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So we had an extra model show up (mix up with the owner and the stylist but we shall keep going) so the dresses got a little moved around but we did it!!
(We had to use a commercially available sound and it was done by the owner so take it as you will but here is the link if you want to see)
And here are Hook and Hades’ dresses because I loved them
@skellseerwriting it’s here :)
#it’s over I did it!#hopefully I can start writing again soon#descendants rise of red#this is about the modeling shoot
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Hey yall sorry for not uploading as much, I got a shit ton of test coming soon and I need to study so I can hopefully pass
Here's a cat for the little writing i have on this blog
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experiencing the intense guilt of realizing just how long it's been since i logged into ao3. i meant to go reply to things months ago omg i'm so sorry
#ive been creatively burnt out on and off for so long#and both writing and drawing have been kinda difficult to deal with unfortunately#but it's finally been receding :)#hopefully i can finish wrangling my next chapters soon. ive finally started working on them again#alien au c10 editing is finally properly underway!#and ive been working on portal c13 (i gotta go back and edit c11 so i can post it...)#and i've got some fun art wips going#so that's good :)
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Every Universe
"I love you." She uttered, barely above a whisper. "I love you in every universe." "Do we end up together in every universe?" He asked. "No," She replied, and the painful memories of those life times flashed behind her beautiful eyes as she reflected to the 'back then's. Yet, she smiled, "But I love you anyway, how could I not? My soul yearns for you, even before it had come to know you. It remembers, I remember." "Does it hurt?" She was silent for a moment, "A lifetime without you hurts more then a lifetime when we are not together." "I love you." He blurts out unthinkingly, desperate. He reaches out for her hand, taking it and holds it in both hands in a grounding grip. She looked down at their hands and smiled, relishing in the bitter sweetness. "I know." She confesses quietly. She held his hand tightly, trying to ignore the buzzing within her body- threatening to tear her apart atom by atom. "But you aren't mine. Not this time."
#rottmnt x reader#could be any turtle here#all up to you all :)#it's nearly 4 am but i had to write something down#the angst be angsting#may i make a proper thing out of this?#i have no clue- but i love the idea#like mc is able to travel between universes or something- or sees the future#basically some doctor strange shit#they have lived through countless timelines/lifetimes with the turtles#some good some bad- but one thing is for certain is their bond#context to this would most likely be soulmates#but not a love at first sight soulmate deal- like they are aware of the pull but the relationship still progresses naturally#but mc knows how it ends- in some way or another she loses the love of her life and now she has to do it all over again#she remembers everything but they don't- she has to live through the pain of loss while they are right in front of her-#just they are not what she had before#MMMMM I love this kind of trope#an endless cycle of loss and pain- yet beauty and love#i'm very sleep deprived#hopefully i can start getting actual requests done soon kjfds
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#i've decided that after i've recovered from surgery i want a glow up!!!#i want to make an effort to try to feel better nd not be so miserable all the time. it's so draining nd soul sucking :<#nd some things i wanna do is start better habits such as journaling nd reading a chapter every morning#meditate/do mindfulness every evening. do a full body stretch routine once a day. go to the gym 3-5 times a week.#ofc daily walks in nature (i've missed that sm). spending time w my cat nd dog. getting better at studying a little bit every day#i might even bleach my hair nd dye it... i just wanna dye it one last time then im done T-T#smth im unsure of is my diet. i have no idea what i can eat nd atm im so hungry but im scared of eating. so i'll have to figure that out#nd then try to meet up w my old high school friend every now nd again#try to keep asking for help from the personality disorder psychiatric clinic... or try to get online therapy maybe???#i just wanna feel better nd *do* smth so these r some of the thinngs i wanna try to do to feel better :3#hopefully i'll feel better soon nd recover as swiftly as possible so i can start wanting to do these things#oh and also!! wanna try to revive my interests. such as writing more nd taking photos nd such
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#applying to jobs that are way out of my league/paygrade/level but idgaf i need MONEY i wanna attain it#hopefully i can start doing that next week/mid next week#need to update my resume & apply 😭#i’m also genuinely. so drained from these past few weeks i don’t even have the energy to write posts/read simple stories or read fics 😪#hopefully EVENTUALLY i can do that#i don’t like being in this Slump it makes me MAD#grrrrrrr snarl hiss bark#so i fear i may not be on here as much until the Drainingness goes away </3#BUT ALSO#tbh. may have to sign back into my armytwt acct again i haven’t been on since summer of 23#but jin is coming back soon so :3#AHHHHHHHH i hope things look up! i hope i get whatever i apply for and be blessed w lots of money & opportunities#we shall seeeeeeeee :3 hope everything is going amazingly for everyone! i hope everything works out in your favor @ anyone who sees this!#MWAH! :D#another also. enjoy the taechwita gif it’s one of my FAVS.#personal
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hi yaallll, did you know i have a ko-fi? of course you're in no obligation to donate! if you enjoy my writing and asks and feel like liking/rbing/commenting isn't enough—donating is always a great way to support !! ^^
i'm unemployed due to family issues so really !! anything helps 💖
as always, your comments and rbs/likes are always sooo so appreciated!!!!!! even when i'm taking breaks, it's so nice to see people still come back from time to time and read my fics for the first time 🫶🏼
#i love writing for elvis and austin soooo so much#u do not want to see my google docs rn#my love for elvis has been real strong lately so im excited to get back into things !!!! i wrote one line of adn so 🫣🫣#again no obligation as always#things have been rocky lately#haven't had a chance to do my online stuff lately but hopefully i can start getting back to it soon cause i am hungrryyy
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sorry i been so chatty lately i just love and miss u all. anyway got two helix piercings and a conch when i was in the netherlands and BRO they are healing so good so far !!
#so if u have any hesitations abt that aspect of it do it!!!#i had a helix on the other side that flopped bc i switched to a hoop too soon#but im not gonna make the same mistake again#but there's way less pain this time too !!! i can already almost even sleep on the pierced side fully#it still hurts if it's banged or jostled badly but most of the time its nothing unless touched#and itchy which is GOOD bc it's like the healing itchy#anyway im so enjoying wind breaker too i watched all the eps and started the manga LMFAOOO#im embarrassed honestly but#hopefully that goes away soon so maybe i can write for it#caitie blabs
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FANTASTIC NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i finished & posted the ITNL 14 re-edits, WHICH MEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm officially done with my re-edits project!!!!!!!!!! :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ive been thinking a lot today about my plans for ITNL 15, AND i have tomorrow off, so if all goes well i'll be able to start writing again. TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and if the chapter grips me like i expect it will then... hehehehehe
could be an update in as little as a few days, depending. i'll keep u guys updated
#speculation nation#itnl shit#im SO fucking ecstatic man ive been looking forward to this for a month and a half#that took SO much longer than i was expecting it to. but i guess editing 75k words while working full time is kind of a lot#it has been a journey. and it is now complete.#and now i can move on to the NEW THINGS!!!!!!!!! INCLUDING a chapter id been looking forward to for So Long#it's for the best that i went thru the whole fic again. itnl 14 was so hard to write bc i was just Not that mentally there with it#and also uh. The Everything.#i think 15 will be easier. MUCH easier. and im really looking forward to having proper writing motivation again.#AND......... IF ALL GOES WELL.............. i'll hopefully be able to ride that motivation train through the next few chapters#Which Means we could be seeing wolfwood in as little as a few weeks!!! maybe!!!!!!!!#i hope so !!!!!!!!!!! i wanna write him SO fucking bad#and like itnl IS a vw fic. it IS. i SWEAR. it's just mostly been grieving and pining from vash so far lksdjflsdjkfsdlkf#but it will have actual vw. eventually.#im like practically vibrating now but i need to go to sleep. so i can have the brain strength to write tomorrow hehehe#i took a melatonin to hopefully knock myself out soon. i GOTTA get some good rest tonight. for the Writing Brain.#and if i daydream about the start of next chapter.... hehehehe#more power to me then :]
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I collect a lot of stationary for someone who has no reason to use all this stationary
#deity dialogue#I have recently acquired a pretyy lavender coloured highlighter#and it’s like. I don’t take notes I don’t write in my diary anymore because tbh I lost it and it was just. not a vibe maybe I’ll buy a new#one and try and start keeping entires again#I have no use for a planner because let’s be so for real I do not have a life#all I do is go grocery shopping and sometiems thrifting with lex and kait on a whim#I’ll be starting work soon but I set the hours for that job so it doesn’t really require a planner#I want so much to be a cute notes girlie (gender neutral) because I love cute neat things but like#the unmedicated adhd and lack of anything going on in my life prevents this#maybe I’ll buy a planner anyways and pretend#maybe buying a planner is the first step towards making plans#plus like I do have plans this year that me and kait and lex are gonnna start saving money since we all have jobs now so we can hopefully#move by at least the start of 2025#so ya know what. I will buy a planner#a cute one.
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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#thinking of that post that’s like ‘u Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sick’ bc yeah thats been the vibe#wish i wasn’t so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. i’m that way with everything in my life#i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i don’t write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and that’s obviously not sustainable. but idk if it’s adhd or what but it’s So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever#i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel#nah. once i get myself in the Zone then i’m Goin’ and i can’t stop until i’m Done or i collapse from ignoring my body’s needs lmao#it’s something i should make an effort to do though bc i’d love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts#anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! 🎉#i got the follow-up to last year’s Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months#i wanted to blow the dust off the ol’ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff#not that i didn’t put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik they’ll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck#so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that i’ll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally#the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit#and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better#so release schedule will be 1. Matt • 2. HiH Ch.3 • 3. [N]MbD small fic • 4. [N]MbD Big fic#then i’m gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then i’ll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot#i also wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again#and after/amidst all that maybe i’ll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year 😭#anyways ik i’ve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline#so don’t put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done#but god i sure fucking hope not. i’d really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy
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For a while now I've had an idea for a Chase/Kyrahlise fic that I'm super excited about. It would have: an art heist, playing around with psionic magic, fucking things up for a terrible person, hints of backstory, disguises, Kyrah planning and Chase improvising, what happens to the art of those who lost a war, and more! No matter how much I love the idea, I haven't been able to start writing it. Which is strange because normally I just start writing something if I'm excited about it. I chatted with my partner about it, and he speculated I was holding off because it would be longer that anything else I've written so far. However, that doesn't hold up because I've been working on a fic since March or so that will have six chapters and be much longer. Then he pointed out that it would be significantly more plot heavy that anything else I've done. Well that hit the nail on the head. It's a little silly because I know the plot really well since it's been noodling around in my brain for quite a while. Though I think if I write an outline I'll be good to go. So far I haven't bothered with outlines because everything I written has been so short, and as I like to call it in my head "no plot, just vibes".
#did watching “How to Steal a Million” as a teenager have a big influence on my love of art heists? absolutely! and I'm not mad about it#granted I'll watch anything with Audrey Hepburn in it at least once - especially if the costumes are by Givenchy#moral of the story: sometimes unexpected things hold you back and it can help to talk about it with someone else#but y'all probably knew that already#this is yet another example of “brains are weird”#just don't expect to see it anytime soon since the time between when I start writing something to when I publish it is forever lol#Chase/Kyrahlise#<- now hopefully when I actually finish this fic I can find this tag again to reference#shepherds of haven#shoh
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i wonder where all these notifications are coming f-
#ooc.#tbd //#logs off of my multi after complaining about bots only to see this bs#ok. im normal#anyway repeating the sentiment here i'm off meds and very stressed/sensitive but i should be getting my puppy in under a week on my birthda#sdfsf might also start replaying xvi on new game plus today#im just trying to finish doing everything i can do for my apartment first#and finish ordering all the things i need :whyy:#i tried drilling a hole with a screwdriver and it's so bad i ordered hole filler#that is how my life is goingr n JKFHD#returning a drill i bought secondhand because it isn't working and ordered a new one#but im going to ask if the people assembling the last couple of my furniture things on the 5th can put the anti tip things in my wall#when they are here anyway#i'll need to tidy some more stuff up but just trying to chill and finish ordering stuff for now#i will hopefully be able to write again soon#i keep choking up whenever i think about xvi still
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Okay so I wrote a very small drabble for Joce/D.raxum BUT it’s in the Project Shellshock AU verse which. I have not talked about much yet bc I’m still very much developing it and I wanna at least design the main characters and get everyone’s personality/backstory set in stone before I start posting content for it but
Self shippy brain go brrrrr and I wanna post it real bad
#there’s barely any plot to it or context like hchdhfh#I gotta add much more to it to have it Make Sense#but GOD it’s cute as fuck#there’s only 280 words to it jfhshfbdh so it’s short af#but like. also I’m happy I wrote that little bit#ngl since I started focusing on my TMNT stuff again I’ve been more motivated to write#I haven’t finished much of anything but I’m writing little bits and pieces of chapters for my S/Is story#so it’s a START#I’m. really happy#anyways hopefully soon I can post more about Project Shellshock as I develop it more
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desperately fighting for my life (writing) again wish me luck everybodhy
#certain events caused me to rage quit writing for a bit but i am starting up again now#also ive just been busy in RL#aug-sep-oct months unfortunately are the months where everyone i know (including myself) are having birthdays#its fun but socializing drains my battery a lot#tp#blogger comments#hopefully i can upload next chapter of wavelength soon#and also finish the kali anthology bc i never finished that! and my ideas are too good not to finish!!!!
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Hi guys🥺
#so. yeah.#i am currently living across the globe atm so lifes a mess and studies and family stuff and everything#like there is a lot going on#and i really miss home#but its gonna be alright so im clinging onto that#there has never been a time in my life where i wished that winter would come faster#but this year winter means going back to my love#so winter cant come soon enough#other than that its just been kinda lonely in the huge city with so many people and no one you really know#i have promised myself to start writing again tho so hopefully the time here can be used to get rid of all the pent up yearning lol#so yeah. short version lifes a mess and im trying to cope as good as i can </3#rea rambles
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