#honestly i dont know if i do marvel or mcu with the tag

[wishchip106]

i’m slowly making my way through reign of x atm and its like the comics are just remembering they need to feed me or something every now and then

i need more of my favorite bald guy 😭

i can accept magneto every so often BUT ITS NOT ENOUGH EUGHH

[sky-kenobye]

⛵️ Five Fandoms, Five Ships ⛵

Get to know the blogger, via five different ships from five different fandoms!

Thanks for the tag @underacalicosky !!

Putting it under the cut because this is LONG, sorry.

I love them your honor. Doesn't even have to be romantic, I just want to see them being obsessed about each other. I'm also a pretty big obianidala fan, hence why I added her too. (I'm a multishipper really. I have my otp but there's a lot of ships that I enjoy)

1. Obi-Wan Kenobi/Anakin Skywalker(/Padmé Amidala) (Star Wars)

When I first watched star wars (not that long ago, I only watched it because I wanted to see the sequels in theater lmao) I wasn't a big fan of the prequels so I mostly ignored them, but then a couple years ago I randomly rewatched them in the middle of the night and suddenly I was obsessed. I'm not even sure how I ended up on AO3 (did I go look for obikin? Did I stumble on it? Idk) but eventually I started reading Pining in Preschool, then realised that @palfriendpatine66 was on tumblr, I started interacting with more people around here, and now I'm (slowly) writing fics, and I'm having the time of my life here, so thanks Pal!

I don't think any if my past fandom brainrots reached my current level so I'm pretty sure I'm here for the long haul (at least it's not stopping anytime soon).

It's not super obvious here but I'm actually a huge Marvel fan (well, the MCU, I've never read a comic), and especially Captain America. Stucky is just, 🤌 so tasty (a lot of similarities with obikin actually imo). I'd like to talk to whoever thought "I'm with you 'til the end of the line" was a straight sentence to repeatedly say to your bro throughout an entire century though. Like?? I'm all for relationships that defy the boundaries of platonic and romantic, but still, that's kinda gay.

2. Steve Rogers/James "Bucky" Barnes(/Peggy Carter) (Marvel Cinematic Universe)

The first MCU movie I saw was actually captain america 2 (and not the first one lol) in theater, and I was instantly hooked, though since Endgame I've been less into it, since my fav is gone (and I have to agree with tumblr on that one: they're making too many movies and shows, I can't keep up 😩)

(And I'm still super salty about what they did to steve in canon, they should have killed him off instead of whatever the fuck that was, honestly)

I also added Peggy because she's great, and polyamory is so much better than love triangles or shipping wars. (I'm not polyamorous but I believe in their beliefs. I think it's because of the aromanticism)

Same as with obikin (and stucky too tbh) I don't really care how they love each other, I just care that they do. They're the most important person to each other, be it romantic, platonic, familial, idc.

3. John Watson/Sherlock Holmes (mostly BBC Sherlock, but from the RDJ movies and the books too)

I've obsessed over (non-existent) clues during the last season, and deluded myself into thinking they'd become canon, alas, it didn't happen.

I've translated a couple of fics in french for that ship, but I've never written for it (I thought about it tho), and I've read a lot. That's the fandom where I've read some of the best queerplatonic fics, and that's my favorite interpretation of the ship, especially sherlock being some flavor of aroace.

4. Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens)

I love them as a queerplatonic relationship, and I genuinely think that's what they are in canon, the haters can suck it, that's not queerbaiting even if they dont become a canon couple.

Okay, I'm starting to see a patern here. Am I really that predictable? You can just copy-past what I said above.

(I'm fully on board with them being a couple though)

Hey, a straight ship! With a woman not added as a second thought!

5. Elizabeth Bennet/Mr Darcy (Pride and Prejudice)

Not quite the same vibe as the others, but I've read sooo many fics and books (straight up published fics lol), I've watched a bunch of different adaptations (even the one with zombies)... The worst part is that I think I've only read the og book once, oops.

I actually inherited that fandom from the women in my family lmao. My mom, sister and sister-in-law are all obsessed with it, so I read it to see what all the fuss was about and, yeah, I get it.

And that's it! There are other fandoms I'm into, and other ships in those fandoms, but that's pretty much it (the main one that's missing is Dinluke, the others are mostly smaller ones).

I'm not super actively in those fandoms (apart from Star Wars obviously) but i come back to them now and then. Usually I re-watch it then binge-read a bunch of fics (while my main fandom stays in the main spot in my brain) then I let it go again until it comes back (while obikin still stays in the main spot).

Also Harry Potter used to be my main obsession but JKR kinda ruined that for me so I'm not really into it anymore (hence why I didn't list it even though I have written fics for it).

Anyway that was way too long, if you've read all of this then props to you!

I'm tagging: @cottonraincoat @fem-anakin-skywalker @kingdomvel @ineffable-snowman @arobiwan (and whoever else wants to do it because I'm nosy and I want to know stuff about people)

[fictionfolk-safehaven]

lots of fictionfolk dont feel bad about their source actions, and thats completely fine of course, but the atruggle is so real as someone who does

i actually felt like shit about all of that in source too, but like. yea i feel bad. i was a facist.

for context, im another alter’s mcu oc, i used to work for hydra (unwillingly), its a very similar plot to what happened with bucky if anyone knows marvel stuff. and yea, i feel horrible about it, hydra is NOT GOOD! i also tried to kill peter while i was only about half brainwashed and honestly conscious enough to fucking not, but i still did, and then we became friends and he didnt recognize me without the mask.. eventually i had to do shit and mask up, which uhh. he remembered guys! so that was not a fun conversation to have!

idk i just have so very many source memories and its kinda killing me bc our dad keeps being a fucking nazi so i keep being brought into front and its like oh my goddddsssss leave me aloneeeee

-🪐✨ (🌟) (was that our tag? probably)

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[kurp-stuff]

Just posting some thoughts about the dead/po/ol and wol/ve/rine movie (i was gonna tag a post but it became too long and unrelated to the actual post which was about byebyebye nsync). It's not gonna be organized, maybe i'll organize them later whatever.

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i thought the movie was barely a movie rather a succession of cameos references and fight scenes. It felt really empty or shallow to me. (really makes you understand why in english film and movie are different terms tbh). And seeing people say it's a very good movie has me losing my mind fr

Not that i had a BAD time either. I got all the references since im a big stinky nerd. And i have a fascination for bad 00s superhero movies. They're delicious garbage to me. So I was amused by he cameos.

But GOD please im begin people to actually watch movies other than marvel ones

I say that as someone who started their cinematography classes almost only with those as a reference. And i was a bit snobbed by my cinemato professor so my point is not to be a snob. like yes sometimes it's fun I understand.

tho i wouldnt rewatch almost any mcu movie for pleasure. I still very much enjoy the guardians of the galaxy trilogy for example. But that's because they're literally better than the other mcu movie sorry i dont make the rules hihi. And x-men first class is one of my fav movie let's be real.

So yea sometimes it's fun but when it's monopolizing the industry and honestly harming it ....There should be less of those amusement park movies. Yessss ok im aligning with scorcese sorryyyy. Sorry im an old fart 😔.

And i know cinema started as a curiosity showcased in fairs and huh circus/carnivals etc. But that's also because it was new.

Anyway again not saying this as a snob like im better than you or whatever. I regurlarly watch disney channel original movies like they're the best things ive ever seen. So im not here for denying you your fun. Im here to tell you YOU DESERVE BETTER.

Now back on the movie itself : the music was nice. But can you go wrong with classic madonna and corny 00s boys band songs and grease ?

tbf i think the 1st deadpool movie is more crappy than funny and i liked the 2nd one. It had some funnies in it (and again big stinky nerd so i knew the new characters (mostly) and was happy to see them) But GOD is that humour 12 yo boy on 9gag in 2011. most of it at least. And fart jokes make me joke most of the time so you can imagine if im tired by the movie's humour. Like I love the Austin powers movie and im still saying that. (idk im trying to find examples of movies with crass humour tho it's not exactly the same kind of humour. And not all jokes make me laugh in Austin powers to be clear)

Weird villain choice for a movie which is at best anecdotic (do you say that in english ?). I used to read x-men comics with her in it cause my dad had them. But didnt understand shit cause i was literally 8. But she seemeed way to important and scary to be a deadpool movie variant villain ???? Feels like wasted potential.

Idk if it's skill issue from me but trying to sum up the movie to a friend was a hard task. And idk if it's because the movie is actually well very empty so when talking about it i immediatly talked about the cameos and references rather than the plot. Tho the overall plot is not that complicated, it's just not solid enough and nothing in the narration and filming helps (sorry lacking some cinematography terms in english)

The middle part is so long and mostly boring (except for the cameos) that i forgot what they were doing there at some point. Also very much my opinion, and i think the same for the 3 deadpool movies, but the humour really prevents me for caring about anything happening. Also love Wade saying he wants to save his timeline because his whole world is like 5 people that live in it. But we only see those people like 5 minutes, 10 minutes tops.

Also idk but i feel like this movie would be an ordeal to watch for someone who isnt temrinally ill with mcu disease and hasnt watched every single piece of mcu shit there is before watching this movie. (i mean I did ...watch almost everything...sooo uugh). Like this was another problem I had telling the story to my friend. She has watched A LOT of mcu and has been a big fan of it until like maybe 2 years ago when doctor strange mom came out (which was terrible you guys are insane for thinking this movie is good. twas a bit funny tho. but not comically bad enough for me to call it delicious garbage. I was a bit desappointed but i had expectations for billy and tommy lmao. I'll rewatch it one day). And she hasnt watched any mcu shows. NOW TO EXPLAIN THE TVA. Okay I simplified by saying they're a time patrol that "controls" and watch over all the timelines or something like that. But geeze. And if you havent watched all or some the old fow superhero movies, the cameos are meaningless to you (not my case I wish the human torch had stayed longer. I was obsessed with the fantastic 4 movie as a kid. delicious delicious garbage. My second obsession was the daredevil 2003 movie. I would have died if they'd manage to get Ben Affleck for this shit).

Like a youtuber I follow said, it's probably gonna become less enjoyable with each rewatch, like no way home (which i thought was very mediocre even when i 1st saw it with friends and was the only old killjoy saying it wasnt the masterpiece they said it was). Let's be real apart from the other spider-man participation, the movie is boring. And stupid. Mcu Steven Strange is a stupid old fuck and deserved to be demoted :) . And even the cameo moments have little pauses after made specially for cinema cheering. UUUGUHHGHGH. Like apart from that the movie is not solid enough for it to stay the same fun everytime we watch it. And the cinematography is like absent i believe. SOOOO YEAAA.

Oh yeah the joke about Hugh Jackman being forced to play wolverine until he's 90 and then the same week anouncing robert downey jr returning to the mcu as dr doom 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

Anyway

Superheroe movies can be good and CINEMA, not just entertainment (i do believe cinema should also be entertaining actually BUT you get me). That's why Im annoyed at those movies. Like Of course I do believe a vast majority of comic books adaptations should be animated movies or shows. Like literally the best superhero movies are the incredibles and into the spiderverse. Undebatable. Then there's like The batman 2022 which is the only live action superhero movie i thought was good good. Oh yea and 2 or 3 x-men movies are nice I love them Im an x-men stan when xmen is good. (huh yes im a nolan batman trilogy hater, i fucking hate them, find them boring as hell and dull and fail to see how they are cinematographically interesting. Also responsable for bad opinions about batman since 2005. Doesnt feel anything like batman, like honeslty could just change the characters' name that's how much they dont feel like themselves. Feels like Nolan doesnt like batman, is ashamed of doing a batman/superhero movie. Realism my ass. Artistic direction I HAAAATE. I'll try watching it again sometime cause im desperatly trying to understand what people like in these movies)

Anyway that's it for now after this digression. If anyone read all that and wanna talk about it Im open.

[tarragonthedragon]

this hadestown bootleg? opens? with an honest-to-god appeal to revive iron man?

like its a charity donation drive. incredible work. i'm dying

[falllpoutboy]

I can’t tell you how much I love your yearly random posts critiquing zendaya’s career! I’ve followed you for what seems like forever so I know your opinions always stem from a non bias, racist or misogynistic place. with that being said, I have three questions that I’d love your opinions on. be honest.

do you think the trajectory of her roles will change in any positive way next year? “positive” being the complete opposite of what you wrote in your post and the tags. if i’m being honest, after reading what I hope is the scrapped first incredibly rough draft of the Challengers script, i’m not all that hopeful. I can see you making that film the third example in your tags 😞 after it releases.

Is it bad that I think it’s a complete waste of time returning to film 18 total minutes in another spidey movie and she should politely decline, thank them for the experience and seek opportunities else where? a big time scooper, who’s usually correct with their insider knowledge regarding the MCU world, tweeted zendaya’s character would be returning for the next installment. *insert gif of emma roberts pouting here*

I know you stan so I’ll be kind… do you feel like her personal life is starting to overshadow her work? seems like there’s more talk over that part of her life than there is her work. then again, that could be because of the “headache inducing, vapid, ignorant and so shamelessly fraudulent” roles you did mention. hm. good point.

thanks in advance for your thoughts and opinions!

Thank you so much for this ask and for sticking by my unpopular opinions. to answer your first ask, i'm kinda half and half on the trajectory of her career. i guess from an outsider's perspective she's been on a "positive" uptick (what with the second emmy win) but its like a faux positive trend (like a upper left quandrant on a X-Y axis, its still in the negative side). challengers seems interesting and i've heard mixed things abt the script, so for her sake i hope its good. Euphoria needs to be indefinitely canceled and she needs to start branching out with projects and directors for Zendaya's career to be on a true positive uptick.

as for your second question, honestly i dont think it would be bad if she did that, more power to her if she did walk away from sony/marvel after the scraps they've given her these past 5 years. i would certainly respect her a helluva lot more if she did. but realistically, she will keep doing these movies. ESPECIALLY since if it means spending more time with tom and the easy, hefty paycheck it gives her.

i think its a half n half situation regarding on her personal life getting more attention than her work. unfortunately for her, she really doesn't have much going on in her professional life so its bound to be overshadowed in the media by, most notably, her relationship with tom. the last time she was actually making headlines was in september bc of her second emmy win.

[universeofmuses]

What are rare-pairs that you’re passionate about? What are your favorite ships on here (feel free to tag?) What is your favorite fandom in which you write? How would you describe your favorite OC? Have you ever written a canon muse that you first thought of ‘meh’ when they appeared in their canon show/movie/book? Is there anything you would have changed when you started writing now that you have more experience? Do you still write your first muse? When did you first start writing?

What are rare-pairs that you’re passionate about?

//so I'm going to answer this from my perspective from the lack of rpers or threads that I dont see on my dash or anywhere. These ships are just I want to have them or more of them but either the fandom is dead or its so small that no one but me is in it on here lol

Natasha x bruce, Stephen x christine, Peggy x natasha,

Carol x natasha, Clark x lana, Clark x lois, Chuck x Sarah,

Hiccup x astrid, Tommy x Kimberly, Harm x Mac,

Nate x Elena, Diane x king What are your favorite ships on here (feel free to tag?)

//so there are a few rpers that I have ships with that I am just crazy over! This is not meant to hurt anyone or exclude anyone, these people are the ones that I talk to the most and plot with the most and have the most awesome threads with. I love you all and love all of our threads :) @peggys-orders - she an awesome peggy and does such an amazing job writing her that you would swear that its actually peggy carter :) @akasupergirl - she is an oc mash up of dc supergirl aka Kara zor-el reimagined for the marvel universe, please check her out, she is the sweetest mun and always the best ideas and replies! @without-an-alibi - she plays multiple muses but my favorite threads are with her kate, she is fun to talk to and plot with and I swear some of our plots are ridiculous as hell but theyre amazing and fun and feel like they could happen in the MCU @star-crossed-muses - I knew this rper when their blog was just a yelena blog and I loved her yelena and the mun is super nice and fun to talk to, some of our threads are super feely and some are super sweet! What is your favorite fandom in which you write? //right now I would say I have the hot hand for Marvel, I need to get back into the dc shows. I fell off the wagon last year because of work and stresses from work so I need to get back into it now. but Marvel is the main one these days :) How would you describe your favorite OC?

//I dont have many ocs that I write, so I'll talk about someone else's OC. so I mentioned akasupergirl earlier in this ask. This oc is a mash up from dc and reimagined for the marvel universe, and just so many times when I see this situation out there the character feels very shoehorned into the fandom and it doesnt fit right and it just doesnt work and falls apart like a wet sandwich. But not akasupergirl, there is just something about the character that is so authentic and so real and just like she could exist in the marvel universe. She also picked an amazing fc that works amazing for what she is doing in the marvel fandom, seriously check out this mun and muse and get stuff going with them because I know you wont regret it! Have you ever written a canon muse that you first thought of ‘meh’ when they appeared in their canon show/movie/book?

//So when the sequel trilogy of star wars came out with the first movie and then the second there was a huge trend on here with people for Kylo and for the ship with him and rey and at first like eh I dont see, its not that great eh whatever whatever whatever, I honestly still kinda ship her with Poe I just thought they had some cute moments together here and there. Then I saw the third one and saw them like actually be together and not snarl at each other and then I saw the ship, and then I was in the theater for rise of skywalker and I was tearing up when he dies and becomes one with the force and I was like 'god damnit, I ship the stupid thing now!' lol. Is there anything you would have changed when you started writing now that you have more experience? //I find this question very interesting, or variations of would you change the past xyz. Honestly no I wouldnt, I'm where I am right now because of my past, something changing there could completely change where I would be right now. The only thing I would tell myself when I first started was to keep at it, keep working on it, it'll help me out so much later in life :) Do you still write your first muse? When did you first start writing? //so my first real muse was Bruce Banner and I do still write him, he doesnt get out very much these days sadly. Though he would love to be with Natasha if there are any that want to ship with him! Thanks for the fun ask :) check out the blogs I shouted out to, theyre amazing, you wont regret reaching out to them :)

[clancysletter]

✨ otps & notps tag ✨

@bring-back1d tagged me in this (THANKS! 💛 and, sorry, but apparently i cant tag you? 😔) and, yk, why not start 2021 by being controversial am i right? fdhsjkf

top OTPs (idk how many i can include so imma go wild)

steve & tony (in the mcu too, but, honestly, in every damn marvel universe. it's ridiculous. if you've never read "the confession" and "the oath" you're not ready to have this conversation)

tim & lyla (friday night lights) ("what do you want?" "you" "what else do you want?" "you" 😩 will always fuck me up)

harry & draco (harry potter) (the first ever “tongues fighting for dominance” was written for them and that should tell you all you need to know about this pairing)

neil & andrew (the foxhole court) (if you’ve never read these books idk what you’re doing with your life tbh)

jamie & dani (the haunting of bly manor) (the SOFTEST lesbians i stg they make my heart turn to goo)

clark & bellamy (the 100) (here's ur monthly FUCK YOU, jroth)

comics!clint & bucky (marvel) (one comics run & a thousand fics were enough to make me lose my mind at how perfect this pairing is)

isak & even (skam) (nothing will ever be as soft as their morning after scene. nothing.)

eric & happiness & acceptance (sex education) (tbh im still on the fence abt adam. we'll see how next season goes)

fleabag & the hot priest (fleabag) (fleabag's series finale was simultaneously the best & the worst thing that's ever happened to me. i cried. a lot. the soundtrack still haunts me)

bonus: neil & the protagonist (tenet) (i dont really understand whats going on there Just Yet, but i like it)

next part under the cut because lol

top NOTPs

steve & bucky (marvel) (just 404 error does not compute, never has. to me, they're brothers & i love their relationship as brothers. also keep ur “[louis voice] brothers?” joke to urself, i’m not amused lmao)

clark & lexa (the 100) (sorry, fam. another one that never did it for me. i’m all for bi clark. if jroth is gonna be a little bitch about bellarke, then give clarke a WIFE, but not lexa 🥴)

jon & daenerys (got) (it’s just weird as fuck in the series. maybe it could still work in the books, but in the series it played out like a wattpad fic)

harry & ginny (harry potter) (they got me yawning by the second book of the series. imagine how tired i am)

natasha & clint (alternatively natasha & bruce) (marvel) (just leave natasha the fuck alone. it annoys me to no end that they >have< to make her one of her male co-workers' love interest. give her a girlfriend, preferably okoye)

brooke & lucas (one tree hill) (this is an old bone to pick lmao)

michael & maria (roswell new mexico) (enough to make me yeet from the show i guess)

i think that’s it. i usually ignore pairings i don’t like, unless they/their fandom annoy me haha

i'm tagging @whatevertearsyou, @phoenixvinyl, @stardustony, @vilounelle, @ilouistomlinson, @prsephones, @behisbest, @onedirectoin, @stanwalls & honestly if u wanna do it, please do & say i tagged u lol

[goldrushzukka]

author interview tag

i was tagged by @klabautermanns and @voidcenturyscholar !! thanks babes

Name: alex!!! hello :)

Fandom(s): my main right now is avatar: the last airbender, but i've written supernatural and mcu in the past. i've only got the one fic and it's unfinished currently, but before atla my main focus was it's always sunny in philadelphia

Where You Post: ao3 @ nebulastucky

Most Popular One-Shot: by the light of a payphone, my first ever supernatural episode coda (13x05 advanced thanatology)

Most Popular Multi-Chapter Fic: isn't this the vision that you wanted. it's about to break 15k hits which is insane to me!!!! i'm writing a sequel for the zukka big bang and i'm very excited to see how it turns out :))

Favourite Story You've Written So Far: this is an impossible question. it's like asking a mother to choose a favourite child. i guess right now it's and i'll do anything you say (if you say it with your hands) because that's what i spend the most time thinking about. i'm also really proud of my captain marvel identity study fic, take this pink ribbon off my eyes

Fic You Were Nervous To Post: we had a moment, we had a summertime was my first atla fic, and my first fic after taking a long break from writing for college and dealing with pandemic stress. i did not expect it to do well at all, but it's now one of my most popular fics and ive even had a podfic offer on it!! (@kingtysonsworld im incredibly excited!!! thank you again!!!!)

How You Choose Your Titles: i take mostly from song lyrics. i have a colour-coded spreadsheet to keep track of lyrics i think would make good titles (drop me a message or an ask of you want to check it out!!!!)

Do You Outline?: i do and i don't? for long fics like a big bang i do; those can get up to a few pages long. but mostly i don't like to plan fics out in too much detail, i find it restrictive. i'm a much more loosey goosey kind of writer. i take notes if i have an idea for a scene later in the fic, but for most of my work that's the extent of my outlining process

Complete: isn't this the vision that you wanted and we had a moment, we had a summertime are both complete, though vision is the first part in a series. everything else (excepting the answer to the next question) is a one-shot.

In Progress: i'm working on my zukka big bang fic all the time, but my current published WIP is and i'll do anything you say (if you say it with your hands) and i'm hoping to have the next chapter done over the weekend. i'm not actively working on it right now bc i have so many other projects going and absolutely no control over where my attention goes, but i also have just another graceless night in progress.

Coming Soon: chapter 3 of and i'll do anything you say (if you say it with your hands), my zukka big bang, and honestly? probably more supernatural coda fics depending on how these last couple of episodes go.

Do You Accept Prompts: YES!!!! my askbox is always open!!!!!

Upcoming Story You're Most Excited To Write?: my zukka big bang fic!! it's a real win for us yearny bitches i'll tell you that much

Upcoming Story You're Most Excited About: i'm not reading a lot of fic right now bc i'm writing so much, but if you're not reading diners, drive-ins and dumbasses or breakable heaven then consider this a direct order.

uhhhhhh i have no idea who to tag bc i dont know who's done this yet so @sokkadyke and @crosspin you're up i guess

[imadethiswhileonzoom]

Tag Guide

😗 So this is the tags I use. Hope they’re not too confusing lmao

the pretty self explanatory ones:

😗 #art seems pretty self explanatory BUT it’s basically if a post includes art. and i honestly mean any type of art

😗 #unrelated is really just any post that i cant seem to put in any type of category honestly. whether it’s a shitpost or something random

😗 #gif set also pretty self explanatory. it’s any post including a gif set. which in my definition is 2 or more gifs

😗 #cosplay dont think i have much under this tag but it exists so. it’s just anything cosplay (not mine tho)

😗 #lgbt+ shit is a tag for anything lgbt+ related

😗 #math literally just how much i hate math lmao

😗 #take care of yourself is basically me saying this to you. has posts about menatl health and self care

😗 #lil tips is just that. little tips to help you and me

😗 #blm always have always will honey i shouldn’t have to explain that one

tags you might want to blacklist/filter:

blacklisting/filtering is when you specify a specific tag on tumblr so that you can't see posts tagged as such. a basic way to prevent content that you don't like or might trigger you

😗 #r*wling she has probably hurt a lot of people including me. so if you don’t want to see any posts pertaining to her. please blacklist this tag.

😗 #tr*mp honey i’m very anti-tr*mp and i understand if his name might be triggering. if you don’t want to see any posts pertaining to him. please blacklist this tag

😗  i might also have a tag for c*vid and so, please look out for any tags such as #c*vid bc i honestly dont know if i’ve ever tagged it

😗 #politics anything political should be on this tag.

😗 #one note a day post (these are posts are where someone has agreed to a compromise where for each note the post gets is equal to one more day they go without s*lf h*rm or one more day they don’t commit s***ide) these types of posts can be extremely triggering. so if you don’t want to see posts pertaining to this, please blacklist this tag.

😗 additionally! i have started putting the actual trigger with a tw in front of it so if you already have a specific trigger than don't worry. of course i won't have everything covered so:

if you want something to be tagged please tell me. if a post should BE tagged but isn't please tell me 

fandom tags! this is very long btw

😗 side note: So with ships I tend to just flat out put the ship name regardless of how I tage the individual characters. Ex. #Wrightworth and #Lumity

😗 #among us this are posts about a game that i am utterly in love with.

😗 #mcyt which stands for minecraft youtube! i also will put the content creator's name UNLESS there are too many. i also have #dream smp for purely dream smp related content

😗 #ducktales darling i love this show

😗 #unus annus memento mori

😗 #bnha this is also any post involving my hero academia/ boku no hero academia content (when it comes to the individual characters i usually tag them like this: #bnha midoriya. i’ll put bnha and then their last name.)

😗 #spy kids literally only one post about it lol

😗 #otgw is basically about the show over the garden wall. 

😗 #the witcher anything about this it honestly

😗 #the owl house is everything pertaining to the show. how i tag the characters are tricky so just look through the tag i guess and figure it out bc i’m unorganized

😗 #marvel this is EVERYTHING involving marvel. comics, fancontent, movies, etc. [when it comes to individual characters i’ll put in their FULL name like this: #tony stark. (though, loki and thor are COMPLETE exceptions as their tags are #loki and #thor)] oops and i just saw but i have black widow under #black widow along with black panther being tagged as #black panther. also #spider man is a tag

😗 #dc again this is EVERYTHING involving dc. comics, fancontent, movies, etc. (i dont really tag individual characters so i’ll just put #batman or something vague. but manily i just tag it as dc and that’s it lol)

😗 #mcu now this gets into specifics as this is ONLY content pertaining to canon mcu (marvel cinematic universe). (again,  [when it comes to individual characters i’ll put in their FULL name like this: #tony stark. (though, loki and thor are COMPLETE exceptions as their tags are #loki and #thor)] 

😗 #hp is anything hp related. (for individual characters i just put their full name like #hermione granger or #harry potter)

😗 #the onceler sadly this tag DOES exist but i promise there isn’t much there. so yeah the oncler from the lorax is an actual tag on this blog. sadly.

😗 #ace attorney so these are posts that is central to the videogame series ace attorney. (so with individual characters i’ll do it like so: #aa miles edgeworth. so i’ll just put the initials of ace attorney and then the character’s full name)

😗 #musical these are ANY posts pertaining to ANYTHING musical related. (how i tag specific musicals is pretty forward: #dear evan hansen, #hadestown)

😗 #she ra literally anything she ra related. sorry i’m tired of typing this ALL out lmao

😗 #undertale don’t have much under this tag but it’s still there. basically anything about this iconic game

😗 #moana and #mulan are independent and as i look back on it i probably should’ve just tagged them all as disney but i didnt and i’m lazy. if i ever end up tagging it correctly i’ll definitely update this.

😗 #picrew not exactly a fandom but thought i’d include it

😗 #puppet history this is a series from the channel the watcher which should also be a tag i think. anyways this is just anything about puppet history

😗 #tdp is any post about the netflix show the dragon prince (which i love and adore) just like dc i probably wont tag individual characters ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

😗 #atla is avatar: the last airbender content. (individual characters are done such as: #atls zuko. i’ll put atla and then their first name.)

😗 #voltron bruh i’m not even in this fandom anymore (still love the show tho) but yea theres that. i probably also won’t tag individual characters.

[mercysong-tardis]

Tagged by @queen-of-love-and-beauty 

AO3 Name: nightsisterkaris

Fandoms: Agents of Shield, Marvel MCU, TCW (Star Wars)

Number of fics: 101

1. Fic you spent the most time on: 爱 I. SPENT. SEVEN. FREAKING. MONTHS. PLANNING. AND. WORKING. ON. THIS. FIC. But I love it and I poured my heart and soul into writing this.

3. Longest Fic:  Something to Fight For ...Honestly I did NOT expect a forced pregnancy Philinda fanfic like this to blow up the way it did. I started it out writing it out as a crack fic but then things got serious real quick and everything went downhill from there.

4. Shortest Fic:  Philinda thru the alphabet This one is literally a shit-post.

5. Most hits:  Something to Fight For. Seriously why tf did you all like this one so much???

6. Most kudos: at 172 currently, once again Something to Fight For is the winner.

7. Most comment threads: I'll love you every new day, Since I’m really tired of Something to Fight for and 爱 for winning, I’m going to start answering these with the runner-ups... 

8. Fave Fic your wrote: 'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE PHILINDA This Chiristmas-themed Shit post was the most fun thing to write. II personally love poetry so this idea was hilarious to me.

9. Fic you want to rewrite/expand on: Countdown to Love I love the plot but I dont think I wrote it very well.

10. Share a bit of your WIP: A Philinda Star Wars AU with Philinda in the place of Padakin/Anidala:

   Melinda May was considerably one of the greatest Jedi knights of the century. She was powerful, talented in the ways of the force and her saber, having mastered almost three forms. She was starkly different than the man she had illegally fallen for.     May was on the search for him now. The Republic had fallen, and everything was chaos. She had to find Phil. She’s chased him to Mustafar. Disembarking, Melinda can see his form silhouetted against the harsh light of the lava.     He saw her, running to her with desperation in his blue-     No.     …Yellow eyes.      Melinda stared straight into his changed eyes. Sith eyes. It can’t be. No, this isn’t happening. How could he do this to her? To the galaxy he was sworn to protect?     “I did what I had to do to protect you. To keep you safe from the visions that torment my dreams.” Phil said.      “I need you to stop. This won’t save me. The galaxy is in danger, put the trillions of beings first!”      “I can’t lose you, Mel.” Phil said, “So you’re either with me or against me.” Phil said lowly, taking one step closer. May’s heart clenched as he touched his lightsaber, dropping his dark brown cloak from his shoulders, the cloak she had stolen on multiple occasions because it smelled like him. But not now. Now he was prepared to fight. “Stand back, Melinda,” Phil said in  a commanding voice.      Melinda’s eyes filled with tears as she drew her lightsaber, lighting it with a smooth flourish. “I’m sorry. I can’t do that,” The blue blade sprung to light, followed by Phil’s green one.      “Your vows to the order mean more to you than my love.” Phil says, broken loss lacing his words.      Melinda raises her saber, pointing it at him, one arm out, two fingers raised. “The galaxy is more important than two people.”      “We could rule together! You could be Empress, my love! I have power, more power than you’ll ever know. I can keep you safe!” Phil roars, sprinting forward, and their blades crash with a bright flash. “Listen to me, Melinda!” Melinda fights in defence, her saber on a low enough intensity that any strikes would only stun or temporarily paralyze him.     “That feeling is love, you know me, Phil, I cannot turn, even for you.” She says, staring into his eyes as their blades hum against each other.     Suddenly a hot pain explodes from her middle, and red light reflects off his sweaty skin. A Sith saber. A red blade. Phil jerks her back, deactivated the second blade, and watches her stumble.     May falls, curling in on herself, smoke from her scorched flesh burning her nostrils, and all she can do is say, “Phil, I’m pregnant.”     He freezes.     “You’re what?”     May gasps, her eyes clouding as her sight darkens, “Our baby… our baby.” May hears him scream in fury, lifting her into his strong arms, carrying her.    “I promised to save you, Melinda! I’ll save you both! I’m so sorry, love…” Phil’s words echo in her ears, and Melinda feels this may be her last breath.      It was... before she was plunged into darkness.

11. Saddest Fic (In your opinion):  you are the reason

12: Most Ridiculous Fic:  The Fangirls point of view 

13: Fic you thought would do well but didn't:  My Life, My love, My Melinda May 

14: Fic you thought would be terrible but everyone loved: Escape this prison that holds us back

15: Tagging: @katalizi @philindaforlife @melindacoulson4 @kelleee

[until-theend-oftheline]

Kari’s Marvelous 2k Writing Challenge

Thank you so much, guys. I honestly didn’t expect this blog to grow the way it has when I started it. I love this fandom and I love reading for these characters as much as I love writing for them, so let’s celebrate with a challenge, shall we?

Since I reached the milestone before my 1 year anniversary I will as open up drabble requests using a prompts list - I’ll make a post about that as soon as I can.

Also, check out and please participate in my Spread the Love event for my 1 year anniversary.

This challenge is for you guys to have fun with. I set the due date a few months in the future to make sure you got plenty of time to complete it.

The prompts for this challenge are all dialogue prompts. They are all a little odd and a little sassy. Cause well I am a little odd and sassy ;) On to the rules and have fun Y'all!

Due Date: June 1st, 2019

Word min: 500 words

Word Max: 6k words

Style: It can be a drabble, one shot or beginning of a series. Do not put in in the middle of an ongoing series since I plan on reading them and don’t want to read 10 parts of something to understand the entry.

Fandom: MCU - mostly

Will you read and reblog my fic?

You betcha :D I am behind on reading for previous challenges so patience is a virtue here

When Do I Post?

Right now. Sign Ups start now and end when there are no more prompts or when the due date rolls around

Genre: Anything you want. You have to be over 18 if you write smut and you always have to warn accordingly! Fluff, angst, AUs, and crack are all welcome.

Limits on what you can write: No Mommy/daddy kinks, no non/dub con, no A/B/O, no merpeople. No half animal anything, please. No mobster aus. No monster porn (this counts Venom and Hulk) No glorification on cheating (it’s okay as a plot device but use it with thought), no wife, s/o (even exes) or actor hate in rpfs! - if you got any questions at any time feel free to send me an ask,

NO BDSM INVOLVING BUCKY - NEITHER IN SHIPS OR READER INSERTS! PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL OF HIS PTSD! DON’T TURN HIS ARM INTO A KINK FOR ANYONE - IT’S A DISABILITY AND CONNECTED TO GREAT TRAUMA. 

Format: State in your A/N that it is for my (until-theend-oftheline) Kari’s Marvelous 2K Challenge. And use the # Kari’s Marvelous 2K Challenge in the first 5 tags.

Pairing and word count also have to be easy to spot in your header!

Submit: After you posted on Tumblr you have to add yourself and your fic to this doc.  If you don’t do this you will not be added to the masterlist I create when the challenge is over. If you got questions - just ask :D

Doc link it case Tumblr is an ass: https://docs.google.com/document/d/16FmPbXuA6oF23M5qiR5jRCSiUpaW_RiDIPUHG_LziBk/edit?usp=sharing

How do I join?

You pick a prompt and a pairing off the list. Send me the prompt number along with a backup just in case and your pairing of choice. ASKS ONLY!! REPLIES, REBLOGS AND IMS WILL BE IGNORED!

There are no limits on the pairings but I only allow 2 people per prompt so think before you sign up. If you don’t think you will be doing it then don’t take the spot from someone else. For now, 1 person can sign up 3 times (one prompt per story). 

Prompts and people are under the cut.

Pairings

No male readers - gender neutral are fine otherwise female.

General Fics - character or rpf are both fine.

All genders, skin tones etc. OCs are welcome as well.

Sister/daughter/romantic/friendship reader pairings for following are all fine - just let me know which (I prefer romantic or friendship but no pressure):

Actors

Sebastian Stan

Chris Evans

Bradley Cooper

Chris Hemsworth

Robert Downey Jr.

Tom Hiddleston

Elizabeth Olsen

Tom Hardy

Characters

Bucky Barnes

Steve Rogers

Thor Odinson

Tony Stark

Wanda Maximoff

Sam Wilson

Brunnhilde/Valkyrie

Natasha Romanoff

Clint Barton*

Wade Wilson

Eddie Brock (no monster porn please!)*

Ships (all are allowed as poly with reader too):

Stucky*

Winterwitch*

Winterwidow

Winterhawk*

Winterfalcon*

Sam x Clint (I don’t know their ship name)

Clintasha

Steggy

Thundershield

Thor x Valkyrie (also forgot the ship name)

Prompts

1 “I’ve never been so insulted!” - “You don’t listen much do you?” @jewelswrites-ish (Chris Evans x Reader) / @avengerscompound (Winterhawk)

2 “On a scale of one to Australia. How dangerous are we talking?” @avengerscompound (clintasha) /

3 “When did you become so smart, oh wise one?” - “Since I stopped listening to you.” @writing-mermaid (Tony x sister!reader) /

4 “Seven billion people in the world and you are overreacting because we killed one man.” - “But…” - “Seven billion people! Now shut up and drink your smoothie!” @queen-of-the-avengers (Tony x Reader) /

5 “Oh God. I think I am in love” - “For your sake, I wouldn’t tell her/him that” @docharleythegeekqueen (Winterhawk x Reader) /

6 “Don’t trust him” - “Funny that’s exactly what he said about you” @readitandweepfics (Steve x Reader) /

7 “Children shouldn’t play with guns” - “Who said I was playing”

8 “On a scale of one to ten how bad do you think it would be if….” - “At least twenty” @fangirlfiction (Stucky x Reader) / @queen-of-the-avengers (Tony x Reader)

9 “What’s our exit strategy?” - “Our what?” - “Ohmygod we’re going to die” @acreativelydifferentlove (Steve Rogers x Reader) /

10 “I taught you how to pick locks and this is how you are using that skill?” @messy-random-bitch (Clint Barton) /

11 “What’s the little blinking light mean?” - “It means…. Wait? Blinking?!”

12 “Right now I don’t know if I want to kiss you or push you off the cliff!” - “Can I pick?”  @sweeetmonstrosity  (Sam Wilson x Reader) / @averyrogers83  (winterfalcon x reader)

13 “This is what the third time I crashed my own funeral” - “Fifth” - “Really? That many?”

14 “Bring them home. All of them.” - “But…” - “All. Of. Them.” - “Fine!”

15 “I’m trying to have a serious conversation with you!” - “And I am subtly trying to avoid it.”

16 “What’s with the face?” - “Small fire! I said to set a small fire. Small was important!” @queen-of-the-avengers (Natascha Romanoff x Reader) /

17 “What the hell kinda noise was that?” - “I sneezed.” - “That was NOT a sneeze!” @jewels2876 (Chris Evans x Reader) /

18 “You got blood on your knees. No one goes nowhere and gets blood on their knees.”

19 “Is that blood?” - “No?” - “That’s not a question you’re supposed to answer with another question!” @nekoannie-chan (Steve Rogers x Reader) / @becs-bunker (Stucky x Reader)

20 “Obviously I’ve been gone for way too long. You managed to kill all the houseplants” @awkwardfangirl2014 (Bucky Barnes x Reader) / @queen-of-the-avengers (Tom Hiddleston x Reader)

21 “Don’t you know who I am?” - “Yup. I just don’t care.” @queen-of-the-avengers (Elizabeth Olsen x Reader) /

22 “You’re going to break his heart if you pull a stunt like this” - “He has a heart?”  @keepgrindingwaywardsoul (Bucky Barnes x Reader) /  @yougetkilled-walkitoff (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

23 “Sorry I got a cold and feverish assassin on my lap. I’ll call you back when I convinced him a cold doesn’t mean he is dying.” @keepgrindingwaywardsoul (Bucky Barnes x Reader) /  @acreativelydifferentlove (Steve Rogers x Reader) 

24 “I hate you” - “Why? I’m lovely” @barnesrogersvstheworld (Bucky Barnes x Reader) / @queen-of-the-avengers (Natascha Romanoff x Reader)

25 “You’re one insult away from starting a war” - “That’s presumptuous of you. It already started”

26 “What are you doing in the chandelier?” - “You know. Just hanging out”

27 “Can we please try not to kill anyone today?” - “Well you are no fun”  @kentuckybarnes (Bucky Barnes x Reader) /

28 “You missed!” - “I never m… FUCK!”

29 “You nearly took my head off!” - “I told you to dug didn’t I?!” @raqnorok (Bucky Barnes x Reader) / 

30 “If you weren’t so goddamn annoying I would kiss you right now” - “Well if you weren’t such a pain in the ass…. Wait what?”  @tranquil—heart (Steve Rogers x Reader) / @awkwardfangirl2014  (Chris Evans x Reader)

MCU WRITING CHALLENGES 

@ifyougetkilled-walk-it-off @captain-rogers-beard @dolphinpink310 @grace-for-sale @docharleythegeekqueen @rebelslicious @thorne93 @hillywooddestiel @peterman-parker @queen-of-deans-booty @acreativelydifferentlove @emilyevanston @blacktithe7 @becs-bunker @roxyspearing @blacktithe7 @cassiefanfic @readitandweepfics @kayla-of-shield @fangirlextraordinaire @thatfanficstuff @danijimenezv @hopes-archer @marvel_madam08 @averyrogers83 @thelookingglassalice @slowlywithfreedom @awkwardfangirl2014

And a few others cause I love their writing

@jewels2876 @becs-bunker @roxyspearing @barnesrogersvstheworld @sebs-potato @moonbeambucky @tropicalcap @softlybarnes @bucky-at-bedtime @evanstarff @fangirlfiction @i-dont-do-rpfs @avengerscompound 

[drarry-with-a-side-of-harry]

Journey into the MCU XII

Avengers: Endgame

I just watched Endgame. Part of me doesn’t even know what to say. Some bits were brilliant and exactly what I wanted them to be and then some bits were just... a bit shit?

Don’t get me wrong. I loved it. Whenever something happened I was screaming ‘ABSOLUTELY NOT’ you know, in the best way :) ...But... I had to love it, you know what I mean? Seriously though, don’t really know what the shit I just watched (in a good way lol)

So, I love the fact that it started with Clint - that already got me crying (the first of the 41 instances of crying due to this film and probably the fact that I’m hormonal lmao). I adored Tony and Nebula’s interaction playing the game in space and I was like ‘Ah shit here we go again he’s adopting another one’ lol. I honestly had no idea how they were going to get back to Earth until That Bitch™ turns up - I actually waaaaay prefer Carol in this film to Captain Marvel!!!

STEVE RUNS TO TONY WHEN THE SHIP LANDS! I CAN’T! HE’S BY HIS SIDE BEFORE PEPPER EXCUSE YOU BITCH WHAT!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH

I love them so much :’) sorry I’ll stop

Tony’s whole ‘zero zip nada no trust liar’ just. Wow. Very well done to both RDJ and Evans because that’s improvised right? I love!

I really like Thor, Protector of Lesbians and That Bitch’s interaction. Instantly a yes from me.

I enjoyed Thor’s desperation at just slicing that purple twat’s head off.

I’m trying to do this chronologically but I’m gonna start fucking up. Whatever.

I HATE what they did to Bruce. I wanted to see Bruce Banner being distraught and instead they wrote in all this unnecessary humour which personally I didn’t think was too funny maybe because I was too mad and made him permanently green?? Excuse me? The Russos have gotta be clowning right? The dared do THIS to the strongest avenger? Fuck off honestly. Think about what that man has been through - tried to kill himself and this is the treatment he gets?! No.

I like the fact that Thor is depressed because that was a natural decline. And I mean, he was depressed waaay before 2023 right? He has lost EVERYTHING and can’t really relate to anyone else because most of his loss was different, but he manages to maintain some of the humour we see from him in Ragnarok, HOWEVER I feel like the Russos were just trying too hard to make the humour happen and it just didn’t feel right?

LOVE THE FACT THAT THEY GOT OUT OF THE ‘OH SCOTT’S STUCK IN THE QUANTUM REALM’ PLOT HOLE WITH A RAT SCURRYING ACROSS THE CONTROLS. BITCH. I CAN’T EVEN BE MAD AT THAT. THAT’S JUST ICONIC.

Also, Tony Stark really is one of the best dads, huh? Along with Mr. Lang of course. AND NEITHER OF THEM GOT TO SEE THEIR KIDS GROW UP SORRY MORE ON THAT LATER.

I understand that Tony wasn’t on board at first, despite being a bit annoyed at him being selfish, I got it. And then bitch gets on board and everything’s happy for 20 minutes.

The Time Heist was ICONIC aND no one can tell me otherwise!!! Honestly just the fact that it was called the time heist and it was Scott’s plan and Scott is still tHE biggest fanboy - we stan.

I knew about the time travel shit before watching and thought they were gonna fuck it up because time travel is difficult with regard to not just going ‘so now we’re gonna go back and fix everything, job done’ but I actually think they did a pretty good job and did well explaining how *this version* of time travel was gonna work.

I really enjoyed Bruce’s interaction with the Ancient One and when she realises there must be a problem in the future if Stephen saved Tony’s life for the stone.

STEVE, TONY AND SCOTT WERE EVERYTHING AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THESE GUYS BACK IN 2012!!! I love Tony making Scott induce a heart attack. ICONIC. I live for the fact that we see all this sort of ‘behind the scenes’ action of The Avengers 2012 and the stuff that happened after the event and the ins and outs of everything. I will NEVER be over these whole shenanigans!!!!! I already knew about Cap V Cap but nOTHING could’ve prepared me for tHAT. This will be a continuing theme lol. I had no idea the whole ‘that is America’s ass’ thing actually happened jfc. SIDE NOTE: Tony really does say ‘I forgot that suit did nothing for your ass Cap’ bITCH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA why you looking though you bi little shit lmao I’m not sorry. Steve whispering Hail Hydra was iconic and I was screaming ‘FUCK YEH BITCH FUCK EM UP NOW THEY DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCKS GOING ON HELL YEAH STEVE!!!!!!’ and at first I was like ‘wait, are they gonna recreate the CATWS elevator fight sequence?’ and then they did tHAT. ICONIC. And then I also knew that they go back further because I knew Tony met Howard and I knew about Dr. Potts and Capt. Stevens (lol) BUT NOTHING COULDVE PREPARED ME FOR THAT EITHER!!!! That shit got me FUCKED aND he hUGged him! He hugged his dad! I was! Not ready! For that!

Anyway so their time heist was really nice and I loved it so much it was everything I could’ve hoped for.

Thor and Frigga’s interaction I thought was really nice and she MUST know by the way he’s talking that in his future, the near future, she’s dead. I just find it so lovely and she completely restores Thor’s confidence in himself.

NOW

CLINT AND NAT

ABSOLUTELY NOT

That totally fucked me up. I knew Nat died at Vormir but turns out it didn’t matter that I already knew because nothing could’ve prepared me for that either.

For one, they hint at it quite a bit after they’ve finalised the plan - you know, that someone’s gonna go there and die. Nebula knows and we know that whoever’s going to Vormir ain’t coming back - well, one of them. oops

Secondly, I had no idea that they *playfully* fought it out to decide who it was gonna be and I was sOBBING from the moment they got to Vormir till- uhhh- well tbh it never stopped but you get the point. The whole fact that Nat realised that *this* was her purpose and after what Clint had been doing for the last five years, he thought he was too far gone and didn’t deserve his family anymore, even if they could get them back. It just totally fucked me up. That was one of my favourite scenes.

Sad Steve. AHHHH.

Then a whole load of shit happens and Thanos learns about the plan. I like the way Thanos talking about his future self is written, so kudos to the writers on that one!

I also appreciate the fact that there’s no delay between Thanos, Squidward and the rest of his crew coming to the future and the fight. That’s it. All of a sudden we’re straight into it! Great!

AHHHHHHH so now it’s time for The Big Three to confront Thanos and I just LOVE this sequence so much I honestly can’t express it and I was so so sooooo hoping that I would see these three on their own (plus purple numpty of course). At this point Thanos is just completely psycho because he wants to destroy the universe and create a new one which is an addition I really like - creates a new sense of urgency I suppose.

In other news, Steve Rogers is worthy! Which I love because somewhere around CATWS I started stanning this bitch!

Dr. Strange’s portals? ICONIC. Hotel? TRIVAGO.

Peter’s back and his and Tony’s whole interaction and hug had me in fucking tears jesus fUCKING christ nope. That shit hurt. THAT IS HIS SON RIGHT THERE. FUCK.

RIGHT.

TONY MOTHERFUCKING STARK.

The fact Stephen knows - has known for 5 years - what must happen.

The look on both their faces when Tony realises.

Nope.

ABSOLUTELY NOT.

Made me wanna die.

Then he does it. Fuck. I’m completely fucked now. Thanks. And then Peter’s by his side and Peter’s whole speech while Tony’s just dYING!!!!!! ABSOLUTELY NOT. I DID NOT COME HERE TO BE HURT LIKE THIS. AND RHODEY. AND PEPPER. AND PEPPER HAS TO PULL PETER OFF. NOPE.

THEN they dare just cUT TO THE FUNERAL??!!?!

ABSOLUTELY NOT.

Get the fuck out honestly.

Tony’s recording. No.

The placing of everyone at the funeral was just perfect. The funeral was just beautiful in general tbh. The Proof That Tony Stark Has A Heart on the flowers. HARLEY!!!!!!! NO.

AND MORGAN WANTED CHEESE BURGERS JFC HAPPY IS GOING TO BE THE BEST UNCLE WOW!!!

Did I know Tony Stark was gonna die? Yes I did. I would’ve had to leave Tumblr to not have found out. There’s only so much that tagging can hide and you see something that hints at it and then you see a quick gif and then you just know, you know?

Did it prepare me? Fuck no.

Now, Steve.

What tHE ACTUAL FUCK?

What was that?

I’m not buying it.

Love the fact he passed Cap onto Sam, but to spend the rest of his life with Peggy? Fuck no. Some girl he knew too seconds vs spending the rest of his life with his BEST FRIEND who was irreplaceable. Fuck off. Bucky’s face throughout the whole sequence. The poor man was fucking devastated. And I’m writing this from a canon perspective because I’m all for stucky you know? Then I asked my self: ‘How could Steve do that?’ Conclusion: he couldn’t and he wouldn’t - the writers were playing silly games and none of us, none of us are buying it.

Did I know all this was gonna go down? Yes. Was I prepared? No.

Not for Bucky’s fucking face jfc. All they got was a line and a quick hug. They were BEST FRIENDS. I honestly can’t stress that enough. Wow.

The deleted scenes. Of course I have watched them aND WHY IN THE SHIT WERE THEY DELETED??? Russos are fucking clowns!!!! They all fucking kneeled for him and that was cut? You having a laugh mate?! And Gerald the Alpaca was cut because??? The extra Howard and Tony didn’t make the cut? Excuse you? Tony’s talking about how he doesn’t think he’s done enough, and then he goes and does the aBSOLUTE MOST???? :’) fuck. And uhhh Rhodey having the ONLY brain cell in the avengers with the whole ‘well you coulda jumped out the plane beforehand Cap’ lmaooo brilliant!!!

So they may be deleted but let me tell you, they released them so now they’re fucking canon.

So in conclusion, did I know all the major spoilers before watching this film? Yes because I wasn’t going to be a tumblr hermit, but managed to pretty successfully ignore them until today. SO WAS I PREPARED? FUCK NO!

Surprisingly I LOVED Clint in Endgame - not that I didn’t like him before but I just really respect how broken he is in this. His family. Nat. It really adds up and I really enjoyed what they did with his character.

I did really love it generally but just wasn’t entirely happy with some of the character choices - because they seemed pretty damn out of character! There’s development over 5 years of not having seen them, and then... there’s... some other situations.

Would I have enjoyed it more not knowing any spoilers? Completely! But I wasn’t gonna stay clear of Tumblr for 4 months lol.

Main thing I will take away from watching this. I miss Tony Stark so much and love him so much. And no I will not shut up about it. And was I crying for a good hour after the film ended and then some whilst I was watching the extra content? Maybe.

Also I’m so emotional that this is IT for Downey and Chris. Wow. Ok I’m done :’)

[torterragarden]

🔥 whats this anti tony stark business. I dont know enough about marvel to know why e veryone hates him so much

God dude it’s. It’s A Lot lmao and tbh I would just go through the anti tony stark tag if you really want Receipts

Also I’m gonna put this under a read more because it got long rip (also I tried very hard to make sure this doesn’t end up in the main tags for the character but we’ll see how that works out)

If we’re just talking about my onion and why I go so hard on the anti Tonky stuff (which wasn’t really intentional originally I was just reblogging a few things here and there to vent my frustrations and then it got out of hand and became one of my Things) it’s a bit Complex. I’ve never found any iteration of Tonky to be particularly likable or interesting, but it’s really only the MCU version of him that I hate. My feelings for every other iteration range from vague dislike to “he’s okay I guess”. And the MCU version, well. I think he’s an asshole who hasn’t grown or improved nearly as much as people claim he has (if he’s grown/improved at all tbh). I hate that he’s pushed as the “heart” of the MCU. I hate that Captain America: Civil War was basically Iron Man 4 instead, because Tonky got more focus than Steve in what was supposed to be a fucking Captain America movie. I hate that MCU!Peter is just Tonky’s pet project which not only misses a huge part of Peter’s appeal as the guy who made a name for himself as a hero on his own but is also just bad because Tonky blackmailed Peter into joining a fight he knew nothing about, making him fight against the side that he absolutely would have been on if he knew what was at stake, and Tonky is generally manipulative, condescending, and neglectful towards Peter. I hate his misogynistic “jokes”, I hate the gross comments he makes about May right in front of her nephew, I hate that he’s a war profiteer who only stopped selling weapons when it started affecting him directly, I hate... everything. There’s too much for me to even list which is why I suggested just looking through the anti tag for receipts.  But suffice it to say, I’m not a fan of MCU!Tonky in general 

BUT, honestly, I tolerated him just fine for a long time! I didn’t like him but it wasn’t a Big Deal, I was happy to ignore him for the most part and there were even a few times where I almost enjoyed him (not in Civil War lol). What pushed me over the edge were Tonky’s stans. Keep in mind, I’m not talking about people who just like him as a character and are like, normal about it. I’m actually friends with some Tonky fans and obviously I don’t agree with them on this particular topic lol but it’s fine, they’re fine, I don’t care about people liking him in general. But Tonky stans (the distinction between “stan” and “fan” is Important) are just an insufferable and very vocal group who ignore or twist canon to basically woobify Tonky, and they either treat every other character like just an accessory to Tonky or they tear them apart to make Tonky look better. Steve and Wanda get the worst of it, but no one is safe. They’ll turn on any character who doesn’t worship Tonky or who is on speaking terms with Steve (Tonky stans really hate Steve and it’s kind of funny because they don’t have a lot of substantial receipts on him so they have to twist canon so hard to make points against him). Like, they loved Rhodey until Infinity War revealed that he’s friendly with Steve, at which point Tonky stans started to hate Rhodey because they only only care about Rhodey as “Tonky’s friend/sidekick” and nothing else. They loved Shuri when they could make headcanons about her being mentored by Tonky, and then started hating her when it turns out she’s much smarter than their fave and doesn’t need his damn help (that’s not even getting into the the whole racist mess that is Tonky stans trying to insert him into Wakanda by any means necessary, crediting him for their tech and writing fics where he somehow becomes king of Wakanda. Hoo boi it’s bad). And on top of that they treat other fans like shit too, basically anyone who doesn’t love Tonky winds up having a terrible time in this fandom if they don’t carve out their own space. His stans are annoying as hell and it’s because of them that I hate him as much as I do

I don’t know if any of this really counts as an unpopular opinion tho, since most people in the anti tonky crowd also started with indifference/vague dislike that became outright hatred after exposure to his stans. It’s also probably not what you were looking for and I’m sorry I was all over the place lol but. Yeah that’s what I’ve got for you

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21 questions

@moonstruckhargrove @james-bucks and @buckysbeardliness tagged me in the 21 questions game! (thank you, all of you 😘)

Rules: answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people who you want to get to know better.

Nickname: NuNu

Zodiac: Pisces

Height: 5'5"

Last Movie I Saw: I took a break in the middle of my mcu marathon to finally watch Set It Up

Last Thing I Googled: “set it up 123movies” ha

Favorite Musician: ????? Idk man I can’t pick. Greta Van Fleet, Lifehouse, Fleetwood Mac, Journey, Harry Styles, 5SOS, Handsome Ghost, NEEDTOBREATHE, Niall Horan, Panic! At the Disco, to just name a FEW.

Song Stuck in My Head: “My Shot” but ten minutes ago it was “Glitter & Gold”

Other Blogs: I used to have a 1D blog, a Twilight blog, and a meme blog but now it’s just this one

Do I Get Asks: yes! you guys are always very sweet and send me nice things

Following: 195

Amount of Sleep: uh??? last night I got 7 hours which is more than usual

Lucky Number: 123 and 444

What I’m Wearing: jeans, play station t shirt and a jacket

Dream Job: honestly? stay at home mom

Dream Trip: New York for a month in the fall!

Favorite Food: chicken and dumplings tbh

Play Any Instruments: flute and a bit of guitar

Languages: English, American Sign Language and minimal Spanish

Favorite Songs: there’s so many and it changes all the time.... idk man “One for the Pain” by Lifehouse has been on repeat for a while

Random Fact: I’ve recently become the children’s theater director and they usually only do one program (for Christmas) and they loved doing it with me so much that they’re asking to another one in the spring so I’m putting that together rn and I’m very excited

Describe Yourself as Aesthetic Things: cool sheets, warm vanilla wax warmers, soft piano music in the background and pages that have gone soft from being handled

I’m tagging: @oh-snap-bucky, @capnstever, @buckychrist, @coffee-with-bucky, @i-dont-give-a-buck, @itsbuckysworld, @kingsebastian, @mcu-owns-my-ass, @mainly-marvel-stuff, @moncaptain, @spideypeach, @stanning-seb, @starrycap, @solisbucky, @softthanos, @puppy-barnes, @potatobuck, @buckyparkerish, @brokenwhitewolf, @buckbaizen, @bbarnes and anyone else that would like to!