#hongbin scenario

[sadfragilegirl]

I'm really sad that they don't write for VIXX anymore...I mean there's no new VIXX scenarios on Tumblr and it disappoints me very much.

Like, Tumblr users who wrote for VIXX are either inactive for a very long time while others deactivated their accounts.

~Queennie

[sadfragilegirl]

1st Picture: April 11, 2023: "And that's how everything's turning red all over the place after I saw this heart shattering news that it became my lifetime traumatic nightmare finally came true that as I felt the cracking pain into my heart and tears streaming down right onto my eyes and face that I could imagine myself that I was captured and trapped into a dark black void filled with red threads like blood, signaling that my life will never ever be the same again. Scarlet red to be exact.

And that's when I gave this lifetime trauma dream a special name. A special name of a lifetime trauma dream that it could turned everything scarlet red all over the place as my life will never ever be the same again.

I called this lifetime trauma dream that turns everything scarlet red as...

Scarlet Dreams."

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Second Picture: March 11, 2024: "I'm the Scarlet Dream Girl who lived in a Scarlet Dream World.

I faced two Scarlet Dreams that it took a toll of my entire life...and it caused to be completely lost that's being a part of me.

And I faced too many heartaches and heartbreaks, tragedies, conflicts, unhappy endings, shattered memories and never ending nightmares that it made me think how the world today has lost its hope and humanity.

One more moment that's about taking away all the happy things from me, I'm going to broke myself into tears, tear my heart out, and my life will never EVER be the same again.

Because why...? I'm already traumatized enough...ONCE AND FOR ALL!!!"

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Today, April 11, 2024, marks the 1st Anniversary of Scarlet Dreams aka the day Ravi's departure from VIXX due to the "scandal" that he didn't deserve the hate he has been giving last April 11, 2023.

[witchakyeon]

❧ 30 | Chabin Oneshot

“I think I’m a little old for birthday parties now, Yeonie.” Hongbin carded his fingers through Hakyeon’s dark, fluffy hair and watched him get comfortable between his spread thighs.

“Baby,” Hakyeon tutted, his breath hitting Hongbin’s cock and making it twitch against his abdomen. “We talked about this. Turning thirty is a big deal, and not in a bad way.”

“Just means I’m old.”

Hakyeon lifted his eyes, soft and wanting, to Hongbin’s flushed face.

“If you mean that in the sense that you get hotter every year, and it makes me want to fuck you until you cry, scream, you’re so overstimulated you can’t come anymore, or all of the above, then, sure. You’re old, gorgeous, and I love you.”

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[sadfragilegirl]

It's been 365 days...

365 days of heartaches and heartbreaks...

365 days of never ending nightmares that's going to consume me for the rest of my life...

365 days of tears streaming down to my eyes until I let out a heart shattering scream to the heaven's above...

365 days of remembering the happy memories that haunted me after that incident happened a year ago...

365 days of the moment I've been caught in a bloody red melancholy spiral. A bloody scarlet red melancholy spiral to be exact...

365 days of when the happy things in my life are slowly taking away from me forever...

365 days of the moment I was trapped into a black void that's covered with red threads that I won't escape...A scarlet red threads to be exact...

365 days of trying to fight between those people who put to blame on a wrong person who didn't deserve to be punished. And no matter I tried to tell the real truth to them, they will always turned their backs away from me, stick to the believing the deception and lies and put the blame to the wrong person who doesn't deserve such punishment and hate because their hearts inside were stubborn like stone...

365 days of suffering from a depression after I saw this heart shattering memory that it will probably eating myself alive...

365 days of the moment I clenched my fists while holding a broken shard glass until both of my hands are bleeding and covered with blood because I can't stop remembering this bloody red memory that it kept disrupted me to go forward to the bright future...A bloody scarlet red memory to be exact...

365 days of never ending sayings of "I miss you"s because of waiting for you to come back and return with new music that I was anticipating...But I know that it's getting too long and I was too impatient that I know that I might cry again and remembering those past happy memories of you for too much...

365 days of looking at the stars that reminds me of you...

365 days of watching a field of red roses that it will always reminds me of you...

365 days of looking of those memorabilias of you as my comfort while waiting for you to come back...

And 365 days of watching different kinds of sunsets so I can ease my sorrows and pains, even it will take years to recover myself from this red trauma from a year ago...A scarlet red trauma to be exact...

But most of all...

Those 365 days of remembering of the memories of you until that tragedy happened, will be more memorable to you...Even if it kills me and left an scar that it could never be removed for the rest of my life...

Because...

Even in the next 365 days, I will forever always remember this dream...A dream that it became a lifetime trauma that my life will never ever be the same again...

And that is how I named this lifetime trauma, known as your departure due to the "scandal" that you didn't deserve to be suffered from that tragic fate like this...

And the name is...

Scarlet Dreams

And I'm already traumatized enough...Once and for all.

(Behind this writing is under "Keep Reading")

Today, April 10, 2024...It's been 365 days since Ravi, the member of the Kpop boy group VIXX. And by tomorrow, April 11, 2024, is the 1st Anniversary of Scarlet Dreams.

It's been a year and it's the most painful journey of my entire life that it changed drastically forever.

From missing Ravi every day to fighting between people who put the blame to him...And no matter what I told them to stop believing the lies and read the whole truth, they would rather scoff off and just continue to believe the lies and put the blame to the wrong person who didn't deserve to suffer because their hearts are too stubborn.

And after all that happening after Ravi left VIXX, I slowly don't feel like myself at all. Especially when I don't feel like listening to new Kpop music for A FREAKING YEAR because I was too traumatized after the occurred events that's going to haunt me... Especially the triggering moments that it made me want to leave this place for a while. Plus, it made me slowly that I don't feel like doing a fangirling over Kpop anymore because the Kpop world right now is too much drama and hatred more than ever that I even saw tragic moments also.

And after so much happening in the Kpop world, I decided to discover something and that's how I started listening to Ukrainian music. In the end, it worked and it became my new favorite genre. I've been listening to Ukrainian music for a year now this year so

Plus, I was hyper-focus about those two new comforts: Honkai Star Rail and Love and Deepspace. Honkai Star Rail became a new favorite because of the concept and the RPG game concept is turn based RPG. For Love and Deepspace, which is an otome combined RPG game, is all thanks to watching their gameplays and walkthroughs on YouTube and that's when I fell in love with Xavier, which is my favorite love interest and began to start playing with due to an event of getting a free 5 star lunar card. (But I know that actually...I love all 3 of them.)

And that's how and why I don't feel like keeping new updates about Kpop and doing my Kpop fangirl life for now and give them a break.

Please understand this my very painful decision for the sake of my well being, my physical health, my mental health and my emotional health.

I hope you have a wonderful day and have a Happy 1st Anniversary of Scarlet Dreams.

With Love,

Queennie 🌹

[witchakyeon]

❧ touch tank | Chabin Oneshot

“I’m regretting this stupid trip, and I haven’t even left you yet,” Hongbin breathed, his voice gritty, the taste of dark chocolate on his tongue. His hands were gentle and firm, their warmth radiating through Hakyeon’s thin, oversized shirt. Hakyeon was the one with the magical ability to inspire desire, but Hongbin had his own skills with temptations. “Wretched creature.”

“Don’t blame me,” Hakyeon emphasized the word with a soft nip at Hongbin’s bottom lip, drawing blood to the surface and nearly breaking the skin. “For your avaricious nature. You don’t need my help to get excited.”

“And yet, just kissing you is bringing me out of a dry spell.”

Hakyeon pulled himself free of their oral exchange long enough to give Hongbin a displeased look.

“How many times will I remind you not to speak of yourself that way?” Hakyeon asked as Hongbin lifted him onto the counter and made space for himself between his thighs. The familiar thrum of his power danced beneath his skin, and he was certain his eyes were red as dragon’s blood.

“You can’t tell me how to make jokes about my sexuality, gorgeous. That’s what makes it mine,” Hongbin chuckled. He went in for another kiss, which Hakyeon granted with equal enthusiasm as Hongbin’s phone vibrated against the marble.

“You mortals and your self-deprecating humor.”

“You monsters and your high standards.”

Hakyeon growled somewhere deep within his chest and grabbed Hongbin’s chin, licking passionately into his mouth one more time before pulling back. His lover had a familiar, slightly dazed expression. The touch of a succubus could feel like many things, but Hongbin often said it was like a kiss. And sometimes a curse when they didn’t have time, like right now.

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[ithinkilikeit-reactions]

VIXX “Their baby falls asleep on their chest”

A/N: I was watching a VeriVery video and Leo made an appearance and now I’m in a horrible Vixx loop that I haven’t been in, in a while. 

N/Hakyeon: 

(he’s beautiful)

The way Hakyeon gently swayed to the music was incredibly soothing, even to just witness and let alone to be rocked back and forth with him. “You can go back to bed you know.” Hakyeon said softly, looking at you on the couch as he stood and swayed gently. “I could. But this is just a family moment.” You said and smiled at your son, who was dozing off in his arms. 

Hakyeon smiled at you, still swaying to the slow beat that filled your home. You moved from your spot and wrapped your arms his waist carefully, not to scare your son awake. “Your dancing soothes him.” You whispered, joining in on the swaying. Hakyeon looked down at his now sleeping son and you smiling at his little family. 

“I hope you enjoy dance later on as much as you do now.” 

Leo/Taekwoon:

(I love his smile so much)

Lullabies were a frequent in your home since you had, had a baby. When you came home after your first day of work since having a child, you followed Taekwoon’s sweet voice to the nursery. Your daughter was sat on his chest as he sang, her tiny fist clutching onto his shirt. 

“You’re home.” He said softly, looking at you with a smile. “Yeah, I’m exhausted.” You said and went to sit on the floor by his legs. You rested your head on his thigh and looked up at your family. Taekwoon’s hand made it’s way to your hair, petting it lightly as you felt yourself going to sleep slowly. “I think you have the magic touch.” You mumbled, making him laugh a little, but not enough to wake your daughter. With his other hand, he stroked her hair looked back towards you. 

“This still doesn’t feel real.” 

Ken/Jaehwan: 

You couldn’t blame your son for falling asleep during the movie, you yourself were out like a light. Being a new parent really starting to show in your fatigue. But you woke up when the end credits started to roll. “Seems like I’m the only one who found the movie interesting.” Jaehwan’s laugh was light as to not disturb the sleeping boy on his chest. “I’m sorry I fell asleep.” You said with a soft smile, it was the first moment in a while you had all been together and you had fallen asleep. 

“No, no. It makes me feel good that my family is resting.” You patted your sons back lightly as Jaehwan spoke. “Especially you, you need your rest.” He added on and you looked at him. Kissing you softly, he pressed his forehead to yours. 

“We have a beautiful son together, it’s even nice to just watch him sleep.” 

Ravi/Wonshik: 

Wonshik had decided to take your daughter to work, considering he had been working on his album non stop and leaving you with your daughter. He figured he could manage producing with a kid and give you a little break. 

Well after hours of her tears and Wonshik wandering around like a mad man, she had finally fallen asleep on his chest. Did it make things difficult for him? Yes. Was it worth it? Absolutely. As much as he wanted to get work done, he couldn’t help but watch her as she slept peacefully. 

“God, I’m so lucky to be your dad.” 

Hongbin: 

When you asked Hongbin to watch your son while you showered, you never expected to come back to the sight of them both sleeping soundly. Your son on his chest, Hongbin’s hand supporting him slightly in his sleep. “My boys.” You said softly, moving to sit next to him on your bed. 

You trailed your finger’s through Hongbin’s hair waking him slightly, knowing he wouldn’t sleep well at night if he napped now. “Mmm.” He hummed, looking up at your face. “Parenting is tiring, isn’t it?” You asked slightly and gestured to your sleeping son. He smiled at you sleepily before covering his mouth as he yawned. 

“Absolutely, but it’s totally worth it.” 

Hyuk/Sanghyuk: 

He was so adament about showing your daughter around his filming set and having her meet the cast of his new show. Hyuk was just so proud of her and she couldn’t even walk yet. “That’s my makeup artist. She makes sure daddy looks nice for the camera’s.” He said, waving your daughters at his makeup artist and making you laugh.

Your daughter was rested against his chest and you conversed with his makeup artist. Hyuk’s arm wrapped around you and pulled you close and you looked at your daughter as he continued talking. Noticing she had fallen asleep, you started to laugh. “I think we’re boring her.” You said and he looked down. She was completely knocked out, her fist clutching his shirt. 

“I guess that’s our cue to go back home, let her have her beauty sleep.” 

[youxidol]

Hi, lovely!! I missed you and hope you've been well~ May I please get 50 with Hongbin?

“Disgusting,” Hongbin’s voice pulled your attention away from your ice cream.

“You don’t like it?”

“Not the ice cream,” he nodded his head towards a couple walking in front of you with their fingers interlocked. “That.”

You glanced to the couple, rolling your eyes at your boyfriend’s pettiness before you turned your focus back to your dessert. 

After you finished eating and started to aimlessly walk around the city, you felt him move closer to you. 

“Can I hold your hand?” he asked sweetly, fingers brushing against yours.  

“No,”

“Why,” he pouted.

“It’s disgusting,”

He scowled at you for a few seconds before grabbing your hand, holding it in his. 

You glanced down to it, screwing up your nose and pulling yours away.

“Let me hold your hand,” he reached for it once more, but you picked up your pace to distance yourself from him.

It took him seconds to catch up, trying once more to connect the two of you.

“You said it’s disgusting!” As you tried to pull away again, he brought up his other hand to trap you.

“Let me hold it!” he managed to get out between the sound of your giggles.

[youxidol]

𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐛𝐢𝐧

I'm not sure if you've done this or not before, but do you have any boyfriend!vixx headcanons? thank you love~

✿he’s ride or die or he’ll sell you to satan for one corn chip

✿says he’s going to spend an hour gaming then you don’t see him for three days

✿sits and mocks couples for being lovey dovey but behind closed he will scream if you’re not cuddling him

✿holds your hand 25/8 

✿teases you mercilessly  

✿if anybody else does it he’ll (ง'̀-'́)ง

✿don’t let this man anywhere near your kitchen

✿he’s a disaster

✿he’ll ruin your favourite pans

✿set off the smoke alarm 

✿burn the ingredients

✿over season 

✿just lock him in a room somewhere while you cook 

✿sneaks pictures and videos of you 

✿when you call him out he says they’re for blackmail

✿they ain’t

✿they’re for when he misses you 

✿blushes when you compliment him or tell him you love him

✿always says the smallest “i love you” back 

✿you have a group chat with hyuk where the dumbest of shit gets sent 

✿the three of you meet up sometimes and have a good time 

✿laying in bed and laughing at memes before you go to sleep

✿waves you up by nuzzling his nose against yours

✿and then acts like he’s asleep 

✿gives himself away by laughing

✿if you leave your clothes with him he will wear them

✿try stop him

✿movie night dates 

✿those are the only time he will wear matching pyjamas with you

✿throws all the pillows and blankets and makes a nest

✿is a master at picking snackies so you’ll be feasting good

✿watches you more than the screen 

✿knows your favourite songs so he can sing them to you

✿loves when you join in!!!

✿pls duet with him lots

[isitkpop]

Classic Drunk Confession!

Member: Vixx Hongbin

This is kind of a crack fic with some cute seriousness stuff thrown in.

Prompt Used and Credit: “I just want them to talk about me. The way they talk about everyone else.”

“You don’t think they talk about you?”

Credit: @dialouge-prompts

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           Everything was irritating. He was pretty sure the people surrounding him could feel his anger and jealousy radiating off him like the Korean god Mireuk. He tipped back the shot glass and slammed the glass down for the bartender to fill his glass again. The laughter was like poison to his ears and he squeezed the glass in his hand. “I’m going to kill him.” His friends were embarrassing him and chatting to his crush about events that should NEVER be spoken of in public.

           They laughed together again and Hongbin quickly stood from his stool and was about to march over until Y/n stepped in front of him with a smile. “Binnie. You’re a little drunk.” They grabbed his face to snap him back to reality and bless him to dismiss the wrath of Mireuk. (Not really but a drunk thought is fun to imagine right?) He took in a deep breath and took the look of defeat. “Let’s get you home.”

           The next day was a splitting headache and hardly any memories of last night. But he knew his friend was cooking because the smell was amazing! “Hey Hongbin. How did you sleep?”

           “Terribly.”

           “Figures. Hey, sorry about last night. Y/n told me that you looked like you could beat me to death. I was also a bit drunk and was spilling anything and everything.” The roommate plated the food and sat across from Hongbin. “If it makes you feel any better, they were too. So, they probably won’t remember anything about the conversations.”

           Hongbin felt relieved but tensed up when he noticed that he was wearing different clothes. “Wait. I wasn’t wearing this last night.”

           “Oh yeah. I saw Y/n take you home, so they probably changed your top for comfortability purposes. You were in a suit after all.”

           Hongbin cringed at the thought of sleeping in something like that again. “I’ll have to thank them…again.”

           His roommate eyed him from the rim of the glass he drank from and calmly placed the glass down. “You know, Y/n has been hanging around you a lot more now.”

           “I never noticed. I mean, I did…but I thought nothing of it. Why bring it up?”

           His roommate glared at him. He’s stupid isn’t he. “I do remember one thing from the conversation last night with that one girl you like.”

           Hongbin felt a small warmth take over his cheeks. “Yeah?”

           “She mentioned about liking someone.”

           His stomach twisted with butterflies. Maybe…

           “It’s a girl. She’s a lesbian.”

           Hongbin deflated but was happy that she could be happy with someone she likes. He only liked her for a short while. Not enough to fall hard. “That’s why she’s always criticizing other women and their looks and whether or not she would date them. I thought she was bi.”

           “You seem to be taking this rather well.”

           “It’s very rare to meet people part of the LGBTQ community here.” His roommate agreed and finished up their meal together before heading off for the day.

           Hongbin massaged his neck as he exited the office to head home. “I should probably call Y/n.” He waited as the ringer started…and started…and started…

           ‘Hello! You have reached Y/n! Please leave a message with your name and number and I’ll try my best to get back to you as quickly as possible.’

           Hongbin hung up after leaving a short message about wanting to meet up again soon and went about his business.

           He finally arrived home for the day and was met by his roommate panicking at a drunk Y/n on their couch. This was the first time Y/n ever got drunk…

           “Help me man. They just showed up at the door like this and started yelling about how stupid they are and grabbed another can from our fridge. They’re such a mess right now. Fix this or I’ll up your half of the rent.”

           Hongbin shuddered at that and cautiously walked up to Y/n. “H-hey Y/n. You should probably put the drink down and take a shower.”

           “Huh? Binnie? What are you doing at my house?”

           “This is my house.”

           “No wander everything looks different. You have crappy decorating skills.” They flopped onto their back on the couch and took another sloppy swig of the drink. They placed the can on the coffee table and covered their eyes.

           “You okay?”

           They sighed and rolled over onto their sides to stare at the television show. “Say. How is it going with that crush of yours?”

           “Oh. She’s a lesbian. I don’t have a chance.”

           “Hm. Disappointing. Unless you go for a sex change.”

           “Y/n!”

           They giggled and Hongbin nearly doubled over at the tickling feeling in his gut. “I’m joking. You’re fine just the way you are. I feel sleepy.”

           “You can sleep here if you want.”

           He watched as they slid their eyes closed and he laid the throw onto of them to keep them away from the night chill.

           “About time.”

           Hongbin sighed and went to recycle the can. “Yeah. This is the first time I’ve ever seen them this drunk. I wander what happened for them to resort to that much drinking.”

           The roommate chuckled and grabbed them a water. “Not for me. They’ve been here a couple of times while you’ve been away on business trips or just out.”

           “Say…why is it that when they laugh, my stomach twists and I feel like I could pass out?”

           The roommate just stared at him. “Is this the first time you felt this way?”

           “No. I feel this way every time they laugh. It’s been going on for quite a while.” Hongbin laughed. “It’s not like I fell for them, right?”

           “Hongbin. Do you like Y/n?”

           Hongbin knew he was blushing like crazy. “Is it that obvious?”

           “No. If I didn’t know, that means no one knew. You’ve always been good about hiding your feelings from everyone.”

           “What? I thought you knew?”

           “I thought you liked that girl!”

           “Well, I kind of did…but I was just trying to get Y/n out of my mind.”

           “Why? Why the hell would you do that?”

           “Well, I just thought- “

           “You’re so oblivious.”

           “I just want them to talk about me.”

           “They do talk about you.” His roommate was about to go insane.

           “No. I want them to talk about me like they do everyone else. With a spark in their eye.”

           “You don’t think they talk about you? Okay. I guess I’ll tell you. All those times they came here drunk off their ass, you were the one they were always talking about. In fact, they were so jealous of you liking that one chick that Y/n kept you from talking to them last night.”

           “Ummm What?”

           “They like you, you idiot!” The roommate quickly covered their mouth when Y/n groaned and sat up.

           “Why are you so loud?” Y/n stretched their arms and reached for their temples to rub them. “I should probably go before Hongbin sees me like this. It would be embarrassing to would definitely tarnish my reputation with the man I love.”

           They froze up when they saw Hongbin sitting across from his roommate with a shocked expression. “L-Love?”

           “Um. Uh. N-No? You were here?”

           “I thought you just liked him. But you LOVE HIM???”

           Y/n glared daggers and the roommate quickly shut their mouth up. “Right. I’ll be in my room. Goodnight!”

           “Ugh. Listen Binnie.”

           “I do too.” Y/n knew they were blushing a tomato red now as Hongbin continued. “I have been for a while now. Since Graduating high school actually.”

           “THAT LONG?!” They quickly ducked and grabbed their aching temples.

           “Yeah. I was just waiting for the right moment.”

           “It’s been far too long for that right moment Binnie. You had PLENTY of moments actually.”

           Okay…they’re mad at me for taking so long. “S-sorry? Listen, I just didn’t think you liked me that way. You always treated me like a best friend.”

           “You idiot. You were the only one I was treating that way to. I’m just not that good with romance stuff. So, it’s very hard for me to convey feelings through actions and words.”

           Hongbin smiled and approached them and grabbed their shoulder. “That’s what I love about you Y/n. You’re you with flaws that make you the perfect you.” He leaned down and kissed their forehead. “Now, how about we actually get you into a nice warm bed for you to sleep comfortably on with some painkillers and water for you to wake up to? I’ll sleep on the couch for tonight because you’re still a little drunk.”

           They laughed nervously. “This is embarrassing. I never thought you would see me drunk.”

           “Yeah? My roommate told me all about the times you came here when I wasn’t. Drunk on your ass and ranting about your feelings for me.”

           “THEY TOLD YOU ABOUT THAT?” They watched Hongbin nod. “I’ll kill him! Ugh. Never mind. I’ll do that tomorrow after I get rid of this damn headache”

           Hongbin chuckled and picked them up to take them to his bedroom. “Goodnight Y/n.”

[squirrelly831]

Discovers He’s a Serial Killer and He Refuses to Let Her Leave  [Jaehwan and Hongbin]

A bit more on the darker side of things. It strays away from the idea of love and more to control and so I leave you with that as my warning. There’s violence and lots of it for some members. You’ve been warned.

I’m not playing… There’s violence. Not for the weak hearted. Kind of yandere I guess?

Enjoy~

There was a serial killer, not something that really happened in South Korea, who had targeted women between the ages of 19-28. There was no connection between the women and the attacks were in different parts of the Seoul districts. It happened at random times sometimes in broad daylight and sometimes in the dead of night. What was worse is that the police were left scratching their heads as they had no evidence that could pinpoint their killer, but they were sure it was just one. The signature was identical. A carved out smile and gouged out eyes as they were posed scandalously. Their legs slightly apart, naked from the waist down, and one arm would be draped over anything beside them and the other on their lap.

She couldn’t believe something so vile would happen in South Korea. She could see it happen in her home country, the United States, but not somewhere like South Korea. A place where women could walk the streets in the dead of night not fearing the danger that could spring.

She was glad she had her husband around her. She felt safe knowing her husband would be by her side and protect her. Though, her fear grew with each new woman that was found. Their ethnicity didn’t matter to the killer, so what if one late night it was her that the killer spotted. She shook in fear at the thought and countless times her husband would reassure her that she’d never fall prey to a monstrous act like that. She had silently prayed the killer would be caught not knowing that she was a lot closer to the killer than she ever knew…

While home one day, she was cleaning out her husband’s home office when she stumbled across a fake bottom in a drawer. With a pen, she was able to pick it up and find a pair of gloves and a sheathed knife. The color drained from her face as she questioned why her husband had the items. Her mind trailed to the case. How the killer had to have been wearing heavy duty gloves, like the ones in the drawer, and have a large hunting like knife, like the one in front of her. She put the fake drawer back as she slipped back all the items in the drawer before she shut it. She had a renewed determination as she tore apart the room to find other hidden compartments. One held trinkets from the victims like jewelry, ID, and a hair brush which ultimately confirmed the sneaking suspicions. Her stomach turned as she fixed the room back to the way it was and hurried out of the room unsure of what to do…

Jaehwan

“Jagi!”

Jinri jumped as she dropped her dust rag. She hurried out the office and shut the door. She took a shaky breath as her hand rested on top of her pounding heart. Jinri knew she couldn’t raise suspicious. Once she felt calm, she made her way downstairs to see her husband give her a questioning look.

“Did you hear me?”

She shook her head, “I was in the bathroom” she lied. Jaehwan noticed her tense shoulders, “How was work?” She asked as she headed into the kitchen.

His eyes widened slightly as he watched her. Jinri didn’t kiss him. It was something she did religiously unless she was mad at him. Had he made her mad? Jaehwan shrugged off his suit coat and took off his shoes before he followed after her. He didn’t know what he did, but he was prepared to apologize and beg for forgiveness if he had to. “It was work… Not very eventful” he wrapped his arms around her and she froze as he bend down to kiss her cheek which only made him more suspicious. Jinri gave him a quick kiss back before she pulled herself away from him as fast as she could. He leaned on the counter as he watched her pull out some vegetables from the fridge, “What’s for dinner?”

She set out a variety of vegetables and broth, “I was thinking veggie soup? Sound good?” She grabbed the cutting board and knife and before to slice the veggies one at a time.

“Want me to cut—”

Her hand slipped down on the knife when she saw his hand reach towards her, “Shit.”

Jaehwan pulled his hand back as he pieced together Jinri’s reactions. His eyes darkened as he stared at his wife. She knew his secret. His jaw clenched as he fished for the first aid under the sink and reappeared by Jinri, “Here.” He cleaned and bandaged her cut. He gave her a smile as he kissed the wound, “Be careful… I’m going to head to my office” he noted how ridged she went only confirming what he knew. “Call me if you need my help” Jinri stiffly nodded and Jaehwan left the kitchen. He heard the relieved sigh escape her as he was out the room. He tugged at his tie as he rushed up to his office to notice his drawer with his gloves and knife was ajar from Jinri not putting the fake bottom back correctly. He let out a string of curses as he took out his gloves and knife. Jaehwan’s eyes darted back to the office door as he made his way towards it on a mission. He descended the stairs to the front door and locked the locks as well as the chain he had placed on the top of the door for added security. Before he headed into the living room.

After dinner, Jaehwan offered to clean the dishes as Jinri finally decided it was time to call the police. “I’m going to watch tv” she called out as she headed into the living room. She turned on the tv and rose the volume to tune out her voice. Once done, she picked up their landline as her cellphone was in their room, at least that’s what she thought. She took the phone in her shaky hands and dialed the police. However, her heart stopped when she noticed the call didn’t connect even though the phone was on. She put the phone on the end table and reached back to the cord and noticed it was perfectly severed.

“Jagiya, are you really trying to destroy everything we have like this?” She screamed as she swung back, phone hitting the ground with a bang. Jaehwan pushed himself off the archway he leaned on and he swayed slightly. His eyes pierced hers as his anger only rose when Jinri took a step back from him. “Were you trying to call the police on me? You know I killed those girls for you… They tried to seduce me even after I told them I had such a beautiful loyal wife. I was just being a faithful husband.” His eyes made her cowar. They were cold, lifeless, and dangerous, “I did this for you and you tried to call the police, yea?”

Jinri shook with tears in her eyes, “Jae–”

“WEREN’T YOU!” He gripped the side of the end table she had only been near seconds ago and flung it in anger. She screamed as the table and phone stand banged against the wall beside her. She let out a sob as he stormed up to her. “WHY WOULD YOU TRY TO HURT ME LIKE THAT? AFTER ALL I’VE DONE FOR YOU! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME!” His eyes dilated as he retrieved his knife from under the sofa beside them. Jaehwan swung the knife and Jinri fell to the ground as the knife struck the wall that was just inches from where her face was, “If you don’t love me then you’re just like those other whores. You’re just like them, yea?”

Jinri’s mind screamed for her to run, but her body was too scared to move. She shook her head as she hiccuped. Jaehwan bent down to her level and pressed his two fingers into her cheeks forcing her to face him. She didn’t see her husband. She saw a monster… A beast. “I’m sorry” her voice finally slipped between her lips. She knew that if she didn’t tell him what he wanted to her, he would kill her, “I was scared.” Her voice shook as she tried to form her lie, “I was scared that if yo–you got sick of me and ki-ki-killed me too.”

She noticed his eyes contract to their normal sizes as his fingers released her face, “What?” A pained look crossed his face as his hand touched her chin and she kept herself from jumping back. “Look at me…” She didn’t move as her eyes blurred with tears. “Please…” He whimpered. Jinri’s eyes flicked up to look at him and she saw the eyes of Jaehwan. The eyes she knew. His thumb caressed her jaw as his eyes devoured hers, “I love you. I would NEVER hurt you like those girls unless you tried to leave me.” A shiver grazed her spine as Jaehwan spoke about killing her as if it was a simple task. “Trust me… Please.” Jinri shakily reached out and wrapped her arms around him to hugged him. Jaehwan let out a relieve breath as he hugged her back, “I love you.”

She could hear by the way he said it, he waited for her to repeat it. Jinri could tell by how he flipped out, she wouldn’t be able to survive if she tried to run away from him. His threat was enough to confirm her of that. She was trapped. Jinri’s eyes pricked with tears, “I love you too…” Though it didn’t sound honest to her, the way Jaehwan pulled her closer was enough for her to know he believed it.

She only found out after the incident that due to knowing his secret, Jaehwan would never let her out of his sight again. He made sure he knew everything she did, where she went, and what she said.

Hongbin

After discovering her husband’s secret favorite pastime, Eunyoung wasn’t just scared. She was terrified. The man she married was a serial killed. He had nothing but thrills when it came to killing. What she didn’t understand was how did she know he was a killer before even the cops and how didn’t they piece it together?

When she found out, she knew what the logical thing was to do, call the police, and let them know what she knew. However, maybe it was the reporter side of her. The side that wanted answers. The side who wanted to see the reason behind the mind of a serial killer. The side she’d later curse as it lead her to unknown predicaments.

There Eunyoung stood, in front of her husband after revealing she knew he was a killer. How he went on ‘business trips’ that always coincided with the murders and in the same location. How she knew the hidden compartments that held souvenirs from his victims and the weapon and gloves. She told him everything.

What was his response?

Not a damn thing. Hongbin had just sat down on the sofa and let out a laugh as he leaned back with a book in hand. “Okay, you know. Makes it easier for me– I really hated lying to you, love.”

“With all the evidence I have on this, I’ll turn you in, you sick fuck. To think I married someone like you” she pulled out her phone and pressed the numbers. Before she pressed the call button, the sound of the hammer from a gun echoed in the room. She looked up to see a gun pointed at her.

Hongbin gave her a lifeless look. He didn’t look angry, but his blood boiled. Who did she think she was to threaten him? He waved the gun, “Phone. Now.” His voice left no room for arguments. However, Eunyoung didn’t move. “You may think I’m playing, love, but I’m telling you now, if you don’t put that phone on the coffee table this instant, I’ll show you just what I’m capable of.”

She swallowed, “You think you can kill me and get away with it? If I don’t show up to work or call my parents, they’ll know something is wrong and they’ll file a missing person.”

Though her words carried a clear warning, Hongbin could see her quiver and it ignited a fire in it. He stood from the couch, tossed the book, and approached her with his gun still in hand. She wanted to move, but in only a matter of steps, Hongbin was right in front of her. He traced the gun down her face to her neck as her fear grew. He took the phone from her hands, “You should know–I’ve killed a lot more than you know.” He dropped the phone and stomped on it. His eyes pierced hers, “Not even the police have come close to identify and discovering them all.” His fingers gripped her cheeks, “And I’d hate for them to find and never identify your decaying body.” She let out a gasp as her eyes watered. “I love you” he pressed his gun into her side and his eyes darkened, “But you so much as try to threaten me again and I’ll end you.” His voice was low and ominous. It didn’t hold a threat, it held a promise. He let her go and left the room just as she fell to her knees and cried.

After that, he thought he had nothing to worry about. He thought Eunyoung wouldn’t be stupid enough to try anything that would piss him off. However, after the incident, he noticed things change. Her clothes disappeared little by little as did the money he had tucked away for emergencies. It wasn’t hard for him to piece together what she tried to do and Hongbin was going to put an end to it before it got out of control.

Eunyoung was in the bath trying to relieve the tension she felt. She had found an apartment in Daegu that she planned to move to in order to escape Hongbin. She planned to run then call the police about the evidence she collected.

“What are you doing?”

She jumped at the voice in her ear. Water splashed out of the tub as she noticed Hongbin beside her. It had been hard pretending that she didn’t know he was a serial killer. She loved him, but the disgust was more than enough for her to turn away her love to him. “I’m taking a bath… obviously.” She spat.

Since she found out the truth and was held prisoner in her own home, Eunyoung developed an attitude towards Hongbin that really pissed him off. He didn’t get where she thought she had the right to act out. He reached out and touched her dry hair, “That’s not what I meant?” He played with some of it, “Are you going to wash your hair? It’s a bit oily.” His voice sounded like he was concerned. Eunyoung nodded not replying verbally afraid her voice would betray her. “Good” he smirked, “Let me help then.” He didn’t wait for her to reject as he shoved her down into the water and held her head under. She struggle immediately trying to claw at his clothed arm to force him to let her go, but he was just too strong. She let out a scream that only created excessive bubbled above her, “I’m sorry, what’s that?” He mocked as he watched her struggle underneath his hand.

Her chest hurt from the lack of oxygen and her head pounded. Eunyoung was prepared to die that way, but when his hand let her go her head shot out of the water. She let out coughs and gasps as she watched him grab her towel and dry off his hand.

He didn’t look at her as he threw the towel on the ground. “This is your warning, try to leave me and next time, I won’t let you come back up.”

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Miscarriage [Hongbin and Sanghyuk]

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Hongbin

Everything was going right with Hyemin’s pregnancy. She was eating the right food, she exercised, she took great care of herself, and the ultrasounds were perfect. It made the whole thing confusing that even the doctor was scratching her head. Hyemin was four months in and Hongbin had only recently returned from tour.

They were cleaning up around the house, Hongbin worked upstairs while Hyemin worked downstairs. She didn’t do anything strenuous especially after a morning of small cramps. However, while cleaning the cramps got worse. She was in the middle of wiping down the coffee table when one cramp left her crying out in surprise and pain.

Hongbin heard her and dropped what he was doing. “Babe, what’s wrong?” He asked as he ran into the living room.

“I’m okay” she took in a breath to steady herself as she stood up. “I’ve been havin–ah” she leaned forward as her hand pressed against her stomach. “Having cramps…” she whined.

Hongbin shook his head, “Come on, we’ll go to the hospital and see what’s up.” Hyemin wasn’t going to say no as she took her husband’s arm, She squeezed it as another cramp came and went. “Are they contractions?”

“It’s too–” she sucked in a breath “–early.” The entire ride to the hospital, Hongbin and Hyemin’s fingers were intertwined with one another. She’d squeeze with each cramp too focused on them to feel the pool of blood that was gathering in her underwear.

At the hospital, they were confronted with the heart-wrenching diagnostic. Hyemin had a miscarriage. Hongbin called his parents and his in-laws. Hyemin’s parents were the first ones at the hospital and her mother instantly gathered her heartbroken daughter in her arms.

While Hyemin was comforted by her parents, Hongbin headed home to remove all the baby items he could and gave them to his parents to get rid of. He didn’t want Hyemin to come home with the baby items taunting her. He took the moment alone to cry as he held baby clothes and toys he was boxing away. All the items for the child he was never going to hold. His heart was destroyed at how sudden it all happened. From one moment, having a perfect pregnancy to the next losing that baby before they even had a chance in the world.

He took Hyemin home the next day. She hadn’t said a word since she was told about the miscarriage. Their moms both thought she just needed some time at home to recover from the initial shock. “I’m going to run you a bath babe, okay?”

Hyemin nodded dazedly as she headed to their bedroom. She went to her nightstand to throw her phone and wallet inside. When she jerked it out, Hyemin was greeted by a baby outfit that she had hidden to give Hongbin for Father’s Day. She took the outfit in her hand just as Hongbin headed into the room. Hyemin let out a sob as she fell to the ground holding the outfit to her face. The life in her was gone and it wasn’t coming back. Her child was gone and she’d never get the chance to see them or hold them.

Hongbin watched in horror as Hyemin crumbled to the ground. He cursed himself for not checking everything. He rushed to her side and pulled her into his chest, “We’ll get through this… I promise” he whispered. “I love you. I love you so much, Hyemin. I love you” he repeated in her ear in fear that if he didn’t she too would disappear from his life.

Sanghyuk

Hyuk was excited for the day ahead of him. His wife, Chaeyeon, and their friend, Daeun, were due home after a long month away in Busan. The girls decided to go visit their families and took Jimin’s daughter, Nari, with them. They were all due home by evening which worked for Sanghyuk as he had a talk show to attend with VIXX. He had chatted with Daeun through text to check on them as he didn’t want his wife trying to text and drive.

Midway through the interview, Hyuk was called off the interview floor where his manager held out his phone for him. Hyuk pressed it to his ear to the sound of Jimin crying, “Jimin? What’s wrong?”

“It’s the girls. They went– Daegu– accident–”

“Give me the phone!” Namjoon yanked the phone from the sobbing Jimin. “Hyuk, you and Jimin need to get down to Daegu. The girls got caught in some bad weather and they were t-boned. The doctors wouldn’t tell Jimin much on the phone, but they stressed they need to talk to you. Seokjin is buying your train tickets and he’ll swing by to get you.”

Hyuk felt numb as he listened to Namjoon. His heart stopped as the worse came to him. Why did the doctor need to speak to him? As if to answer his question, a call came in, “I’m getting a call.” Was all he could say before taking the call.

His blood ran cold when he heard the voice introduce himself as the doctor who was responsible for Chaeyeon’s care. After many medical terms and explanation, the doctor told Hyuk he needed to decide on saving the baby that was six months along or his wife. Without even hesitating, he begged for them to save Chaeyeon.

It was an hour and a half until Jimin and Hyuk got to the hospital in Daegu. Jimin held Hyuk’s hand not caring about the looks they got on the train. His wife and his best friend were in the hospital, Jimin felt overwhelmed and he knew Hyuk had to have been in worse condition. He lost their child only to save his wife. Jimin was secretly thankful that Hyuk made that choice. Jimin didn’t know how he would have handled losing his sister.

At the hospital, they were told the whole story. How a speeding car plowed into the driver’s side of the car. How Daeun had a concussion and head injury when her head hit the passenger window. Nari had rib fracture and whiplash from not being restrained in her car seat properly. Both were relatively better than Chaeyeon who got the blunt impact as the car struck her door and the back seat door behind her. She was in the worse condition of the three girls. She needed major surgery to fix her broken arm, ribs, and other things including the removal of the deceased fetus.

Hyuk didn’t know how he could handle breaking the news to her that their child was gone. He was thankful Nari and Daeun weren’t as severally hurt. He went to check on both of them as they were awake. Jimin and Hyuk decided it was best not to tell Daeun about what happened to Chaeyeon and the baby. They just said she was in surgery.

It had been four days since the accident and Chaeyeon finally began to wake up. Hyuk heard her groan and he shot up in his seat to get closer to her, “Baby–” He cringed at the word. “Chaeyeon, can you hear me?” Chaeyeon moved her head in a nod, but hissed at the pain. “Hold on, I’ll get the nurses.” He ran out and retrieved a nurse. And when she was fully awake, the doctor broke the news about the baby and Chaeyeon broke.

Hyuk returned after getting some food from home to see Chaeyeon’s unbroken arm to her stomach. Hyuk swallowed hard as he went to her side. He placed the food on the table before he took her hand from her stomach.

Her eyes watered as she snatched her hand from him, “Why didn’t you save her?” It was the first words she had spoken to him after she discovered he picked her over their child to survive. She hissed. She was pissed. Pissed that the driver hit her car. Pissed that her baby’s life was endanger. Pissed that her husband chose to save her and not their daughter they were so close to having. “You should have saved her!” Hyuk’s voice lodged in his throat as he reached for her. Chaeyeon slapped his hand away and hit his chest with her uninjured arm, “Why. Didn’t. You. Save. Her?”

“Because I couldn’t lose you” Hyuk’s voice was broken. The pain in his voice mirrored in his eyes as he took her hand. Chaeyeon cried harder and Hyuk hugged her. His hand combed through her hair, “I love you… I love our daughter, but we could always try again… But what I can’t do is lose you.” He kissed the top of her head, “I would do it again every time. I would always choose you.” Hyuk watched as Chaeyeon’s open palm grasped his shirt as she cried pulling him closer. He was heartbroken. Not only did he mourn the death of his daughter, but he had to watch the love of his life in pain. He wanted to take it all away from her, but he didn’t regret what he did. No matter how much he wanted a baby with Chaeyeon, he knew that they could try again, but there was only one Chaeyeon.

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Accidentally Touches Your Breast [Wonshik, Hongbin, and Sanghyuk]

Not a very detailed reaction. My apologies. The BTS Proposal took a lot out of me haha.

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Wonshik

Wonshik had worked up the courage to ask Sujee out on a date and he was honestly surprised that she had said yes. He had always assumed she had a crush on Hakyeon, but in reality, Hakyeon was trying to get the two of them together. Since it was their first date, Wonshik ashed the members where he should take her. They convinced him that a movie and a casual place to eat was the way to go as Sujee wasn’t much of a romantic. However, as the time for the date grew closer, his nerves grew.

He wasn’t the only nervous one. Sujee was on high alert as she met him at the movies. She was worried that she would screw up or that he would realize he wasn’t really interested in her. At the movies, he went to get the popcorn as she found the seats.

As she waited at their seats, Wonshik approached her and accidentally dropped the popcorn on her. He immediately apologized as he ran off to get a new batch. Fearful of spilling it again, he handed the popcorn off to her and sat down in an awkward silence before the movie began.

After the movie, the two went to a restaurant where they sat and talked about the movie. Sujee took a bite of her fried dumpling when Wonshik noticed a spec of the sauce off the corner of her mouth.

He reached out to wipe her mouth, “Ah, you have a litt–” his hand hit her cup of ice water and spilled it. “Oh shit! I’m so sorry!”

She jumped as the cold liquid fell on her and she let out a soft laugh, “it’s okay.” She smiled, “It’s just water. It’ll fade in no time.” She gathered the ice off her and put it back in the cup.

Wonshik, however, was still panicked as he reached to hand her his unused napkin, but stretched out too far and bumped her breast with the back of his hand. His face flushed as horror flashed on his face, “I-I–I swear I’m not always this clumsy!” Sujee laughed which eased his flustered self and he ended up laughing too. “What a first date, huh?” She nodded still hysterical.

He took her to her apartment, still embarrassed of the events of the night. She told him good night and headed to the front door. “Ah, wait, Sujee.”

She paused as if expecting him to call out to her. She turned her head to the side, but didn’t see his face, “Yes?”

“I know this date wasn’t the best, but do you think you’d be interested in a second date?”

She turned to face him with a small smile on her face, “I enjoyed today. I’d like a second date.” His mouth parted slightly at her admission. “Good night, Wonshik. Don’t trip on your way home or something.”

He laughed awkwardly as he walked backwards from her apartment, “I’ll be sure not to do that. See ya.” Wonshik couldn’t hide his excitement that she said yes to a second date after that disaster.

Hongbin

Yoonhee was used to hanging out with her cousin, Taekwoon, and his friends. Taekwoon was very protective of her and if people didn’t know they were cousins, they would assume they were dating. Though she hung out with the guys regularly, Taekwoon didn’t like her with them alone because they had a bad habit to flirt with her and of all the members, the maknae line were the ones he worried about the most. They were closer to Yoonhee’s age and he knew they could corrupt her if they were with her long enough.

However, the maknae lines were her closest friends, especially Hongbin and Hyuk. Those two and Yoonhee were a power trio. They loved to play pranks on the others. Yoonhee was the mastermind of the prank while the two boys were the ones who pulled the stunts. However, Yoonhee was unaware of Hongbin’s crush on her. She could ask him to do anything and he would do it without a second thought. It didn’t matter if he was busy. Even though she had been oblivious to his obvious crush, Taekwoon and the others weren’t. Often Taekwoon would find himself glaring daggers at Hongbin when he was too close to Yoonhee.

One night, Taekwoon agreed to let her stay the night at their dorm and Yoonhee was telling stories with the others. After her story, it was Hongbin’s turn. He was animated as he told his story. His hand moved around as he spoke and he didn’t realize where he was swinging until he accidentally hit her breast with the back of his hand. She flinched at the sudden hit and Hongbin’s eyes widened. “I am SO sorry Yoonhee!” He immediately apologized. He could feel the murderous intent from Taekwoon without even looking back at him. “Are you okay?”

She let out a giggle and shook her head, “It’s all good. Accidents happen, yea?”

He released a chuckle of his own, “Still–I’m sorry.” Though they could laugh it off, Taekwoon was planning Hongbin’s demise the moment they went to their rooms.

Sanghyuk

Dahee was preparing for her solo debut under Jellyfish Entertainment after years of training. She was thrilled to finally make her big break and she grew more excited when she found out that her duet partner was Hyuk from VIXX. She idolized him and to be able to have him as not only her partner in the song, but also the music video and choreography, her hear soared.

When she first met Hyuk, they were both super shy and formal with one another. Through time did the two get closer and become comfortable with one another. Her respect for him only grew as time went on and Hyuk found himself starting to grow an interest in her the more they talked outside of work.

His friends realized his interest in her and it became one of his biggest regrets. They would check in on their dance practices. To Dahee, it was to get pointers from people who’ve been in the business longer. To Hyuk, he knew they had ulterior motives. Hakyeon would point out small gaps they had between them and move them closer or give Dahee advice to give off a sexier aura about her.

Hyuk couldn’t wait until they left the studio as they made practice a lot harder than it needed to be as he couldn’t focus on the routine. However, when practice did end, he was disappointed that Dahee left first after giving a bow and quick thanks for the help. He watched her walk out and he felt the urge to go after her. Maybe they could grab coffee before they went their separate ways. He didn’t hear his hyungs complain that he wasn’t trying hard enough to get her attention.

Hyuk ran out of the studio and saw Dahee down the hall, “Hey Dahee!” He noticed her phone in her hand with the headphone cord attached. He assumed she couldn’t hear him and followed after her. Dahee had yet to turn on her music and she turned just as Hyuk went to grab her shoulder. His hand missed her shoulder and rested on her breast for only a split second before he jerked back. “I-I’m so sorry. I thought you couldn’t hear me—I was–coffee” he rambled. “I was–did you want to get—coffee with me?” He ran his hand through his hair as he tried to make sense of his own words. “I..I didn’t mean to. I’m not–I’m not a pervert. I jus–”

“Hyuk oppa, it’s fine” she pulled out her headphones from her ears. “Coffee sounds go. Did you want to get it now I know a nice secluded cafe that’s open until 2.” Hyuk couldn’t form his words and he just mindlessly nodded. “Great! Come on!” She continued the way she was headed with a little bounce in her step as Hyuk followed like a lost puppy not knowing his friends noticed the whole interaction.

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Proposal [Wonshik, Hongbin, and Sanghyuk]

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Wonshik

Wonshik could do a lot of things, but trying to plan the perfect way to propose to his girlfriend, Deja, was not one of those things. He recruited the members of VIXX to help him plan and execute the perfect proposal. Each member was given a task and Wonshik’s was to go ring hunting with Deja’s best friend and his band member, Hongbin. He was also in charge of the song writing and composing just for him to play the day of the proposal.

As the day approached, Wonshik felt a gnawing fear begin to surface. What is Deja said no? What if she gets scared of the sudden proposal and breaks it off and his heart along with it? What if she realizes she deserved better than he could ever offer? It was ultimately a heart-to-heart with Hakyeon and Hongbin that eventually helped his bound nerves relax.

It was the big day and Wonshik spent it out and about with Deja. He took her to spots where they first met, where he first asked her out, to the time he chased after her after an argument, and more. They reminisced, their intertwined finger never once parting as they walked the areas. He lead her through Seoul as the day carried on as if they were just on another date.

That evening, they went home to dress up in formal attire. When Wonshik saw Deja begin down the stairs of their shared home, he couldn’t stop staring.

Her dress, hand picked by Hakyeon and Jaehwan, fit her like a glove. Deja did up her hair in an intricate bun. She wore the diamond earrings and necklace that Hyuk picked out for her that would match her engagement ring. She grew nervous under his gaze and she shifted in her spot, “Is it not good?”

Wonshik shook his head, “No… You look phenomenal. I forgot how to breathe for a second there.”

She flashed him one of her bright smiles as she reached up to brush her imaginary hair back, “You don’t look too bad yourself.”

Wonshik held out his arm and she looped hers with his as he led her out to the car. Taekwoon was in charge of the driving as Wonshik didn’t want anything to be ruined for this night.

At the restaurant, the two clicked drinks, “Do you like this place?”

Deja took a sip of her wine, “It’s beautiful here.” She looked around, “I’ve never been somewhere this fancy. I feel so out of place.”

“Your beauty outshines this place any day” he complimented and earned a blush from her.

Deja let out a breath, “What on earth did I do to deserve such amazing treatment? I feel like a queen.” She let out a low giggle.

“You’re my queen. You only deserve the best.”

Deja stared at him, “You always had such a way with words.”

He reached over and took her hand in her, “Only when it comes to you.” The music that played in the background changed, the volume was louder than the previous song, and the people around them fell quiet as they looked around curiously. “ Deja, you know I love everything about you.”

“I know… Otherwise I’d definitely have to question what we’ve been doing these last several years together” she smiled. Her ears perked when Wonshik’s voice played over the speakers. She knew his rap anywhere even when it sounded as smooth and emotional as the song, “What song is this? I’ve never heard it…” She was surprised. Deja was pretty well informed with all of Wonshik’s songs.

Wonshik chuckled, “It’s new. It’s called The Proposal.” Her lipped parted slightly as she mouthed oh not thinking a thing of it. “We’ve been through a lot in four years and I couldn’t ask for a better half than you. I always worry you’ll find better and leave me. Or you’ll get sick of waiting around for me” Deja frowned at his word and was about to protest, but he shook his head. “Maybe there is someone better for you than me. Even if that were the case, I would fight for you to prove just how much we belong together.”

Deja didn’t understand where he was getting at until she watched him pull out a ring box from his suit pocket. “Wonshik…”

Wonshik moved off his chair and knelt beside Deja. He opened the box and she let out a gasped when she saw the beautiful ring, “Will you marry me?”

“Yes…” She replied breathlessly, “Is that even a real question?” She sniffled. She watched Wonshik slip the ring on her finger. Deja jumped from her seat just as Wonshik stood and hugged him tightly. “I love you.”

“I love you more, my queen.” The song continued to play in the background as the guests around them applauded them. She pulled away and Wonshik wiped her tears, “You gotta stop crying soon or your make up will get messed up. We haven’t even had desert.”

She let out a sniffled laugh, “Who’s fault do you think it is that I’m like this.” He pressed his lips to her in a loving kiss uncaring of all those who watched.

Hongbin

Hongbin bought the engagement ring, but he had no plans when he would propose to her. He knew it would be sometime soon, so he kept it hidden in his nightstand in their shared home. He didn’t want to do something too crazy as it was something that his girlfriend, Hyemin, had talked about. They had discussed marriage and ideal proposals where it came up that Hyemin wanted something lax. She didn’t want something public or over and above.

He was home back from tour. He was relaxing in the living room with Hyemin after she made them breakfast. She was in his arms and he combed his fingers through her hair. “Hey love?” She looked back at him with her hands curled around her coffee mug. “You want to head out to the park or something? Just to get out of the house for a bit?”

Hyemin smiled into the coffee before she pulled it back, “Can I wear one of your shirts?”

He took the mug from her hands and pecked her lips, “Wear whatever you like. Minus the things I need to clean.” When he broke the quick kiss, she gave him another quick kiss and got up. “Can you get my wallet?” He called out to her. He hadn’t planned to change out of the sweats and sweater, so he hung around in the living room.

“Sure!” She rummaged through his dresser and his side of the closet to find a pair of sweats and a sweater. After she got changed, she looked for his wallet. She didn’t see it on his nightstand, so she opened the drawer where she found his walled and the ring box. Hyemin took out the wallet and the ring box curiously. “Hey babe?”

“Yea?”

She walked in with the ring box in her hand, “What’s this for?”

He laughed as he waved her over as he figured he might as well just get the proposal over with. Hongbin pulled Hyemin on his lap as he hugged her and took the ring box. “I was planning to eventually ask you to marry me. Guess now is the perfect time, huh?” Hyemin stared down at the ring box speechless as he opened the ring box and took out the ring. “Will you marry me?” He whispered in her ear.

She smiled widely as she nodded and she watched him slip the ring on her finger, “I love you, Hongbin.”

Hongbin kissed her temple and took her chin in his fingers. He turned her head and gave her a kiss, “I love you too.”

Hyemin got up nearly jumping in her spot, “Now, fiance, let’s go for a walk!”

Hongbin grinned and stood up. “Let’s go” he intertwined his fingers with hers and lead her out after they slipped on their shoes. Even during the walk, Hyemin’s  eyes were trained on her engagement ring which only made Hongbin smile more.

Sanghyuk

Hyuk and Chaeyeon went public three years into their five year relationship. It wasn’t abnormal for many of his interviews to stray to Chaeyeon and their relationship. Many by the fourth year focused on them settling and getting married which Hyuk openly expressed his desire to eventually marry Chaeyeon. By year five, he felt more motivated than ever to marry Chaeyeon. She was the only one he wanted to be with, the only one he needed to be with. Since the fans knew about her, he wanted to make it public, but also leave it more intimate as he knew Chaeyeon would freeze on the spot with all the attention on her.

He was graced by lady luck as he was offered an interview on a radio station and he refused to pass it up. It was a perfect plan. He could propose in a public setting, still maintain an intimate surrounding, and get a fiancee out of it without having to do a lot of setting up.

Chaeyeon was with the techs and Hakyeon, who insisted on accompanying them to the studio, while the host and Hyuk sat beside each other. Hyuk answered many questions before the music cut in and the host told him about the second round of questions… the questions solely focused on his relationship with Chaeyeon. His eyes fluttered up and looked through the glass at Chaeyeon who was wide eyed in wonder as the techs explained the equipment. Hyuk watched her lovingly as he let out a soft chuckle and he shook his head. He looked at Hakyeon, he gave Hyuk a thumbs up, and flashed the ring box before he stashed it back in his pocket.

Hyuk was nearing the end of the questioning when the host asked the last question, “Our final question for you Hyuk… The fans want to know, when are you tying the knot?”

Hyuk shrugged, “I’m not sure. I have to propose first.”

The two laughed, “Do you have a plan? Will you plan something special?”

“I would do something over the top, but Chaeyeon has never been one to be the center of attention” he looked up at Chaeyeon who formed her hands into a heart near her chest. He smiled, “But, I do have a plan and she’ll already know it’s coming.”

“Oh how so?”

“There is only one song from my group that she loves called Heaven. I plan to play it so she knows I’m going to ask her to marry me” the host cooed. “She hates surprises, so I have to make sure I plan it out perfectly. I can’t startle her too much, you know?” Chaeyeon rolled her eyes at his words.

The host clapped his hands together, “Is there a song you want to play for the fans before you leave, Hyuk?”

Hyuk nodded as he looked for the track on the computer, “Yea, this one. Hope you guys enjoy it!” The DJ chuckled when he saw the track and he played it.

Before the song played, Hakyeon held out the ring box to Chaeyeon and she took it hesitantly. Then seconds later, Hakyeon pulled out his phone and stepped back to record. She looked around in confusion as the techs ushered her to open it. The song Hyuk spoke of, Heaven, echoed in the studio. Her eyes blurred as she pressed her knuckles under her nose.

Hyuk walked up to her and took the box from her hands, “You haven’t even opened it and you’re already crying.” He flipped the lid to show a glistening ring. “Making you happy has brought me more joy than I thought possible. I want to spend the rest of my life bringing a smile to your face. Choi Chaeyeon, will you do me the honors of becoming my wife?”

“Yes… YES! Of course!” She cried. He laughed at her three answers and slipped the ring on her finger. She threw her arms around him, “I love you, Sanghyuk.”

His hands tightened around her back, “I love you, Chaeyeon.”

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Could you do 61 and 71 with vixx hongbin, please? Thank you!!

Hongin inviting you onto his stream always turned into one of you doing something embarrassing after losing. This time you decided to let his views pick what the loser would do, and they all voted for a cheesy line to be said. 

The game had been tight, but in the end you came out on top, proudly showing off your victory dance to his audience. 

“Don’t make me say it,” his cheeks tinted red, his eyes looked between the chat and the small window of you, begging to be let off the “punishment.”

“You lost, you have to,” you chuckled, falling back in your seat, watching him squirm slightly. 

“You’re mine. I don’t share,” he beamed, watching as the chat exploded. 

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Grieving [Taekwoon and Hongbin]

Angst and super long. I’m apologizing now… It’s super long…

DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED! MENTION OF WIFE DEATH, GRIEVING, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS! DO. NOT. READ. IF. YOU. WILL. GET. TRIGGERED!!!!

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When he found out his wife was pregnant, he didn’t think of anything bad happening. The pregnancy went perfectly and they were days away from meeting their new addition. They were excited to see their child after planning for so long on expanding their family.

Their wife opted in doing a c-section as she was told it would be safer for her as an anemic to go through. He was there with her during the c-section. He watched their baby delivery with hearts in his eyes. Their baby was perfect. They cried as the nurses handled them and cleaned them up. What none of them knew what tragedy was about to come as they celebrated the new life.

He was in his wife’s hospital room holding their child when he looked up at his sleeping wife. It had been a number of hours since the delivery and he noticed something was off about her. “Babe?” He called out to her noticing her pale complexion. Her eyes fluttered open and he leaned to her, “What’s wrong?” She tried to speak, but her eyes rolled back and her vitals began to drop. He jumped up waking his child in the process as he hit the emergency button. “HELP! SOMEONE!” He reached down and touched his wife’s hand and felt an instant abnormal chill.

The nurses ran in and took the baby out as well as led him out as they tried to figure out why she had declined so fast. They rushed her back into the operating room and he followed until they went inside.

He paced outside the room as he could still heard the machines scream in his ears. The doors opened in the operating room and he straightened up, the doctor walked out of the room with a disappointed look. He didn’t need verbal notification of what happened. He could tell–he could feel that his wife was no longer with him. A single tear slid down his face as the doctor explained the cause. That during the c-section, the doctor who was delivering their child, had accidentally nicked her bladder and she had bled out internally. They were too late to try to save her. Their joyful celebration became a mournful heartbreaking moment. He felt like his life had just unraveled before his eyes and he didn’t know how to fix it.

Taekwoon

The last three days were overwhelming for Taekwoon. He was between checking on his twins, Hyunwoo and Jiwoo, as well as caring for his step-son, David, who he had sole custody of and took part of the ceremony for his wife’s, Imani, passing.

David was his main concern of all else. He was eight and understood well enough that his mother wasn’t coming back to him. Taekwoon was thankful David was there to help him with his younger half siblings. He helped feed them or when they’d cry he’d try his best to comfort them as best as an eight year old could. However, he was a kid himself, and a kid who was raised basically alone with his mom before Taekwoon entered the picture. The funeral was hard for him and there were times David would break down in tears wanting nothing more than his mom to hug him only for Taekwoon to be the one who took him in his arms.

Taekwoon was exhausted by the time the funeral ended. He didn’t have time to mourn. He told himself he could mourn later but he had to focus on the kids. continued this thought for three months. He took care of his kids flawlessly, but he didn’t take care of himself. His parents prepared for a trip, but they hesitated on going. Taekwoon told them he would be fine, but just to make sure, they got in touch with his friends and asked to keep an eye on him.

Taekwoon’s lack of mourning hurt him more than helped. He held in the toxic emotions and they consumed him. He couldn’t eat, sleep, or breath without thinking of Imani and her lifeless body. How she died right before his eyes. He couldn’t cry. He felt numb. Even with his kids, he felt a dull pain in his chest each time he held his children or looked down at them. They looked so much like their mother it made his stomach turn. David had also spent his fair share of nights screaming or crying for his mom due to nightmares or out of sheer anguish. It took a toll on Taekwoon as he didn’t know how to handle David’s mourning nor his own.

Wonshik decided to pay him a visit. He knocked on the door and waited a few moments. The door slowly opened revealing his pale faced friend who looked like he hadn’t eaten in days. Taekwoon sluggishly walked back into the living room and Wonshik followed him.

He flopped on the couch and gulped down the water on the table before him. Wonshik hesitated, but Taekwoon spoke first, “I can’t get over seeing her… I see her when I sleep… When I eat… Wherever I look, she’s there.” Taekwoon’s sunken eyes twitched as he looked around, “I want to remember the good times, but I keep seeing her eyes rolling back– her skin” he choked on his words, but no tears fell.

“Hyung… When was the last time you ate or slept?” Wonshik looked around the room, “Where are the kids?”

Taekwoon shook his head. He was out of it and the questions didn’t make sense to him. The questions muddled into one in his head. “The kids… I didn’t eat them…?”

If he didn’t know Taekwoon, Wonshik would have assumed he took drugs by how out of it he was. Wonshik approached Taekwoon and took his shoulders in his hands, “Hyung, focus.” He shook him. Taekwoon’s sunken dead eyes met his, “The kids. David. Hyunwon. Jiwoo. Where are they?”

“Asleep… At least they can sleep. David is in the nursery with them… He’s been sleeping there instead of his bed… They don’t have the image of their dead mother constantly in their heads. Her cold skin— why didn’t I notice the signs that she was dying? Why?”

Wonshik watched his friend fall apart as he picked up his phone to call the others. He was concerned about his friend’s safety and well-being of the kids. After he spoke to Hakyeon, he sat back with Taekwoon, “Hyung, you need to rest and eat. The guys are coming.”

A cry rang out in the nursery and Taekwoon stood on wobbly legs, “I should feed Jiwoo before she wakes her brother.”

Wonshik stood and gently pushed Taekwoon to the couch, “I’ll feed her. You just wait here for the others, okay?”

When the others got to Taekwoon’s house, they found him at the dining room table with his hand holding up his head. He looked at them with tear stained cheeks before his eyes drifted. They would stay around Taekwoon’s place for the next week and a half caring for the kids and him. When his parents returned from their trip, they took the kids and the members took Taekwoon to get help at a hospital.

Hongbin

Hongbin could remember the day of Hyemin’s passing like it was yesterday. Mere months had passed since that dreadful day. He never imagined he would have to raise their two kids, Mina who was four and Joon the newborn, alone. He had to be strong for his kids especially Mina.

Mina cried and cried when she was told mom wouldn’t return and Hongbin’s heart broke. At the funeral, his mother held infant Joon as Mina sobbed for her mom in Hongbin’s arms. He could only hold her close and whisper how much he and her mom loved her. He pressed kisses on her head and cheek as his own tears fell.

It had been months since that day and Hongbin had tried his hardest as a new single dad. But there were days he struggled. Days when Joon was crying more than usual or when Joon wouldn’t sleep when he needed him too. Days when Mina threw a fit and screamed or sobbed or when she woke up so early in the day that she was in crying fits by midday, but refused to sleep.

Both of the kids were sleeping one night. Hongbin locked himself in the bathroom and broke down in tears, “Hyemin, I need you here… I can’t do this alone. I need your help… Please… I don’t know what good I can do for them?” He cried as he sat there on the ground.

There was a knock on the door that caught his attention, “Daddy?” Mina’s sleepy voice echoed. She knocked again, “Daddy?” She whispered as if not to alert baby Joon.

Hongbin wiped his cheek as he got up and opened the door to see Mina with her favorite stuff animal, a bunny, in hand. He swung it open and bent down to Mina, “What’s wrong, baby?” Mina said nothing as she reached out and hugged his neck. Hongbin’s tears fell again as he hugged his daughter closer. “You wanna go sleep in daddy’s bed tonight?” She nodded as she buried her head in his shoulder. He felt the pain in his chest slowly subside as he took his daughter to his bedroom. Hongbin knew he wasn’t alone nor was he the only one that was broken up about the passing of his wife. Mina crawled up Hyemin’s side of the bed and pressed her head in the pillow. Hongbin chuckled as he watched her eyes close. He lay down on his side of the bed and hit the lights.

“Daddy…” Mina mumbled.

“What baby?”

Her eyes fluttered, “Mommy and I and Joonie love you lots.”

Hongbin gave her a small smile as he watched her give in to sleep. He leaned over and pressed his lips to her forehead, “I know, baby. I love you three so much too.” He kissed her head once more as her hand grasped his shirt. He looked out his window and wiped his tears, “Was this your answer to my pleads, love?” He looked back at his sleeping daughter, “You always know what to say, baby girl.” Hongbin allowed sleep to consume in and it was the first peaceful night he had since Hyemin’s death.

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