#honestly i gain species euphoria every time i am called a freak or something dehumanising

[terror-punk]

I love people with mental disorders and/or disabilities deemed "unsafe", "gross" or "freaky" by society.

Yes, even those ones. They have a disorder, their disorder does not make them evil or disgusting. We might seem scary or gross to you, but that's a you problem. Stay scared if you want, it is not our job to fix your fears. We will not change for you.