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[thefictionconnoisseur]

Don't talk to the neighbours

Author: Hopefulbangtan

Platform: Ao3

Pairing(s): Min Yoongi x Reader

Status: Complete

Word Count: 48k

Rating: Teen and up

Warnings: None

Summary: BTS are forced to relocate where they live as fans find out their old address, so a rule is set for their next home, so that their location can keep a secret- "Don't talk to the neighbours" Luckily (or unluckily) the next door neighbour is cute, and she cant talk. So... Min Yoongi isn't necessarily breaking the rules.

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[hopefulbangtan]

Unwanted (10) - Rap Monster Angst

Masterlist

After a bad breakup with his girlfriend, Namjoon refuses to acknowledge the fact that he has a daughter. But, the time comes where he has no choice.

Y/N couldn’t sleep well that night. She thought  of the speech that Yoongi had given her.

“Y/N, I’m going to say this while he’s gone. But, he’s had a rough time lately. He actually had a bit of a breakdown the other night. He... he wants to be a dad to her, and he’s completely torn up about it all. I'm not saying you have to, but I'm saying something because I'm scared he wont- he’s scared of being told no. I wouldn’t be saying this if I wasn’t sure that he’s going to be good.”

“Are you okay, Y/N? You look like you haven’t slept a wink,” Namjoon commented the next morning at breakfast.

Yoongi looked at Y/N in concern, the jam slowly sliding off of his toast (which he was holding) and back onto his plate. He sighed and looked down a his plate, staring at the jam like it had killed his child.

“I didn't sleep well, but I honestly don’t feel that bad,” Y/N smiled and carried on eating her toast.

“Don't over-work yourself, you’re still in recovery.” Yoongi scolded, pointing his finger across the table.

“I won’t.” Y/N rolled her eyes.

Y/N waved Boram off to school (one of Borams school friends’ mothers had offered a lift to the young girl). Y/N then retired to the sofa, tired. Namjoon sat next to her, and the other boys (apart from Yoongi) made plans to go to the studio for a bit.

Yoongi went upstairs to go to sleep for a bit (it was apparent that he hadn’t slept well either). Namjoon and Y/N watched TV for a while, some old re-runs of friends were on. And Y/N decided that her and Namjoon needed to talk it out, before too much time passed.

“Namjoon, me and Yoongi talked yesterday,” Y/N said, uncertain how to start, and Namjoon visibly stiffened.

“I really want to be a proper dad to her,” Namjoon said, voice small.

“I’m willing to help you with that,” Y/N said slowly, and Namjoons face lit up like Christmas lights.

“You’re serious? I can- you’re going to let me?” Namjoon stuttered and turned to completely face Y/N.

“I had been thinking about you for a while- and I idint think you wanted anything to to with her. But- Yoongi talked to me last night. And last night I saw how good you are with her. I just don’t want you to get bored of her after a while and then leave her upset” Y/N said, furrowing her eyebrows.

“Y/N. I promise with everything I have that I will look after her to the best of my ability,” Namjoon grabbed Y/N’s hands desperately- and it was hard to miss the shine of tears in his eyes.

Y/N was taken aback by his sincerity, and made a mental note to properly introduce Namjoon and Boram later. Little to both their knowledge, Yoongi was stood outside of the door, a wide smile in his face as he listened in to the conversation… two people who he care about are finally finding happiness and peace- and its kinda because of him.

Yoongi made a note to congratulate himself later with some ramyun. Despite his relief, he was still scared, really scared. He was scared that he didn’t make the right decision to talk to Y/N about Namjoon. What if Namjoon goes off the rails and doesn’t want a bond with his daughter later? What if they become close and then Namjoon leaves them again?

And if he did leave Y/N and Boram broken-hearted, then the guilt would lie on Yoongis shoulders. He was the one who talked to them both, and he was the driving force for Namjoon to start to talk with his daughter. Just weeks ago, Namjoon completely neglected his daughter, and now- he’s desperate to know her. Yoongi prays that Namjoon wont change his mind again.

But it was something in Namjoons eyes that convinced Yoongi that he’d stick with his daughter, fire? Compassion? He couldn’t read it well- but it convinced Yoongi enough.

_ “Boram! I need to properly introduce you to someone!” Y/N called out once Boram arrived home- the boys were still at the studio and Yoongi was sat on the opposite sofa to Y/N and Namjoon, writing lyrics.

Yoongi knew what was coming, and decided to watch from the door, giving them some privacy (but not really).

Boram rushed into the room as Yoongi was leaving, and Yoongi couldn’t help the sadness that overwhelmed him. This little girl, this absolute ball of sunshine and happiness, could be crushed by Yoongis decisions.

But, it was going to happen eventually- and Yoongi has to let this happen, or it might never happen.

“Boram, I never introduced you to Namjoon,” Y/N’s kind voice filtered through the room, but Yoongi kept his eyes on Namjoon (who looked the happiest Yoongi had ever saw him). Boram nodded in understanding and smiled when Namjoon took her hand. “I know that for a very long time you’ve been asking for your dad. And I had to tell you that he was busy at work, because he does work very very hard.” Y/N explained slowly. “Well here he is, Namjoon is your dad!”

And the smile, the smile that Boram wore then was the purest thing that he has ever seen. The little girl smiled so wide, then let out a squeal of delight, before Namjoon pulled her into his lap and cuddled her, small tears falling.

‘This’ Yoongi thought ‘Is what this family should’ve been like all along’

[longtimenospooning-luci]

AO3 Recs

Updated 2/27/23

Member x Reader:

To love, to protect, to claim by Burn_The_Magpies_Wings (Jimin)

Limbo by yoongimingyu (Namjoon)

I'll take you from him by KellyMcAllister (Namjoon)

First Words by caffeinegremlin (Yoongi)

Tell Me You Love Me by effelishere (Yoongi)

Over and Out by bangtanstanst (Namjoon)

Riding Red by btsstan12 (Jungkook)

Don't talk to the neighbours by Hopefulbangtan (Yoongi)

Set Me Free by justatiredpotato (Yoongi)

Kalokagathia by dalgi_jungoo (Jungkook)

Keep Me Safe by tanniefic (Hoseok)

The Web You Weave by Lu_luebells (Hoseok)

Adorable Psychopaths by flickeringwarmth (OT7)

Homecoming by Seokiecoffee/SaccharineCoffee (Yoongi)

Priestess & Serpent by AEM888 (Taehyung)

Taboo Attachment by AEM888 (Jimin)

Dwindling Healing by btsstan12 (Jimin)

Flowers Need Time To Bloom by Snurt (Jungkook/Taehyung)

House of Hope by arghsigh (OT7)

Redamancy by dalgi_jungoo (OT7)

Meritocracy by saylilirose (OT7)

Protection Squad by CheeWrites (Yoongi)

A Sea of Indigo by foxymoxy (Jungkook)

Save Me by avomina & velaris28 (Yoongi/Namjoon)

Kingdom Come by mintedmango (Jungkook)

Member x Member

Let me clean your wounds by outro_taegi (Yoongi/Hoseok)

Smoke and Ash by Smiles (Jin/Yoongi)

Inspired Series: Breathing Fire by oops(hobbes1234)

Of Coffee and Compulsions by ugheuphoric (Yoongi/Taehyung)

A shot in the arm by jkwrites (Yoongi/Namjoon)

Tell Me Again by Oh_Hey_Tae (Yoongi/Taehyung)

Here Is What I Know by Oh_Hey_Tae (Namjoon/Jungkook)

Charmed by kaythebest (Jin/Namjoon)

Found You by Oh_Hey_Tae (Jin/Namjoon)

An Acquired Taste by achy_breaky (Yoongi/Hoseok)

What is Mr. Min Hiding? by faeriebell (Yoongi/Hoseok)

Soundtrack for a broken heart by Ferris_Wheel (Yoongi/Hoseok)

Fire Lilies by themarmalade (Yoongi/Namjoon)

Rough Men Stand Ready by astralminnie (Yoongi/Hoseok)

It's too early for this shit by babybaekxing (Yoongi/Hoseok)

Pull Me Under, Drink Me In by Hpgirl4ever (Yoongi/Taehyung)

Felines and Flowers by YooniesPouts (Yoongi/Jimin)

Collision by bri607 (Yoongi/Jungkook)

Be Mine by ChimmyxKookies (Jimin/Jungkook)

Promise by ChimmyxKookies (Jimin/Jungkook)

I'm Fine by Ilnyh (Yoongi/Hoseok)

Into the Rift by Yumi44 (Yoongi/Hoseok)

Any Day Spent With You is My Favorite by Windshieldwipernoises (Yoongi/Hoseok)

[gimmesumsuga]

For the anon that was looking for a deaf/blind reader, I recall reading one on AO3 called Don't Talk to the Neighbours by Hopefulbangtan. It's a Yoongi x Reader 🥰

Thank you! Hopefully that anon will spot this 😊💕💕

[bangtan-sonyeonddaeng]

Hello! I just saw the request for Jimin fic recs. I know you didn't have any for Jimin at the moment but do you have any recommendations for the other members? Please take your time or if you don't have any it is okay as well. Just thought I might ask as you are an amazing account and Corona gives me a lot of free time 😅 Stay healthy! Love your work and you nice keep going! (That last part may or may not have been said by someone else before.. 😅 but still #TRUTH)

Honestly fear and dumplings that @softyoongiionly wrote is probably one of my favorite fics ever (if you are okay with smut and sub yoongi) 

@hugseoks has a ton of soft cute drabbles/one shots for every member I highly recommend. I could spend long periods of time reading the stuff on this blog. 

On AO3 there is a taehyung fic I love called Close to Normal written by taeheyhey

Also on AO3 Don’t talk to the neighbors by hopefulbangtan is super fluffy and cute too with a little bit of angst. It’s a yoongi x reader fic. 

Aww same to you! Be safe and stay healthy 💜 I hope this is a good start to help keep you busy! 

[ao3-bts]

any yoongi x reader series you can recommend??

Don't talk to the neighbours by Hopefulbangtan

First Words by Coffee_and_Books

wrong by hoseokiehopie

Valentino by versigny

Reflections by dailydoseofdia

[renjiokumura]

Chapters: 22/22 Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Min Yoongi | Suga/Reader Characters: Park Jimin (BTS), Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung | V, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster, Reader, Min Yoongi | Suga Additional Tags: Reader-Insert, Deaf Character, deaf character bts, Disability, Angst, Fluff and Angst, Neighbors, bts neighbors, bts neighbours, Muteness, Soulmates Summary:

BTS are forced to relocate where they live as fans find out their old address, so a rule is set for their next home, so that their location can keep a secret- “Don’t talk to the neighbours” Luckily (or unluckily) the next door neighbour is cute, and she cant talk. So… Min Yoongi isn’t necessarily breaking the rules. _ Lowkey soulmate au

(@renjiokumura: Just want to say this is not my work at all and I just wanted to share some very good work)

[btsqu33nz]

Chapters: 22/22 Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Min Yoongi | Suga/Reader Characters: Park Jimin (BTS), Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung | V, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster, Reader, Min Yoongi | Suga Additional Tags: Reader-Insert, Deaf Character, deaf character bts, Disability, Angst, Fluff and Angst, Neighbors, bts neighbors, bts neighbours, Muteness, Soulmates Summary:

BTS are forced to relocate where they live as fans find out their old address, so a rule is set for their next home, so that their location can keep a secret- "Don't talk to the neighbours" Luckily (or unluckily) the next door neighbour is cute, and she cant talk. So... Min Yoongi isn't necessarily breaking the rules. _ Lowkey soulmate au

[hopefulbangtan]

I’ll be your eyes (4) - Kim Taehyung (fluff/angst)

Masterlist (links to all previous chapters there!)  Previous

Y/N is a lonely 14 year old girl who is blind. She doesn’t have any friends until she gets a new neighbour, Kim Taehyung. Kim Taehyung shows her the world in his own way.

3rd Persons Pov

“Well, it looks delicious.” Y/N joked as Tae was getting ready to open the pizza box.

Tae snorted and opened the box. The two ate in comfortable quiet as the radio lulled in the background.

“What time is it?” Y/N asked after they’d ate.

“Time you bought a watch,”

“Wow. SO original,” Y/N chuckled and rolled her eyes.

“Its 9pm.”

“Shall we go lay on my bed and talk? It’s comfier,”

So, the two went upstairs. Taehyung went to the guest room to get changed into his pyjamas. He opted for wearing a plain white cotton tee, and grey sweatpants.

He was confused, really confused. He doesn’t know why whenever Y/N was close his heart skipped beats, why whenever she smiled he felt his stomach flip. Even her laughing could send him in a haze. Was he getting sick?

He shakes these thoughts away and goes back to Y/N’s bedroom. She’d changed into a black ¾ sleeved top and grey shorts, he gulped silently and went to go sit on the opposite side of the bed to her. She heard him and shot a smile in his general direction. She had turned the TV on, and the big bang theory was running, quietly. The main light had been turned off and instead she had turned on a lamp (not that it changed anything to her, she only did it for Taehyung), giving the room a very cosy feel.

“Let’s lay under the covers, its comfier.” Taehyung suggested and they both moved under the duvet, they still laid on opposite sides of the bed, but they faced eachother, Tae’s heart sped up.

“Why don’t you go to school? There are people there who would be able to help you,” Taehyung said, nothing much louder than a whisper (and it didn’t need to be any louder).

“I hear some of the towns kids snickering about me when I passed them on the street. I wouldn’t like that 5 days a week,” She replied, voice no louder than Tae’s was.

“Have you ever had a boyfriend?” Taehyung asked suddenly, then internally scolded himself for asking such an absurd question.

“No. Actually, you’re my first real friend. I had a few friends a while ago, but I don’t think they actually liked me. They made fun of me and then stopped contacting me after a few weeks,”

Taehyung felt his heart swell.

“I’ll never leave you, I promise,” He said quietly, and took one of Y/N’s small hands into his big ones.

Y/N smiled wide, and then closed her eyes. The two stayed quiet for a bit, content to just be laid there. They paid little attention to the television.

“Tell me what its like to see,” Y/N said quietly after a while, and Taehyung took a moment to respond.

He talked about how he associated different colours with different feelings, and how they could change, ‘Red. Sometimes it makes you feel really bad, but, sometimes it’s like elegance, and it’s something fancy and calming then. It can also mean love; hearts are red.’. He had difficulty explaining colours at first, but it got easier and easier. Y/N listened intently.

Neither of them really noticed, but as Tae explained, the two got closer and closer, until Y/N was wrapped up in Taehyung arms, and suddenly they both felt sleepy.

Taehyung woke up feeling warm, in his heart, he had Y/N in his arms, and he swears he’s never seen perfection like it. He pulls his arms tighter around her and she snuggled further into his chest. He peered at the clock- 10am. They had two hours before her dad came back.

He closed his eyes again and smiled to himself as he thought of Y/N.

When he felt her stir in her sleep, he opened his eyes and watched as she woke up.

“Morning,” His husky voice rung out.

“Morning.” Y/N said, voice still sleepy.

“I’ll make us breakfast in a bit. You like pancakes?”

“Who doesn’t?”

_

“You gotta meet them. You’d love them all I promise. They’re loud but hilarious.” Taehyung spoke through bites.

“If you insist that they’re all that great then sure. You just pick the time and place.”

“I’ll have a good think about that,”

The two sat and talked about their favourite bands for a while, both stretched out on separate sofas.

“Are there any more? Colours I mean…” Y/N sheepishly asked

Taehyung went through other colours; he went through loads until Y/N interrupted.

“I want to see, Taehyung,” She said sadly.

“You don’t need your sight for that.” Taehyung said, “I’ll be your eyes, show you the world in my own way.”

Y/N smiled to herself and turned to where Tae’s voice had been coming from the entire time. He smiles back. When they hear the front door open, both teens sit up. They hear Y/N’s dad in the kitchen and so they head there.

“Hello kids!” Y/N’s dad calls out to them, in a very good mood.

“How was work?” Y/N took a seat at the counter and Taehyung moved to do the same.

“It was good, I finished my shift at 10 but then I went out for coffee with Jenny,” He commented as he poured himself a glass of water. “Did you two have fun last night?”

“Yeah- we went for a walk around the park, then came back and had pizza and watched a few films,” Y/N replied, leaving out certain details (and for good reason). “Taehyung’s going to introduce me to his school friends sometime,”

“That’ll be nice. I’ve been thinking about school lately- Don’t you think you might like to go for a bit? Test the waters?”

Y/N shook her head, replying in a small voice that she ‘doesn’t want to take any risks’ and her dad nods understandingly.

 _

“You’re in an intoxicatingly good mood” Jin narrows his eyes at the younger.

The seven of them are in the school canteen. It’s loud, and smells but they have a comfortable spot where they sit in the corner, the table far away enough from where all the freshman sat (who would mercilessly spray aftershave, creating a disgusting smell as it mixed with the scent of greasy food.

“I am?” Taehyung hummed as he took a bite of his sandwich.

“Yeah, you are. Is it a girl?” Yoongi raised an eyebrow.

Taehyung hummed in response, affirmative. The guys all made a small sound of shock and Jimin leaned closer to Taehyung to hear the story. Taehyung was oblivious to how intrigued they were and continued to hum contently and eat his ham & cheese sandwich. After a few minutes of this (his friends gawking at him and him just being the happy kid he is) Yoongi had had enough and slapped Taehyung at the back of his head.

“Owww hyung you meanie!”

“You like a girl? You never talk about this sorta stuff, is she pretty?” Jungkook asked in shock.

“She’s really pretty- and cool too.” Taehyung said through a mouthful of food. “I spent the weekend at her house, her dad works night shifts so I stayed with her, she only lives next door.”

“You were home alone with her, all night?” Namjoon spoke out, eyes wide. “What did you two do together?”

Taehyung had a slight blush and he laughed a little to himself. This had the boys going a whole different level of curious.

“Yeah, we were home alone all night. What do you mean what did we do together? Er, we went for a walk, watched some movies, then we went to her bedroom and we slept together.”

Jin choked on his milk.

“You two what?” The eldest spluttered out

“Slept together? Yeah we both fell asleep. She fell asleep on my chest it was really cute.” Taehyung said, eyes wide with innocence.

Taehyung’s mind wasn’t innocent, but it took him a couple of moments to realise what he had said, and had giggles for the next few minutes.

“So, you like her? You’re going to ask her to be your girlfriend?”

“Huh? I thought you meant like a girl as in just like. I didn’t say I wanted to ask her out.” Taehyung rolled his eyes, “I haven’t known her that long. I want you guys to meet her, I was thinking we could all do something next weekend”

“Yah, this kid…” Yoongi sighed.

[hopefulbangtan]

Sister of Seokjin (8) - Jeon Jungkook Angst

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On a trip to America with Bts, Jungkok finds who he believes to be his true love. And life seems to become perfect until Jin finds his sister (of whom had moved there when she was young). Unfortunately, Jungkooks true love was also Jins sister, Jin is V E R Y overprotective.

“Hey, look. You’re all safe now. You’ve got seven of us here who all care about you. Even your big brother,” Jungkook soothed as he walked up to the hotel room.

“Mina? Jungkook? Are you cryi- Jungkook what have you done to her?”

It was just their luck that as they approached Jungkooks hotel room, Jin walked out of his.

Jungkook grasped Minas hand tighter.

“Mina go sit in the hotel room, I’ll talk to Jin. I won’t be long at all. Wake Tae up so you’re not on your own,” Jungkook assures her and passes her the key card, and she walks away, not before giving Jin an apologetic glance though.

“Jungkook, what the hell?” Jin says angrily.

“Jin, she rung me up really upset so I went to meet her. She’s just upset because she spent so many years all alone and she’s fed up with her parents- your parents. Look, I know you’re mad at me for not telling you when she called me blah blah but I need to go back into there to be with her so she’s not on her own.” Jungkook said angrily, although he couldn’t really pinpoint why he was so mad.

“I should be the one going into her, I’m her brother!”

“Then why did she call me instead of you? She doesn’t want a brother who left her at this moment, she just needs a good friend. I’ll share a bed with Tae tonight so don’t fucking worry.”

And before he can utter another harmful word, he storms off. Jin just huffs as he walks away, rage overwhelming him. He enters the room angrily, but doesn’t slam the door, he doesn’t want to startle Tae or Y/N. When he sees Mina sat on his bed, wiping the smudged mascara from under her eyes, his anger disperses.

 Jungkooks Pov

 She looks so, dejected, lonely. Her hands are shaking and she looks so deathly pale. Tae’s sat up in his bed, giving the younger girl sympathetic looks.

“Mina,” I start, attracting both of their attention. “You can stay in my bed tonight; I’ll stay with Taehyung. I’ll try and find some clothes for you to sleep in.”

I look through my suitcase and find an oversized white shirt of mine. Damn- what could she wear for bottoms? I have long legs. Maybe Tae has some small sweatpants? No… his legs are long as well they’ll bury the poor small girl. We need someone with short legs.

I pull out my phone as it rings.

“Jungkook, what did you do? Jin’s mad.” Park Jimins confused voice

Bingo. Park. Jimin.

“Look, I’ll explain in the morning hyung. Can you bring over some of your sweatpants for Mina to sleep in? Mine are way too long-legged,”

“Mina’s there? Yeah I’ll be right over,” Jimin ends the call and I turn to the duo in the room.

“I’m sorry, I’m causing you all trouble.” Mina chimes, looking down into her lap.

“Please don’t think of yourself like that, we’re just helping a very lovely friend who is in need.” Tae pipes up immediately and defensively.

Mina smiles, still looking down at her lap.

“I’m here,” Jimin’s voice trails off as he sees the state Mina is in, eyes still rimmed red and skin pale as snow.

“Thank you,” Mina says weakly as Jimin passes her some black sweatpants.

Mina goes into the bathroom to change and both boys come close, asking what was wrong with Mina. I quickly and quietly explained the situation, I even explained about my argument with Jin, they both nodded sadly.

“You said you were going to share a bed with me tonight? How come you didn’t want to stay with her?” Tae asks

“I think it’s for the best, just to give her a little space,” I explain and Jimin fusses over me, calling me a ‘true little gentleman’. By the time Mina comes out, a few minutes later, it’s just me and her left in the room.

She smiles at me weakly. I open my arms as an invite. She smiles sheepishly before coming over to hug me. The unmistakeable smell of her perfume fills my nose and I sigh contently, resting my head atop of hers.

Do I love her? Even if I do- she’s Jin’s sister, he’d have my head if he knew. He wouldn’t allow it. And I don’t want to ruin her and her brothers relationship.

“I can’t believe your Jin’s sister, it hasn’t set in yet.”

“I don’t want to be.” She mutters into my chest.

“What?”

“It doesn’t matter,” She sighs and pulls away.

I smile down at her and she blushes and looks down, before going to climb into bed, she pulls the covers up to her shoulders and lays still. After about ten seconds she sits up, narrowing her eyes at me.

I give her a confused glance.

“Come lay with me,”

 Jimins Pov

 “I can see why, hyung, I can see why he’s mad,” I mutter to Jin, who Is ranting on his bed.

“He cares about her, hyung. And shes hurt because of you,” Tae pipes in, not looking Jin in the eyes.

Tae gets up to leave, and I do the same. Yoongi follows.

“Jungkook loves her, I can tell,” Tae says out of the blue as we go to enter his and Jungkooks bedroom. Yoongi nods, noting how he had overhead Namjoon and  Jungkook talking earlier today.

As we enter the room we see them, Mina laid in bed, sleeping peacefully. Jungkook, cuddling her from behind, face content and also sleeping peacefully.

“If Jin saw this…” Yoongi didn’t have to finish his thought.

Because we all knew what would happen if Jin saw this.

Absolute

Chaos.

[hopefulbangtan]

She’s yours.. - Kim Taehyung (angst)

Masterlist 

Y/N and her boyfriend break up before she can tell him that she’s pregnant. He admitted that he was dared to date her, and her heart breaks. When they run into eachother a few years later, how will he react?

“Y/N! I got a week off from schedule!” Taehyungs happy voice rang into Y/N’s ear through her phone.

“That’s great!” Y/N forced a smile (even though he couldn’t see her)

“Yeah. Look- can I come around to yours tomorrow for a few days? Seokjin hyung’s been really angry at everything lately and I wanna get away.”

“Yeah, sure.” Y/N had to force the words out of her mouth. “Come whatever time- I’m planning on staying in bed most of the day,”

“Back pain bad again?”

Y/N hummed in response. Her and Taehyung then said their goodbyes and the call ended there.

She loves Kim Taehyung, with all her heart. But… she’s been hiding something from him. And its not something easy to hide, well- the problem will only get harder to hide. So, she’s been avoiding him. It wasn’t hard to avoid him, with a big comeback coming up, she’d barely see him two days a month (she used to think it was because of schedules, then she hears that Namjoon had visited his girlfriend twice a week in that 2month period).

Y/N complaining of back pain wasn’t exactly a lie- she did have back pain, but its for a reason she isnt ready to share with him yet.

She’s pregnant.

Y/N, 20 years old, pregnant. The thought is terrifying to her. She can’t bare to visit her mother, knowing that she’s pregnant with a guy’s baby, the guy who she’s been dating for only 6 months. ^ months is a ridiculously short amount of time to be dating someone before you carry their child. But it’s not like they have only loved each other for 6 months, oh no no.

Taehyung and Y/N have been friends since birth, with their parents being best friends and all. And they’ve grown up, remaining best friends (even through the confusion and hormonal stress that puberty brings).

So, late at night, when Y/N is stressing over the fact that she is three months pregnant, she tries to calm her thoughts by repeating to herself ‘I’m not pregnant with a guy I’ve been dating for 6 months, I’m carrying the baby of the man I have loved for 20 years’. But no matter how many times she mutters it to herself, eyes tightly closed, she still wakes up with the same nauseating feeling every morning.

Y/N wears her baggiest pajamas to bed that night, and sleeps fitfully.

_

The crisp winter air slides through the crack in her door as Taehyung enters. He slips through the apartment almost silently until he makes it to Y/N’s bedroom door.

He enters slowly, and he squints as the daylight peeking through the curtain shines directly where he’s stood. He sees Y/N isn’t there. He furrows his eyebrows and then his eyes widen as he heard her throwing up in the bathroom connected to her bedroom. Before he has time to go to her, he hears a flush and then the sink running.

Taehyung slips off his coat, and then his scarf, leaving him In sweatpants and a simple cotton t-shirt. He climbs into the bed and basks In its warmth until Y/N comes in. She looks surprised to see him there, and then she sheepishly puts her hands to the hem of her hoodie.

“You’re sick?” Tae asked, eyebrow raised

“Yeah,” Y/N mumbled

“Come back to bed.”

Y/N climbed into bed, beside Tae. She turned so she wasn’t facing him (not in a rude way, this is just how she sleeps). She shuffles until shes comfortable and then sighs contently at how comfortable her bed is.

Taehyung shuffles so hes spooning her, and then wraps his arm around her waist (Y/N forgets how to breathe for a moment, fear rising that he’ll feel her very slight bump). Thankfully, Taehyung doesn’t feel anything, and he just closes his eyes, ready to sleep.

“Shall I set an alarm?” Y/N asks while she still has the chance (she can feel him slipping into sleep behind her).

“No. let’s just wake up whenever. I could use the rest, and you’re sick so it works out fine.”

Y/N didn’t protest.

_

“Make me some food,” Taehyung complained stubbornly, arms crossed over his chest as he stared at the TV.

“I told you I can’t- I have a hospital appointment to get to. You’ll have to make something yourself. You said the guys were on their way? Can’t one of them make you something? Or make something yourself?” Y/N was getting stressed now.

“Do you know how rare days off are?” Tae stands up and shouts, and Y/N flinches away, stepping back.

The doorbell sounds and Taehyung walks off to answer it. Y/N heads in the same direction so she can leave the apartment, but Taehyung blocks her from getting out of the door.

“Did I say you could leave?” Tae shouts, taking all of the boys off guard. Y/N sighs.

“I have a hospital appointment.” Y/N says through gritted

“Taehyung,” Jimin puts a hand on Taehyungs shoulder

“Fuck off Jimin.” Tae glares at the older. “Y/N what is with you lately? You’re dressing like a fucking slob, in a hoodie all the time.”

Jin goes to tell Taehyung off for being a dick, but Namjoon shakes his head at him, knowing it’ll just end in the elder getting hit.

“I’m going.” Y/N spits out, but before she can go another step Taehyung grabs her arm, stopping her from moving.

“Really? Did I tell you that you could leave? You’ve really been pissing me off lately. Stop being such a bitch,”

“A bitch? You barely message me, you make me do everything, asking me to do stuff all the time! Im like a slave to you. And the past couple of days all you’ve been is rude! Grow up, Taehyung!”

Y/N gets her arm out of his grip and is nearly out of the door when Taehyung shouts out.

“I’ve been meaning to break up with you for a while so this is the perfect opportunity,  go fuck yourself Y/N, we’re over. I only dated you because of a stupid dare! Namjoon bet me 5 dollars if I kept it up for at least 3 months!” Taehyung laughed

Taehyung storms out of the apartment and the boys and Y/N stand there, shocked.  Namjoon looked down guiltily. The rest of the boys also looked down guiltily, all knowing about this all along. Y/N turned to Namjoon, tears falling freely.

“Get out! All of you!”

They left quickly, Jungkook being the last to do so.

“Y/N,” He put his hand on her arm. “I knew but- I thought he loved you. I’m so sorry.”

“Jungkook just go,” Y/N sobbed, hands covering her face.

“Do you need someone to go to the hospital with?”

Y/N shook her head. She looked at the door sternly and Jungkook took that as his queue to leave.

Y/N didn’t make that appointment, she stayed inside, and cried.

And she cried for a while, because she has no-one. Taehyung and the boys were her only true friends; she’d lost her parents a year ago. She was an only child.

_

Y/N was near silent as she sipped her coffee. Her eyes were bright and her and skin practically glowing, but she was having an off day. She had days like these, where the lonliness really hit her. Yeah, she had her little sunshine, but she supposes she’ll always long for someone to hold her. She’s had a few boyfriends since Taehyung, but none of them stuck around for too long. They didn’t like the fact that she had had a child with another man.

“Mummy,” The little girl spoke up. “Please can I go get a napkin? Look! They’re over there!”

“I’ll get one,” Y/N smiled

“Mummy please! I can do it!”

“Okay then, I’ll watch you!”

Slight concern swelled in Y/N’s chest as she saw the little girl walk away. The café is busy, with nearly all of the tables taken.

Her heart leaps out to her little girl. She always asks about her dad, and Y/N tells her about his good side, when he used to wake up at 4am some days to make pancakes and then going to watch the sunrise. She still finds herself ridiculous to think about him so much, they only dated for 6 months, she tells herself she loved him for 20 years (which is nothing but the truth).

Taehyung was the one there, holding her when she cried when she found out that her parents had gotten into a car crash and died. He sat with her all the way through the funeral, holding her hand, and whispering little nothings into her ears, both of their eyes glossy with tears.

Her thoughts are cut short as some guys stand around the table, paying no attention to her, but moving to sit at the table next to hers. She tries to look around them for her daughter, but she can’t see.

She huffs and takes a sip of her coffee, when she looks up, alert eyes are staring into hers, even though the rest of the guys had taken a seat at the table already. She raises an eyebrow, but then, her heart stops for a few seconds, and suddenly she feels sick.

“Y/N?”

“Jungkook,” Her heart ached as she whispered his name, and it was then that she saw 6 other pairs of eyes bearing into her.

Seven guys, all in their twenties, all of them handsome, all of them- familiar faces.

“You look great!” Jungkook said cheerfully and reached out to hug Y/N, and then Jimin stood up gleefully to do the same, as did Jin, Hoseok, and Yoongi.

Y/N’s eyes went over to Taehyung and Namjoon. Taehyung’s cheeks were tinted pink and he was looking off into the distance, near the counter, and Namjoon was looking down at his coffee like it was the most interesting thing in the world, face also tinted pink.

Tae seemed to be looking really intently at something, a grin suddenly breaking out, and he did a little wave to someone.

“Taehyung, don’t wave at random kids. Their parents may not like it.” Yoongi hissed and nudged him, but Taehyung kept waving.

“Ah- isnt she pretty though? She’s coming this way!”

Y/N ignored him and looked over all the other boys, she smiled at how they’d matured in the years that she hadn’t seen them. She had known them since she was fifteen, Taehyung had invited her over to their dorm before they debuted. She’d become friends with them all so quickly.

“Theres two drinks? Oh Y/N are you with someone?” This comment from Seokjin had Taehyung turning to Y/N, and his tough facial expression melted when their eyes met.

“Yeah- oh god. Where is she?” Y/N felt her heart race and she stood up.

Y/N’s eyes scanned the room, and she couldn’t see her- shit.

“Hi! What’s your name?” Y/N looked to Taehyung, who was holding the hand and talking vey intently to her little girl, Y/N froze in shock.

“Y/L/N-Kim Mira!” The little girl said proudly “I have 2 last names because I’m special!”

“Y/L/N?” Taehyung repeated to himself, then turned to Y/N eyes alert.

“Mummy! I’m back!” The little girl called out and went to sit beside Y/N, who looked alert.

Everyone stayed silent, eyes drifting between Y/N and between her daughter. Taehyung swallowed, hard, before speaking up.

“Y/N, you got a boyfriend? And now you have a kid? Congratulations, she’s beautiful, a-and you are too!” Taehyung said, pained

“I don’t have a boyfriend…” Y/N says, becoming breathless.

“Oh did you two break up? This might be a little sudden but we should meet up sometime- for coffee or-“ Taehyung said hopefully, eyes suddenly gleaming

“She’s yours.” Y/N said, and she felt as if she’d been punched in the throat.

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Mr. Asshole (5) - Min Yoongi Angst

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Y/N goes to an all-girls boarding school, so shes confused one day (when she was napping on the grounds) when a random boy accidentally kicked her cup of coffee over her. That guy, is Min Yoongi, and an asshole to her most of the time.

“I don’t want you going home alone, it isn’t safe. You’re only young. What are you, 16? I can’t see shit in here.” The man complained

“I can go home alone fine, how do I know that you’re not going to lead me into a dark alley and take my virginity? Perverttt!” Y/N slurred, half through giggles

The guy mused for a moment before speaking.

“I’m not like that! Just hear me out, I’m gay, okay?” The guy lied. “Look, I just don’t want you going out by yourself because you have a, erm.”

The guy suddenly went red, not that It was visible in the club.

“I have what?” Y/N mused

“You have a good figure okay? A good figure and – er, big” The guy went even redder in embarrassment “Big boobs so you’d be a target to all sorts of perverts!”

Y/N laughed.

After making Y/N drink three bottles of water, the man convinced her to at least sit outside to try and sober her up.

The air is cold as they sit on the low wall, just a couple of blocks away from the club (just incase she tried to run back In to get more alcohol).

“Havent you got anyone I can call to come fetch you? Parents?”

“No.” She replied bluntly, body going rigid.

“I didn’t think I’d spend tonight looking after some teenager who got pissed. I better go to heaven for this. I didn’t even want to go to the club, fucking Park Jimins stupid ideas,” The guy says, staring off into the distance

“Park Jimin? I know a guy called that. Sweet guy, cool arms.” Y/N rambles, still tipsy

And for the first time in good (as much as street lights provide) lighting, they look at each other. Causing both to nearly fall off the wall.

“Mr. Asshole! What a sweet guy! Looking after a pissed teenage girl in need!” Y/N laughs and throws her arm around him, he flinches away.

“Get off me! Call your fucking parents right now.” Yoongi stands up, suddenly burning with rage.

“Yoongi?” Y/N says quietly.

“I’m not going to fucking help you anymore. Do you do this often, little girl? Get pissed and expect people to give you attention and love because you’re hot and rich? I’m not like other lads. I’m leaving. I hate posh dickheads like you and your parents,”

“Don’t leave me!” She shouts out, voice desperate.

Yoongi stops in his tracks.

“Is that why you’re such an asshole sometimes? Because I have money?”

“I’ll take you back up to school.” Yoongi grabs his phone and dials a taxi. He couldn’t trust late taxi drivers if he left Y/N alone with them.

The cab arrives in ten minutes, and they both go in silently. The drive is short and sweet, and Y/N swiftly pays as they get dropped off at the school gates. As Yoongi is about to call a cab for himself, it starts to rain lightly. The rain only gets harder so Y/N grabs his hand and they both run to her dorm.

Luckily, they sneak in quietly, not alerting anyone who might’ve been awake at this hour. Y/N seems sober (the last of the alcohol must’ve worn off in the past hour) as Yoongi and her enter her small bedroom, the light flickering on.

“It’s too late to be going home, plus it’s raining.” Y/N points out “You can stay here. I’ll go sleep in Holly’s room.”

“Thanks,” Yoongi says, tired.

“I don’t have any clothes you can sleep in. And I can’t imagine jeans being comfy to sleep in,”

“Ill sleep in my boxers and shirt. Actually- its your bed so maybe n-“

“Its fine. I don’t mind.”

There’s an awkward tension in the air and Y/N leaves the room to get her pyjamas on. By the time she enters her room again, Yoongi is already asleep in her bed.

Knowing full well that Holly’s door is locked and she doesn’t have a key, Y/N settles in her office chair and closes her eyes, awaiting sleep.

 _

In the morning, Yoongi wakes up first. He hears voices outside the room, talking about breakfast and mathematics. He’s confused when he doesn’t hear the usual deep voice of Namjoon telling him to wake up. Or the soft voice of Jimin telling him that Jin cooked breakfast.

He opens his eyes and looks around, he turns even more confused when he sees he’s not in his own bed, or in his bedroom. Then he closes his eyes and he remembers.

As he’s about to climb out of bed to get changed, he notices a figure asleep in the desk chair, head resting on her knees and dark hair falling around her face.

“Y/N…” Yoongi mumbles to himself.

He pulls out his phone and texts Namjoon – ‘I’ll be home soon, ended up staying at a friend’s house last night’.

When he looks up, he sees Y/N, barely just awake, scanning the room tiredly. Yoongi smiles at her, genuinely, he can’t deny that she’s cute. Yoongi quickly slips on his jeans (they were folded up at the side of the bed) and offers Y/N a hand so she can get out of the chair (he can bet her joints are all cramped up after sleeping like that).

“You should’ve said you couldn’t get into your room-mates bedroom,” Yoongi sighed and Y/N stretched.

“Whatever. Thanks, for last night… Turns out you’re not that much of an asshole afterall,”

Yoongi scoffed at that. Y/N offered to make breakfast, and he couldn’t say no to that. She made them both toast, and they sat In the living room eating it, flipping through the kids channels while they did (all that was on were boring Jeremy Kyle re-runs).

“I better get going,” Yoongi piped up after they’d finished their breakfast.

Y/N insisted on walking him to the bus stop. The midday breeze was chilly, so she was thankful for her coat. It’s starting to get colder now, the summer breeze quickly turning into autumn winds. The two didn’t talk much as they walked down to the bus stop.

“Hello? No-one’s in? Damn I forgot my key. It’s fine, I’ll go for a coffee then wait outside,” Yoongi spoke into his phone, voice tired.

“Starbucks on me? It’ll save you from the lonliness, and we don’t know each other that well,” Y/N suggested, and who was Yoongi to reject that adorable smile?

He scolded himself internally for calling her adorable (he did it anytime he caught himself looking through her facebook profile, or whenever he saw her on the street).

Starbucks was quiet, so when the two entered they managed to get a nice table In the corner. And even though Y/N had insisted on paying, Yoongi had shoved the money in the cashier’s hand before she could stop him, she then tried shoving the money in his hand, which he swiftly dodged away from.

“Tell me,” Yoongi started, taking a sip of his coffee. “Why didn’t you want to go home with your friend last night?”

“She was going home to her family,”

“And that bothers you because?”

“No comment,”

Yoongi chuckled to himself and put down his cup.

“You make me so curious,” he comments, raising an eyebrow.

Y/N scoffs at that, and takes a sip of her own drink, she then insists of Yoongi telling her his story.

“It’s nothing interesting. I just belong to your average middle class family. I’m kind of close to my parents, but I don’t see them often because they’re constantly insisting on me finding a nice girl. I live with my friends at the moment, we’re in a band, you’ve met them before,”

“What do you do in the band?”

“Rapping and producing. Wanna hear?”

And once Yoongi had untangled his earphones, the two enjoyed Yoongi’s music. Y/N especially liked ‘nevermind’.

“What about your family?” Yoongi asked, music still blaring into both of their ears.

“I don’t like to talk about it,” Y/N quickly said.

“Embarrassed by your posh parents? Feel too spoiled?” Yoongi lightly te Y/N rolled her eyes, too tired to start an argument about it. 

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I’ll be your eyes (3) - Kim Taehyung fluff/angst

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Y/N is a lonely 14 year old girl who is blind. She doesn’t have any friends until she gets a new neighbour, Kim Taehyung. Kim Taehyung shows her the world in hi own way. 

Y/N and Taehyung were on the phone for four hours that night, the call ending when Y/N admitted she was nearly falling asleep.

They talked about a lot, but no words were mentioned about Y/N’s ‘illness’ and she was happy for that. Very happy. Her friends in the past only had conversations about her past, and her inability to see. But, Taehyung, he sees through all that.

She goes to sleep feeling as light as a feather, and a smile coaxing her face.

In the morning, Y/n does her usual routine, and sat at the dinner table, waiting for her tutor to arrive. Once the tutor arrives, Y/N’s mind is on anything but the studying.

‘I wonder why Taehyung never mentioned my eyes. Perhaps he thought it was a sensitive subject. That’s actually really sweet of him. I wonder if he was told the full story, he might feel sorry for me. I hope he hasn’t been told the story, I know he’s my first friend in ages, but I don’t really feel comfortable with sharing this stuff just yet.

What if he knows, and he’s going to tell everyone at school? If he does I swear I’m not going to leave the house. I’ve had enough bullying from them school kids.’ Y/N’s mind tracks on, the words her tutor speaking not registering at all.

Once her tutor leaves at 3pm, Y/N sits messing with her phone. She jumps In surprise when it starts to ring in her hand. She answers it quickly.

“Hello?” She says, unsure.

“It’s just me. I wanted to come see you but mum wants me to unpack my room today- so do you just want to talk over the phone?” Tae’s voice called out

“Sure,” Y/N chuckles, she really hadn’t expected to hear from him until the evening.

“I met this guy in my year- he was so tiny ohmygod. He’s like 2 heads shorter than me, but I’m at least 90% sure he’s gay. He seems totally whipped for this boy a year below us- Jungkook. Oh and there’s Hoseok hyung, hes in the year above, he screams… a lot. Not like a casual scream, no. It’s a full on, ear drum splitting yell, he’s a pretty fun guy though.” Tae rambles, and Y/N can pretty much feel his happiness radiating through the phone.

“Screams of excitement?” Y/N laughs

“Yeah. And then he introduced me to Namjoon hyung, he’s really smart so he’s skipped a grade so hes actually 2 years above us. And then theres Yoongi hyung and Jin hyung who are in Namjoons year. Yoongi hyung seems to be quite… monotone? Plus I caught him sleeping at lunch. Jin hyung is really kind, everyone but Yoongi and Namjoon calls him Eomma.”

“I’m glad you’ve managed to create a nice circle of friends,”

“I want you to meet them one day. You must get lonely at home, alone all day.” Taehyung says, voice suddenly sadder.

“Ya! Don’t assume I’m always alone.”

Y/N takes a drink of water, but jumps when she hears a bang in her room.

“You hear that?” Tae laughed over the phone, while Y/N was still recovering. “That was me dropping a box, I think your room is next to mine”

Y/N sighed and laughed as she heard a series of knocks vibrate off of her back wall. She walks over slowly and knocks a couple of times. She hears a low laugh bounce off the walls- the walls must be thin. She laughs hard as she hears Tae shout bad jokes at the wall.

“To the guy who invented the letter zero- thanks for nothing!”

“Tae!” Y/N wheezed out as she doubled over laughing, he’s been making jokes for a good couple minutes now.

“I’ll stop now,” Tae laughs over the phone

“What’s your favourite colour?” Y/N suddenly asked, not that it mattered to her, she doesn’t remember colours.

“Green, dark green. What’s yours?” Tae seemed unfazed by the sudden question.

“Dark green,” Y/N smiled, not even the slightest clue what it looks like.

“Your mum’s nice, she was really kind to me last night,” Tae said, yawning.

“My…mum? She- She doesn’t live here,” Y/N’s voice shook slightly, and she was happy that Taehyung didn’t follow her up on it.

“I saw her yesterday? Uh- Jenny?”

“That’s my dad’s secretary, she comes over sometimes.” Y/N breathes out, laying on her bed.

“Oh. Where does your mum live?” Tae asked, voice so innocent.

“It’s a secret,” Y/N’s heart throbbed as she said this, she wasn’t ready to talk about it to him.

“Oh” Taehyung said, surprised. “Damn- my tea’s ready- talk later?”

“Sure,” Y/N smiled

Y/N put down her phone but stayed laid in bed, she could hear Tae talking to himself. The walls between their houses really are thin, which is strange… all the other walls in the house are really thick- like her dad is in the room opposite hers but even when she has her door open (and his is closed) she can’t hear him no matter how loud he shouts.

She lays for a small while in bed, letting her mind wander on what Taehyung looks like. With a voice that deep and manly, she can imagine him with a manly face and sharp jawline. She wonders if he’s tall, she hasn’t touched him or stood close enough to be able to tell if he’s taller or shorter than her.

He seems childish, fun. A nice to change to her old friends who were quite glum and pessimistic. Y/N may have only known Taehyung for a day, but already she’s feeling better than she has in years, she can see them becoming close.

_ _

The next week passed slowly. With Tae only just moving in, he didn’t visit because of all the unpacking he had to do. He called her everynight though, and they talked about the usual stuff- like his school (and loud friends there), puns, and small stories from Tae’s time in his old town. Their conversations only lasted upto an hour each night, they’d both be way too tired to carry on talking for long.

“Y/N! I’m doing a night shift tonight. I know you don’t like being home alone so I was going to ask Jenny but she’s busy…” Y/N’s dad came and sat next to her on her bed the next Friday night.

“Oh…” Y/N trailed off.

“So- I asked if Taehyung could stay over. He’s a lovely boy, I see him every morning because we both leave at the same time… And his parents are going out tonight so it works out perfectly.” Y/N’s dad said, somewhat cheerfully.

“Taehyung, staying over?” Y/N said to herself, unsure what to think.

“Look, I know it may seem off because you don’t know him, and he’s a teenage boy. But his parents are so lovely, and so is he. But still, if anything happens, you can ring Carol from across the road,” Y/N’s dad started to sound a bit uncertain with himself.

Of course, leaving your blind (and beautiful) 14-year-old daughter, with a 14-year-old boy who you don’t know well is dangerous, anyone could see that. But, Y/N’s dad isn’t at all good with these type of parenting situations.  Once his wife died, he was thrown blindly into this new world of responsibility. And, he has too much trust in the world. Y/N’s mother never would have let her, at a young age, go for walks on her own. Her dad did though.

Y/N’s dad told her that he’d be leaving in an hour, and Taehyung would be arriving at the same time. Y/N excuses herself as she makes her way to the bathroom. Once there, she closes the door and feels her way to the shower, turning the handle that turns it on. She quickly gets undressed and puts her clothes into the wash basket.

Y/N sighs in content as the hot water washes over her. After a few minutes, she feels on the shelf in the shower until she finds the bottle which has ‘shampoo’ written on in braille. She applies it to her hair, washes it off, and then does the same with her conditioner. After ten more minutes in the shower, she steps out and wraps a fluffy towel around her.

She made her way to her tidy bedroom and got changed into black high waisted jeans and a baggy white button up shirt. She dried her hair with her hairdryer then pulled it into a messy bun, feeling around to check that it was secure and that she hadn’t missed any bits. She puts on her socks and then carefully makes her way downstairs.

“I’ll be going now- Tae’ll be over any minute now. I’ve told him not to bother knocking and just to come straight in,” Y/N’s dad said as he wrapped his arms around his daughter.

“Goodbye dad, have fun,” Y/N said cheerily as she heard him close the front door.

Y/N sighed and sat on the sofa, feeling around until she found the remote. She switched on the TV and idly flipped through channels. She wasn’t paying much attention to anything until she felt the sofa dip next to her. Causing her to jump in her seat and swear.

“Jesus fucking Christ, Tae. You scared me.” She instantly recognised his aftershave.

“Sorry,” He said, voice amused.

Y/N chuckled and shook her head, she passed the remote to Taehyung and insisted that he picked what they had on the television. He took the remote with thanks and she could hear him hum to himself as he flicked through channels. She heard the familiar ‘friends’ theme song play, and then heard Tae clap to the song gleefully.

“Yah! You’re supposed to clap at the clappy bit!” Tae complained

“Taehyung, I swear you’re a three-year-old!” Y/N laughed and hit him on the shoulder playfully.

“A sexy three-year-old.” Taehyung teased.

“Oh god. Please don’t use the word ‘sexy’ and ‘three-year-old’ ever again” Y/N cringed

“I didn’t think that through, oh god,” Taehyung cringed at himself.

There were a few seconds of silence before they both burst into laughter, doubling over and clutching their stomachs. Tae fell from the sofa from laughing so much, and Y/N was laid full out on the sofa, face scrunched up and chest aching.

After a good 5 minutes, the laughter died down and the room was left nearly silent (friends was still on, just buzzing in the background). Both of the teens’ breathing was heavy, and Tae had to wipe the tears that had fallen.

“It wasn’t even that funny,” Y/N mused

“My stomach hurts from laughing,” Tae complained

Tae held out his hand for a high five, he remained like that for a few seconds. He then stared at Y/N expectantly. She was staring straight at him, gleeful smile plastered on her face. But to him, even though she was looking at him, he was having a feeling as though she was just staring straight behind him. She excused herself, to go get a drink.

Tae’s smile faltered when he watched her close her eyes.

And then his stomach flipped when she felt around the sofa.

He bit his bottom lip when she felt around the floor with her foot, checking for obstacles.

He felt his chest tighten as she walked to the kitchen, hand tracing on the wall.

His heart beat echoed in his ears as he followed her in there.

His mouth dried as he watched her feel her way to the fridge.

“That poor girl, oh that poor little girl” He’d heard his mother say that to his dad the morning after he’d first met Y/N. He didn’t want to ask what she was on about because she was having a deep conversation with his dad. He just assumed it was a client.

It made sense. How had he been such an idiot?

Tae’s heart dropped and guilt washed over him like a tidal wave.

Without a second thought, he walked over to the girl and enveloped her in a bear hug. She let out a small squeal of surprise but then chuckled and wrapped her arms around Tae. No words were exchanged for a few minutes, the both just stood there completely silent.

The pure guilt he felt was more than enough to make him dizzy. He’s known this girl for just over a week, talked to her every day, and yet he failed to notice that she was fucking b l i n d. He wants to slap himself silly.

“Shall we take your bag upstairs? The guest room is next to mine,” Y/N pulled away from the hug and gave Taehyung a smile.

Taehyung agreed and picked up his bag from where he had left it on the kitchen counter. Now that he realised the truth about Y/N, he kept his eyes glued to her at every moment, cautious. He trailed behind her upstairs, and she felt along the dips of the wall. They passed a white door, and then at the white door after that, Y/N stopped in her tracks.

They entered the monochromic room. The walls, painted black and white. The double bed, black leather, and the bedsheets a dull cream colour. There’s a desk, a wardrobe, and a set of drawers. Tae sets his bag on the bed and lays back.

“Do you want to come to my room to chill? It’s just- I’m more familiar with everything In there…” Y/N said, leaning against the wall.

“Course,”

When they entered Y/N’s room, Tae’s eyes first drifted to Y/N’s bed, where there were 3 different alpaca plushies. One of them a light mocha shade (matching the walls), another that’s white (matching the furniture), and then a dark teal one (the colour of the bedsheets). Tae picked one up, commenting how cute they are.

“So cute~ If I buy one, we can be matching.” Tae commented, sitting down on the bed.

“Are you on about the alpacas? They were a gift from my father’s secretary.” Y/N chuckled.

“The colours go well with your room,” Tae commented, then cringed at himself. “Shit! Sorry that probably sounded insensitive, ‘cause you can’t see colo-“

“Taehyung, its fine! Speak comfortably.” Y/N chuckled and sat in her desk chair.

“Do you want to watch a movie?” Tae asked after glancing at the TV, which was covered in a thin layer of dust. He then cringed at himself because Y/N can’t exactly ‘watch’.

“Frozen! I really want to watch frozen. I listened to the trailer for it once, and I don’t really have anyone to enjoy movies with..” Y/N spoke up excitedly, like a child, but her voice trailed off at the end.

Tae got up and dusted off the TV, and then both of the teens laid on the double bed while Taehyung scrolled through Netflix to look for the film. Once it was on, Taehyung spent the entire movie explaining what was happening (he wasn’t even asked, he just did it).

“The rooms kinda dim. And Anna’s laid on a sofa now, she’s shivering and shaking- Olaf is at the other side of the room. The rooms spacious- and there’s a fire on.” Tae explained and Y/N nodded along smiling.

Once the movie finished, the both chatted on for a small while about the film

“It’s only 6. Want to go for a walk?” Tae suggested, and Y/N couldn’t bring herself to say no to him.

The two put on their shoes, and Tae shyly asks about her cane as they are about to leave the house. Y/N scoffs and closes the door ‘Cane? Never use it’. They both decided to have a stroll around the park. Y/N insisted that she can walk fine without any assistance, that she’s walked to, and around the park dozens of times.

They don’t talk as they walk to the park, just enjoying the tranquillity of the autumn air. Y/N goes to speak, then stops herself, closing her mouth and scrunching up her brows. Taehyung pretended not to notice and the two carried on walking until they reached the park. They don’t talk until they decide to sit down on a bench near the lake in the park. Y/N does it again, closing and opening her mouth, teetering between wanting to say something, and then thinking better of it and staying quiet.  

“What is it?” Taehyung asked, peering at her curiously.

“Nothing, its just- don’t be worried about offending me, okay? Today you’ve just seemed especially troubled about it,” Y/N said, and once she had, her shoulders relaxed.

“Well,” Tae said embarrassed, “I- I didn’t know you were um- blind. I only realised earlier in the kitchen- I’m really, really sorry,”

Y/N stayed silent for a moment and turned to where (she thought) Tae was (she facing too much to the left but Tae didn’t want to humiliate or correct her, so he quietly moved around in his seat so she was facing him). Taehyung then looked down guiltily. Before he could explain himself further, Y/N burst into fits of laughter.

“Oh my god, Taehyung” She breathed out through waves of laughter. “That’s so funny. You’re so oblivious, like a three-year-old,”

“I thought you were mad,” Taehyung breathed out in relief

“Well, I take it as a compliment. Just goes to show that I can look normal, not some blind freak,” Y/N said, laughter finally died off. “I hope you don’t think any ill of me because of it,”

Y/N was suddenly paler as she realised, when they talked to comfortably to each other over the phone, it was because he thought she was normal, and now he knows, he’s just sticking to her because of guilt. Y/N suddenly feels like she’s going to be sick.

“Ya!” He calls out, offended. “Don’t call yourself that! Because you’re blind doesn’t make you any less of a person.”

Y/N feels tears springing to her eyes, and then Tae wraps his arm around her shoulders, pulling her closer to his side.

Tae didn’t know what else to do. He couldn’t believe how Y/N saw herself.  The words ‘blind freak’ stuck to him. And it pained him to think that she was worried of him leaving her because of her disability. How had she been treat in the past to allow her to think like this? It made Taehyung mad.

He then started to question himself- ‘why am I caring so much about someone Ive known a week?’

But then Y/N smiles and its as bright as the sun, and he knows exactly why.

Next chapter out soon!

[hopefulbangtan]

Unwanted (9) - Rap Monster Angst

Unwanted - Masterlist (link to all chapters)

After a bad break up with his girlfriend, Namjoon refuses to accept the fact that he has a daughter. But, the time comes where he has no choice but to look after her. 

“Mummy’s coming home today yeahhh!” Yoongi laughed and threw Boram In the air, the little girl giggling.

“Not until tonight though! So we have plenty of time before we should start preparing stuff!” Jin shouted from the kitchen.

Everyone seemed lively, Y/N was coming home! There was one elephant in the room though, Namjoon, he was jittering a bit- not from happiness, from nerves. Jin tried to calm him by making him tea, rubbing his back, and telling him that everything would be okay.

He hasn’t really properly talked to Y/N since she was hospitalised. He’s seen her once each week, when all the boys visited, but he didn’t talk much. She smiled at him though, and it made his chest tighten when she did.

He’d also been thinking… a lot. He regrets a lot too.

He wishes he’d have stayed with Y/N, he wishes he wouldn’t have cheated. Because of his stupid mistakes, he lost the best thing that ever happened to him.

He needs to talk to Y/N, he’s decided that he wants a chance, a chance to show that he can be a father to Boram. He’s willing to accept that Y/N may need time to think about it, but when she arrives, if he can show how good he can be… he may just be allowed.

If she says no, there’s nothing he can do. He knows he can’t expect to be allowed, especially after everything.

His mind is a mess, and there’s only one person he can think to share his fears with.

“Yoongi,” He goes up behind his hyung and taps his shoulder. He turns towards him and raises a brow. “Can we talk?”

The two go into the office (where Namjoon has been sleeping) and Yoongi sits at the desk whereas Namjoon takes a seat on the sofa.

“I want to… be a dad to Boram,”

No reaction. Yoongi stays poker-faced.

“I don’t think Y/N would allow me to. And I understand why,” Namjoon continues

Namjoons chest tightens, he knows Yoongi hates him, but he was really hoping for some advice.

“Being with her, being with all of you, and you’re all so close to her. I want that. I want her to have a father,”

Yoongi leaned back in the chair and put his hands in his hoodie pocket.

“Y/N must hate me.”

“I’ll talk to her.” Yoongi said, standing up. “I can tell it’s been eating you up.”

“It has,”

“If you’re serious about this, and you’re not going to quit after two weeks, I’ll help.”

“I promise I’m serious.”

“Very well then.”

Yoongi started to leave, opening the door. But before he fully left, he said one last thing.

 “If you fuck up, or hurt either of them in any way. Bangtan will be down to six members,”

 _

 Yoongi grinned widely, his eyes disappearing as he waltzed into the house. He’d opted for carrying Y/N in instead of helping her walk, bridal style.

He tried to stay quiet as he entered, then opted for running around the house, until they got to the living room, where everyone was sat In the living room waiting.

“GROUP HUG!” Taehyung shouted out, and within seconds, everyone was around Y/N and Yoongi, even Namjoon (Jin had dragged him into it).

Y/N giggled and when everyone dispersed, she sat on the sofa, leaning on Jin’s shoulder, and Boram sat in her lap. They all watch a movie, and ten minutes in, Yoongi and Jimin disappear, and then Boram runs after them. A few minutes later, the three come in, holding a piped pink cake, the words ‘happy recovery!” messily written onto it with white icing. They all enjoyed eating it.

“It’s really good! I didn’t know any of you but Jin could bake,” Y/N laughed when Jin had told her he’d only helped with the frosting.

“We didn’t either,” Jimin laughed, trying to lean his head on Jungkook (who swiftly moved away).

“It must be a hidden talent of mine,” Namjoon laughed nervously

“That doesn’t mean I’m letting you step into my kitchen at home,” Jin butted in.

“You made this? Well done Namjoon!” Y/N laughed.

“Namjoon’s been really helpful since you were hospitalised, he’s been really good with Boram aswell,” Yoongi piped up casually, getting in a good word for Namjoon.

None of the members expected that, for Yoongi to defend Namjoon. Namjoon smiled gratefully and nodded. They all continued to watch the movie. Yoongi now sat next to Y/N, she moved to swipe away a piece of his hair that had been hanging over his cheek the entire night.

“Yoongi! What happened?�� Y/N delicately touched the scar that was sat on Yoongi’s right cheek.

“Fell over,” He chuckled somewhat sheepishly. “It’s really not as bad as it looks, Y/N.”

Y/N touched it sadly and sighed, opting for leaning on him. When Namjoon took Boram up to bed, Yoongi decided this was time to talk to her. He didn’t say much, he just explained that Namjoon’s ‘torn’ and he really want to ‘be a father to Boram’. Y/N listens with knitted eyebrows and sighs.

“I don’t know Yoongi, I don’t want her to get hurt.” Y/N breathed out, biting her lip afterward.

“I don’t either- but I really think he’s serious. I can read him well. If he ever did hurt her, or you. I’d leave the band without a second thought, honestly.” He admitted

“Yoongi! No! I wouldn’t allow that- all of your dreams, all of your hard work!”

“I’d debut as a solo artist. You and Boram are more important to me than the band,”

The other guys were In shock at this revelation, Yoongi would actually leave the band for Y/N’s and Boram’s sake. When Namjoon came back downstairs, Yoongi went to make tea for everyone, and Y/N invited Namjoon to sit beside her (he did so, heisitantly). Once he was sat down, she laid across the sofa and put her head in his lap.

This, was unexpected to everyone.

‘If Yoongi is sure enough that Namjoon will be good to her, who am I to tell him he’s wrong?’ Y/N thought as she slipped into sleep that night.

[hopefulbangtan]

Mr Asshole (6) - Min Yoongi Angst

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Y/N goes to an all-girls boarding school, so she’s confused one day (when she was napping on the grounds) when a random boy accidentally kicked her cup of coffee over her. That guy, is Min Yoongi, and an asshole to her most of the time. 

“I better be off then, see you whenever,” Yoongi said as he walked off, waving.

Y/N pulled her coat tighter around herself and walked back up to school, her and Yoongi hadn’t talked about much in the café, they only really talked about Yoongi’s plans for his future. He wanted to become a producer and rapper, and from what she’s heard, he’s pretty good. He may be an asshole sometimes, but she has got to admit he was cute when he was talking about producing, his eyes lit up and he couldn’t hold back his gummy smile.

When Y/N got back to school, the sky was already darkening, she had decided to walk the long way back, opting to get some well needed fresh air. She went straight upto the dorm, and was surprised to see a guilty looking Holly sat on her bed.

“I got scared that you didn’t make it home last night, but then one of the girls said they saw you making breakfast this morning,” Holly chuckled nervously and played with her hands.

“Sorry, I shouldn’t have snapped last night at you. I’m just under some pressure at the minute,” Y/N looked down as she spoke, kicking off her boots.

“I should be the one apologising. I was mean. Namjoon was really worried last night, but then I just ended up telling him that you probably got a ride home with some school friends that were there,”

“I see,” Y/N went and sat at her desk, closing her eyes once she was comfortable. “Did you go back to Namjoons or your parents?”

“My parents, and Namjoon stayed the night there too. And then we went back to his flat this morning to get breakfast, he has this really cute friend and I got his number,” Holly chuckled. “Aw shucks, stop being quiet and give me a cuddle!”

Y/N laughed as she was dragged onto the bed and attacked with a bear hug.

“Now come on, who was that guy who you were chatting up last night?” Holly teased and Y/N groaned.

_

Mr. Asshole set Y/N’s nick name to ‘deaded?’

Mr. Asshole: I haven’t seen you in a while. We usually end up running into each other at town :/ You’re not dead are you?

Deaded?: I’ve had exams.

Mr. Asshole: bet u failed

Deaded?: :)))))))

Mr. Asshole: what does that face mean

Deaded?: :)))))))))))))))))

Mr. Asshole: stop

_

“Namjoon’s coming over tonight. He’s had an argument with one of his roommates,” Holly sighs, shaking her head. “Apparently the guy wanted this song either his way or no way.”

Y/N nodded as she laid still in her heap of blankets. She’s not been good the past couple of days, her minds a mess. Holly and her both know it’s her depression getting the best of her but Y/N feels like she’s dying, even though there’s nothing physically wrong with her.

Her depression has steadily been getting worse, aswell as her anxiety (the thoughts of her dad getting out of prison make her blood run cold). She doesn’t know what to do, what she needs, who she needs.

She passed all of her exams with flying colours, getting top score every time, but nothing could put a genuine smile on her face, ones that make your cheeks sore and your eyes disappear. She hasn’t smiled properly in a good few weeks.

Yoongi messaged her once, two weeks ago. And since he hasn’t replied to a single one of her messages. She swears at herself, tells herself that he isn’t worth it, that she should just forget about him, all he does 80% of the time is make her upset.

When she hears the front door open, and hears Namjoon enter, she doesn’t make any attempt to move. She hears him go ‘Where’s Y/N?’ and Holly swiftly replied ‘Her room, she hasn’t left it in a week now,’ followed by Namjoon’s ‘What? Is she okay?’. Holly didn’t reply to that, but Y/N can imagine he sighing and shaking her head.

Y/N turned in bed, so she was facing the door. She wishes, more than anything, that she just had her mum here, to run her hands through her hair, tell her everything is okay. She wants to wake up, for everything to have been a dream. Yeah, she’ll wake up and her mum will be there, holding her hand. She’ll reassure her, tell her it was all just a dream, a nasty nasty dream.

But no.

She won’t wake up, because she isn’t having a nightmare, she is living the nightmare. Her mums dead and she can’t bring her back.

Y/N slips into sleep as nasty thoughts crowd her head.

She’ll never forget it, the day she decided to take the hour bus ride to her parent’s house without warning them. She was so enthusiastic to go see them and show them how she got first in her classes (again).

But, she set off 2 hours later than expected, she decided that she’d go for a meal first (so her mother wouldn’t have to cook) and she ate a lot, to celebrate the months of hard work she’d put into getting this far.

She ran once she got off the bus, giddy. She reached the front porch, and walked straight in.

Screams.

Screams of agony mixed with screams of rage.

She ran into the house, heart racing. Once she reached the living room she saw it, her dad, knife in hand (blood dripping from it). His face was so angry, eyebrows knitted and face red.

And then she saw her mother, teary eyed, looking fearful. There was a patch of red on her shirt, at her stomach. Her mum was begging, begging for what? Y/N felt too dizzy to comprehend the words. Two words did eventually register though.

“Y/N! RUN!”

She did it, she bolted out of the house, and she heard her dad trip over furniture as he chased after her. Y/N screamed as she ran into the street, and her dad caught her in his arms, and her screams were muffled when he scratched the knife across her back (she still has the scar now).

When police cars were heard, Y/N’s dad ran. He ran away from the house, from Y/N. Although the pain in her back was unbearable, Y/N found the strength to run into the house to her mother’s side. She looked lifeless, sitting there on the floor, In a pool of her own blood.

“Mom! I’m so sorry. I should’ve come sooner, I should’ve…”

“Its okay sweetie. I love you so much, remember that.” Her mothers voice was fading.

“Mom, don’t go, you can’t go!” Y/N sobbed

“Stay up to date with your studies and homework, but make sure you have plenty of time to relax, give yourself nice breaks. Find yourself a nice boyfriend, or girlfriend,” Her mom chuckled to herself at that. “Look both ways when you cross, make doctor appointments when you need them, don’t wait and ‘see how you feel later’. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day, never forget to have it.”

As she spoke, her voice became more drained, and her eyes kept fluttering shut, before she forced them wide open again.

“Don’t eat fish, you’re allergic and can get really sick. Y/N, just stay safe. For me, for your mother. I love you,”

“I love you too,” Y/N choked out through tears.

That was the last time she ever saw her mother smile. After she said those words, her mothers eyes closed and her shallow breathing stopped.

Y/N screamed, the loudest she ever has.

_

“Y/N! It’s okay, you’re okay,” Namjoon was shaking her awake, face full of worry.

Him and Holly had gone in to check on her, she was twisting and turning in bed, broken out into a cold sweat. Her breathing, uneven. When she screamed, Namjoon and Holly lunged towards her, trying to wake her up shouting ‘It’s just a dream!’ and ‘It’s okay, you’re okay!’.

Y/N woke up with a start, sitting up. She instinctively brought her hands to her face and her deep breathing was loud and shaky.

“Y/N…” Holly put her hand on her best friend’s shoulder

“Can I… Please. Please can I…Space.” Y/N couldn’t get her words out, but Holly understood.

“We’ll leave you to calm down, and get you some water,” Holly said

She dragged Namjoon out with her.

“What sort of nightmare leaves you like that? Are you sure she’s okay? We shouldn’t have left her,” Namjoon worries

“Namjoon, whenever she has a nightmare like that she needs her space. She has nightmares like this sometimes. Well, they’re not nightmares… more like flashbacks. Look, Namjoon, now isn’t the time.”

Namjoon stared at his sister with confused eyes and a heavy heart.

[bangtan-sonyeonddaeng]

Okay two of my favorite yoonmin fics is one called the boy in the music box by maia_archives and conflicting arrangements by pretty boy killer

My favorite taekook with also some Jikook and vmin in it as well is house of cards by orphan_account. It’s a mafia au and I’ve read it an unhealthy amount of times lol I love it. Lots of violence and smut and drug use and ah pretty much everything else you’d expect from a mafia au just warning ⚠️

Don’t think don’t speak just smile for me by Ragi is an amazing jikook fic 🥺

Don’t talk to the neighbors by hopefulbangtan is such a cute fic with a mute reader x yoongi pairing

Love somebody by exfatamorgana is a really good soulmate au with taehyung x reader

And close to Normal by taeheyhey is another good taehyung x reader fic

Aaand that’s all I got for now :3

For the fanfic recommendations. I dont really mind if its a member x reader ones of member ships. (Anything triggering that you might want me to avoid in my suggestions) again i don't really mind. What ever fanfics u like to read :) btw i LOVE ANIME TOO :)) thanks ♡

I swear I’m gonna answer this I’m just going through my ao3 account looking for my favs I have saved 😆