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[wildpeachfarm]

Hi, Moku!

It’s been awhile, and firstly, I just want to say I hope you’re good.

Secondly, I just needed to process this with someone. As I’m sure everyone has been well aware, Liam Payne died yesterday. All my love and support go to his family, friends and the rest of the boys right now. I was at work when I first saw the news, so I didn’t really have a chance to process and digest the news. I’m home now and sat on my bed crying for the past ten minutes, hopped in the shower, turned 1D on my speaker, and cried some more in the shower.

Now that I’ve digested the news, I have some thoughts to share. To everyone feeling conflicted about mourning his death after all the information came out about him being an abuser, I just want to say: I was 12 years old when I was introduced to One Direction-in sixth grade. They were my first concert, and one of the only things that got me through my formative years. I am 11 days away from my 25th birthday, and although I don’t support the person he became, I’m still mourning. Cause a piece of my childhood died yesterday; a piece that made life easier for me and I hold onto fondly. My point is this: you can mourn the memories and the person you were introduced to while also acknowledging he wasn’t a good person. There is no way 12 year old me could have known any of this, and for that reason, I’m allowing myself to cry.

Secondly, as I’ve previously mentioned, I’m a week and a half away from my 25th birthday. Halfway through my twenties; the age where people( at least those around me) say your childhood starts to disappear. And after yesterday, it’s really sunk in. It was a friend in high school that I lost, then the world lost Cameron Boyce (rip) a few years ago; now, Liam Payne. All of these aforementioned individuals shaped my formative years. I hold onto them as tightly as I can, all things considering. But, this close to my birthday, it’s made me realize, that part of me will never be back. I really am losing some of the best parts of the hardest time of my life. And that sucks. And for that, I mourn this loss.

Lastly, when One Direction broke up, it felt a little like my world as I knew it was ending. A part of my heart broke (though it may sound dramatic, it’s true. You associate many happy memories with something, losing it feels like heartbreak); everyone started talking about a potential reunion years from now. After all, Backstreet Boys got one; N’Sync got one. The Jonas Brothers got one, as did Big Time Rush. One Direction should have been next. The boys were all pursuing solo endeavors and I supported them all through those, even though I wished for a reunion. My older cousins, my mom all got to see their favorite bands reunite; and I was hoping that opportunity would arise for me, too. I mourn that loss, as well.

To conclude, to all those in shock right now and struggling to process this news, struggling with conflicting feelings, I want you to know I’m right here with you. A person who was part of one of the best years of my life died, and those years died with him. I’ll still look back super fondly on those years, but there will also be this ache of what could have been in my heart. And I’m not sure that will go away. I’m right here, and I’m supporting us all through this. Again, my love goes to his son, parents, siblings, friends, girlfriend, and the boys. If I’m feeling this much pain, I can only imagine how much hurt they’re experiencing.

I appreciate you reading this Moku, and hopefully I’ve helped you or someone else process this.

Enjoy the rest of your day, please!

💙

Always a lovely read, Lex!

[gods-perfect-idiots]

was overcome with the urge to draw "wade tenderly caressing logan's face while he's Feeling Big Angsty Stuff" and then the parallel urge to do a follow-up of "logan kissing wade's hand/holding onto him for dear life"

(anyway hope you like it - I have been looking at this for too long and so of course I hate it now 🫠 art is hard guys lol)

some details below the cut because I am happy with some small aspects - still really enjoying the painting part of doing Wade's scars for example (thanks again @woof-verine for that inspo it is just baked into my psyche now, and also for being a forever enjoyer of pointy ears Logan - sorry couldn't quite get the fangs in this time but they are there trust me!!)

ps. was listening to She Calls Me Back by Noah Kahan for this one. idk it just hits for me in my poolverine-addled state lol

[noxious-fennec]

Hands are too shaky these days

[wayfayrr]

I’LL THROW HANDS WITH ANY OF YOUR EXES THAT MADE YOU FEEL LIKE LESS, YOU ABSOLUTELY ARE LOVABLE, NEVER LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE MOSS <3

But also had me clutching my phone to my chest with the luck part 😭 you’re so sweet I’m sending so much love through the internet <33

I know I already made a request (which again, take as long as you need, I am more than happy to wait however long <3) but I’m so serious when I say that I need to request something sweet with self aware asexual Sky, specifically him cuddling with reader, just lying his head on their chest as they rest their cheek against his head while like, maybe they play a lil cozy game; Stardew or something- whether they are playing that game together, or Sky is just watching reader while they play, I have no preference, I just need wholesome fluff <333

~🍀 anon

I'm pretty much over it now!! made me feel like shit but eh - I'm so happy to be separate from them now :P they were a real piece of shit ngl but they don't matter anymore!

I couldn't help myself!! what can I say, it was just so tempting to refer to luck in some way - I mean your emoji is a four-leaf clover!!/aff

I did choose to do this request first cause it felt fitting for pride month (I say posting this within the last 10 minutes) but I also realised there's no way to make something noticeably ace without announcing it - so this just comes across more as soft cuddles <3 but I still think it's sweet

[masterlist]

He’s much warmer than I thought he’d be, considering he hasn’t had a pulse, or blood, or a body for very long at all, only about a week as of now. Yet he’s already mostly a natural with it, only needing a gentle reminder every now and then to breathe compared to when he was freshly - fresher out of the game and needed a nudge every couple of minutes to remember. 

It’s perfect for times like this though, just the two of us lying together taking the time to be in each other's presence and it’s hardly surprising that he’s stuck to me like glue knowing what he’s been through. I can’t help but become more enamoured with him through it all as well, while he’s not entirely like how I imagined his character would’ve been like if this kind of thing happened, if anything I’d say… he’s better. Cuddly, soft and sleepy like you’d assume from how he’s shown in-game but also just so, so much sweeter and sassier than he was shown. It’s charming. 

“You forgot to water the pumpkins my dove.”

“I didn’t but thank you for the reminder sweetheart.”

It feels comfortable calling him that now, It wasn’t immediately and he respected that, now I really couldn’t help falling for him. Right now I can feel myself slipping and falling in love with him more and more, he knows what he’s doing I’m sure of it but despite knowing that it’s impossible to stop myself. The smallest things like how he intertwined his fingers around mine while I hold the switch, resting his head on my chest. Even how his hair rustles on my chest with how he’s laying on top of me is downright addictive, driving me deeper and deeper into his spell. 

“[name], [name] love you still haven’t watered the pumpkins.”

“I’m walking over to them, I know you can see our farmer moving.” 

“Mhm, but I know you aren’t focused on the game.”

“How can I be when you’re acting like this?”

“Acting like what love?”

Where do I begin to describe how he’s been acting? That he’s been extra soft tonight? That he’s been even more gentle than usual with how he’s holding my hands and resting on me? That he’s stolen the softest clothes I own to wear right now? That since he’s started washing his hair with my conditioner his hair is so silky and fluffy and good melling that I just want to bury my face in- He knows exactly what I’m struggling to say out loud, his little giggle spelling it out instantly. 

“Acting like your partner?”

“...”

“Acting like your boyfriend?”

“...Wouldn’t any way you act be acting like my boyfriend?”

“I-!”

Never in my life would I have thought something like that would slip from my mouth that easily, making him stop breathing. And for once? It makes me forget to remind him to too.

[other-floret-friend]

💜

XOXO, 🐝

❤️

XOXO, 🐮

[eastofedean]

I have been going through terrible mood swings the last couple of weeks. It's been the worst episode I had since I stopped drinking a year ago. It's been on and off, and I've been surviving on autopilot on most days, trying to find comfort in anger and numbness, which isn't healthy at all.

I haven't been dealing well with it, which is quite obvious, I'm afraid. But today (and this is a very cautious but) is the first day I've been feeling more balanced. Which is why I wanted to talk about it and thank everyone who is still around. I know I don't have to do this, and I'm not sure if anyone cares about it, but I think about the anons and the incredibly kind messages I get from time to time and I know I've been mean and kinda cruel. There is obviously no excuse for it, but I don't want people to think that I don't care or that I don't like them. Of course I do. No matter if we've talked before or not. I care about you guys, and I want you to be well. Life is so fucking short and none of us know how their lives are gonna end, but we're here now and I don't want to spend my time on this earth being cruel and heartless, that's not who I am and definitely not who I want to be. I'm not good when it comes to being alone, which might be very obvious as well. But I've been around my family the last couple of days, I've seen the apples on my mother's apple trees grow. We baked apple pie, and I ate my first strawberries this year. Today, I watched the sunset. I saw some deer, and I took care of my mom's horses. I am not easy, I know that and I'm not sure how long I'll get until my brain is fucking with me again, sometimes it can take months, but someone once helped me to understand that we can't predict the future and it's important to live life day by day. I'm trying this whole thing. It's a slow thing and a lot of work, but I do want to try it.

Again, I'm not sure who or if someone is reading this at all, but if you do, I care about you. I am glad you are around, and I hope that your life is kind to you. Thank you for existing.

[causenessus]

do you have any hq comfort fics ? sorry for bothering (๑•́ -•̀)

don't apologize lovie!! you're all good <3 you're not a bother at all! i'm sorry i'm answering this so late </3 and i just recently started trying to tag comfort fics/posts (for me) under a collective tag (ness' first aid kit <3) so unfortunately i haven't kept track of all my comfort reads but here's a little list!!

really anything by @afyrian is super comforting for me, they just have such a nice and gentle way of describing and writing things if that makes sense. it's very calming for my brain and my bisque beau (osamu) especially is such a sweet read <3

the raven's eye (various, so far there's parts for iwa, noya, and suna) by @guitarstringed-scars is also very comforting for my brain, it's just such a well developed fic and the writing also feels very mellow and soft to me that i really enjoy it <3

and here are some actual hurt/comfort type fics you may enjoy!!

all shades of blue (hinata) by @mollyrolls is at the TOP of this list omgwibgkve very very comforting especially for overthinking moments <3 and just having someone speak to you softly about how loved you are and how you're good as you are <3 would HIGHLY HIGHLY RECOMMEND EVERYONE TO READ THIS ONE IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY!!!

ways to live (iwa) by @/eggyrocks was also very comforting (not tagging them bc i think they wanted to move on from this fic </3 i hope i'm not assuming anything though) for me because it was very relatable, but definitely check out the content warnings!

in his arms (suna) by @cnnmairoll was a super sweet little suna fic that i go back to a lot <33

[iniziare]

Silence had enraptured the chamber, broken only by the faint rustle of paper— a report left half-read resting between her fingers. It was hardly long, before she allowed her gaze to rise, and trace the lines of a face carved by years of vigilance, etched with the quiet resolve of a man who had weathered storms too numerous to count. "I fear I've never given you the credit you're owed, General," had drawn itself from her lips thereafter, each word deliberate, and ever careful in its delivery, as if she were stitching something delicate into the air amidst them. "The years have brought their share of trials to Jinzhou, yet I've always known they would pass. Not because the threats were less than they seemed, but because you stood at the heart of them, unyielding."

She drifted toward the window then, where dusk's soft glow painted the city below in all shades of amber hues. "And so Jinhsi was allowed to grow unburdened, to find her footing without the shadow of war trailing her steps. That freedom— the chance to stumble and rise again without fear— exists only because you bore the weight that I could not yet allow her to carry.” And then, a flicker of lightness would come to curve her lips, a gaiety to soften the sharp edge of her confession; a note of playful chastisement threading through: "And here I've been, benefiting from your efforts all this time without a word of gratitude. How unseemly of me, wouldn't you say?"

Starter call: Changli. // @caemthe (Jiyan)

[bromcommie]

I’m doing a Captain America double feature To Cope and you know the thing about movies is sometimes they should have Stanley Tucci and Tommy Lee Jones in them for no particular reason.

God, man, just saw this now but I really hope the Coping held up because, well. Fuck, I'm sorry.

Anyway yes you are so very correct, those guys are a guaranteed mood booster. We deserved five more scenes just of them, tbh. (But also now I need the rest of the double feature commentary??👀👀)

[kitkatpancakestack]

It’s a perfect post!

I want everyone to know I remember making this post bc I was running on two hours of sleep and drunk off hard cider at 8AM and I said to my roommate "Eddie Diaz Squirtle Squad Leader" and she was like "that's a Tumblr post innit" and I was like "so true fam" and so I hit send post.

[giggly-squiggily]

Here’s a random question for you on this Monday afternoon - which character(s) do you think can sing really well? Whether through natural talent or tons of practice? 🤔

Hope you’re having a good beginning of the week! 😊❤️

Hehe, yes! A question for Monday afternoon- totally didn't forget to answer this until Saturday, nope! Not at all...👀🤣

Nah but seriously- I've gotcha friend! :D This is a fabulous question AHH!

Right off the bat- RIGHT OFF THE BAT: Chuuya. He's got an amazing voice and a wide range of musical taste, so if you're lucky and catch him in the act, you'll be treated to a mini performance! Dazai will sometimes sit by and listen in, just out of sight so Chuuya doesn't stop. He might not know many of the songs he's singing, but my god does he love it!

Also: Zenitsu! I've said this before, but the electric blonde has a really good singing voice! Just like his skills with the Shamisen and Koto- his hearing allows him to make sure he's pitch perfect. Also; he's just got a really nice voice, you know? When he's not screaming and freaking out; it's incredibly soothing to hear!

Joe from Sk8? He loves to sing while cooking! He mainly sings in Italian for the vibes (and to wow the pants off the kids- they didn't know he could sing- let alone in a different language!). He also knows those incredibly romantic love songs he saves especially for Cherry when they're alone; it's one of the few things that'll fluster him and Joe is living for it!

Gordon can sing opera. No I will not elaborate.

...okay fine akljrekarjkejkrj I think he mainly picked it up cause he tends to mumble so much? Opera requires you to really bring it, so he figured if he learned to do so, he'd have an easier time speaking a bit louder. The results?...He still mumbles TwT' But now there's the added effect of him singing opera while in the bath and everyone assuming the Bull's base is haunted kjarjkekjrakjejk (I love Gordon so much akrjajerje)

Yor is a good singer- she sang lullabies to Yuri all the time when they were kids and things were difficult; and she sings them to Anya whenever she's having a bad dream and needs comfort. Loid sometimes will listen in whenever she sings to Anya cause it reminds him of his mom doing the same thing years ago.

Finally, cause it's me and I wanna yell about Blue Lock- I think Nagi is a surprisingly good singer? He's one of those people who have tons of hidden talents, you know? Maybe one day he hears Chigiri singing something under his breath (credit to you friend for the hc that Chigiri can sing :3) and joins in cause he recognizes the tune- it's likely from an anime they both watched at some point. Now the redhead's all: ??? Cause he didn't know Nagi could sing and Nagi's all "Why'd you stop?" cause he was starting to get into it kjarjkekjrjkaejrk

There's so many more, but I'd end up writing a whole novel of characters I think could sing if I didn't stop here ajejrarjajkrjk

Honorable mentions go to:

Akutagawa (BSD): He plays the piano as well!; Mikasa (AOT): She doesn't sing all that much, but if she did it'd be the prettiest sound ever!; Mitsuya (Tokyo Revengers): The man has pipes! If you catch him in the Home Etc. room after school working on the Toman Jackets, you'll find out he's got one heck of a singing voice!; Finral (Black Clover): Him and Vanessa can sing- sometimes they do little duets!

Thanks for asking!

[tea-and-secrets]

my friend tried to kill himself the other day and i feel partly responsible

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[where-are-the-spooky-gays-2]

uGh depression hit me like a train hitting a school bus-

My phone died before I could send my original idea✨️

>Start of clip< (setting Jail)

Oi listen here you motherfucker-

No

I-

Wait...didn't you send your mom to a mental hospital...?

Shut up...ima kill you

pLeAsE

>End of clip<

-eheheh Alex at 4:11am in da fucking morning

Oh my god... D A M I O N is one of Ash's kids!!!

[owlyflufff]

If bokuaka went on a date to one of these following places, where would the most chaos be caused?:

-An exotic animal petting zoo (eg ostriches and crocodiles)

-A waterpark that's only open from 10pm to four am

-a restaurant that is slightly too posh to behave at because everyone sounds really funny

Anon, may I just tell you how galaxy your brain is because all of these are so good and a perfect avenue for bokuaka to ensue chaos xD!

However, allow me to do you one better, they do all three of these in a single day (or two since the waterpark opens till 4 am)

It goes like this: exotic animal petting zoo, the restaurant for dinner and cap it off with the waterpark.

The first stop is the zoo and not even a moment in, Bokuto got all of the tour guide maps EXCEPT for the one they actually need and can read which is in Japanese. Akaashi admittedly had a bit of an itinerary, in his mind at least, however whatever plans he had are very much trampled by the way Bokuto just runs across the zoo and the "chase after Bokuto" Olympics has begun.

The two of them decide to go to the tiger section for now. Akaashi has to reprimand Bokuto from trying to reach out his bare arm towards the tigers because Fukurodani certainly still needs their fully functional spiker in one piece. For the sillies, Bokuto snaps a picture with the tiger, sends it to Kuroo with the caption "Nekoma could never :P", get it? Cause tigers are also cat-

They go to visit the other animals and though Bokuto had stopped trying to reach out his arm, there comes another hurdle, him attempting to feed the animals. Akaashi throws deadpan comment after another telling Bokuto clearly not to feed the animals to which:

"But Akaashi! Look at these alpacas, they're so cute, how can you not want to give them food?!"

There are certain animals to which are allowed to be fed fortunately, Bokuto takes Akaashi's hands that have food and lead them to the animals, swearing it was his lucky day when he saw a glimpse of Akaashi's fond smile as he fed said animals.

If you think going around the areas with the animals was chaotic, no, for the #1 enemy is actually the gift shop. Without a doubt, Bokuto is already scanning through the various knick knacks and goodies the store has to offer. He's in a genuine problem in choosing what item to purchase until Akaashi walks up to him, holding a pair of keychains with animal puns on it and simply says:

"For us, so that we can match."

Bokuto has never ran faster to the cash register.

The last animal was the one that they had been looking forward to the most: owls. Much to Akaashi surprise, Bokuto was afraid to reach out and give them a pat on the head.

"What if it doesn't like me Akaashi? Does that mean I'm going to get kicked out by the scho-"

"Bokuto-san, being rejected by an owl isn't going to get you kicked out." Though amidst his attempts to lighten Bokuto's mood, he can sense in the very least Bokuto didn't want to sully his first interaction with an owl so Akaashi ever so gently takes Bokuto's hands in his own and together they reach for the owl. It tilts it's head for a moment before gently bumping against Bokuto's hand.

Bokuto let's out a big :D face to Akaashi to which Akaashi gives a silent thumbs up in response.

At the end of their first location for their date, Akaashi had to stop Bokuto from attempting to steal a bunny from the zoo (although in the very least he will admit it was cute-)

"AGHASHEEE!!! That was so much fun! The owl liked me right? It kept nudging it's cute little head on my hand." Bokuto exclaims as they take a moment to sit and unwind on a bench nearby.

"It seemed rather fond of you Bokuto-san."

"Right?! I got to meet an owl for the first time, I'm just glad none of the animals hated me-"

"Whose to say some staff members at the zoo won't hate you after you attempted to enter the gate with all the lions-"

"Akaashi! I just wanted to see if the Lion King was real."

To his side Bokuto had never grown fonder to hear the gentle bubbles of laughter spilling from Akaashi's lips.

"Well, admittedly, I'm not surprised that all the animals took a liking to you."

"Hm? Why is that?"

Slowly but surely, Bokuto can feel a blanket of warmth hug one of his hands. The next moment he peers down to see it's intertwined with Akaashi's own. Another moment, Akaashi's head leans against Bokuto's shoulder and there is so much warmth. However, the words that left Akaashi's lips couldn't be impossibly warmer:

"Because Bokuto-san is a very easy person to love."

(To be continued in the next post)

[inkykeiji]

clari! hi! it’s drivers license anon again!! sadly i did not pass my test :(( i did really good on the mock tests but got too nervous and made too many mistakes. but beast monday i get to do it again and i’m hoping for good results!! anyways picturing touya-nii comforting me helped with the whole feeling like a failure thing. i know he can be really sweet and giving how much i was crying when i left the place, id like to think that hed be really sweet and tell me how everything will be alright, and that theses things happen (doesn’t matter that i already know that, being babied and pampered is always welcome) anyways^ hope you’re doing well!! wishing you the best!!

aw sweetpea i’m so sorry!! :( i’ve got my fingers crossed for you anon, i know you can do it!! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ AWWWW HEHE i’m so glad to hear that imagining touya comforting you helped you feel a lil better!! <33 that’s awesome!! he absolutely would be sooo sweet, he’d baby you the whole way home as well as for the rest of the night—to the point where it’s nearly suffocating—and he’d threaten several times to kill the person who upset his precious lil sweetheart and made her cry; no one is allowed to make you cry except for him!! >:( this is also one of those rare times where you’d be allowed to get whatever you want, no questions asked; he just wants to make you feel better <3

[whispering-kavka]

Hello! List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers :D

omg hi!! thank you for the ask!! my current emotional state makes things that make me happy seem very shallow and not very interesting but it is what it is anyway > my friends and hanging out with them for movies and tunes. a great time to catch up with some busier server friends! >listening to my music >the lovely weather outside (it's rare rn so i'm excited when it's nice and i can go for a walk) >my growing collection of spider clothing + accessories (currently a sweater with a spiderweb design, a tote bag with a spiderweb design and two identical spider brooches i put on my coat's lapels. what i'm planning to do is embroider a spiderweb design on my jean jacket and buy a spider ring !) >my antiques!! well not really antiques, they're mostly stuff my grandparents owned like an oil lamp that used to be attached to a horse-drawn cart or an array of alarm clocks from ZSRR. today i found my dad's stash of old pocketwatches !!