, he could see it and decide to never come back. 
Sweetheart.
Somehow you don’t think he’ll do any of those.
The rain lashes against the window so hard you don’t open it until you see the lonely figure approach. The morning rush has been a morning trickle, a few brave souls venturing out for something from you.
Joel, it seems, is one.
You open the window and are greeted with a spray of mist.
“Gimme a sec,” you tell him. It’s so windy he leans in close to hear you. He’s wearing a jacket that’s ill-suited for the rain, his hair plastered to his forehead. Your fingers twitch with the need to brush it back. 
You quickly fill the cup you’ve set aside and pass it to him with two hands so it doesn’t blow over.
“Brave of you,” you say. He’s in the rain and you’re both getting soaked but you want to talk to him desperately. It’s a buzzing need at the front of your brain. “Thought the weather would get you, too.”
“Told you,” he all but yells over the wind with a flash of white teeth. “Shitty coffee at home.”
“Drive safe, Joel,” you tell him. He nods at you and jogs back to the truck, cup in hand. You won’t be able to see if he reads it from here, but you hope so. All you have to do is wait.
And wait.
And wait.
The rain stops.
You’re still waiting, phone silent.
Sunshine peeks through the clouds with a slightly surreal post-storm glow. A few more folks have made their way to The Zone but today has been slow. The clock ticks slowly towards 3 pm and your phone does not ring.
“Don’t be stupid,” you mutter. “He’s working.” 
You step out of the shack and into the slightly humid air, the gravel under your feet shifting wetly. The tables you’d set out this morning are, mercifully, still there, though they’re spattered with rain. You might as well close up now.
You’re bent over the last of the chairs, wiping them down with an old rag. You’re focused, so much so that you don’t pay much attention to the hum of an engine and the crunch of tires behind you.
A door slams but you don’t turn around.
“Sorry,” you call over your shoulder. “We just closed.”
“Shame,” he says. 
You whip around and find Joel, hands in his pockets. He’s in a different shirt than this morning and his jeans don’t look soaked. You’re still damp, water stains on your pants and shirt.
“Oh,” you breathe. “Hi, Joel.”
He smirks. “Don’t think I’ve ever seen you outside of that window,” he says, before jutting his chin towards the tables. “Can I help?”
You’re very aware of your whole body all at once. He’s looking at you, drinking you in like you’re his morning cup of coffee.
“Uh, sure,” you say. You want to ask why he’s here but the words won’t come. “They go in there, in the little closet on the right.” You point to the open door to the shack.
He dips his chin low just once and then crosses the distance between you in three big strides. He grabs the chair closest to you. The t-shirt he’s wearing shows his arms and you feel what he’s just said – it’s weird to be in the same space like this. You’re outside but he feels so big.
Joel’s arms flex and you swallow, following him with another chair. He stacks his in the right place and holds a hand out for yours.
“What did you write on it?” he asks, casually. 
The words don’t totally register. “What?”
He doesn’t answer. His arms are crossed, brow furrowed. Your mouth goes dry.
“On my cup. This mornin’.” He keeps his gaze on yours and for some reason, you can’t look away.
“Oh – you, you didn’t see?” 
He shakes his head. “Was rainin’, remember? Got smudged before I got in my truck.”
“Right.” 
You tear yourself away and leave him standing there. Maybe you should just lie.
But then you think about the way his eyes crinkle at the corners when you make him laugh, and how he asks you how you are and how he brought his daughter here and how he tips and how he drives all this way for your – for you.
Joel waits, his footsteps the only indication he’s followed you.
You turn around.
“I wrote my phone number,” you say. “And I asked you on a date.”
The corner of his mouth pulls up and you think he’s…blushing?
He rubs a hand over his beard and you hope he’s hiding a smile. Your heart is in your throat, beating so loud you worry that he can hear it. All of your bravado sinks into the damp ground at your feet. Maybe you’ve read this totally wrong. Maybe he’s just a nice guy, maybe your coffee is just really good and your employees are fucking with you. He’s here to let you down easy, to tell you he’s not even available, not interested, not –
“Alright,” Joel says. He walks towards you and tugs his phone from his back pocket. “I’ll take that number.”
Oh.
He hands it over and you type it in, heart jackhammering in your chest. But you watch his face, see the quirk of his mouth and his blush and it makes you brave.
“And the date?” you ask, giving it back. Your fingers brush and your heart keeps pounding but your nerves take a sharp turn away from doubt and towards excitement.
“Well, you gonna ask again?”
You both seem to have found your footing with whatever this is. The flirt in him is back full force, and he’s looking at you in that way of his. You want to know all of his expressions. There is so much to learn.
“Are you going to say yes?”
“S’why I came back,” he admits. “Figured you’d be closin’. Hoped you’d be free.”
“So you could read the cup?”
Joel takes the other two chairs and heads for the door again. You trail him. God, his arms are distracting. 
“Most of it,” he says. “Couldn’t make out the last few numbers, though.”
“Well, once we’re done here, I’m free. If you wanted to go on a date with me.”
Joel turns and you’re in the small space at the same time, your chests almost pressed together. You must smell like sweat and stale coffee but you watch as Joel inhales, eyes on yours.
“I do,” he says. 
It would be so easy to kiss him, a quick, chaste press of your lips to see what he tastes like.
His pupils dilate and you sway into him for a breath before you realize what you’re doing and step back outside.
You take a deep breath of fresh air. “Great.”
He rubs the back of his neck with one hand and you head for the tables. 
“Y’know,” he says. “Ellie’s been on my ass about this.”
You laugh, high and bright. “Has she?”
“That girl ain’t capable of missin’ an opportunity to stick her nose in,” he grumbles, but it’s affectionate. 
“Well, I think she’s smart,” you goad. 
“Yeah,” he agrees. “Reckon she is.”
Joel’s brows furrow and he takes a few quick steps into your space, so close the tips of your shoes almost touch.
“Oh,” you breathe. “Hi.”
“Hold still,” he says. He reaches for your face slowly, slow enough that you could pull away but you don’t. He brushes something from your cheek with the pad of his thumb.
“Grounds.” His voice is a little hoarse.
“Thanks,” you breathe. 
He smirks but the flush creeping up his neck tells you he’s not wholly unaffected. It makes you feel…it just makes you feel. 
Joel Miller likes you.
“Well, don’t just stand there,” you say.
His eyes widen slightly and he leans in just a little but you slide out of his space with a grin.
“The sooner we finish up the sooner I can buy you a drink.”
Joel laughs, loud and full. “Oh, how generous of you.”
“You’re very lucky,” you say.
“I agree,” he drawls. He taps your chin with one knuckle.
His eyes sparkle and he smiles, looking luminous in the post-storm sunshine. You see a flash of a future – watching him drink coffee in a kitchen instead of through the window of The Zone. Your hands meeting over a shared table, fingers tangling, that smile directed at you in the morning light. 
Giddiness rises in your throat and spills out of you in a delighted laugh of your own. Joel just grins.
“So,” he says. “Where’re you takin’ me?”
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sirfrogsworth · 6 months ago
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So... when conservative dorks called me a low T, soyboy cuck, it turns out they were accurately diagnosing me.
When you have CFS and Narcolepsy fighting each other inside your body, it is very hard to detect new symptoms from alternate maladies. But I've been in bed with a huge slump for the past 8 weeks and this just seemed much more intense and my brain has been way foggier than my normal CFS amount.
So on a whim, I asked my doctor to test my testosterone. It seems it has dipped quite low. And suddenly a lot of the symptoms I've been feeling make lot more sense. The poor sleep. The poor temperature regulation that was actually hot flashes. The exhaustion and brain fog.
It looks like I'm going to be needing some gender affirming care. But for me it will be covered by insurance and in no way threatened by bigotry. But hopefully my injections will help me feel good enough to fight for *everyone* to have continued access to this.
I'm scared and anxious. I worried about why this happened. I'm worried about side effects. The last time I tried testosterone was in my 20s and I just had constant boners. I'm too old and too tired to be dealing with that. Hopefully it will just be a normal amount of boners now that I am in my 40s.
I'm trying to manage my expectations. New medicines can be helpful but they can also introduce new problems and complications. But hopefully I will start feeling a lot better as I get treatment.
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