#hope this is Okay ! (!!!!! aaaa)

[devotionbled]

((FlickeringPhoenix)) ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ trying to convince her? trying to convince himself?

Growling Suggestion. || Accepting.

It is an odd concept to deserve something.

Altruism and self-sacrifice are curses learned in the halls of the Undying's sanctuary. It is one and the same as murder. Murder is altruism. It is selfless to deliver men, women, children and everything in between to the loving arms of death in immolation. To end suffering, to drench sickness in oil for beckoning death--it is a kind fate.

They always come back, anyway.

That is the belief of the Undying.

A breathless chuckle graces the edges of Jote's lips, hands fluttering from where they rest in her lap. Her gaze is sullen and dull as she mulls over the question. It is not her place to speak; she fears it is an answer that exposes her heart, the decay of it.

But she speaks regardless.

"Your Grace..." brows pull together in a furrow, fingertips lifting to pull stray dark locks behind ears. It is distracting. It is getting close to time to cut her hair off again; long hair means another boon for those she throttles in the Phoenix's protection. "We all come back. They will have their time again. Murder is such a harsh word. It is so final. It is deception to think such a thing; we are reborn again."

[chococrystal]

Made for @ammo0648 's DTIYS !! Congrats !!

[gaydexvocaloid]

new cover!! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY YOHIOLOID!!!!! 🎙️📺

[awake-from-death]

i finished it! i wasn't able to fill out everything as much as i wanted to, because i wasn't allowed to look at everything, and it was basically completely blacked out! but i did my best!

[A folder is presented to @jollyoldjellie and @vanessa-vostokoff]

[open it?]

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

Only two chapters left of Wobbly Hearts and then I’m DONE. 21 is pretty much finished I just got to edit it and look over it and all that, and 22 needs some tweaking but its almost done too and I’m AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA longest I’ve ever worked on anything like this and it’s almost done!!!!

[tapakah0]

Well...

Okay… I did something… after all… *looks away* I found out my schedule and I'm not very happy, I hope I won't drop out of life so often. Starting from the 1st of september, I will slowly understand what to do with this

Boosty!

Almost like a patreon, but boosty, I understand that it may not be very convenient, but I have no choice *chuckle* The "Little tot" subscription costs a little less than 5 dollars, because I can't put it in dollars and don't want the price to be above the specified if currency will change. The first month will be more like experimental?.. To understand what to show and how to do it, maybe I'll add something else that I will be interested in to do. There are chats and comments, so of course you can shout me in ears if you'd like to see something, I'll think about it XD

I repeat, this is more like a support fund so that I can devote more time to animating, I don’t sell anything except my desire and moving pictures, I don’t call anyone for anything and I want you to be comfortable in my little chaos. Please consider if you really need it and want it *bow*

A little more information in an open post here ;~;

I hope I didn't forget to mention anything, but if you have any questions, please don't hesitate to ask, I'll try to answer ;~;

[tohruies]

ha! 💌 ! except that i’m doing uno reverse and sending one to you! (and especially since you’ve already written it once for me and i even printed it out!!!)

dear coco, so i know how you always want to bring even the tiniest smile to people’s faces! you are the sunshine that peeks from behind the clouds during the cloudy days ⛅️ but i’m smacking you affectionately because oftentimes in your selfship dynamics you mention that your dear beloveds soothe your heart after you give it away to everyone around on an open palm — and you should listen to that inner voice! ✨ treat yourself first, be a little selfish, make sure to feel comfortable before you comfort others ❤️‍🩹 let me tell you again — i am shaking you and telling you this because a happy and healthy coco guarantees even more happy people around her! 🥺 i love your prose, love your poetry that you sneak so elegantly in between sentences and paragraphs — it’s been a while since i’ve read anything from you and i understand that there are things that you must focus on first, but no matter the passing time, yours will always be one of the styles that inspired me the most in my writing journey on here! 🥹 your presence here has been influencing my life in the most positive way ever since becoming mooties with you! you always put so much thought into remembering everyone’s personalities, lives, preferences and stories! 🌸 but i wanted to make sure that you know how it also feels to be on the receiving side of love (though i know i’m not the only one adoring you so much and certainly there are so many others who would stand right beside you if you only needed a shoulder to lean on) 🩷

༼ﾉ ´༎ຶ ﹏ ༎ຶ༽ ﾉ *: ·ﾟ💌 when manu wears the biggest ever size of meanie pants ever... /silly

(i will acknowledge & respond to your own 💌 to me in the tags, if that's okay!! 🥺 oh my goodness 🥺🥺)

3 days later and i think i have finally collected myself enough to respond to this WAH... I AM SO SORRY TO KEEP YOU WAITING MANU! 🥺 i am uno reversing your uno reverse >:3 hehe, i remember that i wrote you one of these last year, in april!!!! it's always been a difficult month for me, so it made me really happy + meant the whole world to be able to write something for you and have you receive it with all the love in your heart 🥺 so much so that you even printed it out (i cried tears of joy last year when you told me that AODKJFAJ i am so sorry 🙈). i hope you don't mind that i give last year's message a sibling LOL, with what i am about to say to you now!!!! (⁄ ⁄>⁄ω⁄<⁄ ⁄) 

dearest manu mousie, manu the great, my manumimii!

where do i even begin with youuuu ;w; /pos!!!!! maybe i can start with how much i love (and also fear /lh, because you are truly so... omniscient lol!) how perceptive you are... the way you make people feel seen (exhibit a, the contents of this ask asdfghjkl) and look so deep into their hearts... i think you are incredibly excellent at analysing people and charaters /POS and i feel like this is very evident in your fics and character studies!!!!! it is due in large part to your introspection which is another thing i love about you :D and why i think i find a great deal of comfort in you 🥺 because i am always especially drawn to these kinds of people!! people who you don't need to wear a mask around because they will be able to see through you anyway... it's very soothing in a sense to know that you are like this 🥺💗 and it only inspires me to be more perceptive too!! i hope i can be as caring and kind as manu is some day, heheh (๑•̀ᴗ•́๑)  💗

which brings me to my next point—i love all the ways in which you are quietly kind and looking out for your friends—again, as evidenced by this ask, wah... BUT ALSO!!! in how you do other things for them! 🥺 little blurbs in their mailbox (i revisit that xiangli one you wrote me not so long ago) or even drawings!!! perhaps i don't ship with haitham anymore, but the doodle you gifted me last year has always been a widget on my phone :3 and it will continue to be!!! that was the very first time anyone had ever drawn me something just out of the goodness of their heart, let alone gifted me anything of the sort!!!! 🥺🥺 so it is something i hold really really close. it makes me smile SO BIG!! and kick my feet all excitedly to see you do that for your other friends here too HEHE—when i look at femi's pfp... vana's pinned... i am reminded of just how big and bursting with love that your heart is 🥺💗

i love how much you have grown on here over the past year. ⭐️ in terms of your writing—which has been such a pleasure to witness over time how you've grown into a style that is so distinctly manu!! 🥺🥺 because like! 🥺 i remember so distinctly a certain post you made last year about wanting to improve your writing and your vocabulary and finding your 'own writing voice' 🥺 look at you now!!! with your lush descriptions and rich prose and dynamic characterisation, IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY!!!!! AND PROUD!!! and i hope you too, are proud of yourself friend 🥹💖 even aside from your writing, i'm so glad that you have grown more comfortable here in sharing more personal posts about yourself hehe AND OF COURSE YOUR SELFSHIPS!!!!!!!!!! :3 i am also very glad about how you have lots and lots of friends on here now!!! that all love and cherish and uplift and reassure you in the way you deserve to be 🥺

i'm just really happy you are here with us, babie. i hope you won't take it the wrong way when i say this, but i really do believe that you are so much stronger, kinder, and easy to love than you think yourself to be! 🥺🥺 i hope that you can continue to work on being less hard on yourself, and i hope that all your friends here can help with that in any way you'll let us!! i hope you will continue to share more of your heart with us here and let us cradle it and soothe it when you need it. i hope your studies will treat you as kindly as they can, and that you will succeed in them :3 i hope you know that all you need to do is try your best!! you have a beautiful brain and a tender, loving heart—so i am sure in due time that all the good karma will be returned to you 🥺💗 making you a steaming cup of pink chai with a dollop of condensed milk in it, and gently rubbing your hands in mine to warm them up 🥰 we love you so much manu, not just for all that you do for us, but for just simply existing as you are, and letting us bask in the warm light you radiate 💖💖💖

[glitteringstardust]

💚 ☀️ 💚 | ☀️ 💚☀️ | 💚 ☀️ 💚

will solace stimboard

[boxfullaturtles]

Not sure if you're writing specific versions of the turtles for the angst prompts, but would you be able to do 2003 Raph with 19 (beastly) or 32 (begging)?

"Tell me not to." The villain of the week orders--some new chump the Purple Dragons have on their payroll.

Raph grinds his teeth, hands clenched so hard into fists that they're shaking. The bastard's got a gun pressed against Mikey's shell. And while Raph and his brothers are tough, at that range the bullet will punch right through and then Mikey's...

"I already dropped my weapons, ya' dickweed! What more do ya' want!?" Raph snaps, letting his anger coat the terror thudding in his chest. Anger is so much easier to manage than fear.

"I want you to beg me not to shoot him," The guy's got a sneer like he's the one with all the cards. And right now, he is, "Beg me, come on, freak, I wanna hear you plead for his life."

"Raph--" Mikey chokes on whatever stupid joke he was trying to make.

They both know that Raph will do anything for his brothers. Just like any of them would do anything for him. Raph embraces all the violence and rage and bitterness so his brothers don't have to. Raph will take all the hard hits, throw all the worst punches, and do all the dirty work. If it means keeping his brothers' hands clean, he'll take it.

So it doesn't take much effort for him to bite the words out, "Don't shoot him. Don't do it. Just let him go."

"That don't sound like beggin', that sounded like an order..." There's a click of the hammer pulling back and Mikey shivers.

"Please!" Raph shouts, taking a half a step forward, "Please don't! Please, just let him go!"

"Eh, I dunno if you mean it..."

Desperation burns fuel for rage and Raph drops to his knees, "Please don't hurt him! He--he's just a kid! He's my baby brother! I'll do anything!" Everything's spilling out, he's opened a flood gate and it doesn't want to close. His voice cracks and he hates it but he can't stop, "Take me instead! Let him go and take me! Please!"

"No, Raph!"

"You wanna take the bullet for your pal?"

Raph's breath hitches and his chest is shuddering. He meets Mikey's gaze and Mikey is begging him not to do this. But Leo's always going on about responsibility and Raph is responsible for getting them in this mess. It's his burden to bear.

"Yes," He breathes and has to force his lungs to work louder, "Yes, shoot me instead. Let him go and shoot me instead! I--I can take it!" Pride means nothing in the face of potentially losing a brother, "Please! PLEASE!"

"Well, since you asked so nicely..." The chump moves pretty fast for a human. Between one blink and the next, Raph sees the barrel of the gun aimed at him.

Then there's that ear-splitting BANG and agony punches him in the chest, sending him toppling backwards. His ears are ringing but he can still hear Mikey's distant scream. The floor is spinning, the pain blistering over his other senses until he's just a throbbing beat of suffering. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts so bad. There's a flower of hurt blooming just below his collarbone, right above his plastron, and it's digging its roots deep into his chest cavity, filling him up until he can't hardly breathe.

"Raph! RAPH! RAPHIE, PLEASE!" Distantly there are familiar hands on him and Mikey's voice screeching from under a film of muddy water, "Please say something! Raph, please! Don't--don't leave me here, bro..."

His vision swims in and out of focus, darkening at the edges, and Raph squints up at Mikey's tearful face. Aw shit, he's made Mikey cry. Leo's going to lecture him for that one.

"'S 'kay, Mike..." Fuck, it's so hard to talk. Raph is nothing but a vessel of pain, pain, pain and pain doesn't have a language, "You s-safe...?"

"R-Raphie, you're bleeding...! I--I dunno what to do! Don's not--no, no, shit, please, please, Raphie, please!"

"M' t-tellin' Leo that you s-swore..." Raph wheezes and lets his eyes close because it's way too hard to keep them open.

Mikey makes a disgusting sound, all gummed up and choked like he's the one who can't breathe. There's water dripping on Raph's face, making him twitch. Did it start raining? Crap, they should get home before it starts to downpour. They were outside, right? Things are becoming slippery. Raph is sinking into a sea of fiery agony.

"M-Mikey?"

"Yeah, yeah, Raphie, I'm right here! I'm right here!"

"...you safe?"

Mikey sobs and Raph feels his baby brother press their forehead's together, "Y-yeah, I...I'm okay, Raph, I'm safe. I promise I'm safe. But--but you gotta be safe too, okay! You gotta stay here! You gotta stay safe and--and you can't go anywhere!"

"M'kay..." Raph mumbles. There's a screech like tires from beyond the veil of pain he's draped in, doors slamming, voice calling, "'M here...stayin' here...I...I'll..."

He wants to say he'll always be here. Because somebody's got to take all the hits that he won't ever let his brothers feel.

But he doesn't manage to get the words out before the roots of the flower in his chest squeeze the last of the air from his lungs. He sinks all the way to the bottom of the pain-filled trench and lets the sea wash him away into darkness.

[naenaex0xx]

frustrated. .. .

[merakiui]

Love sick jade is just so !!! He definitely screams in his pillow cause he made you laugh

He’s literally so in love with you!!!! T_T just look at him!! This is an eel whose heart has been pierced by Cupid’s arrow. He’s so,,,,, lovestruck.

[thcbcys]

Roleplay Starter ;; @deisbookofdemons

╰─ ✞ ❝ ...I knew doing that many shrooms would do something to me... ❞

Cassandra would muse to herself as she looked around this new place with a curious yet concerned look to her usual stern face. Her sense's were up though as she gripped at the pocket knife inside of her leather jacket, taking a few steps but noticing figures getting closer towards her.

╰─ ✞ ❝ Hey! Stay back before I gut you like a fish! ❞

[z3vie]

( @staraxiaa ) CAKE DATE! — spend the afternoon beside todoroki baking a little cake! gathering the ingredients seems much more fun when he’s there to help. perhaps a piece of dirt was blown onto your cheek from the wind while collecting wheat, and he leans towards you to wipe it- only to notice that his hands are dirty too. “oh,” he blinks, “sorry. then, i’ll do this.” he turns his wrist, gently wiping at your cheek with the back of his hand as you smile at him. of course, even after the two of you had gotten cleaned up later that day, it seems the situation has repeated itself. now, it’s your turn to wipe at his cheek- except this time, it’s frosting.

[cowcowwow]

FOOT. CRAMPING UP

SAVE MEEEEEEEE

[softstarsabove]

hii grey!! this is probably surprise for you but I want to give you something as well and it was only recently that I found out that you like sunday, I hope this isn't too much of a bother for me to just enter here haha but I just want you to know that I absolutely appreciate you for being there! I would love to become friends if you would allow it ofc but yeah!! happy new year eve grey!! <33

HANAE- OMG !!! (*ﾉ▽ﾉ*) WHATTT I FEEL SO SPECIAL (*´▽｀*)

Uwahh this is so cute! (*ﾉ▽ﾉ*) thank youu! It's no bother at all! This is so- woaaaa!!

I'd love to be friends~!! This is great, thank you so much (ˊᵒ̴̶̷̤ ꇴ ᵒ̴̶̷̤ˋ) my day has immediately gotten better ( ≧∀≦)

[t4steful]

* CLOSED FOR @disapprove !

" now, i promise i won't tell a soul, but you gotta tell me what you're doing here tonight. ballet gig not cutting it out for you ? "